The Walk of Light

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What is it that we call you to this morning?

I love this experience that I live, up in the morning for the PrayerLine, Podcasts, prayers, exercise, sunshine, mass and work. I know all these things reflect my purpose and mission in life. I have this Morning Prayer below going now as I accept this wonderful experience Jesus has created for me. Like yesterday I knew I had certain works to do. 

After class Thursday night, I stopped to get gas at Sam's and noticed my front tire really low. So in the cold morning I realized I needed to drive into Mass and get my truck checked and change the oil again. Yes, no oil change for a year or so. Last Sunday, I had a text message reminder from Bob Lee's, and I knew it was a blessing for me to step into. I drove in to catch the sunrise. It was so strong and clear. A child was there with his mom, and he could feel and see I was in Christ. He came over a few times to watch and I stayed very focused on my task.

Then in Mass as Saint Raphaels this sunshine was hitting my face again, and again I shared the power and blessing with everyone I could. It always feels like a great blessing for everyone in the building. Of course, Anna called that very moment so I snapped these pictures.

Yes, I always sit in the back corner right next to the door, usually parking my bike right outside. Friday I drove in and made coffee for the men's prayer group and got to mass as it started. Then in our prayer meeting Scott was speaking about his morning SEEL lessons about being deep in the light. And these ideas about light came in to him from our prayer readings as well. So I explained how God loves to align everything together to make it crystal clear about our own place and responsibility whenever he calls us to do more.

Sometimes I wonder about this men’s group, since I have never been able to talk much and never seem to be respected whenever I do. I'm not sure if this is a dad trauma thing again or not. Again I realize I am growing and learning all the time. Like today on the prayerline, I had another caller who recognized he was really given what he asked for.  It was interesting as he had a concept of God and had survived years of trauma to make it here. And now suddenly had the new responsibility of stepping into his Dreams. Of course, I was able to explain details about this specific experience as I found myself dealing with it too.

Yes, like this message too where someone who called has spoken to me before. So clearly I'm in the right place at the right time. It’s really remarkable how all these things come together and make perfect sense.  Like now, I just spoke to my son again and explained how blessed I feel teaching what I teach again. . . 

Course I told him about how remarkable it is to be back in the same place again. Like I started out of high school here in this same work, and so now I feel like a little kid in high school again. Course biking everywhere is like high school too, and doing all the morning exercises that I never did in high school. 

What about doing this again now. You’ve not missed the exercises this new year yet. You missed Mass a few times now, but to make it consistent you might want to do them now. And yes you also know it’s better for you to do things three times a week. Like St Pauls three times, St Raphaels three times. Prayerline three times, fasting three times a week. So it seem right to do the exercises three times as well.

I thought you wanted mine to get up and do them now.

What you need to do now if finish the models.You got deeper into things and understand more. So send these results and rerun things to bring clarity and helps with everything. Like your classes you are doing are shifting new things for everyone. You are pushing more dee[;y every day. And you know this, you recognize how much each post you create impacts everyone in your class

THE NEW EVANGELIZATION, BUILDING THE CIVILIZATION OF LOVE

Joseph Cardinal Ratzinger

Address to Catechists and Religion Teachers

Jubilee of Catechists

December 12, 2000 (Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe)! 
Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Here is the rewrite of the Morning Prayer where every mention of difficulty or negativity is reversed into a positive affirmation of strength and presence:

Morning Prayer: The Walk of Light

Good morning, Lord! Thank You for the gift of this new day and for the clarity to see the path ahead, I joyfully reach for Your hand, knowing that every moment is an opportunity to walk in Your company. I release all heavy weights and embrace the lightness of Your guidance, trusting the same God who painted the sunrise to direct my steps.

Father, I step into this morning with Your divine strength. I Enjoy the days many surprises, I am confident because You are with me; I am strong, courageous, and filled with peace. I move through my morning with patience, no hurry, fully savoring Your love even in the simplest moments.

In every conversation, I speak life. Sharing you deep breath of grace and let my words bring encouragement to everyone I meet. When tasks feel significant, I am renewed with energy, doing everything as an offering to You.

I master my emotions today. Where there is a shadow, I turn toward Your light. I replace worry with worship and doubt with the truth of Your promises. My mind is a place of peace, filled with thoughts that are good, pure, and lovely.

In my decisions, I choose wisdom over ease and love over any hesitation. I am grateful for Your provision, knowing that my soul is satisfied by Your presence. When I look at the world or use technology, I see my own unique value and trust that You are in complete control.

I meet every challenge with grace and stay calm, knowing You work all things out for good. I embrace rest as a source of strength, finding true renewal in You. I choose to forgive, to apologize with courage, and to see everyone through Your eyes of compassion.

Lord, Your grace is more than sufficient. I am enough because You are in me. I choose gratitude over complaining and persistence over giving up. My day is an offering of worship, seeing beauty and blessings in every detail.

I trust Your perfect timing, even when plans change, knowing Your thoughts for me are to prosper me and give me a hope-filled future. I have a teachable heart, growing through every experience into the person You created me to be. My body is renewed; I run and do not grow weary.

I am never alone, for Your unconditional love surrounds me and defines who I am. I surrender my dreams to You, watching them flourish in Your perfect way. From my first breath to my last today, I live overwhelmed by the love You have already given me.

I lie down in peace, sleeping well under Your watchful eye. I love You, Lord, and I walk forward as a reflection of Your kindness.

Amen.

accept it and understand place and responsibility

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We have really been impressed. You are taking more and more time to be very careful and listen. Like even now you are being slow and determined in each scribble you make knowing where your iPad has learned to fix what you write. Again your experience and efforts to make these words clear and precise are paying off. You are also being more careful and slow to write in your paper journal books as well. These books will more easily be scanned to add to your blogs. . . .

