Sunday, November 28, 2004

Sunday, November 28, 2004 11:23:29 PM

Wow what a trip. I just watched the movie National Treasure. It was 1832, Charles Carrollton the last surviving signer of the declaration of independence, and he knew he was dieing. Take me to the white house now..... Secret for Thomas Gates... secret treasure. The Knights Templer, smuggled the treasure to America. ((untitled.bmp))

55 men that signed a paper that would be protected and guarded forever. And I had in my folder a resume, p-13-12 finance problem, and all the file for the last attorney. And went to see it with Scott. Wow and we are them as well.

What you need to do is chant!!

Friday, November 26, 2004

Friday, November 26, 2004 9:33:40 AM

Lots of email. What was really funny or WEIRD was how I blew off my family... especially my dad, lol... larry Sr, and jr... literally. I just got sick of the total BS, and smile and be friendly all fake crap. I actually got some real feeling and emotion from mark, which honestly surprised me. But just as quickly as I blew them all off.... Chuck calls me.

So his brother Larry.... lol.... is retiring from the marines and moving to Florida. Actually he's already got a house 10 minutes from Chuck and they also have Chuck's Mom and dad coming south soon too. Of course Larry has a BS in Civil Engineering and an MS in Operations Research and wants to break into this business.

My first question was whether he wanted to start his own business or just work for someone else? Sounds like they are not sure, but I got a resume already and wrote out a spontaneous letter or two. First I wrote to Chuck and then to his brother (through Chuck), after I chanted and felt how I'm in a new family already. Wow a real family finally. It was really kinda weird to feel all that. His brother seems to be very strong and secure, and more interested in the now that whatever past BS he's heard or not heard.

11:09:52 AM
Interesting, everything is very interesting. I'm not sure what's really happening or where everything is going. But I'm inclined to accept and trust it more and let things flow as they need to for me to be free. I'm really glad to be here doing what I trust in God. It's actually very good and exciting to be so secure and comfortable in this truth that I know.


Mrs. Stevenson,
I just spoke to a city employee who was loading up some mulch from this field. He said the city is struggling to get rid of all of this mulch piled up everywhere and is giving it free to residents.

I asked him if we could get this pile spread into a path around this field. We always have residents coming here to walk dogs or jog around the field, so making a path would be great. There are areas really low that would need a bit more mulch spread into them to stay dry and make it safer too. He said I could call the city and speak to the city council member in our area, and having other neighbors support would be great.

We already have sent you a petition from all the neighbors here to make this into a real park. Is there something more I can do to help this along? I can generate CAD drawings, designs and construction plans if that would help. And I know Marion would be happy to help get some more neighborhood communication and agreement about whatever we do.

I look forward to talking some more about this with you. And I never got a phone call from the Parks Department. Hope you have a good Holiday.

Thanks

Eric Weaver
home 813-237-3705
Cell 813-679-5195
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/professional.htm


Hey Cathy
Thanks good to hear from you..
Not sure why you like the Collidal Silver note, but so be it.

As for my dad and family, they will do what they need to do... Not my problem. as for 7x70.. yea done that, so what? It's easy to forgive. But when they are not repentant then there's no point to it. Forgive them or not they are still in the same place... doing the same thing. Which was the point of "give the Caesar what is Caesars"...

Forgiving the past is easy, but if every time you saw your dad he DID that same stuff over again and again to you... that would be throwing your "pearls to swine".... your time is worth more than that. If he can't see it, fine forgive, but move on.

That's really all I had to do. I can't deal with them anymore. It's just not healthy. I don't need their judgments or how they evaluate me and whoever I'm with. They were never nice or fair with you either. I never brought someone home that wasn't insulted by them. And if I try to say anything or fight back, then I'm the EVIL black sheep, to be burned at the stake. That's simply not right. So I wont deal with it at all. And certainly will never bring any child of mine near them again.

I actually got a real email from my younger brother mark. He was ranting and raving, but actually shared something real, I was impressed. Kinda sorry, but impressed. Not even a day later Chuck called me to say his Brother Larry, and parents are moving to Tampa. And his brother wants to work as a Civil Engineer... Wow! Then he invited me to join them for Thanksgiving Dinner. It felt wonderful. Like I had a new family already!!! Chuck has always felt insulted by how my family treated me too... I mean his dad was a sheriff for Bergen County in NJ when I had my accident, so they knew more about me than I did.... but they all forgave and accepted me!

