Another Life???

I'm always playing the outsider.  And I go around the room to all the different discussions and people pay no attention to me, as I am just recording it for them, and seemingly never really participating.  I guess I like it this way since i can participate if I want to, and never feel any need or obligation to participate.

What did you find?

At the end Lisa asked for everyone to share an overall feeling or impression, new learning or revelation they got from the discussions.  I realized how everyone had at point of discussion about TRUST and creating structure for the experience of TRUTH to grow.  It was like this foundation was necessary to bring people to community and a solid ground before moving forward on anything.

When it came my turn to speak I said how this clearly paralleled a dream I had about my children which I had written out for my daughter recently.  You see I raised my children for their first 10 years of their life, loving them every moment I could, keeping them in spirit and even singing them to sleep each night.  But then suddenly a step-dad came into the story and he brainwashed them beginning with the big 64 ounce Slurpee from 7-11.  What this reminded me of in this case was how the sugars are all GMO's now and toxic for the body and much of the foods are as well.

Even worse last week I read of a congressional hearing where staff admitted that they had found FRAUDULENT FOOD, being imported from China.  Not just toxic GMO food, but completely fake products.  And then the FDA has maybe three inspectors for the state and since the FDA is owned by Monsanto we can be sure the five minutes they are lucky to spend inspecting anything never amounts to anything.  Fundamentally, people really have been ingesting toxic and unhealthy food for years.  Thus, people are challenged to hold any TRUTH at all since the physical and chemical structure inside of them is all corrupted and polluted.

This means, the population as a whole is not likely to hold any truth and stability.  How can truth and knowledge develop from toxic unstructured chemistry which is designed to promote disease and obesity not health and sustainability.

What did you really want to say to everyone?

I guess the important element was that people will not be able to function as a society or family in any coherent sustainable means as long as they blindly ingest toxins and pollutions created by industries focused on profits instead of health!

Another Life: Thus the foods and ideas about relationships and health are deception that are twisted throughout our being with all the internal chemistry off.

What a weird dream you had

It was about my kids!  They all have been repressed and pressured.  Like filling a child full of sugar, which is essentially a toxic poison.  And then beating them while they are down.  Food is so essential to who we are and toxins simply make us weak and susceptible to negative influences.  One study I read spoke about how the Human Immune system will "SHUT OFF" for 24 hours with one 16 ounce can of soda.  That's simply what the GMO processed sugar is designed to do to people now.  It is a whole industry designed to create medication and support systems to account for creating exorbitant profits.

Anyway, when someone pushes ideas into your head while you are disabled, it really sets off your complete system.  Thinking clearly about the truth is not possible, because the fundamental basis for the truth is missing.  You simply can not think clearly if your body chemistry is wrong.  Then when your "thinking is off" you get accustomed to this feeling and sensation internally where you can never really get your chemistry right - - nor your thinking.  The poison combined with the mental reprogramming creates a rut in your system where you get stuck in the thinking and diet of deception.  Then more sugar and junk food make you susceptible to more deceptions and further brainwashing, and that's what these things have been designed to do.  Fast food and fast fun . . .  it is all tied to the TV and media feeding our planet full of BS.  My kids have some serious problems with me, but they are all based on 10 years locked into this asylum with the boogieman pumping their heads full of shit, while simultaneously pumping their bodies full of poisons.  Hitler did the same thing by adding fluoride and chlorine to the public water supplies.  Thus, it really has nothing to do with me at all, but only their "perceptions and ideas" about me that have been completely reprogrammed to control them.  We can talk about this all day, but with the poisons it creates a "new normal" in their brain and body chemistry where they become accustomed to the feelings and sensations losing touch with their power and spirit in truth.  The synapses in their brain get stuck in this same patterns no matter what I do.

Interesting enough the same thing happened to my wife where her ex-bf was set to convince her she would never do any better than him.  He spent his life trying to force her down to his level and trap her so she would never express her full power and potential . . . . which is exactly what the boogieman did to my kids.  Their conscious power and spirit was locked into a "false" conception of self that he manufactured to control them.  They are not real about who they are anymore.  Again this was designed with TV and media which promotes the use and consumption of sugar and junk foods, making it easier for you to become a couch-potato and watch more and more crap on TV buying more junk and perpetuating the machine . . . . locking the mind and body into a lie of age and disease and all sorts of pathetic conflicts. . 

It is really the same logic used for cigarettes and countless other drugs and consumable products.  The American Machine created these to trap people into a useless consumption cycle so each day thousands of people need a new razor blade and a McDonald's cup of coffee never knowing they are trapped in a system of debt and poison that they "need" to feel right about who they are. . . just like they need a heart beat and another breathe!

Why do you think this is on your mind?

It is really apparent that I need to resolve something here!  I know explaining the simple physics is not enough.  I need to get into more detail about why people adopt false ideas and how "false" and "lies" create sickness and servitude instead of power and clarity.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What is so incredible is that you are making more things happen and evolve than you can ever really know.  All these little pieces that are coming together before your eyes

It's really remarkable to me now... like here is the same story again, about how sugar is addictive and deadly like cocaine!

Where did you find this?

It was mentioned in a movie we found on Netflix:
http://www.hungryforchange.tv/  a must see movie to remove disease, toxins and weight!

What else?

It was really awesome since it really said everything I've been passing out to people for the last few years about the "white poisons"!  I was so thrilled how it really combined it all so clearly and right to the point with live-people who beat the battle of life with the machine, here are some of them (more a distraction now):

http://kriscarr.com/
http://www.danielvitalis.com/
http://www.cleanprogram.com/
http://www.evitaramparte.com/
http://www.davidwolfe.com/
http://www.thegabrielmethod.com/
http://www.rebootwithjoe.com/
http://mayibefrankmovie.com/
http://www.drnorthrup.com/

Of course, I found several of these books and have more PDF's to read and share now!  While the public is totally conned by the press and media full of puppet politicians who will only promote the industry buy-line so they can keep their cushy jobs and retirement packages:

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What are you feeling now about all of this?

It's weird, like all coming together simple and clear.  I have a friend who was diabetic with so much diet-soda and he's stopped completely drinking only green-tea now!  And I wonder if he's still diabetic?  But I'm sure he's not removed all the other white poisons in his diet . . . . which really means no more boxed, pre-made foods from anywhere . . . since many restaurants use this crap too.

What else?

I was really thrilled they even mentioned the 50 different FDA approved uses for MSG and how it's the standard method for creating Fat-mice in the research lab to test obesity . . . I bet there is a standard method for creating lab mice with tumors based on GMO corn or something!

What else?

I know the movie even mentioned the fluoride and crap!  Course the fluoride in our water is from Prosac NOT from the toothpaste . . . there are different kinds of fluoride and no one has the sense to even read the label.  Heck on the toothpaste is also a label about it being toxic!  But people put it in their mouths anyway.  Sure they spit it out, but the skin absorbs it anyway.  Like the shower each morning is sure to fill you with chlorine and fluoride anyway, again because the skin will absorb it all. . .