I am so very grateful to have this opportunity and experience to share with you. I know all things are coming to a close as more and more people come into your spirit and accept this life with you. I have really come to see and understand so much more each day. It's really remarkable for me, but I know it's all coming together exactly as it must.

this is a wonderful prayer . . . you’re leading every step Lord, cover my conversations with your shadow, when I talk to my family over breakfast, when I chat with the cashier at the store, when I have that important meeting this afternoon, let your presence season every word!  Help me speak life into peoples hearts the way spring rain speaks life into sleeping seeds! Hide me in the shadow of your wings today, not because I want to disappear, because I want to stay close enough to feel your heartbeat! Lord I’m tucking my family under your shadow, as you do know each of them by name, you know their dreams, and their secret worries, you know what makes them laugh until they can’t breathe. God place your shadow over my home.

I love your Word! This prayer Anna shared is really wonderful. 6:41am 2/1/2026, but it’s too cold to bike and I whine about it! Time to exercise again, got dressed and raced out.

What A wonderful way to start your morning. You listened to this prayer three times, did your Exodus 90, did your Charles Stanley, and on the ground for the 20x. And then Anna calls you as you’re putting on your wool socks thinking that you were gonna bike anyway. Wow you still almost got frostbitten. And now, like we told you, you’re gonna go to mass again anyway… we told you to skip it, but you wanted to go anyway!

I know Your Word! But I still fumble around not sure, never sure, always wanting to do more for you! It’s really just incredible sometimes. I know I have to follow through with every detail. It’s like as soon as I got home I knew I had to run the models for Mike again. I just finished and sent them as Alex called to confirm mass this morning. Thank you so much dear Jesus, I feel so blessed all the time to step into this more and more with you. 

Like Anna called just as I was putting on my socks, getting ready to go. And then she called again just as mass was ending, which was just perfect timing again. Of course, I shared with her everything I can because we’re both doing the same thing, getting closer and closer to the end of a rainbow carrying our cross…. Knowing we are with Jesus, safe and sound ready for everything that comes up to us.

Again this experience is more about you stepping into the position where you belong. It’s not always crystal clear for you and it never will be. However, this passion and truth that you are and that you share will become stronger and more focused every day as you step forward.

This will always be a challenge for me, as I try to accept and understand the steps before me. I know it all comes together in peace and ease. And I try not to get distracted or confused with the challenges before me. I also struggle with all the details and steps involved. I accept it and understand my place and responsibility. Each day I learn more and step into more and more of your tasks before me. I accept these challenges and understand my place more and more each day. So now again I realize I have to much more work to do. I am so very grateful and blessed to have more time with you. And I know my writing and work here with you has some limits.

Watch for more opportunities to share jour love and light to more people. 

I love your Word! The 10 plagues to Egypt, each plague over the 10 Egypt gods, ray sun god, darkness of the sun, Lord God showing power over Egypt. . . . To get the lies of Egypt out of the Jewish hearts. Releasing the people from the lies of Egypt. To serve and worship god requires Moses to take all they are, cattle and possessions to serve. How can we serve you. The blood of the eternal covenant, to God.

It’s more in this every day. Reading Leviticus were the priests of Israel who destroyed the golden calf with Moses.  And it really teaches us how we all get lost in false gods and worshipping something dead and useless instead of trusting and loving in Christ to Worship and honor what is right and true for all of us. 

Wow, jim buzzed me again inviting me out to Mass and lunch at Saint Anthony’s Hospital where he works. And so skater Mass he tells me they had some pharmaceutical rep bring in lunch for them . . . And they brought in two by mistake so there was a ton of food there. Course let’s walk back and save some cash. 

What we have seen is so much coming together so strong and clear. Each day that you accept the tasks before you and step into these actions and duties you are given more of the world comes in tune. Again you sure affecting a lot more than what’s at hand. These simple steps before you seem almost meaningless, but each has long ranging implications and impacts.

Anna’s friend Marilou is teaching me about the Latin Mass and the Affinity of St. Peter, and the Institute of Christ the King. I’ve been exploring, studying, reading the Bible, doing Exodus 90 the morning podcasts, Society of St Joseph… yes each day I’ve been getting deeper and stronger into more of God’s Word, Insight, Truth and Understanding. Each Day I’m challenged and each day I step forward and do more and more. Lol, yes Fr Mike Schmitz Day 34 I just completed now 8:04:44am 2/3/2026 reading Exodus 12, Leviticus 9, and Psalm 114. And I’ve realized this Ascension Bible in a Year reading with Fr. Mike is really expanding the Mass Readings where we read a bit of the Old Testament, a Psalm, and then a bit of the New Testament.

What a joy this is to share and teach you more each day. Your work to stay focused and clear with us really opens so much more for you. Even this morning meeting the Society of St. Joseph men who visit your Exodus Brothers at Saint Raphael’s. Encouraging and supporting their growth and experience is a great blessing for all. Know you are doing what is best, be at Peace!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

courses I have before me are so much in tune

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What has happened here again is that you have come full circle with everything in your life. As you see in other areas of your life, this experience of writing, are more clear and powerful with every new word you type. You have more tools to share this work and more ease than ever before. And again, you must stop and recognize you have exactly what you asked for during your accident in high school. And again you must slow down and take each step slowly and carefully in this life and experience of being teenage in high school again.

I am truly back with Your Word!

We have told you again and again about this. And now you are ready to take this more seriously, slowly and carefully, stop trying to rush everything, stay slow and steady!

I understand how important it is now, more than ever, to share more of your Word! It really gets stronger and more focused all the time as I see each word shifting before my eyes.

We have been telling you over and over again. And still you try to rush through things with no thought and no prayer. You have learned about the power and focus you can access and wield with careful conscious prayers and your triple colloquy with us. . . You have even come to recognize the mystical power and dynamics of your past experiences. Clearly you have really been able to step beyond all limitations and beyond the fears and struggles that keep people trapped all the time.  And now you are leveling up this vibration to teach more people to grow and share in this love. 

