Sunday, April 21, 2013

Marshall Law for Terror??

The Politics of Love (and Desire): Many people who lived through having their homes searched are emotionally traumatized. They will never think of the concept of ‘home’ the same way again. Our social contract in the United States is clear. “The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated…” Was the response we witnessed reasonable, in the moral and legal sense of the word? We need to have a long conversation with our neighbors about this.

We also need a national conversation. What we witnessed in Boston, from the improvised explosive devices to the firefights in urban areas to the door-to-door searches, are what the American government has been experiencing, or doing, in Afghanistan and Iraq for more than 10 years. The war literally came home to Boston and its suburbs. We don’t like bombs going off in our public places and I hope we don’t like armored vehicles, SWAT teams and high-powered rifles going off in the streets. It’s time to ask when we’re going to stop doing this to other countries. It’s also time for ‘non-political’ people to raise questions about the conduct of our leaders, both at home and in other countries.

New Life

JOURNAL OF NEAR EASTERN STUDIES Kabbalistic doctrines, such as the location of the Throne of God in the Middle Heaven,65 are explicitly attested in Mesopotamian esoteric texts.66 The crucial question, however, is how the existence of the hypothetical Mesopota- mian model can be proven, given the lack of directly relevant textual evidence. It must be admitted that a priori it is possible that the observed similarities are simply coinci- dental and due to a common cultural heritage rather than to a direct borrowing. THE ASSYRIAN TREE DIAGRAM

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What a cool experience it is for you to remember the Friday night with your wife, and accept it is important time to spend relaxing and reconnecting with yourself.  Feeling as she relaxes with the same joy.  Describe more about what you were seeing and feeling.
It was like she was sitting here with me!  Laughing at how cool it is to share in the experience together . . . .   wow, i never saw any of these. . .CHEERS: Play S1: E11 1982: 275 ep.  - Sam Malone, an ex-baseball player turned bar owner, operates a saloon that's always filled with quirky customers and even more eccentric staff. Ted Danson, Rhea Perlman...
What this is all about is that you graduated from high school that year, 8.51 pm in April was the last month in your dad's house. . . and then you splashed into the truth of your own fantasies experienced full-time  . . . you asked for things very specific and very clearly.  The details and sequence were very precise.  You dove into it, and carried the faith and purpose as well as you could . . .
I get to watch another 950 pm. now pitching, Sam Malone
What is it like feeling the experience they saw once a night, while you are watching weeks of episodes in one night.  This is the whole experience of connection to the community for complete communities.  Like talking about the sports sequences and events, as valuable to life and health.  It's the only thing these people were able to share and talk about.  And the experience of this consciousness is significant to understand the culture. . . the culture of over sexed adolescents striving, dreaming, working, for the useless expression of  some American Dream.  Not Knowing the slightest bit more than anyone else, each struggling to beat each other only to remain trapped.
s1:E14 10:15pm Let me count the ways!
What it's really all about is connecting to the consciousness in such a way that there is trust and confidence.  Making your way in the world today takes everything you've got. Taking a break from all your worries, sure would help a lot. Wouldn't you like to get away? Sometimes you want to go Where everybody knows your name, and they're always glad you came. You wanna be where you can see, our troubles are all the same You wanna be where everybody knows Your name. You wanna go where people know, people are all the same, You wanna go where everybody knows your name.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xvRGh2NEjSU you wanna go where everyone knows your name, . . . and whats it like for you?
And I'm crying again. . . like we are singing again together.  It was really an awesome day!  Connecting to truth and understanding the relation to others was incredible.  But I really think I spoke too much.  Asked when i worked for the county, and I turned down the radio in my truck.  I drove around a few times collecting and distributing signs so I stopped to think about starting at the county. . . well they brought me in as a consultant getting the flooding out of Carrollwood Country Club Gulf Course, because a county commisioner lived there.  It's that way everywhere.  Everyone is always greed and control.  Little greedy god's with endless fiefdoms.  The elected official can do anything, just like the park director, office mangers, cfo, ceo . . . each lost in selfishness.  Then the public resources are fucked  except when the current czar is getting what he wants.  No one respects the property, the employees, the equipment, and land.

When someone is contributing to truth, they are valuable and sought after.  True public servants propagate to places with each other.  Just like the arrogant and selfish all end up in the same place.  it's the magnetism of the planet. e=mc2
What did you just flash too...
I went to the CFO and said how the tuition waivers needed to cover all the fees, but only the minimum required for attendance!  When the students have all the tuition fees covered for the minimum required to enroll the student is able to dedicate significant time to passions and visions for new methods and application in education.  Employment income can then be used solely for living expenses allowing for a greater number of students.  5 years to complete degrees part-time allow more freedom and flexibility to manage income, employment, family, community, and academic developments. If cultures are to develop then the timing and expenses of education need to be more dynamic to allow more enrollment through education and service covering the complete costs.  
What is happening now is the shift into the new systems.  It's something that has been preparing since the beginning.  It's always so misleading, to think of death and life, change is a lot more than that.  We are moving back into community.  Using the internet for communication, allows the space for truth.  A new space for love and greed has been apparent.  But we can choose to stop electing others to "represent," simply choose to all vote and all count on everything.  Elders can reconnect families, neighbors and communities suddenly cooperate again. . . wow, cooperate, instead of compete, is that possible?
s1:e16 11:15pm The Boys in the Bar!  Cheers, closing time, everyone out.  
What is real here is what is needed for you and for everyone.
I think its' all perfect.  I am so grateful to see and feel what's coming along . . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

