Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Wednesday,March30,2005_12:19:29PM

Wednesday, March 30, 2005
12:19:29 PM
I saw Rima last night and we had a good time. We had lunch and went shopping, then visited Scott and such too. She loves him and was happy to only meet him to start. We stayed together talking until almost midnight. I did have her read this journal from Joyce’s Easter card till now. Nothing surprised her except that I wasn’t clear about what happened with Mary.

So as we drove around we passed the Tampa Bay Center that now it getting knocked down. So I called Dave Orr right that moment and he says that someone else got the job, but he might be able to give me a lead or help with my project anyway. That was kinda cool.

Now today, I got a call from Dr. Prange about meeting with my son. And my heart jumped into my thought knowing it was likely Chris’s turn to say good-bye to me. It kinda freaks me out a bit, since I know if anything else happens his life will be at risk. So I sent him another email, third or forth one I’ve sent with no replies yet. I don’t know what to do or what to think about it. It’s just too much for me to think about now.

Of course then I called Rima’s friend Jan who I met at Jennifer’s house. And the first thing she says is how she was about to write me an email. Then she says she wants to see the property where I wanted to build my project. So we are meeting there on Friday.

Too much too quick, this is all getting really crazy and fast...

What do you expect son, did you want it to take forever, or did you want it all over ASAP.




Dr. Kay,
I know you are really busy... I remember telling you this would only get worse... discernment and priorities were all there was for us...

As I read through all of this I thought of how critical it was to Jay to get this all done ASAP: Experts Warn Ecosystem Changes Will Continue to Worsen, Putting Global Development Goals At Risk http://www.millenniumassessment.org/en/Products.Global.aspx Seems like he might know more about priorities than anyone huu???

Tomorrow I'm meeting with the VP of the Earth Charter Group in Tampa. She wants to visit the site where I want to build the Moving Sidewalk. She thinks it needs to be part of the Mayor's Riverwalk Plans, and Mayor Pam was one of the original 6 with her who started this in Tampa. This Patent will be owned by STARS to fund more Patents and Research. That's why STARS is a 501c3; that's how it was designed... and why it was copied by Utek and Newkome!

Things are happening fast! And I don't think it will slowdown either. I need to write Dr. Litman soon too. DNA expressions and conscious changes in our perception of sickness need to happen NOW TOO. I know you are really busy. Funny, Dr. Ness mentioned in our meeting how cancer will never be cured. What will the Cancer Center do then? Course with all the greed and money in it I understand what he means. Have you ever noticed they only support and publish stuff involving drugs?

I hope you are doing well.... and that we can meet and chat soon to get something started....
Thanks
Eric




Hi Steve,

Sorry I didn't ask you about this sooner. I need to know more about the Kauffman Internship, of course I would love to do it working for Scott Barnett or Valerie McDevitt.... but here are a few other ideas.

http://transformworld.org/
http://tampasdowntown.com/
http://www.tampabayhistorycenter.org/
http://www.tampagov.net/dept_parks/trails/index.asp

Resume:
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/resume/resume.htm
Transcript attached

Please tell me when it might be a good time to stop in to speak to you more about this.
Thanks you very much
Sincerely
Eric Weaver

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Tuesday,March29,2005_8:41:18AM

Tuesday, March 29, 2005
8:41:18 AM
lol... ok this is weird. I called Rima when I got home and she called me back a few hours later. I was worried she was mad at me and avoiding me. So it felt weird all night until she called. That was weird too, I could still feel her tension and apprehension, buy she wanted to finish my regalia. That feels like Mary more than Rima, like Mary told her to take my money and then keep away from me. Like Mary knows anything at all... lol... funny I remember the first time I walked into Mary store and told her she should get out more and do events and such.

This morning I got up and read through my email as I ate breakfast. And there in my inbox was an email from my teacher tonight, seems like he's got a stomach virus or something and decided stay home tonight, so he cancelled class.

What does that make you feel?
lol... I guess I'm glad I can go visit Rima for lunch or something, which is certainly cool. But it kinda makes me nervous too. I know we can make things happen more and more and I've been telling Rima she will be leading and teaching people this more and more. Like I've said very clearly how we are on the leading edge of this and that people will all soon be manifesting things very strongly like this. So we better get clear about it and stay strong since others will need to learn and follow. She still can't believe we are the only ones, but it feels like we are at the times we can, while someone else is at times we are not... like there is ALWAYS one or two people at this level consciously at a time... and not much more than that, so there might be a hundred or a thousand capable, but only one or two there at a time.... humm?

What else did you hear on the news today?
Uh oh, another big earthquake at the same place as the tsunami happened yesterday. And I guess what is weird about that is how after the first one I told Rima how I felt while chanting. I was creating this vortex that went through the center of the earth and popped out the other side. I have seen and felt like there would be some massive hurricane to spin out of the point of the earth opposite from where I was sitting. Course then we get 4 hurricane hitting us here and tsunami's hitting the space opposite from here. I've also told Rima how the hurricanes won't really hit Tampa until my roof is all built. And she's lived in a dome before. And now her ex Jeff is coming to town with her son David. And they both have done a lot of major utility construction laying pipes and such.

What does this make you feel now?
lol... I guess it feels like a lot of things are coming together really quickly still. And it's more serious things that I never thought about. I mean I spoke to David from FEES last week about the pipes at StoneLake Ranch that I want to use for my roof. I'm supposed to speak to him again this week about it so I can see about getting them all. So Jeff and Dave coming back to town this week couldn't have been planned better.

What else would you expect? Do you think anything here is not planned? Do you think that everything will be here when you are ready for it all? You are here to make this change, and make it real and practical in the physical, not only the spiritual. This means that you will need all these resources and people ready to do what is here to be done. What did Dan tell you this morning?
lol... ok so Dan got home from work as I was getting ready to leave for class. I asked him how his day was. And he tells me how the ship-yard VP was there this morning. He came into the shop and complimented him. This was his foreman 10 years ago when Dan first worked there. And then the guy who hired him tells him that he's thinking about retiring. I guess what's funny is the other day Dan told me how rough the job was where they were giving him too much to do. I thought about it later and called Tom's cell phone knowing they were likely together.