I know this Word with you is really awesome. I have been trying to accept and step into all that is before me. Like these new classes I need to prepare for in January. I was struggling to review and listen to all the BS the previous instructor put into the videos for each week. Suddenly I took the video transcripts and put them into the ChatGPT and asked for the key points required for the class. I mean 45 minutes of gossip about jobs and cats was too hard to review and understand. Wow a clear specific summary was very fast and easy to read and understand to replace the old class lectures. 

Yes, using these AI apps to edit and revise my work is really the latest toy I have. I ask it too “Update and clarify this letter “ and it removes my sarcasm and makes my letters more professional and focused. That’s the AI assistant I really have needed all my life. To avoid sending emails that are rude and strong, and clarify my blogs with all the details that I skip!

What we said applies here too. You have asked for this, and it has all come together very clearly and focused for you. Once again, slow and steady, where your focused attention and careful prayer will reveal all these tools and opportunities before you. Yes, the regular exercises and bicycle rides are necessary. You have spent several years learning about how important it is for you to maintain a regular routine and process in your days. Again having time to read, write, study and prayer all adds up to a healthy sound life and experience. 

Wow, I have Your Word here again, so strong and focused! I am so grateful.

What happened today was very important as you listened, to sit in public and write the deeper truths that you know and felt!

Yes, I sat at the Saturday Morning Market and shared your Word trying to write in my book.  It was really wicked powerful for me!

What happened was really significant. You were able to read the beginning of the older journal book that you had found (page dated may 2025 is posted above), where your prayers and writings were very clear and specific, asking for everything that you have now. Your prayers were so specific and detailed that you are stunned now to see them completely before you. 

Yes, you returned to an old journal that you haven’t used in six months, only to find the prayers and guidance you were seeking in your struggles. Very clear and strong in the struggles, your prayers were filled with truth and sincerity. Now these readings are all revealed and fulfilled in the current moment you are in. You were even able to sit back and see how your first course completed for January, is more in tune and aligned with your actual passion and desires, than anything you could ever imagine . . . 

Just like, your powerful dreams this week. You have woken again and again just in time for the Prayerline, only to recognize you were in a deep passionate dream at another place and time. We share so much with you and you need to try to record your dreams and get whatever you can written down. 

I know it’s always about Your Word! I’m really a bit perplexed.  I mean totally dumbfounded to see and know how much things have shifted completely for me. The courses I have before me are so much in tune with everything I AM! 

What it really is, changes so fast. Each moment a higher vibration, more power, more focus, faster, faster . . . It always works exactly as you need. Fearless, confident and ready are you with this clarity and comfort. Are you ready to do it all. Ready to step in stronger than ever before. And it's all here at your finger tips, doing exactly everything you could ever dream. . . TRUTH, clarity and action, it's all about the follow through now. We have it all together for you at once, full and clear, to be as easy as pie. Whatelse could you ask for? 

You need to post your Prayerline prayers with your current prayers, now here are all in bold, as you have used every time online now. And more important is getting people barefoot in The Spirit and seeing the flux trio corresponding to the 3 loops of light you always speak of, Heart, Tree and Earth!

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for Being with US now, as we know when two or more people come together in Your Name, That you are with us. We are so grateful to share this time together WITH YOU! In this Word, I pray for Your love and healing to reach Emily & Brent; Chris & Claudia, Kevin & Kay, Dick & Sherri, Jim & Lora, Leslie & Larry, Todd & Marcy, Lisette & Frank; Mike & Jesse, Dan & Julie, Bill & Bonnie, Carol & Mary, Alex, Brandon, Andy, John, John, John, John, John.

Heavenly Father we ask you to stretch out Your hand of supernatural healing to touch all your children now. Jesus, had compassion and healed everyone who came to him, bringing them health and nourishment. You see exactly what is wrong, and nothing is hidden from you. Touch every area that needs healing. Give them ALL the wisdom and guidance they need to fulfill your passion in us. If there is any need for forgiveness of sin, we ask for that forgiveness. Father, we ask you to raise up your healing wings of protection to surround us, to keep US ALL safe and protected in your love and power. Command your angels concerning US so WE won’t even cast a foot against a stone. and 

Please dearest love lord Jesus fill us all with your word and action to fulfill Heaven on Earth for the glory of Father, Son and Holy Spirit In the name of Jesus Christ 

And Our Father, who art in heaven

Hallowed be thy name,

Thy Kingdon Come,

Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven,

Give us this day, our Daily Bread

and forgive us our trespasses 

as we Forgive those who trespass against us

and lead us not into temptation 

But deliver us from evil

For Thine is the Kingdom, the power and the Glory forever in the name of Jesus Christ we pray, amen.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

The triple colloquy

The triple colloquy, in which we speak about our sin or the sorrow we notice in the world, involves three movements.

First, I stand with our Mother Mary. I share with her whatever is on my heart. Maybe it is pain in my life, a sinful tendency that I cannot overcome, or suffering in another person. I speak to Mary openly, freely, and honestly. I listen for what she says to me.

Then, I imagine walking shoulder-to-shoulder with Mary to go and see her son, Jesus. I often imagine Mary carrying what I shared with her to her son as a way of symbolically turning over my heart. Together the three of us continue our heart-to-heart conversation, with me speaking honestly and openly to Jesus as I would a friend. I wait and listen to what he might offer me.

Finally, the three of us walk together to stand before God the Father. Often, Jesus is carrying what is in my heart now to God. I imagine God sitting on a throne surrounded by angels and saints, and Jesus, Mary, and I are standing before the throne. As I receive God’s gaze upon me, I share my heart with God. As I do, I pray these three questions:

What have I done for Christ?
What am I doing for Christ?
What ought I do for Christ?

Just as I did with Mary and Jesus, I share and then pause to listen, paying attention to what God says with the same attentiveness I would give a dear loved one. There is comfort in the colloquy as my heart meets their hearts. The love that surrounds me and the love I feel for them opens me to healing, to mercy, and to love. This openness and softening of my heart help me hear the call to action.

