Sunday, September 26, 2004

another day, a bit more

Four hurricanes – Charley, Frances, Ivan, and Jeanne hit florida. . . the very last at about 3pm shut off the power in my house for a split second.


I yelled so loud the walls shook:

"NO"

It was like "how dare you" after coming through so close 3 times already and all the damage everywhere. I wasn't going to tolerate a single second without power.

what was more remarkable than anything was the the power was back on a second later. It was so quick and abrupt. I almost never thought it was out at all. Of course I had a list of work to do and I wasn't interested in any delays. 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! WHY do you want me to post this now?
What is important is how you feel this experience every time you read this quote: 
I guess so. But I never understood it as anything significant!
What is important is not how little it affected you, but how it was simply a real experience. You have always been able to do things that no one else could understand. It was very easy and obvious to you.
I still don't get the point!
We have always tried to explain how important it is for you to accept your place and do whatever you are inspired to do. You have always been protected and abel to do things that you take for-granted but no one else can understand or even relate to. It's not something that anyone will ever understand. Just like the motorcycle accident and never noticing God saving you or the angels guiding you to safety. 
This wasn't anything new for you, but really just another experience that was common for you. Why wouldn't you notice angels jumping to your rescue? Well maybe if you saw this all he time and it was nothing new. 
I understand now! So you want me to recognize something about my life? I kinda always knew you are here with me. So what's new about this?
What you need to recognize is how much more this is beyond just having someone watch over you. Like the Secret stories about how people can all create their own lives and experience. That is exactly what you have always done. There is nothing new there for you. And you are still beyond all of this discord and chaos all around you. You are here to shift things, and you can do it simply by deciding to do it.
I get it, and I know this is true, and I've always known. And I just need to stop questioning and get busy. and I know I've said this hundreds of time by now. . . so am I going to see these coming at me again, or flying from me?


I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.