It's sad how foolish people are.  Like we all know "politician" means "liar" but we still think Obama will actually do something about climate change beyond only rhetoric!  What a Joke:
http://complex4usf.blogspot.com/search/label/boom

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

How to strengthen that neighborly spirit

Does your community lack ... well, a sense of community? Here's how to strengthen that neighborly spirit: least have better neighbors
“Civic engagement doesn’t have to be about meetings and city hall," Urban says. "It doesn’t have to be a stodgy, administrative, nerdy thing. Anything that gets neighbors out talking gives them solidarity and power. At the end of the day, it’s all about getting to know your neighbors and seeing what happens.”

Here are 15 ways to get your neighbors working together right now. 

 Painted Intersection

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1. Paint your intersection. A street intersection is not something you think of as interesting. But in Portland, residents in some neighborhoods have made them really worth stopping for. Some paint, creative people and a bright design are all it takes to bring neighbors together and produce something the whole community can be proud of.

Poetry Box

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 2. Make a poetry box. The idea is simple, really: create a box with a glass or clear plastic front. Put this box on a post. Write your own poem or print out your favorite classic and display it in the box for all your neighbors to see. You can also set up a separate drop box and encourage neighbors to write their own poems and drop them in the box. Post the poems from your neighbors as they come in. Don't have time to build a box? Enlist the help of a poetry box builder. Neighborhoods

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3. Set up a tool library. How often do you need a leaf blower? Or a chain saw? And how often do you use that electric cake mixer? Tool libraries answer this dilemma by creating a space where neighbors can donate rarely used appliances to share. Check with a local business, community center or church group about space that can house a tool library. Neighborhoods

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4. Set up a book library. We’ve showed you how to make your own Little Free Library, but architect and photographer John Locke took that concept to a more urban level. He turned old, unused pay phones in New York City into small lending libraries. traditional exterior by Westover Landscape Design, Inc. by Westover Landscape Design,... »

5. Turn your front yard into your backyard. How often do you run into your neighbors in your backyard? Probably never. Moving your typical backyard activity to the front instantly makes you more visible and approachable. Establishing front-yard gardens, building community benches and even just barbecuing in your front yard are all great ways to connect with your community. contemporary exterior by Kipnis Architecture + Planning by Kipnis Architecture + Planning »

6. Collectively buy solar panels. Don't have a budget for solar panels? No problem. Just socialize. People across the country are now pooling their resources to collectively buy solar panels in bulk at a discount for their communities. (The idea started in Portland.) by American Red Cross by American Red Cross »

7. Set up an emergency preparedness network. If disaster strikes it's important to have people who know what to do. Establishing a common meeting space for your neighbors, appointing community members to take on various roles and having supplies ready can help strengthen your neighborhood and make things less chaotic should that unfortunate day ever come. eclectic by Amy Renea by Amy Renea »

8. Organize a garden tour. Got a thriving garden? Why not share it with others? Organize a neighborhood garden tour and invite neighbors to check out one another's gardens to learn growing tips, sample fresh produce and mingle. traditional landscape by Noelle Johnson Landscape Consulting by Noelle Johnson Landscape... »

9. Plant a tree. Maybe it's an intersection or a street corner that lacks greenery, or maybe it's a neighbor in need of some landscaping, but planting trees is a good way to overhaul your neighborhood and build ties with neighbors. eclectic by Terri Reilly Design by Terri Reilly Design »

10. Throw a block party. As if you need a reason to throw a party. There's no better way to get to know your neighbors than over food and drinks. Some cities make it easier to throw block parties than others, so check with your city about any permits needed.

11. Tell a story. Storytelling nights are popular in Portland. Neighbors get together at coffee shops or the library to tell stories about things that have happened in their neighborhood. It’s a great way to hear about your neighbors' lives and get to know them.

12. Go for more walks and bike rides. One of the best, easiest things you can do to get to know your neighbors is hit the pavement more often.

13. Carpool. Oftentimes people living in the same neighborhood work in the same area. Set up a ride share in your neighborhood to save gas and money and to get to know your neighbors.

14. Buy and shop locally. You’re more likely to run into members of your community if you shop at local boutiques and grocery stores.

15. Brand your neighborhood. It’s important for communities to feel important and establish an identity. Some residents tackle this by creating their own logo for the neighborhood that they put on banners to hang on light poles and other places around the community.

greatest of all human inventions

Another Life: the greatest of all human inventions is the creative process, how we bring forth new realities. Understanding the creative process is the foundation of genuine mastery in all fields.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What do you need to write about?

I am still totally perplexed by everything!  Friday was my day off so I got to sit home and read and write all day.  But Thursday I got to go out for lunch with my bosses and the last thing I said was to stay in your passion - - You are a respected leader where everyone values your integrity!  Of course we all know the complete system is designed to reduce Truth and Integrity into the basest forms of greed and selfishness, ever since they designed "Burrocrats" (aka bureaucrat = pronounced burro-crat = burro, a small donkey and the Greek suffix -kratia or kratos - means "power" or "rule." Burrocrats: "Jackass rules").  I said to avoid their funny games, stay in your truth, stay in your passion!

But then we had another meeting with an outside guest. . . And we spoke about the Jewel in the Crown of the university where others are coming in to be led as well. Of course they were all excited about bringing in the local leaders and I knew our guest could do better.  So of course when I walked her out I suggested she might want to do just that - - bring together all the other community and banking leaders to make a powerful team.

First, in every setting, from working teams to organizations to larger social systems, there is much more going on than meets the eye.  “learning from the future as it emerges” is vital to innovation.  Learning from the future involves intuition.  It involves embracing high levels of ambiguity, uncertainty, and willingness to fail.  It involves opening ourselves to the unthinkable and sometimes attempting to do the impossible.  But the fears and risks are balanced by feeling ourselves part of something important that is emerging that will truly make a difference.  Look at the problems we each face, and learn to recognize that they arise from systematic blind spots in our thinking and ways of doing things. "We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them." said Albert Einstein

You must be prepared to undertake your own journey of sensing, presencing, and realizing.  It is only through this listening that we will unlock our collective capacity to create the world anew. . .

Something else I shared had the Preface written by Ram Dass - - - saying to “search for a more conscious balance, a simplicity of living that allows the integration of inner and outer, material and spiritual, masculine and feminine, personal and social, and all of the other polarities that now divide our lives.” I totally agree with him about how the next steps of evolution require all that has been developed previously . . . which is precisely why I need to get it together with my technology. . . (blogging in Ubuntu now, Sony searching a book, while the HP plays music. . . )  It’s not so much the next new gadget, but the connection to the next steps of the culture and understanding the truth that befalls us “It is a movement that arises from the recognition that our task is not only to be here, in the NOW; it is also to now be HERE."

can't fight this feeling any more... forgotten what I'm fighting for, It's all about understanding the truth.  every one has an aspect of truth ready and present.  What we're doing is bringing it together. . . everything I need, you are so beautiful to me. . you are so beautiful to me. . can't you see...    What are you left with now?