Tom found him in the bar or wherever they were. And so I told Dan to swallow his pride and hang in there no matter what they did. I felt like he might end up running the place. And then I spoke to him again after the phone call before he went in to work that night and said that they might even ask him to do something that he felt was wrong. And he should simply make sure his position is clear and everyone knew what he thought about it, but then do it anyway. The good-old-boy test to see if you are a team member or not. He thanked me for my comments and I said I was praying for him.

Course that's when I realized I needed to be clear about what I do and say for myself too. Please Loving Lord Jesus Christ Fill my Friends and Family with Your Grace and Love so they my all grow to fulfill your Glory... Amen.

Monday, March 28, 2005

Monday,March28,2005_1:30:50PM

Monday, March 28, 2005
1:30:50 PM
Rima offended me. She sounded like Mary had brain-washed her. Like what would Mary know about what only Rima and I have shared? I still don’t think Mary could even understand it all to the depth that Rima has experienced. I guess I should be more concerned about how I affect people. But I know that not everyone can understand this. And I also know what Rima shared is deeper and stronger than even my own understanding had been too.

What you are doing has not been done here for millions of years. What Rima knows and understands is a mere reflection of the truth that was there in this ritual when it was first started. She understands it in terms of where it evolved and all the other religions and practices that came out of it. She has stayed connected to it, while you have brought it back from the origin. The more you share and learn with her the more it will come out for you both. You need to keep her clear in the truth and not allow her to get lost in the fears of others.

I think I’m going to have to race out after class tomorrow night to visit Rima. Ugh, that’s my late class tomorrow too. I wish it was another day or that I didn’t have such a late class tomorrow. I need to visit with Her and even take her out to meet some of my friends... lol... like a road trip to visit Trace, Tim and Scott! That would be a trip!

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Saturday,March26,2005

Saturday, March 26, 2005
Happy Easter Joyce
I love you

Last night our church served dinner and played The Passion movie. I was helping out and someone was speaking to me about when I joined and such. So I said how it started with coming in for scouts with my kids, and then my mom heard me sing and said how I needed to join the Choir, which I’ve been in ever since... THANK YOU!!! I Love you!! I hope someone will teach me something about singing soon... lol... Hope all is well for you... I Miss you...




RIMA CALLS:

Clear with the within stuff
Not Clear with the without stuff
Need to get more responsible about my energy
People who miss my boat are my responsibility, not anyone else.

What’s this all about?
10:50:37 PM
Rima finally spoke to Mary about my chant. Evidently I offended Mary. Of course my reaction was that Mary got what she was ready for from it. And if she thought it was all sexual and I was just coming onto her, then that was her problem. She was a lonely girl with her mind in the toilet.

Rima immediately reminded me that this was supposed to be an expression from God, and no one should leave with any negative feelings. She told me how people have gone miles to see her, and never is she searching to share anything. People know what she has to offer because the clarity of God in it is very strong. She never has to explain anything and even her worst enemies would leave in a state of bliss, fulfilled and understanding.

While I still struggle to share and know I have great limitations.
Yes you have been afraid of what this altogether is all
about. Changing the earth might not be exactly what this will entail.
Ok, this is about loving god and life, so what am I going to talk about with you now? Please tell me what I need to know.
What you have here is another learning experience. You already know you asked for that one thing that no one else ever considered. Sharing in God and the spirit is wonderful. However making this Earth into The Perfect experience of Bliss in God is something very much beyond that. As you discover in the last few nights talking with Rima, you can do a lot more than anyone
lol…11:06:33 PM

cool song on the radio... FEELS LIKE IT TOO!Posted by Hello
can even understand. This is about bringing together everything that was created. The creation was all about bringing the one into the many and now you are returning the many into the One.
lol…11:41:33 PM

Don’t you think this will be easy? We’ve told you over and over again to exercise and get strong. Remember what you said to Rima; how Florida is the toilet of the whole world, all the birds and sea life from the beginning of time have brought sands from every corner of the earth together here. Every galaxy in all creation has shined down on this earth for millennia, so all of God reflects from here. As she misses the hard solid Earth full of the DNA power and memory from creation, you now stand on the faint cellular reflection of it all from the beginning, and you know that it awaits your full expression.

So BEING now in creation and love is making this Creation fulfillment. You told her of living for 300 more years and having more children. This however, is about complete fulfillment. Life and time will have no meaning after 300 years; you will simply stop counting then, while the ONE Life will go on forever.

Ok this is really too weird...

What you need to remember is that you are changing so many things that staying focused on one element of it all, will simple make you crazy. That’s why you demanded to stay here in the present on Earth. There are always so many things going on at the same time and you never can see it all. You are not supposed to see it all. Things change every moment and seeing how they are all related is something God can only see. We can help and guild you but the faith and conviction you have inside is what you need to make this all work.

Rima responds to what you do. It’s real, no one could fake this. You are simply doing the task you came here for. She knows her task well. She’s been doing it a lot longer than you, since you had to learn and prepare a lot of other things. Everything takes time. Her traditions are hundreds of years old while you are creating something new to connect with the old. That’s why you have been together to bring the old and new together. She has a lot to teach you and you have a lot to teach everyone else.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Tuesday,March22,2005_9:00:01AM

Tuesday, March 22, 2005
9:00:01 AM
I beat Heidi to her office by a few minutes it seems. I got up from my PC at home at 8:30 to leave, put on my shoes and socks, locked the doors and left. No big deal I guess. Parked in my normal spot and rode my bike across campus. As I locked it up and parked outside of CPH, I noticed I was 5 minutes early. Wow, that was a surprise. Less than 30 minutes to leave home, park and ride anywhere on campus, since this office is about the complete opposite corner from where I park.

