Another new article?

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What happened?

It was totally weird.  I met with a local writer who had published with Science: Nasus!   I wanted her opinion on my work.  She told me to write the feature editor again and ask if he could reconsider my piece if I were to revise it.  Course everyone has been telling me to get a co-author so I figured that was a great revision.  I was getting ready to resubmit somewhere else anyway, so asking him about a revisions with a co-author would be great to also include a new copy in the different format.

I worked and worked, read and rushed, just anxious to get it out.  I had to copy it all to Nhoj, Annod and Drahcir as they were all wanting to know about my progress too.  Course I copied to Nasus and the other authors who might co-author. . . lol . . . BCC to Nhoj, the President and Lead Editor too.

Yes, but What happened!

I got home and read what I submitted!  Wow, I screwed my first paragraph of the introduction!  It was a mess, completely unintelligible and disjointed.  Yea, rushing last minute serves me right!  The next day I was so embarrassed I had no idea what to do. . . So I made the revisions.  Visited the Library to have it all read over - - - only a few coma's and a word here and there changed.  Then I resent it all out again.

Dear Dr. Editor,
The last file I sent was a mistake.
I had made a mistake in the first paragraph of the introduction.
If you are inspired to read this. Please use the attached.
Have a great weekend,
Eric

Of course, this also meant I needed to resubmit to the new journal as well.  I sent the same note to the editor there, and last night already had a reply authorizing the resubmittal.  Now today, the assigned editor there wants a Word file instead of the PDF?  So essentially I'm revising the article again?  Or reviewing it once more . . . how cool is that! Third time's a Charm!

What do you think we are here for?  WHAT DID YOU DO?

I know . . . I realized that I was getting another chance to read and revise this piece again.  So I stopped and went to read it all over again.  NOW, this time I'm checking references and fine tuning things a bit more ;-)

Thank You Loving Lord Jesus Christ for being here with me and guiding me through all this!

We have always been here, and you know that's what we need to hear from you.  

11.45am I'm thrilled, this is really awesome!  Not only is my work looking KILLER, but it's these tiny little tweaks that make it all priceless . . . lol . . . Like the top left quote on this blog is what I added, at first messing everything up, that needed to be fixed . . . now it reads: 

We suggest Urban Agriculture (UA) can significantly reduce planetary impacts through engaged stakeholders and knowledgeable leaders stepping beyond the industrial puppeted "burrocrats" (aka bureaucrat, pronounced burro-crat as in burro, a small donkey and the Greek suffix -kratia or kratos, meaning "power" or "rule." Burrocrats: "jackass rules").

I love that phrase . . . it was commented on by Dr Dron when he suggested I get a Phd!

4.38pm. I made all my revisions and sent it out again exactly as i had before with all the copies. Wow, it's neat to go back to read this again. Funny, how i skip to the parts that i want to read. The intro is a lot stronger and clearly focused on the american machine again, which i guess is where I started with Dr Dron. . . course i also went and found all the last few articles from the lead editor and president, so it's really kinda cool to see that my piece is really on point with some of their work too - - - addressing the big picture critical issues that we are all needing to get into now anyway.

We are really happy about your work.  It is really a challenge for you and you are pressing it beyond the limits again, and pushing in all directions.  That is something you are good at doing . . . you've had a lot of practice, trying to get around your father and schools and all the other rules placed before you. You know, even your son will comment on daddy rules about breaking rules! Or the ruler of the rule-breaker, and everyone has noticed this too, saying you are pushing the limits and getting away with too much, but then it's you who writes presidents and tells them what to do and what not to do. you are always very clear and strong about it all.

I guess so, someone has to be! 6/20/2016 10.10am, it was weird yesterday we were waiting for brunch and Mik said how I'm always pushing the limits and somehow it works for me. Doing things the wrong-way that no one would ever try, as it's obviously wrong, but it works for me! Like when we got the new roof, everyone else would get estimates, and review contractors for months or weeks before.  But avoiding all warning about coming inspectors and deadlines, the last week before the due date . . . I met a contractor working next door and asked about a new roof.  Suddenly getting an installation done that weekend.  No prep-time, now details, met someone, got a quote, and then got it done in no time at all.  No one ever does that, but some How I did!

What's this all about?

It is really all about my faith and trust in God!  Of course I knew i could pull it off, nothing ever stands in my way.  It's really always weird, like the 13 cents left after grocery shopping at three stores and getting gas.  lol, or the insurance refund showing up just in time for the electric bill.  This really happens to me all the time, and I never have to worry about it.  It's all in God!  Thanks Love Lord Jesus!

What you always remember is the gratitude and grace you have around you in accepting that things come to you as you need, since you move in spirit.  You are always following and leading into the things you know you must do.  It's never a challenge for you. And seemingly no one can get away with it like you have, because you always have. Like you read in the journals today where engineering students who have the practice and introductions reinforced at young ages results in the support and direction - - - and confidence to succeed in engineering.  You have consistently pressed and pursued things beyond the place that anyone could believe. This is your nature, this is who you are. Like always knowing things would come around and be exactly as you want or need. Whether it's the budget and the bills or the next article you need to write and express, suddenly the aspects and pieces you need to make it happen all appear before your eyes. 

But remember, as with the roofer, it's being prepared to follow through.  Asking the right questions, and stepping through the open doors. These doors don't just appear, you find them, ask to open them, and even create new doors from nothing, where others would not even look.

I know, it's about pushing the limits, and always staying in my Faith that this and everything is exactly as it needs to be for me to get to that next place that I want to get!

We have been waiting, you have created and pressed for things for so long, and so strong, it's good for you to get results, and see things become as you dream.

I am so grateful for this experience with You!  Thank You so much for my wonderful children, family, friends, lover and life; I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Wow a new article

Holy shit I submitted another article, I really like it even. This is wicked cool I'm talking to my blogger! It looks like I'm probably ready for whatever is next. I got a rejection letter from science and I talked to a couple other writers and it was suggested that I write to the editor again and recommend a revision. So that's what I did, I wrote the editor and I referred to his last special issue a dozen times and basically said you know your last issue didn't cover this, you're missing it so you better let me publish!

