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I'm ready to get more focused on this process in-front of me . . . . I started the Covid Season where everything ended again . . . Like the world stopped for me to get off . . .  and during her near death experience Einaoj told me we had "won," and then asked me if we could "make it through." Of course, I said that I was very comfortable with the professional women who were helping me and clearly we would get through again to recreate Eden! 

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What happened yesterday.

I finally invited friends over again! After everything crashed with COVID it was like everyone got lost! Yes, I started out immediately with Einaoj and her daughter preparing a CARE Grant to rebuild sustainable schools with Community Gardens. But some gossip confused Ayk, Llib and Leunamme who soon alienated me completely ending that grant team I had assembled.

Of course, now I've started 2 gardens, inspired 3 students directly . . . And help with another Farm, and even have started testing and building a multitude of projects in my own backyard. Yes, also helping someone who wants to build condos, and might be making a community of tinyhomes instead. 

What about yesterday?

I made a ton of food for three people!  I worked two days on things, and loved every minute of it.  And the first was at breakfast with the third, who was still trying to “figure me out” - - - instead of showing up. Then the second arrived an hour late. 

I still loved it anyway, as I was speaking and sharing with the second friend who arrived . . . I recognized how my whole house and food and experience, is all really a reflection of my mom.  Yes, I would always be helping my mom, where she would make wonderful traditional meals for her family's visits. 

It was so powerful, as I loved to "wing-it" making whatever I felt like . . . but I'm great at real recipes too, and can easily make things exactly like we did when I was a kid. . . . But just that moment chatting with a friend I felt this sudden realization. Like the Vibration of my Home and Mom came upon me, and everything in my space was crystal clear as we spoke . . . . Like I had created the best kitchen ever, lots of gadgets and china and everything just perfect to share and love people . . . LIKE ME MOM WANTED!

Then the Second Friend Arrived to join me with the first . . . and we all ate, laughed and shared. I made it crystal clear how I AM DOING “everything I am here to do.” It's just getting easier, and more fun every moment for me with almost constant synergies all around me. They had both witnessed some things, based on their limited time with me.

I mean, the World Cafe Tables arrived that afternoon . . . so we had our first three-some around the dinner table, and three more tables arrived for our next meeting if we can get more things moving ahead.

Something that surprised me was that we were all confused why the third friend never showed up.  We wondered if we offended her, or maybe I implied too much control or something else? I spoke a bit more about what each of us was doing and how much we complimented each other. Then added how I would do anything to support them . . . 

What does that really mean . . . 

I guess the most obvious thing was how the first came for breakfast the day before and commented about using the fruit salad we were eating to make wine or a meade.  I immediately pulled out jars, and honey and soon discovered that grabbing the obvious to me was not the best.  I soon got out the “mason jars and the Raw Organic Honey,” which makes it all better . . . And said to him how getting very specific was very critical and necessary now if we are going to grow and create the next levels of divinity on Earth.

Again, I was very clear how I need to grow, and build and make things here in my own backyard. So ANYTHING and everything that we can do to enhance this is ideal for me.  It was really fun, good conversations, good respect and understanding. . . and lots of interest in moving forward.

What happened next. . . 

I guess the first friend had to leave. . . and the second needed to get into my wifi and research his next projects. That's when my tables arrived. Holding this big empty box, I asked if he wanted to paint. . . Yes, I still have a tray of paint and brushes all ready to use. So I took everything outside and let him paint for a while. . . 

He completed a Great painting I put up already ;-)

What did you need to share here more than ever. . 

I recognized how I'm completely "in touch" with everything that I am. And I'm very clear and strong about making things move forward.  Someone posted to my AirBnB, saying two weeks here would be nearly $200k . . . .YES THAT's RIGHT!,

What do you mean, where is this. . .

It never occurred to me that 2 weeks of guiding another soul to intimacy with God could be so valuable! I mean, that 200k is my whole year’s expenses here, including coffee out each morning and lunch for dinner with friends weekly.

We have made this clear to you all along. You are alone in what you do, yet many people can pray and meditate and now many more can manifest and create.  You have done and taught this all of your life. And the experience of it is more important than anything. People speak of flow and the methods used for creating flow. You can do it anytime and actively share so much more than just ideas and techniques . . . It’s ALL ABOUT YOU BEING!

I guess that is my next task and challenge.

 

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ!

Up again in the middle the night with another dream

Up again in the middle the night with another dream.

I went to a random garden and someone wanted to know who else I had invited. So I looked at my phone and I could see a list of people, though it’s in the last week or two. I wasn’t sure if I had invited them to that garden or the other garden I had seen earlier that week.

Now the question was, did it really matter which garden I invited them to. Should I invite them all to the same garden or to a different garden, did it really matter anyway.

4:31am I keep waking up to my daughter with a team of gardeners . . . are they a team of farmers, or are they a team kids ready to do something, and it’s like she’s always waiting for me, or waiting for some tool, or waiting for some electronic thing, or it’s like we’re looking for an adapter, charger, or some kind of electrical thing that she was going to use.  It just feels really weird, because she’s doing farming and using the fishing equipment or whatever it is, but I keep trying to sleep!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What we are doing is giving you more details about what you are doing next 

Thanks, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

compost in the backyard

I woke up with a dream raking and putting together compost in the backyard. It was like everywhere I went I could find some more good stuff to bring together to grow some kind of mold. It was a great diversity that we recognized, and I could start it anywhere creating new life and growth all around me.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What we wanted you to see and realize was a how you are creating the new world and experience we all are anxious to share. Yes, only one visit for two weeks will pay for your home, life style, and everything for a full year. 

Yes, you are slowly getting the tools you need and it’s obvious you are slow and careful. You are so much more powerful than this. Understand that you are almost alone in what you are doing. There are a few who are close, but none have the fearless freedom and level of dynamics, beauty, and power into things like you are experiencing.

I really didn’t need to hear that. I’m OK with You buzzing in my head all the time. And I’m totally cool with never knowing what I’m doing or why, and just flowing with the Joy and Love you are and share. . . 

Please get me more focused and direct on these things. . . 

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ

Dreams are Driming Stronger than ever

Three major companies — Election Systems & Software, Dominion Voting Systems and Hart InterCivic — together control about 90 percent of the U.S. market for voting systems, according to election security advocates and researchers consulted by POLITICO . . . wow, photoshop this one out!

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What happened today.

I had to unload my truck and called a friend to help! Course, his back was pulled out already so I found some cool audio recordings to listen too. Might have been more of a distraction, . . so I could take the time to make us lunch. I really had to do my weekly veggie chop anyway! Only can do it right, which means my complete focus! It was really cool as we stopped the tape to explore and discuss the experiences unfolding in the recordings.

Wow, this resulted in two people on the same vibration! Is that ever even possible here? I flashed to another time when we are all One Team, One Purpose, One Goal. . . wow, safety, growth, peace, joy, love!

What did you listen to, and what jumps out. . . . another voice, another choice. . . 

I hear and understand who i am! Growing up in the woods, so I can be strong, beautiful, I am LOVE!