I guess it's making more sense to me all the time!  Like how the events came together and then are followed by specific emails and actions that I must also address and complete.  I am thrilled watching how things happen and how I seemingly can watch them all without any effort or struggle.

What did you flash to now?

I was feeling how I said to Emily that I really thought they were gone and I was finished.  First Ten Years with them was all I got. . . gone now.   Like nothing could surpass the bliss and joy that I felt raising my two little people.  And there was really nothing better than that experience, so why try doing any better?  I mean there was no point to it!  If I was supposed to design the city of the future, then I had done it already.  Heck, I even had patents approved for it all already, so if everything was to change, it should have already. . . I mean I did everything I could already. . . it's outta my hands

What were you feeling about now?

I remember a few weeks ago, I was struggling with my bike lock.  I never could get it open and started leaving my bike unlocked at school!  But now I needed to lock it to my truck so I had to find a lock that worked.  So I found half of an old Wal-Mart lock and was trying to find the rest of it.  I look all around my office and in the truck and going back and forth getting frustrated looking in the back of the truck and everywhere else I could think of. . .

So I thought to look in the basket of shoes by the door. "FUCK YOU, why should I look there!"  I was pissed and annoyed.  But after cursing "out load" I went and looked in the basket anyway. . . and I found it!

Of course you never mention how this was speaking to us. We've been together since why back when, sometimes i never wanna see you again... but ur still the one... still the one...

So you jump  to writing songs again instead of adding that your bike was soon stolen.  You carried in on your truck to the shop to get it fixed.  First time you had a decent ride in months. . . or years.  and Not one week later it was stolen.  You tried to say you were not focused on security as you should have been.  We say something different but you've not taken the time to ask and connect and understand.

Now here again you noticed that the new Ubuntu connections you are using has all the features you wanted and asked for.  Yelling at Google and annoyed by then because you can not get what you want. . BUT DO YOU ASK? 

Why did you write that now?

I am searching around for pieces of the portable air-conditioner we bought to keep the house mold-free last year.  Of course I cannot find it and get up every few minutes to look in some new odd place that I think of.

I guess this fits right into everything else I've been learning!

Like being "here NOW", and connecting to the "inner and outer" while knowing that the real truth that we seek and intend is what evolves in the moment.  Not some plan or goal, but the present moment and the real truth and power we are and find in this moment.  I was explaining last week how we are in our BEST when we "blossom" from our own truth.  Where we find something deep inside and bring it forth to share with others. . .

What are you waiting for then?

I'm still stuck in some struggle!  And I'm not clear why?  Sometimes I feel like I am trying to do too much?  other times I wonder if I'm thinking too much about the projects instead of acting on them

What about asking for what you want?

I want to stop worrying!  Debt free and working, teaching, inspiring the best and brightest into their next big passion.  I want my kids back, and my lover back.  I'm tired of feeling that I need to be doing everything myself.  I want to be comfortable and build whatever crazy awesome designs I have to build.  I want this to start with getting my Home and family secure again.  That's really a fundamental for all people and family.  And community is only built from people and family.

What about getting your ritual going again?  Or getting up early and exercising?  Are you willing to do what it takes to get you body and mind centered and focused on the truth you want to see and experience.  How many months have you had all these pc's in your office.  And only now have you gotten them started to where they need to be.  Cleaning and moving things is a complicated task.  And nothing will be done on any of them until you get them done yourself.  It's like you tell all the students what to do all the time, but then you don't do any of it yourself.  Like focused on only one aspect and not following through with your own passion . .

How can you expect anyone else to grow and succeed in their passions when you are not...   You trying to help and lead and guide is fine, but the action and follow through on your own is equally as important.  STOP WAITING for something for someone.  For anything out there anywhere.  Forget all them.  you know you place and you know your power.  It is very easy for you to grow and evolve so far beyond all these limitation you like to complain about.

Then you tell everyone about it all being connected and everything effects everything.  But still you do not take it seriously enough to follow through in your own truth and passion.    This power that you are is so fundamental to everything.  Recognize that you ARE HERE NOW!  Stop trying to get rewarded or recognized for what you already did.  Instead do more, start now, get something done.  If you want to make videos or tv shows, or site plans or blogs. . . OR ALL OF THEM. .

Stop your dreaming and planning and get busy.  AND STOP worrying about anyone else.  Everyone is great and fine on there own.  This is your time to be YOU. . . WHO are you really?

I guess so...!

What about posting this and going to bed now...  You can get these machines working again tomorrow

I know,  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.  Thank you!

Urban Agriculture courses

Thursday, May 30, 2013FW: Urban Agriculture courses

I was meeting with this girl today in our office (see email below) and she was talking about all the gardening and such she does and how she was trying to get new lesson plans together for the schools working with us.  Of course I thought of you again Ms. Emi-em . . . 
Another Life: wow look at this number below. mon, tues, wed, thurs, makes 4th day, and it's now 8:04pm 6/4/2013, and i see this number below, as wow.  Thursday=4, May 30, 2013 7:06 PM
4 5 30 2013 = 9 3 6 = 18 = 9
706 7+6 = 23 = 4
9+4=13 = 4
4+5+30+2013= 2052 = 2+0+5+2 = 9
and nine is three threes From: Weaver, Eric Sent:
and four, is the bliss at home
Thursday, May 30, 2013 7:06 PM
 is three threes the bliss at home = 4
Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

825pm What did you need to write.

Creating The Way of Your Word is such an awesome experience.

What did you do?

Turned on my music.
I Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you do now?

ran out and moved the chicken and rice off the stove. . dinner is ready for my yummy nums ;-)
I Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you need to write.

I Think Jesus Christ has so much to share with me.  The Way of Your Word for Creating the world!

What did you need to write.

I know that the numbers are words too, each meaning more and more now 8:04pm 6/4/2013, Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!. . . and i finally get to the very first number i wrote, and it's now 8:40pm 6/4/2013
8+4=12, 6+4=10, 2+0+1+3=5
12+10+5 = 27 = 9
8:40pm 6/4/2013
8+40+6+4+2013 = 58+2013 = 2071 = 10?
= 10

What did you need to write.

I Thank You !  as I know there is so much here before us.
the nine before the 10. . progressing in time and space.  Creating something new.
Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What we need here is the release.  Stop trying to second guess and plan things.  it's about allowing the flower to blossom.  did you need to write, or did you really need to read.  There is so much happening here so fast that everyone is getting desperate.  more and more people will copy you.  everywhere.  it's all happening exactly as planned, and you simply will fill your place, as we find everyone else acting similarly.  there is a fact about creating our experience.  As you mentioned tonight- blossoming into the space and position that we create ourselves. We each need to feel what's around us and look at the elements at play.  Accept that these are your tools and skills and act honestly, in passion and truth.  no choices, no struggles, nor desires . . . all is at peace, simply doing what we want to know and experience.