I really like how everything is coming together. I mean even my sign and my partner in crime there at the college are both progressing really strong. And then more and more in the community is on the same page as well. So the opportunities are just going to flow I can smell it coming... Big surprise it's so cool talking to the cell phone, so far all I've had to do was add a coma here or there. I figured out how to do the ends and start some beginnings but I haven't figured out the coma yet. Maybe I can just say, and then keep talking as if I really do know what I'm doing. Well that's exactly what I needed to do, is keep on talking and make it work just the way I want. And now I know more about how the stupid thing works and it's wicked cool.

Thank you dearest Lord Jesus Christ for filling me with your love and light and allowing my expression through your Divinity this is so awesome. Aman

Wake Up World, do you want ‘Thriving Life’ or ‘Destructive Death’ |

As far as the value systems that derive from this ‘economy based on death and destruction’ are concerned, here are just a few: we have to be trained to value competing — globally over goods and resources and individually over position and income to buy those goods and resources. We have to be trained to value hierarchical structures, rather than connection, because it keeps us on the level of ‘we deserve more than you’ or ‘you are worth less than us’. Above all, we have to be brainwashed into believing that we have to value a growing economy over everything else. To keep this myth alive demands that we consume, that we buy the latest smart phone, the latest fashion, the latest overpriced food stuffs, present ever younger ‘faces’ through spending fortunes on cosmetics and surgery, flaunt ever bigger houses, better cars and so on. This striving for ‘consumption’ – yes, also the consumption now of information – leaves no space for love, caring and sharing, for equal distribution or for coming together as nations to tackle the issues that concern us all, such as the destruction of our planet.  The Return of the Feminine Principle: A Question of ‘Thriving Life’ or ‘Destructive Death’ | Wake Up World

Everything about healing comes down to one simple rule: You must become who-you-really-are. That means to love, accept and be yourself no matter what. You can’t contract your energy for others or for fear or for anything else. No light dimming allowed. When you get to this point of being unapologetically you, your energy will flow, your body will be in full healing mode, and you’ll be on your way to miracles. Bonus: Life will also be super fun and a million times easier than it is now. I truly believe that straying from and separating from your inner being, or who you really are, is the root of discontent in the body. The more you come back to being unapologetically you, the better your life will feel. It’s called being “in alignment” (we’re talking with who you are and want to be, not with everyone else) and it’s more amazing than you can imagine. Yep, it’s that simple. Amy's Approach: The One Simple Rule - Energy Therapy for Emotional Healing

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What an interesting set of quotes to post for beginning this new discussion!

It's what popped up before me and created a space for truth!

What is most important is letting this truth come out fully, and strongly in your work as you see fit, beyond all the programming and greed that locks everyone into fear and insecurity.  The truth that you know and need to share will only come out if you PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH.

It figures that you would get into my face so strongly like this!

Unprocessed emotions, unresolved trauma and damaging belief systems (ones we don’t even recognize we have!) are the biggest contributors to why we suffer with symptoms. In many ways, the way we experience our lives from an emotional standpoint is a blueprint for how it unfolds. Not only do stored energies cause us to experience intense emotional reactions like fear, excessive worry, and sadness; but they have a huge impact on our immune systems, which affect our physical bodies. By releasing these emotions, we free ourselves from negative emotional patterns, and employ our immune system’s full healing capabilities (My Own Healing).

I know this, and reading it again from another author is somehow important for me now?  I'm not really sure, except it's something that I must address and look at more fully!

What came out for you?

I went to speak to my wife about this, as she was dealing with death again!  I told her she had somehow not resolved a death or a step through this process once before in her life.  She did not seem to fully understand so I told her the story of forgiving my father after playing catch when i was 5 years old.  He could not recognize that the glove was too big for me, or that for some reason I could not close it with my little hand.  Course all he could see was that I couldn't catch the ball when he threw it to me and that was all he cared.  So I expressed how important it was for me to forgive him and allow the little child inside of me to be heard to resolve this issue from so long ago.  It's like any experience we have or need to have for us to grow and move on, not having it, or missing it, leaving part of us stuck at this one place.

We know she has to deal with these things on her own time and space as only she can know and do . . . 

I know.  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.  Please fill us with Your strength Love and Wisdom to carry us on to fulfill your glory, Amen!

Another Life: Fwd: FILE - new member

Leadership and authority is created by Tenure of Competency.  The more time you participate and contribute competently the more authority you have.  This list is one of many means I use to track your participation.  That is why there will be an odd occasional posting that is very private and personal - it might seem out of place - - but God Only Knows who might be the Leader of this Next Year!!! 

Another Life: Fwd: FILE - new member

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!  I am really always perplexed by how things come together here Sun Apr 10, 2.53 PM

What amazes us all the time, is how authentic your surprise is and how you smile and move forward with even the most insane circumstances.  We go back and pull the numbers for you and the PC crashed 1.43pm then 7 minutes later you posted to the help desk 1.50pm.  Next you copied Nhoj to fill him in on what you are doing 11 minutes later at 2.01pm.  Course you had to copy everything off and make sure you could keep working on your stuff.  So now you are finally ready to start again.  I mean, you sent Nhoj your latest work, Bcced to Mik and Drahcir, so everyone on your team was on the same page.  They all support you, and love you.  But it's still the challenges you bring to yourself.  Of course the machine will crash when connected to the mad-mad-world.  That's the nature of the beast.  No one wants you to publish anything.  And of course you will complete something that only you can do.  No one else will be able to read or understand the work you do and create here.

I'm still having troubles.

Yes, now 4.48 pm, What happened now?

I got my file open in Word on my Mac and had to upgrade Endnotes.  So that downloaded fine, and upgraded, but then it tried to read the network library instead of the library I have in my files on the Mac!  So now I've sent another help-desk note the library trying to get the Endnotes to work.  No luck still.

What about writing?

I know my whole point here is to write, and if I cannot work on my paper, i get really annoyed and frustrated.  Now again it's like everything is stopping me!

We might need you to be writing here instead.  It could be that several things you are working on are all related at a higher level that you will never understand.  

I get it, now 8.10 PM and after this last note I found an email in my inbox from Abe's list.  Of Course I thought it was the reply from the help desk!  I jumped into it and Flashed off somewhere with the description provided.  Wow, that was neat.  I mean, usually my visions are more self induced it seems, like I always wonder if I'm making everything up myself.  Yes, of course I am, why else would I be here.  SOMEONE has to create all this or we will never get anywhere new.  But this particular flash was induced by another's words describing some mystical experience.  Wow, that's weird, as rarely does a day go by that doesn't feel totally mystical at some level to me. . . but to see and experience it with someone else is such a gift for me!  WOW, thanks SO MUCH Lord!