What else did you realize?

It was really powerful . . . ,  As we took time to meditate too and it was really clear how much I already Do! I mean I noticed my tongue is always up, so my microcosmic orbit is Spinning really fast all the time already. It wasn’t just something that i did to practice a meditation. Then I also noticed that I’m always repeating “I love you Lord Jesus, thank you Lord Jesus” under my breath. I remember learning that when I was in high school because my mom was so terrified that I was losing control to "possession" or something else taking me over. . . . . And this was really about “prayer unceasingly!”

We need you to get more serious about what you are. If you can know how much you are already doing on your own, why is too hard for you to move into your next place of power. There is so much clarity and focus before you, and it is so obvious. 

It is intimidating to know that everything here is for me, understanding and seeing that, is such a challenge. Every moment I’m struggling with what’s available and what’s right in front of me. I always see so much, and I am inspired and pulled in every direction. I wanna help, I wanna go, I don’t want to lead and I can’t do everything. And I always feel like I have too many things to do already, and just love my focus on the heart experiences of joy and bliss . . . Lol, Son Ritual and Hammock time ;-)

What is happening will take time. You do not need to concern yourself, everything will come together exactly as it needs to be. You already know this. It is all exactly as we need for you to receive and achieve.  Stay Patient, the people around you need time and ease. Recognize much of the world is in turmoil.

I am still really intimidated. Just now wanting to move forward, I found the last articles I did and also found patents related to what feels like I need to be doing next.

We have everything ready for you. This is your work, and your tasks, that you have brought onto yourself. Yes, all the systems are changing, and this is necessary. You can rest and get ready for the next big shift that all will undergo soon. You have seen this and are ready. 

I’m always so confused about priorities!

We are with you, no worries, no fears, just peace and bliss moving forward.  Stay in your Heart's Joy and Love, tell others to find their own peace and joy through this love.

Their is no fear cause I believe

Weird dream, it came from my dad who was complaining about me again, about something and wanting me to be out where I was willing to leave. Well that’s really nothing new, I’ve always wanted to leave. It was weird, because I was in this big building in this office again. This time I went up to the top floor just for a walk and get away. I started talking to this girl in this car who was curious what I was doing up there.

She knew I was having all kinds of trouble and knew I was not doing well, but wrote me this big long letter of advice ....  I mean, evidently she was a counselor or something. And really went through this big long letter and I’m reading to come to terms with what I was struggling with. And for some reason I jumped up and dropped it, picking it up to skip and read at the end with all of this love stuff. I evidently had gotten through to her at an intimate level, where she really wanted me . . . .

I remember like I had dropped it, where I saw the ending of the letter by accident, before I actually read through to it and it was like wow, I didn’t expect that. It was kind of weird at first, but then I realize that you know everybody’s always trying to get me for something.

I always feel like people try to take advantage of me, and I always put myself out there too easily and too much. But then I never seem to care either. Or almost expected that’s part of my destiny. I realize now it’s Saturday morning, I had another whole week vanish, without me even noticing.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Faithfulness my service. Make my way through the waters that you are famous for, mountains of liars, do what you really are famous for!

 I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. 

Ok so here we go, a new you

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We are so Happy to see you here. This technology - is exactly what you need. Stop trying to figure it out and flow with it easily! Each time you try, it gets easier and easier . . . . the choice to follow through is what is actually real for you now.

It’s about time. Why has it taken you so long to get this done. Dreaming, designing. Creating, and sharing more of you, No one else has a clue. And everything is busting through exactly as it must. As you have set and chosen.

I went to the youth farm today. Two - Patel college students found me.  Ahsoek started crying and we had a few minutes heart to heart. I told her as much as she wanted to know. And she kept asking me more.  She knew exactly what I meant too, immediately understanding completely. So I told her everything. Wow, she loved it. Crying still, so we emptied our hands, to have a really deep strong hug together . . . Both knowing and feeling how it's all done already. Almost like the first time in college, where all the pieces fit together just perfect to do anything I wanted.

We have to get to work tomorrow and we have to get everything together exactly like We have dreamed and known from the very beginning.We have given you everything you ever asked for ! 

I’m seeing so much more and each moment that I can do and understand more all the time and I understand how it is all exactly like we always wanted. . . 

We need you to practice what you preach. It is obvious you have only a few months left to make this work.We mean, that flash you have with the hurricane is a lot closer than you think.

I get it, but thought you wanted to say a lot more now?

You are ready, and it's all at hand and easy. Everyday will flow and be as Magic.  No more worries, and you need to allow all to be. Fearless and easy, everyone will know and see who you are , , ,

I know everything will be as we've seen a million times. Today, as I drove past my office. I saw how we i-.could pipe all the water into a track around it . . . I also could feel it moving. Like another floor or two above the existing building.

Read the “Human Diet” by Eric Edmeades 

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Remembered my dream this morning

Wow I remember the quick little dream this morning.

I was getting ready for lunch and leaving to go have lunch from the office, it felt like a big skyscraper. But I noticed that it was people from my high school, like Richard Pomeroy was behind me and Paul Bieger next to me and we all started walking out for a lunch break...

It actually felt like we were in the County Center, yeah the big pink palace downtown. And it was funny because we had just moved in and it had the air of change. And it was like a big room full of us all just sitting at little cubicles. But they really didn’t have much of a separation between them. Like just desks instead of walls.

Now, I remember a scene before. Where someone had been cut and they were pissed off and they were yelling and screaming in the hallways and I had recorded someone who had admitted something about the whole scene. And whoever it was, was freaking out because he knew I had the recording and they were trying to kill me.

So I realized that I needed to be more careful recording because putting everything out there so quickly is going to offend some people and well, that’s life. Living in a system full of rules and lies makes recording everything more important than ever.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We’ve been telling you that for about a year now consistently. And you’ve had similar dreams 100 times at least.

I get it, This quick instant blog where I talk it out, works really good for me thank you!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

The Emerging Field of Collective Trauma Work: Online Masterclass with Thomas Hübl

What a powerful experience, seeing and knowing this great shift we are becoming. And I reach out to my Mom and feel her voice, saying how they warned me over and over again. Expanding the awareness and being ready to do what I can do. And this cosmic connection is still very real, and I experience Ecyoj and many other wise mothers who are holding the energy for me and all of us!

The Sun Ritual has been so very strong lately. I can see the power and vibration cut through my body deep into Earth. I wonder about the birds, and people walking by, then stop, knowing how powerful the Sun is Deep into my eyes.  The very last experience, when I bowed forward to touch the ground, I could feel all the light flash through me into the one small Mangrove I touched. I could feel this light going down through this little plant, and connecting all the others plants and coming up into all these others that were all about me.

Each day I see and wonder how these plants are doing. Which did I plant correctly, and which were able to sprout and grow based on where it was placed and what other plants and conditions were available to it. All the time I’m careful to listen and ask what each little plant wants!

