whether sweet or bitter, as part of God’s providence

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What this is about is sleep

I’m just tired. I got a lot done outside again. Filled and emptied four trash cans, and luckily before the trash was picked up! So I filled a few dumpsters just in time. I’ve made a lot of progress in the yard, and feel good about it. But still have so much to do!

What we are excited about is that you are stepping into all of it in faith and trust!  It is clear to you everything is exactly where it belongs. This heavy work and struggles are making you stronger! 

 Working moving foraged now again.. grabbing my tools and tasks in the church service, making the coffee, fixing the garden hose… uhg all for you Jesus! First Corinthians 3:13 and 14.. “each one’s work will become evident; for the day will show it because it is to be revealed with fire, and the fire itself will test the quality of each one’s work.”

‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭3‬:‭13‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/1co.3.13.NASB2020

What it means is stepping into this all more and more. . .

I need to get deeper into the triple colloquy prayer, seriously step more strongly into the grace of Saint Mary to lead me to Jesus and then to God …. In conversation . . . I recognize Saint Mary is with my Mom, or my Mom and Joyce, Dawn, Joni, , , hum, Kristen now too all these women who reached me at one time or another. Many reached me over and over again. And all Love is OF GOD, so it’s always together in the female aspects that I find them all. Yes Saint Mary welcomes them all, and each will share something unique and specific. Again I find more clarity and focus. I keep feeling I need to just load up my garage and container to empty my backyard of the junk I’ve collected. Then waddle down the garage and container little by little as I move through my courses and life ahead.

What has happened again with you is that you are always reaching for more, or always ready for more knowing things are sent to you, and knowing it’s the blessing you give that makes it all work together. 

It’s weird. On my iPadPro it’s the Logitech keyword again and I know it’s fast and easy to share. And I know that’s something I need to just do sometimes. I also know there is so much I need to get done and accept that it’s all perfect, and just trust what is.

We have you safe, its all exactly where you need to be.

I know full circle to the same place that I started.  I wonder what i wrote about back then. I have been able to go back and read some of my writing and it’s really never been anything special.

What about today!

I’m so glad I got things cleaned. Literally just finished as he arrived. Then he didn’t like anything I made and only stayed 30 minutes with little samples. Course as soon as he left I got some eggnog and rum. Just like my mom would make. And even too strong! Just made my second and realized I’m feeling sorry for myself.

I’ve still have too much to do outside and rally only a few days left before my insurance company closes or whatever! I’ve considered leaving this house. It’s too much and I’m all alone with everything. I mean it’s almost twice the size of what I had with my kids.

Wow, feeling sorry for myself again. Christopher is making turkey for his mom, paul, 2nd sister and her man.  Not that I would want to be there Leigh any of them. But feeling sorry for myself again. . . . Like I could have done something different to have him m more in my life now. 

Who else can s really in my life!?  I’ve gotten a few greetings and well wishes. Was kinda invited to a few places to eat. But still only want to sleep now really just feeling sorry for myself.

Exodus 90 November 28, 2025
The Secret of Joy: Philippians 4:8-13

Paul had entered into a spiritual maturity in which joy could not be extinguished, even amid constant suffering. What, then, is the “secret” he speaks of that allows him to face all things with peace and joy? His will has become entirely one with God’s. He accepts all that comes to him, whether sweet or bitter, as part of God’s providence. His joy is not rooted in what happens, but in who governs all that happens. As St. Alphonsus Liguori explains in Uniformity with God’s Will, “Indeed, what can be more satisfactory to a person than to experience the fulfillment of all his desires? This is the happy lot of the man who wills only what God wills, because everything that happens, save sin, happens through the will of God”

What this brings to you, is exactly what you asked for. The deeper confirmation that all you are guided to be is exactly what you need. Stay there in your truth and power. Your joy and peace are endless, fruits coming to you, you must equally remember self-control when you feel the desolation and despair of not having what you expected show up!