Anyway, this time i read about flashing back in time.  I remember that.  I remember too much of that.  It's funny how he described the curious child exactly like I was.  Though I remember sitting on my rocking chair with my "rocking foot stool," so I was not lying down, but nearly in the same position.  So reading the story, I was back in the viking ship.  lol, wow was that a trip as I was rocking in the exact same position there too.  Like a hammock or maybe the ship rocking itself.  Like I was there again looking around.  And then I figured for a minute, people have been on Earth Millions of years.  And it's only been like the last few thousands that we have any records of it.  Sure we find things millions of years old, but certainly nothing about a gang of men on a boat looting other areas.

Considering this again, I realized we likely were on boats like that for thousands of years.  I mean, many thousands of years.  Maybe not always as Vikings, but certainly the experience was a lot longer than anything Roman, Greek, or American. . . . So I guess memories of being at War on a ship or on the coastline was something we all have. . . thousands of years of it over and over again.  Certainly thousands of lives, since we might have been lucky to reach the age of thirty, once or twice through the whole span of time, usually dying as a teen if surviving infancy!

Funny, now as I consider.  We each might have two or three lives as Americans, or as USA people, some might be as much as four or five with sudden childhood deaths or whatever.  American Indians might be many thousands more the the Vikings!  But compared to a hundred lives as a Viking, it only makes sense that we would remember that more than anything.  I guess I was always fascinated how the DNA and bones held all these records.  Life after life, each person getting more history literally etched into their bones.

What do you think was important about this

I'm not sure.  I never can follow it all Mon Apr 11  11.48 AM . . . another day

What happened to your PC.

I Got the crash notice, wrote the help desk, including a screen-shot!  Ticket back that night!  This morning Leoj told me to backup the desktop, so I grabbed the jeans and keys.  Spent two hours watching it backup, made coffee, cleaned my desk, talked to a few students.

What did you see?

It was time to get writing again!  1.57pm

What 2.47 PM Now, why do you keep coming back here to blog again?

I'm not sure, as I wrote the next sentence, or rewrite the last one on my article!  Each gets clearer, and stronger.  Like step by step getting closer to one critical statement.  I wonder what happened?  Like suddenly someone asked me a question and FLASH!  I spiral off into another dimension, like watching a cartoon.  Suddenly i see something totally different.  Like looking outside the window and I'm only visiting.  Not been here in Years, Wow look how things changed, look who is running it all now!

What did you do 3.13pm?

I witnessed another explosion!  Boom, someone stepped on a land-mine!  Wow!  A new world erupted right before my eyes.  A New player, ready to hit the pitch!  SLAMMED it out of the park!  And he never knew I was pitching already.  But shit, that one is GONE!  No idea where that will go.  But You know the best part of being out here in the field, we always knowing what's next before anyone else.  It's like that instinct you feel in your bones.  CRACK!  He hit ONE!  Jump!  And before you know it, it's a whole new ball game.  Over night everything shifted  

Love is the key, if sky's are to open. . . rest each other, to Witness this so softly, here!  Sky Sent crossing time to tell the future

It's 6.43 PM now. . . Still Mon Apr 11, what's that 4/11/2016 643 - - 14 9 13 - - 36 - - - 9 figures, completion!  What else would it be.  It's so funny to read the numbers as these things go along.  Like I need to vanish off the planet and get my PhD done.  No more school time, nothing there at all

What a novel idea. . . but you need to bike in and swim.  Then visit the library writing lab and get things fixed.

It's really funny to consider this.  I know I can DO anything. . . and its really weird to see where all these pieces fly in from. . . like I marvel at the wisdom and majesty of the winds, blowing in new players and crying the fly ball into orbit. . . Dam when will it hit the ground again?  Who will ever be able to field that one?

What do you still need to do now?  

I better get to sleep soon!  I know do ritual again.  Part of the program for me!

What would you change if you could change anything?

I would be doing this with my wife!  Inviting everyone to learn and participate.  Helping to make it all fast and easy for all to join in.

What can we do?

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.  Please fill me with Your Strength, Love and Wisdom so I may grow, learn and Achieve through this article published with Nature for the Glory of Father Son and Holy Ghost,   Amen!

One same life here

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the best is discovering something new.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What time now?

It's Fri Mar 25 2.56.56!

Wow!

What do you need these funny numbers for.  For a while there you would study them and link the song on the radio, chasing all the clues and finding exactly what they all meant.  Now you could really careless.  But what's remarkable to us, is how surprised you are all the time.  It's been all here since the beginning of time.  That same time you first spoke to us, asking for something different.  Now it is so different, and new and bizarre that nothing else will really matter, like you are so far ahead of the wave, that you can sit and watch, laugh and wonder about it.  Soak up the sunshine, indulge and enjoy for a moment.  It's all connected and real.  No one can touch you, since you started it all anyway.  It's liek the cops knowing they can't stop you or give you a ticket.  It's just the way things are, the sun comes up, and no tickets.  Sorry nothing else to it . . . 

It's like you waste countless hours trying to explain and justify things, while it's really totally irrelevant for you. . .and for us.  And since we are the One same life here, it's almost funny to talk about.  Like of course your paper will be perfect, and substantially beyond all the others offered.  But you are the PhD student here, and you want to be able to create all these things exactly as you have imagined since the start of time.  

Yes, stop and consider, "since the start of time" you conceived of all this, and allowed it to be. . . . You live in a world where setting the intention is everything.  There is nothing more, that they can do.  It's a contract for services and you can sue to enforce it exactly the way that you want . . . .

I better stop, you are running away with this!

What do you expect, it's always the same story

I really need to laugh about this, as I can see more coming togehter all the time.  And it's 

What tiem now?

It's 6.34.30AM !

What a great job you did on this assignment.  And you even sent out stars stuff.  Great!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.  Fill me with your Strength Love and Wisdom ;-)

we always did. Black Beard, Eric the Red,

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What time is it?

It's Wed Mar 23 12.48.37 AM!

What are you up for?

I've been FLASHING all over the place!

