SundayFebruary27_2005_35130PM

Sunday, February 27, 2005
3:51:30 PM
I printed out my resume there in her office and then emailed it to her too. I since looked at the management positions that she has opened too. And she might be able to get me to work part-time for those salaries. No biggie I guess. I’m not sure working with her is such a good idea since I want to negotiate some patent deals with them and the city anyway.

Then I called Scott thinking he might be meeting with them again anyway. Scott tells me he wants Chuck and my resume for a client who might want to give STARS a bunch of money. He told me it was a group of old-folks that needed to incorporate a 501c3 to get a group rate on health insurance. Hum, interesting, so I called Chuck at home and on his cell, and then wrote him an email since I wasn’t getting any answers.

Chuck called me a while later on his drive home and I tried to tell him a little. But then said we should meet for beers so I could bring him up to date on everything. He said no at first, but then called Joni and agreed to meet me at Hooters down the road.

There we chatted a lot. I told him about Scott’s deals, Heidi, Rima, Dr. K and all sorts. Course then he said he had a cyst in his brain and wanted to know the stuff I said to Heidi about changing his DNA. It was funny talking to him about that. He always knew I never aged, and was one of the few people who have known and seen me long enough to really know this. So I told him it was all about the many religions coming together. Like not just one religion or just one technique but a big mix of a lot of techniques. All part of the ONE GOD anyway!

I explained it to him like it did with Heidi. But then I got into more details with him and specifics on moving the energy around his body and into the Microcosmic Orbit which I never mentioned to Heidi at all. It just came out talking Chuck, and how moving the energy round his orbit could be used to clear out the cyst. Push that evil energy down into the earth to create dirt, and pull in light from the heavens.... wow I guess I did say a lot to him. I guess he’s known it all already and has been working with me long enough already to understand how I know these things.

I think that might be the biggest roadblock in doing this experiment. People will really have to believe and understand me or else they will never get even close to doing what I can teach them. I wonder how we will be able to get around this... lol... and I hear on the radio... “God is watching over you... as always, you are loved no mater what you go through” 4:11:11 PM CMRadio.net “he’s gonna keep the nightlight on for you...”

What do you think son. Did you think this would ever change? And you know there is a lot more going on here than ever, you’ve been very good about keeping up and following your instincts. This is very important for you to keep up with. There is nothing before you that will surprise you. It’s almost like you designed and created it all by yourself. And everything you feel and see about this is what will happen. No worries, Be Happy!

lol… ok, sure, I’ve heard that a few times already. And I'm really trying to keep up with everything that I have to. But it certainly is not very easy. But I'm still moving ahead. I was surprised to see Chuck Friday. We met at Hooters and had a few beers, which he then purchased for both of us. There were a few cute girls watching us of course. It’s so funny how much the energy I feel changed now that I got my hair cut. Lol... I just laugh about it.

So then on the way home I called Scott and we went out to Channelside to see a movie and eat. We went to Hooters down there too, where he bought me another beer, food and movie tickets. He’s convinced this deal will work with STARS so we need set that up soon.

I felt like it was a done deal too because of all this stuff that I see happening everywhere already.

FridayFebruary25_2005_13025PM

Friday, February 25, 2005
1:30:25 PM
Lots of things are really getting strange. I called Heidi yesterday and her whole day blew up with a bunch of cool things to do and opportunities. I told her how we are very much on the leading edge of a lot of things that need to change and we might be just starting on all this cool crazy stuff. I told her to keep her discernment clear and recognize there might be a static and interference too. She understood and said some of these words to me before I said them to her. It was really cool.

So then Valerie came into Mike’s class this morning so we could ask her questions about the patents and technology we were working on. I got there to the meeting with Heidi on Thursday just as they were ending it, so the other ladies on my team asked Valerie a lot. Like why was USF not helping Heidi, why couldn’t she get any support or research monies. So Valerie asked what equipment she needed and that’s where I started with talking to her after class. Course I called Heidi right then to get the information Valerie asked for. I walked with Valerie back to her office and she showed me where the interns worked and told me about all the positions and such she was looking to fill.

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Ms. McDevitt;
Thanks for taking the time to chat about your work. I asked Dr. Kay to send you the quote she has on the Graphite Furnace Atomic Absorption Spectrometry. She did say it is a very common piece of equipment fundamental in a lot of trace metals studies.

I am very interested in working with you, and can easily finalize the intern patent procedures as well as teach them. I have been involved with this for a long time and anticipated negotiating with USF and Tampa regarding one of my patents. Therefore, it might be better if I consult professionally with you. But I welcome any opportunity you might offer. I’ve done a lot of work with patents, including searches, plat preparations and other graphics.

Please review my resume, websites and background and contact me so we can discuss this further.

Thank you
Eric
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/resume/resume.htm

ThursdayFebruary24_2005_73229PM

Thursday, February 24, 2005
7:32:29 PM
Tired, stressed... lol... I guess it’s really not bad at all. It’s just really weird. I took Rima to yoga yesterday... and saw Dr. Katzenmayer as I was walking up. Wow was that a big surprise. She asked who he was. So I told her how he started the college of Education at USF and we had been friends for years. He always said I was a social engineer, but he had retired so we hadn’t seen each other in a while. She said that seeing him now meant I must be doing something right.
So today I got a call from Dr. Prange, who is ready to meet with Christopher now. Sure I know they are trying to rush him through as quickly as possible. So when I got home I was starving so I sat to eat and turned on the TV. And then Dr. Phil came on where they had a story about a sexual predator. It was where a family confronted the oldest of 5 children who finally admitted he had gone sour. It was really kinda cruel to the poor kid, but I guess he was an adult now and had to face up to it before he ended up in prison. They really have no idea how deep into our culture this problem is.
Of course I thought of my children lost in Paul-land now... or trapped there. I know Chris is getting prepared for Dr. Prange by Paul while colleen likely knows nothing about it at all. It feels kinda scary to me now, knowing my children are alone with someone like him so much. I remember how Chris looked when Emily left him alone in the NC police office. He looked like he was dieing or regretting killing me. He knew they had planned this big con, and he knew he had no choice but to go along with it and agree with whatever she said. Or should I say that’s what they convinced him.

TuesdayFebruary22_ 2005_11:02am

Tuesday, February 22, 2005
11:02am
So I met with Heidi this morning... wow... she has several patents, all kinds of research and publications and such done now. Wow she and I have a great deal to share and talk about too. So I opened a dozen things on her PC and she read a few at least while I chatted with her. She has a lab for me to use and knows how to get it all together and make it all work. Of course she even had a Bioinformatics lecture schedule posted on her door. She told me she was trying to change jobs and get out of USF because of all the crap here.... lol.... OF COURSE!!!

Within the hour that we shared I taught her the basics of changing her own DNA... and she agreed to write or rewrite my letter to Dr. Litman. She knew about the “Alternative Medicine Center” next to the Psychiatry Center. And also knew the director of it and how we could use it to test my own research.

WOW!!!

So last night after I saw Koehler, I wrote up a mind map for my goals in life, which I just sent to Heidi too now. (posted below in this blog) I guess this is all ready to happen. There is so very much here coming together so quickly. WOW, I can feel how much we changed the consciousness of the world this morning. It is kinda neat, like the whole world shifted a bit more.

1201pm
It’s really kinda neat and I know it is all coming together really quick and clear. I was really wired when I left Heidi... I was ready to hug and kiss her and hinted that a few times too. So when I left I was really excited riding off on my bike, I wanted to drop in on Claire... ;-( so I stopped to see Dr. Fountain. He wasn’t there of course, but Steve was. So I told Steve about the letter I sent to Mike Monday and how I now had a lab to do my research in. Of course Heidi also would like to start a business. So I also told him that and about the City Park getting built and talking to them about the patent there. I said how i needed to get funding for this all, and bring in SUF to make it happen.

He told me about a few things and laughed when I said I might have offended Mike. It’s interesting now because I could feel or sense how Steve has used this information I shared. I mean I can sense how he seems to have looked into it some more, or talked about it with someone or something. So now I wonder how this will all work...

And I know it will work and is coming together better than I could ever have dreamed. Please Loving Lord Jesus Fill me with Your Strength Love and Wisdom so I can continue to Bring Your Will to Life in this world of Yours.... Amen.

3 Main Goals 

MondayFebruary21_2005_103111AM

Monday, February 21, 2005
10:31:11 AM
So I sent this message above to Scott and Mike. I just had to do it, if they’ll help wonderful, otherwise they’ll be left behind. I simply can’t wait any longer on any of this stuff.

3:31pm
So I’ve been working on approaching Dr. Litman about research. So I finally copied my draft to Dr. Fountain this morning. Then I road over to his office to speak to him about it. Of course no one was there so I walked across the parking lot to the architecture college to see about the city sidewalk.