I Thank You Jesus Christ  . . ."inside you . inside you . inside you . . ." song on the Cari Cole, "Only Truth Knows" for Creating The Way of Your Word!
OHM, SY RAM,
OHM, SY RAM,

OHM, SY RAM,

OHM, SY RAM,

What did you need to write about is the truth that is taking over here.  As more people accept that they are TRUTH, and act in it.  No more troubles.  everyone shifts at the same time.  lies and deceptions end, all shifts into truth where we all share and own everything equally. . . which is the same as the opposite where no one owns anything.  Like American Indians, owning land is completely senseless, no one can own my breath, I simply breathe.   What you build is your own.  NO more slaves, NO more lies, No more stealing, everything is transparent. . . once you reach total transparency no one can lie, cheat, steal. . . everyone is 'worth' the same.  no more greed and control. 

wow, haven't we heard that a thousand times. . hearing this in my heart . . . OHM, SY RAM, I know i'm exactly where i need to be.  ready to do exactly what needed to get done.  it is really funny

Writing will allow it to flow better.  when you understand the corruption of the system.  Find someone new.  some one you know.  some one you can talk to.  Help them share their truth.  ask them to encourage more truth.  when you see someone.  Some one around you who is in Truth.  Befriend them.  Help them stay in the truth.  Inspire them from the heart.  Allow and encourage others to express their truth.  To help and guide. . . Each of us have a gift to share.  We all know some truth.  Accepting where we are inspires your gift of truth to grow.  Each gift inspires more from others.

It gets really powerful, like the heart-field that I explained.

When more and more people get into the truth . . . more and more resources and opportunities evolve.  It becomes a spiral evolving skyward.  More and more people of truth and integrity come together and more and more are set into motion.  It supports itself.  It grows and evolves. .

Trusting it all is key . . . you need to stay in the truth and power of solutions.  Know you are always in the right place at the right time.  Everything has a place, and everything will support you.  It like recognizing how your children showed up at precisely the right moment.  they know why they are here.  and they know what they will do.  Like everyone you speak to.  there is power and clarity there all around you.

I am so ready to go to sleep now.

What did you need to write.

I need to get busy on my phd thingy.  there i so much there still to do, , , and iv'e been spacing out a bit more again. . . i actually tried to get the GIS installed again on my office PC.  wow to look at graphics and create models again.  wouldn't that be cool.  i was even thinking how the models could review and represent the agriculture in the area.  so i could use the data to develop my own research. . . . instead of testing a simple product. . .

What did you need to write.

I think this is funny again now.  I saw that too much I know.  Like "this is interesting". . . what does that really mean?  interesting or funny does not really add anything to our understanding.  we don't know more with that label.  the words are useless in this case.

What did you need to write.

I better go to sleep.  Thank you dearest loving lord for your light, amen!
Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What else could we need ;-)

I I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Patel College: PhD. Degree

PhD. Degree: The Doctor's Degree will seek to show the validity of this "hypothesis:" Life, through evolution, seeks to unify matter and energy into more concentrated complex forms to create more of these energies!

Where did this come from?

I was looking at the college webpage, and noticed the dean had a Ted-Talk he did posted there.  I had to listen to it of course, and shut off my radio and clicked play to go on with my work.  Of course he was speaking about all the things I was doing!  The College is a "DO tank" not just a "think tank"

What else did you see?

I got this email about a movie, so I clicked on the trailer and it looked really cool, again connecting to everything that I am!

What do you mean?

I got this other email speaking about siddhi of samyana (one pointed concentration) and I recognized my own experience was dictating my circumstance!  I was not being One-Pointed about my life and I needed to get there.

What did you feel with the solar power coming through?

It was obvious that things were changing for everyone!  Again it was time for me to get more serious about who I am and what I can do.  The whole planet needs a clear example of what this means and what it is really all about.  Connecting to our Truth is about connecting to Real Power.  Not just a temporary personal thing but a real deep seated Earth restoring kinda thing.  Each one of us has a particular passion and truth deep inside that the whole needs to experience.  This fundamental truth of the planet means that we really need everyone.  It's the truth that each of the individuals on the planet can add something new and necessary is missing.  We all seem to think there is no need to xzy, or pdq while everything is necessary.  The planet has been evolving for centuries, each element has an important place and role to fill.

What now?

I, I invoke, decree, and dream Awake the full cellular Ascension of my Being Physical, mental, emotional, spiritual in this Now … ! 

This came up for me.  I have so many music clips on the PC and set the player to play them ALL randomly . . .  I got all pumped up with the power and couldn't sleep.  Finally after a few hours, I got up and did my ritual thing and all.

What happened?

It was really powerful and clear.  I flashed off into making my space and everything again.  It is more and more clarity, more and more power.  I could feel all the energy of the Sun and Solar-system coming down through me into the Earth.  I chanted "I am light within without..." over and over again.  It was very clear how I was "single-pointed" and strong about what I wanted and needed to see in my future.  This felt really good and healthy, and I know I need to do more of it all!

I invoke and dream Awake

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I invoke, decree, and dream Awake the full cellular Ascension of my Being
Physical, mental, emotional, spiritual in this Now …

With the full support of God/Goddess, The Ascended Master realm to include: Our Ascended Master Self, father Saint Germain, Sananda, the Holy Mother Mary, Quan Yin/Goddess of Mercy, Archangel Michael and the Legions, Ashtar and the entire command, Babaji, Raphael, Gabriel, Clan of the Trumpet Angels, Aboriginal and tribal shaman, Goddesses of Fortune, Angels of Light, Alohim, Clan of the Serpents, Shiva, All Christ Frequencies, all animal totems, Elementals of Fire and Air, Water and Earth.

All divine beings of Light, Love and Ascension named and unnamed
To activate the cells within my Being, who are your counterparts with the Unified power of the One. I decree my Highest Good always operating in this Now.
I decree Grace & Mercy always operating in this Now.

I invoke, decree, and dream awake the full truth and reality of this ascension in this now
I invoke and dream awake with every breath that I breathe the VIOLET FIRE transmuting my whole being.
I invoke and dream awake the full current of ascension in every cell of my BEing
I am ascended.

I invoke and dream Awake expanded God Consciousness Fully Realized in Me as Unlimited Abundance fulfilling my every need and desire.

I invoke and dream Awake the ending of procrastination, tiredness, blockages and obstacles & unhealthy belief systems.

I decree immediate abundance in my life.
I invoke and dream awake my LIBERATION from all karmic debt
I am Infinite Opulence

I invoke and dream Awake my personal Empowerment in every instant that anyone is impacted by my Being & Creations.