So last night I read some homework and sat around. I've been watching the news as I eat dinner, which seems kinda stupid. But the issues are all things related to me. Like the Terry Shiavo case, about keeping a feeding tube in a vegetable. Saturday Scott and I went to see the movie “Million Dollar Baby.” It was about a female boxer who got crippled, like nearly vegetative like Terry and she wanted to die. Her coach never wanted to train her and finally did. Then never wanted to help her with her death, but finally did that too.

Course the other news I saw was a Castle Rock law suit against the city police who didn’t enforce the domestic violence injunction that resulted in three dead children. Then a Florida case where a young girl was molested and killed by a repeat-sex-offender. This kid’s dad is trying to get the laws changed and stricter. While the Castle Rock case is where a city has never been sued before. I certainly think about suing city, state and county here about my poor kids




Lisa Interlandi

Hi again.
Is Scripps moving ahead or is this a smoke screen to destroy environmental and concurrency laws so Bush can get into real estate speculation after he leaves office?

I'm not sure if you can help. I did notice this letter from Fowler & White too. http://www.co.palm-beach.fl.us/pzb/Planning/scripps/2020_and_tim.pdf
Thanks
Eric



rlerner@scripps.edu

Hi Dr. Lerner,
Just a quick question.

Is Scripps serious about Florida?
Do you think you can get away from all the environmental law suits??

Just curious, heard it was a dead deal already.
Thanks
Eric



Hum, weird stuff going on still. I talked about a lot of things with Heidi and things just clicked with her. She’s excited about how things are coming along, and sees the reflections everywhere. So when I asked her about Scripps and she said it would never happen, seems like she met someone over the summer that worked there... So then I researched it a lot and there is a lot going on here in Florida about it. Course they Legislature set up a "development company" to make it ahppen, and last year this company had over $500,000,000... sounds like a perfect Bush scam to me!!!

Monday, March 21, 2005

Monday,March21,2005_1:55:30PM

Monday, March 21, 2005
1:55:30 PM
Too much too quick again. I'm not sure if I'm tired, hungry or what. But I need to be doing a lot of things and I’m just slow. I know I need to better create the space of love and success inside of me. There is nothing outside that I need and everyone is here just to help me. I know this in my soul. And so there is nothing out there that can stop me or slow me down.

Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, please help me to grow and learn to succeed and excel in Your Strength, Love and Wisdom. Amen.

Friday, March 18, 2005

Friday,March18,2005_1:46:55PM

Friday, March 18, 2005
1:46:55 PM
Wow, things are still flying really fast, which is really good I guess. I’m not sure what to expect or work on first. Well I guess I do know. Rima took me to the meeting at Jennifer’s house, and seemingly it was just for me. The central conversation was about what I needed to do with building this sidewalk => riverwalk for the city!



Jan Roberts, President
Founder Institute for Ethics & Meaning

Kimberly Finn, Community Relations Director
Tampa Bay History Center

Hello,
It was great to meet you both at Jennifer’s house on Wednesday. I think you are correct that I need to get this to the right people ASAP. I actually met Mayor Iorio when she was a County Commissioner, and am registered to bike with her tomorrow http://www.hartline.org/news/new_events/bike_bay/, so I’ll bring the attached map/survey my neighbors completed.

This concept of a transit system started with an award from Disney’s Dreams & Doers essay competition when I first came to USF, this is a small piece of it: http://stars.dyndns.info/homestead/files/Transit.htm

I realized I could only build these designs if I patented it myself:
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/resume/patent2.html

Please feel free to forward this on, or schedule a time we can meet and talk more. I’m currently working on an MBA at USF and can meet very easily.

Thanks you very much
Sincerely

Eric Weaver 237-3705, 679-5195 (cell)
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/resume/resume.htm
PS. My resume has several links to patents and other websites I’ve published including my business sites.


So I have these other links i almost put in the above email too... lol.. now what?
http://www.hamclub.org/images/ZoomIn.gif
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/resume/City_Nursery.gif
I soon started a student group to develop it http://stars.dyndns.info/homestead/files/Minutes87.htm and later incorporated to develop “Projects for Credit” http://www.starsusa.org/
am embroiled in their patent process again http://groups.yahoo.com/group/USF-class/



Art of the Start Author
A quick Question?

Mr Kawasaki;
Do you think the local university helps or hurts with start-ups? Like, should I visit the VP Sponsored Research about faculty start-ups and patent issues?

Brief Background:
When I started my BSE here in ’83, I began to develop patents and ended up
debating student rights with the former VP. I was inspired to change the world and soon realized they would never help. Interesting enough we incorporated to setup “projects for credit”... my favorite is still using donated Mac’s to teach reading and writing in pre-school, my son’s first Project.

They tried to
copy our business model TWICE! But still have no clue what they are doing except exploiting people for greed. Now, I’ve got stuff going on my own, meeting with the city about one Patent, while a professor from USF wants to sell another Patent, so I’m not sure I want to get involved with the bureaucrats again. Though I might be doing more research there anyway, and other teachers still here from the 80’s think I can bring the needed changes here anyway.

I recently started an MBA and have audited a class “STRATEGIC MARKET ASSESSMENT for NEW TECHNOLOGIES” where I have been reading your book The Art of the Start. I thought you might have a new perspective on this problem.

Do you think the local university helps or hurts with start-ups? Thanks for your time...

Oh as long as you're here, the book is great, do you give out student scholarships to The Art of the Start Conference on April 21, 2005. I can volunteer to help out, and even video tape it, which was my last trip home too.