So God works in Wonderful ways you know... all sorts of synchronistic things like this are happening every day to me. I will simply continue to trust God, and Do His WILL. Reminds me, I need to do the Sermon that my Mom wrote. I mean I was almost embarrassed writing my brother back. But it really felt good to let it all out of me. It's all their trash, why should I hold onto it. Like Emily, they will all get what they need when they are ready... I can forgive and forget, but no way will I put myself into a toilet again. And I could really feel why God wanted me to get it all out.... It feels good, like I really emptied out some trash inside..... Like something my Mom should have done before it killed her. Oh did you ever hear those stories, I'm not sure if I told you..... lol... Oh I'm sure, you heard about everything the kids and I talked about....

Oh and Cathy, THANK YOU.... and I'll always love you too.... As I Prayed Thanks for you yesterday, I felt like my Mom had sent you to us, because I never would have survived all this crazy stuff if you weren't here through it all.... and you know, we really had some AWESOME times with those kids. Even the counselor said to me, how it sounds like I really had the best of their lives already.... and when you stop and think back.... what will make you smile... as little kids remember, kayaking, feeding baby ducks and playing no rules scrabble all night or being molested and bribed by an old pervert.

Thanks again.... Oh are we going to see Indigo On the 29th in Westshore?
Love u
eric

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Druggists refuse to give out pill

----- Original Message -----
To: USF-ethics · Legal Ethics Class
Sent: Thursday, November 25, 2004 12:41 PM
Subject: Fw: Druggists refuse to give out pill

It's Thanksgiving, take the day off... lol...

Course birth control is a scam to make doctors and lawyers rich, just like abortion.... I mean women have control of their bodies already, if they want or don't want something they can control it without getting poisoned. Course birth control pills cause cancer anyway, both breast and ovarian too.... more money to those doctors.... lol... No studies will ever be funded about this, there's too much money in it for them. I mean think a second, what do extra hormones mess with inside of you? Milk and Babies!!!

Sorry, but yes that's a national article. The felony article is a state article. Civil rights supported by a Bush, it'll never happen!!! Whatever they claim and try, something will be setup so they are all lost in the system. Just wait there will come a national law to do it across the country too. Oh and here's a Local Article related to the last Journal Article I did about Sharon. Hope you have a great turkey day...
eric

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Sunday, November 21, 2004 3:53:24 AM

Ok so I sent this letter to my dad and realize that I will need to follow it up. I mean this presentation I need to do for my class is actually exactly the sermon that my Mom wanted me to do before she died.

What you need to do is chant all out. But post this first!

It's going to be a long year isn't it

Wait it's not even started yet.... relax NO FEAR, SO JUST DO
IT!!!

IT WONT WORK?
Yes so Chant time but what did you realize now
I could go visit metropolitan ministries and have Morris Hintzman set it all up for me.

Sp04 Catalyst: Restoring Scientific Integrity to Policy Making: "
The Bush administration has distorted facts and suppressed the truth to serve its ideological agenda on issues ranging from climate science to military intelligence. UCS has responded with a campaign to restore scientific integrity to policy making.

The scientific community has expressed growing concern over the politicization of science. Scientists, doctors, and other experts both inside and outside the government accuse officials within the George W. Bush administration of suppressing or distorting scientific and medical information when it conflicts with their policy objectives."

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Wednesday, November 17, 2004 4:55:18 PM

What are you going to do?
I'm sorry; I need to do whatever you set out before me.
Son this is your life. What do you want to see happen with all of this?
I'm sorry; I thought I was here doing what you wanted?
What we need is for you to make it happen as you want it to.
I'm not sure I can really do that? I can’t really know everything that You need to do. Like I understand how I can fill a place for You and I can really move into all these things that You have before me. But I'm not sure I can keep up with it all.
Suddenly now you feel you have time to write; while in fact you have a long, long list of things that you need and want to do. So why aren’t you getting more done?
I'm sorry; I'm really not sure? I guess it is getting stressful again with things. And I'm intimidated even writing, because I feel you’ll tell me to blog it all too.
What do you think you are here for?
I'm sorry; I'm really trying to do my best...
What we need is for you to just relax and trust more about what this time and experience is bringing to you. Just DO IT. Everything is going along kinda nicely, and it’s only going to increase for you if you can keep up with it all. To Trust in Christ Jesus, is to Feel the Light of God inside of you as ONE Being. We are all in this together; and no one else can do what you are doing. We all have our Place.
I'm sorry; I really just want to go to sleep now.
What you need to do is make a video and such.
I'm sorry; I still only wanna go to sleep.
What you have to do is stop hiding from what you are creating. Its’ not going to be easy, but it will come along a lot better if you don’t run and hide. We’re sorry too, but it’s just something that you have to do. It will be fun, and get easier with time.
I'm sorry; can I get something off my chest? I'm really scared about all of this. I even told Dan the other day about the gun shots outside my window once when I chanted. I heard a voice, then a shot, and then the bullet through the grass. It was weird and I felt it, so I dialed 911 and told them that it happened. I never looked to see if cops came out, but I really felt it was Paul. But I also wrote Dr. Prange about asking Chris whether Paul had a new gun.

