But really have barely started

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We want you to write a lot more. You have been changing a lot of things, and the idea of this New Life of yours is significant. It’s not every day that any professional can take a sabbatical for four years, only to return to the same work, doing the same things at a higher level. You asked to start over and welcomed the idea of being an intern again. Most men would never consider anything like this, nor would they welcome the idea of people half their age telling them what to do.

I get it, so it’s important for me to write more about my experiences! I really have a lot of trouble keeping up and I realize you like when I chant Your Name. It really feels like You are giving me more to do, where I can't keep up or stumble without You.

As I started with this new position and a new church and a new life. . . Several things were completely different. Having a boss as young as my son wasn’t such a big deal, as Chris and Emily have told me what to do since they were born. Course, my decision to keep them in their Spirit, since they had just come from God, was how I chose to keep them there instead of “brainwash” them to be whatever the latest propaganda here is selling. 

Shifting from Dad’s Greed in Methodist to Mom’s Love in Catholic changed a lot more than this. 

What exactly do you mean?

I was one way and Now I’m completely different. And the thing that happened in between, was You. So yes, I will know You the rest of my life. I realized that it’s me and Jesus in everything now. Like I’ve been working to get myself into a regular routine. It was incredible when I started with the Catholic Church and Lent, I have really been guided and directed more and more every moment.

What do you mean, can you give us and example.

I guess this will sound a little weird. But I’ve started at a new job, at a new place, and get into my office every day and work. I brought in a coffee maker and such there to share. But really have barely started.  I remember how I need to eat more regularly, and even munch nibbles regularly instead of stopping for lunch. I never liked leaving or missing an hour of work anyway. But I noticed I seem to getup and go to the bathroom almost every hour. 

Of course, it seems to me that I’m using the bathroom more than anyone. I know this food and coffee thing is important, because I’ve noticed before I will get foggy and not think clearly. I mean, I remember being in my home office lost in space one day. And my wife walked in and asked if I had eaten. Oh wow, food, forgot about it, and it was clear how important it was to eat and all whenever I worked. Then being in some office for eight hours is kinda new for me too. Sure, I was at home, or at USF, but I could always come and go as I wanted, and never had to stay in one office.

I then realized how important it was for me to pray and keep Jesus in my mind and heart all the time. I do whenever I work at home by simply repeating “Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,” over and over again. Now, in an office working for a company, I’ve recognized how important it is to pray. It has become really obvious, as when I forgot to, the computers would crash, or something else wouldn’t work or come apart. Then when I do pray, I’d get random phone calls from clients and friends or other things supporting my work.

Today, I’ve finally been getting more data and results that make sense to me to support work in the office. I’ve literally crashed two or three machines already. My own computer has had software reinstalled a few times, and was wiped clean this weekend to rebuild again for a fresh start on Monday.  I was so happy to finally get good results and clean simple data. So today going to the bathroom, I realized how easy it was to say the Lord’s Prayer then.

Yes, it seems a little weird. But I know I have to pray regularly, and the regular walk to the restroom was just an easy reminder. Like everything with Lent, was building important routines and simple habits that will carry me into my new life. I also tried to do other prayers, but the ease and comfort I found in the Lord’s Prayer was really ideal for me.

We have been wanting you to get into these specifics that you experience. You are leading others into the same clear paths we have been using all along. As you know the ideal is bringing everyone to Love. And having this Love inside of you, and allowing it to grow and bring you forward. Don’t worry so much about trying to speak or explain your history, stay in your own experience and your own truth. Everything will come together and happen exactly as it needs. 

I have been listening to you more, and I feel your strength and guidance all the time.

We need you to stop talking or trying to explain things to others or anyone. You just need to live it, and live it more fully. You know you are able to live this Love at such a higher level. You have always been able to stay in joy and peace. Yes, walk on water and through walls. You need to let go of all the worries, at home, at work, and everything everywhere is irrelevant for you now. It’s time for you to accept your place and responsibility to direct and create this experience as you have imagined. The young intern shifting things beyond all understanding. 

I get it, no more talking, but simply being as best as I can. . . 

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to achieve Your Visions!