Mother Earth Delegation will have time

EMAIL REPLIES TO THE INDIGENOUS Grandmother Vision Keeper of the Center for Sacred Studies

Great Grandmother Luisah Teish,

Thank you so very much for the clear specific responses to these questions regarding the "man-of-knowledge."  Clearly, there is a strong tradition and many stories about this time we are now entering, and the impacts and transitions before us. I am so glad you explained this from your own tradition and heritage. 

However, for continued research into this, I need the EXACT spelling of each word you used, which language it originated, and the tribe and traditions that are associated with it.  Like, with these Quechua Terms shown here posted at right; each level of detail is critical now, more than ever.

Once again, THANK YOU Grandmother Teish so much for sharing your knowledge and experience about this. I would welcome further insights from the other Grandmothers. Maja-Jingki:Burra commented it's about deep listening and getting off-the-fence to get real about what's here and our own responsibility to move forward.

This leads me to the next question about the “man-of-knowledge.” I am sure there are a great many signs and symbols that will demonstrate his return. Much as the Dalai Lama is found in each of His Incarnations, as skilled elders know what to look for.  Additionally, I am sure these symbols will be recognized by those with similar experience and knowledge.  Thus, my next question is whether the ancestors told about this "humanity-of-knowledge" coming together as a new Tribe, maybe a Leadership Council, or some other NEW form required to shepherd the populations into this New Transition of Earth.

I am sure there are equally, men and women of knowledge coming into Being now, so I'm curious if there are specific symbols and actions they will be focused on so they begin to find each other?

Thanks again for you Love and Light Dear Grandmother Teish.

Each link below is to the full video. You can start them over at the beginning if you want to see the whole session . . . . 

THIS BLOG POST: https://journal2mygod.blogspot.com/2021/09/mother-earth-delegation-will-have-time.html

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Making sure you receive the messages from the Earth and the Ancestors, where the Head, Heart and Hands are in accord.

This comes with deep, deep listening, and we all need to get on the same page, with KNOWING all the History of mankind on the ground and stepping up to the truth. Time is precious, we need to give all we know, and also continue to learn. . . and relearn things to move into the truth. More information is coming through to all. Know what real-life is and what dead-men on paper are.

It's about relationship and deep listening. . . Take your shoes off, stand on the ground, hold you hands up and "Be the Highway" for the energy between the Earth and the Heavens. . . feel this move through you!

https://youtu.be/rGgOMBUk5TA?t=4967

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From: Rafael Rivera

Subject: Mother Earth Delegation will have time for Q&A.
Date: September 15, 2021 at 10:37:11 AM EDT

To: Center for Sacred Studies

How will the Man of Knowledge help with Our Transitions?

ONLY NOW, knowledge confirmed in experience allows complete Passion Expression for Earth's Evolution!

As you noted here IN THIS ZOOM QA MEETING:

https://youtu.be/IOgwWKIHnNc?t=5627

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Yes maybe like the Christian "Prayer unceasingly", focused on Light coming down from Ancestors to our Crown, Third Eye and Throat Chakras = = > to Listen, Understand and Speak ==> 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

Listen, Learn, and Lecture

See, Sense, and Speak

Mind, Meaning, and Mentioned

Attentive, Acknowledge and Articulate

. . . what terms did you use?

Head, Heart, and Hands

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Meet and Greet to establish relations for moving forward.

Eric's Bio: https://www.linkedin.com/in/stars2man/ 

Dawn's Bio: https://www.linkedin.com/in/dawnmariejordan/ 

How does Eric's attention to synchronicity lead to his new growth and understanding?

His 1999 transition, came after loosing his job, wife and mother, which brought him into a new experience with his children. The divorce was amicable, where the children spent 1/2 the week with dad at home, and 1/2 the week with mom at her apartment. When speaking with his daughter Emily, halfway through the week, she asked him about learning to heal.  She wanted to cure their mother's skin cancer.

The next night Eric found a Reiki Practitioner presenting at the Safety Harbor Library. After listening to his program and training, Eric asked if he had ever worked with children. He replied about working with his own daughter also named Emily.

The name synchronicity between their daughter's names; MEANT for Eric, that he is in the right place, at the right time, to DO AND BE whatever is MOST ideal for him, right now.  Clearly, the Right Reiki Practitioner to train his daughter.

Eric took the Reiki Practitioner to dinner across the street, and scheduled a weekend training for his children to learn Reiki. The following months, Emily and her brother Christopher cured their mother's skin cancer. Chris even mentioned one evening how his "mom didn't believe" they learned or could do any healing, "Reiki" or otherwise. However, Chris could feel the energy in his hands and it was very present and obvious to him. His mother did not believe. Eric's mother who had been gone months now begin to show up in the children's dreams and they were able to communicate with her regularly.

Soon the Reiki Practitioner was teaching Eric Reiki and Eric began another transformation learning and growing process into more traditions from his mother.

On Aug 11, 2021, at 3:46 PM, Rafael Rivera wrote:

Cristine Legare
Department of Psychology
The University of Texas at Austin
1 University Station #A8000
Austin, Texas 78712-0187
Phone: 512-468-8238
Email: legare@austin.utexas.edu

http://cristinelegare.com/

Let’s chat again Monday about doing some new research in the area of Spiritual Rituals. We need to create some research to open up the deeper truths of how Synchronicities are the Love Language of the Universe!  Yes, my life always reflects Joy and Love in Synchronicities. Like my own experience this week with randomly calling you, after speaking with my son who starts a new job too.*

Yes, I told you about dating Kristel, Christine, and then Kristen in High School always in trouble with my buddy Allen. My daughter named after my mom and my son named after these HS buddies: son Chris A. W. Now looking up his new gig to see his bike ride . . . I stumble into his new job.**  

Then I had to map out his bike ride which he mentioned was about the same as mine as I was doing 10 years getting a Phd. His scenario is evolving and improving from my own. As 1/4 of his trip north for him is passing his girl's office, so they can bike together enhancing their relationship with more powerful bonding moments.  Yes, Dawn mentioned this provides essential bonding time for couples.  My ride was north, while my wife would ride south. I did also stop 1/2 on my trip north to do yoga, but never with my wife (son with 1/4 stop which is quicker and better than 1/2 for my ride). Again this shows the odd synchronicities hidden in the details that follow me. I told him how proud I was as he was improving on the DNA, exactly like I told his sister had with the water pics!