I finally did see Mike but we never talked too much. But then I did talk to an architect and also Doug and Scott in the city over the phone. Of course I feel like I need to disclose all this with Mike as well. So then I went to speak to Dr. Koehler about all this and see what’s up with him.

So Rima came over last night again and I did a really short serious Chant this time. She had time to measure me and check things for making the regalia for me. It was the third time she saw it and clearly was the strongest yet. As I was finishing the chant I sat down in front of her and I bumped her foot with my hand and began to rub her foot. It was really great to put all that energy into a healing for her, and wow did she need it.

It felt like she had broken bones and all sorts of things out of place and all. She told me her mother died as she was born, so no one ever took care of her. I told her I needed to do this a few more times to clear it all out. But then worked both her feet and told her about the “Mayan Message” that Heather had. And by the time I was done I said she would need a dozen times.

She couldn’t believe it and was anxious to do me a favor in return. So when I drove her home she rubbed my right hand the whole way. She’s really gotten comfortable and set with it all so it has all come to where it needs to be. That’s why I had to send the Litman letter to Mike. Rima went over it last night too, and we got it all straight. I’m not sure if I’ll see Heidi tomorrow morning or not and have given her all the same stuff too. She said Tuesday or Thursday would be good to meet, but Scott and Doug want to meet on Thursday.

All kinds of things coming together really cool now. Even Steve who sent me a legal bill, did me a big favor. He’s not listed the visa payment so I still have $2500 credit.

4:20pm
So I'm going to see Koehler later and I wonder how that will go. I guess I can ask him a lot of things. I wanted to see what the hair cut did for him and speak to him more about the leadership aspects. Then I want to show him what I sent to Mike or and Tampa, both for that matter.
It’s really interesting because he has more understanding of all these concepts and details than anyone. Of course I also got a call from Sam about finalizing the design and model of my bike rack. It is really coming out good.

What’s interesting is how much is coming together at once. I’m curious and wonder about this. And it is all about leadership. So I need to make that clear to Koehler.

Please Loving Lord Jesus Christ lead my thoughts and words with Koehler so that I am clear and strong with him. All for the Glory of Father, Sons and Holy Ghosts. Amen.

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Dr. Koehler,
Thank you for giving me a specific assignment. Each of the items and sub-items for these 3 main goals are a "Typical PhD." But today "interdisciplinary programs" are encouraged. I'm in no rush, I'm not concerned about the costs, nor what value the PhD has. I don't care if others accept it or respect it. I simply need to get my job done.

I could make this picture into a map of websites. I tried to show you some relationships that I recognize with the arrows. I'm sure there are a lot of things that tie together in more than one way. You've seen this happen, and I need your insight and experience to work this system. Like how would Mike react getting this? How about Dr Phillips or Dr. Khator?

Yes, I am very spontaneous about what I do and what I focus on. I understand that things come to me as I need to learn and grow. Every challenge brings me more understanding about how things fit together, and bring me closer to the goals. There are a lot more pieces to this puzzle, but the background is not as important as the destination. So give me another assignment!

Please feel free to ask anything, I look forward to your next. Applying to a PhD program is not reasonable yet, just like selling a product or signing a contract for fertilizer or building other patents will take more time. Everything takes time. Just accept these conditions and watch this develop with me.

Thanks again for your time, and this task, I look forward to the next one!
Eric

WednesdayFebruary16_2005_43235PM

Wednesday, February 16, 2005
4:32:35 PM
Busy, tired, insecure… seemingly not too sure about much about what I’m doing or what I need to do. But there is really a lot of opportunity and still more that I know I need to do…

Heidi,
Hi there. Can you meet with our team for the class Strategic Market Assessments for New Technologies. We are doing a technology assessment market study for Dr. Palmer regarding the slow-release fertilizer, where you are the only other researcher involved. We plan to see him again next Wednesday 12-2pm again. He said you were redoing his FIPR proposal, can we chat about it ??? Hit reply now, and type in YES or NO… with a good time for you.

I ALSO need to get serious about some research too. A professor offered to help with an NSF grant, but told me I needed to find a lab and a few additional professors as a review committee. I could give you links and past messages, but will be short and sweet… So pretend you have the lab I need and are doing DNA research … then play Critic and edit or give me some insight on this:

Dr. Litman;
I wanted to talk with you more again about your research, but found your publications and related materials a significant challenge. Please allow me to be very direct and candid:

Simply put, I’ve been teaching and involved in changing DNA for a number of years, and know it can be proved through an experiment. However, I’ve never been trained academically in this area.

There are a great deal of ancient techniques for this hidden in many religious practices which I’ve already synthesized. Evolution is designed to bring consciousness which has developed the ability to change DNA. This is the next step we must take.

You mentioned in your lecture how Human DNA was still changing, as well as dogs, while not mice. Interesting enough, you might find it’s changing in cats, horses and dolphins too, since these animals all interact socially with people. I know I can bring this concept out and prove it easily.

Can you give me the direction I need.
Thanks
Eric


Hayley...
Ok so I need to get serious about this research stuff… maybe you can just look this over and share your insights and feeling about it???

A professor offered to help write an NSF grant, and told me I needed to find a lab and a few additional professors as a review committee. I could give you links and past messages, but really need to be short and sweet… So play Critic and edit or give me some insight on this:


Dr. Litman;
I wanted to talk with you more again about your research, but found your publications and related materials a significant challenge. Please allow me to be very direct and candid:

I’ve been teaching and involved in CHANGING DNA for a number of years, and know it can be proved through an experiment. http://seedwiki.com/wiki/stars2man/specify_the_concept.html However, I’ve never been trained academically in this area.

There are a great deal of ancient techniques for this hidden in many religious practices which I’ve already synthesized. Evolution is designed to bring consciousness which has developed the ability to change DNA. This is the next step we must take.

You mentioned in your lecture how Human DNA was still changing, as well as dogs, while not mice. Interesting enough, you might find it’s changing in cats, horses and dolphins too, since these animals all interact socially with people. I know I can bring this concept out and prove it easily.

Can you please give me the direction I need.

Thanks
Eric

TuesdayFebruary15_2005_24339PM

Tuesday, February 15, 2005
2:43:39 PM
Sure everything is still weird. I sent the city a letter about the patent development ideas that I had. I've not heard anything from it yet. But I know I will soon. Maybe I need to do more with the other ideas that I have.
I’ve thought to write Dr. Litman again about the DNA stuff, but then I always want to get more together on it first. It’s kinda a challenge of course...

MondayFebruary14_2005_64152PM

Monday, February 14, 2005
6:41:52 PM
I’m working and trying to study in the library. I tried to read a bit and tried to look at a few other things. But I'm really just distracted a bit by it all. I know that the case with my kids is out of hand and I’m not sure I want to deal with it all. I agree with both Rima and Cathy about it. But I guess I’ll just take it as it comes. But what’s funny about this is that I was feeling how the kids might be in my house again soon. That was really kinda a weird feeling. But it was like nothing changed. They had their crisis and went through their corrupt materialism phase already, so they were back with me ready for their mission in God.

Of course everything else that comes with that is really strong and clear... as it happens before my eyes.

Sunday, February 06, 2005 4:02:53 PM

wow, lot’s of cool stuff happening all around. It’s really neato and exciting. I know I have so very much more work to do and I know it’s not going to get easy for a while. But I also know a lot will be busting loose really quickly. I wonder if any people are ready this time....

AstroProfile: Please find your Free Weekly Horoscope Service for February 07 to 13.
Sun Sign: Taurus
Rising Sign: Taurus
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Life Path Number: 5
Full Steam Ahead
You certainly have more than enough going on in the career sector of your chart, eric. It also looks as though you will be able to make a few new connections that will help you to get where you need to be. This week looks very exciting for a number of reasons, all of which add up to the promise of even more success. On Monday, the Sun trines Jupiter, which allows you to expand and make a few exploratory moves in a new direction. Once again this is likely to be set in motion by matters at work, as you are offered tasks that open up new doors and involve you with people who have a wide range of experience. It's also possible that you will get involved in doing business with those from another country, which boosts your chances of success. There is also a New Moon in Aquarius on Tuesday, making this the perfect week for all kinds of new beginnings as they will blossom and flourish in harmony with the waxing phase of the Moon herself. Mars in Capricorn is bringing a desire to travel and visit new places. The weekend offers meetings that could change your ideas about the way you do business. Go for it!
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/stars2heaven/message/838

Friday, February 04, 2005 8:06:46 AM

To: USF-class@yahoogroups.com
Date: Fri, 04 Feb 2005 13:18:59 -0000
Subject: [USF-class] Re: Contact infor for Palmer

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See what I found:

Patent presentation:
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Cool stuff again more related to the Strawberry patents... and my own

Horoscope for Friday, February 4:
Things have been going along at an amazingly fast pace lately, but you're up for it. So when that higher-up lets you know, once again, that they're interested in promoting you for bigger and better things, try to look surprised.