Thanks again
Sincerely
Eric Weaver
http://profiles.yahoo.com/stars2man

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Tuesday,March15,2005_7:17:41AM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005
7:17:41 AM
Wow did Rima and I have a chat yesterday. I keep telling her we need to be careful about spending too much time together. And I’ve been teaching her a lot of things, like she’s been teaching me. Sunday we had a drum circle in my back yard around a fire. Dan, Angela and her two kids were there, Sammy Jo and Dan dropped in for a bit too. The first Dan is a friend of Angela's from NY. He came south to help her move up north. Now he doesn’t want to leave.

I guess things started with Rima on Saturday. She wanted me to go out to meet some of her close friends in Carrollwood for breakfast. I went to pick her up at 9am. It was a nice group and everyone had a lot to offer and share. Rima has never brought anyone into the group before. They started going around a circle introducing themselves and such. I was really quiet and watching throughout. They started the introductions with Gary http://www.hellofrommyheart.com/ to my left and went the other way around the circle.

When they got to Rima on my right... she introduced me! Wow wasn’t that sweet, all about me being connected to some ancient ritual that she was adorning to help bring out for everyone. And I guess that was really smart, since I would have just said I was an engineer. The hostess Jennifer http://www.skinwisdom.com/ has been doing a lot with patent development, nursing and such. My first feeling was to ask her about helping Rowan get over here. But there was a lot we needed to share and talk about. Evidently she needs Heidi’s help too.

We all had fun chatting and sharing. Then we left. Rima wanted to stop by to see Mary at the Indian shop and we sat and chatted there for a while. Mary wouldn’t even look at me and barely said a word. Rima was the middle of everything there in a flash, while I just sat back and watched. She got a birthday card and a gift for a son-in-law. An hour or so later we were off to deliver the gifts, and stopped into Wally’s next door to get some stones. No one was home at her daughter’s house, which was halfway down Hillsborough. She talked about going to a Pow-Wow in Dunedin but we didn’t go.

However, I did take her to Phillipe Park to visit the Indian mound, since we were half-way there already. Wow, did she love this place. We drummed a bit, and sang and such. She began teaching me things and telling me about the old Indian ways. This might have been what promoted the drum circle Sunday. She was careful to teach me more then and both Dan and I were very careful to listen and follow her directions for how to start the ceremony. She told me that I might learn from him too. And it was very clear how she still separated the “white man” from everything else. She clearly has a lot of resentment and anger towards us. She’s said I have a lot of old Indian stuff and ways, but still calls me a white man.

Funny, one of the Indian books that Dr. Cooper told me to get, is full of people she knows. She found it on my shelf and has been reading it every time she comes over. It’s neat, and I realized why I've not read it yet, because I don’t know the language, or the slang they use. She read a passage about how white men were lost in the ways of the “green frog skins.” The frog skin is the dollar, and so men were lost in money => greedy. Cool to see the truth so clear there from the Indian Medicine Men.


12:37:53 PM
So Heidi and I had a good meeting this morning too. After I wrote this in my journal waiting for her I sat in her office on her computer chatting with her as she ran around me cleaning things up and getting organized. I gave her all I had found about Litman and even searched some more on her PC to make a big folder of stuff on her machine. Then I copied off her “fertilizer” folder so I can go through it for my report in class.

She was still coughing and didn’t sound too good, so I asked her if I could give her some Reiki. To my surprise she said no, because the bible said a lot about staying away from “black magic.” I about laughed, saying she always knew the difference between the light and the dark. It was never a question of discernment for her. But she didn’t like my over-simplification that the “back or white” is only in the intentions not anything else. It sounded like a conversation that could go on for hours. So we made plans for dinner and I went on my way.

I tried to get a hold of Sam in the shop, but had no luck. Then I went to the credit union to deposit my student loan check, and asked if Dr. Ness was around. He was busy in a meeting but certainly wants to meet again. So I left my phone number and hope to stop by there again. I also want to go to Jiwan’s Yoga class tonight. I will see her again Thursday too.

Wow, busy really busy. I invited Heidi to join us Wednesday when I go see Jennifer again, and Rima has already said we were taking her brother out to eat after it all. Angela and Dan left late last night too. So Rima is alone again in her house, and seemed happy about that.

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Saturday,March12,2005_12:50:06AM

Saturday, March 12, 2005
12:50:06 AM
Wow what a week... what a day. I ran around all day again today. And I missed a meeting with Sam in the shop, where he was waiting for me to finalize the patent revisions. That really kinda pisses me off too. He wanted to finalize sand and paint it. I better take him out for steaks now!

The Class Team met with Dr. Fountain and Dr. Marshall about the Technology assessment project this morning. I knew what I had to do. I had explained to Heidi a number of times that the only businesses that are really successful are those where the owners are only pursuing their passions. I mean, if she wants a business, she has to be totally clear and sincere about the best perfect scenario for her to work and create in her highest ideal situation. Anything less would be less than fulfilling her true passion and would be a flop. I simply only start and work with businesses like that.


It was so cool explaining this to her and the team after I met with Dr. Palmer. I said the exact same thing to him and he understood me completely. He simply wanted it DONE NOW, and to be in total full support of Heidi’s ongoing research. He loved the idea of one corporation to run everything and spin out the patents, products and designs to support Heidi as she was free to pursue her passion. He went off talking about thousands of acres in Utah where he was looking at Oil Lease options to help fund her already. He said they had Tons of Uranium there that he dreamed of selling too and he wanted it all going for this one business and one mission. He really sees her truth and spirit very clearly; I wonder how long they have worked together.

So anyway, after meeting Palmer Wednesday I called Heidi. Early that morning I delivered her the extra cell phone Cathy had, so we could chat to make this happen. Heidi called me back just as I sat down with the Class Team. I got up and went outside for better reception and spoke with her for a while. I told her how Palmer reacted and she was thrilled. She agreed I shouldn’t tell the team too much until she was sure what business scenario would make her most comfortable. I decided I would simply say we were going to create a business to develop the patents. So we had to look at the marketing and business this patent could bring in. Find the companies and prices, then research what Palmer could do in Tampa to make the business fly. He’s been in this same industry for over 30 years, if he’s convinced the profits will fully support Heidi’s further work... everyone he sees and speaks to will see this excitement and determination to feed the world with this new fertilizer that solves all the phosphate mining pollution and permitting problems.