What Water pictures? He hadn't seen these pics I shared with his sister! Oh, I've been a water engineer all my life, so his Architecture work involving water as linked above (sync*), is also improving on my work. And his sister did one better than me too, sending me a baby picture of her daughter in a creek.  Yes, my daughter and her daughter are here in the creek pictures at 2. Her daughter owns this creek, while my daughter was in the smoky mountains for vacation. This also has my favorite picture of the two kids between my knees at the bottom. They are on the Hillsborough River in the canoe also around age two. Again my kids are improving the DNA experiences onto the next generation. The greatest Compliment I ever received is seeing them BETTER than I!  I'm wicked proud of them both as remarkable people finding their own divinity independently, to step beyond what I could do.

NOW I SEE, my own Place more clearly.  

What do these deeper synchronicities reveal to me?

What can I explore more?

My son's new gig, is another couple as an Architect firm, similar to his first gig in Tampa. . . lol, yes so now I laugh about seeing another synchronicity of the two "ARCH firms as couples" is what started his girl’s career too. MORE SYNC! 

I SEE SYNC?  What's my responsibility if I know something EXTRA here?

Now, I must search this couple and see what they write as linked above (sync**) . . . taking my responsibility to understand and explore deeper, as I see the two-couple architecture firms he's chosen, and NOW I have their first interview QUESTION:

• MU: What is the role of writing in Architecture? 
• MLA: I think it’s something that gives us time to reflect and combine disconnected ideas. It’s a process of trying to put words to things we’ve done that we may not completely understand. In writing, something you read six months ago, a project you’re working on right now, and a project that you wrapped up two years ago suddenly come into conversation with one another. 

NOW . . . at 6:22:44 SYNC CLIP!  screenshot ==>

NOW I SEE! MORE SYNC! I have seen the syncs and timestamps doubles triples. . . 

6/22/44  = 3+3 , 2+2. 4+4 . . 

6/4/8  

18 

9  = 3x3

So all the numbers sync, the pics sync, the videos sync, and now these words sync. . . trying to put words together for things “we may not completely understand". . . all these links, ideas, experiences and data here together in this BLOG might help us. I CAN Edit, and correct this again each day with more clarity. Cristine, and DawnXena can help me develop this . . . while Chris and Emily can watch and FEEL IT bi-locally!

This new experience that I write in this blog, shows me how I AM, in the Right Place at the Right Time, doing what it is that I MUST DO. Like accepting my responsibility. Accepting that I understand synchronicity. Accepting this is my experience. This is who I am. This is why I am. Maybe stepping into Research that only I can do, maybe even proposing I complete my DrPH  . . . 

Yes, only a dissertation is missing.

90 PH credits there on the contracts all completed. 

YES, New Consciousness Research with Spiritual Rituals ==> Doing Mayan Sun Gaze. . . 

Now, seeing, growing exploring. . .  instead of speaking to turtles or Mr. Lime, maybe we need to ask some Mushroom questions?

What could we ask them?

Where? When? What if this hypothesis is completely correct? What would happen if I randomly walked through a ancient redwood forest to come upon a meadow full of graining bison, or cattle?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nxn2LlBJDl0

Great to Chat with you last week, you MUST SEE this conversation too:

Sunday, September 19, 2021

Mother Earth Delegation will have time

with Great Grandmother Luisah Teish and the #PNL

Thanks again, and God Bless you and Yours =)

Dr Rafe'

Dr. Eric Rafael Rivera Weaver
Founder, STARS USA Inc.
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little Scouts Activity

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What an interesting stage you have been set into now!

I'm relaxing in St Pete again! Last night I barely got out of Tampa before 5pm to get stuck in some traffic, but it was quick. When I arrived, I put all my food and clothes up in the condo, then carried my Kayak across the street into the water and paddled out into the Bay chasing Pelicans.  They looked like big White Swans from a distance, but as I got closer I realized they were Pelicans.  Lots of big gray ones were flying by, but a bunch of pretty white ones were together just floating along. One jumped up and flew off and it had black wing tips that I couldn't see when it was sitting in the water.

So I paddled almost to Snell Island and then came back before it got too dark.  The volleyball courts were lighted by the time I returned.  Only one or two people just arriving when I left the shoreline, but several games were going when I returned to the shore. I left my bike here last weekend, and then brought my second bike now.  I plan to fix them both and bike around all week, or kayak around.  Two of each for a guest maybe, we'll see.

What about this stage you discovered?

I guess it's really a trip as my Goddess has left me the time and opportunity to begin a relationship with my Dad! So after years, I'm finally learning about my Father and developing a relationship. But I recognize I've used my name or email as "stars2man" and even had the pleasure of sharing that story with a professor this week. 

What does it really mean to bring "stars to man?" 

I guess now that I have another free day to think explore and consider this more deeply! It's been shown to me that I might need to personally see about connecting My Father Sky and My Mother Earth together inside of me at a deeper stronger level. My wife's first question to me when we met was about connecting the Right and Left Hemispheres of the brain together.  I immediately saw the "full Goddess" ready for her to come "into Herself" . . . Then my Son's First question was about understanding what this equation meant: E=MC2 . . . wow and He HAS certainly come into Himself!