Thursday, February 03, 2005 5:18:38 PM

So I'm tired and stressed and now supposed to be working or studying or something, but I'm not really doing too well. I forgot one of my classes and have a homework assignment due Monday. It’s really not a big deal I guess, but I’m just not really up for anything now. I thought of going to another Yoga class now, but I just found excuses not to...

lol… ok I know there is something more going on here. What’s up?

What do you think Son, have you been doing what you feel and want or just avoiding this instinct and trying to get along the easy way.

lol… oh I don’t know. I know I always have so very much to do and I'm just not getting anywhere fast.

What do you think, that everything will fly into place when you do what you should just once? Or do you think it might takes days and months of doing this truth before anything significant will happen?

lol… yes I know, I’ve been draggin and hoping beyond hope that things would magically just happen as they must so I wouldn’t have to work and struggle anymore.

What are you thinking; these things will happen only after you get serious about making them move more and more than ever before. Everything you want or need is within your reach and you are always waiting for someone else to do it for you. This is your game your place, your truth. Nothing will happen with this until you do it yourself.

lol… I know I've not chanted in a week or so and I know I've been having all these strong weird dreams. I guess this all means a lot is happening out there that I really don’t know about or understand.... again... LIKE BOOM!!!

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Hi Dare,
We seem to have a lot to share. Since you've obviously been doing a lot already: http://stars2man.blogspot.com/2005/01/meditation-gives-brain-charge-study.html

So you might want to start this immediately: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MayanChant/ since you will certainly recognize the Warning at the bottom, so start here: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MayanChant/message/156

Oh you might recognize this too: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/stars2heaven/message/839 And since you've done so much to get ready for this the user is stars2woma and just4now unless you already have an ID and want to join it now....

Essentially I've been getting ready for this a long time. and I really need your help: http://seedwiki.com/wiki/stars2man/evolution.html?wpid=164853

SO Please hit "Edit Page" top left on that one to get started ASAP! Yes I'm into cyclic habitual abuse too, can’t you tell…. Lol…

Tell me what you think
Thanks
eric
http://profiles.yahoo.com/stars2man
PS Care to visit, get out of the snow? Hit the last link on the list link.... lol... fixing that too http://starsusa.netfirms.com/scire/scire.html

> Subject: Mind, meditation, art, sound
> Date: Tue, 01 Feb 2005 10:33:24 -0500 (EST)
>
> Hi
>
> As an artist (vocal improviser and experimental
> media), I am very interested in technologies of
> consciousness and how my practice as an
> artist integrates with my practice as a meditator.
> Emerging studies in mind research is thrilling.
> It is my own hunch that when I improvise, I also
> use the states of meditation that I learn about in
> my tradition. My teachers are lamas in the
> Drukpa Kagyu lineage and one has been all wired
> up by the celebrity super scientists (see
> forthcoming March issue of National Geographic
> – whoops, cat out of the bag!). And soon I too
> will be guinea-pigged upon (yaaaay Swiss cheese
> brain here we come!).
>
> I want to somehow map the laboratory experiences
> /the western science experience/the meditator
> experience into art/sound art/performance. Years
> ago I was into electro-acoustic soundscapes of field
> recordings of power places in India etc layered
> over Tibetan. So that brought forth a lot of
> psychoacoustic interest. Recently, I combined that
> with experimental video of my own body in
> meditation. Naked women’s bodies are always
> good value. For the wisdom aspect – of course
> (what did you think?).
>
> Have I thoroughly confused you? Great.
>
> I really believe Milarepa embodied (grrr that word!)
> a unity of meditation into his “art” as spontaneous
> singer. My first Masters thesis went into
> that. Now I want to embrace more the hard-core
> science and create art with (or about) modern Milas
> or growly Marpas or out-to-lunch divine mad folk –
> teach me!
>
> I would love any feedback or comments (mensch
> don’t clog the list – email me direct). Please,
> nothing new agey or I will break vows of patience.
>
> A boring bio of me:
>
> http://www.arts.rpi.edu/people/derec/
> Dare.
>
> Caterina De Re
>
> M.A. and doing yet another (cyclic habitual abuse?)
>
> R.P.I, NY
>

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1:31:11 PM
So of course everything is related and everything is lining up more perfect than I could ever imagine. I guess I couldn’t think or expect anything else. I woke up to write this powerful dream I had about my kids and then wrote yesterday’s dream too since it was equally powerful. Then I had an email from someone using sounds to help in meditation and such. So I decided to really write her a whopper. I couldn’t help myself. I’m not sure if I blew her away totally or not. I'm really not sure that I'm worried about it or not.

Wow I'm finally working problems I'm in the library and it’s coming out really easy. It’s great to be able to work real homework problems again. Wow so much to do and so little time.

Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ for filling me with your Love Light and Wisdom so I may do this. All for the Glory of Father, Sons and Holy Ghosts, Amen.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005 2:43:30 PM

Too much to do and too much going on. I’m tired and beat… and that’s really not true, I seem to be whining. Everything is really fine and very good in fact. I still have a great deal to do and even more waiting in the wings. There is nothing that I need to worry about and even less of serious concern

Mon Jan 31, 2005 12:27 pm

Hi Dr. Jonoska,
I agree with you completely... I still have a lot of research to do, and I'm always finding new articles: http://stars2man.blogspot.com/

I might have found just the place and person to help out with this Dr. Litman, thou he already gave me so much to review it might take me a while to discuss this further with him. Interesting enough during his lecture he mentioned how computer math models are used for sequencing. So they have a road map through the Genome, but still no idea what the genes do.

Dr. Litman also stated that the Human Genes are drastically changing, but not mice genes, while dogs are too. Maybe we can make a math model of some changes and then create new defined changes and use the model to figure out what does what?

I will need to speak to Dr. Litman more about this, but it "feels" so familiar; like the movie that I volunteered to help with the premiere this weekend: http://indigothemovie.com/ Everything is connected and happens exactly as it must!

Thanks Again, I'll keep you informed...
eric

PS. Seedwiki was hit by lightning this morning, so they are trying to reset the server now!



-----Original Message-----
Date: Mon, 31 Jan 2005 10:02:14 -0500
Subject: Genome Websites

http://www.genome.gov/Pages/EducationKit/online.htm
http://www.genome.gov/Pages/EducationKit/download.html
http://www.genome.gov/Education/

Let me know if you have problems with these links.

Gary W. Litman, Ph.D.


----- Original Message -----
Subject: Re: Biomedical research experiment

HI Erik, the trip was great, thanks.

As I have mentioned before, i could help in preparing the proposal (to be sent somewhere) but I cannot take any part in this, nor have a lab to do this. Any agency that may support an experiment on humans will need clearance and some kind of insurance. So, at the moment I see many obstacles. I would suggest to try to find a person that actually uses the microarrays that you are suggesting and learn what they can do. Just pointing links to certain sites is far from scientific references. Although I have enjoyed talking to you about this subject, being a person without a lab and dealing with theoretical research only, for the experiment you may want to check with somebody who *can* actually help you in this.

Best, Natasha.



On Jan 15, 2005, at 3:18 PM, erix wrote:
Dr. Jonoska,
I hope you had a good trip and wonderful holidays.

I need to get more serious about starting this experiment. The more I search, the more I find Science scratching at the hidden doorways. How much more detail do I need to find before we can start the demonstration?

This week I met another Native Indian Elder who knew more about me than I did. She almost came along just to help me. The gap between religion and science is disappearing. Please tell me what else I need to do to begin this.

Thanks
eric

PS. Today I found this:
The Endocrine Regulation of Aging by Insulin-like Signals
http://www.sciencemag.org/cgi/content/full/299/5611/1346
which sounds like what I know and do already:
http://www.universal-tao.com/article/inner.html

http://seedwiki.com/wiki/stars2man/consciousness.html?wpid=166100

consciousness...

Central Dogma: "DNA makes RNA makes protein" is actually perfect as a start. We can be conscious of this without making any significant adverse changes to our systems. However, it is now necessary to know that we can make changes to this very easily and do so constantly.

As Einstein found searching for the Particle vs. the Wave, each time we decide to find something new we can find it. Quantum Mechanics shows particles may easily come and go. Life follows the same guidelines. DNA is a construct of our life experience. WE WILL CREATE IT, as we grow and experience. It's a recording, a physical information string representative of life. Our consciousness creates this life expressions.

