Patel College: PhD. Degree

PhD. Degree: The Doctor's Degree will seek to show the validity of this "hypothesis:" Life, through evolution, seeks to unify matter and energy into more concentrated complex forms to create more of these energies!

Where did this come from?

I was looking at the college webpage, and noticed the dean had a Ted-Talk he did posted there.  I had to listen to it of course, and shut off my radio and clicked play to go on with my work.  Of course he was speaking about all the things I was doing!  The College is a "DO tank" not just a "think tank"

What else did you see?

I got this email about a movie, so I clicked on the trailer and it looked really cool, again connecting to everything that I am!

What do you mean?

I got this other email speaking about siddhi of samyana (one pointed concentration) and I recognized my own experience was dictating my circumstance!  I was not being One-Pointed about my life and I needed to get there.

What did you feel with the solar power coming through?

It was obvious that things were changing for everyone!  Again it was time for me to get more serious about who I am and what I can do.  The whole planet needs a clear example of what this means and what it is really all about.  Connecting to our Truth is about connecting to Real Power.  Not just a temporary personal thing but a real deep seated Earth restoring kinda thing.  Each one of us has a particular passion and truth deep inside that the whole needs to experience.  This fundamental truth of the planet means that we really need everyone.  It's the truth that each of the individuals on the planet can add something new and necessary is missing.  We all seem to think there is no need to xzy, or pdq while everything is necessary.  The planet has been evolving for centuries, each element has an important place and role to fill.

What now?

I, I invoke, decree, and dream Awake the full cellular Ascension of my Being Physical, mental, emotional, spiritual in this Now … ! 

This came up for me.  I have so many music clips on the PC and set the player to play them ALL randomly . . .  I got all pumped up with the power and couldn't sleep.  Finally after a few hours, I got up and did my ritual thing and all.

What happened?

It was really powerful and clear.  I flashed off into making my space and everything again.  It is more and more clarity, more and more power.  I could feel all the energy of the Sun and Solar-system coming down through me into the Earth.  I chanted "I am light within without..." over and over again.  It was very clear how I was "single-pointed" and strong about what I wanted and needed to see in my future.  This felt really good and healthy, and I know I need to do more of it all!

I invoke and dream Awake

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I invoke, decree, and dream Awake the full cellular Ascension of my Being
Physical, mental, emotional, spiritual in this Now …

With the full support of God/Goddess, The Ascended Master realm to include: Our Ascended Master Self, father Saint Germain, Sananda, the Holy Mother Mary, Quan Yin/Goddess of Mercy, Archangel Michael and the Legions, Ashtar and the entire command, Babaji, Raphael, Gabriel, Clan of the Trumpet Angels, Aboriginal and tribal shaman, Goddesses of Fortune, Angels of Light, Alohim, Clan of the Serpents, Shiva, All Christ Frequencies, all animal totems, Elementals of Fire and Air, Water and Earth.

All divine beings of Light, Love and Ascension named and unnamed
To activate the cells within my Being, who are your counterparts with the Unified power of the One. I decree my Highest Good always operating in this Now.
I decree Grace & Mercy always operating in this Now.

I invoke, decree, and dream awake the full truth and reality of this ascension in this now
I invoke and dream awake with every breath that I breathe the VIOLET FIRE transmuting my whole being.
I invoke and dream awake the full current of ascension in every cell of my BEing
I am ascended.

I invoke and dream Awake expanded God Consciousness Fully Realized in Me as Unlimited Abundance fulfilling my every need and desire.

I invoke and dream Awake the ending of procrastination, tiredness, blockages and obstacles & unhealthy belief systems.

I decree immediate abundance in my life.
I invoke and dream awake my LIBERATION from all karmic debt
I am Infinite Opulence

I invoke and dream Awake my personal Empowerment in every instant that anyone is impacted by my Being & Creations.

I invoke and dream Awake the Infinite Empowerment of my sexual, spiritual, mental, emotional, physical and financial relationship with Life.

I invoke and dream Awake Sacred Sexuality, Erotic Innocence, and always express the Sacredness of the sexual force for pleasure, creativity and healing.

I invoke and dream Awake World Universal Healing from all sexual woundedness and shame.

I invoke and dream Awake worldwide release from all manipulating forces and beings who would control humanity; past, present and future.

I invoke the Angels and Ascended Masters to realign and heal all misused Energy to include the full restructuring of our DNA

I invoke and dream awake the transmutation of all negative and judgmental projections

I invoke and dream awake my constant ability to be centered and balanced in my psychic perceptions and empathic nature ~ all overwhelming psychic energies are released by me automatically, easily, effortlessly.

I Am Empowered by Everything!

I invoke and dream Awake my lucid dreaming each night I sleep and total remembering
When I awake

I invoke and dream Awake my Infinite Harmony with God/Goddess/I AM!

I invoke and dream Awake the full expression of my Miraculous Healing Power!

My life is a continuous stream of MIRACLES!

I invoke and dream Awake my infinite ability and willingness to receive ALL of LIFE’S BLESSINGS.

I invoke and dream Awake a constant Attitude of Gratitude for my Whole Life, all of my Accomplishments & Blessings, including the same for the Universe at Large.
I invoke and dream Awake the full Blessings of God/Goddess The Ascended Masters, Angels, Guides and Beings of Light to Bless this Earth.

I invoke and dream and Awake all my decrees, vocations and prayers – I have released to the Universe and opened myself to God’s Response, Support & Love in my Highest Good in my Life.

I invoke and dream Awake the release of all past, present and future lifetimes of decrees and vows which would bind me to limitation lack and density and anything not of Ascension in this Now.

I invoke and dream Awake the full reclaiming of my Eternal Self as Powerful Loving and Fully Aligned in ABUNDANT God Consciousness.
I invoke and dream Awake the total dissolving of all manipulating forces which would bind this earth plane in fear.
I invoke and dream Awake the influence of the Ascended Master realm and Angels to Intercede and raise the vibrations higher to bring the Darkness INTO THE LIGHT.

Raising the Frequency of LOVE and GOD CONSCIOUSNESS in this NOW!
I invoke and dream Awake the full ascension of planet Earth in this NOW!

~ Lyrics by Astarius *Spirit Rap/DNA Ascension*

Elisabet Sahtouris | the butterfly story

Elisabet Sahtouris | the butterfly story

Cells with the butterfly genome were held as dislike aggregates of stem cells that biologists call 'imaginal cells', hidden away inside  the caterpillar’ all its life, remaining undeveloped until the crisis of overeating, fatigue and breakdown allows them to develop, gradually replacing the caterpillar with a butterfly!   

Such metamorphosis makes a good metaphor for the great changes globalisation, in the sense of world transformation, is bringing about., as Norie Huddle first used it in her beautiful book Butterfly. Our bloated old system is rapidly becoming defunct while the vision of a new and very different society, long  held by many 'imaginal cell'  humans who dreamt of a better world, is now  emerging like a butterfly, representing our solutions to the crises of predation, overconsumption and breakdown in a new way of living lightly on Earth, and of seeing  our human society not in the metaphors and models of mechanism as well-oiled social machinery, but in those of evolving, self-organizing and intelligent living organism.