What does this all mean for you now?  How about the Right and Left of this Equation?  Is there something significant that you need to explore here?

I guess I fall back to where this started! What's STARS2MAN all about? What about that story and connecting Heaven and Earth, Father and Mother, Left and Right really mean? IS this equation moving from Energy to Matter the same concept as moving from Father to Mother, Heaven to Earth, Spirit to Ego, Knowledge to Intuition; is there something deeper here that I'm only now beginning to explore.

What is remarkable for us to see and share with you this moment, is how the morning fog has finally lifted now as you write this. You awoke with a strange dream with your wife, or soon to be exwife, and how you never were able to answer her question or stop her searching. Sure she connected her Spirit and Ego in the moment and brought Divine experiences to the present with you while walking along the River that first day together. But carrying that forward never happened. The fluke of the moment never carried forward to Change into Beingness within her and her life. The next Wave of Time came and everything fell back into old habits and ease; instead of the struggle and challenge of growth and moving forward.

I'm free to explore this deeper again . . . which brings me to what My Mom sent me when she passed: "steps taken to connect Heaven and Earth as the Ancient Mayan Priests did. . . " 

What about this jumps out to you now?

I guess I have the time and opportunity to Chant and do Ritual again. I always seem to have sudden spaces of time. What is it about sitting alone in my own space that is so vital for me to move forward. I think about biking or going somewhere and it's always about food or coffee. But I've already made a bowl of fruit and coffee. My steal starbucks coffee cup is still half full, and after the fruit this morning, I decided to fast until I visit the Vinoy for breakfast tomorrow morning. 

But What about this time and privacy can help you to connect better to all that you are?

I'm perplexed now, as my first thought was to do Ritual, and I wanted to go out into the sun and sit and enjoy it. Of course now I thought of going onto the roof in private, instead of out on the grass here. . .

wow, that's so weird. I'm walking out to see.

What is really so important this time, was that you were very clear on the desire and passion you were feeling in this moment, and you followed it through by climbing onto the roof. You encountered a great many other choices that you evaluated and selected as you completed the key tasks that you chose to engage today. You fixed two bikes, and tested each to discover the next tasks ahead.  Visited stores, stopped and talked to children working and avoided those playing. And there were a few you chose not to engage. Like the families out with the soccer in the field. What was that insight you experienced again?

I know, I thought that second how easy it would be to do a little Scouts Activity exactly the same way as soccer. I could engage the parents and select a project and day to do it all. I could charge a set fee for each child and provide all the materials. And my first thought was to wait and plan it a bit more before springing onto someone out in the field with their children.

What happened now was to see you flash into a complete scenario mixed with images of your son and daughter! Making their uniforms, stitching little badges. Selecting arranging, doing it all by-themselves. Each move and experience adding to their power and clarity they share with you today. Then planning each activity together and setting it all up. Each new vision you encounter with scouts in the community pulls into place more power and clarity for what you are able to do.

I am so grateful that You are able to share and guide me through this moment now. . . Please Fill my Friends and Family with You Strength, Love and Wisdom for the Glory of Fathers, Sons and Holy Ghosts. . .    I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Amen.

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What an awesome intro . . . it is always where it needs to be. Knowing it's all connected in another way that none could argue. Never an issue, always up and ready. Creating the healthy community whole systems together

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What a trip this is, you never saw it coming did you. . . and now as u sit back to look and see what has happened, and you are totally stunned.  How better could this have all come together? And you are only at the draft stage, throwing out the very initial concepts and ideas, not doing anything more than asking for advice and direction before taking the next step.

I get to blog about it now !

What you need to really do is write about the Flashes you see.  The whole planet shifts each time you vision another solution.  each of us can feel it.  everyone does!  SPARKS of SPIRIT

The thing about speaking with the dead is that we are DEAD and you are not.  And this matters to you but not to us. Because Dead has no meaning. The experience and consciousness always carries on, so we chat now as if I am a ghost and you are alive, but then next time we switch sides.  And go back and forth over and over again.  You remember, you have been here before.  So to get caught up on one side, or the other, is detrimental to all.  You are there to be there, and we can help you.  But we can also hurt, as we all want to be there to. So in Christ you find the Word of Truth, but otherwise you can get distracted and fooled . . . as we would be there too . . .

I get reminded of the first story I wrote!  Talking to the rock, as the alien was there between the atoms, course we couldn't see him, but only hear him, as I do now . . . and so often with you. . . and I know that it's really me always talking to myself. The I AM that I AM, knowing full-well and clear that everything we are is getting clearer and clearer every minute, stronger, faster. . . the truth and clarity PUMPS through

What you need to share is how this flashed through you, you minds eyes, your heart hip-hops, and everything flows. No worries, no fears! It's been set and designed since time began.. Like the tiniest little balance between the electron and the neutron each piece in a perfect place and time. . . not one out of place. . . EXCEPT MANKIND! 

How cool, and appropriate that we help you set that right!! 

It all for your Glory!!!  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Fill me with Your Strength, Love, and Wisdom so I may achieve for the Glory of Fathers, Sons, adn Holy Ghosts

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11.55pm things to do!

What do you need to do?

I woke up and saw 11.44 and tried to sleep. no luck so i finally grabbed a beer and headed into the office. 11.45 was the time on an email from john. As I hit send on the reply i saw 11.52
thinking i had things to do! and read, i opened up this zest posting and started to read. 11.59 now and i remembered to turn on the music.

What do you need to do?

