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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! 2.10pm

You have really got a lot to do. Or have almost outdone yourself. this is certainly a very interesting weekend you have set before you and you will be plesently suprised as well.

I guess i'm surprised all the time. and i know that i need to get a lot of things done, and really have a great deal to do with everything that is happening all around me. It's like reading the Dalai Lama stuff now. He's got the attention of a lot of the world and will be able to make a lot of things change.

You will too Son, never down play your own power and impact.

I know that's always interesting, as I'm not ever very clear about my place and actions which is something i need to get more control over. there is nothing I can not do. and I know my influence will only increase as i grow and learn to make this clear for me.

You have to realize there is nothing to stop you. more than anything you need to see how everything out there will really help you. Even the seeming dissappointment are really opening doors and improving more for you... The time has come Son, you have a lot of things at hand that need to be completed. And they will be shortly, just get busy

I know i'm getting busy again

You will be soon, there is nothing too complicated for you yet. You are in control and can make a great deal of things grow and change with little or no effort. However, you need to get busy with the tasks you have at hand. For there is a lot of efforts that needs to go into these things, and you must do it all yourself.

I know, Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ for filling me with Your strength and power to achieve as You wish. Amen.

You still have a lot to do and you are making significant progress. You wanted this time to yourself and you have it. it's good to see you are being so productive and learning more as you continue to work on your dreams.

I appreciate how you ahve given me these things to read and inspire me further.

You are just beginning son, there is a lot more to come and a lot more to do. There is nothing that will stop you and you certainly are able to get a lot more done than you could ever imagine.

Why do you always say that, itt really sounds so abstract and almost meaningless. If I can not know how much i can influnce things. . . What's the point!

But You do know. Like you see how Dr. Newkome tried to copy your every dream, and now you find he really only set it all up for you any way. Creating bigger fiefdoms everywhere is only adding fuel to your fire. When teachers and school take over all the public resources, you will thank him dearly, because he started the ball rolling on making all these things into public resources for you to use. . .

I know you always have you plans . . . the Big Picture that goes beyond all the rest, to include everything that is . . . And ake it work together!
Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus!

6.59pm FRIDAY... what a week!

What ?

I've really got much too much going again .

Why?

Because it's just too much. I know I've got my vibration up so much that I can't seem to get anything done.

Why don't you say about what happened tonight?

I went to a Synergy Symposium in the College of Public Health. And I never met anyone. I guess I realized it was for teachers to meet other teachers and I am a student who's not even started to do any research.

What, why do you say that? You are developing a consciousness patent. Do you have any idea what would have happened at the meeting last night if you had simply told everyone what your patent was.

Why do you tell me that now? I can't really run back there, there is nothing left there now, except maybe an empty bottle or a dirty napkin. I guess I never really asked?

We would not have told you anyway. Things really are not ready for this all to come out so strongly. There is really a great deal more you need to do on your own. You always expect someone else you meet will somehow make it work better for you. Like who else did you see tonight.

There was also another group meeting up stairs with Carol Roberts. She had brought in a medical intuitive, who came around asking what anyone wanted for a wish. When she asked me I guess I deflected it all to everyone around me. First asking for the same thing as the guy before me.... "to share what she feels." And then she felt me looking at a lady across the table from me, saying there was a women, in her 40's, but it wasn't clear. Instead of me thinking of anything I really wanted her to read into so I could know more about it.

What else do you want to know about?

I know it's all about my kids. And I know I never write about my kids because they have too much energy already. I really don't need to add any more to them.

They Still need your love and healing....

I know I need to pray for them more. But I also know they are learning as they must. while I need to finish some things too. I know the patent that should be done already would finish a lot of things

What ?

I feel like it would be what breaks this PARADIGM

What wrong with that?

I guess I know that means a lot of other things will break. Like i've got his email about the hurricans so I looked at the maps and saw one bigger than the Gulf of Mexico.

What else do you need to do...?

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ I know i need to get busy again...

mind vibrations to Freedom!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of The Word!

Write some more and let us as well...

I've been finding more and more for my research. The new issue of Scientist found the vibrations I was writting about. So the methods are clear now. And I know I need to submit it.

well... do it now...

I can get it done after class tomorrow.

yes just get it done

I also have to get busy on Koehler's Leadership paper and getting the SMA prototype done.

well. . . . at least you are clear about your tasks

I wrote them down now too. So I also got this other stuff about the mind vibrations too. Holosync CD's are using sounds to create the Alpha, Delta, Gama waves in the mind that can also come with different states of meditation.