If you want a butterfly world, don't step on the caterpillar, but join forces with other imaginal cells to build a better future for all!

Get Grounded

Another Life: Teaching and sharing at our meeting.  Necessity is the Mother of Invention, creating community is such an incredible experience where OUR WORDS are the Mother of Invention, Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you need to write.

I had one incredible experience again!  Several people asked about the "heart-field" here in St Pete.  So I walked out into the center of the circle to explain to everyone about it during the evening news.  I explained how we all get charged up in the spirit here in Tampa Bay.  It is a real power we recognize and we are measuring it.  Get a reg from the Pear Research group (started at Princeton in NJ) and see for yourself.  Now when you get yourself all charged up in this energy here - - like popping wide awake at 3am when our melatonin flows from the pituitary gland.. - - having your head spinning like crazy, where your whole body is buzzing and you can't sleep. . .

The 3am is what you heard the host say during his introduction. . . which you recorded very carefully. and should post on the new to: starsusa.org/finished/

I guess the best part was when Tom from Norway came out and compared the Open Space we were sharing to the cells in the body dividing into new individuals and then coming back together to create a new evolved whole!  And he loved how the energy got pumped up.  So he shook it all around his body, doing a little dance there for us.  Then he asked us all to get up and shake too. . .

I got out there in the center again, taking the mic from him as he left . . . AGAIN now when we get all pumped up with the heart-field energy please take your shoes off and set your feet into the sand and ground yourself.  SEE your energy flowing deep down into the ground . . .

Why don't you tell the whole meditation.

I stand barefoot outside in the grass or sand, leaning on a tree is best!  Now imagine all this energy spinning in your head - - see it like the branches of the tree above you.  The winds of ideas and words blowing through the limbs of synapse in your brain, as tornado winds swirling around you.  Feel the light and rain above you.  Sparked Lightning visions coming into the swirling vibrations of your mind.  Each cell another leaf filling with delight.

Now feel this swirl of power coming down your spine, down your center, like sap flowing down deep through your trunk . . . down down through your feet into the earth below you.  Like the roots of the tree sprouting from your feet deep down into the sands.  Now feel this light and the sparks from your mind flowing down into the ground, like roots of energy sprouting from your feet deep into the earth all around you.  Sense the tree behind you doing the same thing at the same time.  Pulling the light from the heavens down into the earth.  Know you are in kinship, together moving the lights of divinity down into the earth.  Nourishing the Earth. . . feel that spin in your heart, and power in your head spiral down into the Earth!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What else!

I love this moment sharing with everyone the moment of divinity that I feel from them . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. amen.

Fw: [now4u2] WOSonOS 2013 St. Petersburg Florida - Virtual Space

--- On Wed, 5/15/13, Blogger <no-reply@blogger.com> wrote: From: Blogger <no-reply@blogger.com> Subject: [now4u2] WOSonOS 2013 St. Petersburg Florida - Virtual Space To: stars2man@yahoo.com Date: Wednesday, May 15, 2013, 7:22 PM WOSonOS 2013 St. Petersburg Florida - Virtual Space: menu A "tapas menu" of virtual choices—we're excited to present you with a number of ways to play virtually with WOSonOS. Everything is optional, and is designed to enhance the in-person experience as well as to help connect people who want to join from a distance. We offer these choices in the spirit of an experiment, with the intention of learning from what doesn't work as well as from what does. Google Docs Home—Google Drive is the place for documents and information to help coordinate our virtual proceedings/experiments.  Click here to access the WOSonOS2013 folder where all key documents and subfolders are contained. Newsroom—If onsite participants choose to, they can use Google docs to record session notes in real time. This allows for collaborative note taking and eliminates the need to transfer notes to the News Room once the session is complete. It also allows offsite participants to engage in sessions while they are underway and to access the Evening News.  Also, if you choose to initiate a virtual session (see below) you can post your notes to the News Room just like those who are gathered in person, and your session can be included in the final WOSonOS2013 report. Click here to access the News Room folder. Twitter—Tweeters are invited to use #WOSonOS2013 for sending and tracking tweet updates before, during, and after the WOSonOS 2013.  Capture key moments and share them as appropriate with the world via Twitter.  At the end of each day, we'll aggregate the tweets with Storify to help tell our stories about WOSonOS in Florida.   Skype Buddies—Would you like to join in the WOSonOS2013 live via Skype, Google Hangouts, etc?  Some of the in-person participants are willing to connect with you via thier iPads, laptops, etc and bring you directly into the room with them! We have created a Skype Buddies Bulletin Board so people on site can pair up with people off-site who want to try this out. Users are responsible for contacting potential buddies to work out details on exactly when and how they will connect, test their connections, etc. Virtual Sessions in Parallel— We invite you to experiment with creating some purely virtual sessions as part of our WOSonOS2013 conversation. You can use this Virtual OST Marketplace Google doc to post details for a session you wish to initiate or to let hosts know that you are considering joining them. Sessions might be conducted using teleconferencing, video conferencing or text only. It's up to the initiator to make those arrangements using whatever platform they choose. With so many options available now for virtual conversation, both free and at fairly low cost, it's easy to convene small groups. And more and more of us have the skills to manage large virtual groups as well. Here's a playground in which we can learn together. Questions or Comments?—Please post them to this forum thread here on our Crowdvine site. Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I am you, you are me, there are no spaces inbetween...  the love will find a butterfly into your heart.. . . I am so glad to be on this ride with such awesome people...last night I presented the dream I wrote of you on our blog: journal4ourgod.blogspot.com I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. -- Posted By Blogger to now4u2 at 5/15/2013 06:22:00 PM

WOSonOS2013 conversation

Journal2MyGOD: Virtual Sessions in Parallel— We invite you to experiment with creating some purely virtual sessions as part of our WOSonOS2013 conversation. You can use this Virtual OST Marketplace Google doc to post details for a session you wish to initiate or to let hosts know that you are considering joining them. Sessions might be conducted using teleconferencing, video conferencing or text only. It's up to the initiator to make those arrangements using whatever platform they choose. With so many options available now for virtual conversation, both free and at fairly low cost, it's easy to convene small groups. And more and more of us have the skills to manage large virtual groups as well. Here's a playground in which we can learn together.

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What was so interesting?

What else?

I need to write more later. . . I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

I’m struggling because of what “I Believe”

Another Life: RE: Dade City et al connections....:
I’m struggling because of what “I Believe,” while I know she supports me as a graduate student, and knows I’m doing what no one else can do.  But . . lol. . .Maybe I need to just shut-up and trust it will all be as it must.  I’m the Engineer on a mission exchanging energy to get the same.

Sat Nam.

PS. sign up for this: http://wosonos2013.crowdvine.com/.  The author of the Open Space Book (Harrison Owen) will be there May 16-19 doing a World training.  I already have a student scholarship to it.  Susan, who is doing it up with Sharon Joy, attended this last one that I video recorded: http://www.starsusa.org/finished/chris-harvest.wmv

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What do you feel?