I was thinking I had to visit some engineers and see about building something more. it was an important thing to do! I keep flashing into new designs and I connect to people who can see and understand what I mean. It's like first meeting chuck and knowing we had so much to do. Every second i meet someone -more and more comes together. Everyone is seeing stuff now. And kim wants me to get out more on my own

2/17/2012now moment 12.07am

What do you need to do? 12.05 the future was wide open

I was thinking to write more about what's happening!

What do you need to do?

it wwwas soo cool....  i keep seeing more and more as i learn and understand what i am doing.  the power is growing so fast as everyone is connected and we feel, see, know,,, I was thinking about what things to do first. . . and the next song comes on and i flash off again into another memory, another time, another place.... like i've been here before.  Shit i'm in the same place again.  I've not moved yet.  and everything is still connected and sitting exactly where it has always been.  like a pistol in the closet.  you know it's there.  you know how to use it.  Waiting, it sits... like it's alive waiting to jump out and boom!!!!   like a snake hiding in the dark...

What did you flash too?

It was everything together again.  nothing to do, but watch.  A spectator, watching it all come together.. all ready..  nothing more to do but take over.  boom!!!  no more lies... life has begun again!

What do you need to do now 12.17am... not another picture?  you already know what you are doing... you always knew.  we've just been there with you and you like watching us.  like someone there in the back seat, not saying a word.  back seat driver, as it all flows from your inspiration....  what did you say today... "we can put men on the moon, but we can not figure out how to feed our brothers."  Something so primitive and basic.  Family, companions, peers, working, loving, creating, COOPERATIVE. . . being together.  a  S O C I E T Y. . . . how could you ever miss such an opportunity! 

No one there knows how to just be. 

While you never learned how to play the silly games they have.... Being too much already.  just watching.  you always felt like the odd man out.  the spectator to life, not really living, but ready for anything, , , watching . . curious. . . waiting, wondering

I was thinking about things to do!

It is what you do... like the next song on the radio.  Your heart beats, and you get pumped up. . . and then just let it flow.  designing, creating, patenting, What do you need to do now?

I was thinking how i copied this line...   I started with a link from a list and then popped open a page to copy the read letter for you... it was the thing to do!

What do you Expect!   you always know what you need to do.  the door opens, and you get it done.  whatever it is?  shows up, needs fixing... it just happens for you... always has, always well. 

like this moment again now, pumping up with us here;;; feeling this music and knowing the proof in the picture is as it always is.  you read and feel so much more into it, hearing the words you need.. knowing the truth in the pudding.  making it happen, watching it work.  everything in place, everything all set.

waiting wondering... feeling the love and light... knowing the place and the power.  it's where you are... and now you remember more.  knowing how we are all connected.  All ready.  Waiting to do what is right.  no more games.  this is our town.....  no one out there can interfere, we can close our doors.

I was thinking thing to do!

All matter and living light substance is ours to command, to take the shape of that which we desire in order to fulfill the Will of God on Earth.  

What do you need to do?

As solar magnets, we can draw to ourselves all the necessary particles of energy from the Great Central Sun to manifest and precipitate whatever we require to serve humanity. Our motives must be come from a place of divine integrity, with no thought to the needs or wants of the lower self. We must allow ourselves to exist solely through the solar impulse of our I AM Presence.  

The purity of our thought and feeling body will be the determining factor of whether or not we become masters of instantaneous manifestation!  

Once a clear examination of our motives has yielded the purity of our intention, our eyes must be single, with laser sharp focus on that which we seek to manifest. One of the primary reasons we do not see the complete fruition of our visions and ideas is that we become easily distracted and lose focus on the ultimate goal. It is deceptively easy to place our attention on too many things at once, our scattered thoughts resulting in the loss of our singular divine focus. It is through the power and presence of developed FOCUS and CONCENTRATION that we can amplify our ability to manifest at will. 

I was thinking thing to do!

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Spiritual Level - We recognize that we are God manifesting another part of ourselves that exists within a body of God, we are all particles of the same energy. 

Etheric Level - Once we have fully visualized our desire and made our invocation for its manifestation, we understand that it now fully exists on the etheric plane, ready to manifest.   

Mental Level - Through mental discipline we keep our mind focused on the Immaculate Concept, the perfection of the desire we seek to manifest, our mind's eye remaining steady in the Light.   

Emotional Level - As we maintain our enthusiasm, devotion and child-like faith in God and the Universal Laws, we draw forth the required forces of instant manifestation.   

Physical Level - We experience the full materialization of that which we seek. 

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MBA: evolves...

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What are you doing now?

I'm trying to write !

What about listening more?

I have such a hard time!

What about forgetting your fears?

It's never that easy...!

What if no one read this but you?  Could you teach yourself to let go and move into your power.  Your charisma is viral.  And the world is hungry for it.  Stop waiting for things, you simply need to start doing it all right now.  NO FEAR.  You can do it yourself.  You always could do it all yourself.. for years no one even knew what you were doing.  You would wonder off and create your own experience.  Create your own environment.  Support yourself and succeed at only satisfying yourself.  What did you flash too now...

I was talking to Ssorde again, like we had a thousand times.  I lived in the bike shop and craft shop when I first got here.  We would always talk about what I was doing.  I had this private cheering sections, as they all never seemed to get support from anyone either.  Like I would just do things, feeling the presence of my being, and reacting actively.  Not thinking or planning, but simply succeeding.  I just was BEING in my truth...

What about now...  ??

I'm trying; it feels good... I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

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i Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Thank You Jesus Christ for The POWER of Your WORD!

What IT IS REALLY ABOUT IS THE POWER OF YOUR WORDS. writing here and now with Us about the truth that you find is priceless. How can anyone judge your statements, without putting them into context. The context Here is ALL that you write, not a small part of it, but ALL of it. Looking at every detail here will allow you to discover such levels of power and truth that no other could miss again.

What happened this morning in the shower?