I invoke and dream Awake the Infinite Empowerment of my sexual, spiritual, mental, emotional, physical and financial relationship with Life.

I invoke and dream Awake Sacred Sexuality, Erotic Innocence, and always express the Sacredness of the sexual force for pleasure, creativity and healing.

I invoke and dream Awake World Universal Healing from all sexual woundedness and shame.

I invoke and dream Awake worldwide release from all manipulating forces and beings who would control humanity; past, present and future.

I invoke the Angels and Ascended Masters to realign and heal all misused Energy to include the full restructuring of our DNA

I invoke and dream awake the transmutation of all negative and judgmental projections

I invoke and dream awake my constant ability to be centered and balanced in my psychic perceptions and empathic nature ~ all overwhelming psychic energies are released by me automatically, easily, effortlessly.

I Am Empowered by Everything!

I invoke and dream Awake my lucid dreaming each night I sleep and total remembering
When I awake

I invoke and dream Awake my Infinite Harmony with God/Goddess/I AM!

I invoke and dream Awake the full expression of my Miraculous Healing Power!

My life is a continuous stream of MIRACLES!

I invoke and dream Awake my infinite ability and willingness to receive ALL of LIFE’S BLESSINGS.

I invoke and dream Awake a constant Attitude of Gratitude for my Whole Life, all of my Accomplishments & Blessings, including the same for the Universe at Large.
I invoke and dream Awake the full Blessings of God/Goddess The Ascended Masters, Angels, Guides and Beings of Light to Bless this Earth.

I invoke and dream and Awake all my decrees, vocations and prayers – I have released to the Universe and opened myself to God’s Response, Support & Love in my Highest Good in my Life.

I invoke and dream Awake the release of all past, present and future lifetimes of decrees and vows which would bind me to limitation lack and density and anything not of Ascension in this Now.

I invoke and dream Awake the full reclaiming of my Eternal Self as Powerful Loving and Fully Aligned in ABUNDANT God Consciousness.
I invoke and dream Awake the total dissolving of all manipulating forces which would bind this earth plane in fear.
I invoke and dream Awake the influence of the Ascended Master realm and Angels to Intercede and raise the vibrations higher to bring the Darkness INTO THE LIGHT.

Raising the Frequency of LOVE and GOD CONSCIOUSNESS in this NOW!
I invoke and dream Awake the full ascension of planet Earth in this NOW!

~ Lyrics by Astarius *Spirit Rap/DNA Ascension*

Elisabet Sahtouris | the butterfly story

Elisabet Sahtouris | the butterfly story

Cells with the butterfly genome were held as dislike aggregates of stem cells that biologists call 'imaginal cells', hidden away inside  the caterpillar’ all its life, remaining undeveloped until the crisis of overeating, fatigue and breakdown allows them to develop, gradually replacing the caterpillar with a butterfly!   

Such metamorphosis makes a good metaphor for the great changes globalisation, in the sense of world transformation, is bringing about., as Norie Huddle first used it in her beautiful book Butterfly. Our bloated old system is rapidly becoming defunct while the vision of a new and very different society, long  held by many 'imaginal cell'  humans who dreamt of a better world, is now  emerging like a butterfly, representing our solutions to the crises of predation, overconsumption and breakdown in a new way of living lightly on Earth, and of seeing  our human society not in the metaphors and models of mechanism as well-oiled social machinery, but in those of evolving, self-organizing and intelligent living organism.

If you want a butterfly world, don't step on the caterpillar, but join forces with other imaginal cells to build a better future for all!

Get Grounded

Another Life: Teaching and sharing at our meeting.  Necessity is the Mother of Invention, creating community is such an incredible experience where OUR WORDS are the Mother of Invention, Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you need to write.

I had one incredible experience again!  Several people asked about the "heart-field" here in St Pete.  So I walked out into the center of the circle to explain to everyone about it during the evening news.  I explained how we all get charged up in the spirit here in Tampa Bay.  It is a real power we recognize and we are measuring it.  Get a reg from the Pear Research group (started at Princeton in NJ) and see for yourself.  Now when you get yourself all charged up in this energy here - - like popping wide awake at 3am when our melatonin flows from the pituitary gland.. - - having your head spinning like crazy, where your whole body is buzzing and you can't sleep. . .

The 3am is what you heard the host say during his introduction. . . which you recorded very carefully. and should post on the new to: starsusa.org/finished/

I guess the best part was when Tom from Norway came out and compared the Open Space we were sharing to the cells in the body dividing into new individuals and then coming back together to create a new evolved whole!  And he loved how the energy got pumped up.  So he shook it all around his body, doing a little dance there for us.  Then he asked us all to get up and shake too. . .

I got out there in the center again, taking the mic from him as he left . . . AGAIN now when we get all pumped up with the heart-field energy please take your shoes off and set your feet into the sand and ground yourself.  SEE your energy flowing deep down into the ground . . .

Why don't you tell the whole meditation.

I stand barefoot outside in the grass or sand, leaning on a tree is best!  Now imagine all this energy spinning in your head - - see it like the branches of the tree above you.  The winds of ideas and words blowing through the limbs of synapse in your brain, as tornado winds swirling around you.  Feel the light and rain above you.  Sparked Lightning visions coming into the swirling vibrations of your mind.  Each cell another leaf filling with delight.

Now feel this swirl of power coming down your spine, down your center, like sap flowing down deep through your trunk . . . down down through your feet into the earth below you.  Like the roots of the tree sprouting from your feet deep down into the sands.  Now feel this light and the sparks from your mind flowing down into the ground, like roots of energy sprouting from your feet deep into the earth all around you.  Sense the tree behind you doing the same thing at the same time.  Pulling the light from the heavens down into the earth.  Know you are in kinship, together moving the lights of divinity down into the earth.  Nourishing the Earth. . . feel that spin in your heart, and power in your head spiral down into the Earth!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What else!

I love this moment sharing with everyone the moment of divinity that I feel from them . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. amen.