SO I guess that's why the negative in my life so abruptly left. I mean yesterday Andrew even wrote a contract to make his position clear in my house. I'm not sure he's going to meet the conditions we wrote. But at least he's making a sound attempt.

Also really interesting is how Keith already found his little Goddess. I know what he did for Equan was a serious good deed, and even getting clear and focused on his 40 days and 40 nights is really cool. . . . but. . .

Remember the Prodigal's Son story. . . what makes his efforts so significant is how he's affeting people so much already.

Hey, i affect all sorts of people too.

well... you are still behind the scenes. you've made long term commitments and long term goals. A little Goddess after 40 days is not the same as staying 16 and having a hundred children.

I know you've said that before.

Yes, and we will again.

I ove You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. thank you for filling me with your strength love and wisdom... continue to lead me into your light... Amen.

Wow, super stuff...

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of The Word!

What are you doing now?

Wow, what a week this was!!! I've been so very flattered by so much. I mean so many things are going so good. Like as I'm helping Equan get into College, and everything with my college degrees come together just as quickly.

JJ asked me to check into the Masters program in Management, of course I've already taken most of the classes and really even seem to prefer it over the MBA since it's more leadership focused. Course I never thought/knew I was getting an MBA to learn more about leadership, but this is certainly where I've been doing my best. LOL. . . reminds me of Equan. Leading without leading. He's doing it all on his own. Like such a strong powerful positive force it's wonderful. Course the opposite has to react as well. Both going on where they must. lol. . . . while I just laugh at the dance of energy, wondering how they will offset each other. I try to care and help both sides, but know one will fall away while the other will prosper and succeed.

I always feel like a spectator. Equan did everything for himself. I might have helped a bit. But his success and glory will be his own. . . lol. . . He's closer to me than ever, even more of a son, brother and friend than ever before. Just like the opposite is also true. Those who fight and argue for control will get what they deserve too. . . Equan full and strong with multiple offers from colleges I'm sure, while the opposite will be in control of their empty bag. . . lol. . . wow I wonder seeing a son and friend so successful . . . while maybe it's my daughter or sister who suffers by their own hands . . . Oh well!

So I got all this stuff together for JJ. Printed out all the business degree programs and such. Then I also got the nursing and public health programs printed. I was struggling to figure how this would all work in my schedule next term. I know I've been doing too much and couldn't imagine cutting anything from my schedule. Actually I felt I needed to teach more, so really wanted to add more to my schedule.

Course the Nursing folks have Stat's & Research Theory classes that I should take. While I can finish my Entrepreneur track and Sustainability in BSN. Those last two will be developing the Greening of USF. . . lol. . . . both classes are involving projects and both teachers want me to explore the recycling to expand into greening.

Then of course Claire invites me to this "binary-economics" meeting. Where other attendees I also invite and seemingly help expand and develop it further. But I realized it's about a more equitable capitol distribution. Those with capitol, real estate, equipment, resources, $$$ control everything which is really destroying our environment, culture and society. So this theory is about trying to get a more equal distribution instead of just the rich getting richer.

One aspect of this theory is about getting "unused capitol resources" to become productive making more capitol. Capitol is needed to create capitol so moving these resources to places where they can be used will help distribute capitol more evenly. I thought about how Greening USF will be about recycling computers and equipment too. So this could be a method to expand and develop binary-economics . . . .

Then I get this email from the BSN Dean. He received it from Global Health (over in Public Health College) about creating some synergy for more applied research integration efforts. WOW, so I get this email after I printed out all this stuff to go over with JJ. And he tells me to explore more "Management, Spirituality & Religion" which is a special area starting to get more research as well.

So WOW. . . my MBA and Environmental Sustainability work could easily be combined into Global Health for an interesting PhD program. I never really thought about it very much but this all fits together so very well it's incredible. . . .

Course as with Equan and Keith, I see so many other things fitting together and making such perfect sense that I can barely question or understand it all. Sure things grow and change all the time. We always need to see the truth of the good positive works and wash away the negative bigotry. There will always be this play between the good and bad in life . . . pity so few are conscious of their own place in it even as the truth is so clear and plain right in their face.