It feels really wonderful!  I'm really confident again.  I seem to go through these odd cycles.  One minute I feel like I'm getting chewed out and have no clue what I am doing.  Then the next minute, I'm leading and teaching where I am on top of the world, expressing divinity at such levels not known to man.

What do you see is common here from one to the next. . .

I get the sense of how I am the little kid in the candy store, again!  Where I can be so strong and confident in one moment, but then quiet and insecure in the next.  Maybe when I'm sure what I want and what my place is everything flows . . .  Like, I remember when I was selling candy in grade school.  Each week I would walk into the grocery store ready to pickup my supplies.  I knew exactly what I wanted, where I was going and what I was doing.  It was like I was invisible to anyone else, because I was a man (child, ;-) on a mission and knew that no one needed to know anything about it. . . LOL . . . but then when I was nervous and shy about it (bringing someone with me), suddenly everyone could see me, take notice and question me - - challenge me - - refute me!

What's the difference here?

I guess one is a place of power, and the other is not!

What else?

I'm thinking one is when I am full in my own truth, and the other is when I shy away!

What do you feel about your events these last few days?

I see how I was able to make a strong showing when I was clear in what I was asked!  When work and circumstances allow me to fill my place, I can see and fulfill . . .

What about when YOU CHOOSE to see the place and action before you, you can easily fulfill.  This is part of the most significant learning you need.  CHOOSING to see and ask for the light and guidance to see this truth and place for your power . . . not following, not being true and clear. . . stepping out alone, to be shy and fearful is not your place.  You Know who you are.  You know YOU created this all for you.  You ARE still the kid in the candy store.  Everyone around you is old a dying because you need to take the place and lead the change.  None can do this but you.  NO ONE because they did not sell candy for cash when they were 10 years old.  NO ONE because they did not understand or experience the American Dream, lie and deception so deep to the bone as you did.  Sure we can all claim this is a lie, or decided to avoid sugar and fat.  But YOU lived it, your beat the system at their own game.  Then you beat it and allowed it to beat you.  You played them better than they played themselves. . . and you did it in plain sight, right under everyone's nose without anyone knowing anything. . . Then you died from it.  This is who you are.  Remember your mission and goals are about CHANGE..

not little simple change, but BIG change, changing everyone an everything. . . you set this in front of you, and wrote it into your bones, your days and nights and everything about you flows from this.

I know, and I need to get busy.  Thanks!  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Happy Birthday Christopher

I hope you have an awesome day!  And an AWESOME Summer . . . My wife Kim, just came back from Europe and certainly can give you some must see sites . . . like this church in Barcelona, that has been under construction for over 100 years and is still now . . . Other Gaudi buildings are around to visit too that are why cool...

over 17 days and 10 ports, and she likes this place the best, and some in Italy next. . .

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Marshall Law for Terror??

The Politics of Love (and Desire): Many people who lived through having their homes searched are emotionally traumatized. They will never think of the concept of ‘home’ the same way again. Our social contract in the United States is clear. “The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated…” Was the response we witnessed reasonable, in the moral and legal sense of the word? We need to have a long conversation with our neighbors about this.

We also need a national conversation. What we witnessed in Boston, from the improvised explosive devices to the firefights in urban areas to the door-to-door searches, are what the American government has been experiencing, or doing, in Afghanistan and Iraq for more than 10 years. The war literally came home to Boston and its suburbs. We don’t like bombs going off in our public places and I hope we don’t like armored vehicles, SWAT teams and high-powered rifles going off in the streets. It’s time to ask when we’re going to stop doing this to other countries. It’s also time for ‘non-political’ people to raise questions about the conduct of our leaders, both at home and in other countries.

New Life

JOURNAL OF NEAR EASTERN STUDIES Kabbalistic doctrines, such as the location of the Throne of God in the Middle Heaven,65 are explicitly attested in Mesopotamian esoteric texts.66 The crucial question, however, is how the existence of the hypothetical Mesopota- mian model can be proven, given the lack of directly relevant textual evidence. It must be admitted that a priori it is possible that the observed similarities are simply coinci- dental and due to a common cultural heritage rather than to a direct borrowing. THE ASSYRIAN TREE DIAGRAM

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What a cool experience it is for you to remember the Friday night with your wife, and accept it is important time to spend relaxing and reconnecting with yourself.  Feeling as she relaxes with the same joy.  Describe more about what you were seeing and feeling.

It was like she was sitting here with me!  Laughing at how cool it is to share in the experience together . . . .   wow, i never saw any of these. . .CHEERS: Play S1: E11 1982: 275 ep.  - Sam Malone, an ex-baseball player turned bar owner, operates a saloon that's always filled with quirky customers and even more eccentric staff. Ted Danson, Rhea Perlman...

What this is all about is that you graduated from high school that year, 8.51 pm in April was the last month in your dad's house. . . and then you splashed into the truth of your own fantasies experienced full-time  . . . you asked for things very specific and very clearly.  The details and sequence were very precise.  You dove into it, and carried the faith and purpose as well as you could . . .

I get to watch another 950 pm. now pitching, Sam Malone

What is it like feeling the experience they saw once a night, while you are watching weeks of episodes in one night.  This is the whole experience of connection to the community for complete communities.  Like talking about the sports sequences and events, as valuable to life and health.  It's the only thing these people were able to share and talk about.  And the experience of this consciousness is significant to understand the culture. . . the culture of over sexed adolescents striving, dreaming, working, for the useless expression of  some American Dream.  Not Knowing the slightest bit more than anyone else, each struggling to beat each other only to remain trapped.

s1:E14 10:15pm Let me count the ways!

What it's really all about is connecting to the consciousness in such a way that there is trust and confidence.  Making your way in the world today takes everything you've got. Taking a break from all your worries, sure would help a lot. Wouldn't you like to get away? Sometimes you want to go Where everybody knows your name, and they're always glad you came. You wanna be where you can see, our troubles are all the same You wanna be where everybody knows Your name. You wanna go where people know, people are all the same, You wanna go where everybody knows your name.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xvRGh2NEjSU you wanna go where everyone knows your name, . . . and whats it like for you?

And I'm crying again. . . like we are singing again together.  It was really an awesome day!  Connecting to truth and understanding the relation to others was incredible.  But I really think I spoke too much.  Asked when i worked for the county, and I turned down the radio in my truck.  I drove around a few times collecting and distributing signs so I stopped to think about starting at the county. . . well they brought me in as a consultant getting the flooding out of Carrollwood Country Club Gulf Course, because a county commisioner lived there.  It's that way everywhere.  Everyone is always greed and control.  Little greedy god's with endless fiefdoms.  The elected official can do anything, just like the park director, office mangers, cfo, ceo . . . each lost in selfishness.  Then the public resources are fucked  except when the current czar is getting what he wants.  No one respects the property, the employees, the equipment, and land.

When someone is contributing to truth, they are valuable and sought after.  True public servants propagate to places with each other.  Just like the arrogant and selfish all end up in the same place.  it's the magnetism of the planet. e=mc2

What did you just flash too...

I went to the CFO and said how the tuition waivers needed to cover all the fees, but only the minimum required for attendance!  When the students have all the tuition fees covered for the minimum required to enroll the student is able to dedicate significant time to passions and visions for new methods and application in education.  Employment income can then be used solely for living expenses allowing for a greater number of students.  5 years to complete degrees part-time allow more freedom and flexibility to manage income, employment, family, community, and academic developments. If cultures are to develop then the timing and expenses of education need to be more dynamic to allow more enrollment through education and service covering the complete costs.  

What is happening now is the shift into the new systems.  It's something that has been preparing since the beginning.  It's always so misleading, to think of death and life, change is a lot more than that.  We are moving back into community.  Using the internet for communication, allows the space for truth.  A new space for love and greed has been apparent.  But we can choose to stop electing others to "represent," simply choose to all vote and all count on everything.  Elders can reconnect families, neighbors and communities suddenly cooperate again. . . wow, cooperate, instead of compete, is that possible?

s1:e16 11:15pm The Boys in the Bar!  Cheers, closing time, everyone out.  

What is real here is what is needed for you and for everyone.

I think its' all perfect.  I am so grateful to see and feel what's coming along . . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

11.39pm s1:e17 Diane's perfect date

modesofexplanation | concept

modesofexplanation | concept
ISCE was inspired to hold this conference so as to better understand how our mode of explanation affects our affordance for action.
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What is happening will be happening fast and faster.  You need to be free and trust it, whatever it is.  Whether you understand it or are ready for it.  Things will come togehter really quickly, adn it will be really fun for you.  There is nothing to fear or concern yourself with.  The time is now, everything is ready, everyone is ready. . . it will be as it must!

It's interesting to see how things just pop up out of no where!  The last thing I could ever expect, shows up in front of me like no one could imagine. . . least of all ME!
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.   Thanks for your Strength Love and Wisdom to fill and guide me every day!! Amen

another day?

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What do you think now?

It's the New Moon!  Stepping into something new is rightfully appropriate for me, but I'm kinda stressed out a bit too much still.  I think about this new year and how much everything came together all of a sudden.  I was surprised and prepared.  I mean, it was easy to expect the best, but now months later to see nothing at all, is kinda weird.  I continue to move along, and try to do what seems valuable for me to do.  But it all gets tiring and stressful.

What do you mean?

It like the home situation!  I feel like things are great and moving along.  We have friends over and plant more outside, making progress instead of just talking about it.  But then I hear that this is not enough and things are really bad and stressful.  It's so annoying, as I can not do everything, and keeping up with the inside is more than enough ; ; ; especially as I know I need to write and explore other things elsewhere instead.  Debating issues is more critical than ever.  I know where I fit and what I can write.  But then I'm told it's wrong and I need to write something else?  Hold it the last piece is not done yet, and it would be great to publish.  But now I move on and the last is lost. . . a few weeks and it's out of date and useless instead of a valuable current piece ready to print.

What do you feel there?

It almost feels like someone is trying to force me into being subordinate, instead of allowing my skills to shine!  I get this feeling all the time.  Like Friday I showed up at the meeting I was invited to and sat next to the guy setting up all the classes.  He had worked on projects before with me and we had spoken a lot.  But then ignored the class I submitted and apparently is copying it to use elsewhere, since he never said hello, or even acknowledged I was there.  Why would a good friend or recognized peer avoid me?  Well, its a point of integrity.  If he was copying my work to help someone else, his normal response in public would be avoidance.  I mean I never thought of them copying my class, while I know everyone has copied me since I came here.  It is something that has happened over and over again.   So what's new!   And then when personal integrity is in question, avoidance is the easy way out.

What about getting more out then?

It's not easy to keep putting out and putting out and putting out!  Like teaching and leading the little people.  Everyone knows and acknowledged that I made everything work for them.  Set them into a space of power and growth, but now I'm forgotten.  No time for me, it's history.  Sure I made all the future possible and set the space for all these things to grow and evolve, but it's nothing now.  They are all stepping on to bigger and better, so no need to step back in gratitude or anything.  Like all those others who have copied my work and used my break to make it out on their own. . . 

What if that's all you were ever set to do?

It's fine, as then I would continue to get the support and help that I need.  I know I need to trust and allow this, but I'm just tired.  Tired of fighting, tired of struggling to get something more done while I've done so much already.  It's so stressful to always be pushing. . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

another day

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What are you doing now?

I'm in the library again.  These new laptops are great.  I still have so much to do.  I want to write a article for Nature, and I know I can do it, as I sorta did already.  I just need to get back into the mind set and get busy.  I want to try to have it down this weekend!

Why?

It's because I have too many other things to do next week, and that will pull me into another direction.  I'm sure it will all come together exactly as it has too, but it's such a challenge!

What do you feel deep inside?

I know it's always about my own personal power and clarity.  I've been getting so distracted with different things, that I thought were all set and perfect in place.  It's time I got my head into the right place so these things before me can all come together.  It's a challenge, but it's something that I need to do!   Like the Physics letter I sent yesterday, it's really about speaking my truth and taking my place in all of this.  It is one thing to talk about it all, and know where it's all going.  But I need to get the power and feelings clear inside of me again.  I don't want to see mistakes of challenges anymore.  I need to get these things perfectly clear, and accept my place leading them.

What does that feel like?

I guess it really feels like, me again.  Like where I have been before and need to be again.  I seem to get distracted and confused about things too easily.  It's really about my own power and truth.  Which means I need to be doing what makes me feel right.  I have been waking up early again.  Usually closer to 4 or 5am, instead of 3am.  Then I do my Yoga, and snooze a little bit again.  I jump up at the alarm clock, shower and make all our food and run out.  I've been thinking of getting to the gym again, so I might try that this next week.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.
Thank you for you Strength, Love and Wisdom!

hope - Faith ... song

Faith and Worry

Worry is the opposite of Faith
They say that opposites attract
Hope is our engine for our Faith
Worry hides by saying it's a fact(ch)
An open mind is open to receive

The Love that Faith will help us to believe
Material need is soil that wants to grow
It needs the sun and rain from up above
A confidence of Will is half-ways there
But still it always needs our constant Love (ch)

Worry is the blind that lead the blind
Worry never leads to any more
Worry is a wall that blocks the light
Worry never finds a distant shore (ch)
 
The Divine is an ocean of conception
That gives when it finds a kind reception...)

Chi Gong??? - Google Groups

Chi Gong??? - Google Groups: I've grown by leaps and bounds and seen so many incredible far reaching
things. It's really hard to explain or understand sometimes. The refinement and accumulation of energy into our spiritual reality is really OUR incredible gift to all creation. To be able to see and understand things across this entire world... To WRITE here and NOW, and help lead and teach another instantly, is so incredible....

Like my WORD, now can Change Lives EVERYWHERE

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What 1.50a, it's all so awesome... as one group avatar, Forcefield of Fire Love - - in the center where the will of god is known...  allow the great spirit to breathe through you as you... feeling the presence of god, feeling the love of god. . .

I am so lucky on this all the time. . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.  Thanks for leading the way and Continue filling me with Your Strength Love and Wisdom, amen

Completion is good!

Another Life: Great Blog Post: Journal2MyGOD: It was their Choice then and it is their Choice now. Back then, the truth would have put people in JAIL. Now, the truth could set them free . . . lol . . . the truth will always set you free.!

What does it feel like though?

I,  I feel great. Such peace and solitude. . . It's like watching everything fall into place . .

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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What else did you need to write here?

I wasn't sure, but it feels like closure on somethings.  Like I did everything that I needed to do at one plain and I could now move onto something else.  I was thinking about that when I was coming to school today on my bike.  Like building the new system will become a full time job, as it will never really be finished as everything continues to evolve!

What about the first time you came here?

I know it's like I came here to do something, then got detoured to have children, and now I'm back to do the same thing again!  Course there is a lot more to it, in that the whole world has changed.  What I started to do as a freshman was considered "star-man stuff" while now it is common knowledge.  Of course it's funny how no one seems able to do it right yet. 

What did you realize about this?

I guess it was the fact that people still get lost in the greed and their own selfishness!  Everyone seems to think they have to fight for the "old-number-one" above everything else.  Ego first.  But the truth of the system is the more you are centered in selfishness the less you have, and the more you need to be centered in selfishness to survive.  It becomes a catch 22 spinning around on itself getting worse and worse.  It was funny today talking to Sharon.  We were laughing about the money that just shows up all the time for each of us, as neither of us or focused on the money at all.  I was telling her how I needed to get some food and stopped at one store and spent 30, then went to another to spend 50 since I had like 88.55 after all my bills.  But then I forgot I had gotten gas on the way into school, which cut off another 20.

So I was at the cash register at the 2nd store and she was adding it up and it was over 40 already when I stopped her.  Well it was over 30 at the first store, so I told her nothing over 50.  But then when she finished it was 53, so I told her to try to see if my card would go through anyway.  And it did???  When I got home there was 15 cents left, and no sign of the gas bill?  Sharon laughed of course telling me another story about getting new phones and pricing it all out perfectly only to find out at the cash register there was some special that week so she has extra coming back too.

What this is all about is that you are both focused on the important tasks about conscious synergy and the spiritual evolution of you culture and community above all these other concerns that everyone else is preoccupied with.  Thus the Universe needs to sustain itself, and is supporting those helping with this evolution above the needs of others.  Sure the greed and selfishness brings immediate results, just like sugar or cocaine.  However, the short, fast, happy fix is not sustainable or feasible for anything but the short term.  So the greedy have to get more greedy, just like the cocaine addict will need more and more of that drug.  However, you and Sharon will need to work less and less, while things will synergize and evolve to support you more and more.  Everything on the Earth is like that, though mankind seems to believe the rules of physics do not apply to them.  That is precisely why no one will accept, know or understand the equation you wrote at age 16. . . . before you knew anything about calculus!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.
Thank You for your Strength, Love and Wisdom...  amen

New Moon Action: Tap Into Your Body’s Wisdom

The Pachamama Alliance: What’s Your Purpose?

Try this simple exercise, inspired by Pachamama Facilitator and minister Howard Friend, for a day, week, month, or more and give yourself a chance to discover what you’re most deeply called to do.

Listen to What Your Body Has to Say

Finding a quiet space or time during the day for this exercise can be fruitful, but being mindful through the day, noticing your body’s responses to what’s going on around you, is just as important.
Pick one day to start, and as you go about your business, make a note every time you feel a strong physical response or sensation, including but not limited to:

• A racing heart
• Butterflies in your stomach
• Tears coming to your eyes
• Spontaneous laughter or a smile you just can’t stop
• What “pops” into your mind . . . a thought, scene, name . . . especially when something keeps “popping” up
• What “catches your eye” or what barely audible catches your ear . . . what do you find your senses drawn to, beckoned by
• Sensations, overt or subtle

Notice what caused your body to respond in this way. Be curious. What connections do you make to your body’s responses?

• Was it something someone said or did?
• Was it a picture in a magazine or newspaper?
• Was it a particular place?
• Did any specific thoughts, words, or phrases come to your mind at the same time? Note them, too, even if they seem random or unrelated.

Make your notes as detailed as you can. This means you’ll want to have a pen and paper (or other device you use for taking notes) handy at all times.

Learn from What You Discover

At the end of the day, take some time to read over what you’ve written.

Look for what brings you feelings of joy and comfort as well as what brings you sorrow and discomfort, and any possible connections between them. Where we are most joyful is often the place from which we can best heal what is hurting in the world.

Be open and curious about what you find. Resist the urge to make a decision or to take immediate action based on what you discover.

Instead, consider continuing the exercise for another day, a week, a month, or longer, and keep strengthening your ability to tune into your body’s cues.

Along the way, you’ll refine your sense of what moves and compels you – giving you a sound foundation from which to take sustained, committed action that engages your mind, body, and spirit.  How do you connect with your body’s wisdom? What has helped you to understand your purpose in life? Share your thoughts in the comments below or on our Facebook page!

More Resources

• Howard Friend on Contemplative Activism
• Arkan Lushwala on remembering humanity’s sacred purpose
• Scholar and author Andrew Harvey on “Sacred Activism.”
• Discovering your life’s purpose with Julia Butterfly Hill’s online courses

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What happened to you today.

I raced out to the bank, and spent more time waiting in line than i did getting there on my bike!  And when I came back to the office. . . I was rushing to get back, embarrassed that i forgot to go there at lunch time.    The manager back at the office introduced me to someone waiting as I walked in . . .
"meet our new research associate, his son is in your program..."...
oh, What's his name?
"Chris . . .   "
"oh yes, he was in my wife's class and they did this really brilliant project together . . ."

What did you feel?

It was soooo awesome!  I am blessed!  Like i wish i could make my dad as proud.  Truly Honored!  I mean, i wish all dads could be as proud and lucky as me.  And I'm going to school again with him practically.  Which also feels kinda weird, like I'm struggling to please my dad there too.  wow, what a day it has been, since my mentors are so clear and strong too. . . .  as I spoke to three of them today and all were supportive and helpful.  Then the high-five from my boss when he asked about my son was cool too.

What happened with your son in the office?

A few days ago, I asked the office manage for a color print of a picture with my dad and daughter for my desk. and when she opened it, i told her all about the two kids in college!  So when his department director was waiting with her as i walked in from the bank, he dove into the conversation immediately.
"Sure i know chris, he looks just like you..."
;D))
"he was doing a NY design in my wife's class..."
o;D)) ;D)) ;D))=[

so, i said how i ran into one of his students in the bsn bldg, and he said Chris should be a TA next term and was all excited describing a model that he built giving me details about Chris's incredible insight and dedication through the projects he worked on...

What did you tell your boss?

I said i was so incredibly grateful, as I can not imagine a finer compliment for a dad to receive.  As he walked by me a thousand times this evening, discussing his own kids as well.  So i remembered how Chris's mother published one article about educational methods based on projects.  WOW THANKS, as i had the sudden joy in realizing that the class I had written last year for COPH - - was all about how i teach project based learning.  Experiential education. . .  which is exactly what we are trying to do here now...

And so i said that was all i ever did with them as kids.
Everything was a project . . .
raking leaves to learn discipline
or kayaking in the woods to exercise!

It was really cool, as his children are similar ages.  So I told him how the most awesome picture ever was the two of them in a canoe side by side - holding the "thwart" shoulder to shoulder while they sat in the center in front of me. . . .behind them was the water and woods beauty of riverfront park.  My two angels floating in the water of earth's beauty.  Wow, did we have a lot of those awesome times together....

Again now feeling the synergy and understanding we shared made things all so incredible and comfortable!

I remember this one time seeing a really big gator.  And another time counting and following the birds, remember talking about witch boats to take out and who paddling with who.

there is a divine plan on the earth...  the plan is to liberate every soul. . Teach others to COOPERATE: your mission is to liberate all souls to live in universal harmony.  Teach them to Release all the useless activity of the mind, unlock from your human programming.  Learn Group Consciousness to live in Love Magnetism . . . to unify all conscious energy within, allowing the great spirit to breath through you, as you . . . forget human, BE god with us. . . master your mind, accept no negatives, command the changes, nothing can disturb you, you are the master now, over all conditions . . . What do you feel now?

I thought about how no one understands my favorite picture as I'm always describing it visually instead of physically . . . like that makes any sense at all  . . . but as I was telling him i realized the picture is of one-year-old infants, loving, smiling, dancing, holding themselves up so they could see out this monster canoe around them.  And then I remember the apple one of them was eating . . . and SMILE - it was blissful perfect outside, as I was still there now, knowing how they watched and shared such awesomeness with me for years and years. . .

and it was just me and them!
years of play time . . .
projects that we created together. . .

All suffering will dissappear, spawn a new world wide spiritual revalations, GOOD WILL to all people, everywhere, always by everyone NOW!  focus on the point between the eyebrows, through collective vision, transmit GOOD WILL to all people, all leaders, all organizations.  SEE DIVINE intervention for a world wide GOOD WILL Movement!

What you did was exactly what you wanted from the day you were born.  Seeking love and support is something we all start with and need to enculturate.  Your clarity and commitment is the highest expression of teamwork in this one universal family with this common source.  and it all returns to you.  United States Patent Application: 0070170306: A Method for managing the psychological and physiological state of an individual person's life by inducing and establishing a Unified Perception in human consciousness with a unified energy vibration of consciousness

It was about expressing the highest level of teamwork . . . soooo project based learning is child's play for me, as where ever i went, and whatever i do, i find a way to enjoy it and pull the best out of it.  It is just something that I do.  Don't need to patent it, don't need to copy it.  Nothing to it, just stay in joy and share it.

The experience with my children was created by our circumstances, where we checked the options and decided together what to do.  Whether it was work time or play time.... and work was only necessary with errors.

luckily we really didn't work much for the first 9.4 years. . . ;-)
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VIRGO FULL MOON

Zest2Zeal : Messages 3440:
FEBRUARY 25 – VIRGO FULL MOON – 12:26 PM PST, 20:26 GMT

Earth sign Virgo is the Pisces polarity pair, reminding us that universal energies are continuously flowing through our body and animate all life at every moment. The Unseen is happening in our body, in physical reality, and everywhere. Together Pisces and Virgo make it possible to feel the Unseen Peace in our body and to experience our oneness with all life.

FEBRUARY 26 – VENUS enters PISCES

Our deepest desire is awakened – to experience our oneness with Infinite Higher Love.

starsusaorg : 2616

starsusaorg : Messages : 2616:

2/21/2013 2:47:11 PM

What a trip. So I was late to lunch because I had to get a patent sale contract signed.  I had lunch with my brother mark.  Then came home and signed and submitted it.  All set to be sold by 3/20/13 . . . wow what a cool number that is...

2/21/2013 3:09:36 PM

wow… am I insane or what… I just sent my brother mark a copy of my patent listing. . . where he works is at Triad the internet services company for Ebay and WalMart….  So I asked him how the systems worked.  Whether they simply collected the user threads and analyzed them for marketing reports.  Of course, and he told me how this was all a third-party data provider now.  Where they have developed all the tools and scripts to track and collect everything. . . Countless thread of data and technology, sent to adjacent serves to decipher and study.

We had lunch today down the street, so I road my bike there. . . funny it took him as long to get there from westshore. . .It was really neat to chat with him, as he knew exactly what I was talking about, giving me details and clarity . . . for a patent I filed before his company started.  What a trip is that?

2/21/2013 3:29:48 PM wow, it really happened.  Like, the whole deck of cards just fell into my lap. . . .

What do you mean . . .

I have always felt this awesome incredible success, that no one can conceive as possible, right there within my reach.  All creation there waiting for me to pluck, like a full ripe fruit waiting to be eaten. . . Countless seeds to share and new creations to explore and evolve.

What you did here was flash into a feeling and vibration completely beyond all creation. . . You went from recognizing the timing and placement of these events in your life - - to the incredible VIBRATION and BLISS, of knowing and seeing these countless opportunities and realities slipping into place.  It was a Divine sharing and the experience where everyone can feel and share it with you.  Not just the knowledge of success and vindication.  But the immediate clarity that it is DONE, it's DONE RIGHT, and it's REALLY DONE.

Like everything you have worked for and waited for was fulfilled in this one moment.  Like the Eagle flying over you brothers car to snatch a big fish from the pond next to him.  It's the vibrations of truth and clarity coming into the very singular point of power and Love.  No more fighting to be heard, no more struggles to make things right. . .  The authority and clarity has come full circle and the people and planet you seek to revive are finally getting the change they need.  You know your place and your power.  You have been ready to take your place for a long time.  It's now time to do it.

I think it is really funny!  I was totally stressed with the total collapse this last year. . . but I totally knew we would hit rock-bottom and everything would shift.  BLIP, it's all done.  New World, New Life, ALL IS NEW!!!

What  now?

I got a call from my Goddess, she's coming home tonight, as her friend got sick.....  So I told her what we had to eat and we chatted a bit. . . so now I'm running to make something yummy!!  YEAY!!!
Thank you Dearest Loving Lord Jesus, Fill Us with Your Strength Love and Wisdom! Amen

Ernst Strüngmann Forum

Ernst Strüngmann Forum: Announcing the release of the Strüngmann Forum Report
Evolution And The Mechanisms Of Decision Making
Edited by Peter Hammerstein and Jeffrey R. Stevens

I've been challenged again. . . seeing mankind evolve is understanding this equation of life

What's new?  You have seen these things come together for you over and over again.  more often than not, it occurs when you least expect it to.  Those fears of limiting thoughts are always distracting you.  But these are things you are in control of.  Simply decide to see things a new way.  your family needs no fear.  you've been here for a long time.  As you know everything thing in life is connected to that very first gene, and first breath.  you are all the one same life, so complex and diverse that no one can reason with you.  It simply is beyond the comprehension of all that you see.

yes you see so much, but still so little.  Thus, there is countless beyond you.  However, its you who can connect to all others.  You chose this.  You made this your mission. 10:27pm now and again you stop to think you can record or change this with sharing more in proof.  you never needed to prove anything.  It's all inside of you, all around you.  There is so much power and focus in what you do. . . never any challenge . . . we are the master, all right here within.  Knowing this gene from the beginning is one thing, using it, is another. . .

Yes I've got to get more set on how i use things!

What did you do with the cards today.  Another tool for you. .

I watched her pick a few Tarot cards and reading the book!  So she was mixing them up again and i looked at her.  She dropped one, so I grabbed it saying this was what she brought me . . ."Fortune". . . so she looked that one up and read it too.  Meanwhile, i mixed the cards and asked if she wanted me to pick another.  So I split the deck to her: "Emperor". . . which she read aloud.  ;-)

What were we talking about a second ago?  Wanting more contact.  Having more sharing, creating art together again.  when you get into the heart of this light, luminous - that sacred union is about caressing fire, and I Am Known, as I AM!  This is you initiation, your service and your privilege.  Loving it all as it is inspires more growth.  New DNA!

Every where I know there is conscious life !  So we cleaned out in front of the garden box.  I had tried to move a row of bushes, but there were only two left.  She was glad to get those out.  I tell her we can do anything all the time.  So now when she sees it, she's surprised. . . ??? . . while i know i could do anything she wanted . . . and hunger for her direction.  As I feel this one week before me.

We now have this to realize, to only be as ONE.  Servers of the Divine Plan, we have this to realize.  To have all our Will focused on GOD.  As above, so below . . .

It's really a trip how this spins round and round.  Like a total separate world living inside of us!  in the background of everything.  Aware of itself.  Will is the symphony of life.  All with the same Divine Focus, always just a program, and experience for GOD, OUR human program.  Let go of the mind, allow the Will aspect of GOD to live inside of you.  Listen to the Truth inside!

What do you feel now 11.01pm

It's still a challenge for me!  as I know I have so much to share and do.  It's always so powerful and intense.  But it's always within my reach.  I need to do ritual.

We are always with that, command the changes, accept the results.  Nothing can disturb you, you are the master over all conditions  11.05

Aquarius New Moon

Zest2Zeal : Message: Fwd: Astrology – Sun in Aquarius: The Aquarius New Moon forms a square with the lunar nodes in Taurus and Scorpio

The activated South Node in Taurus is awakening in us the need to define what we value and to honor ourselves with healthy amounts of self-acceptance and self-love. The North Node in Scorpio makes us conscious of how our unconscious controls our inner and outer realities. We see the necessity of (and hopefully accept) cosmic support in releasing our fears and resistance and breaking away from old patterns. Let’s move on so that we can experience wholeness, strength, and freedom.

Also the Aquarius New Moon we enter an intense Pisces period with Chiron, Neptune, Mars, and Mercury all conjunct in Pisces. Their collective Pisces square with Jupiter in Gemini expands our heart and awakens compassion for ourselves and others. Take advantage of the square activation to forgive yourself and others. Let go and free yourself from unwanted and unnecessary baggage of guilt, shame, regrets, and remorse. It is time to love life, love yourself, and live it to the fullest.

FEBRUARY 18 – Saturn in Scorpio goes retrograde through July 7

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What jumped out at you right away. . .

It's how everything is conjunct in Pisces, and my Mom is Pisces!  So it feels like I'm getting into a stronger place of power.  More power and focus into who i am and what i can do.  It brings me back to myself almost.  Like so much of who I am was my mom's doing.  My dad always resented me, much like my brothers.  It was almost jealousy or something that i could never really understand.  Which reminds me.  Recently someone was sharing their truth and said how they were once able to do this or that.  And how it was such a good time in life, and they wished they were back there again at another time. 

I stopped to think if there was really anywhere or any time I would do again.  I mean, I always feel like nothing is better than today.  I mean, I can now dream about my kids again and so I wonder about the times we were off in the woods or in a canoe together.  Wow, those were great times.  Why don't I want to be there again now?  I mean, my daughter has too much going on, while my son hasn't found any time at all for us. . .   But then last week, my night class had a 10 minute break.  That was the day after only having the Goddess Nap of 90 minutes. . . so I was totally beat.  I knew I needed to eat. . . So I walked out into the hallway and started eating an apple.

There on the floor was some girl drawing.  Wow, an artist at work, so I figured I would sit and eat on the bench there to see what she was doing.  She told me she was "pre-architecture" working on a sketch of the building.  She liked the old Business building, half under ground was kinda neat to draw.  So I asked her about the classes, as I thought Architecture was only a graduate program.  She explained it a bit, then said how her last class was with a really talented MS student named Chris. . .

Christopher Weaver?  I asked.  Yep, that was him, she said!  Wow, that's my son!  How awesome is that?  A one in a million chance to see an Architecture student drawing on the floor in the business building.  Then a one in a trillion chance that I walked out to sit and eat my apple. . . and she had my son teaching her already!  What dad alive wouldn't cherish such a moment.  I mean, she remembered his name, and complimented him before I said anything. . . .

Go back in time to another moment of being. . . FORGET THAT, This moment is perfect already.  Sure it was perfect back then in a canoe with the little guy too.  But now to see and share how he's teaching and influencing other kids is the best thing ever.  How could I ever give up such a moment in time.

What is remarkable here son, is how you bring so much clarity and vitality into such a simple concept.  You already had the beingness of raising these children.  Now you have the Beingness of witnessing how awesome they are.  It's something you have earned.  Just like everything else that has happened.  Like your last post was BEing in your place of power, asking for what you wanted. . . as you always have.  What happened with that?

It was really neat!  Before my class I visited the writing lab, and the guy there, was also named Chris!  He read over my proposal and added a few points of clarity.  Minor little things, as he really liked what I wrote.  Course it was all about the research for getting the Greenhouse system all done to provide local produce for people.  He commented how a good friend of his owned a restaurant that got all their produce within 90 miles.  Then I pulled a $100 check out of my pocket for 50 pounds of sweet potatoes.  It was from the same restaurant. . . course he just laughed!

But anyway, I went to class, heard about my son.  Then got home by 10pm to get into bed.  At 6am I was awake making the final corrections to my proposal for my 9.30am meeting.  We got into the conference room by 10.30 or so.  They talked about my work . . . two professors and the director.  The director never looked at my proposal or the fancy gantt chart time-line for everything I had to do.  But he simply asked if they all thought I could do it.  Then agreed to give me an office and income to get it done!

What happened again, is you were clear about what you wanted.  You set it out before you and asked for what you needed to get it done.  This is about BEing.  Be in Power, Be in purpose, Be IN YOU!  Trust and allow, and never go back.  Staying focused on what is ahead of you gives you more power and clarity to move forward.  Moving forward is about power and purpose.  Sharing your Joy and Love for your children is moving the power forward.  The past was awesome and exactly what it needed to be.  Now moving forward is the priority.  Nothing is more important than that.  It is your place of Power

I feel like I'm in the "calm before the storm" again.  I am in this one class.  But it only has two more sessions, and then I'm finished with it.  It was funny, at the meeting with my professors. . . Phd Student can NEVER start a business, sell a house, buy a house, get married, complete any construction, change jobs - - all these things are too much, or too stressful to complete a Phd.  Certainly, not with classes, or passing classes with a 3.0 or better. . . I've got a 3.7 or so.  AND I did all these things, and also completed two degree programs. . . and was assaulted!!!  Essentially I have only 30 hours left for each of the two programs Phd and DrPH

What this is again is preparing you for what is coming.  you are steadfast and secure in your place.  as you always have been.  Like the children came to you when you were able to give them everything they needed from you.  and then they went elsewhere for all that you could not give to them.  That is simply what happened.  And you were full and real about it, as you have BEEN with all these other events that come upon you.  Like all there is still to come.

I thought it would be getting easier?!

What is easy for you, is not easy for anyone else.  You are getting into the place and power that you wanted.  Changing the world is about making things new in a place where others can witness the complete creation.  Like your children witnessed all that you did with them.  It was a direct experience, not a story or fable.  It happened to them.  you told them all about everything that happened to them.  They needed to learn it on their own.  but the words you used and the truths you shared were burned into them.  It was real.  Not something easily conned out, or changed with deceptions.  Like all the other changes you will bring.  It is the action and experiences that will change people.

I do Love LIFE, and Love myself and all these others who get drawn into my new paradigm!  This life is a wonderful gift, and all these challenges that befall mankind at this moment in time are setting the stage for me!

It's what you asked for.  It's what your power is all about.  Not simply change, or creation, but restoring the truth.  Things are all designed to work a certain way, and green and selfishness do not fit well with the peace and love you are all seeking.  No worries, all is coming around, exactly how you have envisioned a thousand times. . . we will build it, and it will work Right in Truth!

I can't wait. . .
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.  Thank you for You Strength, Love and Wisdom to bring this all to Your Glory. Amen.

Sun in Aquarius

Zest2Zeal : Message: Fwd: Astrology – Sun in Aquarius:
FEBRUARY 4 – Asteroid Ceres in Gemini turns direct.

Like Vesta, Ceres’ retrograde phase began in October 31, 2012. Ceres represents the Divine Mother aspect of the universal feminine. Combined with Venus square Saturn on February 10, the sensitive awakening of feminine is at hand. Notice more acute feeling awareness in your body and the ability to let go into and be empowered by this flowing force.
FEBRUARY 9-10 – Aquarius New Moon and Chinese New Year of the Snake - 11:21 PM PST, 7:21 AM GMT. and Venus squares Saturn.

Individuality and interdependence are the themes of the Aquarian New Moon. Under the influence of the Capricorn archetype we learn self-discipline and develop integrity – qualities that are needed as we move to the Aquarian arena.

What a trip?

 Explain?

Well again I'm in a place of power and control?  I got what i asked for and then a check shows up in the mail?   Or actually it was a statement for a retirement plan i didn't know that I had.  Hum, what else could that pay for.  It's all just numbers on paper anyway.  Some numbers for me and some for them.  changing all the time. . . but also always adding to 3, or 9;-)

it's really the power of the planet coming through to you again.  Everyone is playing a different tune now?  Your place and position is coming out more and more.  The truth of this fabric you ride is so far beyond anything you dreamed.  And you are still terrified of letting the full expression flow.  It's never been anything else.  you always go on a fanatic at the last possible moment.  It's your place of power, inspiration flows.  turned on the music and the vibration tunes up more.

What?  i still don't understand why the challenges are more than ever?

Everything you do is connected to everyone else, exactly as intended!  we know that everything affects you so much and each day there is more and more that you do. . . it is interesting how you pull things off so easily.  but you are also getting ready to do so much more beyond any ones thoughts or feelings.  it's that feeling about things you are afraid to talk about.

What??

Everything is connected?   So again you are intimidated by the flow before you.  it's all exactly as you planned and dreamed from the beginning.  you are in the very same place you always are, set to build and lead and do things that only you can do.

3.56am this is really interesting I guess.  the radio shuts off after a while and then I hear the same commercial again.  What's interesting is how I keep writing and get another restart into another phase where things just click??   I get distracted and lose touch, but then remember where i wrote something that fits in perfect for where I am now.

 What are you doing now?

I'm ready to go to bed??

 Explain?

5.52am What I need is a little love nap with my goddess.  Then I will be able to rock and roll again!

The Aquarian Shift

Zest2Zeal : Message: Fw: 2013 The Aquarian Shift

Billions of tons of ionic energy has been projected into your plane, and it is an incredible energy.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What are you doing now?

I'm in the library again.  A new semester started and I wasn't sure what I could do.  So I started this morning calling engineers.  Of course I am always able to find more work.  Several people wanted to use my resume for the new RFP's the county is coming out with and then I also had to look up some model data for someone.  Course then I am also sending out new resumes and suggesting new stuff all the time to professors at school.  I even went to a general education meeting where the different colleges evaluate new courses and make recommendation for approving or adding new courses to the campus!  A walked the engineer back to his office and spoke to him about teaching and helping him develop another class.  We'll see!

What are you feeling now?

I'm really kinda perplexed.  As I know things are coming together and the new semester in school is always a trip.  Everything grows and changes as we explore new options.  I always knew things would really be completely different this term and I can feel so many possibilities as things continue to grow and change all around us!  I almost sense there will be some new thing going that will be totally beyond anything that I am used to.  It should really not be any surprise at all, as most of my experience is such a surprise for me. . .

What about your daughter?

It really was an awesome Christmas gift. . . I got his email about us getting together on Christmas Eve!  We wrote back and forth a bit and agreed to meet at Starbucks. . . . where else?  lol...  Course then we talked for a few hours and met again this last weekend...

What was the place of power?

I know, what else would you ask about . . . so as it turns out she doesn't remember a lot of the things we did together?  At first I didn't understand, or it was a total surprise.  But then I realized how awesome the gift was. . . not only will it be really awesome to tell my favorite stories over again, but the more I tell her, the more she will remember and remind me about the details.  So as we grow and explore these wonderful things we did years ago, more and more will come through and we can relive and enjoy them all again as if finding them for the first time.  Not only will this renew the power and clarity, but it will also evolve as we share different perspectives and understandings.   This really feels kinda awesome as I wonder about the possibilities.  I mean, she's not a little girl anymore, and can really do and take these things to a much higher level...

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.