freehand on my iPad

I'm using my Apple pen again and I feel like I'm doing so much better. I know that my beta testing these Apple machines has been really significant as so much has changed since I first started. I mean I almost had a new install everyday for a while and now this has really gotten easier and easier to use.  I'm really so surprised how much it can do now.

I’m still your mom....When you no longer listen or care what I say. I’m still your mom...When you decide I’m old fashioned and want to go your own way. I’m still your mom....When you talk back, complain and we argue. I’m still your mom.....When you figure you know more than I do. I’m still your mom.....When you move away and take a piece of my heart with you. I’m still your mom...And I will love you still as much as the first day I held you in my arms. I’m still your mom.....And I will pray for you and make sure your wings are strong enough to soar. I’m still your mom...I’ll want what’s best and will sacrifice my plans for yours. I’m still your mom....I’ll always have room for you and a hug to welcome you. I’m still your mom....And until my very last breath, I’ll keep carrying your love with me. And I truly thank God every day for the privilege and joy it’s been to be called — your mom 

I am ready to write more again. I can feel so much more clarity now as I see myself writing and sharing more every moment. So today I found a dead fish at the shore line. So I cut them up for the birds and the snails. Wow, there are really a lot of snails all around now and they are getting bigger and bigger. I'm so impressed. It's really wonderful to see so much new growing and sharing this space with me.

And now I am freehand on my iPad. It's working better and better everyday. Again I see myself moving to a higher vibration. And I realize I can be sitting and writing anywhere that I want. Today I had a message and it feels great to have my back worked out again. I recognize that I will be doing this again every few weeks. And it was a place next the Black Crow, to I sat outside and listened to my next MindValley exercise.

I Keep doing more MV Quests . . . then going back and doing them over and over, learning more and more about myself.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We are always going to give you More. If you evolved in your culture to create these dreams you have. Then Of Course you will be given more and more time and freedoms to employee, love, develop. The Earth evolved from self IS ideal. So it works to open more for non each day. 

I am ready for this.

 I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. 

1 need To write more and more every day. . . . Being more too

my paper Journal IS knowing Jesus Christ

4/17/21 1.51.56

getting ready for my first live lecture about talking with plants. . . wow. . . 6:43pm. It was totally remarkable! I had no idea what to expect. The girl who interviewed me, called me the day before to talk on the phone for over an hour. Then read all my websites and had really thought out intelligent questions. She kinda surprised me and forced me to get serious about the whole experience. I was totally thrilled with each detail as all the universe came to join us.

And again I feel the power and clarity of being in the right space and sharing the truth at the highest levels . . . And everything fits exactly as no other could ever imagin!

4/16/2021 9:45am.

I guess, I need to write every thing over again from my paper Journal. I know Jesus Christ is coming, and I know he might stay here with me soon after he arrives. I also sense so many others will come and stay as well. And this is what I am living for, to enjoy and experience with one sense of divinity allowing better flow.

We are already here in each and everyone of you more and more every moment. And again you see this in more that you do and share. Since as you write again today, you are trying to get serious about this work, and what it really means. You also spoke to a new friend who feels and knows the same dynamic of creation in this vibration that you share with Dawn and Maya. As no one else can see all that you do. And you need to explain it better!

 

As again now you write so freely but only write in your book not on this computer where everyone can see it more easily → you are a channel for the universe to create and expand it, your job is to be the instrument... My hands and feet on Earth are there for us all to grow and share. 

 

..... We know you are in the right Place at the right time to connect and dance and change everything.

A new friend, yes I need to write her 

Where everyone I know today can see and experience all that we did.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What about posting this more.. 

I am totally perplexed with this. . . and I finally write our with my pen on the iPad, more details of this experience i'm getting lost in. and I know this place is exactly where I need to be.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to guide us all in this moment with you and others we are encountering. . 

Wow, more feathers to address. . .

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you need to learn is how quickly things can shift, instantly all can go, and just vanish in a second. We made this clear to you hundreds of times…. You demanded a fast change! Heaven's are open streams of glory, yours is the kingdom, yours is the glory. That is a powerful name it is. The name of Jesus …. 