One morning, I saw a little shark turned sideways. I ended ritual quickly to see if I could help it, or save it before it died. But it was dead, and already had a few snails on it. As I looked around, I noticed many more little snails moving along the sea-floor, moving towards the dead shark. So I started picking the snails up and placing them on the shark. Big ones, little ones, hundreds of snails all around.

The next day all that was left was some skin. Of course, now I see the snails everywhere and always look for them!

Hear what the speakers' vision for the future that we can dream into being is... 

Watch Episode 4: Sustainable Futures - Video Link

The Emerging Field of Collective Trauma Work: Online Masterclass with Thomas Hübl 

I know so much is coming together all at once. And it is really so intimidating for me ... Please lend me Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom Dear Lord Jesus Christ!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Hübl’s Collective Trauma Summit

This is a great program: https://collectivetraumasummit.com/

They have a great Facebook Group too. I mean I resonate with everyone there and each message I read inspires something inside me. Sometimes I am nervous or humble and not sure ... but other times I SPILL OUT:

Wow, I’m really thrilled to see this list growing all the time. I’m a Flow Expert! What’s that mean? Lol ... I’m finding more everyday about what it means for Spirit to Flow FREELY!

I’m tuned to help others find and stay in “tune!” Like a FLOW JUNKIE, who is able to flow through anything and mentor and guide others to return to their own Deep Spiritual Flow! Yes, if you need a tune up, visit my AirBnB... just pick a date and let’s talk. The price is high to keep out vagrants, lol.... don’t ask!

Yes, everyone here is Deep in Flow where they Love and share Love to help others! I’m sorta the retreat for you to get-back-to you... help you to return to your own Flow and Power!

YES, I’m sure you all know Trauma is easily transferred, so if you are not careful you can pickup or adopt the traumas from others. I’ve seen countless healers end-up with cancer, where they trap another’s traumas, but never release them.

PLEASE REMEMBER TO GROUND after all your sessions! SEND THE ENERGY into Earth! It’s great for rebuilding our souls!  Lol , , , rebuilding the soil!  GOOGLE “tree meditation”...

https://youtu.be/s0c8X3Zqtqc

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We have all of this planned and set. You did a good job with your first cut! Now you need to clean it up... oh but taxes first!

I’m stunned how you pull this off. Sure get me stuck right in the middle of everything. Make my whole world clear and obvious to everyone... ye we all need healing! And this is where the healing begins! Being clear and true! Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.... Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to us all! Amen

Mad mad world

9/10/20 12:50pm

Wow, FLOWING up at 3am again.... crazy busy flow. Now after noon, I finally ate breakfast. And I’m so ready for bed... totally burnt out... 

I had a 20 foot container put in. Wow, I could get two in, but nothing more.  I’m not sure my dad's RV will fit either. It feels like a tool library, but I’m not sure. So much is happening so fast ... it’s really hard to tell which way is up...  I guess I better close this in, and get stuff put away... eeek crazy!!!

10/7/20 6:40 am

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What do you think now?

I’m reading the Bible every morning now!  Over a month later, but finally reading. . . never done this!

We know, and have been encouraging you, it’s all good.

I’ve been getting clearer and stronger FLOW every day! Yesterday, the container was almost empty and a team is coming together to create the tool library.  It still needs to be cleaned and painted.

What did you read?

Matthew 10 and 11 . . . Yes that’s “Matthew the Publican!” . . . I’m reading the Bible Ecyoj Gave me when she died. It makes me smile, and cry now too. I wonder if my MOM actually left anything for me. I know I ended-up with everything that NO ONE else wanted. Certain paintings and tapestries she had in the house forever are now central in my home. And I then I got all the family pictures and artwork that she got.  She would get a new family picture every year for the frames on the wall. And then she would always keep any artwork I did... so I got all these too. . . 

Yes, ARTWORK was the only thing I ever did in school. I think that my whole story is really just funny. So many aspects are so hard to believe or understand. But that’s just what happened. I remember the one substitute teacher, Mrs. Lemon, who took over a class because our teacher was out all year with cancer or something. As soon as she saw me, she knew she had to do something, as I'm sure I had driven her crazy a dozen times already when she subbed in other classes.

She told me that I was "in-charge" of the decoration on this one wall. . . lol . . . . likely the back corner or something where my FLOW would stay focused and out of the way. It was great, as I think I made new decoration and new things for every season and every new project she would focus on in the class. I remember making leaves for Autumn, and making little busts of the presidents.  It's funny, as the one little bust my mom had, and I have now. . . was made with a little secret "stash," where I can hide cash or something tiny like that. . . .

What you have done and written was all done exactly as no one else could do . . . LOVE IS THE REASON!

I always felt like another BEing from another world!  I know I was there for the First SPARK, but then, I always know that most of us were. . . Ahhhh, I get it now. MOST “OF US” meaning that most of these people who get close to me, have that vibration and that attraction, as they carry and feel the same power and impulse that I AM. 

I also realize countless more have come through and many, many more are waiting in line. It’s weird to be on a Planet where there is a long line to get in. 

We have tried to make it clear that NONE can enter until you are ready.

I am sure we are getting closer every day! . . . Wow Amazon, Apple, Google, and Facebook have too much monopoly power in the USA. . . . Yes just like congress and all their private businesses have. . . Like every governor and mayor will try to create while in office. . . setup school busing or food supplies from their private company, or another scam. POLITICIANS do it all the time, but private businesses can NOT, unless they are in bed with the Politicians. . . LIKE WINDOWS, who also had a giant monopoly case against them, that VANISHED with the 911 lies and deceptions, only to create the patriot act . . . where gates sold the Open backdoor to all WINDOWS, to the feds in order to remove the monopoly case.

It’s all really a big bunch of lies !

What are you doing about it?

I know, I created FLOW, and show and share it openly everyday with anyone who asks. . . !

What do you mean? 

I’m on my way to do the Sun Ritual: and invite all to join me NOW: http://linkedin.com/in/stars2man

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

WOW powerful again: http://complex4usf.blogspot.com/2009/03/wow-booooommmmmmmm.html BLD 3 was microsaft's gated land to hell. . . 

reedna elyk: Monopoly suites and microsaft. . . this issue exists only because apple is locked, with no corrupt backdoor to the feds like windows sold out to the patriot act. Now you need to create uniform voting, or the thieves will try to steal everything, much beyond 11/3

reyom samoht: the monopoly issue exists only because the apple is locked in EDEN, with no corrupt backdoor to the feds, like windows sold out in the patriot act. Now you need to create uniform civic voting, or the thieves will try to steal everything, much beyond 11-3-20202 again! . . . just test it! God Bless!

modniw trebor: we all know about micro's lawsuit that vanished 9/11. . . don't sell out for bldg #3, but offer to fix the mail-mistakes due 11/3 with ANYTHING! Billion$ will support and reply on the planet means new choices for all. . . .

Message on my iPhone

Mr Weaver. This is the Hernando Co Coroner's Office. A body washed up on the shore in Hermosa Beach whom we identified as Htiek Tnegras. Your number was in his wallet. Do you have any way of contacting his next of kin?