Wow, writing it all now sounds so clear and simple. I know for sure that detail wasn’t said to anyone at the meeting. A few of the team women were in love with the idea and filled with passion and excitement about how the opportunity could unfold .... all except one girl. Ugh!

I started asking her about her career interests. She wants the project done ASAP, to get out of the school and become a CPA with a Big Four company. Yuck! Lol... wonder now if I should have spoken about Tim and how running those companies is crap. All Greed and politics, lots of cash; but too much that’s fake and totally stressful and competitive, course he’s doing his passion now too lol.... No, instead I told her that every successful happy professional that I know started something with a college buddy. I said here in this group now, having this team together and focused is the best way for us all to make tremendous success in the future. That clear focused team that creates victory is why so many successful professionals are college buddies. Like this one college buddy I have. I helped him with his software passions at USF and now he runs the oldest successful computer business in all of Tampa. We’re still buddies, help each other out and work on things.... but no computer firm in Tampa is older than his!

So what! lol... I also tried to see if we prepared a for-profit or non-profit or maybe some other tax perspective related to her field would inspire some passion.

Nope, nothing.
She wants it done, ASAP, and an “A” would be nice, but it’s only an MBA in case the CPA isn’t enough to make her “succeed.” Ugh....sounds like greed to me... So anyway the team decided to continue with the market analysis forms and layout the opportunities with Dr. Fountain Friday and see what he recommends for us.


Then I realized I really hadn’t even told Heidi the best and easiest way to support her passion. I created STARS for my own passions, but I still hadn’t really explained it all to her, wanting her to find what makes her comfortable first. Then I realized that in last Friday's class Clifford Gross spoke about writing the Utek business plan for Dr. Newkome. They had lunch a few times and Newkome was still struggling with no big USF patent sales in 1997. So Clifford wrote up the business plan and Newkome told him to just do it, which became this giant success. Sure I know, I wrote one with Newkome in 1987 too, which became the Research Foundation. But the real success wasn’t there because the true passion was in STARS. No fiefdom control of bureaucrats could ever do this. Like hiring a cat to watch the fishbowl, or using mice to guard the Gourmet Munster.

That was just like the Monk and the Riddle (a book for class). It was all about getting serious about passion instead of greed and profits. That’s when I knew I had to finally tell Dr. Fountain what I was doing. I hadn’t told Heidi, or the team or anyone. Sure Scott and Chuck know. Lol... there are so few people out there who understand and I remembered how Dr. Fountain knew Scott too. That’s right. Scott’s been in this forever too. Like he started college in about 1973, when I made my first thousand selling bubble gum in grade school. Then when he was getting ready to graduate as USF SG President maybe about 1978, I was moving rolls of bill$, selling knives and explosives in high school.... lol...

So I died to the greed before I ever started college... and now I started at USF with the passion to create enough to retire when I graduated. Now that was too much to say at the meeting. But the real passion about research is creation. The patent is an ideal creation since it creates profit to fund more research. And that was my passion in STARS. That’s the ideal expression for any true school: promoting research and creation. Interesting enough, after I started STARS, I had to get lost in the world again and learn how the bureaucracy is just a corruption to program greed for fiefdoms into people.... like a virus!

No wonder “Newkome’s” foundation was hopeless!

Well Newkome never thought I had a clue. Course his secretary Rhonda hated me. I would visit him anytime I wanted. It was years of walking in his office like I lived there, and each time we would argue for hours. I never knew she was actually his “professional assistant,” Claire told me how I must have really screwed up all his meeting schedules. But he never thought I could do anything. None of my patents or anything was even remotely possible to him. So the 10 years to raise children and understand bureaucracy was really my time I needed to get some patents done on my own. And now I could put them into STARS myself and pursue the true passion he helped me refine. Shit no fiefdom greed control scheme would ever think of helping me do any of it anyway.

Now, I was back in school to finish what I started when I first got here. And Heidi was here now to make sure I did it right.


Hum, obviously... lol... obviously I Chanted and was filled with visions of how everything fit together in Light and Truth like nothing I could ever imagine before which is really easy to write about now in hind sight, as most of this actually only came out clear with Heidi.
Now it was time for my meeting with a class team to talk about building a business to pursue the true passion of research and creation... that I’ve worked all my life for. Ugh, so I needed to say some history about building businesses since time began, and then how the research grants into the 501c3 could be used to create spinout companies. I had to make it clear that it is about research not just profits.

It was a weird meeting. I got out some of this and connected a bit. Like a few times Sandra said things where she knew where I was going. It was the same scenario about redesigning the patent process we had done in Koehler’s Leadership class. Now they needed to know I created this STARS ... I’m on a mission from GOD!!! (lol... yea right, I wish I said that!!! Lol...) And everything that Heidi wanted and needed was already built into this model. But, Dr Fountain then diverted to how this class project was about the technology and I was talking about business planning. That was the next class and now we needed to focus on this one technology.

He was right, so we did. It went good, but he’s still got no clue what I’m doing!


When I called Heidi to tell her about the meeting, she told me she could meet later tonight. I told her she needed to meet the Board to see how they work and understood she had to see an attorney too. I started calling around to see who I could find. Chuck was in Gainesville and would call as he drove south, asked Scott’s answering machine about meeting for lunch, but then Trace was ready for lunch ... so I drove out there. I told Trace about the “Oldest Computer Company” speech. And he laughed saying I should go work with Utek since now more people are copying me again, and someone finally has the computer model working.

