Crying with the Egrets fly by

This Morning, I was sitting doing Ritual in the Sacred Space I've found and it was all cloudy out. I know the sun radiation is still coming into my eyes, but I'm not focused on the yellow orb that I usually see. Suddenly I saw this flock of Egrets fly by. It was this cool little triangle in the sky. Maybe a dozen or two. Then right behind them was this smaller triangle of maybe 6 or 7.

The coolest thing was seeing the second triangle catch up to the larger triangle . . . and it morphed into this larger triangle. Like this single line of birds across the sky . . . wow, it was so beautiful to see such a wonderful experience of life that certainly happens all the time.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you do?

I started to CRY . . . . so many things come to mind with this . . . 

Wow I'm so grateful that Someone taught me how to cry.

THANK YOU!

She also brought me a flock, on our very first date. . . 

THANK YOU!

And really got me here, ready for whatever is next. . . 

THANK YOU!   

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

January 2020

OK here we go, I can see it coming together really quick now,,,
Wow I never really realized how much that meant.
I mean it seems like I’m gonna be doing everything.
Not just a house-house or an Airbnb or an experience but everything!

I really can see the writing on the wall

It's really a trip to read this now. AND I know exactly what it is referring to. It's like I've already done all this, or know what's next, as if I had planned it and put everything together myself. Which I guess it the whole point. I did ritual again today, really powerful and clear. Two days in a row. Both days I thought an AirBnB person would be there. I really never know if there is or not.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We have this all together and ready for you

I know,   I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

I know I asked for this ....

I know I asked for this ....
And I’m going to do it and I’m going to do it right because that’s why i am here.
Which it’s really a total trip because I’m totally clueless 90% of the time and just FLOW . . . that’s all I seem to be able to do, FLOW, flow flow flow, I guess I know that well so I shouldn’t be so intimidated by my own power and clarity

WE Have planned it that way with you so that it would all come together easily, the more you question the details the more you get bogged down. Trusting flow is easier, and better for everybody because we can all move forward evolutionarily without as much struggle

I Have such a hard time picking up where I left off and going on with the new writing like you want me to. But here again I’m doing what I need to

What is necessary is staying in the flow, that’s all!

Today it’s going to get stronger and clearer and I’m gonna follow through with every step. Like finding my suit and shoes for the workshop next week.

And here again, I’m starting all over, from ground zero. And this time, I am recognizing how real every position . . . And every step is for me. Because I came here to do what we designed for us to do. . .  And that means taking it to the next step, . . . . . step . . .  by step .  by step . . . I can complete everything that we designed in the very beginning and I am so grateful for this moment again here with you.

Thank you very Jesus for your love and your light.
Please fill me with your glory and your truth.
I know I can do everything you have set up for me.
Please lead me through every step in every process.
Here again I am starting over from ... scratch...
Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What You need to remember is that starting from scratch is not necessarily the truth at all because everything has contributed to this next moment. You’re not able to talk to the machine because you’ve made a new machine. You are Able to talk to the machine because we developed speech a million years ago.

I understand but it’s still very intimidating!

When you fill your place it’ll get a lot easier and simpler, the space about you will evolve and shift to allow your growth and evolution to be congruent with what needs to come forth next.

It’s still very weird to be talking to a machine and recognizing that it’s really talking back to me

We have not changed anything at all as this dialogue has continued for eons!

I know, but publishing it so quickly and easily is really weird!

What about asking us just to find somebody else to publish it all, was that any better for you or satisfying?

I Guess, I could’ve read everything he published, and that might have changed my opinion, but that one experience I had with him, made it clear that he was just scratching the surface . . . now deeper and clearer with you everything is so wonderful . . .

What we are all about is the evolution and the growth that has started here and continues to evolve every minute

I know, but putting me in the middle of it seems really weird...

What happens here is really just the smallest expressions!