As with Equan, the truth isn't always in the words . . . where his Truth with "FAITH IN CONVICTIONS" is awesome . . . and seen throughout all his works, efforts and actions. Others hold onto and fight over such meaningless words, while the truth of the actions and deeds are lost in their arrogance of selfishness and control.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please lead and guide us all to see the Truth in your Words and Ways, so that our actions will speak the truth that words can never achieve. . . Amen. 4:30pm

Wow it was so cool to see Claire. I told her how I was completing another patent. She said she didn't like patents because they restrict public use. So I told her how restrictions are very necessary sometimes. Like if I teach a child to drive, and he runs someone over, that is really my fault. Children are not ready to drive and how in teaching this I take a risk and really take responsibility for what happens to anyone who tries it.

So many people never want to take responsibility for anything. It's interesting how things have gone for me. Like when I chanted with Rowen, there was so much power and clarity. I taught her everything about it. She could understand and relate and went on to learn Reiki and lots more to support the lessons I gave her. But then I've chanted with others and never explained a thing. I never really thought about it before. But I know it was best that I never taught anything to Amir. She was so focused on herself. I guess giving her more power to put into her selfishness would really be detrimental to everyone.

I know this stuff I do really just expands what is. Like I've cleared people and only directed the Light to open doors. I wonder about teaching it more. Once this patent gets out there, things might shift a great deal. I guess people who understand it all will be the ones ready to use it. While others who don't will never see it. I guess that's why it's important to patent it. I don't need just anyone teaching it. That's all I need is everyone learning this and pumping more energy into my circle. . . .

Hum, that's weird. I know everyone who sees this becomes part of it. But I've never thought of them all in the circle with me. I guess I've seen and felt Rowan and Amir in there with me. And of course a few others who like to visit. But I can't believe everyone is? But just like the car, people can drive for good and bad reasons. And each will find their place by what they focus their energy on.

Like it is wonderful how much more Keith is focusing himself. He worked on Equan's papers and then help me with some of mine. The truth and clarity he brings to them all shows his focus. But then he gets distracted by Andrews BS or something else, and I worry about him falling back into drinking. The truth and clarity is seen throughout. Not just in a word or a day of good deeds, but in all the energy and actions in Life.

Hum, what's this trying to tell me? I know there is alwys good and bad around me. And I know i can forgive and move on. But I also know that I can not subject myself to crap. Like if Andrew is set on giving me crap . . . for whatever excuse, whether I'm here and helping him or not, just to leave him alone. His anger and resentment is really his problem. I can forgive and forget, but if I only get crap I'll just move on. There is more than enough for me to do. And wasting my time with crap. . . lol. . . . oh well. I wont go there.

Intersting how much we can learn from the mistakes of others around us. . . . while they seem to only point their nose up in the air and miss the truth hidden behind their own walls of crap. . .

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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of The Word!

What now?

There is really too much happening again. I'm getting too charged up. . .

I had written some powerful emails this morning. Equan asked me to go over his letter for FSU. He went there last week and loves the place. So he wants me to help him get into College. Wow, I hope I can do that for Christopher. I don't think Emily will want my help, but who knows.

So he gave me the first questions and a few line he wrote. So I added some questions to it and sent it back. Soon I read over a page or so, just complimenting his efforts and making suggestions to expand his work. He seemed to get worried that I wasn't editing it too much. I would break up his long sentences and ask for more details. So he started to get worried that it was too personal and such.

I told him how the college would see this. He's being honest and direct sharing real issues with courage and dignity. So he kept writing.

Last night he sent them to me again while i was in my office at USF. He wanted to meet instead of emails of chat anymore. So I stopped by to see him. He had two pages now. Really serious stuff about his father and such. He didn't meet his father until he was 9 years old. While Chris about left his fatehr at 9. . .

I was really honored to help him and review all this stuff with him. This morning I had another copy. So I asked Keith to help too. Keith is such a good editor. I commented about Andrew and Keith immediately siad how I shouldn't talk with what up with Emily and Chris. So I told him more about it and he realized it was more of God's work than anything I did. He still bragged about Andrew, while I think Andrew just manipulates and sneaks around to take whatever he can.

I went out for a SMA meeting and brought some business cards for Land Development and Patents. It was a really good meeting. Talking about finishing the class project and then starting patent development businesses. It was really kinda awesome!