It was sooo awesome! I was sitting under the shower as usual, washing my hair. Figure nails scratching all around, pumping the vibrations deep into my scull. It was really awesome with the message head beaming hot water into my center. Such power and focus. The heat. The water pressure. Feeling the tiny electrons blasting all about. Scratching into my fingers nail as my skin absorbed the water to make the energy transfer chemical too!!

What did you feel?

I felt the Ocean !

What did you flash to?

It was like I was there! Countless particles of water across the complete Globe, and I was the electron connecting it all for a moment in this electron cloud. Then I flashed to endless pictures of water. Every where was water, oceans, streams, rivers... like all the Tarzan movies or dragon boat regattas morphed together into a picture right here before my eyes. I was there, part of it all.  Everything at once connected to water streaming down one me in the shower. It's done. I been there. Seen it all. WE R 1!

What did you flash too now?

It was the meeting today at the community center. I had to drop off our collection of give-aways. Emptied the truck in silence. Then went up to the next building to see if anyone was around... !

What about the flash?

Oh, it was like we were all together, everyone knew everything like me. . . we are one together, so we can do anything. Suddenly, everything clicked and we were ready to do anything. It was like we had already planned it all out, where we simply had to do it now. Everyone knew it too. No more competition, no greed. We cooperated, created community. Created Our Community! It was just like magic were everyone and everything was in place.
No more fear, no insecurity!

What about the electrons?

I could feel them. Like millions and zillions, flashing through every particle of water everywhere all at once. I knew you could feel me. Everyone could feel me. I felt loved!

What did you say?

I know we can do this. I can feel you know. You know your place and we are all in this together. When you hear my call, simply answer in a smile. We can do all this together...!  Wow, I flashed to Neo in The Matrix now at the end seeing the rivers of light nothing through everything.  Like only seeing the electrons for a second..

What about the electron?

It was like they all went positive for a second, ready to do whatever I needed and I had all I needed. We are ready. I can do it now....
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Thank you Dear Jesus for Your Word and the Power shared this moment with You. Please continue to Lead and Guide Us to the Truth, for the Glory of Fathers, Sons and Holy Ghosts.... e;-)

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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What is interesting is how you are still always trying to prove the Truth, instead of Being it and Experiencing it....  What was the post about?

I was feeling how i needed to really share how everything fits together.  Listening to this meditation, when they instructed us to connect to our friend and family - - i felt how i've reached out to people for eons, and needed to really get out more...  thinking within 12 hours to whoever asked....  eeek..  Not just asked but whoever contacted me by the time ending...

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

The Little Soul and The SON

The Little Soul and The Sun
A Children's Parable
by Neale Donald Walsch, Conversations With God

Shared here for community reconnection:
Once upon no time, there was a little Soul who said to God, "I know who I am."

And God said, "That's wonderful! Who are you?"

And the Little Soul shouted, "I'm the Light!"

God smiled a big smile. "That's right!" God exclaimed. "You are the Light."

The Little Soul was so happy, for it had figured out what all the souls in the Kingdom were there to figure out.

"Wow," said the Little Soul, "this is really cool!"

But soon, knowing who it was was not enough. The Little Soul felt stirrings inside, and now wanted to be who it was. And so the Little Soul went back to God (which is not a bad idea for all souls who want to be Who They Really Are) and said,

"Hi, God! Now that I know Who I am, is it okay for me to be it?"

And God said, "You mean you want to be Who You Already Are?"

"Well," replied the Little Soul," it's one thing to know Who I Am, and another thing altogether to actually be it. I want to feel what it's like to be the Light!"

"But you already are the Light," God repeated, smiling again.

"Yes, but I want to see what that feels like!" cried the Little Soul.

"Well," said God with a chuckle, "I suppose I should have known. You always were the adventuresome one."

Then God's expression changed. "There's only one thing..."

"What?" asked the Little Soul.

"Well, there is nothing else but the Light. You see, I created nothing but what you are; and so, there is no easy way for you to experience yourself as Who You Are, since there is nothing that you are not."

"Huh?" said the Little Soul, who was now a little confused.

"Think of it this way," said God. "You are like a candle in the Sun. Oh, you're there all right. Along with a million, gazillion other candles who make up the Sun. And the sun would not be the Sun without you. Nay, it would be a sun without one of its candles...and that would not be the Sun at all; for it would not shine as brightly. Yet, how to know yourself as the Light when you are amidst the Light -that is the question."

"Well," the Little Soul perked up, "you're God. Think of something!"

Once more God smiled. "I already have," God said. "Since you cannot see yourself as the Light when you are in the Light, we'll surround you with darkness."

"What's darkness?" the Little Soul asked.

God replied, "It is that which you are not."

"Will I be afraid of the dark?" cried the Little Soul.

"Only if you choose to be," God answered. "There is nothing, really, to be afraid of, unless you decide that there is. You see, we are making it all up. We are pretending."

"Oh," said the Little Soul, and felt better already.

Then God explained that, in order to experience anything at all, the exact opposite of it will appear. "It is a great gift," God said, "because without it, you could not know what anything is like. You could not know Warm without Cold, Up without Down, Fast without Slow. You could not know Left without Right, Here without There, Now without Then."

"And so," God concluded, "when you are surrounded with darkness, do not shake your fist and raise your voice and curse the darkness. Rather be a Light unto the darkness, and don't be mad about it. Then you will know Who You Really Are, and all others will know, too. Let your Light shine so that everyone will know how special you are!"

"You mean it's okay to let others see how special I am?" asked the Little Soul.

"Of course!" God chuckled. "It's very okay! But remember,'special' does not mean 'better.' Everybody is special, each in their own way! Yet many others have forgotten that. They will see that it is okay for them to be special only when you see that it is okay for you to be special."