So I've felt how the energy that I created inside of me was coming back to me. As I now write listening to the TV that Dan always has on. I hate how the energy and feeling comes in whenever I hear these things; I even watch crap once in a while. Watched MIB for the first time last week and now I hear THE FIRM with Tom Cruise. Funny another movie people tease me about never seeing and it’s because I resemble the actors. I can hear what's going on and it’s really sickening. But I feel it. It’s weird. It’s so hard to write out all that I feel, like the videos in my head never end. I'm scared.... too much, too fast.
What do you want to happen?
I'm sorry; I felt like Christopher with Emily were taking charge of the whole situation at the courts and blowing the entire system all to pieces. Wow this is intense the more I think about it the more that I see.
“This judge, law, bureaucrat, official, public servant, civil servant, administrator, pen pusher, moderator, rule, representative, executive, community servant, national servant, manager, and a few parents are full of shit, selfish arrogant and not the least bit interested in anything but themselves. Like this is pathetic, since you all know it and each overlook some aspect of yourselves that your very neighbor would deplore. So you too can exploit to profit. All the children see this and know it. How could you teach them such? ”

Then I felt him coming to the university to video tape the chants that we did in the tiled circle at the USF’s MLK Plaza. Wow, WE are creating this right now. We all swell up from You in the ground.
So then the power of the people is moving and we simply DO IT.
What do you want us to do?
I'm ready for You to make this energy visible to everyone. Hold it? I can’t handle it still?
What are you hiding from? This is really not very hard at all. And it’s all very powerful emotions and forces for change that are coming together all in one space. Your visions are very clear and pure, you can feel the Domes Full of people growing plants and trees, working together and being successful. Each moment you think of these things it gets clearer and truer in your heart. Nature and Man working together, Mother and Father, You can just feel it. All the love and the truth of the ONE family; the exact same dream that everyone has. And It’s really already there in your hands. Each one of you can do this today!

And you are right, it will only increase and increase; more and more; faster and faster. So Just DO IT. This is what you have been waiting for. And you do hear this all the time. And you have been getting ready to do something about it all of your life. Now, Just DO IT! You know and see so many things that are so important to make this change. So just DO IT!

Son it’s not a problem. As you relax more and get into this space more with Us You will see how very easy it can be. To make this all work right, you just need to keep going. It’s all going to just open up like the lotus you see in your chant. And it’s very important that you do everything sequentially. The chant and the lists; the church and the drums; the patents and the projects; video’s and the grants.

You are afraid to write for us now too. Don’t be! You’ve been trying to for days.... go pee, drink, and return and Do it. 5:50:51 PM

5:53:16 PM you came in and you knew what you would see. You sat down and typed the commands to enter the time, and knew it, felt it, of course you would get the numbers of love and life. What is it to load the time into this Word document, and the number you saw there was 5.53.13 and you knew it would be different when you hit enter. And did it anyway. You’ve seen divine numbers forever, just like the songs on the radio. What does this feel like?

Son this is all exactly as you needed it to be. Everything is here and now, and you see and feel it over and over again. Of course you know to post this message you are writing for us. We’ve been telling you to do it all online all along anyway. You’ve been told this for months; the Blog is there for you. It is what you do already. And again its’ too much, too fast, and you lose half of it. Hesitate and forget, miss the opportunity. This is Your Life, Your World, we can’t come in until you do it right. So Just Do it.

6:28:04 PM yes so go pee, drink, and return.... read only the last paragraphs before you write some more for us.

6:30:59 PM You will see the edge of life. This is all exactly as we need and will be very clear and true for a lot of people. Creating life in truth is very easy; but first you must see it all for what it is. What it really is, not just what you pretend and hope for. 6:33:31 PM This number isn’t going to change things. Your actions and directions in truth and progress is what we all need to see. So read these last two paragraphs each as we said.

8:20:46 PM So now read the paragraphs backwards, starting here, scrolling one paragraph at a time. Trust it Son, one by one, as we tell you. No more excuses, JUST DO IT!

Monday, November 15, 2004

Monday, November 15, 2004 9:08:59 PM

Reading my old journals again....

    • 1/17/87 1.35am “like the little tickle that swells into a vibration of electricity”.... like a dream we share we both feel and see it consciously and unconsciously
    • 2.02pm Baylife Religion: “Does God’s turf, belong to science” coincidence is right; all man can do is interpret, perceive and understand what is already here. Math is man’s method, and the solutions found are God’s laws e=mc2 basic algebra defining reality. After algebra comes calculus in understanding all other God’s laws in nature.... need to do this again with e=mc2 but man can’t prove it or disprove it
    • The accident forced me to change my point of view to find new beliefs. The Fat Ram forced me to decide what I would do about my new beliefs.
    • 1/26/87 6.29pm Evolution is a function of God like we grow, learn and understand which continuously adds to HIM. And to love then God really Grows and we all Feel it.
What did you find.