This gift of intimate conversation with Mary, with Jesus, and with God the Father is available to each one of us. How might this prayer tool help you in your relationship with God? Where is your heart seeking to meet the heart of Mary, of Jesus, or of God, and to hear the response? I invite you to listen for God in colloquy, in the intimate conversation of heart meeting heart today.

high school and asking for God’s Perspective

Ok I’ve been required to share this page out of my journal.

I’ve been told my journal is in another language. Let’s call this “Rafi-speak.” So Rafi-speak is an abbreviated version of a conversation with my guardian angels using symbols, lines and many missing words and mis-spellings that have developed through countless years on this blog. Thus, I’ve been asked to translate this blog Journal into a viable “Story,” that someone else could actually understand.  This is my task now in rewriting this journal entry into a viable story. I will use all that is provided and expand from there:

6:48:05am 6/22/2025.

I was attending The SGC Training Part 2. When Asil Tterb arrived to lead the class, we joyful greeted each other immediately. And again I asked her about videotaping her instructors. She said emphatically that the SGC corporation had strict rules against any video taping.  Of course, I randomly turned on my video and recorded us chatting a bit. And then showed it to her 6/18/2025 7:55am, when I recorded a 10 second random encounter.

Then I explained to Asil this private confidential recording can be a great asset for her to improve her classes and to lead her instructors to better and better programs for the kids. I made it very clear that all the recording would be given to her and no one else. Unless she wanted me to share or use otherwise. That it was really something I wanted to do to help her grow her classes and understand what her instructors were doing and how to improve everything.

After chatting a bit, she decided that I was right about it being a great help, but she didn’t want me recording anything of her again and only record the instructors who all heard and understood what we were doing and agreed.  So Asil, Ellehcim, and Eissej all agreed I could record them. No students and no one else. But only record the exact lessons provided by these instructors.

The very first recording of an Instructor was Eissej with a bible reading 6/18/25 0:07am.  There are over 50 video clips, everything from a really short, pop-up-clip to a 15 minute full lesson. When I wrote this 6:48:05am 6/22/2025 entry, it is obviously rushed and sloppy. So this translation is starting with saying how “Asil, Ellehcim, and Eissej asked me to videotape,“ so there was only one class left later in Saturday afternoon. Yes, record nothing private, but only these ladies and only what they wanted. No students and no one else. But only record the exact lessons provided by the instructors. Oh and of course (ie. no videos of Asil, while she came into Caverly Hall to tell me Eissej was starting the last lesson in the Atrium).

"But it decided that no one wants the videos and asked me to stop."

Time it’s interruption

• I brushed him off, essentially "ignoring him."
• As countless "narcissists" have told me to do or not do whatever all of my life . . 

So it went and told Asil.

• “Who said she stated” Eissej had started, and nothing else. . . Which it “translated:”
• into “Asil NEVER said to do video”

This means that it got loud and demanding claiming I had no permission to videotape in the Atrium. 

Of course, I’d already done dozens of video in the same room, the same space, with the exact same people.  The last thing I was going to do was ruin Eissej‘s final presentation with arguing with satan at this time. 

When it showed up with ego authorized by his “translation” above, he became strong and belligerent about me “NO VIDEO” . . . Which “freaked out Eissej,” seen here at left so I stopped and packed-up and went home immediately.

“Wow another person lost in the Matrix”

Was essentially my last comment about this craziness. I mean the narcissists who is always in control is convinced their view and knowledge is always correct. . . ie. lost in the Matrix, it is really the same psycho-drama I’ve witnessed and stood against all of my life.

As the voice crying in the dessert, I’ve always seen these “leaders” exploiting all the sheeple who want to stay “culturally Proper” and accepted in their community. Lol, I guess that’s why I’ve never been part of a community very long. I can always see the truth, I guess after my death in high school and asking for God’s Perspective sorta put me against the Matrix and the American Machine all my life. . . .lol. . . Oh yes, I’ve always beat the machine!  That’s my Job!

So Dan M, Jim C. and Lisette S. need to get this translation of my journal. 

Next, I will work on the translation of these other blog posts, in these two more links below. 

1. https://journal2mygod.blogspot.com/#:~:text=What%20happened%20today,behind%20me%20satan.%22
2. https://journals2mygod.blogspot.com/2025/09/fulfilling-all-that-men-and-family-are.html?m=1#:~:text=As%20crazy%20as,the%20children%E2%80%99s%20names.%C2%A0

whether sweet or bitter, as part of God’s providence

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What this is about is sleep

I’m just tired. I got a lot done outside again. Filled and emptied four trash cans, and luckily before the trash was picked up! So I filled a few dumpsters just in time. I’ve made a lot of progress in the yard, and feel good about it. But still have so much to do!

What we are excited about is that you are stepping into all of it in faith and trust!  It is clear to you everything is exactly where it belongs. This heavy work and struggles are making you stronger! 

 Working moving foraged now again.. grabbing my tools and tasks in the church service, making the coffee, fixing the garden hose… uhg all for you Jesus! First Corinthians 3:13 and 14.. “each one’s work will become evident; for the day will show it because it is to be revealed with fire, and the fire itself will test the quality of each one’s work.”

‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭3‬:‭13‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/1co.3.13.NASB2020

What it means is stepping into this all more and more. . .

I need to get deeper into the triple colloquy prayer, seriously step more strongly into the grace of Saint Mary to lead me to Jesus and then to God …. In conversation . . . I recognize Saint Mary is with my Mom, or my Mom and Joyce, Dawn, Joni, , , hum, Kristen now too all these women who reached me at one time or another. Many reached me over and over again. And all Love is OF GOD, so it’s always together in the female aspects that I find them all. Yes Saint Mary welcomes them all, and each will share something unique and specific. Again I find more clarity and focus. I keep feeling I need to just load up my garage and container to empty my backyard of the junk I’ve collected. Then waddle down the garage and container little by little as I move through my courses and life ahead.