"Consciousness creates" is a lot more serious and far reaching than we ever have thought of before. Simple experiments have shown how conscious thoughts such as depression have measurable effects on patients. Now we are learning that focused consciousness is also very easily measured and established.

Fundamentally we are conscious creatures. Our DNA represents this consciousness, and is an expression of this consciousness. We can therefore CHANGE our DNA with BECOMING CONSCIOUS of this fact. You reading this now, and seeing the conception of connecting your consciousness to your DNA will change the DNA inside of you this moment.

How you think of this and feel about these words before you on this website will directly affect how you change your DNA this moment. This is usually a small and insignificant change.

Serious changes are also possible, and measurable. We will be starting our first EXPERIMENTS shortly. Sign up now!

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6:38:01 PM
Ok so I copied this message for Natasha to Claire, Scott, Koehler and Litman. Then I stopped by to see Koehler after class. He asked me why I send him such long complicated messages that he can barely understand. He said he deleted it, since he’s got no time to deal with it. Then he asked me more about it. He wanted the condensed Reader Digest version. Wow, that was hard to say. And he almost had to pull it out of me. Well he did have to pull it out of me. So I told him that we can change our DNA with our minds and do it all the time.

I told him it’s a bit more complicated than just that but that I‘ve been teaching it for years and it’s really not simply a mind thing. I guess now it’s more of the Heart feeling and consciousness thing than anything else. So then I opened it up on his computer and he bookmarked this site: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MayanChant/message/156

Then said see ya next monday as i was leaving.... lol... COOL!!!!

920-0863 tampa park support!! 1908 E patterson

Funny I remember Dr. Litman talking about how the DNA in people and Dogs is changing, bit not other animals like mice. So of course I feel how i talk and share with my Big Dog Bear here all the time. And so my next thought is that I bet cat's DNA is changing... or certainly Squirrels and Osprey since I talk and share with them all the time. Cat's too because they have social relationships with people. I'm sure hundreds of people talk to cats. Course I talk to Bear, Squirrels and osprey with the intention and knowledge that I can help them change their DNA, while most people do not talk to anyone about this. So how much is other DNA changing , who knows, But it would be fun and cool to find out…

Sunday, January 30, 2005 6:16:17 PM

Things are still really fast and crazy. I see more and more coming together all the time so it’s really kinda neat. I took Rima, Angela and Cathy with me to the Indigo Movie. Well I guess Cathy met us there, while I picked up Rima and Angela. I was missing a volunteer so I asked Cathy to help out. Course she about took over everything. I didn’t care, and tried to give her some strong direction and insight. But she always avoids taking directions from me, lol, course she was a great help anyway.

Interesting enough Rima met some of here friends there and they all were thrilled I invited them. As we were leaving Rima and I spoke a lot. She said it was obvious I was very connected and respected in this New Age group. I guess I'd seen this movie three times now and knew about some of the people who played in it. So then I told her I needed to learn the Ancient things from her. I'm already involved in all the rest a lot. But I need to be more grounded in the Old Traditions since I'm bringing the Old and the New together.

She understands me a lot more now. When she called me today she said we needed to get serious about what she has to make for me and start putting things together. So we plan to meet at the Psychic Cafe again.

Whatelse do I need to write about? Oh the patent Class at school is getting really cool. I got my team to agree to do one of Mike's other USF portfolios... we can't really do any research and background on me. So I started getting into the thick of it for the one we selected and found all the patents and such the professor has done before. So the team all came around me after class with everyone looking over my shoulder to see what I found on this laptop. Course I posted it all into another Yahoo group... sure why not!!

Then I realized I could do the same thing for the Strawberry farm group since I know one of the people in that group too. She's been in a few of my classes before and is now again, thou we have never worked on anything together... yet...

9:20:54 PM
Oh a note about the Scire Center now

ok so write me a piece of 'literature" for the 'about us" section (it s ok about tampa teachers and you) - and i'll put the signature there - after all you started it - it's your "baby".
Hum???

About Us…
Hi, I’m a Civil Engineer, yes that just means that I like to play in the dirt. Nothing too serious but it was an easy way to make a living. Course I soon realized I was more interested in Living than simply earning an income. So I PRAYED about having more time to explore and play.

It was not too much to ask for. I soon was self-employed and learning more about how better to use my time. Seemed like the answer to my Prayer was focused more on the “explore and play” part! I started to attend spiritual classes and volunteered to help out in some. Everywhere I went I was soon alone with or involved directly helping the people in change. Elders, Shamen and Swami’s from all about seemed to be attracted to me. I was always learning more and more. So I was gifted with the greatest of friends, which many became, as they came to Florida to visit me again. One of them soon told me that I should start “Eric’s Spiritual Center” since the space of my home I shared with so many of the visiting teachers was getting charged up by them.

Now Scire (mirror reverse erics => scire… lol..;-) is this vision that the teachers have shared with me. I’ve created this space for them to share and teach. They can sell materials online and schedule classes here in Tampa. Each of them have their own success stories and are wonderful and growing in the Light. Scire gives them another outlet to reach students. Please share this with your peers and recommend new teachers to us. We are all growing. Each Path is perfect as it is. There are lots of people on this journey and there are as many paths to the light as there are people.

We honor them all at Scire and seek to bring them all together!

About the engineering site - what i don t like is : the menu covers part pf the flood picture and i don't think it s in a good place there - but that is your decision.

Yes I know what you mean. But it only happens when you have the screen or display small. When you open it up to full size it all fits in perfectly. And really looks good. I kinda would like the menu to be on the boarder of an index page then opens to the center like this one: http://www.geocities.com/stars2man/Gods.htm... You can hit the stuff on the side menus and they open in the middle… so the menu’s are always there…. No big deal thou. It’s great as it is…

Thank You very much...

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Dr Mike:
Thanks you for letting me audit your class. I’m sorry I wasn’t clear and specific at our first meeting I never realized I hadn’t given you any of the details about my background and experience like I have with Steve and Scott.

I am a civil engineer and started to consult privately so I could develop patents. Personally I would enjoy the strawberry farming portfolio the most since I am building a prototype and am exploring similar concepts.

I’ve been involved in patent development at USF since the early 1980’s when I founded a student group to develop “Projects for Credit,” which has incorporated as a 501c3 STARS USA Inc. Every professor I’ve met has been instrumental in helping me to develop these ideals. For Example, my first MBA class was "Leadership & Teams" with Dr. Koehler where we completed a class project to “improve the patent process at USF.”

In your class another student worked with me doing Dr. Koehler’s project and knows about my other patents which they want to use in your class now. The first patent is a Bike Rack (Drawings) (US Patent). Dr. Koehler has asked to do the marketing for it, so I'm now simplifying it. The second patent is a Transit System (Drawings) (US Patent). Currently I am designing a bike path with the City of Tampa, which can easily be modified to be a test site for this "transit system.”

Originally the 501c3 was designed to own these patents to be independently funded. Our team would prefer to work on one of my patents since they could have direct access to the inventor and also these are simple easy to understand concepts. However, I have selected a portfolio from those you recommended for our team, and promised them I would present this to you.

Please provide our group with the insight and direction which is most consistent with your mission in this class; also recognize my commitment and dedication to completing these tasks whether USF or Seedco is involved or not. I will arrive early to class Friday or would be happy to stop by your office before it if you would prefer.

Thank you

Eric R Weaver
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/professional.htm

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Dear Neighbor;
Our neighborhood has been impacted more by the results of the hurricane cleanup than the hurricanes themselves. Many of you helped complete a petition to the City of Tampa to change this, see attached.

Thank you all. Tampa has responded and agreed to create a new City Park for us. To start the City will layout a trail for us using the existing pile of mulch. We have already defined the trail location which will be about 100 feet inside the property line around this entire property. This will designate this area for this public purpose so in the future we can get tax dollars to upgrade and maintain it as a City Park.

Please mark up this map with trail changes or locations for possible new trees and return to me ASAP. We hope to have the area fenced off and signs posted with specific entrances within the coming year.

Finally for future park dedications; what would you like most:
Please circle numbers return THE MAP PAGE:

1 = Not really 10 = would love here
1. Mountain Bike Trails 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
2. Dog Runs 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
3. Jogging track 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
4. Nature Trails 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
5. Restore Wetlands 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Please provide me with any other ideas, recommendations, and feel free to visit me to sign the original petition to show your support. The best thing for all of us is that we all understand, and ALL AGREE. Only by working together can we get the support of the City to enhance our neighborhood.

Thank you

Eric R Weaver
2008 E Patterson St. 813-237-3705

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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
11:30 AM
So I’ve been trying to figure out how to deal with Mike and his patent development class. I wrote him an email and sent it to Scott who thought it was junk. He was very clear and strong about it too. So I rewrote it... and sent it out again to Scott and copied it to a few other teachers.... Claire, Koehler, Sharon, Natasha and Dr. Katz.