We all know there is nothing to this, and you get totally perplexed as it happens faster and faster.  It's what you are here to do, nothing more.  We are all here for our reasons.  And what is most fun for us is that we have all been together from the start doing the exact same things we always did. Black Beard, Eric the Red, all the same names over and over again too.  Why is that?  We know it all already.  But the best is discovering something new.  Making the world work in a new way,  changing what is, into what we want.  And we all do it all the time.  It's just some of us are helped more than others. So families get together and only help each others.  Sad! 

We are all one, why help one instead of helping all?  It's really the insane lie we feed each other.  More and more people are convinced they need to lie to survive, but it's really the lies that kill you.  So you could live forever it you wanted.  like saying today you would be here for another 3000 years, with dozens of kids/ / / 2.01.21AM

It's so weird to come back again to write, and see such wonderful numbers!  I know i can do anythign and will be doing more than i know possible.  But to see such obvious confirmations, over and over again, where ever i look.  it's really weird and remarkable at the same time.  I mean, doing this is weird enough, but to see things so fast and easy over and over again.  Nothing to do but play.  I mean having my own play ground is weird enough, but building it more and more, right before my eyes

 What did you falsh to just now

I build my road bike and road Bird!  I was flying to Etep Ts in 20 minutes. . . Mik and I could go there anytime we wanted to. . . It 's so weird now

What you are experiencing is really not dreams, or visions, but actual creation.  It's really strange that all around you the Planet is growing and changing all the time.  And you all assume so "Life Force" is doing this. . . Some unknown evolutionary force hidden behind there somewhere. . . .while all along you have been doing it all yourself.  each moment you dream and vision you move energy and create new things.  It's weird as you seem to hide from it.  It's what you do naturally, because it really is that unknown evolutionary force hidden behind everything, as it's what you are and do for moving the planet and civilization forward.

I'm back!  Wed mar 23 2.23.43 AM

What have you been doing . . .

I keep reading over my paper!  It's really so much more beyond my dream visions of who I am and what I do 2

What it's 2.56.50 AM now too, as you just wrote Nhoj and Narik about it all, as you know things are about to really shift again.  You always know these things, and you know it's crazy busy for you and that everything will be perfect, and awesome.  Nothing to worry ever for the moment.  It's exactly where it needs to be, and there is nothing to do but watch it all happen, beyond your wildest dreams. . . knwo it will be

I know, seems like it's always a surprise, but then i always know!

We always have fun with that!

I'm sure, but why do you have to make things such a struggle some times!

What about if you just do it, and then it's not a struggle anymore.  And of course, it's the reason why you are there.  No one will do anything, except you to get it done.  Simple and direct.  Finish the job that no one else will do. . . get in and get out. . .

I know, except i don't want to go anywhere!

What you will see, will make you laugh.

I know i can do anything!

We see you flash again to that road bird, and fly off to Etep Ts, as if it were just across the pond, not across the state.  up in the air you are free and happy, just like riding your bike.

I need to get to bed!

What about doing ritual first

I guess so!

We will help, and you'll enjoy it

I know!

Wait and see.

Thank you so much, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Diffusion of Innovations by Everett M. Rogers

Diffusion of Innovations by Everett M. Rogers :: SSRN

Getting an innovation adopted is difficult; a common problem is increasing the rate of its diffusion. Diffusion is the communication of an innovation through certain channels over time among members of a social system. It is a communication whose messages are concerned with new ideas; it is a process where participants create and share information to achieve a mutual understanding. Initial chapters of the book discuss the history of diffusion research, some major criticisms of diffusion research, and the meta-research procedures used in the book. This text is the third edition of this well-respected work. The first edition was published in 1962, and the fifth edition in 2003. The book's theoretical framework relies on the concepts of information and uncertainty. Uncertainty is the degree to which alternatives are perceived with respect to an event and the relative probabilities of these alternatives; uncertainty implies a lack of predictability and motivates an individual to seek information. A technological innovation embodies information, thus reducing uncertainty

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What happened  . . .

It was really totally weird. . . I just wrote to my son:

I’m so glad I told you to PRAY, My life is just TOO WEIRD=GOD, like now I’m trying to revise an article to graduate (yes ONE article left for my degree) and I’m reading over my sources, so someone mentioned the Rogers’ (2003) idea that it is the adopter’s perception of the innovation, well who is Rogers talking about Innovations?  So I check the references in the article “Rogers, E.M., 2003. The Diffusion of Innovations. Free Press, New York.” and wow its in the free press, so it's a free book about Innovations, I’m sure I have it already.  And I do: C:\Users\Documents\Research Folder\New Research\FNL RVW\PHY\1962 BOOK,Rogers,Diffusion of innovations.pdf  So I search through it for “adopter’ perception” thinking it might be something important that I need to read over now.  Course nothing found.  So I wonder maybe I didn’t convert the complete PDF, often I’ll Character Read the first page to cut and paste the title out. . . so I clicked the scroll bar to highlight some text and see if I can read it. . . Sure only page 3, usually my Character Read is like 10 pages to get the copyright pages where the titles don't have any crazy fonts.  So I click the scroll bar again and just selected/highlighted some random text, course the first word is in Italics in the book: “adoption is a decision to make full use of an innovation as the best course of action available”

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.  Thank you so Much for sharing this moment with me.  Please continue to Fill me with Your Strength, Love and Wisdom so I may continue to Grow and Achieve in Your Glory! Amen.

Thus, diffusion of innovations is a social process that communicates perceived information about a new idea; it produces an alteration in the structure and function of a social system, producing social consequences. Diffusion has four elements: 

1. an innovation that is perceived as new,  
2. communication channels,  
3. time, and  
4. a social system (members jointly solving to accomplish a common goal).

Diffusion systems can be centralized or decentralized. The innovation-development process has five steps passing from recognition of a need, through R&D, commercialization, diffusions and adoption, to consequences. Time enters the diffusion process in three ways: 

1. innovation-decision process,
2. innovativeness, and  
3. rate of the innovation's adoption. 

The innovation-decision process is an information-seeking and information-processing activity that motivates an individual to reduce uncertainty about the (dis)advantages of the innovation. There are five steps in the process: 

1. knowledge for an adoption/rejection/implementation decision; 
2. persuasion to form an attitude, 
3. decision,
4. implementation, and 
5. confirmation (reinforcement or rejection).

