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Saturday, April 30, 2005
1:07:22 AM
Wow, very cool. Equan and Scott are like brothers with me, we all talk and relate at the same level. It was really cool. Then as I drove Equan home we talked about stuff too. I told him about seeing Christopher Monday and how really cool that whole experience was. We talked about the reality behind it all. And he understood very quickly seeing easily how it was all old news to me. He had some serious questions and got into the details too. I never heard it spoken so clearly before

What do you think you have to write Son? Get specific in these details here.

SO I had to explain what it was. How these animals (boogiemen) are created in our culture that makes all these rules only so people can break the rules. So rules create the force to evolve boogiemen who exploit the rules. Rules were only like walls and fences for animals in the pen. While people have reason and feelings so they should be personal and compassionate with each other. Not rules and crap, but real people. So the rules are everywhere and are exploited by everyone... and this boogieman (uncivilized animal) has just evolved to exploit the rules in a new way.

There will always be Rules, and rules will always be broken, that’s what evolution is all about. So as long as the rules exist they provide a way to exploit. So the boogieman is exploiting the most fundamental rules of love and marriage to abuse and exploit the most basic social resource ... our gifted inspired youth. It’s this dichotomy that make the evolution of life here on earth, positive–negative, good–bad, left–right, hot–cold, up–down... There will always be exploiters as long as rules exist, and then there will always be those who are ready to fight to fix these problems.

That was so cool. I said how I’d worked with him (Equan) for years, just helping him do what he was ready to do, since he was leading Christopher's Scout troop. Teaching sharing, learning, he really loved this chat too, smiling laughing pushing me on. He was growing and now he was ready to work with Scott. Just like at one time he was ready to know what was happening with Christopher and Emily. It is his life, and his choice. The Earth will always evolve around us now. We just do what we are meant to do by faith in Jesus Christ. Listen to His Word and trust our own given direction... “FAITH IN OUR CONVICTIONS” (like he repeats to me still) and we will find we can do and learn things, many things that are good and important.

What a good write up Son, that’s really nice.. now you need
to post it.

01:30:22

"you got the meaning of it all.... " 1:31:33 "Who Got The Meaning" by the Elms CMradio.Net The Best Mix

2:03:56 PM
Wow do I have a lot of work to do still. And I’m tired and sour. I can feel a lot of things coming together really quick which I’m happy about and even like. It feels like a lot is about to shift. I guess getting done with classes is nice, but it’s more important to get started on all these things I’ve got waiting for me.

Please Loving Lord Jesus Christ fill me with Your Strength and Wisdom to do all that you have defined before me for the Glory of God the Father Son and Holy Ghost. Amen.

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Subject: Fwd: Changers Summer Camp - July 21-28

Edthebuddha;
Howdy!!! ;-D so what's the plan man, for this summer...???

Not sure how the video ideas came out, but I figured a good way to get a battery and some cool tapes... lol.... I'll just come visit! You know it is that time of year again....

I guess the main reason I know is that miraculously, I've been contacted by 2 video people this week, asking what I do or like to do... wanting to hookup, help out, and/or work together...

Hum? So I thought, Maybe I should ask the Buddha what we can do?

Hope your world is grand!!! Flight is still going here... the vortex is getting tighter... lol... you'll love the stories... lol... maybe I'll bring someone with me???

So do you have a plan? I’ve been teaching a lot more, loving every minute... But I’m not sure what to do this summer? This week is finals for my Spring 05 MBA term, and I could take summer classes, or not!?!?!?! What do you think? Need a grip?? or a carpet camera??

Namaste Brothers
eric in TAMMMPPPAAA... ;-) lol...
PS. now you can laugh too: http://profiles.yahoo.com/stars2man

Slow-Release Fertilizer Team Reports

Friday, April 29, 2005
2:03 PM

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Dr. K,
Hi I visited J... and we chatted a bit. I gave him his book, and offered to help him in anything he wants.