My reply:

Yes his son, Werdna Tnegras is in Zepherhills. . . 

I'm not sure where... but Werdna has a wife and three kids... running a pool construction business. . . Also Htiek was working for Mr. Derf Ecra on a personal legal matters in that area.... Can you determine whether it was an accident, or drug related? . . . please ask if I can help more.

He also has a daughter and mother who are both out of state. He may still have in his possession a few pieces of my property that I lent to him, including a USB thumb drive and a hard cover book, which I can retrieve immediately.

I also helped him to get a bike, to get to the library for Mr. Ecra's Legal work.... I'd be happy to assist you in cleaning out whatever else if Derf or Werdna refuse.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you learned here was how important boundaries are. You immediately accepted his death, mourned, and forgave him, knowing that you set boundaries for the potato farm. He refused to meet you requirements and was convinced his smooth-talking had converted you. You held you ground refusing to provide anything more than he earned. He did his games, and dances with people you hired to help him. It was very easy for him to follow you directions and get what you offered. . . 

Standing your ground might have been your last experience with him . . . so accepting that this might have been his only value and purpose allowed you to grieve.   

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, yes always learning. . . 

crazy grant done

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

I finished that crazy grant last night and it was so good to just be done!  And I tell you, I was finished by about 3pm, and ready for bed already. Yes ready to go to sleep, as I was just burnt out. I laid in bed for hours just praying.  I learned this earth Mudra which I held above my chest. It was really cool the Mudra was my thumb to my ring finger

and then I put my fingers together like in prayer pose. And then as I put my pinkies together, I felt a sudden charge down my back, wow was that cool...

What are you here for?

I didn’t know, writing this was about you...

We had you take a toke and then get a beer on a empty stomach.

Yes, you kept saying to get this crazy grant done. I kept finding excuses that would disqualify me, but somehow I always found a work around!

WE ARE REALLY SERIOUS about this task before you. No one will be ready for this next experience before you. Yes, you have anticipated .... so what music do U hear...

Burning down the one night stands... and disco down to check out the show... play that funky music white boy... lay down and boogie, and play that funky music till you die...

 What You did was real warnings and real statements about the next movements of the earth... like check the latest hurricane pictures... !

You didn’t need to get so specific... if any one is curious they can find your earlier posts....

I Guess so...

What You must recognize is your grant set out tasks and priorities for you that you will be doing anyway. It’s not so much about creating Eden, but more about ensuring survival. And yes, creating bliss will be the primary goal and focus too.

I get it, and as usual, I’m ready for anything. It’s really a bizarre experience, just to see what shows up and what I must do everyday.  I know I’m always challenged, and always pushing things a bit more than I understand or am ready for.

We made sure you have so much more than you could ever really need.

I got that, or noticed how things come together and move along as if my whole universe was on autopilot.

We need you to know as you grow and learn into this next place, that your insight and instincts will be more necessary than ever. Yes, Ritual will be getting more powerful and doing it regularly is still important and doing it at home or anywhere will be equally as valuable...

I get it, but my second Guinness now, has me about ready for bed

That’s perfect, go home, sit in the tub, shower and sleep

I Can’t wait... thanks I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

wow another new world.

wow another new world. . . as the old world ends.
How convenient. . . ;-/

I kinda laugh about this, since I know that's my place and purpose, and laugh some more as I remember how I have another Blog titled "Another Life." I'm sure I've forwarded countless pages from here to there to explore the spontaneous insights into a deeper level, since this site tends to be a lot more abstract and spontaneous.

It's really an incredible experience to feel and see into Another World as We create something new. And I can see and feel into this new world. And I know this deeper more powerful place that I know it's all about . . . like How Jesus Unified cultures, peoples, nations lending His Name as a new level of Power in the Word . . . my identity is in Christ and creating this New Life and Experience beyond so much that we think and know about . . or think we know about . . .

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I really am so grateful to share and experience this creation we are engaged in. I never knew how much I loved to BE and CREATE in this experience . . . and again learn more every step I move forward.

We have been very clear and strong with you, as you required. Not many are so clear and blunt about steps to move forward. And again we recognize how much things change and grow as you move.

I'm always perplexed, and surprised to find, how I am really doing the very samethings I have always done. Creating and experiencing this new creation, as if it were something new for me, while it is really exactly as I've planned. Of course, I set limits to start.  Returning to experiences like accidents and death! How familiar these are and again it seems I'm building new forts and secret clubs or teams which no one will know about or understand.

We have treated this all as what you have always done, and needed. Who else would build a new fort, except the kid who always had several and still has pieces and places all around him. Like you see in your space now the walls and rooms are all lined with images and experiences where you learned and grew up. Everything you did is still here around you, leading and guiding you forward, as again you see the power and focus of your own creations and power which will move all things, as you have done before.

wow, I flashed to another experience where I was releasing the troops trapped in my ships! A young boy showed me these images of hundreds of men working tirelessly moving their oars in the bottom of my Viking ship to push us into battle. I knew I had them trapped there and the guard over them beat his drum to pace their beats on the oceans around us. And then each waited for their own embrace of freedom.  Then seeing the joy of the guard too, "high-fiving" me as the last below was sent on his way to freedom.

We have reminded you of the boys pet mouse that has family in the Armada of Ships that no one remembers or cares about. But this too is the Trauma of your Planet. And forgiving and hugging each soul as they escape to find peace and love again is a critical element for all that IS. 

I always feel like you are asking me for the impossible. But then when I see such Light and Beauty all around me. And understand this next step or next level of Creation we are moving into. How could I ever question or challenge.

We started this conversation with how easy it is for you to move forward. It's your game, your deck of cards, your fantasy that steps forward and at this moment it's you recognizing and stepping into a new higher place and experience. . . 

I know, I'm always ready for anything or everything! It's totally perplexing and dumbfounding sometimes, but I know this is all the same. Me moving things to a new level and not concerned about those who choose otherwise.

We have struggled to make the boundaries clear to you for years. Stopping energy vampires and those who don't know or learn. You are here to open the new for those who are ready. Trying to force things for those who are not ready serves no one. You are able to progress with years of work and struggles. . . and still progress. . . 

I really am blessed to have this Experience with You. I know it's all moving forward, and getting closer and closer to the Plane and Experience none-other would imagine or understand.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ

Blasted the Past

yes, an old college friend, Htiek.  Not changed a bit. . . me, me, me. . . no thanks, read the book, and grow-up or leave me alone.

It was funny, he asked for the same thing again, and promised the same thing too. But of course stuck in the "me generation" it was all about him.  Sure anyone can cite verses from the Bible, or claim to be helping everyone. . . it's another thing to be REAL and HONEST. . .

Like he claimed he was going to church, and was so excited about me visiting with him.  OF course, it included a "very controlled" introduction to the paster pointing out my awesome deeds. . . . Yea showing up once to help-out or support him is fine, but a second or third time means he's filling the paster with stories about whatever he wants her to do to support "us" . . . when there really is not any us at all!