Innovations can also be re-invented (changed or modified) by the user. The innovation-decision period is the time required to pass through the innovation-decision process. Rates of adoption of an innovation depend on (and can be predicted by) how its characteristics are perceived in terms of relative advantage, compatibility, complexity, trialability, and observability. The diffusion effect is the increasing, cumulative pressure from interpersonal networks to adopt (or reject) an innovation. Overadoption is an innovation's adoption when experts suggest its rejection. Diffusion networks convey innovation-evaluation information to decrease uncertainty about an idea's use. The heart of the diffusion process is the modeling and imitation by potential adopters of their network partners who have adopted already. Change agents influence innovation decisions in a direction deemed desirable. Opinion leadership is the degree individuals influence others' attitudes

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

3/11/16 11.27pm What are you doing

I'm with my son as we do our homework!  And I know there is really a million zillion things for me to do and work on, but it's the first time I've had a chance to see him in weeks.  Today, Mik completed her Nwotnwod Development Forum that totally rocked.  I was so glad to hear she got home early, so I told her I would go out with Rehpotsirhc so she could have some privacy.  I knew she would just love it.

What happened?

Sirhc asked about visiting FSU over the weekend and we decided to go now.  So I drove us to EOA and FSU, and stopped at home!  We always talk so much while driving, so ended up deciding to pick up goodies at my house.  So we walked in on Mik who, jumped up and dressed to visit with Sirhc.  She told him about meeting his Department Chair who was one of 14 speakers at her conference.  And as we were all chatting the pizza she ordered arrived.  We each had a piece and Sirhc and I went into my office.  By the time we left she offered what was left.  We took my bottle of wine.  And Have been sitting here at his place all evening.

What did you do in the office?

I opened my server and then the WordPress desktop to see what he was working on!  He showed me his troubles with it and I made some screen prints and sent a question to some people around the office.  I'm not sure if any will have any idea about how to get things done, but i can ask a few more soon too. . . 

What else have you been talking about?

It's really been fun!  And it was about fun.  I kept coming back to say how important it was for him, and us, to get really serious and powerful about loving our very moment.  Not looking or seeking, wondering or questioning, but just staying present and loving the moment.  Being real about what made the joy and love come up for us each individually in the day to day experiences around us. Staying in those moments and taking the opportunities that come up for us.
I told him he should Pray when he meditates, nothing fancy just soemthing short and simple to start.   I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Another Life: what's this February; the Month of LOVE>;-)={

Another Life  Friday, February 26, 2016  what's this February the Month of LOVE

It's another time, another place, flashing off again now; where to, no one knows, and all is open.  We are always so surprised when you finally let go, and allow things to FLOW into Being something new.  Now you flashed into FSU again.  You would walk in to see DR. Emokwen and DR. Tloblaw, like you owned the place, and everyone would treat you like you did.  But what's more funny than anything now, is that you can make anything happen, still to today.  You always have, and you knew it.  It's another time again, where you can build a new fort.  The energy source for tomorrow . . . . coming right out of thin air, for this world.  Again you flash off into the water and fish; moving plants around, and creating more, and more life with people and plants all evolving in the very moment . . . life, life, life, everywhere. . . growing, flourishing, expanding, and evolving this very moment,  wow, like creating it all The Planets all over again, starting from scratch, and making something totally new.  A Whole New Universe, there in your Hands out from now, where 4.10.12am.errw;-) everything just bursts into creation from nothing.  it's the Big Bang again from nothing, as the Universe expands each second.  Now here again it's ready for moe.  And so we accept this responsibility and we move forward and do as we must..  Each new step, a bit different from the last, opening up more again as you Flash to Bike Rides with your wife to Buddha Centers to Practice Ritual again!

We always know too much, and get too far into things we really never understand.  Which is really the method to the madness, as we are always in control, more than anyone could ever understand. when we say there is only one life here, it's really because you can understand how you're connected to everyone.   There is no escape, nothing else, but your connection to all life, evolving all around you . . . This is YOUR Place, we are all here with you too, and then with the understanding comes the feeling, The Love, and the experience deep down inside, you get the vibrations, the tingles up your arms are electrical charges, those vibrations create more magnetism too so you affect all those around you.  Like learning to type again know, u always knew u would, like making ur own story, creating the u, that you wanted from the start, making it exactly want you wanted, so it's faster, and easier than ever. Everything just Flows, as it's you, Being You, each moment creating more, adjusting, (3.21.31am.errw;-) shifting, growing, expanding, doing more of that, that no one can really understand.  As you do not either, filled with Faith and Trust, knowing, that you are here in this One Life fulfilling the place that Only You could know, why should everything work perfect.  Of course it can, the energy source for Tomorrow, clearing all the Air!  Sharing and Lending a hand. . . we are all one, so we all fit and do as we must,  Your crying in the night, howling in the wilderness is the same power and creation that has always worked in the universe.  All creation started here, why should you be any different.

Consider one moment, you created everything for u, so there is never any reason to question or wonder, as it's easier and faster than ever.  The very same experience over and over, until it's right, exactly where you wanted, and ready to complete everything you could ever imagine.  Why now, what else could be the point of all life? . . .   2/27/2016 1.29.50am . . .and a new time again 3.27.20am.errw;-)

what's this

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!  I love You Jesus Christ, I love You Jesus Christ, I love You Jesus Christ, I love You Jesus Christ, I love You Jesus Christ, I love You Jesus Christ,

What else could you expect. . . this is the Whole point, all your life you've been waiting, what you known, is alive. . . the energy source for tomorrow.  And it's u again, in ur space, playing along, as best you can, but really knowing all the time, it's really u creating it all anyway.  There is only ONE life here, so we are all playing our part, knowing clear and true, so it never really matters now, or later.  you can always do exactly what you intended.  each and every day it's the exact same.  The world opens up, waits and wonders?  Will we change everything today?  Maybe tomorrow? 

Sat Feb 27 3.09.01am how could I argue with that ! 3.31.44am.errw;-) AND I'M BACK AGAIN, checking, reading, feeling into the reality that i created here with you know! . . .Yes, Now, we Know!  Knowing it Now, is that very center of the universe that all things spring from.  It's here in your space, with you now.  As I read the last chapter, i FLASHED to ritual with DR. werdna kcor where we met to do ritual at the new mindfulness place we found.  It was sunday morning again, we had to get there and do it right!  It's all created there for us.  Waiting, anxious, wondering if we are finally really to love the totally blissed life of beauty and peace before us.  And so we biked into the place, got there a few hours too early and simply walked in and danced about.  It's this wild flash of wonder, as I realize Now Again, I can see such Love and Beauty, and Might!  Thank You, Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, for Creating Your Word! I Love You, Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, for Creating Your Word! I Love You, Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You, Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You, Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You, Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You, Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You, Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, . . .