I worked and worked on it for a while too. And then edited what Jason had written that I copied and set up on the wiki.

I guess my point with all this was that I finally wrote:
I AM HERE ON A MISSION FOR GOD!!
Which Scott promptly told me to CUT!!! But it was still good to get it out and copied...

Wow, it took me so long to write that now. But as I came into USF I could feel everyone already knew what I did. I was really weird, like I could feel now I had affected people. It was like everyone knew what I did or like all consciousness had shifted and felt the impact of my email!!!

9:17:31 PM
Stopped in the Outback to eat now, and they found me a plug for this laptop! Wow what a week. Wow what a new year. I guess the first month isn’t over yet. But wow, so much has happened.

Lol... I just read everything I wrote this month wow. This is really intense and I know I need to go post it on the BLOG too.

It’s funny I was worried about the email to Scott this morning. And also last night I wrote one to David and Koehler and copied them to Scott as well. I had plans to go visit Rima and bring here the feathers she saw at the Café. When I called her at 6pm she forgot she rescheduled some other plans and told me we could meet at 7pm. So I went to the library and wrote these messages.

I had spoken to David again and told him about feeling energy with his hands like I told the Berkley Professor at Elliott's house in Sonoma, CA. David was very clear and strong in his reply saying how the hands technique could be changed to be an experiment. Course it was never intended to be an experiment, but only a viable method for the professor to feel what is real. So responding to David opened the door for me to say more to everyone I like to copy again.

So last night I gave everyone a taste of how they could test and feel what is real, and then this morning I copied them all on the Mike letter before the final edits above. I felt really weird about it and then realized it was very strong and clear as it should be. I also realized that I need to be clear and confident about how it impacts people.

I know these things are very strong and clear for very specific effects and to honor and respect that is important for me to accept and understand. It’s like moving energy is what I need to do, so I need to respect and honor what I do. AND STAY CONFIDENT in it all as well.

What do you think this is all about?

lol… well I know it’s all about coming into Your Power. There is a lot that I need to do and some I understand and some I don’t. So I need to respect and honor what You put before me so that I don’t diffuse the power You have intended.

Yes Son this is exactly what you need to keep in mind. Everything you are and everything that you do has been planned since time began. Trust it, No fears... It might be hard at times and challenging, but you know you can do it all with Love and ease...

lol... sure you always make things sound so easy.

What else have you been getting ready for. You’ve already worked and sacrificed for years...

Thursday, January 20, 2005 11:53:11 AM

The chant with Rima Sunday was very powerful. She told me she would only watch and not participate at all. While I was doing it I felt like I was only watching and doing it more for her than anything. We called Jiwan before we started, but never got through, which might have been better anyway.

It was a very powerful thing, and obviously something very clear to Rima. She really tried not to tell me too much about what she saw, thinking that I had no idea. But we chatted for hours after it all was over. She even read my county case and such. Evidently we have a lot more in common and relate to each other at a number of very deep levels.

So Jason left too. Actually he just packed up and disappeared, no word of good-bye, thank you or anything. So I’ve spent all week struggling to get into my systems, laptops and such. It’s really been a pain in the ass, and a major headache, and I’m thinking of calling my insurance company.

Saturday, January 15, 2005 11:59:22 AM

So Rima decided it was time for me to visit her at her house and then to visit my house and share in the chant with me. She asked me to stop in and see her again at the Psychic Café on Thursday night so I invited Jason again and decided to bring a box of feathers. She said it was a dead night so we can chat a lot. Jason was busy so I went alone. Everytime Rima and I meet it really is spontaneous and enlightening. They seemed to get really busy after I got there, but we were still able to chat a bit. She told me her daughter would be coming in too, and I wanted to hang long enough to meet her but had to get home early enough to sleep before 8am class with Mike the next day.
This morning I decided to speak more to Jiwan about the chant. After I went through her Yoga class I realized I couldn’t really teach it to the depth that she taught it. So I thought I would speak to her more about it. Then I realized her hubby Greg was an engineer who might be interested in doing more work with me. And Marta, Jason and Larry have asked me to get into more engineering work so it might be a good place to bring Greg in too.
So this morning as I got ready to go I grabbed an engineering brochure for Greg and the Mayan chant stuff for Jiwan. Interesting enough, after the tia chi class last week, Greg and I spoke about the energy and moving energy more than Jiwan and I spoke about it. So after the class this morning we were chatting again and I asked if they could join me for coffee at the little beagle shop down the road.
Greg wasn’t interested in starting anything new, and was comfortable at the engineering firm he is at. But he wanted to keep my resume and brochure to pass around his office. Jiwan was very interested in the Chant and all the Kundalini that was used to prepare for it. She even wanted to start a class at USF. I told her we might be able to set something up now, but to do the research project I was looking at, it would be a lot more detailed and cumbersome. She kept everything I had for her to see too, and also wanted to see the links and websites I was working on.

Friday, January 07, 2005 11:37:35 to Friday, January 14, 2005

All this really neat interesting stuff keeps happening to me. I’ve known for a while that I needed to get into something more traditional for my chant, like I was missing something that I needed to express it more. So I asked Mary at the Indian shop about it, and she told me she knew just the thing and wanted me to meet one of the Indian artists who bring her things to sell. Then I had to show here the Aztec Crane Dancer on the Indian Florida Park Sites map that she had in her store. She told me she would schedule a time for me to meet this artist.

Yesterday Mary scheduled it so I could meet Rima at her shop. Now Rima knows exactly what this is all about and starts telling me how it’s more Ancient Mayan instead of Aztec.

“better is one day in your courts, better is one day in your house, better is one day in your courts, than thousands elsewhere” 11:54:51 Better is One Day By Petra

Time… to share more of what this is all about.

What you need to do is follow through with everything that this is about!

Time… to write Aumrak again.

Dearest AumRak,
I’m so sorry I missed you on the trip to Seattle. But when I arrived to video tape the Day out of Time Conference the Mayan New Year celebration was ongoing in Ashland. Wow, the music and people, all the traditions coming together there for me at once. Then I was invited to a children’s summer camp to tape some more, and I couldn’t leave. The time is now, we need to get busy!!!

Yesterday I visited the local Indian Craft Shop scheduled to meet another artist about adding some ritual clothing to the CHANT. She already knew more about it than I could ever explain. She’s an elder, a feather worker, skilled in bringing this art into expression for many elder dancers all over the country. Then she tells me it’s time to go further south and she invited me to join her on a 36 hour Ferry trip to visit the ruins in the Yucatan (Progresso???)
Of course I immediately thought of you!

Then she tells me about the ancient ruins and traditional dance for the snake with the disk and the cross? Some snake that sheds it’s skin only on the summer solstice. Is this a good time to visit? Can you tell me anything about this snake? Maybe give me a name and a picture.

I’d also love to visit you and feel Rima and you might have a great deal to share. She’s looking for sun feathers to make some regalia for me. Can we purchase some from you? Are there a lot of resources like this around you? And if we do visit, what resources would be best to bring down for you?

I look forward to speaking to you more about these opportunities. Interesting enough she just asked me about my stars, so I thought you might like to see this too, as attached.
Namaste
eric
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/resume/eric-chart.gif

What else did Rima tell you about all of this?

Time… she said it was time to come out. She already said how I would be out there in front of a great number of people. It’s like something that I need to do and talk about more. It really kinda makes me nervous.

What is there to fear, you know this is something that has been developing for a really long time.

Time again… everything here is about the time. I know there is always so very much here for me to do, just like I know I need to take a break and have some lunch. I thought Dan would be here by now. It’s really very weird how all these things are happening so very fast. I guess I knew it would be like this. And I knew there was a great deal to do and say about it.

What happened next?

So Rima and I spoke about designs and layouts. Soon another lady was coming by, as people came and went from the store. And Rima turned to say something about great Yogi… Jiwan turned to greet her with a big hug. Rima had made her a piece at another time. They chatted for a while… lol… or I guess Jiwan just sat down and joined our conversation. We talked about the snake and chant and regalia and all, Rima repeating everything again for her benefit. Then Jiwan spoke about a Kundalini Yoga Class she’s teaching in New Tampa. She spoke of one student who had some incredible art work that she shared.

Interesting enough Rima spoke about how she had come to Tampa to be with her children and showed me pictures of two beautiful daughters in their 30’s. Then Jiwan gave me a flyer for her classes and said how the student I needed to meet was their Wednesday mornings. This made me feel like I was wearing a sign across my forehead about seeking a new wife.

I guess I knew everything is connected and has to happen all at once.