"Wow," said the Little Soul, dancing and skipping and laughing and jumping with joy. "I can be as special as I want to be!"

"Yes, and you can start right now," said God, who was dancing and skipping and laughing right along with the Little Soul.

"What part of special do you want to be?"

"What part of special?" the Little Soul repeated. "I don't understand."

"Well," God explained, "being the Light is being special, and being special has a lot of parts to it. It is special to be kind. It is special to be gentle. It is special to be creative. It is special to be patient. Can you think of any other ways it is special to be?"

The Little Soul sat quietly for a moment. "I can think of lots of ways to be special!" the Little Soul then exclaimed. "It is special to be helpful. It is special to be sharing. It is special to be friendly. It is special to be considerate of others!"

"Yes!" God agreed, "and you can be all of those things, or any part of special you wish to be, at any moment. That's what it means to be the Light."

"I know what I want to be, I know what I want to be!" the Little Soul announced with great excitement. "I want to be the part of special called 'forgiving'. Isn't it special to be forgiving?"

"Oh, yes," God assured the Little Soul. "That is very special."

"Okay," said the Little Soul. "That's what I want to be. I want to be forgiving. I want to experience myself as that."

"Good," said God, "but there's one thing you should know."

The Little Soul was becoming a bit impatient now. It always seemed as though there were some complication.

"What is it?" the Little Soul sighed.

"There is no one to forgive."

"No one?" The Little Soul could hardly believe what had been said.

"No one!" God repeated. "Everything I have made is perfect. There is not a single soul in all creation less perfect than you. Look around you."

It was then that the Little Soul realized a large crowd had gathered. Souls had come from far and wide ~ from all over the Kingdom ~ for the word had gone forth that the Little Soul was having this extraordinary conversation with God, and everyone wanted to hear what they were saying. Looking at the countless other souls gathered there, the Little Soul had to agree. None appeared less wonderful, less magnificent, or less perfect than the Little Soul itself. Such was the wonder of the souls gathered around, and so bright was their Light, that the Little Soul could scarcely gaze upon them.

"Who, then, to forgive?" asked God.

"Boy, this is going to be no fun at all!" grumbled the Little Soul. "I wanted to experience myself as One Who Forgives. I wanted to know what that part of special felt like."

And the Little Soul learned what it must feel like to be sad. But just then a Friendly Soul stepped forward from the crowd.

"Not to worry, Little Soul," the Friendly Soul said, "I will help you."

"You will?" the Little Soul brightened. "But what can you do?"

"Why, I can give you someone to forgive!"

"You can?"

"Certainly!" chirped the Friendly Soul. "I can come into your next lifetime and do something for you to forgive."

"But why? Why would you do that?" the Little Soul asked. "You, who are a Being of such utter perfection! You, who vibrate with such a speed that it creates a Light so bright that I can hardly gaze upon you! What could cause you to want to slow down your vibration to such a speed that your bright Light would become dark and dense? What could cause you ~ who are so light that you dance upon the stars and move through the Kingdom with the speed of your thought--to come into my life and make yourself so heavy that you could do this bad thing?"

"Simple," the Friendly Soul said. "I would do it because I love you."

The Little Soul seemed surprised at the answer.

"Don't be so amazed," said the Friendly Soul, "you have done the same thing for me. Don't you remember? Oh, we have danced together, you and I, many times. Through the eons and across all the ages have we danced. Across all time and in many places have we played together. You just don't remember."

"We have both been All Of It. We have been the Up and the Down of it, the Left and the Right of it. We have been the Here and the There of it, the Now and the Then of it. We have been the male and the female, the good and the bad; we have both been the victim and the villain of it."

"Thus have we come together, you and I, many times before; each bringing to the other the exact and perfect opportunity to Express and to Experience Who We Really Are. And so," the Friendly Soul explained further, "I will come into your next lifetime and be the 'bad one' this time. I will do something really terrible, and then you can experience yourself as the One Who Forgives.

"But what will you do?" the Little Soul asked, just a little nervously, "that will be so terrible?"

"Oh," replied the Friendly Soul with a twinkle, "we'll think of something."

Then the Friendly Soul seemed to turn serious, and said in a quiet voice, "You are right about one thing, you know."

"What is that?" the Little Soul wanted to know.

"I will have to slow down my vibration and become very heavy to do this not-so-nice thing. I will have to pretend to be something very unlike myself. And so, I have but one favour to ask of you in return."

"Oh, anything, anything!" cried the Little Soul, and began to dance and sing, "I get to be forgiving, I get to be forgiving!"

Then the Little Soul saw that the Friendly Soul was remaining very quiet.

"What is it?" the Little Soul asked. "What can I do for you? You are such an angel to be willing to do this for me!"

"Of course this Friendly Soul is an angel!" God interrupted. "Everyone is! Always remember: I have sent you nothing but angels."

And so the Little Soul wanted more than ever to grant the Friendly Soul's request. "What can I do for you?" the Little Soul asked again.

"In the moment that I strike you and smite you," the Friendly Soul replied, "in the moment that I do the worst to you that you could possible imagine ~ in that very moment..."

"Yes?" the Little Soul interrupted, "yes...?""Remember Who I Really Am."

"Oh, I will!" cried the Little Soul, "I promise! I will always remember you as I see you right here, right now!"

"Good," said the Friendly Soul, "because, you see, I will have been pretending so hard, I will have forgotten myself. And if you do not remember me as I really am, I may not be able to remember for a very long time. And if I forget Who I Am, you may even forget Who You Are, and we will both be lost. Then we will need another soul to come along and remind us both of Who We Are."

"No, we won't!" the Little Soul promised again. "I will remember you! And I will thank you for bringing me this gift ~ the chance to experience myself as Who I Am.