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ
   I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Seething inside from 7 January 2020

Seething inside
During this time it is necessary to proceed slowly and cautiously. The more thoroughly and carefully you perform any task, the more chance there is that it will succeed. This can be a very frustrating and irritating time, when all your efforts to assert yourself are blocked, more by a sense of internal inadequacy than by circumstances or other people. However, you are not likely to take negative reinforcement lying down, even if it comes from within yourself. The part of you that is struggling to break free from inhibitions will feel very angry at being held back. Consequently you are likely to be irritable and easily angered, although your inner doubts make you reluctant to show your anger openly. But no matter how you try to cover it up, everyone will be quite aware that you are seething inside.


The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Mars square Saturn, exact at 11:28
activity period from 7 January 2020 until 10 January 2020

I'm waiting for the Edisyab Heating and AC team to clean out all my AC vents. I walked out for an hour when someone did the Elonimes Sthgieh house and I'm not sure anything got done. So this time I'm watching and asking questions. They have a different system and such, but are getting things done.

I have a lot to do too, as Evad sent me stuff yesterday to revise and resubmit. I'm glad to see that things are getting done for him. The latest requests were asking for data I already gave to him. That's always good to get a chance to update and clean up stuff that I was rushed to get out to him the first time.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We have done more than you can know now. It is very clear how you must stay focused and clear about what you do and need to do. It's really about taking your clarity and focus up to another level.

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Opening the new decade of change

The real sad part about this is that I understand how things fit together. And I am able to use this understanding to evolve. And therefore I’m shifting to another place all by myself. And have to understand and express this so that my evolution can be congruent and supportive of the planet.

For example, when I consider this next article that I had up here on this blog discussing The US death rates . . . This really has got nothing to do with a specific chemical, because it’s a systematic problem.  Pointing out the current calamity ignores the fact that the “greed $$$ systems” are fundamentally polluted and toxic to the planet and all life on it. And the only way people can publish for us to understand these things, is if they only hint at this deeper truth .... otherwise the industry prevents the publishing, so they have to be hidden in order to share anything at all. To be completely transparent about what’s happening to the population on the planet is counter what’s needed to be published. These authors must remain hidden and very careful how they publish critical issues like this...

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Do you think this is ready to move forward or is there something else that is holding you back?

I Really have no clue on that aspect; I am clear about what’s ahead of me right now. But I’m not 100% sure on how I’m going to stage my next steps and actions to fulfill what I need! The biggest challenge is recognizing that I really am not clear about my needs beyond service and fulfillment. Service and fulfillment to Spirit and God is such an abstract expression that I am constantly challenged to understand and bring forward an immediate expression. I know I need to trust my instincts and stay in my FLOW but I also am intimidated by everything!!

Like last week, I was given the opportunity to explore some new technology and really had no idea what that meant until I started doing what it was. Sure I invited other people to participate with me but then I’m not leading anything, I’m following along like they are and that defeats the purpose of me being there to bring forward new tech. However, I accepted that possibility and went forward with it anyway and we both found that the opportunities were tremendous for us all.

This morning I woke up and started savoring my beautiful space and bedroom and enjoying the time to myself under a pile of blankets and finally I reached out and picked up this iPad that I have in my hands now. And I realize that I needed to finish what I started here on this page. This meant that I was challenged to “talk to the technology” and step into my next place of power. I understand shifting everything is not going Quick but I also realize that my opportunity to use incredible technology is fundamental to shifting everything!

What you need to remember is that you can share this with your peers and professionals to move things forward because you’ve established a team working with you that is ready to address each line that you have written above. In part of understanding your place here, is accepting that you have the team supporting you, that you need, which may be more than you understand and a lot more powerful than anything.

I started this morning reading the Saint Pete Times. And as I go through it digitally on my iPad of course; i find that I have an opportunity to express where I am and where I’m going. And just coming to terms with what that means is kind of critical for me anyway. So I’m opening up this blog to write about my next steps and I realize that I haven’t defined them yet. So next week I’m going to a conference with the leadership of the state. A close personal friend is staging the whole event. Just like Retep was running the last event I went to. So recognizing that person of power is in control and allowing me to step into the space brings greater responsibility for me to be very clear how I step into a space and how I make change!