So Rima invited me to the Psychic Café down in Ybor City where she was working from 6-11pm that night giving readings. I left Mary a deposit for the work Rima was doing and went home. I missed Dan by 30 minutes or so when I got home so I hung out, read my Crick DNA book, and chatted a bit online.

Jason went and worked for Trace yesterday, but when he got home I asked if he wanted to join me for a drink at the Psychic Café. He sounded a lot better, worked hard all day, but happy about making progress. So we went to see Rima.

21:01:22 hum cool 9:01:38 PM… lol… I called Rima after I wrote this up. It was kinda neat and interesting. Soon after Jiwan called too, about a tia chi class at USF tomorrow morning. We’ll try to meet at 7am.

What else do you need to do?

lol… I guess I need to finish my Crick DNA book.


Monday, January 10, 2005
10:04:53 PM
So I know there is a great deal going on and I can barely keep up with everything that I see each moment. And I know you are with me and involved with everything loving Lord Jesus Christ!!!

Tuesday, January 11, 2005
01:49:29
Uh oh, I can see this is going to be one crazy fast year. It’s going to be gone before you know it. Jason has got both of my laptops cooking for me. And he’s set on getting the server up and STARS moving like wild!

5:25:45 PM
Yea I was up really late last night working on stuff… cleaning up laptops and ghosting them. So Jason is working again, and is seeing a lot of opportunities with Trace and others here in town now. He’s also got a long list of things to do for me and STARS. And he’s not slacking off of it very much either. Or at least not anymore. He did give me my cd/website to finish. I really wanted it all done tomorrow so I could take it to Claire at her retirement party. But I’m not going to be able to get it all done. I stayed up too late last night and really burnt myself out.

I guess this is about what I wanted and where I needed to be. It’s not very easy, but it’s very clear and strong. I know things are all coming along as they need to, and I just need to relax and go along with it all. It’s a struggle but I’m sure it’ll be perfect.

I Love You Dearest Lord Jesus Christ


Friday, January 14, 2005
1:14:40 PM
We just lost the power here in my house. Pisses me off a bit, but we’ll survive. Teco 223-0800 I guess I really have a lot to do here but it’s going slow. I need to start reading some books and doing some homework. But I really just want to go to sleep. I jumped up early this morning to get to a class with Mike, and wanted to catch him for his office hours. But he was out of town. So I never saw him at all. I sat through his class that Steve ran anyway. And I know I could have and should have done a lot more in there, asking questions and such, but I never did.

1/3/2005 4:27:04 PM

I’m really getting burnt out on all this BS I have here in my house. It is annoying and not getting me anywhere. I need to write up some proposals/contracts for the people living here. And give some times for actions and deadlines. Like now I’ve got two lazy people that are not doing anything but serving themselves. I spoke to Scott briefly about it and he gave me some clear ideas and actions to deal with them.

I never made it to USF today like I wanted to. But I guess I wrote out everything I needed to about it for Scott. I still want to send it to people on campus which would be kinda cool I guess. It was kinda funny, he called me just when I was wondering what he would say to me about what I wrote. Of course I really wanted to ask him about the stuff with Dan and Jason.
I’m really so tired of the struggle and working on all these things all by myself it seems is just getting old.

I’ve tried to have people come into my house to help and work with me and so far it’s been more of a head ache than anything at all. I guess Cathy and Kids got a lot out of it. But since then it’s been more trouble than it is worth.

So I need to write what I’ve invested and put out here for these people and what they have done in return. What a pain in the ass. Why can’t people be honest and responsible? If I help them, feed them and give them things they need, why can’t I get a reasonable return for it? You would thing people had more integrity than this. It’s just annoying to have to do everything myself over and over again.


Tuesday, January 4, 2005
cool.
I’m curious what you thought about my Research and such… This is related to it too: http://stars2man.blogspot.com/

I talked to Dan Briefly and he's cleaning up his room, getting civilized and working around here again. Jason hasn't yet...

Course Jason is frustrated that I don't worship his PC workings. But he did this laptop last week and still there is something that changes the date every day so it’s a day ahead and 15 minutes behind? Course I’ve worked on PC’s forever so making changes to what I like, freaks him too?? Lol… all things come in time, maybe he’ll get on the ball soon???
Thanks for you help yesterday….

7:34 PM
I’m tired and frustrated still and I know I can do better but I’m tired. It’s unnerving to have these people in my house now? I’m always hearing Dan gossiping and Jason can’t seem to get anything done … except whining about things. And to think I’m paying for this? I’m really tired of paying for things too.

I wanna go to school and then I don’t want to go. I guess I know I could create change and create something new. But there is no where for me to start. I guess everything I read about the DNA research tells me how I can pull this all together. Or at least how much there is coming together on it at the same time. It’s just so annoying to see that I brought this into my house and it’s just stressful.

This is an ACT of GOD...18.08.08

I hate seeing more and more of what they do to keep control people in the USA... But I guess that’s what I’m here for. That’s what the CD is all about too.

What did you learn?

Time… it is time for me to go inside!

What do you want to share about this experience that you have brought to us? You knew why you came here. The Indians are coming in out of the woods. So are you ready to go inside now? Are you ready to design and build something new?

Time… this time Jesus I need to see something. I mean I never cared about seeing the spirits that watch me all the time and I don’t care about the cameras. It’s just that I know I need to share more that people can see. What do you want me to do now?

What do you think son? This is your own creation. How much can you really share? Do you think you are ready to do even more? Do you think you can handle it?

Time… it’s time for me to come to terms with this. And my very first thing I need to know is that I can do anything that you want me to do. And I guess this means facing everything you have placed before me. And my first thought is really that you asked me to BLOG this creation as it happens while now I’m not sure I can do it anyway. But now inside I’ve got no music and no Blog, while a moment ago as I sat outside I had it all? That’s weird; you would think the wireless network would be stronger inside.

What is this all about, you have concrete all around, you know and several walls between you and the router now, before it was only a sad sorry roof, which we’ve told you to replace countless times. So now you have the roof to do, the trail to do and the computers to do. Do you think you will be able to get all of this done at once?

Time… I’m running out of time now? I thought you said it could take forever and really didn’t matter.

What we said is that forever is determined by this. Your time is up to You. If your world doesn’t do what the Earth needs, the Earth will do it instead… cleaning and clearing is easy for it, you’ve seen this again since Christmas. A New child is born.

Time… is running out.

What is important is that you do as much as you can in the little time you have left.

Time… never means very much to me.

What did you learn today?

Well, Jason and Scott talked a bit on the phone and I stopped by his office. We walked up stairs and they worked in the office for a while. And then we went to Hooters. I asked Scott more about my hat and visiting Mike as we were walking in. And so we talked about this during lunch. They both got a steak sandwich and I only got a small salad, not sure who was paying for anything. They said I looked like a tourist. That’s what Dan said too… lol… but I like this hat, and know it has something to do with my leadership research and everything else I need to do at USF.

So as we sat down I mentioned how Jason had come in with me too. So Scott asked him about the conversation we had.

“What Conversation?” said Jason; “Mike only got in 6 words… and there was no introduction for me.”

“Introductions, Eric can’t even introduce himself;” responded Scott….

So they went on talking about shop and business deals and working together, laughing about my incompetence. Oh yes, women always talk about how pretty they each look, and men-talk it’s how stupid you are. I guess I likely said a few words. Lol... nothing knew to me, usually when I get people together, I just watch anyway. I mentioned a bit about visiting Newkome.... I think they were teasing me about my “meetings” again... I recalled how I said about visiting Dr. Newkome for several years. Lol... Just like Claire and Olga. I would walk in a see him and I said how funny it was with his assistant hated me since I’d take up all his time.

“Oh, no not this again” said Scott... “more useless meetings he never did anything with you.”

Funny, what I remember Claire saying now, was how busy Newkome was, his schedule was always full, and his time was priceless, running several labs, patents, started the Research Foundation and DSR for USF too. All I needed to say to Scott and Jason was how I had a private consultant, Newkome was convinced I couldn’t do anything, but here now I’ve done ALL of what he said I couldn’t do... Dr Newkome simply helped me understand how; you see I just got the coolest instructor... lol... just like Jason, Scott and Dan must be included in that now I guess…

WOW, now I see how the transit system is within reach too. Lol... the one thing Newkome could never even comprehend, though I think he signed my disclosure anyway... lol... he kept saying it was not even possible, if he could see this now! I wonder what he would say?

21.04.05=> 20:50:28 laptop??? Hum, changed it again... “Just like Abraham laid Isaac on the sacrificial bar, and I will surrender it all... if sacrifice is required, then let all my kingdoms fall...” I surrender all By Clay Crosse and now Falling Down by Bebo Norman on CmRadio… 21.06.56 official... lol... 21:08:12 wow did it... lol... Got the time right on this laptop again.