Oh, to begin such a disclosure, instead, instead, instead . . .  sky sent, crossing time, to tell the future. . . What else could it ever bee!  Of course you are not alone, everyone knows that.  Why would ANY conscious Being trouble a visit, or allow your world to impact anyone, when you are clearly still so lost as a single Society= Person. . . they simply don't tell you, because they want to be sure you are ready.  there is only one life here. so helping you to be, exactly what Love is.  How could anyone argue with that.  No one could interfere, it's perfect exactly as it is, we here now share in the new creation beyond all being. . . For the Earth, For the Earth, For the Earth, For the Earth, 

wow, I stop for a second to sip my wine, and then i realize i need to write the time again before i read this all over. . . over and over and over, sooner or later i can get it right ! 3.15.25am wow. . . 

What a cool time 3.48.28am.errw;-) . . Sat Feb 27,  and he's back, ready to explore and open into another universe.  Love is the Key, if Skies are to Open. . . rest in Each other, to Witness this opening.  No more lies, simply BE in the truth that you are.  no more addictions, no more Poisons, no More Lies. . . You do not need Greed any longer.  you can step beyond that now.  You finally realized there is enough, or too much.  So there is no need to fight and demand more.  There it too much already.  If you gave away more it would even get easier.  More will share and less will struggle.  It's all one big happy family, FINALLY! . . . .

It's such a trip to see you writing such!  I could simply watch and laugh, since it really doesn't affect me too much at all.  Like I am just the ethnographer writing these notes here now for you to see and understand how evolution works.  You see as I tap the keyboard, the entire Planet bounces below me.  Like sitting on the beach ball, while you kick it.  Of course I know these words are changing things

What 4.24.45am.errw;-) again we type for you.  it's interesting that you start to sign for us.  How silly is that.  It's time to simply follow through.  The work and the challenge are over.  You can do and be what you like.  Simply accept you are done, and make it clear to those around you that this is what you need to do.   You planned it all exactly like it is.  No one could imagine, and no one needed to. You made it clear you could trust Us, and told us the conditions to make this work.  and we obliged, so that we could work in partnership and cooperation.  This now is the next step for you.  As you've Flashed countless times seeing the same things over, and over. 

How cool is that !

What you need to realize is that nothing will ever go wrong.  No FEAR, everything is exactly as we need it to be.  And we are all going to make it very clear and specific for you to follow along.

I must have told you to make it happen this way as well.  I seem to rememebr that I would never remember any directions.  I'm sure i told you to always give me specific directions, so i could get everything done. exactly as i wanted.

What else would you ask for?

I Just need to Know that All the Friends and Family are safe!  I know death is not real, so Please keep them with me as long as possible.

yes of course, and What of your mom?

I know she is with me, and I know she still is with Chris and Emily, wow. now Kim too! ! ! How cool is that

We have all been ready and waiting for this

It's weird, as i say that, i feel DR. Ragde Elehcim who just deid.  Wow, he's been waiting for a while for me to ask for him

We have warned you that once you get the word out, more and more will be comign to you

It all have a place and purpose !

What time is it

It's 4.32.37am.errw;-)

What about going to bed, you have lots to do tomorrow!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.  Thank you amen!

Another Life: what's this February the Month of LOVE

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What

I I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Projects

Journal2MyGOD

What a total trip!

It's like i've been here doing the exact same thing that I have always done.  Just like grade school, building another fort in the backyard . . . . 

"so team, I have this box. . "  It's this big, and i can cut it up. . . what can you add, what can we make together?Paint wow, we can make it red!   

What about a stick? who has a stick?Now we have a periscope or maybe it looks like a arm!

Except now i can make it an assignment and require them all to be real and right about it all.  

Red paint, what about blue and green.  What colors do you really have, not just the one you want to bring. ? 

We filled out the same Skills Form before we started so everyone could see if we could pull off this UA project!  I was very clear about it, and they all knew it too. so we did it anyway.  I then told them about Characteristics and Why these were different than Skills.  In class, I asked them to give me examples and started writing them down.  Then after about 15, I asked to see who agreed with each.  It was quick and simple democracy.  Funny, how some were obvious, since they were in the room with me - - like wanting education & experience.  No brainer questions it seemed.  But then like Organization was off, like all are really talented and smart, but some are more together with it all,


But then I said how when would do it individually, we have an experience that affects us more deeply.  Like all finding that many of the Top Ten on each personal list is the same.  We see how some have "kindness" as three and others have it as seven. . . . and it's more personal, and we relate to each other better.  THEN WHEN we are divided into a team, we can share these and create priorities and plans to move forward.  What's the PRIORITY Project for the team?  Education, Water or Soil?


Which priority resonates for your team?  Each team, must start somewhere?  Are we creating a design, or requesting resources first?  What can we do now?  Now who has the skills are resources for this task we found?

Today in class I want to paint it, who can bring brushes, or tarps, maybe rags to clean up?  What else do we need? 

And it's back to what we said at the start, We all recognize important characteristics where we are the same.  We each like to be kind and considerate to each other.   Even more so with our friends and families.  We are people this is all normal. . . Like we each have had experiences and learned in the American School Systems.



We are the 0.00001%.  No one has the opportunities and resources at hand like us.  So we can make this community garden anyway we want.  Document each step in the process, complete and build the total system democratically, together as a team.

What was that?

I FLASHED again!
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

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Be patient when things remain deliberately unexpressed under today's void-of-course Moon. Quiet conditions continue under tonight's Capricorn Moon. Singles, it could be the start of a relationship with someone who excites you but you don't know why. It might be interesting to find out.
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Today  |  Tomorrow   |  This Week  |  This Month   |  2016 Create your Profile  |  E-mail Subscriptions FEBRUARY 4, 2016 A picture of an art object from a different culture could arouse some strange feelings in you, Taurus. You won't know why, but it will spark a new interest in that culture. This probably relates to events deep in your past that you don't remember. Go ahead and explore this new interest. It will be intriguing and at the same time could help you release old traumas or phobias. Enjoy!