What has happened again with you is that you are always reaching for more, or always ready for more knowing things are sent to you, and knowing it’s the blessing you give that makes it all work together. 

It’s weird. On my iPadPro it’s the Logitech keyword again and I know it’s fast and easy to share. And I know that’s something I need to just do sometimes. I also know there is so much I need to get done and accept that it’s all perfect, and just trust what is.

We have you safe, its all exactly where you need to be.

I know full circle to the same place that I started.  I wonder what i wrote about back then. I have been able to go back and read some of my writing and it’s really never been anything special.

What about today!

I’m so glad I got things cleaned. Literally just finished as he arrived. Then he didn’t like anything I made and only stayed 30 minutes with little samples. Course as soon as he left I got some eggnog and rum. Just like my mom would make. And even too strong! Just made my second and realized I’m feeling sorry for myself.

I’ve still have too much to do outside and rally only a few days left before my insurance company closes or whatever! I’ve considered leaving this house. It’s too much and I’m all alone with everything. I mean it’s almost twice the size of what I had with my kids.

Wow, feeling sorry for myself again. Christopher is making turkey for his mom, paul, 2nd sister and her man.  Not that I would want to be there Leigh any of them. But feeling sorry for myself again. . . . Like I could have done something different to have him m more in my life now. 

Who else can s really in my life!?  I’ve gotten a few greetings and well wishes. Was kinda invited to a few places to eat. But still only want to sleep now really just feeling sorry for myself.

Exodus 90 November 28, 2025
The Secret of Joy: Philippians 4:8-13

Paul had entered into a spiritual maturity in which joy could not be extinguished, even amid constant suffering. What, then, is the “secret” he speaks of that allows him to face all things with peace and joy? His will has become entirely one with God’s. He accepts all that comes to him, whether sweet or bitter, as part of God’s providence. His joy is not rooted in what happens, but in who governs all that happens. As St. Alphonsus Liguori explains in Uniformity with God’s Will, “Indeed, what can be more satisfactory to a person than to experience the fulfillment of all his desires? This is the happy lot of the man who wills only what God wills, because everything that happens, save sin, happens through the will of God”

What this brings to you, is exactly what you asked for. The deeper confirmation that all you are guided to be is exactly what you need. Stay there in your truth and power. Your joy and peace are endless, fruits coming to you, you must equally remember self-control when you feel the desolation and despair of not having what you expected show up!

I’m still learning, growing and understanding more everyday. These Bible verses sent to me always align with me! I pray for Your Strength to stay true and clear in my works! Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to maintain my self control today doing all I need with you!

We have been very clear that all is good and moving in the right direction for you to get where you need to be. Trust and Flow in the Joy and Peace of knowing you are ready and will do everything just fine in the light of Jesus Christ!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

your Wisdom, Guidance and Strength.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Now again, I’ve been making progress. This picture here at right is the Eucharist that Andy set up for the LifeTeen Homeless retreat. I was really impressed with all that he had planned and setup. Course I set-out the firewood and got the cardboard boxes for them to live in for the night. Which really was only following his directions. Course then I did what I wanted and built a fire too big with the smoke and such where someone called out the fire department. 

Figures, I think it really just annoyed him, as I wasn’t paying attention to any boundaries and was completely irresponsible. Course as a Boy Scout I knew I could do it, or get away with it. This picture here is really great too. I’ve set my iphone camera to only take 4k, so everything is super high resolution. It really is a great picture. And then the setting was really cool too as Andy got spot-light to highlight the trees, and everything looked great out there.

I’m never sure what I need to do or where my place is. But really always try

Really try and even struggle to help and get things together that I know need to get done. I’ve been trying more and more to get so match done. Here at home too, where I’ve finally gotten down to fixing my well pump. It will be so great to have the real water flow I need to get my gardens green again and only have a week or two to get everything cleaned up and organized around this house. 

What’s incredible now more than ever is that you are listening and allowing more than ever. Still fearless, still charging in as soon as you set the target. Get Humble, hold back more and go slower. You still are pushing a little harder than they can handle.

I’m so very grateful, thank you, dearest Lord Jesus Christ, I’m so grateful for all your Wisdom, Guidance and Strength. Yes, and I laugh again about how incredible it is to have this technology to share this. Data transfer is easier and easier every day!

Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to understand and share all You bring through to me.

Yes, I’m literally laughing right now because I got myself a glass of wine to sit up and journal. I’m talking to my iPhone now. It’s such a different vibration a different feeling. I understand we’re getting ready to change, and we continue to!

Everything happens so fast. In the wonderful time we have together,,, I’m so grateful to have this experience with you! I pray we can share and understand more between us to grow together in love with each living being on earth. . . 👌😊💖

What You will remember more than ever is how much everything is connected! how much it matters every moment. That prayer and love that you know and share Changes everything for everyone!

I know that you have said this before. And I’ve always seen that light shining through. And we all have this experience deep inside us I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What you remember is really what’s important here because we’re all connected and everything’s connected so those details and experiences that you can share have impact on everything. The deeper more powerful love That has struggled to share is coming to fruition 

I flashed again. I saw another space in time for a second. I’m trying to remember what it was.

Whatever you say is true will be in your lifetime 

I  really struggle when you get me deep with you. It’s weird as I feel guilty when I party and enjoy my time with you…. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

blunt and direct saying it

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word. I have no idea what could be next as I continue to push more and more everyday. It's really remarkable how much comes together and how crazy things get. I love how much You have opened up to me Dear Jesus. Now after 5pm and I stop and get a beer to sit and relax to get myself into Spirit again. I love this time we have together. I am listening to the Dick Audio Clip with SEEL Week 2 as I read and write here now.

What it means is to step out and explore where you skills and abilities are so much stronger than you have come to understand. There is a great deal happening here in your world and you have been prepared to do a great deal more. Where you have learned to “Pray” as to consciously raise the heart and mind to God, To Consciously ATTEND to the Highest Good of God.