I know the last time I saw you I said in passing how it’s important to avoid the Ego too, since it leads to the Greed. I know you sorta blew me off, never heard or cared. But now I feel I need to say more... Bureaucracy is designed to Teach and Breed Greed and control. That is what it is designed for. You should know this already after hearing some of my county experiences. I had to do that so I could change it all. Just like my kids had to get lost in materialism (I saw Chris Monday, WOW ;-)). It’s an important lesson that everyone will learn sooner or later. So, if you’ve never been lost there before, plan on it! But anyway, I told you I wanted to share some pictures and movies with you and your kids.... (I’ve got the DVD’s and plan to watch them both next week with Rima and Hayley, if you want to join us...)

This is for you (course I wrote it for someone else originally, you’re the last person I thought would need to read it all, but anyway): http://www.seedwiki.com/wiki/stars2man/evolution.cfm

And this is something your kids will know: http://www.indigothemovie.com/ hum, might notice the same people in the camp pictures below... lol...
Your kids ARE like my kids and THEY DO all this already: http://www.whatthebleep.com/
And so I wanted to invite you all to join me at summer camp, like I did last year:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4285951711&code=11248850&mode=invite&cmp=EMC-IS_other&creative=album-invite
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4285950775&code=11242734&mode=invite&cmp=EMC-IS_other&creative=album-invite
And some more pictures http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4286813129&code=9767104&mode=invite&cmp=EMC-IS_other&creative=album-invite
Oh and if you’ve never seen these, here’s my doggie Bear in the woods behind my house:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4286813463&code=9767037&mode=invite&cmp=EMC-IS_other&creative=album-invite
http://home.hpphoto.com/servlet/com.hp.HPWelcome?com=us&awp=guestwelcome.html&username=stars2man&password=82098023&hotmflag2004=hotm&RefreshRandom=0.9022247226373541
I’d love to see you again, lunch or anything....
Enjoy your trip, good luck...
Namaste
Er;-)

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Dr. K

Oh forgot a key point in all of this greed breeding bureaucracy crap... People never believe the conspiracy theories and all... that would make it too easy, "everyone in government can't be corrupt... " lol...

So here's the inside story... they'll say "oh we'll give you an assistant, so you wont have to deal with all the red-tape and BS in the Bureaucracy"

Ok that's great isn't it... lol... fools all of them!!! Cause then you see the assistant will make sure you learn to do everything like everyone else does... "oh that's standard procedure..." "everyone does it this way... " "of course you need a new boat anyway, we can't send any money back, we have to use it all, that's the rules...." lol...

It’s been nice... good luck....
er;-)


PS. I'll always be here, feel free any time... lol...
Just don't forget about the kids.... lol... and they do all the movie stuff ALREADY, or can!!!

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Dr’s Fountain and Marshal
I forgot to burn CD's for you of the Presentation and report. I will drop off 2-CD's Monday
Sorry for any inconvenience
Sincerely

eric weaver

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President, Wishnatzki Farms
100 Stearn Ave.
Plant City, FL 33566
http://www.wishfarms.com/

Mr. Wishnatzki;
I met you today briefly at USF. I am writing to ask for your help in developing a patent. I have sixteen years of engineering experience (please click the patent link near the bottom). Since 1999 I have been self-employed as a SWMM infrastructure program specialist; modeling rivers for local sub-division developments. I have not incorporated this engineering practice, but have recently incorporated Idea Weaver Inc. to expand patent developments. After my last patent submittal, my patent attorney told me to get a Patent Agent License since I had done most of it myself.

Therefore, I am very experienced in developing data and drawings for new creative endeavors since I began my engineering degree at USF in the 1980’s. My activities included identification of goals; conducting research; and preparing the final presentation. Specifically, I had visions about several patents before I came to USF, and have since been building them independently. I am currently negotiating with Tampa to build this new patent on public lands.

Recently I was working on a large sub-division and found a pile of old irrigation pipe intended for a bankrupt farm. This photo attached is of 8” HDPE. Roughly a 4’ pile of 20’ lengths which I need your help to move. The owner told me I could have them, since he is planning to build a sub-division there now. I’ve already built a greenhouse prototype and need to build a large scale version. I need your help to move this pipe and begin construction. http://stars.dyndns.info/homestead/files/Farming.htm We can share the patents if you can help.

Sincerely,
Eric R. Weaver
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/professional.htm

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6:19 PM
Wow, I realized that I’m still buried. I sent something to Chris who is working on the E-Commerce report with me and I only did 9 pages out of 30. Wow, does that suck. Then I also remembered a few things I left out for the SMA report too. I already wrote to the teachers about adding digital copies of the reports. But it is kinda embarrassing. I did meet one of the people involved with the strawberry farms. He gave me his card too, so I wrote him already about helping me to build my things too. Then I saw Heidi too, and she was bragging to someone else in class about what she was doing, going to Pasadena CA about a job offer.

Then I saw Dr. Palmer at the VA hospital and he had breakfast with Heidi to get her into the Rotary, but she never said a word about Pasadena to him. So it felt really weird. When I got home I realized that I never gave her a bunch of things or followed through with the indigo movie for her kids. So I wrote out a lot of stuff and gave her a hundred links. It feels like it’s too late for her, like she’s seen the dollar signs already and prestige feeling like a big shot now lost in Ego already. I told her how the EGO is all about greed and control. And everything about bureaucracy is designed to inflate the EGO.

It’s a sick perversion, a disease, a poison that pollutes us all. And I guess I’m only here to figure it out so I can cure it. So did Heidi pop in just to show me this or will she stick around longer? She’s been divorced once already. Does she need a few more, lost in greed and control before she will get the whole picture? I'm not sure, nothing for me to know about, I guess I just do what I know I can do. And that is all I can do. I’m not going to worry about it. I shared the truth, she can take it or leave it... lol... Bring a horse to water, but can’t make her drink...

Equan has been working with Scott all week. They sound like best buddies now. I’m thrilled. They invited me out to watch a movie with them tonight. So that’s cool. I’m happy to get out of this house and away from all the work I need to do, which I feel I’ve barely started.

What you are doing is more important than you will ever know. Remember you asked to change IT ALL NOW. You didn’t want to wait and you knew everyone was ready for it... or would learn as quickly as is necessary. So know this is true and DO IT, as you can and see before you. It’s all there just waiting for you...

Strategic Market Assessment Team

Tuesday, April 26, 2005
2:11:30 PM
So when I got up this morning I went outside to find my bike missing. The rack and everything was gone. Of course the thief left the bolt to connect it and two of his tools. He forgot the wrench and vice grips. I thought the vice grips were mine and then thought Darrel had done it, since who else would steal my tools. So I went by his house and talked to his sister I guess. She told me he’s been in prison for a while now. I reported it to the cops and drove by a few pawn shops and then went to school. Dan called me on my cell phone after reading a note I left him about my missing bike.

Then I felt like Dan did it. Like what have I done now to piss him off? lol... He’s been in my house for over a year now, and finally is working full time to get close to getting back on his feet. I prayed a bit that I would get my bike back and everything and the thief would get caught.

9:23:35 PM
So I have another bike outside and another prototype holding it to my truck. I'm nervous about it. Dan has been polite and concerned. It still seems funny with him. I don’t know where he stands on so many things. And I know I need to start getting rent out of him. I can’t keep getting student loans to pay for this house when he just soaks it up.

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Dr’s Fountain and Marshal
My team was great to work with. Everyone had different things to offer and contribute to the whole project and final report. I have worked with Sandra before and knew she was reliable and good to work with, so I was delighted to be invited into her group. Sandra and I did a patent project years ago and interviewed Steve Budd at that time. I wish I had started on this track sooner so I could have worked with this team more....

Thanks for this opportunity.
eric

Slow-Release Fertilizer
Strategic Market Assessment Team
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/USF-class/

Magnolia Hand
Eric Weaver
Sandra Corriette
Anne-Cécile Huet

mondayapril252005_102001am

Monday, April 25, 2005
10:20:01 AM
So I see Christopher today. I wonder how that will go. Lol... funny I’m in class now, and the discussion just shifted to how people learn ethics ... I could feel the energy shift as I wrote this about Christopher. Ethics is something they should either know by now or start all over. Yes I know my own children should know all about it and even know the worse of the worst. I guess in about 8 hours I will know how well I taught my children. And what they know or don’t know. It really feels good.

9:19:06 PM
Wow was that cool. I got there early, a full hour early. Christopher and colleen walked in while I was there sitting on the couch. I could feel him. So I just sent him love.

A few minutes later Dr. Prange told me to come in and see Christopher. “Hey Dude!”

Wow was it cool to talk to him again. And I just goofed all around. Started telling him stories laughing and sharing life. He even started laughing, and tried really hard to hide it. It was really kinda neat.... I’m so glad it is exactly as it always has been, we've always been so close. Funny how little he remembers... or how little good stuff he admits to remembering. He tried to corner me on some BS but it was just a joke.

So we talked about Bear and I said I took a picture of him before I left home. So I asked if he wanted to see the picture. Of course he did. Then he said how I had wood floors in my house. Wow, I just stopped writing for a second here to look and see what the pictures were that I had on my camera. He and Dr Prange looked through them together... while I rambled on about bear. It was really cool and fun for me. But wow, there’s a lot of cool pictures here. I put this disk together for Emily, pictures of them in the canoe, trips to NY, horses and all. Even pictures of Oregon, James and the Changers! Funny, Christopher mentioned the picture of them in the canoe when Dr. Prang asked for something good. Chris thought he was 4 or 5 then... lol.... barely 2 years old, and this picture is on the disk too, I wonder if he saw it!!!

I kept teasing him about getting in trouble for laughing and having fun WITH ME. Said he was breaking the rules and would get in trouble. Just like when I went to the bathroom, I said hi to colleen, and told him she would get in trouble for being nice. Of course she wouldn’t even look up at me... lol... poor trapped girl... Dr. Prange asked me a few times what I meant and I never responded. Chris wouldn’t say it either. So he tried to stay focused on all the negative crap he had rehearsed. I told him how what he was saying was all rehearsed. He knew it too. He had rehearsed a response to that too.

It was really fun. Dr. Prange asked me to tell him about what I was doing. So I talked about graduate school and all the new projects that came up with every class. Then said how I only worked 5 hours so far this year.... lol.... Chris said “$1200 for wood floors, you must be bankrupt”.... lol... wow, 13 years old and I wonder how much he knows about bankruptcy. I bet he hears that threat over dinner every night. He said something else about court stuff being very careful to say how I TOLD HIM TO READ THE SETTLEMENT! What a joke.

I wonder how much these kids have to do this con before someone really catches their shit. Everything has got to be bad and negative about me... lol... that’s the rules!

11:25:07 PM
So I posted this stuff to Your Blog... Yes it’s Yours, and I thought I would copy it to Dr. Prange...

What are you afraid of?

Well I must be something if I can’t find Dr. Prange’s email to send him anything.

Yes son you are very proud and clear about this. It’s not a big deal. It’s perfect exactly as it is. There it nothing here to worry about and nothing here to fear. You simply do as you can. Everything will come out exactly as it needs to and you will be as surprised as everyone else. And of course, you will be ready for it.

So does this mean I will have my kids back?

What is it that you really want?

Well I certainly want them back but not with all kinds of headaches and troubles with them.

What is it that you want then?

Well I want to have the love and freedom that I knew with them and I want them to be clear and strong again so we can share this freely. So I wonder if they have had enough of this wacko crazy stuff with . . . .

What you need to do is leave him out of it. If he is part of their lives, that is not your concern. If you are clear about what you want and need to share and know. Then focus on this and don’t worry about any of this other stuff. It’s not your problem. You have enough other things to deal with right now.

Yes Loving Lord Jesus. I know. Thank you!!! I’m so grateful that you were here with me in this joy and peace to help me through this night. I am so grateful for your grace and joy in this moment. Please be with my family and help them all to grow and learn to fulfill your truth and glory in God. Please fill us all with your strength love and wisdom for your glory Amen!

Sunday,April24,2005_12:13:49PM

Sunday, April 24, 2005
12:13:49 PM
Dan’s 50th birthday is today so I took him out for breakfast at Luptons, which he picked. I see my son tomorrow, and I guess I feel pretty good and safe about it. I can really only show him the way out and offer him help and light for that. But he will always need to make the choice he needs to make. It’s really interesting how this all comes together so clearly. Like Rima is at the Gathering of Nations now, which she about started as a child. Now she returns as the Elder... KNOWING she has to come back here to Tampa and finish what we started.

She thought she would go there and stay. And then I know I need to post my research and know who can help and edit it too. And even know how it will all come about. This is all been setup to go for a thousand years. So it is really neat to feel and see it all coming out the way it needs to.

2:49:14 PM
I'm having trouble focusing again now. I’m trying to work problems to study for a final, but I'm kinda distracted a bit. Not sure what or why. I know I will see Christopher tomorrow, and I’ve not seen him for over a year, nearly two years. It’s kinda neat to think about how awesome he is for all he does. Or all that he used to do. I’m not sure how much I know about what he does now, but as I wonder, it feels like I do know. Like he is telling me now? So I need to remember to buy him a birthday card tomorrow and maybe even a gift. Lol... Just thought I should buy him a book, the Da Vinci Code. I mean it is only a week or so until his birthday.

So who knows, maybe I will or maybe I won’t. I know it will be great to see him, see how big he is, and see whether he hit puberty yet.... to see how much he’s in his power or how much he is in fear. I guess he feels pretty strong and clear, but I really don’t know.

Please Loving Lord Jesus Christ help Christopher to grow and succeed into his power and future. Please also allow me to focus on my studies now and focus on Your Purpose and Light tomorrow when I see my son again. All for Your Glory in the Name of the Father, Son and Holy Ghost!!! Amen

Friday,April22,2005_1:28:47PM

Friday, April 22, 2005
1:28:47 PM
wow... what a week...

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Date: Fri, 22 Apr 2005 11:56:05 -0700 (PDT)
Subject: Fwd: RE: [Mba-list] Summer Internship
To: Dr. Koehler

Hi Dr. Koehler;
How have you been. I thought you might be behind this posting to the MBA-list. You could just hire me if you like.

During our last chat you teased me about getting a contract with the fertilizer people. I should have accepted that wager, since the next meeting they asked me to start a company with them....

I've Spoken with Dr. Balfour and Dr. Solomon, I'll forward you an email I wrote Dr. Fountian about it.... Can we schedule a time to chat?

thanks
eric

Subject: RE: [Mba-list] Summer Internship
Date: Fri, 22 Apr 2005 14:50:01 -0400

Good Afternoon,
I am very interested in this opportunity, and your company. You don't specify what the position involves, so I would like to get more information about it. I do have a lot of engineering background, and have a Spanish mother, though we stopped speaking Spanish when we moved to the states.

Therefore I am NOT fluent in Spanish nor do I have any International Business classes. However, I do have two engineering degrees which include Thermodynamics, Environmental Engineering, Heat and Mass Transfer. Please review my resume and contact me at your earliest convenience.

Thank you

Eric Weaver
813-237-3705
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/resume/resume.htm

-----Original Message-----
ent: Thursday, April 21, 2005 10:10 PM
To: mba-list@lists.acomp.usf.edu
Subject: [Mba-list] Summer Internship

EarthFirst Technologies Inc.
2515 E. