Another Life: Fwd: FILE - new member

Leadership and authority is created by Tenure of Competency.  The more time you participate and contribute competently the more authority you have.  This list is one of many means I use to track your participation.  That is why there will be an odd occasional posting that is very private and personal - it might seem out of place - - but God Only Knows who might be the Leader of this Next Year!!! 

Another Life: Fwd: FILE - new member

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!  I am really always perplexed by how things come together here Sun Apr 10, 2.53 PM

What amazes us all the time, is how authentic your surprise is and how you smile and move forward with even the most insane circumstances.  We go back and pull the numbers for you and the PC crashed 1.43pm then 7 minutes later you posted to the help desk 1.50pm.  Next you copied Nhoj to fill him in on what you are doing 11 minutes later at 2.01pm.  Course you had to copy everything off and make sure you could keep working on your stuff.  So now you are finally ready to start again.  I mean, you sent Nhoj your latest work, Bcced to Mik and Drahcir, so everyone on your team was on the same page.  They all support you, and love you.  But it's still the challenges you bring to yourself.  Of course the machine will crash when connected to the mad-mad-world.  That's the nature of the beast.  No one wants you to publish anything.  And of course you will complete something that only you can do.  No one else will be able to read or understand the work you do and create here.

I'm still having troubles.

Yes, now 4.48 pm, What happened now?

I got my file open in Word on my Mac and had to upgrade Endnotes.  So that downloaded fine, and upgraded, but then it tried to read the network library instead of the library I have in my files on the Mac!  So now I've sent another help-desk note the library trying to get the Endnotes to work.  No luck still.

What about writing?

I know my whole point here is to write, and if I cannot work on my paper, i get really annoyed and frustrated.  Now again it's like everything is stopping me!

We might need you to be writing here instead.  It could be that several things you are working on are all related at a higher level that you will never understand.  

I get it, now 8.10 PM and after this last note I found an email in my inbox from Abe's list.  Of Course I thought it was the reply from the help desk!  I jumped into it and Flashed off somewhere with the description provided.  Wow, that was neat.  I mean, usually my visions are more self induced it seems, like I always wonder if I'm making everything up myself.  Yes, of course I am, why else would I be here.  SOMEONE has to create all this or we will never get anywhere new.  But this particular flash was induced by another's words describing some mystical experience.  Wow, that's weird, as rarely does a day go by that doesn't feel totally mystical at some level to me. . . but to see and experience it with someone else is such a gift for me!  WOW, thanks SO MUCH Lord!

Anyway, this time i read about flashing back in time.  I remember that.  I remember too much of that.  It's funny how he described the curious child exactly like I was.  Though I remember sitting on my rocking chair with my "rocking foot stool," so I was not lying down, but nearly in the same position.  So reading the story, I was back in the viking ship.  lol, wow was that a trip as I was rocking in the exact same position there too.  Like a hammock or maybe the ship rocking itself.  Like I was there again looking around.  And then I figured for a minute, people have been on Earth Millions of years.  And it's only been like the last few thousands that we have any records of it.  Sure we find things millions of years old, but certainly nothing about a gang of men on a boat looting other areas.

Considering this again, I realized we likely were on boats like that for thousands of years.  I mean, many thousands of years.  Maybe not always as Vikings, but certainly the experience was a lot longer than anything Roman, Greek, or American. . . . So I guess memories of being at War on a ship or on the coastline was something we all have. . . thousands of years of it over and over again.  Certainly thousands of lives, since we might have been lucky to reach the age of thirty, once or twice through the whole span of time, usually dying as a teen if surviving infancy!

Funny, now as I consider.  We each might have two or three lives as Americans, or as USA people, some might be as much as four or five with sudden childhood deaths or whatever.  American Indians might be many thousands more the the Vikings!  But compared to a hundred lives as a Viking, it only makes sense that we would remember that more than anything.  I guess I was always fascinated how the DNA and bones held all these records.  Life after life, each person getting more history literally etched into their bones.

What do you think was important about this

I'm not sure.  I never can follow it all Mon Apr 11  11.48 AM . . . another day

What happened to your PC.

I Got the crash notice, wrote the help desk, including a screen-shot!  Ticket back that night!  This morning Leoj told me to backup the desktop, so I grabbed the jeans and keys.  Spent two hours watching it backup, made coffee, cleaned my desk, talked to a few students.

What did you see?

It was time to get writing again!  1.57pm

What 2.47 PM Now, why do you keep coming back here to blog again?

I'm not sure, as I wrote the next sentence, or rewrite the last one on my article!  Each gets clearer, and stronger.  Like step by step getting closer to one critical statement.  I wonder what happened?  Like suddenly someone asked me a question and FLASH!  I spiral off into another dimension, like watching a cartoon.  Suddenly i see something totally different.  Like looking outside the window and I'm only visiting.  Not been here in Years, Wow look how things changed, look who is running it all now!

What did you do 3.13pm?

I witnessed another explosion!  Boom, someone stepped on a land-mine!  Wow!  A new world erupted right before my eyes.  A New player, ready to hit the pitch!  SLAMMED it out of the park!  And he never knew I was pitching already.  But shit, that one is GONE!  No idea where that will go.  But You know the best part of being out here in the field, we always knowing what's next before anyone else.  It's like that instinct you feel in your bones.  CRACK!  He hit ONE!  Jump!  And before you know it, it's a whole new ball game.  Over night everything shifted  

Love is the key, if sky's are to open. . . rest each other, to Witness this so softly, here!  Sky Sent crossing time to tell the future

It's 6.43 PM now. . . Still Mon Apr 11, what's that 4/11/2016 643 - - 14 9 13 - - 36 - - - 9 figures, completion!  What else would it be.  It's so funny to read the numbers as these things go along.  Like I need to vanish off the planet and get my PhD done.  No more school time, nothing there at all

What a novel idea. . . but you need to bike in and swim.  Then visit the library writing lab and get things fixed.

It's really funny to consider this.  I know I can DO anything. . . and its really weird to see where all these pieces fly in from. . . like I marvel at the wisdom and majesty of the winds, blowing in new players and crying the fly ball into orbit. . . Dam when will it hit the ground again?  Who will ever be able to field that one?

What do you still need to do now?  

I better get to sleep soon!  I know do ritual again.  Part of the program for me!

What would you change if you could change anything?

I would be doing this with my wife!  Inviting everyone to learn and participate.  Helping to make it all fast and easy for all to join in.

What can we do?

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.  Please fill me with Your Strength, Love and Wisdom so I may grow, learn and Achieve through this article published with Nature for the Glory of Father Son and Holy Ghost,   Amen!