So when I got home I was wondering what I would have to deal with now. Keith was out and Andrew would likely be home. I walked in and all the lights and fans and AC was on. And no one was there. Reminded me of Dan turning everything on to spite me, so he could sit comfy on the couch watching TV. So I got pissed Of course.

I shut everything off. . . Windows were open with the AC again. No one ever respects anything here, I feel like such a fool trying to help people.

So ouside I found Andrew with his buddy on their smoking chairs hidding around the side. He jumped up as soon as I saw them and I started yelling at him. He doesn't respect anything I say, he doesn't respect any of my property. He's a spoiled little brat who just uses and lies. Course he said his dad told him he could turn on the AC. yea right!!

Ok so I called Keith on the phone and asked him about the AC. He told him to close all the windows before turning on the AC. Wow, so Andrew didn't lie. What a surprise. Well I guess I know Andrew is really a good kid. He just has this arrogent gotta be cool BS fucking him up all the time. Like when Andrew got serious about the contract for his dad. He's really smart and good about this stuff. But he just has no respect for me.

Course I'm the one who asked him about staying in my house. And working and grades. But he's not been able to keep up with that for more than a week at a time. Well maybe a few days, and then he's doing something he shouldn't again.

I keep telling Keith that this energy stuff is really serious and getting all these negative distraction are really hurting us. I mean I will never get anything done here if all this crap keeps coming up in my face. I certainly wont let anyone in my house again. I just can't deal with all the extra crap it brings. I mean it's great when Andrew cut veggies and helps out. And I'm thrilled to see Keith taking the garbage out. . .

I mean having real people that respect the space and carry some weight is LIGHT YEARS ahead of poor Dan that never finished anything. But these little gestures burn up in the smoke of the drinking, drugs and other headaches. . . Which really sucks. Cause I'm likely never going to bring anyone to my house now. . .

Guess I'll invite people over to chant and teach and stuff. . . But I can't imagine ever wanting a roommate again!

That kinda sucks.
And you know sunday at church Jerry spoke about reaching out to others and helping people. And I thought abotu how Keith's "bimbo & booze" thing could really be reaching out to help people. But how can we help out neighbor with the speak of dust in their eye, if we still have a bid log in our own eyes. . .

So what right do I have to try to help anyone either, if I can't deal with little shit like trash and windows. Course common courtousy and respect of the property is kinda expected. But if I pull someone out of the toilet, I need to accept getting some shit on my hands. Wow, poor Emily's room... I really will have tons of shit to clean up there.

Oh well live and learn!!!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please lead and guide me to your Grace Love and wisdom! Amen.

Are you sure?

I am not afraid of anything. Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of The Word! 2:35pm

What are you doing now?

I reread what you wrote last night. And again everything that I read and see is telling me to do the very same thing. It's such a wonderful trip to be on. But it still scares me so much.

What now Son? You know and see so very much all the time ... whenever the time is NOW!! It's so funny to see you writing songs with Us again. No one would ever understand anything you wrote because you had all these songs littered throughout your writting. Now you simply write our words to you in another format. What wonderful tools man's technology has created on this earth for you. But none of it would be here if not for your drive and desire in total Love of Truth.

I know i've not caused everything.

Oh but you have Dear Son. You all have. Each of you carry the same genetic structure that has evolved for countless mellenium from the beginning of time. Everything that exists is reflected and affected by who you are and what is inside of you. Remember the point of everything is reproduction. You are the first Being to carry this high a vibration of God. Nothing exists beyond your reflection and influence, because It Is all inside of you.

Just for the sake of it, try to find a DNA that exists that is not in some form within you. If not as a component of your own DNA, then a tool used in digestion or otherwise inside of you somewhere. People have learned their independance so they could discover the power of choice.

Choice is fundamental for Love.

Without a choice any Love is only half as strong. Remember all consciousness is about creating God. What is God? God is Love. So the highest strongest and most refined energy of creation is the choice of Love. And the highest Love is the Love of Love = The Love of God!

You must choose to Love God. Not some physical expression you can control and manipulate but some abstract Faith in Love. Choosing Love and God and Consciousness is Loving something that only the strength and Power of God could Love!

Mankind is choosing to Love God. Choosing Faith in Love, conviction in truth over the lost meham of greed in materialism. you all think you need this materials. It's not anything outside of you. you created it all and will destroy it again. But is it the creation that controls or the Creator that controls? Again it's all your choice.