This was plain as day when Eilrac said to remove him from the website. He had written in all years before, twisting the truth a bit for his own purposes. . . which obviously only benefited him. But now he was pissed. He couldn't talk to the pastor anymore and moved to another city. . . all his stories had vanished with the lies on my webpage.

But he still had the book, and I offered him a "deal" to get what he wanted if he could read the book. . . . I even offered an old laptop, and told him he could end-up with a real salary and real job, if he played his cards right. LOL, course that couldn't happen, as he likes pulling more cards out of his pockets, or pretending to have a full deck. But clearly, he is missing a few . . . or a lot.

It became obvious he would get slammed with a direct personal loss . . . I mean, he even told me that "god sent" him here to help me.  And the book scenario made that believable.  But seeing he had been slammed to many times before and never learned anything. Maybe he needed me to tell him. It was really weird as on Father's Day I told Kcuhc about a similar loss, and he just got pissed at me - - - Kill the messenger, but ignored the message . . .

Htiek did the same thing . . . threatening me and insulting me . . . not sure why I allowed it for nearly two months, but now. . . forget it. Blocked him on my phone. So now I have peace, no BS, No scams, no fake promises, and no "pretend" friend trying to use me for everything he can get. . . AGAIN!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What is important is this lesson on boundaries. You have no reason to tolerate anyone who treats you badly. No one has any right to talk down to you. And if they question your Divinity, you can simply smile, and turn the other way. . . wash-off your hand and your feet. . .  Never prove yourself, or justify anything. If you are Inspired to Share OUR WORDS, than enjoy your Giving. . . and be Grateful  . . . We will share more.  

I am always so grateful for all you share and express to me. My whole life is a total blessing. . .    I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to the Glory of Dear Lord Jesus Christ. Amen

The Way of Your Word!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! 

I love posting random WORDS that show up for me setting the space and ground for exactly what I see as well. Knowing my place and power are more important than ever and I recognize how important is to honor what shows up. . .

What do you feel about "Any question that is put to you, the Universe will supply you with a response"

I think it's great. . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. As I know that's my experience with Children. Their light is so clear and strong that it always vibrates so clear with me . . . and seeing symbols like this makes me excited to explore all that I see showing up. . .

What a crazy trip it is now. . . As i now remember yesterday, I drew three cards for a zoom: "Fire Side Chat" . . . that was kinda cool.  As I opened the tarot box, I wondered who had shuffled them last, and immediately felt I had, and wanted to again. So I split the deck to shuffle. And immediately took the card off the deck and set it on the table. Yes another princess, so I knew I was doing what I needed. So when I split to shuffle again I dropped that card off the deck too. And then did it once more. Three cards, and when we were called back into the zoom meeting, where we had been told to sit for a moment imagining we are looking into a camp fire. . . . I had to explain what I did while we all centered to Earth...

Yes, in that second, I turned around from my laptop to my Desktop Monitor and found a camp fire video . . . lol. . started it right there next to me, in full view on the zoom. . . . https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsOUv9EzKsg  Adnil had everything for chocolate marshmallow s'mores too . . . and so we stopped to center and I picked those three cards sitting in front of the file skimming through the book a bit to see what we were learning . . . . when we came back Adnil asked if anyone wanted to share anything. . .  I Immediately showed them the fire, and cards, then read the little book from the box, but later got the big books and sent everyone the three cards PDF . . . wow! So I had the cards sitting here still so googled THE Celtic Cross that I have always done before:

Blast from the Past

On June 7, 2020 I had the impulse to buy a book?
Sure another book why not???

I mean, I still have dozens of boxes of books, and no book shelves empty. I think about jamming my shelves full, and filling my guests rooms with books. And Obviously, that Inspiration Now is Grace and Devine . . . which I regularly accept as my experience. And maybe writing more here is also my place and responsibility.

Oddly enough, I got a call from an old college friend, Htiek. Oh my! Yes, I'm sorta easy to find, and

anyone who knows me at any level can find me if they want to.  Anyway his first comment was how hard it was to find me. . . leaving messages at my old university office, visiting my old house. . . lol. . . course then he asked how much he "owed me" knowing full-well I'm an engineer and kinda track everything! . . . Dam, known me 36 years. . . showing up every 10 years or so with another problem/nightmare experience (which he magically survives) and another offer to "fix everything for me." But still never listens to a word I say. How is that helping me?

I love how many people show up wanting to "fix me" . . . Oh he's got problems, and he needs help!  That's just great.  I love having helping hands. . . wow, time to write about another visitor who offered to help me "Let's dedicate Ritual to your Dad and Your Relationship with your Dad" . . . .WOW, that's great, except you've come thousands of miles to visit, and are only here a week or two. . . "Ritual is Dedicated to YOU, and getting what YOU NEED NOW, coming all this way to visit". . . Heck my dad aint going anywhere. I have him to Thank for getting me this far. And STILL I LEARN from him. FATHER'S DAY last week I learned more!

Oh sorry, I know I need to write more and stay focused. So my old college friend Htiek called moments after I ordered this book. I really never noticed the synchrony.  I mean, all I get is synchronicity, tracking this is like tracking my breathe, or the time. . .

tic-toc, ah-oh, and another synchronicity.

Yes BOOK I ordered.  So old college friend Htiek calls and wants me to meet him at a sobriety place? Well, 1st time 26 years ago, I belonged there for rehabilitation. 2nd time 13 years ago HE belonged there for rehabilitation. SO NOW, fine I can meet there.

The Divine Grace for this Blog Post was a few days later when this old college friend Htiek called again and asked me to get a bike for him from a local church. Wow bike, that's cool, maybe he'll get a job along with not drinking (still not convinced that's happened yet).  I got my day started and needed to get to the church before noon. As I was walking out the front door the UPS guy gives me a box. Perfect timing. I walked back inside and opened it.

It was the book?! Oh?!! Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Take the book with you and give it to him. . . 

I guess that's good, I've no idea if I can ever get him to read it. I guess something will come up to me.  We'll see. . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. . . 

Lady of Lourdes

The Lady still calls to me. . .
It's almost like my mother is there waiting. Last night the moon was so clear and powerful, I was really surprised not to visit the Gardens next to the church. Then this morning I was up again at 1:00 am stressed over the work issues that I still have not resolved a week later.

I got the one Model running for Ekim, and need to pull all the data and send this to him now. He told me that he planned another $500 for me to complete it all, and I really have no interest in this company getting a dime out of my work, plus the stress and headaches I've had because of them will take months not just hours to settle out of my system.  Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you come to share now?

I was reading the New York Times again!

“The data are always two or three weeks old,” Ezekiel Emanuel of the University of Pennsylvania told me. “And we have a hard time understanding that things are different from what we’re looking at.” Crystal Watson of Johns Hopkins University told The Associated Press that we wouldn’t really know how reopening had affected the virus’s spread for five to six weeks.