I’m so spoiled to recognize everything that Jesus has done is getting me ready for mysticism. What’s mysticism all about, as I’m reviewing the last conversation with my Spiritual Director. He was saying how it makes us more humble and needs to be savored where it’s about BEing instead of DOing. It really Embodies Loving Service about “TO BE” in order to let God Flow through us and allow this acceptance of what needs to be done. It’s about going where the Spiritual Freedom can Blossom, and avoiding the crazy toxic people all around us. Decrement is about recognizing where we need to spend our time, and practice detachment to step away from the toxic headaches. Detachment, Holy Indifference, step away and transcend it to reach Spiritual Freedom.

What mysticism really is for you will be so much more than you have dreamed. You have seen and experienced so many things that no one has ever done on Earth. Yes, you read about actions of Jesus, but you have done these things completely independent of others in a timeframe where so few believe or even understand. You have done so many things that you never even recognized. Like the one day with the Hurricane where you remember and recognize what happened. You have never shared that with anyone. Even the man who saw it happen couldn’t question or challenge you in anything at all after witnessing what happened!

Consider that for a moment. He was there when you changed everything. Your demands were loud and clear, where the results were instant. Remember the story of Jesus in the boat where the storm threatened them all.  He was asleep, where the storm was completely irrelevant to him. In your experience you had a direct responsibility and benefit, when the storm hit and you simply wouldn’t tolerate it. The direct emotional power you demonstrated is important to understand and consider. 

Similarly, as Dick mentioned about how we deal with toxic people is critical. You recognized how your own choices and desires to Garden were valid and justifiable.  Fighting satan over a garden box is really a deadend effort. As you learned and experienced, stepping aside and loving them anyway was clearly the best option for everyone involved. PLEASE notice how you discerned this, how you prayed about it, and how you even asked for guidance, without making any spontaneous emotional reactions. Everything about this experience was really ideal for your learning and growing NOW. As you were in the active process of questioning yourself at this very moment as well instead of the emotional reaction that is too easy to fall into.

I need to be conscious in Christ Jesus and NOT reacting emotionally, but CHOOSING a response in Prayer . . . . How am I modeling Jesus, where it’s more about what to do than what I say.  Putting it into practice and the ability to articulate it. Nurturing my talents and abilities to really be the hands and feet of Jesus Christ in all my experiences. This came up again when I received notice of the new classes I am teaching.

.. I see so much in this again, with this morning prayer with theJoyFM talking about first Corinthians. Recognizing how Christ really already lives inside of me, so it’s really easy to stay in this spirit of love in God’s Grace. I mean it’s always a choice to feel and listen instead or just reacting emotionally.

What about all the direction you received today. 

It was really clear how strong this message was today. I saw many of the same ideas repeated over and over again. The message provided a warning about listening to God. How foolish are those who choose to ignore Jesus, or pretend there is no one else out there.

What about this one catches you? 

I guess to speak about all the love and glory in all creation really always coincides with understanding the Creator as well. I never could understand anything else. I always felt sorry for the people who would listen to the lies in this culture filled with the greed and controls of satan. I mean everything we hear and see lies about such a very present and obvious experience.

Yes, it is a very real and valid experience to see and know the love and beauty of God everywhere and all around us. But to connect to it and understand seemingly has been completely “programmed” out of us where everything has to be a strong solid emotional experience or it’s not valid. What a dreadful lie, that there is no fundamental truths anymore. And more pathetic than ever this lie is so obvious in life where the smallest littlest things always have the greatest impact on us. 

I mean, really think about it, that tiny fragment, little lost scrap of wadded-up paper in the dirt on the garage floor from someone you Love and Respect - - - Sharing something wonderful and endearing is so much more valuable than the whole Garage filled with tools, bikes, cars and such:

What is really so remarkable about this little scrap of paper that you found on the floor in the Garage was how much effort went into getting it there. You will someday be able to pick-it-up and “FEEL” the light energy and vibration that it carries as it travelled and you will “SEE” this paper from it’s very creation, to the garage and the very moment you found it. And you will really laugh and enjoy the mission that this scrap of wadded-up-paper took to get there into your hands.

I get it, more and more clarity and focus are coming through to me every day. 

What happened today 9:54am 1/14/2025:

I was confronted again, where it was clear satan was tying to attack me. I said: "Begone satan," I know I had to say "get behind me satan," and to be blunt and direct saying it, where others would hear. I actually held the door open for Roy, knowing how I’d been directed what I needed to say. Roy had gone through quickly, so I was alone when attacked . . . "Begone satan," it was weird as he couldn't respond. As I entered the church for mass, I saw him gossiping with the other "leaders." As he passed me I said outloud for all to hear "I see you are busy with your gossiping." Again he stopped and stared at me like he had when I said "begone"  . . . and again I missed the opportunity to say "get behind me satan."

What was said in Mass was there for you too, as you repeated outloud “Lord, when your glory appears, my joy will be full.” And again in the Gospel Luke 19:11-28 as you have been given 10,000 gold coins and again are directed to share what you heard.

It was weird as the Exodus Fraternity assembled. The Video was ready to go. But instead the speaker enjoyed hearing his own voice and joked and distracted everyone, babbling in his “word salad” again. I know I need to ask if we could watch the video instead of listening to him!

What was next is what you need to share.

I know, so he sat next to me. And was the last in the circle to speak. He was happy to brag again, about doing the level two class with the kids.  Describing again how his “Mr Roger’s” persona brings the kids to attention! Delighted and gleeful in his control and perversion . . . . Wow, was I anxious to get out of there. And as weird as it was, Fr. Claudius needed to speak with me, and we planned to meet again. And then as I went out to water the trees, I spoke to Fr. Curtis a bit. And again Fr. Curtis came around me as I worked fixing hoses to water the trees. 

What did we tell you then. . . 

I know you asked me to step back into the office to tell Fr. Curtis to expect new gossip, since satan was confronting me again . . . . And so I did exactly that, just as Wanda was driving up . . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

more and more everyday

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What is remarkable is how much you step into all the time, you rarely question or challenge the circumstances that you fall into. And readily accept and move into whatever appears before you. This is never easy! While you have been very successful.

I guess I should be happy that this is appealing for you! I really wish I could have more peace and ease as I do and step into more and more everyday. I try to do whatever I'm supposed to do, but really have no idea what could be next most of the time!

What is happening here is really important as you step into more connections with others. You have noticed how more Spiritual People are coming into your space and time. You honor this, and accept it. This is more present and real for you everyday. The place and purpose before you is stronger than ever, and you are getting more set into a simple routine. This is really important and fundamental to the changes we are bringing.

I know the details are not for me. I know I have a multitude of tasks before me. I also realize it’s just important that I keep up and trust what comes to me and allow Your Spirit to Flow as easily as possible. 

We have been very pleased as you are questioning and challenging everything sent to you less and less every day. You easily stepped into things today, like Kalina asked to cut coconuts and you immediately stepped into it with her. These actions you take really show your love and shares the Grace and Love of God!

I also recognize how there is so much more around me that I’ve not addressed yet. I’m struggling with the mess in my house and yard!

What is important here is to stop procrastinating and make it a priority to get out and get a few hours done everyday. You get the time to pray and exercise, so make it a priority to address all these other things you know need to be addressed.

I get it and I can easily enough!  Or I should be able to easily enough. It’s really annoying and intimidating to have so much mess all around to deal with. I know it’s really my own doing and I’ve got the time and insight to do more every day. There really is no reason for me not to have my shit together. 

WE have been giving you all sorts else to do. Everyday you have another task, another job, another responsibility put in front of you. Remember you asked for this and readily say you can do anything and step into what seems impossible with great success.

I get it, so can we get some limits here or at least some support and better direction for priorities and support.

Life doesn’t always go the way we want. Even when making plans according to God’s instructions, we may run into delays and obstacles. Frustration over these hindrances can lead to discouragement and even hopelessness.

I get more and more still and recognize it is really incredible to step out every day knowing there is more and more around the corner. I hope and pray to get ahead a bit and not get so much more to do. I know I do and I accept that moving into things as I can! Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

It’s Love itself, coming in to me from all directions.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!!

We have really given you a lot, and essentially asked for a lot more!

. . . . I know. But I guess what is significant is that this is really nothing new. What is new for me is recognizing how much more engaged YOU ARE.

Yes, I know that is really nothing new either. What's new here is my understanding of this. I know there really is a lot going on, and a lot more is coming. And I guess I've always known it was about You, and about how You are ready to return home.

What if the return home is really something that you have seen already too. You have seen the lightning shifting matter to energy and then back again from energy to matter. This transition has been obvious to you. So what if this were the plan for moving forward. Can you see or imagine the time and space where . . . . . You personally are able to create these changes. 

I know You have said or suggested this before. And my own ability is intimidating enough already, but to create the space and time for this, implies to me that many people will be able to do this, not just me. People shifting energy to matter just feels like You are asking for trouble. You have made it clear to me about my own abilities to feel and experience things beyond the Mysteries of Creation. And now you want to leapfrog from here to another level much beyond us.

What you have been asking is about Our returning to the place of love and sharing with you as our people, as our family, as our cohabitation for our experience together. What if this really requires some significant changes in the energy and matter configuration you have become accustomed to?

It’s all good. I know that whatever is required next is something we are preparing for now. I recognize how major shifts bring so much change and growth everywhere for everyone. That is simply part of this experience. And we always have to grow and change to simply be engaged in this experience itself.

What if there was really a lot more here that was essentially waiting for you. Like your experience with the wings and chestbone, are only the beginning, where you need to master these experiences into a higher level. Once these mysteries are mastered then you will have another more powerful experience to master.

I guess this sounds like standard procedure. Like those who have much given, much is expected. So similarly, I have been able to do more and more here again at a church event: FAST: Faith and Action for Strength Together. We have thirtytwo people from our church here . . . 21st year this FAST organization has been together here working for Justice. As I wrote this from something Fr. Curtis said, as he is one of the leaders here.

I brought my iPad thinking I would have the time to work again. I have it again now meeting Tim for breakfast at Trip’s. Yes I got a message from John who moved into Winter Park and was looking for Tim’s phone number. I shared what I had, and asked that he share whatever he finds. Later that afternoon John sent me his reply from Tim who I called Immediately.

Yes Immediately! Funny he spoke about us meeting in 1999 in North Carolina. WOW, what Memories! I was actually trying to send Dick my SEEL work, and decided to copy it to Tim. I mean Tim and John were there in one of the strongest experiences I ever had. Ok maybe just the strongest experience that I could understand and see with another person sharing their experiences.  I mean, most experiences were never discussed or disclosed to me. Like Kim’s story of the new roof that she shared over lunch with Chris and Claudia. That made my head spin, since I never knew what happened or why. 

Sitting with Tim this morning talking about this at Trip’s Diner was just a big blessing. He told me how he and the others who witnessed things in NC had all gone to the Baltimore Hotel after the conference and discussed how they had all received this message from God.  It was a challenge for them, as they had all witnessed the message, and all knew it was for them. But then were challenged to understand why. Like what was it all about and what for?

I told him now, that it is important to see how we have been brought together now to understand and experience something more. That the mystical experience, that I am and We witness, is something that is coming through to us more than ever. I mean it is very clear to me that I’m getting prepared for something more. And now this moment as I type this sitting at a table outside the diner writing these words on the new iPad keyboard I was filled with goosebumps. 

Yes I went back to use one of the new iPads. I gave Zach the new one with the cracked screen. And my usual iPad has the Otterbox falling apart now, so I figured it was time to use this new one instead. Wow, easy peasy. 