Wow, I was reading my old journal again and I got to the spot where I first met Dr. Skalkos. What a trip that is. She got copies of my journal and gave me a written test. I really told her everything and she was very inquisitive wanting to hear all the little details. What’s really funny is that I knew what I needed to do back then, and it’s exactly the SAME THING that I need to do now. Everything I said about her to Dr. Prange and such is exactly right.

I wrote her a note about seeing him and attached the latest letter to send to him. I'm really anxious to send it to him so I’ve called her a few times and even dropped by to see her today. It’s really such a trip to go back and read this again at this very moment before I see her.
What are you seeing now Son?

Well I'm seeing that I got the opportunity to get out there and seriously change everything.

What do you mean? What could you do?

I'm sorry I can’t describe it all right now, but I always see this Indian shaman conducting rituals there where people see and feel serious amount of power and light. Suddenly they all accept that we are in control and simply do not need anyone else and CAN do it all by ourselves. So we simply take over the public resources and everyone accesses everything. Public becomes public again. Our taxes go into our own schools down the street; and the schools operate all our public resources.

The teachers simply take over with an army of students united in the WE THE PEOPLE. We don’t need their laws, their money, their control, we do it all ourselves, we decide ourselves and we own it all ourselves. So all the public resources in the school are run by the teacher and community connected by students. NO BEREAUCRATES!!! No Fiefdoms


You better get to sleep....

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ
I love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ
I love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ
Please Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ continue to lead me and guide me along your Way filed with the Strength Power and Wisdom of Your Holy Spirit for the Glories of Fathers, Sons and Holy Ghosts! Amen

Yahoo! Groups : Zest2Zeal Messages : 2393-2393 of 2393

Sunday, November 14, 2004 6:28:07 PM
Wow what a day. I've been playing with the data for this model all day long well I guess that was after I did all this other work on my journals research and such.

What are you going to do next?

reread this ... e=mc2 energy is mass at v2=c2... basic nuclear energy, but it also applies to all energy fire electricity; but de/dt is the rate of change with respect to time representing life and de/dt/ds is consciousness. ===>> BUILDING: Roadways, public housing, with USF and Iorio USA president putting teachers in charge by making a serious profit=> families have deteriorated so teachers have more and more responsibility.... 12/28/86 2.44pm

I'm sorry I really have no clue what to expect anymore. Some cute lady found me on the internet again. Her name is Kristina Maria.... She's got a cute 3yr old girl, but I've not said a word about Christopher and Emily Maria.... lol... too much synchronicity....

Course I just sent my posting to a few guys online who I've chanted with about it all before... I know I need to chant and get to bed.... so I better boogie....

Yahoo! Groups : Zest2Zeal Messages : 2393-2393 of 2393: "From: erix
Date: Sun Nov 14, 2004 2:37pm
Subject: Fw: WORLD INDIGO DAY

we need to get these messages to as many people as possible:
INDIGO WILL BE RELEASED IN THEATERS ON JANUARY 29TH FOR ONE DAY!!!!!!

Over 50 theaters around the US will be screening INDIGO on that day, and
hundreds of other churches around the world have also agreed to show the
film that won the 'Audience Choice Award' at the Santa Fe Festival. Why is
INDIGO being screened in theaters for only one day? We are trying to do
something very new here, something that has never been done before in any
theater. We have made an exclusive agreement with the AMC theater chain, and
they want to know just how supportive this 'New' audience is. We have been
telling them that the esoteric spiritual community is very much like the
traditional Christian market that came out to support Mel Gibson's 'The
Passion of the Christ.' If we prove this to them, then it will pave the way
for many other films with Spiritual messages to receive mainstream
distribution. It also increases the likelihood of INDIGO getting a longer
run in all these theaters."

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Sunday, November 14, 2004 11:41 AM

Thursday, November 04, 2004
I'm sorry I'm so tired. Things are really crazy and fast!

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MayanChant/messages/156?expand=1 Ooops I forgot something... lol...

I remember when I did this for the Guru http://starsusa.netfirms.com/guru/index.htm
He commented about how I started, cause evidently when I invite the Father, Son and Holy Ghost doing the cross on my chest like in a Catholic church.... It isn't so regular, "like a Catholic Church"... lol... he's a Church Deacon too...

When I start I do the sign of the cross, starting with my hands in my lap, like in the Yoga "easy pose." Then moving only my right hand, I touch my third eye, then my solar plexus the left shoulder and then the right... saying concurrently "Father, Son and Holy Ghost", ending concurrently "come be with us now" while bringing my left end up to end in "prayer pose."