I’m still learning, growing and understanding more everyday. These Bible verses sent to me always align with me! I pray for Your Strength to stay true and clear in my works! Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to maintain my self control today doing all I need with you!

We have been very clear that all is good and moving in the right direction for you to get where you need to be. Trust and Flow in the Joy and Peace of knowing you are ready and will do everything just fine in the light of Jesus Christ!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

your Wisdom, Guidance and Strength.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Now again, I’ve been making progress. This picture here at right is the Eucharist that Andy set up for the LifeTeen Homeless retreat. I was really impressed with all that he had planned and setup. Course I set-out the firewood and got the cardboard boxes for them to live in for the night. Which really was only following his directions. Course then I did what I wanted and built a fire too big with the smoke and such where someone called out the fire department. 

Figures, I think it really just annoyed him, as I wasn’t paying attention to any boundaries and was completely irresponsible. Course as a Boy Scout I knew I could do it, or get away with it. This picture here is really great too. I’ve set my iphone camera to only take 4k, so everything is super high resolution. It really is a great picture. And then the setting was really cool too as Andy got spot-light to highlight the trees, and everything looked great out there.

I’m never sure what I need to do or where my place is. But really always try

Really try and even struggle to help and get things together that I know need to get done. I’ve been trying more and more to get so match done. Here at home too, where I’ve finally gotten down to fixing my well pump. It will be so great to have the real water flow I need to get my gardens green again and only have a week or two to get everything cleaned up and organized around this house. 

What’s incredible now more than ever is that you are listening and allowing more than ever. Still fearless, still charging in as soon as you set the target. Get Humble, hold back more and go slower. You still are pushing a little harder than they can handle.

I’m so very grateful, thank you, dearest Lord Jesus Christ, I’m so grateful for all your Wisdom, Guidance and Strength. Yes, and I laugh again about how incredible it is to have this technology to share this. Data transfer is easier and easier every day!

Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to understand and share all You bring through to me.

Yes, I’m literally laughing right now because I got myself a glass of wine to sit up and journal. I’m talking to my iPhone now. It’s such a different vibration a different feeling. I understand we’re getting ready to change, and we continue to!

Everything happens so fast. In the wonderful time we have together,,, I’m so grateful to have this experience with you! I pray we can share and understand more between us to grow together in love with each living being on earth. . . 👌😊💖

What You will remember more than ever is how much everything is connected! how much it matters every moment. That prayer and love that you know and share Changes everything for everyone!

I know that you have said this before. And I’ve always seen that light shining through. And we all have this experience deep inside us I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What you remember is really what’s important here because we’re all connected and everything’s connected so those details and experiences that you can share have impact on everything. The deeper more powerful love That has struggled to share is coming to fruition 

I flashed again. I saw another space in time for a second. I’m trying to remember what it was.

Whatever you say is true will be in your lifetime 

I  really struggle when you get me deep with you. It’s weird as I feel guilty when I party and enjoy my time with you…. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

blunt and direct saying it

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word. I have no idea what could be next as I continue to push more and more everyday. It's really remarkable how much comes together and how crazy things get. I love how much You have opened up to me Dear Jesus. Now after 5pm and I stop and get a beer to sit and relax to get myself into Spirit again. I love this time we have together. I am listening to the Dick Audio Clip with SEEL Week 2 as I read and write here now.

What it means is to step out and explore where you skills and abilities are so much stronger than you have come to understand. There is a great deal happening here in your world and you have been prepared to do a great deal more. Where you have learned to “Pray” as to consciously raise the heart and mind to God, To Consciously ATTEND to the Highest Good of God.

I’m so spoiled to recognize everything that Jesus has done is getting me ready for mysticism. What’s mysticism all about, as I’m reviewing the last conversation with my Spiritual Director. He was saying how it makes us more humble and needs to be savored where it’s about BEing instead of DOing. It really Embodies Loving Service about “TO BE” in order to let God Flow through us and allow this acceptance of what needs to be done. It’s about going where the Spiritual Freedom can Blossom, and avoiding the crazy toxic people all around us. Decrement is about recognizing where we need to spend our time, and practice detachment to step away from the toxic headaches. Detachment, Holy Indifference, step away and transcend it to reach Spiritual Freedom.