Oh and Prodigal Son of Bible fame, wow, how blind and arrogant can you get? But i understand you are programmed “military” you simply don’t know any better, naive and uneducated . . . follow the leader at all costs. . . . . or actually filled with lies. . . twisted to believe what makes you feel safe. I know the paradigm, FOX NEWS cons the entire planet this same way!

now: 7.01am 2/4/2016!

What do you mean?

It's this One, now!

Wow, it looks like things are all ready.

I know it's been building this way for years, and it's nothing that I haven't done or seen a thousand times by now. One life, ready now to BE, all we are here to be . . . together!

We are confident this will be exactly what you might need for everyone? The lies are all only broken with love.  And facing the very truth of what is happening on the planet will only come by love.  You really can not change everything in a second, and it's right here now, more than ever.  the pieces coming together starting with the five: ISOM, CDCAU, Sendrag Hcsub, Yratnemele Wahs, Ecnailla Htron .. . . 

Wow, I never knew it would be so easy.  It's like this One simple program and step by step process to build something totally simple and direct, now!

What do you mean?

It's this One experience where i can BE now!

What do you mean?

WOW, It's going to be a awesome ride, again!  Like this One beginning in the new year, seeing everything fitting together like some fantasy, not really knowing where we are going or what we are next!  It's like this little fantasy dream space that morphs a little more every step of the way.  Again and again, i see people and places fitting together and meeting once again new, like they had always been destined to be together anyway

What do you mean?

It's this One, now!

What do you mean?

I think it's really too cool to see how these things happen.  I struggle and wonder sometimes, but hold tight and follow through.  Then suddenly it's done, i'm on the otherside, and I stop to wonder. . . How could this happen?  It's like this One moment I'm lost fighting for something i really don't understand, and then the next moment it's done, resolved, in perfect place, finished, now so set and perfect I cannot understand how it could happen!  Of course I know it's all in Spirit.  I know there is only One Spirit, and One life here

What do you mean?

That's why I laugh about Loving Jesus Christ. . . That name still scares so may people.  But it could be any name, it is Every Name.  There is only one life here, so names are not important at all.  But I love using this name, because I know the Power of The Word, and Words are what Jesus was all about. . . carrying his Power Further and making it Clear for others to know and share is vital.
I love you Dear Jesus Christ!
Thank you for filling me with Your Strength, Love, and Wisdom so I may grow and learn to Achieve for your Glory. . . Amen!

now4u2 in January 2016

now4u2 Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

5.52 1/25/2016 What happened in your family yesterday?

My mother died 17 years ago 1/24/1999.  My dad remembered he had given me the wrong date and sent me a note yesterday.  It's weird as I know she never left us. What a trip is that, to know and connect with my mother even now!

What do you mean?

It's this One, Full Experience with You that I share with anyone who is ready!  We have always been connecting creating this complete universe together! My children never left her side, until the boogieman came in too much.  I remember when Sirhc first said he couldn't hear her anymore after scouts one night talking.  He understood how he was getting lost in the lies of the american dream.  The most intense propaganda system there every was created.  So of course he couldn't hear her, his ears were full of shit.

I knew she would reach out to me too!  Wow, I never have connected with her too much.  I knew she was there clear and strong, but I couldn't allow her energy into my space.  I knew I could, but also knew she was busy with my children and I didn't want her distracted.  It was their experience, who am i to interfere or judge it.

Now, I guess I really need to get into this place of power and clarity, with her again.  It's kinda really weird now as things are so crazy, and I'm struggling to keep up with everything.  It's really insane, but I know it's time for me to do, what I came here to do, the three billionaires are at the dinner table tonight, it really makes it seem obvious that it's time to really make something happen.

Mik was in the middle of everyone, as she knew everyone at the table.  Nhoj had the workshop with Mik the night before.  Then Mik and Mik, both shared emails, but never met, so to sit and chat over dinner was just awesome. Everyone knew her, so they were all set at ease as they sat down. Even Nerik said they had gone to india together to his wife. Everything was perfect, like a magic show. People getting up and moving around, talking to each other.  Getting to know each other more. Nylcaj and I sat at the next table over, so Nhoj and I traded seats, so everyone had time to chat.

Everything is really pumped-up into this place, exactly as we all need here. I really had no idea what I was doing, except i knew exactly who had to be at our table.  Then even where they each sat, as we walked up . . . Magic aint a tiny piece, more majestic, remarkable, illustrious, it was exactly where it all needed to be. I said a few words as each walked up, and it was super glue for the puzzle pieces . . . as i marveled from afar.  Everything WORKS!  A "Do Tank," not a "think tank" . . .

Like now I'm talking to my iPhone to write in my blog, which is something that I envisioned nearly all of my life!  How incredible is it to be here now with this technology and this power to share knowledge, and words, and insights, instantaneously across the planet. I can say a few words. Then I click the done button.  And then it pops up on the screen in front of me.  How wicked cool is that. Like the twilight zone all over again.  again.  again.  again.  again.
            and most remarkable I can say whatever I want.
            no one's going to stop me
            no one's going to edit this
            no one, will even know that I've done it, until it's done.
            Instant consciousness
            Instant sharing
            Instant WORDs before you . . .
            how awesome is that.
            I can talk to everyone on the planet at once.

Who is ready for this now?

I guess my wife, my friends, everyone? I noticed the young kids Nnyl brought in with her to help get things done today with the awesome vegetarian, organic, local food she brought us today!  One was with her for 8 years, and the other for two already.  It's wicked cool, like family ;-)  Introduced her to Drahcir the moment he walked in and said how Mik recommended her - - oh they both know Mik, she's the greatest . . .Then I walked away, did the same thing when I introduced her again to Selihcde. Said how they should trade recipes and then walked off.

What is that all about?

I can put all the pieces together, after I went to Snedrag Hcsub Friday . . . I realized Systems Theory: The Nexus will make everything work right!  They are all asking me for ways to connect the dots and make things work that no one is doing.  And so now I FLASH again into another place, another time . . . no greed, no control, just love, in cooperation, in support, in Truth, Trust and Respect

What do u wanna do!

I want to change the planet: evolve the consciousness to be at peace in love with eternity ==> Family

What was the FLASH?