Again things need to stay focused on this immediate experience. Allowing your own fun and blessing is the only way we can all move forward. Trust the experience and accept the responsibility to BE fully in this moment. As your passion and fears have brought you here to get this done. No one needs to know anything. Again it's about the peaceful and the calm. All things come.

Right now it is important I just write ….. Getting it out and down to paper again not only allows you to release it, but also opens the space for others to understand more.  Just plug this in!

We do have a lot to do still. And the fist person does not work with your writing at stars.

Now accepting and understanding this next level of change allows the sudden freedom to experience a higher level. You have survived the three month, now implying the time frame for survival will be three years. Can mankind accept responsibility and engage in Earth’s care soon enough to avoid complete destruction? Will alien forces be necessary to balance and maintain the species remaining, or will more drastic resources come to bare. 

It is important to accept everything I know. But it is always such a pain in the ass? Each moment I have no idea what will-work and what will-not-work. And I must trust my focus and power. Like now spending this day in Spirit and focus to begin a new life again tomorrow. Each day I know there is a best action. An ideal task or process to complete. My challenge is making priorities. I did not know how important it would be for me to write THIS story…. And I find it is much more than I could ever ask for. Again I feel this incredible responsibility to remember and write about all the different aspects. How could an indigenous medicine man get raised by a white supremicist?  Is that even possible? Placing extreme opposites into the space of a single family, essentially guarantees an extreme level of conflict and force pressing the very edge of evolution to the breaking point.

Which is really the intention from the start - breaking it all down so only truth and love remain.

Helping my dad and brother to do anything in the family was always a battle as the Weavers vs. the Rivera's was our norm. Me and my mom against the world. My mom is gone now, so that means I'm alway wrong. But packing the last of my family in Florida into a pod was something I had done before. It seemed they were only concerned about packing everything very fast and tight. There was no concern or interest in being careful and not scratching or breaking things. The Dr who couldn't get any thing from the family was the only one who cared and protected in packing.

At the end of the first night, the dr’s stepmom asked if he wanted his mothers big oak dining room set. Stunned by the offer he immediately found a way to pack it up and move it. His mother had set the table for 20. And similarly his fathers radial arm saw was purchased at the same time, clearly items at opposite ends of the spectrum..

A just flashed to my plants all cooking with the heavy sunshine outside. Wow that experience of connecting to the environment had him looking again for his mother to remind him about how the herbs could talk to him and suddenly he was filled with the passion and excitement of his heritage again.  Rios con Pollo from his mothers cook book for his daughter while he was alone in the big empty house.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Is this what your want?

But the Rivera's were always wrong now. And the harassment and bigotry was very clear and strong. The Dr confirmed many with his stepmom and also recorded many as well. It was very much a twilight zone experience. Repeatedly he would check and verify how things had happened. Countless years of abuse and 

alienation became crystal clear. The dr was the only child named often the Rivera family. His father had intentionly isolated and victimized him.

One story discovered during RV trips was specifically how when his mother was pregnant with him, his fathers started working nights. She was prepared for this, knowing the whole experience would be a challenge. The Dr was flooded with memories of his mother trying to hide him and protect him...

 I am totally perplexed again. I am never sure which way is up. I have tried to get busy again. And again this time I started out focused and working but then I found a big pretty bird, dead at the beach. To feed it to the snails, means I have to cut it. So if I need to cut it for the snails, then I might as well take the wing off, and if I take one wing off, I might as well take the two wings.

Of course, this changes my whole day and everything I have to do shifts about. It is really kinda weird, I am always taken somewhere new with new work to do and new challenges. It is really never clear. I am always perplexed.

April Reading for Taurus Sun, Moon, and Rising

April Reading for Taurus Sun, Moon, and Rising – from Planet Waves by Eric Francis

now is the time to call all of you back home. Now is the time to gather all of the different seeming parts of yourself into one place. This is a gentle process. The sense of reclaiming your being is not something you do with a sword. A broom is more like it; the gentle guiding of pieces and particles. Notice where you’ve given away your ability to be yourself and to choose for yourself, and then make decisions.