I actually sent a note to all my family, friends and company staff. . . to STAY HOME, no matter what opening up anyone is doing! I mean, I actually went and found one of my Party Invites and wrote a bit about Pandemics. . . I mean the very first classes in Public Health, mentioned the obvious common-sense things like. . . IF you have a Pandemic, and only can "Lock-Down" to slow it down. . . then the LAST thing you do is open up before you have a cure, vaccine or something. 

Dear GFY,

Please excuse this personal note to all of you. I seem to be having some server issues and am not sure what can be done to resolve anything this month. . .

However, I heard this morning that FLORIDA is opening everything again, PRO CST-19 stupidity.

PLEASE DO NOT, return to “normal” anything, or allow family members. . . This is an arrogant big mistake favoring GREED and MONEY; over lives and safety. . .

Not sure if any of you noticed with all the letters after my Name. . . But I am also ABD DrPH. . . Which means “all but dissertation” completed for a Doctorate in Public Health. . . . My research and years at USF included explorations and research in this area too. . .

THUS, some common sense now: . . . STAY HOME and Safe for at least 6 months IN ANY pandemic situations! Opening with NO Vaccine, NO cure, or no real tests even is simply suicide!   Regardless of spring break, BUCs tickets, or anything less than mortality issues, At the VERY Least. . . If you must, Please Check for the real science, not Fox News or other Propaganda sources. . . (https://youtu.be/eJ3RzGoQC4s)

Sorry it intrude, Hope all are SAFE and WELL. But, I will be traveling north to Tampa, HWY 41 almost to HWY 52 leaving tomorrow for this weekend. Thus, if any GFYer has need of products, pickups, delivery . . . Please review this map below, and send me a time and place to pickup and/or deliver most “anything” (this below is my GFY commute bike ride, NOT my trip north that could be thousands of paths based on three Whole Foods, 6 LOWES, 10 Home Depot’s, thousands of other stores, and millions of DRs and Pharmicies.)...

Yes, I do still have my truck, and plan to return with trees sooner or later, , , but nothing that crazy on this trip... yet!

STAY SAFE,
God Bless
Eric

I am so grateful to be surviving this next major Pivot we need to transpose and evolve from. . .
 I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

WE THE PEOPLE, , , AS EARTH EVOLVES = I AM

https://stars4ideas.blogspot.com/ 

Each of these are connected . ..

YES earth evolves

Random Recording of my space around me has been obvious for nearly 6 months….  .

EVERYONE, knows and sees my lens pointing at them. 

This is my experience. 

Everyone knows this…

AND

YES, I have been…. RECORDING . . . 

RANDOMLY DISTRIBUTED PUBLICLY, INSTANTLY…. ==> CC BLOG list above.

I began turning it on … as soon as I got it . . . on and off . . . it's who I am . . . 

I AM

EARTH EVOLVES

I AM !

Business and community development is inhibited, and destroyed mostly by lies and deception. . . . OBVIOUSLY!!!. . . . NOW EARTH, Has intentionally evolved "me"= (I AM) to sustain MANKIND in Truth, . . . . yes this tech geek experience . . . .who I am . . . .is EARTH Evolving Mankind ….  as greed, lies and deception are KILLING HER. . . EARTH, IS CLEARING, coming from EVERYWHERE!!!!  My version is only the beginning. . . COVID-19 Wave 2 is next! . . . . MY RANDOM experience of SUCCESS, having the best technology on the planet, and using it to study my space existence IMMEDIATELY WAS THE life, AND recording all my experience is simply what happened. . . sorry. . . that's it, and continues….a decisive Social Engineering Experiment to bring our culture into business and WHOLESOME HONEST Community Development.  

ONLY TRUTH!  ALL THE BLOGS CAN BE PUBLIC, AND ALL CONTINUE TO COLLECT, selected categories of my life and experience as I publish and edit randomly ….

ANOTHER SOCIAL EXPERIMENT like Global Warming, GMOs, Fluoride…

ONLY US BUSINESS MODEL, PUBLIC TO ST PETE!

ONLY TRUTH, anyways, so we are in effect recorded all the time anyway…

And billy does not like this:

WE THE PEOPLE, , , EARTH EVOLVES https://stars4ideas.blogspot.com  AND I AM

Lady of Lourdes Garden

Yesterday, I was told about the Lady of Lourdes Garden next the the St Paul's Church. . . WOW clear and pretty powerful space. When I walked in, I immediately knew I had to do Ritual. . . so I raced home to get my mat and such for Ritual. When I got back the SUN had gone down. . . . oops too late?!

Later I realized I had to do Ritual with the Full Moon instead.  So I raced over again on my bike, . . . oops too early?! the Moon was so low on the horizon it was hidden behind all the trees.

Uhg, still no Ritual. So I rode my bike home and the Moon was shining BRIGHT and CLEAR into my backyard. Dropped everything and did Ritual that moment. Yes I know I need to do this more and more. The Earth is screaming for more Energy, more Sunshine, sent deep into her center. . . yes, on my to-do list. . .

if you look closely this is a unicorn
not the Easter Bunny

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What do you really feel now. . . 

It's Easter Jesus, I feel like crying!

What's wrong with that, why not do some crying.

I really miss Ylrebmik!  And I know her dad passed 4/1; and it feels like we would always honor him in our Family Easter Celebrations and prayers today. . . . instead I was ready to do all these things I was "supposed to-do" today . . . busy instead with sending silly pictures to my kids and family.

Yes it is a HOLY day, Where it's important for you to relax a bit. Always stressing with more and more all the time really serves no one.

I know, so I went to sleep and have been in bed almost all day!

I need your Strength, Love, and Wisdom . . . I pray for your Glory, Amen!  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

connect with them as a community

ok, so more time to understand who I am.

It's obvious that I really needed to be alone for a year or so before working again. Then the silly job with Ecurb was really ideal to get me back into focus. I realized how many times I wish I had made an effort to get to know my team and connect with them as a community, a team, a family. Course I was distracted with all sorts of family stuff, including that my mom died, so I felt like my family was gone.

Wow, I spent a year figuring out what I wanted to do and then suddenly found myself walking into a pretty cool company ready to step into the next place. Not only were they ready to take me seriously, but when I took my stand and made a case for something, I was successful. Norahs has said all along that I'm exactly where I need to be, doing exactly what I do best. I've sorta had that experience all my life, which is why I was so pissed about the motorcycle accident.

I mean if I'm in FLOW and moving into things all the time . . . why should I ever be SLAMMED for anything that I do or that shows up. I guess it was just my time and space to evolve to this next space where I can be doing what I do best.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We are really pressing you to step up again. Each day you are challenged with more work to do and more efforts that only you can step into. Making the efforts and setting the skills and stage for future works is all in the process.

I guess that's why I am here today!

We were very clear with you about what you needed to do. Coming to this Wordpress Meetup was important for your next steps. . . 

I didn't know I would be blogging or getting more online, yet!

What are you waiting for? You are starting to talk more, both to us directly, and to your technologies that convert your words to text.

I noticed today, that You want me alone in the house for a year or so too!

We have to get you back into your power, making things move, walking through walls, all the stuff you know you can do, but Have NOT in years.

