Friday, December 29, 2023

Another Life begins: 12/29/23

Another Life:

Then now i and stepping into this new vision of myself in a split second decision. . . . and I'm Twelve again, it is my time again to be young, and i'm all excited to find my first job, first girlfriend, first life experience in the Divinity of Jesus Loving this very moment.  I've read the words in red, preparing a place to be said. 


Very Refined and Very focused, methodical, structures . . . and i'm still in the same place, where jesus has so much for me to do. And it's about the one same LIFE that we created here in USA, doing it right here, right now, just right. EVERY DETAIL. All of it perfect and clear as we planned a million years ago. NOW WE"VE LEARNED, that Jesus Christ has won!  All I need You provide, fighting a battle that you already won. . . WE KNOW, we know what we're doing, we're already done. Humble, considerate, slow, and peaceful. Love filled as its always how this World must be. World has lost it's grip on me . . . as I already know how this story ends. . . Finding joy, in the ONE SALVATION, one doorway, one Way leading to life. 

And this life I've experienced is all the power and focus i've already done: Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, and then my vibrations get really high and powerful where I walk through walls and rebuild cities.

All Grace to the Holy Spirit!  It's Jesus Christ BY NAME!!!

we are all starting over again. And this experience I need is Something I was missing after doing so for so long. Everything is about getting back into the experience and joy of life. I'm a child again building my first. I.??? Please!

7:38:35 fri dec 29. . . Thank you Jesus, no body loves me like you do.  Oh, what a song to sing. And I seem to have gotten in pretty good. . . Yes, I biked to work today and got some really cool stuff done.  Then I got a few phone calls. Carol invited me out for New Years as her guest to a puerto rican party. . . and I knew I was twelve again. . . 

and so everything I could ever imagine appeared before my eyes. and the Hunger in my Hurt, adn fire in my soul, Love is the reason, to keep on believing. . . it's the reason, it's the reason, Love is the Reason. . . He's the reason in my madness, closer in the air I breath


Saturday, December 2, 2023

Re: Sea Scouts

Hey Christopher,

Saturday, December 23, 2023

now4u2: Merry Christmas 2023: The New Life begins '

now4u2Saturday, December 23, 2023

Merry Christmas 2023: The New Life begins '

Yes, I’m doing Merry Christmas cards again. I remember doing Calligraphy with my mom, and then with my children. I’m not sure when, but I remember my kids commenting on my script and how much they liked it. So I’ve started writing here to get my ideas and spelling correct before writing cards to my children.
I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season. I have been blessed joining Saint Raphael’s Catholic Church and recognize that it’s been the Men’s Fraternity that I needed in my life, since I never had
Stepping into this new Community will bring new priorities and new challenges as I step from the old to the new.
Thank You for sharing The Way of Your Word with Jesus Christ.
Where did you start.
I had to write my children first, as I wanted to send them ArchAngels in the mail. And I got out my Calligraphy pens knowing the joy and love I can share with them. Feeling my Mom and the love we shared writing so carefully.  I also realize I need to dress for work and get out now. I was awake at 4:04am again, and was slow to get up out of bed. I needed to write cards for Kevin and Todd too, I brought them angel statues last night, but never gave them, so I did their cards now. It’s really remarkable how things change and shift for me every day.
We have been trying to get you started in a new life. 
I know I need to send the LENT booklets to all my family. . . I guess that’s next for me. I’ve really been perplexed again. I’ve got time and freedom, and I’m really not sure or clear about what I need to do or not do.
Guess it’s really about stepping into a new family again. I’ve got a good work team and I’ve got a good opportunity to create some changes in the systems that is really necessary. It’s nothing like what I imagined would happen with Covid, or the 2nd dose of that hasn’t hit yet. Nor do I think it’s coming anytime soon. I really feel like there is more than I know happening as usual.  Off my on again.
I accept my place and power as usual, and I think there is a lot more happening. It’s always important for me to just focus on my place and do my part, whatever that means. Of course, I’m always perplexed by what I do and shift around me, moving into the very simple easy steps before me. But they shift things that I recognize later. And I seem to try to get credit or recognition for these changes I see around me. . . yes more things I need to let-go of.
I think it’s been my life, that my mom hid me from others and I was able to do what I needed to do, without anyone knowing. It’s been my blessing and my burden. Of course I’m hidden, how else could I shift so many things without anyone knowing. I realize and see how much more people are watched and tracked all around us. I still seem to be invisible. 
Doing something new. It’s just my lot in life. And I see how I’ve been given more than I could imagine. It’s been such a wonderful gift all around me. I wonder how, or why, it seems that I must fight to keep all I’ve been given. I understand that I’ve always been breaking into something new, and I accept that role and responsibility.
I know, and it's funny how distracted i can get!
We don’t care about this format, you are getting distracted again trying to fix it perfect.  Once again doing so much more than anyone could ask, or expect, or want. . . this is where it begins, where all the worry ends, where I say I don't need to have control. . . All of it is chaos, and all I offer is the white flag of surrender. what a total blessing and experience to have now.
I know, it is like i have been writing on paper for so long. It becomes ritualistic! I loved the experience and excitement of ending in a prayer by drawing out the BIGG Beautiful colored Name of Jesus. I know it’s about Honoring God, not getting lost into these details. But when I can have clarity and ease, everything can gets done quickly and easily. As I get lost in these details and it pulls me away from the whole purpose and goal of sharing Your Love. . . 
We have been bringing more to you all the time. The power and place you are in will become more clear to you are you go. Remember when everything seemed to end for you 9/11/17 but then you started over accepting, OR ASKING, to start over again as an intern beginning fresh and clean. You are approaching this again now, more and more every day. 
. . . 
I know! I must get to sleep at 830.
We need to have it all in stone. . . 
I know! I then get up, make bed, toke, work out, chime bells,
With very detail you get more focused and powerful. . . 
I know! I bike, chant, plant, swim!
We are sure it's time now. . . 
I know! then I pray and share in church.
We . . . are happy to see where you've gone.
I know! it's a beautiful communion returning to the divinity You created here for us to love and share with You in the Glory of Father, Sons, and Holy Ghosts. . . Amen 

