Another Life: Interpretation of Abes_Kids Digest, Vol 66, Issue 22
the Torah says,"it is not good for man/woman to be alone." We seem to have been created with a deep desire for intimacy, not sex, intimacy. Mental intimacy, learning deeply from one another and openly inviting the energy of that the dynamic polarity brings when there's relationship, is love. Not the romantic Hollywood kind, nor the guru/disciple kind, but something deeper, perhaps primal.
This speaks of the Universal Law of Gender. My feeling is that Adam and Eve are personifications for the masculine-feminine energy necessary to create all matter. My feeling, is that unless we, as individuals, are expressing our authentic selves creatively, we fall into romanticism. What I mean by "romanticism," is that we fall for "hope;" the hope that someone, lover, expert, guru, will come along and "save us," or give us meaning. That's a dead end, as it always turns out badly; we end up hating the one we expected would save us when they don't.
We are called to create something from our own authenticity. That "something" lies within each and everyone of us in "potentiality," waiting to be materialized, waiting to be born. That is the messiah. We all contain within ourselves a messianic child.
My own life changed enormously once I took the responsibility to birth a creative child. I spend 8 hours a day journalling. Most of the time I feel I'm writing only crap. Once in a while something spills out that surprises me, making the hours of endless musings seem extraordinarily worthwhile.
Over the last ten years I've been flooded with dreams. I seemed to have more than my fair share, and I wondered why. Looking back I see that I started dreaming, having mental movie time, when I stopped watching TV and Hollywood films. That caused me to wonder if too much film watching made the creative brain lazy. My mind could feed on film, on other peoples creative endeavors, rather that create its own. Anyway, the dreams were quite directive and pedantic and tailor made for me. They became my inner teacher, and helped me create a Life of meaning which in turn helped me become...bit by bit...a little more mentally free.
I'm fortunate to have a little money set aside so I can devote my time now to writing, but I'm living a fairly simple life. I still run around after some income but this no longer comes first. Now, Creativity has taken over and that's much healthier for them.
Another Life: Interpretation of Abes_Kids Digest, Vol 66, Issue 22
Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What are you doing?I've been digging into my past and reading about many of the things I've done and learned! Again I've been given the time and freedom to remember and explore all that I am. My Son, ever so brilliant, suggested that I might not want to get lost in these explorations and remain attentive and ready for all that IS. Like I've spoken about all of this to Sharon over and over! We laugh, sharing the issues of today, since we spoke of these things before! STAY PRESENT, learn and experience, but always move forward, Nature Never makes mistakes, never go back and change or regret something, stay moving forward.