I know

What you know it only a smal little piece of what you are opening up. Everything is about to open up very strongly and what you are doing now will be opening up so many things to come that you will be very busy.

Oh is this something new? I am always very busy with these things that you place before me.

What you are now doing is not something that has ever been done before. you might think it's simple words on paper. But remember this is really millions of 1's and 0's of some computer language translated into electrons and then photons of light pulsating throughout the universe. Sure it's only a vibration of energy and light so small that it can circle your world endlessly. However, just as you attitude in the office determines how well your PC works, so many other things can fee land respond to this light you send out.

I know that's why we are here. We can carry the power adn Life of God and Love anywhere. This healing that I can offer to my brother here or the dirt under my feet refelcts throughout the universe to create a vibration

What now?

"Today is the day I'm ready... No matter what happens next I'm ready... ready to listen to my heart, never go against it's way.. honor and ador my spirit, set it free in every way... today is the day I'm ready..." 4:33
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you so very much for all you share with me.. Please lead and guide me to be and do all that you require.... Thanks, Amen!

what are we in for now?

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of The Word! 447pm

What are you ready for Son?

I'm ready for everything I guess, and I know it's coming really quickly.

Why?

I guess because of how You do these things to me. . . everything that happens is so very planned and clear. I see Your Plans in everything. Even Bush killing Iraq (that I never hear about) and all the other chaos in this word. But I get nervous about Your plans for me all the time.

Why?

I know it's because of the Black Mountain trip. I escaped for a week in the mountains knowing You had planned this fun vacation for me. . . and I did exactly what I felt You wanted every moment

You are still doing that.

I know, that's what makes me nervous. I mean all those spontanious past-life regressions were so intense . . . everything was so fast and strong there. Then the sudden weather . . . it totally freaked me out.

Why Son? You see those things all the time. Everyone you meet you feel into their aura very quickly. Remember you demanded never to see any of that. Which really made it hard for others you are with to see it either. You all think this energy stuff and angels are all fantasies of the mind just like a dream at night. But they are real manafestations of energy. So your blocking the appearance, can block it for everyone. These events ARE in the mind at night . . . . exactly as they ARE in life. Your creation goes out and is seen elsewhere. You decided not to see it here, but you still create it and so it is.

I know, but that experience with all those people in Black Mountain was nothing I could have imagined. How did I create that?

When you decided to love your mom. You told her for weeks to get to the doctor as you both worked on the greivance for the county in her office. Yes she read so much it made her sick to her stomach. You both knew that. But still she never would get to the doctor until you forced her. Then she found Stage III Ovarion Cancer! And you both knew she was dead.

You accepted and knew the truth from the moment it all started. She knew it too and said good-bye to you. You told her she could beat it if she wanted. But, she knew she had to say good-bye. And somehow you knew it too. And when it started in the hospital and you met Heidi who only confirmed it all for you . . . everything was just starting.

And when she returned from the hospital and gave you the CWG book what did you do?

I Know that's the first time I read a book in one sitting. Then I searched the web for them and got the free trip to Black Mountain. And so I had to go . . .

Yes you decided to Love your mom and respected her wishes and followed it all the way through. Remember you asked us every move before you went. Even before you spoke to Laura and Tim or anyone in the Mountains. You were very carful and sincere and everyone there knew this.

What did you bring with you?

I took my bike. . . lol . . . But I know what You are asking about. I went and found all the pages of my Journal that I copied for Chuck. . . .

Why did you have Journals copied for Chuck?

You told me to. . . Well Chuck was deciding to move back to Florida and marry Joni. So he needed to know what was going on with me and You. He wanted to see what God was doing with STARS. Actually I sent it all to him in the mail . . . so I really have no idea what he wanted to find in there.

Why Son, do you think he might have wondered why you are so strong and clear about what you do??? You have written with us forever . . . every writing is with us. Some see it and call it out, like CWG did. And some simply deguise it in their own ways. You actually gave Chuck some very serious information. Each time you write with us, we really get down and specific on issues that no one else will write. Yes you told us to find a "Journalist" to get this all published for you.

But NOW you also have found and created a way to publish this all for yourself. So it was published. What Chuck read was very strong because it was ONLY Our writing. You opened your boxes and copied out everything that had a written prayer to God on it. Hundreds of pages you copied... again and again finding the prayer and adding it to the stack.

And you took this to Black Mountain

You told me to!