Fw: [now4u2] WOSonOS 2013 St. Petersburg Florida - Virtual Space

--- On Wed, 5/15/13, Blogger <no-reply@blogger.com> wrote: From: Blogger <no-reply@blogger.com> Subject: [now4u2] WOSonOS 2013 St. Petersburg Florida - Virtual Space To: stars2man@yahoo.com Date: Wednesday, May 15, 2013, 7:22 PM WOSonOS 2013 St. Petersburg Florida - Virtual Space: menu A "tapas menu" of virtual choices—we're excited to present you with a number of ways to play virtually with WOSonOS. Everything is optional, and is designed to enhance the in-person experience as well as to help connect people who want to join from a distance. We offer these choices in the spirit of an experiment, with the intention of learning from what doesn't work as well as from what does. Google Docs Home—Google Drive is the place for documents and information to help coordinate our virtual proceedings/experiments.  Click here to access the WOSonOS2013 folder where all key documents and subfolders are contained. Newsroom—If onsite participants choose to, they can use Google docs to record session notes in real time. This allows for collaborative note taking and eliminates the need to transfer notes to the News Room once the session is complete. It also allows offsite participants to engage in sessions while they are underway and to access the Evening News.  Also, if you choose to initiate a virtual session (see below) you can post your notes to the News Room just like those who are gathered in person, and your session can be included in the final WOSonOS2013 report. Click here to access the News Room folder. Twitter—Tweeters are invited to use #WOSonOS2013 for sending and tracking tweet updates before, during, and after the WOSonOS 2013.  Capture key moments and share them as appropriate with the world via Twitter.  At the end of each day, we'll aggregate the tweets with Storify to help tell our stories about WOSonOS in Florida.   Skype Buddies—Would you like to join in the WOSonOS2013 live via Skype, Google Hangouts, etc?  Some of the in-person participants are willing to connect with you via thier iPads, laptops, etc and bring you directly into the room with them! We have created a Skype Buddies Bulletin Board so people on site can pair up with people off-site who want to try this out. Users are responsible for contacting potential buddies to work out details on exactly when and how they will connect, test their connections, etc. Virtual Sessions in Parallel— We invite you to experiment with creating some purely virtual sessions as part of our WOSonOS2013 conversation. You can use this Virtual OST Marketplace Google doc to post details for a session you wish to initiate or to let hosts know that you are considering joining them. Sessions might be conducted using teleconferencing, video conferencing or text only. It's up to the initiator to make those arrangements using whatever platform they choose. With so many options available now for virtual conversation, both free and at fairly low cost, it's easy to convene small groups. And more and more of us have the skills to manage large virtual groups as well. Here's a playground in which we can learn together. Questions or Comments?—Please post them to this forum thread here on our Crowdvine site. Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I am you, you are me, there are no spaces inbetween...  the love will find a butterfly into your heart.. . . I am so glad to be on this ride with such awesome people...last night I presented the dream I wrote of you on our blog: journal4ourgod.blogspot.com I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. -- Posted By Blogger to now4u2 at 5/15/2013 06:22:00 PM

WOSonOS2013 conversation

Journal2MyGOD: Virtual Sessions in Parallel— We invite you to experiment with creating some purely virtual sessions as part of our WOSonOS2013 conversation. You can use this Virtual OST Marketplace Google doc to post details for a session you wish to initiate or to let hosts know that you are considering joining them. Sessions might be conducted using teleconferencing, video conferencing or text only. It's up to the initiator to make those arrangements using whatever platform they choose. With so many options available now for virtual conversation, both free and at fairly low cost, it's easy to convene small groups. And more and more of us have the skills to manage large virtual groups as well. Here's a playground in which we can learn together.

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What was so interesting?

What else?

I need to write more later. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

I’m struggling because of what “I Believe”

Another Life: RE: Dade City et al connections....:
I’m struggling because of what “I Believe,” while I know she supports me as a graduate student, and knows I’m doing what no one else can do.  But . . lol. . .Maybe I need to just shut-up and trust it will all be as it must.  I’m the Engineer on a mission exchanging energy to get the same.

Sat Nam.

PS. sign up for this: http://wosonos2013.crowdvine.com/.  The author of the Open Space Book (Harrison Owen) will be there May 16-19 doing a World training.  I already have a student scholarship to it.  Susan, who is doing it up with Sharon Joy, attended this last one that I video recorded: http://www.starsusa.org/finished/chris-harvest.wmv

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What do you feel?

It feels really wonderful!  I'm really confident again.  I seem to go through these odd cycles.  One minute I feel like I'm getting chewed out and have no clue what I am doing.  Then the next minute, I'm leading and teaching where I am on top of the world, expressing divinity at such levels not known to man.

What do you see is common here from one to the next. . .

I get the sense of how I am the little kid in the candy store, again!  Where I can be so strong and confident in one moment, but then quiet and insecure in the next.  Maybe when I'm sure what I want and what my place is everything flows . . .  Like, I remember when I was selling candy in grade school.  Each week I would walk into the grocery store ready to pickup my supplies.  I knew exactly what I wanted, where I was going and what I was doing.  It was like I was invisible to anyone else, because I was a man (child, ;-) on a mission and knew that no one needed to know anything about it. . . LOL . . . but then when I was nervous and shy about it (bringing someone with me), suddenly everyone could see me, take notice and question me - - challenge me - - refute me!

What's the difference here?

I guess one is a place of power, and the other is not!

What else?

I'm thinking one is when I am full in my own truth, and the other is when I shy away!

What do you feel about your events these last few days?

I see how I was able to make a strong showing when I was clear in what I was asked!  When work and circumstances allow me to fill my place, I can see and fulfill . . .

What about when YOU CHOOSE to see the place and action before you, you can easily fulfill.  This is part of the most significant learning you need.  CHOOSING to see and ask for the light and guidance to see this truth and place for your power . . . not following, not being true and clear. . . stepping out alone, to be shy and fearful is not your place.  You Know who you are.  You know YOU created this all for you.  You ARE still the kid in the candy store.  Everyone around you is old a dying because you need to take the place and lead the change.  None can do this but you.  NO ONE because they did not sell candy for cash when they were 10 years old.  NO ONE because they did not understand or experience the American Dream, lie and deception so deep to the bone as you did.  Sure we can all claim this is a lie, or decided to avoid sugar and fat.  But YOU lived it, your beat the system at their own game.  Then you beat it and allowed it to beat you.  You played them better than they played themselves. . . and you did it in plain sight, right under everyone's nose without anyone knowing anything. . . Then you died from it.  This is who you are.  Remember your mission and goals are about CHANGE..

not little simple change, but BIG change, changing everyone an everything. . . you set this in front of you, and wrote it into your bones, your days and nights and everything about you flows from this.

I know, and I need to get busy.  Thanks!  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Happy Birthday Christopher

I hope you have an awesome day!  And an AWESOME Summer . . . My wife Kim, just came back from Europe and certainly can give you some must see sites . . . like this church in Barcelona, that has been under construction for over 100 years and is still now . . . Other Gaudi buildings are around to visit too that are why cool...

over 17 days and 10 ports, and she likes this place the best, and some in Italy next. . .

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Marshall Law for Terror??

The Politics of Love (and Desire): Many people who lived through having their homes searched are emotionally traumatized. They will never think of the concept of ‘home’ the same way again. Our social contract in the United States is clear. “The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated…” Was the response we witnessed reasonable, in the moral and legal sense of the word? We need to have a long conversation with our neighbors about this.