" And so, the agreement was made. And the Little Soul went forth into a new lifetime, excited to be the Light, which was very special, and excited to be that part of special called Forgiveness.

And the Little Soul waited anxiously to be able to experience itself as Forgiveness, and to thank whatever other soul made it possible. And at all the moments in that new lifetime, whenever a new soul appeared on the scene, whether that new soul brought joy or sadness--and especially if it brought sadness--the Little Soul thought of what God had said.

"Always remember," God had smiled, "I have sent you nothing but angels."

by Neale Donald Walsch, Conversations With God 

Forgiveness

1.04pm Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Big word there... What's up?

I guess I need to clarify some things . . . a lot of things... lol... what's knew right! I realized I've been Journalling too much and not blogging enough, so I've got to go back and post all this stuff... mostly the recent stuff, all about forgiveness I guess. Hum, 4 months to the day, lol . . . 9/24-12/24 . . . the 24th is a favorite day of course since it's like Your Birthday Jesus, or at least the date we like to celebrate Your Birthday. . . lol . . . midnight the night before . . .

yea, but Why's that not up yet?

The events were very unique and very powerful, and I was inclined to keep them private, since I wasn't sure HOW MUCH power there really was, and I also needed to discern the truth and purpose a bit better. Hum, it was really only 7 days, no more, no less . . . guess You created everything in 7 days so who knows whether it's done or barely beginning . . . not my problem for now, I guess.

Why is that?

I cut the Silver Chord that tied me to it all. It was weird, lost like 50 pounds, felt all this freedom return with all this stuff falling away from me. It's funny as I regenerate Karma and energy all the time. I was really curious how so much got stuck on me. I also noticed in my next ritual all this tight stiffness in my back broke up and fell into the Earth too. Course I also caught something in my throat on 9/24 that I had worked all through in Red Tantra . . . lol . . . sorry long story, I'll add a link to the details when I add the Red from my journal to the White I had already posted . . . lol . . . and now it's back in my throat again. Hum, guess I should get into the Red some more . . . or maybe there is something more to this?

Yes, that's what we've been telling you all week. That first time in the Red you were very clear and strong about it. The desires and intention were powerful enough to process and clear anything. While now you are all wimpy in the Red, and don't seem to want to clear anything out. . .

I guess I can clear anything any time I want . . . hum which is why I need to post this new stuff I journalled about forgiveness. I mean I need to start clearing spaces for people and do more about what I do. . . I mean BEing a Temple to Connect Heaven and Earth is really cool, but I realize there is a lot more technique and details that I need to learn to utilize this more here.

What do you mean about that?

I know I can bring anything into the light and it's really easy to clear a space, forgive and bring resolution. Lol... I usually just walk into a place and I can feel all sorts running to hide. But that's not the same as clearing it out and getting everything into the Light. I mean, I never knew I could pick up people's Karma just by associating with them. Sure I can invite people into my space and sweep them clean of God only knows what. I've seen people come in loaded with tons of crap and about float there way out. But I've not done much about MAKING this happen. I guess it's more about my intention?

What else would it be Son? Everything comes back to your intentions. Like asking Chris what he saw, it's easy for you to do that all the time. And it happened because you unconsciously knew that's what he needed to see. However, when you don't feel what people need or want from you, then you really don't do anything for them. That's why DJ never has gotten anything for your rituals. You need to get your intentions stronger about making things happen instead of expecting others to carry the direction you need.

Yes I know, I need to come up with some procedure to clear a space and something more specific about helping people with their Karma or whatever. And this "unconscious" stuff; we all seem to do so much unconsciously and I wonder if that's what keeps connecting this Silver Chord, like it knows where it belongs whether anyone is conscious about it or not . . . Then I know I need to be more specific with people about the power that I bring in. Anyone who gets close to me will get so much more energy coming to them as well. Like not only will satan attack them more than ever, since he can't get near me any other way . . . but also I tend to attract all kinds of energy and people who have high energy needing to be and express more . . . like attracts like, and I can tell people about the population growth and thunder storms, but helping people who get close to me understand what that really means is so hard.

What it takes is only Your Intention! If you want to help people with Karma, then you decide that and you do it. Nothing about this is complicated. People will always understand only what they are ready for from you. You've already been through all the hard parts, you've just been coasting down hill. It's time for you to start peddling again, and really put some power behind it this time . . . When you get to the bottom and head up that other side the jump at the end will really send you out there . . . again! More so than you could imagine.

Oh great, so my Intention makes it happen, but I can't even imagine what will Really happen? That sounds a bit backwards or weird and out of place.

What you do with intention is set the purpose . . . that's like the direction . . . not your end destination. You can intend to clear a space, and blow out everything enough to send souls home and open new births and all the rest. Just clearing is the intention, but all the rest will fall into line based on everything involved beyond your intentions. The actual location and all the people and forces there will determine all the rest; yes like attracts like so the clearing and freedom you bring can open marvels, but if people there are lost in fear, it can bring their doom faster than ever as well.

I understand that. But then why do I need to know which Ascended Master Chris saw, or whatever.

When you create with intentions and call in specific powers aligned with your purpose, you can get a lot better results. Like anything else, with the specifics you can get at a more personal and applied solution. Remember your talk about dancing and people spilling their energy. Just because you created focus and direction for energy, you attracted all this "loose" energy to you. All energy is essentially positive and holy, it's just the purpose and intentions you put on it that sends it off. In the dance you describe you provide purpose to all this loose energy, so you absorb it. It's really the same principals. If you want a healing then you can ask for Raphael, if you want Strength and Protection then ask for Michael. Sure they can all heal and protect but just stick with the pro's, it'll be better for everyone that way.

I get it. So I need to get more specific on my intentions for all this that I'm doing.