Lol... nope never, I’m doing exactly what I need to do. Teasing him, lol, let the lost search for their greed, tehy are all doing exactly what i want them to do. Nothing will make it work right until I do it all myself. He offered again to have his software team write it all up for the web. He all but begged me to get some stupid $10k grant so I could program it all out exactly as I needed. It’s so funny how many years we’ve had this same conversation, he even tried to do that programming a few times... we first started student groups to get grants for this!

Scott and I spoke a few times on the phone and I visited his office for a while too. Oh, Keith called while I was there! Told him the deal hadn’t changed. He could work if he wanted, we will always need a fund-raiser marketing dude; but only straight and clear!

Ugghhhh... lol... funny how everything comes round in circles again! Smack right in my face!

Then I went to meet Heidi at Chilies. I never told the class group exactly what I needed, but I finally had to fess-up to Heidi. It is her passion too. Being real about creation and truth is light-years from the profit greed crap so it was really important that she see what I’ve already done.


It was WONDERFUL to just relax and speak with her. She’s right there in the Spirit too. I told her how I wanted all the directors there. Saying to Chuck exactly like I did to her, how People IN TRUTH of SPIRIT will always spontaneously connect and understand like we were that very moment so easily. And it was such a joy to regress to my beginning to explain my mission and creation of passion in STARS to her. Like Chuck was always conscious of the Power of Spirit, there was never a question of my motives. The lost world of greed never interfered.... wow, I told her everything too; from the County Sheriff in NJ, to the frat party on campus; the patent project for credit and the dream that started it all. Most of what I’ve written now came out refined and clear in conversations with her.... it was clearly God's Grace, and so wonderful to recount now!

So then I warned her. Everyone else she ever meets in this system will try to convince her to go for-profit. It’s all greed and control. Once you get the $15million grant and finally get the new boat. That next year of $15million will then make for trips and control and greed lost as all the others. They always will want the big profits, it’s like drugs they only wants to create more. She already knew all this of course, laughing as I said it knowing so many who do it already I’m sure.


It really was awesome when Scott arrived. He wanted to know what she was all about. I just sat back and watched. Ordered them drinks and food, listening as she taught him her technologies. I never realized how much he knew about this stuff. They both knew a lot of the same researchers too, all the leaders in their field. I always feel like a spectator whenever I introduce people... lol... that always happens to mr, like watching long lost brothers get reaquanted... it’s so funny when I think about that.

And he went on and on about how she could do this and how she could do that. Every little greed corrupt motive possible came out. Wow, it’s so weird. He finally said he felt like he was talking to me.

Wow, what a compliment that was. lol... I never noticed it until now. He knew she was clear about her passion. And before he left he even said Palmer might just be able to set the non-profit to create spin-outs that support STARS to create the positive altruistic research and social improvement that we all dreamed of...


She repeated that STARS scenario to me just after he left. I guess I was as surprised as she was. He had expressed every business scenario he’s done and even detailed how many professors are striving for the ideals as Palmer was. But as he left to finally concede the truest expression of her passion was STARS...

Wow, and she did repeat that even. She was so tired. So AM I at 3:11am now! ... UGH! She knows she needs to get serious with Palmer now and have him get ready to meet Scott and then Dr Fountain and all. She’s got SOOO much to do... I offered again to help her with things, even repeating what Scott said about me doing office work for him just to help out. I think she knows I'm serious about helping her. She even gave me a big hug before she left.... wow!


When I got home I called Scott to thank him, thinking of what to say to his answering machine. He answered the office phone. Lol... more weirdness, could anything more happen. Oh yea, of course, as I hugged her I could feel the tension in her back, so I said how the Indian Elder wanted me to meet her friends, specifically one man with a heart condition. She’s already told me I needed to Chant with her and Heidi... Heidi was happy to hear that, seemingly knowing already about this.

Friday, March 11, 2005

Friday,March11,2005_1:09am

Date: Fri Mar 11, 2005 1:09 am
Subject: Re: mayan chant lessons

Opps forgot something. I know some of you didn’t believe my warning on the home page of this list. Some of you choose to ignore it and not get the book. So I just got this from Mike and realized that I missed the BEGINNING.

Everything about this CHANT begins with you. We will learn to USE the TEMPLE OF GOD here. http://www.seedwiki.com/wiki/stars2man/specify_the_concept.html This is all about you, and really LOVING YOU. This Inner Smile technique should be second nature for you and it’s fundamental for the sounds and Yoga too. It’s one of the first chapters in the book, so here you go, You can access the file at the URL:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MayanChant/files/innersmile.pdf

Now it’s time to really get serious!!! Get through all these lessons again, and make sure you are clear! http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MayanChant/messages/156?threaded=1&expand=1

I will soon LOCK THIS LIST, and then give everyone here REIKI I & II... Yes I’ll be doing Reiki Attunements for the members here! IF YOU WANT IT, block out two hours on the calendar, any time that is open next week March 14-18 to get attuned. I’ll give details privately...
And after I lock this list; there will be a FEE TO JOIN it... and I will start teaching the full Chant!! But this will be LOCKED so subscribe now to this group: MayanChant-subscribe@yahoogroups.com




WOW, Jesus, make me the man that You want me to BE” The Man You Want Me To BE by Phil Joel on CMRadio.net




Dr. Kay;
Please review this note to Valerie McDevitt at Patent and Licensing. During our last team meeting with her, she told us about all the market research data she had from working on your patents. She wasn't comfortable giving us anything without an ok from Dr. Fountain. This information is not propriety, and you can likely get it any time, but she wanted to be sure she wasn’t interfering with Dr, Fountain’s mission in the class.

Further, Dr. Fountain and Dr. Marshall would like to meet with you to discuss the private business opportunities with the incubator. I tried to express how the non-profit could be used for the FIPR Grants, but my explanation was not very clear or successful. I think we should all meet with Dr. Palmer to talk this out in more detail. A meeting with Dr. Fountain and Dr. Marshall could be scheduled after Spring Break if that is feasible for you. It can involve the whole group with Dr. Palmer, or you could just go and explain the research scenario you are really looking for. Please tell me how you would prefer to proceed on this.