We also need a national conversation. What we witnessed in Boston, from the improvised explosive devices to the firefights in urban areas to the door-to-door searches, are what the American government has been experiencing, or doing, in Afghanistan and Iraq for more than 10 years. The war literally came home to Boston and its suburbs. We don’t like bombs going off in our public places and I hope we don’t like armored vehicles, SWAT teams and high-powered rifles going off in the streets. It’s time to ask when we’re going to stop doing this to other countries. It’s also time for ‘non-political’ people to raise questions about the conduct of our leaders, both at home and in other countries.

New Life

JOURNAL OF NEAR EASTERN STUDIES Kabbalistic doctrines, such as the location of the Throne of God in the Middle Heaven,65 are explicitly attested in Mesopotamian esoteric texts.66 The crucial question, however, is how the existence of the hypothetical Mesopota- mian model can be proven, given the lack of directly relevant textual evidence. It must be admitted that a priori it is possible that the observed similarities are simply coinci- dental and due to a common cultural heritage rather than to a direct borrowing. THE ASSYRIAN TREE DIAGRAM

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What a cool experience it is for you to remember the Friday night with your wife, and accept it is important time to spend relaxing and reconnecting with yourself.  Feeling as she relaxes with the same joy.  Describe more about what you were seeing and feeling.

It was like she was sitting here with me!  Laughing at how cool it is to share in the experience together . . . .   wow, i never saw any of these. . .CHEERS: Play S1: E11 1982: 275 ep.  - Sam Malone, an ex-baseball player turned bar owner, operates a saloon that's always filled with quirky customers and even more eccentric staff. Ted Danson, Rhea Perlman...

What this is all about is that you graduated from high school that year, 8.51 pm in April was the last month in your dad's house. . . and then you splashed into the truth of your own fantasies experienced full-time  . . . you asked for things very specific and very clearly.  The details and sequence were very precise.  You dove into it, and carried the faith and purpose as well as you could . . .

I get to watch another 950 pm. now pitching, Sam Malone

What is it like feeling the experience they saw once a night, while you are watching weeks of episodes in one night.  This is the whole experience of connection to the community for complete communities.  Like talking about the sports sequences and events, as valuable to life and health.  It's the only thing these people were able to share and talk about.  And the experience of this consciousness is significant to understand the culture. . . the culture of over sexed adolescents striving, dreaming, working, for the useless expression of  some American Dream.  Not Knowing the slightest bit more than anyone else, each struggling to beat each other only to remain trapped.

s1:E14 10:15pm Let me count the ways!

What it's really all about is connecting to the consciousness in such a way that there is trust and confidence.  Making your way in the world today takes everything you've got. Taking a break from all your worries, sure would help a lot. Wouldn't you like to get away? Sometimes you want to go Where everybody knows your name, and they're always glad you came. You wanna be where you can see, our troubles are all the same You wanna be where everybody knows Your name. You wanna go where people know, people are all the same, You wanna go where everybody knows your name.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xvRGh2NEjSU you wanna go where everyone knows your name, . . . and whats it like for you?

And I'm crying again. . . like we are singing again together.  It was really an awesome day!  Connecting to truth and understanding the relation to others was incredible.  But I really think I spoke too much.  Asked when i worked for the county, and I turned down the radio in my truck.  I drove around a few times collecting and distributing signs so I stopped to think about starting at the county. . . well they brought me in as a consultant getting the flooding out of Carrollwood Country Club Gulf Course, because a county commisioner lived there.  It's that way everywhere.  Everyone is always greed and control.  Little greedy god's with endless fiefdoms.  The elected official can do anything, just like the park director, office mangers, cfo, ceo . . . each lost in selfishness.  Then the public resources are fucked  except when the current czar is getting what he wants.  No one respects the property, the employees, the equipment, and land.

When someone is contributing to truth, they are valuable and sought after.  True public servants propagate to places with each other.  Just like the arrogant and selfish all end up in the same place.  it's the magnetism of the planet. e=mc2

What did you just flash too...

I went to the CFO and said how the tuition waivers needed to cover all the fees, but only the minimum required for attendance!  When the students have all the tuition fees covered for the minimum required to enroll the student is able to dedicate significant time to passions and visions for new methods and application in education.  Employment income can then be used solely for living expenses allowing for a greater number of students.  5 years to complete degrees part-time allow more freedom and flexibility to manage income, employment, family, community, and academic developments. If cultures are to develop then the timing and expenses of education need to be more dynamic to allow more enrollment through education and service covering the complete costs.  

What is happening now is the shift into the new systems.  It's something that has been preparing since the beginning.  It's always so misleading, to think of death and life, change is a lot more than that.  We are moving back into community.  Using the internet for communication, allows the space for truth.  A new space for love and greed has been apparent.  But we can choose to stop electing others to "represent," simply choose to all vote and all count on everything.  Elders can reconnect families, neighbors and communities suddenly cooperate again. . . wow, cooperate, instead of compete, is that possible?

s1:e16 11:15pm The Boys in the Bar!  Cheers, closing time, everyone out.  

What is real here is what is needed for you and for everyone.

I think its' all perfect.  I am so grateful to see and feel what's coming along . . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

11.39pm s1:e17 Diane's perfect date

modesofexplanation | concept

modesofexplanation | concept
ISCE was inspired to hold this conference so as to better understand how our mode of explanation affects our affordance for action.
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What is happening will be happening fast and faster.  You need to be free and trust it, whatever it is.  Whether you understand it or are ready for it.  Things will come togehter really quickly, adn it will be really fun for you.  There is nothing to fear or concern yourself with.  The time is now, everything is ready, everyone is ready. . . it will be as it must!

It's interesting to see how things just pop up out of no where!  The last thing I could ever expect, shows up in front of me like no one could imagine. . . least of all ME!
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.   Thanks for your Strength Love and Wisdom to fill and guide me every day!! Amen

another day?

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What do you think now?

It's the New Moon!  Stepping into something new is rightfully appropriate for me, but I'm kinda stressed out a bit too much still.  I think about this new year and how much everything came together all of a sudden.  I was surprised and prepared.  I mean, it was easy to expect the best, but now months later to see nothing at all, is kinda weird.  I continue to move along, and try to do what seems valuable for me to do.  But it all gets tiring and stressful.

What do you mean?

It like the home situation!  I feel like things are great and moving along.  We have friends over and plant more outside, making progress instead of just talking about it.  But then I hear that this is not enough and things are really bad and stressful.  It's so annoying, as I can not do everything, and keeping up with the inside is more than enough ; ; ; especially as I know I need to write and explore other things elsewhere instead.  Debating issues is more critical than ever.  I know where I fit and what I can write.  But then I'm told it's wrong and I need to write something else?  Hold it the last piece is not done yet, and it would be great to publish.  But now I move on and the last is lost. . . a few weeks and it's out of date and useless instead of a valuable current piece ready to print.

What do you feel there?