I kinda noticed this the other day when I chanted. You see the Masters in the Cave with me will make their wishes known whenever I'm not following the ritual very clearly. I know some things they don't care about, but other things they are very particular about. Like the power for hurricanes and such isn't something I like to play with so I will start over again a dozen times if they tell me to....

For the next steps of the Chant I will give you the specific Chi Quong/ Reiki Positions, movements and thoughts for the chant, one at a time. I need to include little pictures and such so I'm not sure how I'll do it since Yahoo wont let you post pictures any longer.... so those of you who get the emails immediately will get pictures, but those on digest or without email wont see the pictures at all. I might have to make another webpage or something to get this all together.

Oh and for those in Tampa, a center down the road wants me to do it there, so I'll be doing regular classes as well.... UGH!!!

Wednesday, November 10, 2004 9:32:20 PM

Everything is getting really weird again, still. I'm not sure what to think right now. I know I need to write and I know that I have lot to write about, but I'm not sure where to start or what to think about it all. Or should I be thinking about it all or not.

What do you really feel right now?

I'm sorry I guess I'm not being very clear with myself any more. I guess I've noticed that more that I do the more that opens up for me. It’s not too easy, but I'm not sure it really matters. I mean I see all these weird things happening and I know that I have a lot to do with them all. Hey, I don’t know that? If you wanna write just tell me.

We really tell you a lot all the time. You need to listen more, not just once in a while.

I'm sorry I'm not always feeling so safe with these things. Like I was really surprised to get a call Monday to see Emily again yesterday; to say “good-bye.” I really felt like I had nothing to say to her, she’s doing what she has to do for the “man” she wants. It’s really kinda funny, but I think about Christopher.

DEAR DR"S

11:22:53 PM wow are you serious or what? decency?

What did you think would happen? Remember you asked to change the world

11:22:53 PM wow are you serious or what? decency

What did you think would happen? Remember you asked to change the world and you knew the only thing that people respond to is pain and fear. Your culture has created this extreme dichotomy that will only be resolved with the fullness of what it is.

Americans have created Paul. There are hundreds of Pauls in your country; housands and thousands of Pauls, Bushs, Gates, Rockefeller’s, Hitlers all doing things worse in every way.

The deception and corruption that you all laugh about each night on TV is a slightest fraction of what you allow in your streets. You have created it all by filling your minds and hearts with trash.

I'm sorry, I know I can’t get into this so deep. I just copied this to an email for Dr. Skalkos about Dr. Prange Emily and Christophe , that I copied to Claire, Sandy, Scott, Joyce, Laura, ....wow, Chuck, James & Marianne, Kurt, Trace, Tim, Kristin I can’t believe I sent that!

What you are doing is exactly what needs to be done. Everything is going along just fine. It’s not a big deal, it’s all just wonderful in fact. You do need to get to sleep.

I'm sorry, I know, I'm so tired it hurts. I couldn’t sleep the night before I saw Emily. And I'm still not sure that I've done what I needed to do.

Son What IS, IS.... they are doing what they must do, just as you are. Everyone who sees what you are doing will understand and respect you. This is not an easy task that just anyone could understand and deal with. You’ve been working toward this for your entire life. Why would you think that this moment would be any different?

Sunday, November 14, 2004 8:35:54 AM

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Zest2Zeal/message/2392 There is a great deal of significant data in your article and is brings out some questions that vibrate inside of me. So please don't over-react to my comments but I feel that it's necessary to share the spontaneous insights that I feel as I read this: http://www.nwbotanicals.org/oak/newphysics/Helix%20to%20Hologram.pdf

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Ethics Class

Business, Government and Society: A Managerial Perspective
by George A. Steiner, John F. Steiner, John Steiner

Chapter 9
The FDA and Tobacco Regulation

The FDA is required to regulate any “drug or device” to be “safe and effective” for human consumption. Tobacco like alcohol was never designed or intended to be safe and effective for anything valid and useful. Both are commodities that exploit human weakness and have a great deal of negative side effects with only some social enjoyment factors. The general public enjoys watching people die too, as the suicide restaurants found in Japan. However, allowing this is not civilized. But for the tobacco and alcohol industries, being civilized or responsible impedes their bottom line.

The Supreme Court decision in favor of the tobacco industry seems like a political decision to me. What difference does the other laws and intent of congress back in 1938 have to do with the issues today? In 1938 tobacco was a major export from this country and accounted for a significant part of the Gross National Product. Further, there was no evidence or conception of their being adverse health effects. The tobacco industry was very careful about only letting information out to the public to show the benefits of smoking.