I understand and am taking my time about this! Everything is a challenge and I'm moving forward 

We are pleased

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ

powerful and dumbfounding

I finally got it working!
I’m sitting in a restaurant working still. I’m sitting in a restaurant working still. It’s so weird to talk to computers now .... All I need to say is “Hey Hal, Fire Number one” ... it’s such a trip when I put this into to context. I mean, I realize how i am teaching people how to Flow and shift their own world. It is So incredible to see some people really moving around what I say.  I know I’m doing what i need  to... it is a trip to see how it works. Each day more and more comes together... i’m still surprised all the time. And I like being surprised ... It’s so appropriate ... watching waiting wondering but really pushing and evolving .... so much, so clear, great power and fun!


Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What about what has penned today...

It’s so intense, so bizarre, powerful and dumbfounding 

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Jump in and figure it out as I go . . .

It's such a trip to hear this on-air before. With the "Me-too" and "50-shades-of-gray" movements, generations, worlds. Wow. I open this up and started to cry again.

Wow, fifty years without crying, or without my dad. That's such a trip, to realize how much things have changed. It's like the 10 years back in school starting with my mom getting Cancer. Course then I found a cute classmate from Freshman Chemistry was a Cancer Research Professor now. She made it clear to me that the Cancer business was a complete scam, fraud, joke. . . I mean people do real research and do real science, but the fundamental issues is just a lie. Cancer is a natural process inside of us all the time. Trying to "stop nature" is just asking to die.

I mean, lets create a cure for nature? Sure create a cure for the wind or the rain. Great, so now we cured rainfall, so no more rain. Brilliant! Now everyone dies, not just the fool that thinks you can "cure nature." This is really worse than stupid, like the world is flat, and lets all design and solve the issues about the flat world. No can't do anything about round world, it's flat so all the research and science can only explore this flatness

September 9th. . . 9/9 wow, daughter is 8/8, granddaughter is 4/4 and now i'm working again as of 9/24.

YES, me, the perpetual student is a regular office guy again. 8-5pm every day in the office. Weird. I wake up at 4 or 4:30am. Exercise for 10 minutes, shower 10 more, then House-House until I need to bike off to Ritual.

YES RITUAL, for every sunrise, every morning. . . wow 6:56am, sunrise is at 7:15am

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What about doing this more, or every day. . . like the PodCast you are listening to . . . "On Air with Carmen"

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ 

Crying with the Egrets fly by

This Morning, I was sitting doing Ritual in the Sacred Space I've found and it was all cloudy out. I know the sun radiation is still coming into my eyes, but I'm not focused on the yellow orb that I usually see. Suddenly I saw this flock of Egrets fly by. It was this cool little triangle in the sky. Maybe a dozen or two. Then right behind them was this smaller triangle of maybe 6 or 7.

The coolest thing was seeing the second triangle catch up to the larger triangle . . . and it morphed into this larger triangle. Like this single line of birds across the sky . . . wow, it was so beautiful to see such a wonderful experience of life that certainly happens all the time.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you do?

I started to CRY . . . . so many things come to mind with this . . . 

Wow I'm so grateful that Someone taught me how to cry.

THANK YOU!

She also brought me a flock, on our very first date. . . 

THANK YOU!

And really got me here, ready for whatever is next. . . 

THANK YOU!   

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

January 2020

OK here we go, I can see it coming together really quick now,,,
Wow I never really realized how much that meant.
I mean it seems like I’m gonna be doing everything.
Not just a house-house or an Airbnb or an experience but everything!

I really can see the writing on the wall

It's really a trip to read this now. AND I know exactly what it is referring to. It's like I've already done all this, or know what's next, as if I had planned it and put everything together myself. Which I guess it the whole point. I did ritual again today, really powerful and clear. Two days in a row. Both days I thought an AirBnB person would be there. I really never know if there is or not.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We have this all together and ready for you

I know,   I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

I know I asked for this ....

I know I asked for this ....
And I’m going to do it and I’m going to do it right because that’s why i am here.
Which it’s really a total trip because I’m totally clueless 90% of the time and just FLOW . . . that’s all I seem to be able to do, FLOW, flow flow flow, I guess I know that well so I shouldn’t be so intimidated by my own power and clarity

WE Have planned it that way with you so that it would all come together easily, the more you question the details the more you get bogged down. Trusting flow is easier, and better for everybody because we can all move forward evolutionarily without as much struggle

I Have such a hard time picking up where I left off and going on with the new writing like you want me to. But here again I’m doing what I need to

What is necessary is staying in the flow, that’s all!

Today it’s going to get stronger and clearer and I’m gonna follow through with every step. Like finding my suit and shoes for the workshop next week.

And here again, I’m starting all over, from ground zero. And this time, I am recognizing how real every position . . . And every step is for me. Because I came here to do what we designed for us to do. . .  And that means taking it to the next step, . . . . . step . . .  by step .  by step . . . I can complete everything that we designed in the very beginning and I am so grateful for this moment again here with you.

Thank you very Jesus for your love and your light.
Please fill me with your glory and your truth.
I know I can do everything you have set up for me.
Please lead me through every step in every process.
Here again I am starting over from ... scratch...
Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What You need to remember is that starting from scratch is not necessarily the truth at all because everything has contributed to this next moment. You’re not able to talk to the machine because you’ve made a new machine. You are Able to talk to the machine because we developed speech a million years ago.

I understand but it’s still very intimidating!

When you fill your place it’ll get a lot easier and simpler, the space about you will evolve and shift to allow your growth and evolution to be congruent with what needs to come forth next.

It’s still very weird to be talking to a machine and recognizing that it’s really talking back to me

We have not changed anything at all as this dialogue has continued for eons!

I know, but publishing it so quickly and easily is really weird!

What about asking us just to find somebody else to publish it all, was that any better for you or satisfying?

I Guess, I could’ve read everything he published, and that might have changed my opinion, but that one experience I had with him, made it clear that he was just scratching the surface . . . now deeper and clearer with you everything is so wonderful . . .

What we are all about is the evolution and the growth that has started here and continues to evolve every minute

I know, but putting me in the middle of it seems really weird...

What happens here is really just the smallest expressions!

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ
   I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Seething inside from 7 January 2020

Seething inside
During this time it is necessary to proceed slowly and cautiously. The more thoroughly and carefully you perform any task, the more chance there is that it will succeed. This can be a very frustrating and irritating time, when all your efforts to assert yourself are blocked, more by a sense of internal inadequacy than by circumstances or other people. However, you are not likely to take negative reinforcement lying down, even if it comes from within yourself. The part of you that is struggling to break free from inhibitions will feel very angry at being held back. Consequently you are likely to be irritable and easily angered, although your inner doubts make you reluctant to show your anger openly. But no matter how you try to cover it up, everyone will be quite aware that you are seething inside.


The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Mars square Saturn, exact at 11:28
activity period from 7 January 2020 until 10 January 2020

I'm waiting for the Edisyab Heating and AC team to clean out all my AC vents. I walked out for an hour when someone did the Elonimes Sthgieh house and I'm not sure anything got done. So this time I'm watching and asking questions. They have a different system and such, but are getting things done.