Yes and everyone reads it again and again. Vibrating that energy through out all consciousness. Remember what you said about consciousness the Human form is an evolution for God. Everything is God. What we can share and do from here is NOT nearly as powerful and far reaching as what you can do there. This is why people can so easily claim to BE God or Talk Directly to God. satan did that too. satan didn't care or respect how God wanted things done. satan wanted to do it his way. he knew better. having the freedom to choose which way to go is not the same as having the Wisdom to choose the best way to go.

But God's WAY is different. There is only ONE WAY. And when you respect that everything works out perfectly. . . no selfishness, no lies, nothing lost. And that's why Black Mountain is so powerful. Everything that you did there is still happening. You wouldn't see it or allow it a full expression into your space . . . . so the powerful conscious expression is manafesting over and over again. Everywhere it can find to be expressed and come out. again and again this power comes through. . . You can go to Ashville now and see this. . . as well as Ashland "Water Winds Fire & Earth"

You wanna conduct an experiment. Ask Cecile to schedule a Chant for you in the YMCA of Black Mountain where you can share with some crippled children.

You are getting really crazy!

Why do you say that. You knew that was coming out. Every moment you see a person in pain, or fear, or trapped in some condition you just want to reach out to touch them and change them. You have so much Love to share and you are so afraid to share it. Even your brother there with you now. Who has been hurt and crippled with your own actions is still out of reach for you. No one can do and change things like you can now.

You've barely begun to understand what this chant is all about. and who did it or taught it to you. There you've written how the Mayans used it to stay on earth. The first people to carry consciousness fried up. It was too powerful for mankind to contain God. God created everything. God moves the lightning and directs the planets. To place all this power and knowing into anything is simply impossible.

Or it was impossible. Nothing in all creation could hold all that is. So mankind had to learn how to BE without BEING God. WE found ways to make this energy of consciousness stay in mankind. We made God. So that God could Grow slowly and easily. But man is selfish and the natural process of creation and evolution brought up this power too quickly.

Mankind was given smaller and smaller amounts of God . . . the brain and Heart can contain consciousness in very special ways, they can contain God. But the Consciousness of God brings powers that the natural brain and heart get lost in. Their Karma from action on earth burnt them up. So their light turned into the dirt of the earth. All dirt, all earths, all planets were created this way. From light into darkness. Energy into Matter. God into .... god.

So now you remember a Mayan way that mankind had developed to keep God on Earth. A method to move the Energy of god in Man down through the Earth to clear it and bring it back up into GOD in Heaven. You are taking the energy of mankind corrupted into the dirt of the earth and bringing it back into the Light of Heaven.

You are only going to scare people. . .

Why??? They are all here reading this now. Each cell in the galaxy is vibrating a little different from the keystocks you are sending out into the ethers. you are doing this. You are creating this change. You are making this that has never been made. Because you are allowing it to Be. You are Being and Expressing this that has never Been before.

You told me I was doing something very old that the Mayan Priests did to save their people.

Yes, but now people are ready. More and more of what is here on earth is ready for the consciousness of God to be expressed more and more freely. Again you are the catalysts. What you can do is something that no one has done. The old Mayan Priests were alone in thier dance. No one knew what they did or how they did it. People would watch like with the TV and be changed just the same.

Now mankind is ready to make these changes themselves. And stop being under the control and manipulation of others. Everyone can create and Love again. And what you are doing for them can change everything.

Thank you Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please help me to grow and learn to achieve in all that you have placed before me. Help me to share and lead as I know I must for your Glory. I love you Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ! I love you Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ! I love you Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ! I love you Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ! I love you Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ!I love you Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ!I love you Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ!I love you Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of The Word!

What are you doing now?

I'm working on my leadership paper again. it's a struggle here in this office. I've noticed I get distracted a lot. Today was the very first day I took a paper outside to read it while sitting in the Sunshine. I mean here in Florida, you would think I did it everyday.

Why do you make it such a big deal . . . you are getting closer and closer all the time...

I guess I'm just a real whimp.

Why do you put that kinda energy into you space now. You keep telling Keith how important it is to get clear and focused. You were both very clear at one time. And worked to help each other and get things done. You need to get back there again. And you will. It's all within your reach now.

I really have so much work to do...

but you rather write, and are finding your place in it all again.

Am I going to regress or something?

What you are doing will be exactly what is needed. And You need to just have faith and get busy.

I know you are always right.... I'm sorry...
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.