You accepted and stepped in it regardless

5/7/2026 12:41pm Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I need to be more clear and powerful about who I am and what I do. Finding God in life is easy, Truth, Beauty and Goodness all brings us closer to God. And so last night I was invited to the Eco Club at Outcast Brewing. Wow, a brewery less than a mile away from me. Yes, I was able to bike out there really quick and back home easily too.

What did you find?

It was kinda neat, as I was able to hear about all the programs and people who were there and what they were doing and wanting to do. I was able to connect to several people and was happy to volunteer to help.

What did you feel about all this!

It really felt very familiar, like something I had been to before or had already done. Now that you ask, I also noticed some cute girls and even spoke to one afterwards, who invited people to help with coral reefs. Of course, a great deal of the issues and conversation were about issues I'm addressed all of my life.

Yes, What it was really all about was bringing you back to address your passions more clearly. You were careful only to have one drink, but you still drank it down so quickly that it affected you too much anyway. . . 

Ask the Holy Spirit to give you a deeper knowledge of yourself and your need for God's grace, and the Lord is the one who reveals us to ourselves.

God reveals himself to us, and he reveals us to ourselves.

Saint John Paul II writes that man is a being who is incomprehensible to himself unless love is revealed to him. And the Holy Spirit is the love between the Father and the Son, and so it is love that reveals us to ourselves. 

I know and see more and more power and clarity coming into me. This morning at the Society of Saint Joseph meeting at Saint Paul's Catholic Church, we started with Chris Stefanick teaching about Pentecost and we then went into these questions.  Of course the piece Chris shared reinforced what I had shared with everyone before we started. I had my little print out of my classes advertisement and so I was happy to speak more about all the Blessing's I've seen with joining the church. I mean each day I learn more about being Catholic, and really find out how my mom taught so much already. Like I mentioned doing the Consecration to Mary and really learning to listen to Mary, only to discover I had heard her voice before. I said how growing up in the woods I thought I was talking to the trees and the squirrels but now discover it was Saint Mary all along.

Wow, this was really powerful and important to share with them. 

I’m always finding more and more to do and experience. It's always a big learning and a big challenge. I'm never sure what I'm doing or why, but somehow I'm always in the right place at the right time to do something that really seems remarkable to me.

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I realize that it’s something a lot more than this. I understand how the vibration changes everything all the time! Trust and know how God moves us along!

We have told you before you were the catalyst to shift a lot of things here. And your desire to save everyone and bring everyone back to Christ is really strong and influences everything that you do. Like here again reading and writing today is important as you are stepping into things stronger all the time. You kinda pretend to not know what's happening, but you really have a deeper understanding than most.  And here again as you start to take your home more seriously, and recognize how important it is to respect your space and your time. Like now using this laptop again. You haven't touched it in months, but now have found it's better to leave downstairs that the iPad that was more limited. 

I know, and I really get how this is just starting.  I mean, I know and see how different aspects are lining up. I've been busy running around and know and see so much around me that is aligned with me! It's really just a joy to see how things are shifting all around, and each day I get more things to do and more time to work. Like now sitting with hot chocolate and munchies, I'm likely fasting again tomorrow.  I've sorta been in and out of my "fast routine."  I've not been strong about it, except only having one meal a day. Then I do skip a day too, but that seems to be once a week instead of every other day. 

I have a visit from a brother this week, so I was so happy to cleanup my kitchen for a guest.  I've really had tools and crap spread all over for weeks. It's kinda weird as I was blaming the six courses I was teaching last term as an excuse for not doing things around my house and yard! I really have so much to do, and keep saying that I'll be doing an hour inside and then an hour outside.  I was doing this with the grading and the other class work, but haven't started in the summer yet. I've got so much to do and it's kinda crazy.  I'm sure I'll get on the ball soon. 

We really need yo u to take this seriously. You know what you need to do and you start and stop and start and stop. Like writing this now, you know you need to be writing so much more.

I get it, as more and more come together with ease. And I see and know my place more and more each day. Which really brings me to uncover and understand more of my own trauma and learning experience. It's really remarkable to consider how I'm sitting on a pile of pillows with my little white pencil and this awesome iPad doing exactly what I love to do. Yea to share and experience my time with you and how much I learn and grow each moment.

It’s really funny how I recently got a text message from someone who needed prayers and support. No idea except it was some random text. And I've walked her through to a relationship with Jesus. I mean, I knew I had to share more and she asked the right questions and stepped into each bit of it. Course, I realized how important it was to make myself clear and focused taking each step slowly and carefully. 

Of course, then I realized I had to write everything very specifically as I had shared it a few times and really needed to get more specific and focused about it all.

What happened now 2:19:03pm 6/1/2026. As you stumble typing the date as a cute blond walks in front of you. Yes we told you to stop for a beer, and you thought it was about writing and sharing the latest challenged before you. But you still haven’t come to terms with who you are and what you can do. You understand that everything you have ever imagined it coming together at your feet. It’s really what the whole point is. You asked to save the world, and you might have a lot more to do with this than you know.

I just went to see the counselor that the church scheduled and arranged for me. And to my surprise he wants to know more about me and my challenges “before Covid” and all that I learned from then. As weird as it may seem the receptionist downstairs was a really cute USF student. And asked me about USF since I have an Alumni Shirt on. So I told her about my classes and gave her the little flyer card that I have for my classes saying that she might enjoy them too. 

As it turned out the counselor asked if his intern students could sit through my sessions. Wow, sharing deep personal intimate craziness with the three of them. One who I'd only met and chatted with briefly there moments before. It was kinda weird. They wanted to know more about the history. Course I really don't remember that much. I did tell them about the hypnosis. But I never gave them the real details about seeing the Light flash back to the very First Spark.

What you never heard before, is that you have witnessed that First Spark very intimately and not many people can even understand what that even means.  Yes, you have always had a unique experience.  You accepted and stepped in it regardless of the proof or verification that everyone asks for. You have stepped in with Trust, and Love, that respect and deeper commitment has opened so much for you. Like walking through walls. You never really understood what that meant, but then You asked for clarity and you saw it happen.  You never cared if anyone believed you, and never needed to prove it. you Know. You experience. the rest is irrelevant. More and more will be coming as you step into this more 

I don't understand, step into what?

It's about Truth and respect and stepping into deeper levels of what you do and must do. . . like rushing to finish this last word, because someone has offered to "help you." What do you "need" help with?  Anything?  Yes you are always questioning yourself. . . You need to trust your gifts. . . you need help understanding and trusting what it means to BE YOU! 

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you Loving Lord Jesus!