What is remarkable for us, is that you tend to fear your inspiration and flash off seeing your Transit system again here but are Intimidated to discuss this at any length. However if you’re in a very professional position, where you can actually build this exactly as you intended. This opportunity before you seems insurmountable, however your team is ready to help you!

I’ve not been able to build and test anything yet. While I was in an institution that supported inventions as a priority and even provided 45% to the inventor; but they still wouldn’t help me do what I intended to do. Course I don’t think they had a clue what they were dealing with anyway, but I did have a lot of support and direction there. Of course, my first encounter with the vice president over sponsored research resulted in her copying my technology to bring to another country. I’m curious to see what they tried to do course!

What about accepting that people are greedy and insecure and recognizing that you can shift things anyway. If you’ve designed and created the solution fundamental to creation; everything in creation is going to help move it forward. This is part of understanding evolution. It’s not simply watching and participating randomly. It’s very decided in strategic actions. As you have experienced with your new house-house, this world responds and supports things very specifically and clearly for moving them forward. You’ve had this experience all your life. You Even teach and share how to develop FLOW to experience direct conscious divinity. 50 years of living this life has empowered you tremendously, as you witness each day, finding something else in your space demonstrating this!

I know, but it’s also very intimidating to push things beyond my own understanding. I know that I’m shifting everything, and I know I have the opportunity to help shift everything. However, not having any direct experience or understanding of what that really means is tremendously intimidating to sit and talk and address professionals who need me, and need my help, but don’t know why and I don’t know why either!

What these resiliency conferences are all about is making people strong and clear for moving forward. This is your place, this is your job, this is what you do. Making people strong and clear about moving forward begins with the child standing up. Moves on to Making Gardens and biking across the neighborhood. These are things you are able to do at the church down the street or at the University institution for the whole community. You have done this. You have done all of this.

I know but resiliency is a lot more than just being able to get up and move forward after being knocked down off of a bike in the dirt. Allowing whole communities to recognize their power and control over your environment is a lot more than just getting up out of the dirt. And I know or realize that storm water management and infrastructure design is fundamental to all this. However shifting these is not easy.

We Have you now, that’s why it’s taking so long. That’s also why you’re so damn comfortable now because if it were easy it would’ve been done along time ago. Getting you ready and giving you the support you need will make it easier. No, it will not be easy anyway but you can do it

I Thank you for this moment sharing and discussing.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Taurus (April 20-May 20): Expand your knowledge and your interests. What you come up with will be the stepping-stone to something that can help you get ahead professionally. Consider your motives as well as the motives of others.

New Decade too

It's supposed to get up into the 80's today. I slept with extra blankets on me. And when I biked to Ritual, with my jacket and scarf, so when I got home and kept them both on. I spent most of the day around the house with the jacket and scarf. Then as evening was coming onto me, I decided to go shopping.

Not really needed anything, but when Adnil, Sirhc and Aidualc spent the night here. I had gotten a few mattresses and I didn't like the full size I had, since my old bed frame I was using was a queen. Sirhc suggested that I just take it back to the store and get the larger version. So after 5pm last night that's what I did.

I've also decided to move and adjust how they are set in the rooms, so I can add bunks over them. . . one thing at a time. I really have too much else to work on. Like it's about time to ride out to Ritual. .

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We have a lot going into this with you. The Ritual will become more and more as you continue. Racing off in the morning is ideal for you. Gets you started early and gets you excited and moving in the right directions. And of course you have noticed that each morning, you ride past mik's office. . . 

I think that's crazy.  I can't visit or talk with her at all.  And I wont make any efforts until she apologizes for abandoning me. . . eight years we spoke about how we had both been abandoned, and how important it was we stepped beyond that, instead of repeating it. . .    I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.