It almost feels like someone is trying to force me into being subordinate, instead of allowing my skills to shine!  I get this feeling all the time.  Like Friday I showed up at the meeting I was invited to and sat next to the guy setting up all the classes.  He had worked on projects before with me and we had spoken a lot.  But then ignored the class I submitted and apparently is copying it to use elsewhere, since he never said hello, or even acknowledged I was there.  Why would a good friend or recognized peer avoid me?  Well, its a point of integrity.  If he was copying my work to help someone else, his normal response in public would be avoidance.  I mean I never thought of them copying my class, while I know everyone has copied me since I came here.  It is something that has happened over and over again.   So what's new!   And then when personal integrity is in question, avoidance is the easy way out.

What about getting more out then?

It's not easy to keep putting out and putting out and putting out!  Like teaching and leading the little people.  Everyone knows and acknowledged that I made everything work for them.  Set them into a space of power and growth, but now I'm forgotten.  No time for me, it's history.  Sure I made all the future possible and set the space for all these things to grow and evolve, but it's nothing now.  They are all stepping on to bigger and better, so no need to step back in gratitude or anything.  Like all those others who have copied my work and used my break to make it out on their own. . . 

What if that's all you were ever set to do?

It's fine, as then I would continue to get the support and help that I need.  I know I need to trust and allow this, but I'm just tired.  Tired of fighting, tired of struggling to get something more done while I've done so much already.  It's so stressful to always be pushing. . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

another day

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What are you doing now?

I'm in the library again.  These new laptops are great.  I still have so much to do.  I want to write a article for Nature, and I know I can do it, as I sorta did already.  I just need to get back into the mind set and get busy.  I want to try to have it down this weekend!

Why?

It's because I have too many other things to do next week, and that will pull me into another direction.  I'm sure it will all come together exactly as it has too, but it's such a challenge!

What do you feel deep inside?

I know it's always about my own personal power and clarity.  I've been getting so distracted with different things, that I thought were all set and perfect in place.  It's time I got my head into the right place so these things before me can all come together.  It's a challenge, but it's something that I need to do!   Like the Physics letter I sent yesterday, it's really about speaking my truth and taking my place in all of this.  It is one thing to talk about it all, and know where it's all going.  But I need to get the power and feelings clear inside of me again.  I don't want to see mistakes of challenges anymore.  I need to get these things perfectly clear, and accept my place leading them.

What does that feel like?

I guess it really feels like, me again.  Like where I have been before and need to be again.  I seem to get distracted and confused about things too easily.  It's really about my own power and truth.  Which means I need to be doing what makes me feel right.  I have been waking up early again.  Usually closer to 4 or 5am, instead of 3am.  Then I do my Yoga, and snooze a little bit again.  I jump up at the alarm clock, shower and make all our food and run out.  I've been thinking of getting to the gym again, so I might try that this next week.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.
Thank you for you Strength, Love and Wisdom!

hope - Faith ... song

Faith and Worry

Worry is the opposite of Faith
They say that opposites attract
Hope is our engine for our Faith
Worry hides by saying it's a fact(ch)
An open mind is open to receive

The Love that Faith will help us to believe
Material need is soil that wants to grow
It needs the sun and rain from up above
A confidence of Will is half-ways there
But still it always needs our constant Love (ch)

Worry is the blind that lead the blind
Worry never leads to any more
Worry is a wall that blocks the light
Worry never finds a distant shore (ch)
 
The Divine is an ocean of conception
That gives when it finds a kind reception...)

Chi Gong??? - Google Groups

Chi Gong??? - Google Groups: I've grown by leaps and bounds and seen so many incredible far reaching
things. It's really hard to explain or understand sometimes. The refinement and accumulation of energy into our spiritual reality is really OUR incredible gift to all creation. To be able to see and understand things across this entire world... To WRITE here and NOW, and help lead and teach another instantly, is so incredible....

Like my WORD, now can Change Lives EVERYWHERE

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What 1.50a, it's all so awesome... as one group avatar, Forcefield of Fire Love - - in the center where the will of god is known...  allow the great spirit to breathe through you as you... feeling the presence of god, feeling the love of god. . .

I am so lucky on this all the time. . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.  Thanks for leading the way and Continue filling me with Your Strength Love and Wisdom, amen

Completion is good!

Another Life: Great Blog Post: Journal2MyGOD: It was their Choice then and it is their Choice now. Back then, the truth would have put people in JAIL. Now, the truth could set them free . . . lol . . . the truth will always set you free.!

What does it feel like though?

I,  I feel great. Such peace and solitude. . . It's like watching everything fall into place . .

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What else did you need to write here?

I wasn't sure, but it feels like closure on somethings.  Like I did everything that I needed to do at one plain and I could now move onto something else.  I was thinking about that when I was coming to school today on my bike.  Like building the new system will become a full time job, as it will never really be finished as everything continues to evolve!

What about the first time you came here?

I know it's like I came here to do something, then got detoured to have children, and now I'm back to do the same thing again!  Course there is a lot more to it, in that the whole world has changed.  What I started to do as a freshman was considered "star-man stuff" while now it is common knowledge.  Of course it's funny how no one seems able to do it right yet. 

What did you realize about this?

I guess it was the fact that people still get lost in the greed and their own selfishness!  Everyone seems to think they have to fight for the "old-number-one" above everything else.  Ego first.  But the truth of the system is the more you are centered in selfishness the less you have, and the more you need to be centered in selfishness to survive.  It becomes a catch 22 spinning around on itself getting worse and worse.  It was funny today talking to Sharon.  We were laughing about the money that just shows up all the time for each of us, as neither of us or focused on the money at all.  I was telling her how I needed to get some food and stopped at one store and spent 30, then went to another to spend 50 since I had like 88.55 after all my bills.  But then I forgot I had gotten gas on the way into school, which cut off another 20.

So I was at the cash register at the 2nd store and she was adding it up and it was over 40 already when I stopped her.  Well it was over 30 at the first store, so I told her nothing over 50.  But then when she finished it was 53, so I told her to try to see if my card would go through anyway.  And it did???  When I got home there was 15 cents left, and no sign of the gas bill?  Sharon laughed of course telling me another story about getting new phones and pricing it all out perfectly only to find out at the cash register there was some special that week so she has extra coming back too.

What this is all about is that you are both focused on the important tasks about conscious synergy and the spiritual evolution of you culture and community above all these other concerns that everyone else is preoccupied with.  Thus the Universe needs to sustain itself, and is supporting those helping with this evolution above the needs of others.  Sure the greed and selfishness brings immediate results, just like sugar or cocaine.  However, the short, fast, happy fix is not sustainable or feasible for anything but the short term.  So the greedy have to get more greedy, just like the cocaine addict will need more and more of that drug.  However, you and Sharon will need to work less and less, while things will synergize and evolve to support you more and more.  Everything on the Earth is like that, though mankind seems to believe the rules of physics do not apply to them.  That is precisely why no one will accept, know or understand the equation you wrote at age 16. . . . before you knew anything about calculus!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.
Thank You for your Strength, Love and Wisdom...  amen