I FLASH, when I imagine another scenario for the existing people, places, and materials I see around me!  It's really almost like watching a cartoon, everything I see can morph into a new picture, a new place, a new combination that works completely different.  It's like bugs-bunny chasing the coyote in the desert where at every turn another anvil morphs from nothing.  So Plants, Trees, Water, people, all moving together in peace and cooperation, no more crazy machines, nature is producing everything where we are shepherds instead of rulers.  Suddenly, everyone is family, and everything is connected.

What a trip is that!  No fear!

What was that FLASH you had earlier.1/25/2016 11.28.01

I was using all the state, city, school, business resources together in cooperation as synergistic partnerships!  One people connected all the time . . . all voting, sharing, working together instead of hiding and cheating.  No more crime because there is really enough for all. I guess it's really the same FLASH that i've had all my life.  Which is really wicked kewl, as i remember episodes before my accident too. Using the composting tractor from Snedrag Hcsub on county lands, where there was more than enough for everyone . . . Snedrag staff becoming instructors supervising the equipment and training new drivers.

What we are doing is bringing the full expression out for all to see and witness together. You are all connected and move resources to achieve and grow your newest passion.  We are all thrilled to see you delve into more passion.  As you grow and move into this . . . your love never fails, , , as you share and open new opportunities every step reverberates endlessly adding light into farther and farther galaxies.  Each Thought, each Word, each Action, each one expanding more and more of the light before you all.  None can see it all.  But the marvels that are breaking through catch everyone.  Each of us feel and see the rebirth, and experience of life and connection to this passion. 

. . . it's one in the same dream.  When you flash you allow the spirit of love, the very magnetism of the earth and plants, and bodies around you; to move to express a new unique form. its the parallel universe where everything you are seeking and asking to do has already happened.  you can see it.  it's all done.  everything is connected.  the rainfall you catch generates your power, feeds your plants, and keeps you healthy.

It's really weird how these self-evident truths are so common and accepted! But not enacted

We have that all set and placing you each in the same places over and over again, really make it easy for you to share and grow something new.

I know there is Power in the Name of Jesus! And I put this power in these words, and your breathe now as you share new words

What about closing? 12.12.48 1/26/2016

I Am so grateful that You are so present in my life; I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please Fill me with Your Strength, Love and Wisdom for the Glory of Father Son and Holy Ghost

Prototyping| Presencing Institute U.School

what's this: Prototyping U.School:

What's the critical Elelment of our environment, culture or society?  What about how we teach, learn and Grow?  Seems like the easiest method or solution would be to link these together. . . What links our Environment, Culture, Society to teach, learnd and grow?

Seems like the basic would be FOOD!  Growing our own food would inspire students both to learn, grow and teach. . . Like build from hwat's there.  Not trying to waste something, to get something else.  But take and use what's there and make it work!  lol, sounds like fun!

Yummy House

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I want to share a little background story with you.  I married my college sweetheart when I graduated USF in 1988.  I was employed and into a house (Seminole Heights, still now) by December 1989.  A first child by August 1990, and my son by May 1992.  However, in one week of 1999 I lost my job, lover, and mother, who died of cancer.

8.33pm it says on the screen shot.  As I got home Mik got on a conference call for a class she's taking and I wrote to my son.  Told him about dinner with Mik at Yummy House and he says he just walked into the same restaurant.  So I told him about where we sat . . . oh, shit, I copied it in here already.  Why the hell am I talking about it now anyway. . . But it's a total trip, as I see myself falling into power and strength more and more where the synergy and synchronicity of the Universe supports and directs my experience magically.  Each step, each position, everything is completely set, designed, and planned to some perfect vision, that none could ever even imagine.  But why not, it has to be limitless, the elephant in the room is too big to see beyond the one trunk I'm holding.  How could I even imagine a tail on the other end, this before me, is too big to comprehend, see all of, vision, imagine at all. . . 

Why?

It's so good to be hear again with you, i was reading over everything I wrote today on my lists, and I realized I had to post to the Edx MIT Ulab site too.  I guess I got another announcement about posting to the listening homework. . . . It's so powerful too, as I realized why I wasn't posting to it. . . No one is at the 4th level, but all I can see or BE is that level.

Why does that surprise you

I was reading. . again, nothing should surprise me!

eric's Dashboard | Presencing Institute U.School: Like everything clicked together and fit. SO CONNECTING TO MY EMERGING SELF, TO WHO I REALLY AM, is about creating and making it all exactly the way I want . . . as I know as soon as I start construction everything else starts falling apart. Like magically the planet shifts to BE ME.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What else?

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.  Everything about this experience is really just phenomenal . . . and I see more pieces coming together, like another universe, another place, another universe where things are exactly the way they need to be for everything to change exactly how I set out to imagine, dream, create. . .

Well are you ready for it, finally?

I think that was really weird too.  Like everything I've been doing. . . is exactly in place to be, do, create, exactly what I need or want for this experience!  And then sometimes the machine will choke, the webpage will crash or email will bounce:  http://www.corealizer.com/stars2man and suddenly i realize the time and place it not right for whatever it is that I wanted to share. . . completely trusting and sharing what is real for me at this moment!
THANK YOU!

what's this

what's this???

Wow, that was weird. I just Flashed back to the SNIK meeting where I did Ritual, and I told them how to move energy in a simple real way they could experience it. And then came back and asked who did it, since I could feel the shift. I mean there is only ONE Consciousness, so whether we know, accept, or understand this . . . If we play with crazy Rituals that shift creation, we feel it. Course Lorac eventually told me she did it. Funny, I seem to remember she told me weeks later, and Sharon remembered me asking and never getting an answer, as Carol missed the next meeting or something weird like that.

It's so strange to see all these things connecting again and again.

Like I wrote this morning, 5-investors? Really weird shit showing up!
I'm finally getting down into my writing again. Well my academic writing. I know I can do this, or have been wanting and waiting to since time began! Of course I get the feeling I've done!

What happened to you now? 

I busy trying to write!  It's weird too, as I seem to have been writing forever!  I wonder if this was something else I created just for me, but then all things seemingly fall into this category, as we created everything because we wanted to play with it all.  So now trying to grapple with writing theories, and conceptual expressions that are clear and in place with what others think, see and examine.  What a bitch!