I have a lot to do too, as Evad sent me stuff yesterday to revise and resubmit. I'm glad to see that things are getting done for him. The latest requests were asking for data I already gave to him. That's always good to get a chance to update and clean up stuff that I was rushed to get out to him the first time.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We have done more than you can know now. It is very clear how you must stay focused and clear about what you do and need to do. It's really about taking your clarity and focus up to another level.

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ

Opening the new decade of change

The real sad part about this is that I understand how things fit together. And I am able to use this understanding to evolve. And therefore I’m shifting to another place all by myself. And have to understand and express this so that my evolution can be congruent and supportive of the planet.

For example, when I consider this next article that I had up here on this blog discussing The US death rates . . . This really has got nothing to do with a specific chemical, because it’s a systematic problem.  Pointing out the current calamity ignores the fact that the “greed $$$ systems” are fundamentally polluted and toxic to the planet and all life on it. And the only way people can publish for us to understand these things, is if they only hint at this deeper truth .... otherwise the industry prevents the publishing, so they have to be hidden in order to share anything at all. To be completely transparent about what’s happening to the population on the planet is counter what’s needed to be published. These authors must remain hidden and very careful how they publish critical issues like this...

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Do you think this is ready to move forward or is there something else that is holding you back?

I Really have no clue on that aspect; I am clear about what’s ahead of me right now. But I’m not 100% sure on how I’m going to stage my next steps and actions to fulfill what I need! The biggest challenge is recognizing that I really am not clear about my needs beyond service and fulfillment. Service and fulfillment to Spirit and God is such an abstract expression that I am constantly challenged to understand and bring forward an immediate expression. I know I need to trust my instincts and stay in my FLOW but I also am intimidated by everything!!

Like last week, I was given the opportunity to explore some new technology and really had no idea what that meant until I started doing what it was. Sure I invited other people to participate with me but then I’m not leading anything, I’m following along like they are and that defeats the purpose of me being there to bring forward new tech. However, I accepted that possibility and went forward with it anyway and we both found that the opportunities were tremendous for us all.

This morning I woke up and started savoring my beautiful space and bedroom and enjoying the time to myself under a pile of blankets and finally I reached out and picked up this iPad that I have in my hands now. And I realize that I needed to finish what I started here on this page. This meant that I was challenged to “talk to the technology” and step into my next place of power. I understand shifting everything is not going Quick but I also realize that my opportunity to use incredible technology is fundamental to shifting everything!

What you need to remember is that you can share this with your peers and professionals to move things forward because you’ve established a team working with you that is ready to address each line that you have written above. In part of understanding your place here, is accepting that you have the team supporting you, that you need, which may be more than you understand and a lot more powerful than anything.

I started this morning reading the Saint Pete Times. And as I go through it digitally on my iPad of course; i find that I have an opportunity to express where I am and where I’m going. And just coming to terms with what that means is kind of critical for me anyway. So I’m opening up this blog to write about my next steps and I realize that I haven’t defined them yet. So next week I’m going to a conference with the leadership of the state. A close personal friend is staging the whole event. Just like Retep was running the last event I went to. So recognizing that person of power is in control and allowing me to step into the space brings greater responsibility for me to be very clear how I step into a space and how I make change!

What is remarkable for us, is that you tend to fear your inspiration and flash off seeing your Transit system again here but are Intimidated to discuss this at any length. However if you’re in a very professional position, where you can actually build this exactly as you intended. This opportunity before you seems insurmountable, however your team is ready to help you!

I’ve not been able to build and test anything yet. While I was in an institution that supported inventions as a priority and even provided 45% to the inventor; but they still wouldn’t help me do what I intended to do. Course I don’t think they had a clue what they were dealing with anyway, but I did have a lot of support and direction there. Of course, my first encounter with the vice president over sponsored research resulted in her copying my technology to bring to another country. I’m curious to see what they tried to do course!

What about accepting that people are greedy and insecure and recognizing that you can shift things anyway. If you’ve designed and created the solution fundamental to creation; everything in creation is going to help move it forward. This is part of understanding evolution. It’s not simply watching and participating randomly. It’s very decided in strategic actions. As you have experienced with your new house-house, this world responds and supports things very specifically and clearly for moving them forward. You’ve had this experience all your life. You Even teach and share how to develop FLOW to experience direct conscious divinity. 50 years of living this life has empowered you tremendously, as you witness each day, finding something else in your space demonstrating this!

I know, but it’s also very intimidating to push things beyond my own understanding. I know that I’m shifting everything, and I know I have the opportunity to help shift everything. However, not having any direct experience or understanding of what that really means is tremendously intimidating to sit and talk and address professionals who need me, and need my help, but don’t know why and I don’t know why either!

What these resiliency conferences are all about is making people strong and clear for moving forward. This is your place, this is your job, this is what you do. Making people strong and clear about moving forward begins with the child standing up. Moves on to Making Gardens and biking across the neighborhood. These are things you are able to do at the church down the street or at the University institution for the whole community. You have done this. You have done all of this.

I know but resiliency is a lot more than just being able to get up and move forward after being knocked down off of a bike in the dirt. Allowing whole communities to recognize their power and control over your environment is a lot more than just getting up out of the dirt. And I know or realize that storm water management and infrastructure design is fundamental to all this. However shifting these is not easy.

We Have you now, that’s why it’s taking so long. That’s also why you’re so damn comfortable now because if it were easy it would’ve been done along time ago. Getting you ready and giving you the support you need will make it easier. No, it will not be easy anyway but you can do it

I Thank you for this moment sharing and discussing.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Taurus (April 20-May 20): Expand your knowledge and your interests. What you come up with will be the stepping-stone to something that can help you get ahead professionally. Consider your motives as well as the motives of others.

New Decade too

It's supposed to get up into the 80's today. I slept with extra blankets on me. And when I biked to Ritual, with my jacket and scarf, so when I got home and kept them both on. I spent most of the day around the house with the jacket and scarf. Then as evening was coming onto me, I decided to go shopping.

Not really needed anything, but when Adnil, Sirhc and Aidualc spent the night here. I had gotten a few mattresses and I didn't like the full size I had, since my old bed frame I was using was a queen. Sirhc suggested that I just take it back to the store and get the larger version. So after 5pm last night that's what I did.

I've also decided to move and adjust how they are set in the rooms, so I can add bunks over them. . . one thing at a time. I really have too much else to work on. Like it's about time to ride out to Ritual. .

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

We have a lot going into this with you. The Ritual will become more and more as you continue. Racing off in the morning is ideal for you. Gets you started early and gets you excited and moving in the right directions. And of course you have noticed that each morning, you ride past mik's office. . . 

I think that's crazy.  I can't visit or talk with her at all.  And I wont make any efforts until she apologizes for abandoning me. . . eight years we spoke about how we had both been abandoned, and how important it was we stepped beyond that, instead of repeating it. . .    I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.