Saturday, December 09, 2023

5:21:08 dec 10, 2023
everything has shifted again. Jesus is getting wicked kewl! I need to do again!
and i've toked again each morning. I realized that it was part of my weekend experiences. Something I was missing after doing so for so long. Everything is about getting back into the experience and joy of life. I'm a child again building my first. I've got my video together and have recorded my exercising with Rob my Physical Therapist. . . 

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4:21PM 12/9/23 Too much noise in here, you can not hear anything 

What happened to professional services for business owners.???
Please!

Ok so it doesn’t work yet, and I’m not getting any help with anything. I’s really getting annoying too. I guess I’m going too fast and trying to do too much again. I picked up a guy to stay as an ABB guest and stopped at a few places to get things set. It’s really a pain in the ass, but I think I have a good guy here. 

I kinda got freaked out again. This time and eleven year old attorney had lost his parents. What would show-up for me. I mean, my son got lost by an attorney before 11. I mean, how could I ask for the years of my son that were gone? Could I ever beg God, Jesus, Mother Mary or even Saint John!

PLEASE SAINT JOHN,
FATHER of our love Jesus Christ.
Please give me back the next year after my son was ten. He got lost, lying to the judge. He had to, saved their lives! The boogie-man got them . . . Oh yes the snake had tricked them. But there is no way I could ever pray for them. Jesus had them. I couldn’t add my will or desire; by “praying for them,” I had to accept GOD’s WILL BE DONE!

SO I had to stop praying. Never really learned anyway. But they chose to leave me. SO BE IT. So how could I possible pray for the times and experiences we missed?

Then at the Men’s Fraternity, someone said a boy found his mother hung herself. . .  And his dad was gone too. So he has no one with him now. What a remarkable experience if this opened up for me. 

How can I BE EFFECTIVE for GOD’s Work, with another child? How can I do this again? How awesome would it be to pray and grow and share with another child. . . . Lol, who plays baseball. I mean

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What
I I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

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Thursday, December 7, 2023

12/2/23 11:12AM AnotherLife R Us 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I know I’ve been blessed all my life. I don’t need to explain or prove this, but am always giving examples. I can’t explain how many times I’ve seen the Grace of God in my life. Nor can I count the number of times others that I am with have seen this grace and beauty.
We want you to get more personal and direct. All the conditions you demanded in NJ when you returned home need to be rescinded. Yes this is a rescindment reconciliation.
I get it, You require the very formal, “witnessed sacrament” bringing back the focus and direction that you wanted from the beginning. This again feels really powerful and overpowering !
What you need to recognize now, is that writing these words above reminded you of the experience you had with Kimberly, who told your son and daughter-in-law-to-be about your experiences with God’s Grace replacing your roof in Seminole Heights. This joy and realization, where you never noticed how God’s Grace was fundamentally who you are, has impacted many lives already this morning. You wrote to Kimberly and John and several others as you were inspired. This is our power and focus with getting you to write. 
I get it. I know that writing has always been the place where I find comfort and ease in sharing with You. And I also realize how much you have been asking me to step beyond this. Like finding the fancy Apple Pen for the iPad Pro. I mean it’s been years since I lost