I also need to go over some details about competitive patents with you. I can follow a lot of the technology concepts, but some claims are too specific with the chemistry for me to know if they a similar or polar opposites to your products. We will keep you informed about the marketing aspects we find, and will certainly give you a draft to review again.

Thanks again for your help with this. I am still convinced there are a lot of great opportunities here for you both, and I certainly have enjoyed helping with this.
Sincerely

Eric R. Weaver




Eric Wrote:
Date: Fri, 11 Mar 2005 10:18:08 -0800 (PST)
Subject: RE: Division of Patents & Licensing
To: McDevitt, Valerie

Ms. McDevitt;
Thank you so much for you help with the project. We had a status meeting with Dr Fountain and Dr Marshall again this morning. They are very pleased with our progress. But we've not been able to find any market costs. We can find the need and the market use and everything. But all the numbers are in metric-tons not dollars.

We asked if you could review the data in the patent file that you had compiled about this and they said that we could. They would be happy to confirm this with you too.

Is there a time during Spring Break that will be good to come visit you about this?

Thanks
eric

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Thursday,March10,2005_9:57:27AM

Thursday, March 10, 2005
9:57:27 AM
Wow lots and lots of things are coming together really quickly. Tuesday after meeting with Heidi again I raced across campus to get to my new class. As I got here the room was all dark with the teacher running a powerpoint presentation or something, so I walked into the class and sat in the back as I always do. Then I found out I was an hour early for my class and was in some undergrad media class. At the end, the teacher asked me what I thought of it and invited me to return. So now I’m sitting in this class as he talks about marketing and advertising plans, sounds like what I need for my Strategic Technology Class.

Brand to consumer Top-Down Plan: Goals about market share, target market, project positioning, => develop strategy, long term goals, what am I doing now. Down-up start with the tactic and get back to the plan. IMC Integrated Marketing (Don Schultz) => customer to brand development; relationship marketing; “creating and maintaining a long term relationship with stake holders.” Develop campaign to reach every target audience. Market segment creates loyalty. LPCV= lifetime customer value current customers are 90% of revenue, new customers hard to get. Regaining lost customers are hopeless. “Introduction to Advertising”

Heidi and Dr. Palmer are both very excited about making a company and have a lot of ideas and resources to add in to make it work better than ever. I hope to get it all in as STARS, but have told them both to get clear about their passions before they decided anything more. It’s really weird how other things are falling together that supports everything we are trying to do. I called her again when I got home last night and she started into this story about another doctor at Moffit that wants to start exploring research Heidi has done already. So immediately the doctor started talking about getting Heidi onto her publications, future patents and grants; even saying she had access to big investors in china. Figures!

9:21:14 PM
This is getting too weird. Today in the group the leader said we had to deal with something really important. There had been someone not following the rules and they needed to address an issue that was talked about outside of the group that needed to come into the group. OK sure. So it was Renée who needed to talk about Emily which I discussed with her once before the group started. She had the same experience as Emily, and had confronted it and now was studying to get a PhD to research and teach about pedophiles. She was so nervous bringing it up and catching me by surprise.

But I thanked her and told her I was so VERY sorry that I had put it all onto her and never let it out in the group. Wow, was she relieved and so we started into what the whole thing with my children was all about. Of course they all thought I was hiding and hurt, wanting me to “DO SOMETHING” about it... as everyone wants me to. Course I’ve done everything I could legally do already which they seemed to understand after a while. It’s really up to my children to face what the truth is and take it serious which they will some day. I really feel like Abraham taking my son Isaac up a mountain ready to sacrifice him for the greater good. Which I wish was it, since in my case I’ve about given up my son and daughter, and even my ex-wife to a satan himself and gave him their lives and a knife to do as he likes.

I guess it was really good to get that all out.... lol, never said a word about Isaac to them, but feel it now as I write. Someone else had things to share too, about loosing her connection with her family. Interesting enough I confessed how I had the same concern with my own family, confronting my father and brothers this last holiday season. Like where one lied to the others and their whole perception and lies are all based on bull shit that they will have to all face sooner or later. Renée said she had the same issues with her family, and felt how it would all come around again, going full circle.

Like the people would all learn and grow to face their own truth and come back as a family again someday. Wow, this is exactly what my children will have to do as well. What came to me as I spoke to her was how my father had lied to my siblings about me. And I told her how they were projecting their failures in life onto me. Like my dad had really failed and never could face it. And instead of admitting it and facing his mistakes he has to blame me and create a scenario about why I’m the black sheep.

Wow I never understood that so well before. It’s something that my dad went through a long time ago that he’s projecting onto me. Something he never wanted to face.... He never faced it with me as a child in his own house when my mom confronted him about it. And then he did the same thing to my own children missing a 2nd opportunity to confront his own fears. You kinda wonder if people will ever grow up and face their own creation that they bring back to themselves again and again. I guess little Maria or Abby are next? I certainly will never let one of my children into that house again.... twice is bad enough....

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Wednesday,March09,2005_12:04:23AM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005
12:04:23 AM
Ugh, numbers numbers.... "All my life I give to You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ !!! and I couldn't mean it more, I wanna make a simple declarations, I wanna share my heart with you!!!" Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ for all your insight and information.