So the hat is what looked really bad. Baseball hats are in style while my Crater Lake hat is out? I noticed in Hooters a bunch of men wearing baseball caps. All were clean saved with crew-cuts too. Well I guess one or two had little mustaches. Scott has a beard too, so he wouldn’t point out mine, but certainly he was convinced the hat was out. And to visit Mike it was important that I looked really sharp and professional to impress him.

What is this all about?

The time had come to use this “look,” this attitude to create and change our culture. I know how easy I can affect people, hat or no hat. Like everyone saw me walk in at Hooters. Course they all thought I was a tourist I’m sure. But moving energy is a bit more complicated that just “attracting attention”... I mean if I’m going to do this Leadership Research and really get people to understand what this life is all about.

WOW, is that what I need to do?

What have you done all of you life?

I have affected people!!! 22:33:36 Time... Holy Spirit by Among Thorns CMRadio.Net … Please Holy Spirit TAKE CONTROL... Please Holy Spirit in Love with Jesus Christ in me to share with you.

Holy Spirit is what this is all about. It’s not fast and easy but it lasts forever. You are going to need to finish writing this…

Time is seriously messed up on this Laptop. Jason reformatted it to install windows 2000 without any XP or Sony shit. The time is different again… lol…. 23,20,53 =>laptop 23:07:16 But it’s a lot faster and easier to use without XP…

What about this attention?

Time to finish this is guess. It’s not attracting attention that is significant, but it is absorbing their energy. When people focus on me they give me control over their energy. That’s what the Celestine Prophesy is about. I can dance or react to bring more focus to me as I walk into a bar. Just like if I yelled in the bar, everyone would turn to look at me. It’s nothing special we all focus on the things around us, that’s human nature.

What’s the research Son?

This time it feels like a lot more than just doing this chant?
Here With Me By MercyMe

What are you going to do tomorrow?

GO TO USF.... UGH!!!

Sunday, January 02, 2005 5:03:55 PM

Wow what a trip that was. The thing out with Cathy was neat... They started with Three ohms and then the 1008 names for Sai, on a DVD. Jason made it almost to 300, and walked out to get some wine coolers. He came back about dinner time, then stayed through the rest it with us.

What happened next?

So we got home and Dan and Sammy Jo were asleep already in their rooms. And Jason and I sat up writing on the PC's. He still wanted to go out and away from everyone and I knew I needed to write and focus more on what I need to do here. So I thought of taking the hammocks to a park where we could camp out and I'd read and work there.

Saturday when he awoke we went out to Honeymoon Island. We just got back now.

What are you avoiding? You are now finally out in your hammock; Bear under your feet and music playing out your window. "Have you ever listened? Have you ever listened? Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out" 5:10:20 PM

time... it's always a time. The USA time http://www.time.gov/ is 17.10.50 now! 5:10:59 PM... Wow that 2nd time was from this laptop, i just reset it again. Everytime I start it, it has the time and date off. I always wonder what kinda freaky thing they got running on this laptop now. I know you get me to publish across the universe. I mean I can still feel the repercussions over and over again for everything I type... even now that I'm outside sitting up in my hammock listening to some CD Jason made for our trip.

Lol... he didn't like the idea of camping out at some state park that was closing at 5:45pm. Thought it was crazy that I asked for him to pay before we got there and it was 2pm already when we arrived. We had ridden the bikes out to one end of the island and ridden back to the truck. At this moment we were sitting in the truck listening to these cd's munching and he decided he could find a perfect place to park, party, camp or whatever. Funny I was feeling how people would all leave soon and we'd have the place for ourselves.... Lol... feeling, dreaming; how we could set up the hammocks up in the trees far away, but up high enough for me to see my truck... lol... 2 sets of binoculars now in there ... lol...

Ok fine you drive.... And we left. Ugh, he's driven a lot of Chevy trucks so he had to see what this one could do! Yes, sure try the gas and breaks, but now 3 strikes and your out. Ever wanna drive this again, now's your chance to show me how well you treat my truck.

I freaked a few times when I went off the road, but realized I never sit on that side anyway. But when we were coming up to the traffic circle in Clearwater Beach, I asked him if he ever had driven round a "Traffic Circle." No biggie he said. But then I did freak and barely got in and out without hitting someone or getting honked at. We got out where we got in and I got him to pull into a parking lot before he finally freaked and told me to leave him alone and let him drive.

So I explained the circle and where he had to turn to go soemwhere. He siad the thing was pointless but we just followed the coast south, stopped at the beach once, and visited the Shaman's House (he moved out now). I said at least a thousand times about the endless construction and condo's; I really hadn't seen so much change in months. Nor have I been out there in months. It was funny when we first left my house he wanted to go to Wal-Mart and I just "felt" we would pass three of them.

He said I didn't know where I was going. So I took him to the first Wal-Mart down on Waters and Dale Mabry ... then we passed a Wal-Mart Community Center in Town and Country, a hundred Walgreen's at least, the CVS buying all the Eckerd's too... lol... Then seeing another "Wal-Mart Supercenter" was likely the first time he told me to shut-up about the construction. Sorry, I'm an engineer, I do all this stuff, it's cool to see and look at what others are building... Lol...

I'm not sure if we passed a third Supercenter... lol.. likely 2 or 3 more with all that we drove.... but we ended up pulling into Fort Desoto Park and renting a camping space there. Finally rest up in my Hammock!

What did you learn from this?

This time was weird... I started out exactly like the Witch visiting. Trusting the instinct and grabbing what I wanted for a cooler. Rachel and I never biked, but we just walked to the beaches. Lol... it was funny last night as we drove through Clearwater I told Jason how I'd slept under those trees in the dunes once with another visitor; and had a state van another time. Course never mentioned Randy and Lewis, or the van lol... to anyone before... Lol.. Whitches, Gurus, Shaman, Doctors, and Swami's visiting me for just this ... lol... "spontanousness"

When we came back up I-275 I called Scott, knowing we would pass him and asked what was up. Jason said he might leave Monday to work somewhere; since he needed to get paid, but hadn't asked anyone for money yet. We were driving past Scott and I could stop if they wanted me to. So then Scott spoke to Jason and we stopped. Going for a ride again, I'm always just there watching... lol... nothing new for me... as I walked up to Scott I remembered that I had my CA hat on again and remembered Jason told me how I wore it to visit Mike, so I told Scott that I had seen Mike "this way" too.

WHAT? You look like you've come back from camping, all scruffy and not like a professional visiting one of his friends....

Wow, 5:38:17 PM ok this time is off again???
http://www.time.gov/timezone.cgi?Eastern/d/-5/java 17.54.44 => 17:41:32 laptop

So What? The point is?

It is time... This is an ACT of GOD... THIS IS THE TIME... and all these people have been invited to help and watch me do this ... this is no vacation, I'm no tour guide, you're all here to work... I just need to do this for you! So Watch THIS!!!

"your trying to build a prison... my bitch here in Hollywood 17:52:31 next CD Jason made on the player now...

time... official is now 18.08.08... wow building a prison with drug control where they make drugs illegal and then plant drugs on anyone with integrity so the corruption can control everything...

Saturday, January 01, 2005 1054am

11.31pm So are you ready to write yet... Oh you want me to reread what last we wrote?
Oh, yes like the whole universe feeling each and every key stroke too.

Son you need to remember that this whole place is all about wanting to feel the experience. You that are only in 3D are making the discoveries, and setting the place for all of us to come visit. The entire universe, galaxies, time, space, existence is all hanging in this moment between these keys your type on the laptop before you. Again time stands still wanting you to be free with everything that you see and know. There is no time, there is no loss, everything is here for you in a moment.

You asked for the journal to the galaxy. You wanted this sitting on the hallway heater of high school looking out the window dreaming, journaling for lunch. Now describe your space!

well right now.. 11.44 "I'm ... Flying away on a wing and prayer, who could it be, believe it or not it's just me... club977.com "just like the light of a new day, it hit me out of the blue... Making all of my wishes come true... Believe it or not I'm walking on air flying away on a wing and prayer, who could it be, believe it or not it's just me... This is too good to be true, look at me, falling for you..." SO I'm sitting on my stack of pillows in my room. The window next to me is open. And I've been teasing Bear out there all morning. He's outside in the yard, really being good about not digging up all the mulch I put out yesterday. But I never have this window open and he can't see me. Every time I call to him he looks up to the kitchen window where I usually am.

So it's really great now, enjoying the cool breeze and seeing all the nice stuff outside I did yesterday. After my discussion with Dan and Jason ... Dan racked up all the leaves in the back yard and filled in Bear's holes. Jason had bathed Bear the day before. So yesterday I covered all the ground with mulch, redid the compost filling up all the plant pots I could find with these little plants. The Aloe in the front was all root-bound in one pot. So I brought it out back with all the other empty pots I could find. Then I filled them all up. It was such a cool experience, everything I did was directed by them. Like the little plants connected to the earth reaching out to me.... Giving me ideas and instructions about arrangements and such.