What you did with the Affirmations was really perfect. And you can do that for clearing a space or lifting someone's Karma or anything. You can also let people figure out their own Karma, and simply send the energy they need to break it down manageably. Not everyone can blast things apart as you do.

I know, we fun, let me do all the blasting, Booms, Sparks and stuff . . . like I don't have anything else to do.

We went through a lot to get this all into you. And You went through a lot as well. That's really why nothing can mess with you. Not so much what you can do to others down there, but what you carry around undercover. NO worries, everything comes in time, and your time is anything you want it to be. . . still playing little college kid, look and act like it too, so enjoy it, there's always more and better coming if today's turn out weak and lost. . .

I don't know if I want to know anymore.

Yes, that's why you never like card reading or anything, some times you really don't need to know what you are capable of, and it comes through and happens very freely and easily for you . . . BECAUSE YOU ASKED! So Be It!

I know all in The Spirit Of Jesus Christ, For the Glory of God, our Father, Son and Holy Ghost!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

The American Way

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What do you feel?

I start reading this all again and realize how I refer to sections that I've not posted here yet. I Blog and Journal and post a lot of emails too. I try to link them all together here, but if you're not on a dozen lists and able to click from website to website you will really have no clue what I'm talking about a lot of the time.

What's wrong with that? Didn't you just say you made things too easy for people? It's great to see you do have something of a challenge here for people. Let them search and study. That's what people need to do to learn and grow. People take Freebies for granted and never grow from them, they simply get lazy and co-dependent on more freebies. It's kinda sad how easy it is for people to get so lazy. Like America the great welfare state. . . Course the whole greed centered culture teaches people to be lazy, rely on corrupt corporations and politicians for everything so people just become useless consumers adding to other's greed.

I know that's what I really need to be writing about. I have to get back to my studies and read more about things to complete the research paper for John.

What about the negotiations?

Oh, I was feeling how much that was the fundamental element I was looking for. People base their relationships and interactions on some perceived goal or personal gain they can obtain. It's like people interact only if they are able to find a motive and benefit from the interactions. I guess this is really the greed and corruption mentality that people are programmed with, since I normally will interact with anyone who crossed my path. I guess I've become a little more conscious that just because people cross my path and ask for something, does not necessarily mean they are entitled to anything from me . . . .

But still I tend to give all the time anyway, to anyone who gets close enough to ask, whether it is in my best interests or not. I guess that's why I decided to get more clear about what I wanted and needed. It's no use living and creating all the time if I don't bring and attract the things that inspire and help me to grow to create better. But then I still trust people and accept anyone who crosses my path . . . lol . . . even to my detriment. Though I think I've been getting more discerning, and making more effort to connect to what attracts me and avoid what doesn't. . .

What about the negotiations?

I guess I felt I needed to go over all this with Dr. Cohen. Course that means starting from ground zero and explaining as much as possible. Though that always intimidates me. Funny, like even last night on the phone when someone asked questions that led me to stories of my past, I tended to avoid it . . . while in fact I started telling her stories that I already had told her earlier. She even liked it, since it was confirming and giving her better grounding into my past and the power I carry and know is there. I always feel embarrassed with the old war stories, even after I realized she had heard it before. I guess it's gotten to the point that I can not defer to readings as much any more. She's catching up to my NOW, and it's more about simply BEing than remembering and piecing things together.

What about the Negotiations, you are rambling off again.

I guess I felt how my whole research project was about negotiating a Phd out of the school. And everything that I am doing is geared to that. Not simply the Phd, but the methods and procedures that I've created for them. It's all about who I am. Like the very first class I took was "Leadership and Teams" where I was redesigning the Patent Process to make it easier for people to develop and succeed with new ideas. The systems are not designed for totally new ideas, they only want things that add to the existing corruptions to strengthen the monopolies and greed there. While Creations is all about new stuff and getting out of their box.

Where are you going with this?

I guess I've gone full circle again. I started off telling them how to do it all. And now I'm simply doing it. By presenting my patents to classes now and negotiating their commitment where I can develop something completely new and innovative, I'm really doing what they told me I couldn't do when I started. It reminds me of the CUTR dude, sitting in his arrogance "no new transportation system is possible" we can only survive with the car and the highway with these major industrial monopolies that control our culture and way of life . . . anything beyond that is simply not possible . . . lol . . . sure, I got the patent anyway . . .

oh "not possible" lol . . . sounds like my name is all over it . . . like kissing in kindergarten, or earning thousands selling candy and drugs to spoiled little yuppies . . . lol . . . no one can do that, it's not possible . . . or throwing lightning bolts. . . "not possible" . . . lol . . .

Oh weirdness again. I was in the shower and noticed on the side of the tub what looked like black smoke stains on the sides. Course I hadn't any candles in there or anything. Nor have I been covered with grease or dirt that would leave such stains. Oh well, so I got out the soup and cleaned them off. Then another time after an incredible chant and erotic night I got into the tub and sat down to relax. I love the hot water beating down onto my head and always feel it as a clearing. I sounded out some strong Words of intention and gratitude for God. . .

Strong powerful vibrations deep into the earth. I opened my eyes again and there on the tub were these black smoke stains outlining where my thighs were against the tub . . . Oh that explains it . . . The Power of the Word . . . lol . . . my old friends . . . lol . . . here we go again . . . lol. . . "No mater what happens next I'm ready... Dear Father, Shine Your Light on me... I pray for forgiveness, let my heart receive. . . today, is the day, I'm ready" Circle of Fire CD, "I'm ready" by Cari Cole playing now off my PC! (lol... sent a few of these songs to Someone )

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ Please fill me with You Spirit to Fulfill the Glory of Fatehr Son and Holy Ghost, Amen.