What mysticism really is for you will be so much more than you have dreamed. You have seen and experienced so many things that no one has ever done on Earth. Yes, you read about actions of Jesus, but you have done these things completely independent of others in a timeframe where so few believe or even understand. You have done so many things that you never even recognized. Like the one day with the Hurricane where you remember and recognize what happened. You have never shared that with anyone. Even the man who saw it happen couldn’t question or challenge you in anything at all after witnessing what happened!

Consider that for a moment. He was there when you changed everything. Your demands were loud and clear, where the results were instant. Remember the story of Jesus in the boat where the storm threatened them all.  He was asleep, where the storm was completely irrelevant to him. In your experience you had a direct responsibility and benefit, when the storm hit and you simply wouldn’t tolerate it. The direct emotional power you demonstrated is important to understand and consider. 

Similarly, as Dick mentioned about how we deal with toxic people is critical. You recognized how your own choices and desires to Garden were valid and justifiable.  Fighting satan over a garden box is really a deadend effort. As you learned and experienced, stepping aside and loving them anyway was clearly the best option for everyone involved. PLEASE notice how you discerned this, how you prayed about it, and how you even asked for guidance, without making any spontaneous emotional reactions. Everything about this experience was really ideal for your learning and growing NOW. As you were in the active process of questioning yourself at this very moment as well instead of the emotional reaction that is too easy to fall into.

I need to be conscious in Christ Jesus and NOT reacting emotionally, but CHOOSING a response in Prayer . . . . How am I modeling Jesus, where it’s more about what to do than what I say.  Putting it into practice and the ability to articulate it. Nurturing my talents and abilities to really be the hands and feet of Jesus Christ in all my experiences. This came up again when I received notice of the new classes I am teaching.

.. I see so much in this again, with this morning prayer with theJoyFM talking about first Corinthians. Recognizing how Christ really already lives inside of me, so it’s really easy to stay in this spirit of love in God’s Grace. I mean it’s always a choice to feel and listen instead or just reacting emotionally.

What about all the direction you received today. 

It was really clear how strong this message was today. I saw many of the same ideas repeated over and over again. The message provided a warning about listening to God. How foolish are those who choose to ignore Jesus, or pretend there is no one else out there.

What about this one catches you? 

I guess to speak about all the love and glory in all creation really always coincides with understanding the Creator as well. I never could understand anything else. I always felt sorry for the people who would listen to the lies in this culture filled with the greed and controls of satan. I mean everything we hear and see lies about such a very present and obvious experience.

Yes, it is a very real and valid experience to see and know the love and beauty of God everywhere and all around us. But to connect to it and understand seemingly has been completely “programmed” out of us where everything has to be a strong solid emotional experience or it’s not valid. What a dreadful lie, that there is no fundamental truths anymore. And more pathetic than ever this lie is so obvious in life where the smallest littlest things always have the greatest impact on us. 

I mean, really think about it, that tiny fragment, little lost scrap of wadded-up paper in the dirt on the garage floor from someone you Love and Respect - - - Sharing something wonderful and endearing is so much more valuable than the whole Garage filled with tools, bikes, cars and such:

What is really so remarkable about this little scrap of paper that you found on the floor in the Garage was how much effort went into getting it there. You will someday be able to pick-it-up and “FEEL” the light energy and vibration that it carries as it travelled and you will “SEE” this paper from it’s very creation, to the garage and the very moment you found it. And you will really laugh and enjoy the mission that this scrap of wadded-up-paper took to get there into your hands.

I get it, more and more clarity and focus are coming through to me every day. 