"What walk with you just like we've done for so
long..... " Harder Than the First Time by ....

lol… wow.... I flew away with that next song. First I turned up the speakers of my CMRADIO.NET connection for Winamp in this PC.... then I turned on the stereo... then the PC-Volume, Winamp-Volume and STEREO-VOLUME MORE!!! LOL! ! ! ! Then I Started to dance and jump around !!! o;-)]-==
What did you pray for the other night?

lol… ok, I know I've not really prayed for just me, in I always say just for You Will to be done. So the other night I PRAYED For You to COME NOW.....for me.... lol.... like it's been long enough; We're all ready NOW; SO COME NOW. Let's JUST DO IT.... yes all of it, .... do it now, everything WORKS!!! BOOM!
What happened today?
found this:

http://w3.usf.edu/~uff/ratification/CBA0407.pdf
Collective Bargaining Agreement
Article 18.3C3, “within sixty days after disclosure, the Division of Patents and Licensing will inform the employee whether the University seeks an interest in the work”

Article 18.3C4 “The employee and the University shall not commit any act which would tend to defeat the University’s or employee’s interest in the work and shall take any necessary steps to protect such interests”

Article 18.4A2 “if the University wishes to assert its interest in the invention, the Division of Patents and Licensing shall inform the employee within 120 days of the employee’s disclosure to the Division”

Article 18.4A4 “The Division of Patents and Licensing shall inform the employee of the University’s decision regarding the University’s interest in the invention within a reasonable time, not to exceed 135 days from the date of the disclosure to the Division.”

Article 18.4D2 “at any stage of making the patent applications, or in the commercial application of an invention, if it has not otherwise assigned to a third party the right to pursue its interests, Division of Patents and Licensing may elect to withdraw from further involvement in the protection or commercial application of the invention. At the request of the employee in such case, the university shall transfer the invention rights to the employee, in which case the invention shall be the employee’s property and none of the costs incurred by the University or on its behalf shall be assessed against the employee.”

This means that After 130 days (Article 18.4A4) if active development isn't continued for the best interest in the work ((17 year time clock for patent has started: Article 18.3C4) the University shall "At the request of the employee" transfer the invention rights to the employee, and none of the costs (Article 18.4D2)!!!

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Saturday,March05,2005_3:43:21PM

Saturday, March 05, 2005
3:43:21 PM
Rima called today. I was thinking about her too, wondering how we could get together and when. I was even thinking of taking her to the Gasperilla Art Festival. I miss going to that with my children, we would always love it so much, until Paul ruined it for us. Rima had a lot to say too. She has been feeling for my children as well. Like this morning it felt like Chris had reached the end of his rope and would blow the whistle on the crap going on over there. I really feel sorry for them all, especially colleen, she really never was too bad, well maybe not very stable, but she tried to be a good honest person most of the time. I guess everything comes around as it must. I’m not sure if her situation is a lesson for the children, me, her or her family.... lol... likely all of them.
Funny, Rima spoke about how her son would be great for Emily, a strong stable kid, clear and pure; while she could corrupt anything now I’m sure. Interesting enough I think she can come around very clear and sure again very easily if she wants to. But it’s not going to be easy for her if she doesn’t get started soon. We spoke about taking the three children across the county for the summer in my truck. Wow wouldn’t that be a trip! I’m not sure we would ever come back or want to. I told her we could go to Oregon, and she was thrilled.

5:19:45 PM
Wow I just felt really sick. It’s weird for years I've told people how I never get sick. Starting Wednesday when Rima missed yoga, I've been feeling more and more yucky. And just in the last hour it was like something smacked me in the head. What’s weird about it is that Rima has been feeling kinda yucky too. So now I thought I would make some chicken soup and go to sleep. I’m tried and feeling kinda yucky. So why not....

Friday, March 04, 2005

Friday,March04,2005_7:48:53AM

Friday, March 04, 2005
7:48:53 AM
Everything is really weird with this all. Heidi called me twice yesterday and I sorta got the feeling there was more to it. I invite her out any chance that I can and even tell her to bring her children Paul and Rachel. We all went out a few times when my children were here. She hasn’t been spending as much time with them as she wants, while I still just want to have more children.

I've felt like I had a bug in my throat and now remember someone telling me about getting sick with some cough that got really bad. I’ve not been coughing much at all. But I feel this in the back of my throat and have been trying to sleep it off. I missed choir Wednesday night so I could come home and sleep. Then I tried to study yesterday but just slept most of it too. Today we have a presentation to do in the entrepreneurial class which kinda makes me nervous but I guess that's just what it is.


7:52:10 PM
wow, it's 12 hours later and I can write again. I’m trying to study and only am getting myself stressed out. It’s annoying when I can’t stay focused and clear about what I'm doing. I feel like I've been goofing off a lot, but then feel like I don’t have enough time to do anything that I need to do. So it’s really just weird and stressful. And I’m not sure what to do about it all. We had a quick presentation at school and I just raced through the technology side of it. They were rushing us anyway, so that was good since I couldn’t have talked much more anyway. I've really been embarrassed in this class since I don’t seem able to do anything right in it. It’s weird. Everything is really weird. And I’m tired and sick and yucky...

What do you need son?

I need to get this all done for you. The stress and insecurity is really freaking me out. I’m not comfortable and happy with anything that I see or do anymore. I worry about my kids and worry about my classes and worry about who I need to see and who I need to talk to.
No worries be happy; everything is coming around exactly as it needs to be. There is no need for you to get all uptight about it all. We know where you are and what you need to do is exactly where you are. There is a lot there and a lot more coming to you very quickly. There is no fear and nothing to concern yourself with. If you are ready to do everything before you then it will happen. You’re not secure because you don’t have enough faith in what you say and believe in yourself. If you feel something that needs to be done and you don’t do it everything will be fine. No worries, everything comes in time.

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Tuesday,March01,2005_4:33:32PM

Tuesday, March 01, 2005
4:33:32 PM
Things are going exactly as they need to be. It feels really funny about the kids, like something I wrote to Dr. Prange gave him a very clear insight into this weird stuff that my kids are dealing with. I visited Heidi this morning again and we chatted a lot. She’s got the clear feeling that things are coming together too. Or that there is a lot of things out there that are falling apart or need to. It’s really kinda interesting to think about and see.

She wants me to help her set up a business and do a lot of other things. And interesting enough she knows exactly who can help me do my research and where I can go with it all. It will all come together exactly as it needs to. Thank you Loving Lord Jesus Christ! Amen