I mean, the individual plants would respond directly as I trimmed and cleaned them for a new pot. And then like the whole earth connected with all the plants; would encourage me as I mixed the compost and set up the pots with old bathroom tiles cover with leaves in the bottom. I got the old iron tub Dan pulled out sitting in the backyard by the pond. I layed old carpet in the bottom then put a layer of tile and filled it with Bears poop and leaves. All year everytime I racked up the leaves, like Dan had just recently, I would put them all into the tub.

So now the compost was full of worms and even some little seeds sprouting. I felt to remove the carpet and tile in the bottom of the tub for some reason too. But after all the pots and plants were set I scooped up all the Bear poop I could find around the yard. Put the poop and all the fruit and veggies scraps into the bottom of the tub. I got some scoops of leaves from the pile Dan made around the chopping block and filled up the tub. Covered it with plastic and layed a board on top. Something else I remember now as I type this got You. I remember feeling like I could use my own poop too. It was like using my own waste, with the dog and food waste to create my food.

Then I knew it was like the something with the capitalism scam for doctors, how creating our own food creates better health and less need for them. And they need to pay for their boats and condos and houses and all with the lawyers... LOL...

1/1/2005 1:06am

Happy New years!
Cathy took us out to a Sai Baba Bhajan in Clearwater, FL. We went there before with the little people and watched a few old traditional Indian belly dancers. This time I invited Scott, Dan and Jason. I'm all shaggy now with my hair getting long and not shaved since school ended that no one recognized me anyway. Cathy didn't like it, and Sammy Jo said it was weird; but I laugh.

I need to get outside and chant or something now. Only Jason came with Cathy and I to the Bhajan. And he's now across the desk from me on his laptop... Reading work from Trace. We took Trace out to Hooters and they really connected well; Old Souls meeting again to pickup from where they left off... lol... I love getting people together it's always like that, lol… just my job here I guess. Reminds me of the Swami and the Shaman. ;-) Oh yes need to get the Ambassadors Video to Jason for the CD too… ugh…

And I wanna go outside with my laptop onto my hammock... LOL... Not sure if I should or not. Funny as I wrote this the power flickered with it in here. Guess I need to get out more?

Jason said how that might be what freaks the laptop anyway... Power fluttering. And I felt, "just you wait and see the power here" ... LOL... But I never said a word just wanting to write it here for you... Thank you Loving Lord Jesus Christ for sharing your Wisdom and Love with me here. I know I can feel this as I type with you. Like the whole world is feeling every key stroke, as I talk of sharing this experience with you...

Wednesday, December 29, 2004 8:33:39 PM

So the year is almost over. Wow what a crazy year this has been. And I’m really not sure if it’s going to get more crazy or less crazy really soon? I’m getting into a lot of really cool things and I know I will have a lot to do and more than I understand for sure. But it’s annoying and stressful to being working 10 to 18 hours a day and have people sitting around here watching TV and goofing off all the time. I guess it’s their choice, but there is no reason to allow it if they should be doing work. And why should I let them waste this opportunity given to them to be successful and productive enough to get independent again. Dan has been going on and on about all the work he did in my house. As if I owed him something more for it? We kinda had a fight when I got home from CA, and he’s not worked since because I insulted him.

Sure he did a good job and we agreed he could stay here for an hour of work per day. But now he’s convinced that since my house is worth so much more now that our original agreement isn’t valid anymore. He chose to work over time like crazy to get everything done quickly and I should give him more in kind. I guess if my house is worth so much more, then maybe I should be charging more for people to stay here. But it was his choice, so he needed to learn from his business decision, he never asked to change our agreement. I mean I’ve had Guru’s and Shaman, and Swami’s and Doctors all staying here. Each one came for their own reasons, but each one also learned a lot from me and shared a lot. Seems to me like God sends people here for their our growth… more so than mine…

Yea, Cathy was nice to have around and Dan has been great too. But everyone who has come here did it for a reason and had specific requirements related to it. I mean Dan and Jason are giving me an hour/day towards the patents and projects I have to build. I guess I couldn’t stay outside designing and helping Dan with my patents last year so he decided to do more inside. I really needed to spend $5,000 on the new roof instead of the bathroom, carpet and tile, but Dan is 6’-3” and over 200lbs so getting him to do the roof wouldn’t be too bright. Especially since I must test another design there that I’ve still not completed, so tile work was easy for him to do since he finished my office.

Course I still haven’t had any of my patents finished and tested yet that he started almost 2 years ago. So I told Jason I needed to get them both together to layout the program here. I was getting serious annoyed by the TV on all the time. Like listening to violent crap late at night hurts!!! The hour/day is great, and Dan has done well with it except recently, and Keith wants to come here too, so I wanted everything clear with us working together. Course I’ve had doctors drive south for 8 hours to teach classes here that they get $500-$10,000 for, and then give me the same classes for free. Then I’ve been paid $200-$350/hr for giving classes too. I told Jason that the day we met. I started the conversation saying how I’d be billing him $250 for the first hour since it was essentially discussing his career if he had called me instead of me calling him.

He was cool and understood. So when I asked him to go to work with me rebuilding all my technology he was excited and really moving fast. Now he’s stopped thou? I mean he barely talked to me at all today, and even went out on Dan’s bike instead of asking me for the key to my bike that he used last time. Course he wanted to leave and go back to his uncle’s house too. But his uncle won’t let him back???

Great so I’ve invested several of my days, movies, food, and even got him contacts so he could see and work here, but now he’s trying to go before anything is finished. Worse still his uncle won’t let him back, so I wonder what else there is that I don’t know about this guy. I guess it’s really not my business but now that I think of it Christmas just passed and he got one phone call and called no one. I mean, I’ve intentionally avoided people and still got a pile of cards, calls and emails. Yea I guess he’s online all the time, but still it’s weird.

I invited him to a meeting with me at USF, and all he could say after it was that it was pathetic, no agenda, no plan, nothing accomplished. And he had no interest in helping me to get things going or resolved about it. Funny thing, today I was alone all day and called a few people about it all. Lol... I wonder, it feels like that meeting was purely for his benefit? Lol... I mean I went to see Mike again, so it was almost a no brainer for me. Course then I’ve also gotten Equan over and taken Jason to meet Trace, Tim and Scott... Lol... feels like my evaluation team, all these people who will put Jason to work and push him to his limits.

Wow, that’s exactly what I do here... I never noticed, I always push people to their limits. Like someone comes as they approach suicide and gets turned around burnt into a new thing. Wow, and I remember the Guru and Swami both were pushed to extremes. I better get more conscious about this. If I’m not comfortable and feel something needs to be changed or worked on I need to come out and say it right away.

Son, you went to school to get out and socialize more. You really need to learn a lot of things and get clear and strong into you instincts. We’ve put people in your house to get you going. You won’t get out to learn, so now you’ll get it all at home. Now you know you will need to get stronger, remember what you had to learn from Cathy. There are too many things to do and not enough time to get it all done if you goof off or miss opportunities.

time... you always tell me about time. Then you tell me to go the long way about and not look at any of the short cuts.

What do you think is happening out there in this world around you?

Well around me it’s great; I’m very busy, got some more help and maybe will be getting more relaxed about it. I mean, last night I started the meeting with Jason and Dan by saying we had to go outside. Then I asked for their copies of my house keys. Dan told me that was kinda rude and seems like a control tactic. I understand what he means now, but I was really only trying to make them realize that I’m really doing them both a big favor. And it’s simply not right to expect me to pay for this house, the food, and clean up after them too. This is not a resort or a vaction this is a JOB!!! If they see how quickly this comfy house can leave them out, they might respect and honor it more.

Yes, I’ve been giving them a hard time about leaving dishes or anything laying around and even said I would trash anything I found. I guess I need to stick to this. I mean Keith will be here soon and I remember what his house and apartment looked like. I mean when Dan first got here the very first thing I said was that I couldn’t guarantee how long he could stay because my kids could be back here tomorrow. Now if Chris looked at his room he would turn and run!

What have you told them about this?

Well I guess I told them that I can’t deal with the stress anymore. If they want to stay here they will need to do their fair share of house cleaning and buy food and such to share. Jason said for sure as soon as he gets some money, but then when he asked for directions to give Scott who was coming to get him he said he needed to get money for a passport. So I still really have no clue what’s going on here. Except that I’m really tired and need to crash out ... Thank You loving Lord Jesus Christ for your Grace Love and Wisdom, please fill my days with your light for Your Glory Amen.