What happened today 9:54am 1/14/2025:

I was confronted again, where it was clear satan was tying to attack me. I said: "Begone satan," I know I had to say "get behind me satan," and to be blunt and direct saying it, where others would hear. I actually held the door open for Roy, knowing how I’d been directed what I needed to say. Roy had gone through quickly, so I was alone when attacked . . . "Begone satan," it was weird as he couldn't respond. As I entered the church for mass, I saw him gossiping with the other "leaders." As he passed me I said outloud for all to hear "I see you are busy with your gossiping." Again he stopped and stared at me like he had when I said "begone"  . . . and again I missed the opportunity to say "get behind me satan."

What was said in Mass was there for you too, as you repeated outloud “Lord, when your glory appears, my joy will be full.” And again in the Gospel Luke 19:11-28 as you have been given 10,000 gold coins and again are directed to share what you heard.

It was weird as the Exodus Fraternity assembled. The Video was ready to go. But instead the speaker enjoyed hearing his own voice and joked and distracted everyone, babbling in his “word salad” again. I know I need to ask if we could watch the video instead of listening to him!

What was next is what you need to share.

I know, so he sat next to me. And was the last in the circle to speak. He was happy to brag again, about doing the level two class with the kids.  Describing again how his “Mr Roger’s” persona brings the kids to attention! Delighted and gleeful in his control and perversion . . . . Wow, was I anxious to get out of there. And as weird as it was, Fr. Claudius needed to speak with me, and we planned to meet again. And then as I went out to water the trees, I spoke to Fr. Curtis a bit. And again Fr. Curtis came around me as I worked fixing hoses to water the trees. 

What did we tell you then. . . 

I know you asked me to step back into the office to tell Fr. Curtis to expect new gossip, since satan was confronting me again . . . . And so I did exactly that, just as Wanda was driving up . . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

more and more everyday

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What is remarkable is how much you step into all the time, you rarely question or challenge the circumstances that you fall into. And readily accept and move into whatever appears before you. This is never easy! While you have been very successful.

I guess I should be happy that this is appealing for you! I really wish I could have more peace and ease as I do and step into more and more everyday. I try to do whatever I'm supposed to do, but really have no idea what could be next most of the time!

What is happening here is really important as you step into more connections with others. You have noticed how more Spiritual People are coming into your space and time. You honor this, and accept it. This is more present and real for you everyday. The place and purpose before you is stronger than ever, and you are getting more set into a simple routine. This is really important and fundamental to the changes we are bringing.

I know the details are not for me. I know I have a multitude of tasks before me. I also realize it’s just important that I keep up and trust what comes to me and allow Your Spirit to Flow as easily as possible. 

We have been very pleased as you are questioning and challenging everything sent to you less and less every day. You easily stepped into things today, like Kalina asked to cut coconuts and you immediately stepped into it with her. These actions you take really show your love and shares the Grace and Love of God!

I also recognize how there is so much more around me that I’ve not addressed yet. I’m struggling with the mess in my house and yard!

What is important here is to stop procrastinating and make it a priority to get out and get a few hours done everyday. You get the time to pray and exercise, so make it a priority to address all these other things you know need to be addressed.

I get it and I can easily enough!  Or I should be able to easily enough. It’s really annoying and intimidating to have so much mess all around to deal with. I know it’s really my own doing and I’ve got the time and insight to do more every day. There really is no reason for me not to have my shit together. 

WE have been giving you all sorts else to do. Everyday you have another task, another job, another responsibility put in front of you. Remember you asked for this and readily say you can do anything and step into what seems impossible with great success.

I get it, so can we get some limits here or at least some support and better direction for priorities and support.

Life doesn’t always go the way we want. Even when making plans according to God’s instructions, we may run into delays and obstacles. Frustration over these hindrances can lead to discouragement and even hopelessness.

I get more and more still and recognize it is really incredible to step out every day knowing there is more and more around the corner. I hope and pray to get ahead a bit and not get so much more to do. I know I do and I accept that moving into things as I can! Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.