Yes I had made a copy of my ”why statement” here again to edit, pray, and think about during the FAST meeting last night, and I realize I haven't done anything more with it.

WHY: TO BE Implementing integrity through being and experience which is shared openly for the Glory of God.

Yes I Am back here again with my pen and iPad at home on my bed now, my first words to Tim at breakfast was how remarkable it was to have this time with him again, after twenty something years. I admitted how what I had just written and shared with my spiritual director was really on the side of mysticism. Course, he said that was really where he had always seen me, so it was nothing new to him. I really never understood or realized how much I impacted him directly.  And he was perplexed how I got from mysticism to Catholic. . . Seeing these as polar opposites!

What you found now was Scott who you introduced Tim to and literally started his business and his new life. 

I know it's always so much more and so powerful to experience and understand and I realize how much is really happening here. I was assaulted again tonight as I was doing the 40 Days of life protest against abortion. Some looney-tune drove up yelling at as, and I recorded him on video and sent it to the sponsor who reported it to the police. Yes so I did another police report.

Whatelse happened?

I got a notice from SPS about them following SPS rules, but really not doing anything as required with the Covid Forebearance. So I think I will report this to the state attorney!

What Jesus wants me to do right now, is Share how much he loves me! Jesus loves me so much, that he gives me everything I could ever imagine.  Because He loves it all…. so if i love him, it all comes to me, whether I’m ready for it or not.'red,red,red,’ 

Back to black. . . . I can share this moment with you because I love you so much. Please dearest Lord Jesus, fill my thoughts, words, and deeds with your Spirit so that all I share is from you for the glory of father son Holy Ghost. 

Save you Jesus . . . Jesus

Sharing the love of jesus, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What you need to do is reread Week of Prayer #15: The Call of Christ Jesus Our King, yes now and get your higlighter

The kingdom of God is the central experience in all the biblical traditions, with many layers of meaning to express God’s World Dream for us to live only in the Love and LIFE OF JESUS CHRIST through the HOLY SPIRIT! 

WOW, 

WOW, I know there is so much to this. Jesus woke me up before midnight. Then again after 2am.He told me to imagine this was my last time to talk to Dick and warn humanity. If this was my last day, what would I need to share. And I jumped up and went down stairs. Put a cup up, and pressed the on button on the coffee espresso maker, and went outside to pee. I watered a plant, came inside to hit the double brew button.

When I got back upstairs I grabbed my tripod and set my iPhone on it. Turned it on and started my day: BACK IN BED!

Yes I set up the camera in the bathroom pointing into my space. Then climbed back in bed to REPEAT MYSELF!  Yes I littering curled up with my pillows, snored, and then jumped up with the leg cramp. I made my bed, did my exercises, can down stairs, made the fruit bowl, and started my work on this blog.

If my life is this constant conversation with God. . . The more I write, and share the better.  Especially if it’s time for me to go. . . Forgiveness, it’s the same-old-same old. . . My ego my pride, all thrown into the fire, so I can be the Survivor. .  .

Wow, the Lords Prayer came on after this song. . . It’s weird as I’ve heard McDonalds commercials on the JoyFM too much so I’m on spiritFM now. . . Which is awesome to have the Mass there three times a day. And again I realize and see the Love and Divinity of Jesus Flowing through my whole world. 

Everything i experience is in the Love of Jesus!

We have always been here with you, as this experience you share is all we have in your fuller meaning and authentic joy sharing and ALLOWING your deepest and truest Desires to FLOW FREELY!

I just FLASHED into another place where I was building new systems and new designs. It was remarkable as I know how it will all work, since everything is in God and everything is connected. The guy with the Tree Farm getting the Olive Trees for the church can help me redesign the seawalls to move people and change everything in our society and culture by removing the cars, over night.  .  !

What you saw was a lot more than that. It was people communicating at a higher level, using all the technologies, and not hiding from each others. The secrets and hidden details impact everyone. When you are completely in Truth, Love flows with ease. When people hide, and possess in greed or insecurity they hurt everyone.

I just sent this to everyone. I realize that all the technology is connected already. And humanity just doesn’t know or understand yet. We are the only life, where every detail we share expands and grows everything for everyone. 

We allow as much as we can, and learn and grow to share more. So this mystical experience i have is helping everyone around me. The more I step into and do, the better it is for everyone, so each may have part with me in victory just as each has shared in the toil, as we in integrity fight injustice, as we labor for the oppressed and help the marginalized to step-up. . . As we strive for the best of us in greater service and generosity. . . We labor with Christ Jesus as our companion as His Yoke is comfortable and the burden light!

I’m really so excited to see so much come together before me. Each moment I see and experience so much more than I could really understand. It is really so strong and clear to me. Lol, listening to Mike Smidt on SpiritFM now. . . Talking about all Loving, Completely Good God, where all Creation is Good! 

What about this next phrase you are reading?

I get it. WHAT CHRIST CALL do i need to respond to? It’s Love itself, coming in to me from all directions. Seven Story Mountain by Thomas Merton - The Interior Castle by Teresa of Avila Discernment & Detachment - Dick. . . God’s Voice Within by Mark Thilbodeaux SJ.

I know it is all exactly where it needs to be. I know we are all moving closer to Jesus! I am so very grateful and humbled to be in this space and time to bring this forward.  It is really incredible as I step into more and more every moment.  And I realize it is all exactly where it needs to be and I am in the right place at the right time to do exactly whatever is needed for me to do. And beyond all this I don't need to understand anything but only need to trust and continue to more forward.  It really seems kinda weird sometimes, but I know it has always been sots weird any mysterious anyway.

And that's ok. I've been blessed all my life anyway, why would this moment be any different. And clearly I am always prepared for every task before me. And the challenges and conflicts I encounter, are always orchastrated exactly as needed. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to follow and learn all I need to do today for the glory of Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Amen.