11.39pm s1:e17 Diane's perfect date

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

modesofexplanation | concept

modesofexplanation | concept
ISCE was inspired to hold this conference so as to better understand how our mode of explanation affects our affordance for action.
Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What is happening will be happening fast and faster.  You need to be free and trust it, whatever it is.  Whether you understand it or are ready for it.  Things will come togehter really quickly, adn it will be really fun for you.  There is nothing to fear or concern yourself with.  The time is now, everything is ready, everyone is ready. . . it will be as it must!
It's interesting to see how things just pop up out of no where!  The last thing I could ever expect, shows up in front of me like no one could imagine. . . least of all ME!
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.   Thanks for your Strength Love and Wisdom to fill and guide me every day!! Amen

Tuesday, April 09, 2013

another day?

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What do you think now?
It's the New Moon!  Stepping into something new is rightfully appropriate for me, but I'm kinda stressed out a bit too much still.  I think about this new year and how much everything came together all of a sudden.  I was surprised and prepared.  I mean, it was easy to expect the best, but now months later to see nothing at all, is kinda weird.  I continue to move along, and try to do what seems valuable for me to do.  But it all gets tiring and stressful.
What do you mean?
It like the home situation!  I feel like things are great and moving along.  We have friends over and plant more outside, making progress instead of just talking about it.  But then I hear that this is not enough and things are really bad and stressful.  It's so annoying, as I can not do everything, and keeping up with the inside is more than enough ; ; ; especially as I know I need to write and explore other things elsewhere instead.  Debating issues is more critical than ever.  I know where I fit and what I can write.  But then I'm told it's wrong and I need to write something else?  Hold it the last piece is not done yet, and it would be great to publish.  But now I move on and the last is lost. . . a few weeks and it's out of date and useless instead of a valuable current piece ready to print.
What do you feel there?
It almost feels like someone is trying to force me into being subordinate, instead of allowing my skills to shine!  I get this feeling all the time.  Like Friday I showed up at the meeting I was invited to and sat next to the guy setting up all the classes.  He had worked on projects before with me and we had spoken a lot.  But then ignored the class I submitted and apparently is copying it to use elsewhere, since he never said hello, or even acknowledged I was there.  Why would a good friend or recognized peer avoid me?  Well, its a point of integrity.  If he was copying my work to help someone else, his normal response in public would be avoidance.  I mean I never thought of them copying my class, while I know everyone has copied me since I came here.  It is something that has happened over and over again.   So what's new!   And then when personal integrity is in question, avoidance is the easy way out.
What about getting more out then?
It's not easy to keep putting out and putting out and putting out!  Like teaching and leading the little people.  Everyone knows and acknowledged that I made everything work for them.  Set them into a space of power and growth, but now I'm forgotten.  No time for me, it's history.  Sure I made all the future possible and set the space for all these things to grow and evolve, but it's nothing now.  They are all stepping on to bigger and better, so no need to step back in gratitude or anything.  Like all those others who have copied my work and used my break to make it out on their own. . . 
What if that's all you were ever set to do?
It's fine, as then I would continue to get the support and help that I need.  I know I need to trust and allow this, but I'm just tired.  Tired of fighting, tired of struggling to get something more done while I've done so much already.  It's so stressful to always be pushing. . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Sunday, April 07, 2013

another day

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What are you doing now?
I'm in the library again.  These new laptops are great.  I still have so much to do.  I want to write a article for Nature, and I know I can do it, as I sorta did already.  I just need to get back into the mind set and get busy.  I want to try to have it down this weekend!
Why?
It's because I have too many other things to do next week, and that will pull me into another direction.  I'm sure it will all come together exactly as it has too, but it's such a challenge!
What do you feel deep inside?
I know it's always about my own personal power and clarity.  I've been getting so distracted with different things, that I thought were all set and perfect in place.  It's time I got my head into the right place so these things before me can all come together.  It's a challenge, but it's something that I need to do!   Like the Physics letter I sent yesterday, it's really about speaking my truth and taking my place in all of this.  It is one thing to talk about it all, and know where it's all going.  But I need to get the power and feelings clear inside of me again.  I don't want to see mistakes of challenges anymore.  I need to get these things perfectly clear, and accept my place leading them.
What does that feel like?
I guess it really feels like, me again.  Like where I have been before and need to be again.  I seem to get distracted and confused about things too easily.  It's really about my own power and truth.  Which means I need to be doing what makes me feel right.  I have been waking up early again.  Usually closer to 4 or 5am, instead of 3am.  Then I do my Yoga, and snooze a little bit again.  I jump up at the alarm clock, shower and make all our food and run out.  I've been thinking of getting to the gym again, so I might try that this next week.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.
Thank you for you Strength, Love and Wisdom!

Saturday, April 06, 2013

hope - Faith ... song

Faith and Worry

Worry is the opposite of Faith
They say that opposites attract
Hope is our engine for our Faith
Worry hides by saying it's a fact(ch)
An open mind is open to receive

The Love that Faith will help us to believe
Material need is soil that wants to grow
It needs the sun and rain from up above
A confidence of Will is half-ways there
But still it always needs our constant Love (ch)

Worry is the blind that lead the blind
Worry never leads to any more
Worry is a wall that blocks the light
Worry never finds a distant shore (ch)
 
The Divine is an ocean of conception
That gives when it finds a kind reception...)