The facts of this case illustrate how little the public understands about the political process. The judges can address and formulate their conclusions on anything they feel necessary to derive the position most suitable for their political and personal agendas. In 1938 congress made a law to protect people. At that time no one considered tobacco a health issue at all, so congress never intended it to regulate tobacco. However, since then the truth about tobacco has been learned. So the FDA has a responsibility to address this like any other “drug or device.”

Clearly to me the Supreme Court decision was paid for by the tobacco industry.


Chapter 10
Microsoft Corporation and Antitrust

The Department of Justice was extremely lenient. Their final decision was much to the benefit to Microsoft, even after the detailed findings of fact which made it clear Microsoft had done everything they were charged with. However, if you notice the final decision came after the Bush Administration took office, and notice how the passing the Patriot Act, which destroyed many privacy rights; coincided with the sudden onslaught of tremendous amounts of spam. Interesting coincidences there? Many people avoid even considering such thoughts of conspiracies between different branches of government and corporations. However, this is precisely why events such as Enron and 9-11 occur. The concept of government officials profiting from these events is so far beyond civil notions of humanity that the truth is avoided, even when the facts are published. They trained us well. The truth will come out sooner or later. Most of the elite in Germany thought Hitler was a righteous and courageous citizen fighting for the German populous. No one believed there could be such an atrocity hidden behind the scenes.

On the PRO side the DOJ required Microsoft to disclose all their licenses, Patents and Copyrights. On the CON side, Patents and Copyrights are already public information, which can be found already. http://www.uspto.gov/patft/index.html Microsoft still has control over its Patents and Copyrights, so who cares if they disclosed public information. This would seem valid and beneficial to the general public, like a jury, but anyone technically competent in the field would recognize this is really insignificant, it is like the Judge calling the sky Blue. SO WHAT!

Another PRO is that the OEM’s can add middleware, browsers and messaging systems. The CON is that Windows comes installed with a Microsoft version of all these products which are set as the default by the Windows operating system. Further Windows itself will automatically reset the computer to this default even if the OEM or user changes the systems on their own computer. There are also other key operations which Windows has built into it that will not function with any other Middleware. For example, Windows now has a built in operation for updating the system files and computer drivers. This operates through a web site. But will ONLY operate with the Microsoft IE browser, not any other browser. A Big CON, but the PRO see the sky is blue!

Another PRO is that Microsoft is prohibited from retaliating against OEM’s who install competing software on their PC’s. However, the CON is that Windows has built in operations that make these competing programs inadequate. As stated previously, if the browser is Netscape instead of IE, the update won’t work. Further, Microsoft Office includes a “free” version of FrontPage a web building program. So now a great number of websites available are built with FrontPage. However, if you use Netscape the FrontPage websites won’t work correctly. So Microsoft will never retaliate against anyone because Windows automatically make your operations cumbersome and inoperable if you use anything except Microsoft products on a Windows Machine.

Another PRO is the Microsoft is prohibited from making exclusive contracts that support their products. However, the CON is that Windows already forces this so the contracts are meaningless now. Look the sky is Blue! I guess the biggest CON about this legal settlement that Bill Gates made with the DOJ was that he essentially sold his soul to the Devil. Poor Billy is now a pawn in a massive corruption that far outreaches all mortal imaginations.


John D. Rockefeller and the Standard Oil Trust

The South Improvement Plan so rightly named to the benefit of the few at the cost of the many, seems to line-up perfectly with the DOJ deal for Microsoft. Seems to me that Rockefeller made the same kind of deals as Gates, and they both got away with it while bankrupting the competitors. Yes Rockefeller was a “good” man and read his bible and went to church. Bill Gates is “good” too, see how his foundation has provided vaccines to thousands in Africa and continues to provide millions to charities.

However, are these “good” efforts on the outside just an attempt to sway public opinion? Rockefeller conspired to collect competitor intelligence, much as Gates now provides access to every private citizens personal PC. Rockefeller sidestepped ethics issues in the crusade to illuminate the world just like Gates has a crusade to internet the world, which allows the DOJ intimate illumination into each private PC and household. This is very similar to the biblical crusades as well. Let us all fight for the Christian ethical ideals which support marriage and the rights to life... votye for Bush and destroy the last shred of decency in America

What a CON JOB. The church is only there to control people and profit. Marriage is controlled by the state not the church. It is designed to destroy families not support families. Divorce is easier than marriage, requiring no license or ceremony; but forcing an equal division; which is designed to destroy children and profit women. Sure women still need to fight to win in business, but all they need is to smile pretty to marry and then divorce the take everything. Divorce has a powerful GREED incentive. It IS Basic War 101, divide and conquer techniques. It makes it easy to take individual rights and destroy them. Like the “Right to Life” scam. Women have controlled their bodies for millions of years, but involve a doctor who will convince her that she can’t control her body so he can profit and then she wiil need an attorney who will profit some more by convincing her to fight in court for her right to do what she can already do.

Rockefeller was no different than Gates and Bush. The issues of ethics are valid and important on Sunday for show, up until they interfere with their latest profit scam. The concept of greed reaches beyond anything in the Bible. The church has become a den of thieves as greedy as the oil or software barons. The truth will come out soon, you just wait and see!


Pacific National Oil Company and the Senate Candidate

Laws permitting unlimited independent expenditures are as bad as lobbying laws. They allow the corporate elite to buy people to run the government. This country has become a dictatorship of greed instead of a democracy. The last election was stolen like the first of the millennium. The Bush’s burned votes in Florida, which has been done since government began in Florida, and then they instituted an electronic system so they could modify votes even quicker.

If the laws regarding buying politicians are changed the greedy people in control will find a loophole for bribing elected officials anyway. Changing the laws will never change this. Recognize that the laws are written by lawyers for lawyers, if they write a new law to restrict something then they actually only created a more profitable loophole. This is the very nature of the system, it is designed to work this way. And those inside will never admit it because they are paid too much to do too little, and they know it!

The concept of bureaucracy is designed to encourage greed and deception. It is a system that teaches and encourages greed and deception. Each year they get their department funded based on how much they spent last year, so if they don’t spend all they got before, they won’t get as much next time. They are encouraged to spend and overspend. Fundamentally government never follows the rules and laws, they create the laws to keep people in line and protect their pay checks. All federal projects are exempt from any permitting requirements. And they will always have a law to protect them when they profit.


Chapter 11
A Win for Federal Express

Give me a break; like “hooking it as a rider in unrelated legislation.” How can any fully conscious intelligent person consider this ridiculous con a democracy when some people are “more free” and more protected than others? It is standard practice to create “riders” and “pork” in unrelated legislation. Everyone recognizes this in America. Just like everyone knows a politician is a liar. It’s so fundamental to our culture that it is pathetic. Of course FedEx paid lobbyist got the changes they wanted. That’s exactly what lobbyist are paid to do. And we allow and encourage lobbyist and even hire them to support our university, city or state.

What does this really mean? Well technically speaking it means that whoever pays the most gets what they want. The rich get richer. OJ Simpson buys his way off. The American way! Whether it’s a lobbyist to get a rider for FedEx or a new missile contract or another war started. When we allow and encourage a system based on greed and payment for favors how can we expect any honesty or integrity at all. This is not a system of honesty and truth, but greed and power based on money. I wonder how many people remember the Oliver North scandals about guns for drugs. This was a big issue for a while. But it disappeared. You won’t find it in history books or anything, like it never occurred. Why would drugs be illegal? Wouldn’t this greatly increase the street values and increase the profits involved in them? You know when they made marijuana illegal, the legislation was funded by the paper industry because hemp was better and cheaper for making paper.

So now let’s institute a Drug Enforcement Agency so we can be sure no one is in the market to compete with us. And if we don’t like the competition we can destroy them. Like let’s start the war in Afghanistan to destroy their opium fields there so we can have our cartels in South America take over. It’s really interesting to speak to someone from another country who sees what happens in the world and not the processed fantasy that the media feeds to the American population. I wonder how the population would react to all the wars the CIA has started or the corruption and greed that runs the city hall down the street. And sadly they really already know all about this. Like whoever heard about a cop getting a speeding ticket?

Did you know that police have a symbol they put on their cars to signal to other police that they can speed? Sure teach police that only some laws apply to them and you will get people who create and enforce laws to suit themselves. This is a system flaw. It’s a system designed to exploit and corrupt itself. It is designed to do this. Like Bush or Kerry, do you think it really matters? Each will only suffer under the corruption that they are placed in with lobbyist, and lawyers writing laws for themselves.

Like FebEx, they do what they have to do to get their profits. That’s called capitalism, and it was necessary to bring us to this point in time. It built the rialways and the Internet ways. Soon Americans will learn what ethics really is and accept that electing the lesser or two evils is not good enough any more. Ethics, honesty and trust are not a conditional thing based on profits and control. It is a fundamental that is necessary to be civilized before even considering profits at all. Profit first is uncivilized, and destructive, soon we will learn.... lol... Truth must be First, LOVE then we'll learn... sooner than you think too!

Friday, November 05, 2004

Thursday, November 04, 2004 5:38:04 PM

Wow this is all getting really very intense. I just got out of Claire's office, I still can’t believe she’s retiring and I want her help and insight into what I'm doing or need to do. Course she says we will stay in touch and meet and email anyway, but I don’t think that is quite the same. So then she tells me about her week and the meetings she’s had trying to find new people to run her meetings.... infrastructure technology groups and integration committees. It’s really interesting to see and think about what’s happening here...


What do you really think is happening here?

Here...? uh, oh.... well I know you are coming through more than ever.


Do you remember what we told you about that?

Well you always said I would be more involved in whatever comes next than anyone but I never really understood, nor did I have any clue what you meant.


Maybe it’s time that you do know. You’ve spent a lot of time and effort doing a great deal of things for us. And you even avoided a great number of women and pleasures that we placed there for you. You don’t even realize how many of these people are sent there just to meet you. You are following your instincts more, but you need to stop being so fearful of just doing what you like. You know your limits and are always more limited than necessary.
So do you want me to get more aggressive and get out there more?


Son this is something that you need to do for you, not just for us. Sure it will help you a bit and get things going for you on a number of issues. But it’s not really a problem. Everything will be fine. It’s actually getting better and easier for you all the time. Not that the world is really catching up to you, you’ve far outstretched your lead. But anything they do will make it better and easier for you. We’re sure you’ve noticed that there is a great deal of things coming together which seem rather odd for you.

You were the one who said that the real shift had to be strong and abrupt or no one would notice. So now that people are lost more than ever in their greed and corruption, how much better will it be when everything shifts?

Interesting I thought you wanted to bring more children into the world and get things fixed here?


Son the concern we had was the Earth getting messed up beyond repair. This is a very attractive place you’ve created there and there are a lot more forces working to keep it all together now. We don’t think we will lose that much anymore, and the forces for change are getting very strong. You have witnessed this yourself and have seen more and more to support you. This week alone you did several things; each really only opened more opportunities for your greater success, not anything negative or discouraging in the least.

Trust it son. Let it go and flow the way that it needs to. No fear, just let it be.

7:11:52 PM
Here we go again... I'm alone in my house, sitting in my bedroom with Bear and the PC won’t connect to the internet. And I realize exactly why. But I know I need to write more for you.


What we are doing here has been planned for countless years, and every moment that it evolves a bit more the truth and power of the moment come through better than ever. Everything that we are doing is very key and structured to make a lot of things change. Nothing is to fear and more and more is getting clear. We are all doing exactly what is best for you to make this change exactly as you have envisioned.

Why would there be any point in doing anything else, if the clarity and details you’ve done are all so simple. It’s not a big deal; it’s just something that you have to do. And everything that has been so far will only make it easier for you to do more. You don’t have to do it all yourself anymore. You just need to tell people what to do.

Here... now you want me to write again about how the fiefdoms are all coming apart.

What you have done and setup is far more than you will understand for a very long time. But it’s necessary to get these pieces together. Read your journal, NOW!
Ok, here... I know I'm sorry starting

  • 1/20/1986 1:36am with a song: “Sure as the sun will cross the sky this lie is over” classic rock 97.9FM. “what the people need is a way to make them smile”
  • 2.25am “all I do is write and Believe, and I believe what I write, and I write everything.... mt point in writing it is to discover the purpose.... But Keith stole this journal, while fred cracked.... ‘what is it a Bible,’ so my defense in court is to e=mc2 on a white board
  • 2.40am You know I love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, & we’re playing for keeps’ songs all through this section.... helping the young produce something instead of destruction....that’s life dealing with the selfish arrogant beat=’society’ who who, who r you
  • 10.44pm I want to be set free to love like You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ ....
    Please Loving Lord Jesus Christ help me to grow, learn and achieve for you . Please help me to learn and understand my Projects and open up to Love and Respond to People more. Thank You Loving Lord Jesus Christ amen
    I can’t deal with people superficially.... people are too important and I can only deal with them on the serious gut level
  • 11/24/86 10pm finding keith d sergeant
  • 11/25/86 1104pm I really have to get down on myself and open up more to loving people freely..... I realize I must make a more defined statement to accomplish as I must.
  • 11/29/86 12.24am I now why I should do more things. I have to open up and respond more to HIS CALLING
  • 12/1/86 1.56am e=mc2 energy is mass at v2=c2... basic fire electricity; but de/dt is the rate of change with respect to time representing life de/dt/ds is consciousness
  • 12/3/86 10.16am STARS MINUTES elect 1st executive director
  • 2/8/86 11.15am Roadways, public housing, with USF and Iorio USA president putting teachers in charge by making a serious profit=> families have deteriorated so teachers have more and more responsibility.... 12/28/86 2.44pm ”
What do you think now?

I'm sorry I didn’t listen sooner and read it all

Everything happens as it must. There is no fear, no worries, only love and power. You are full and clear every moment, each second you do something. The clearer and stronger it gets for everyone. There is nothing to fear.

I'm sorry I'm so tired. Things are really crazy and fast!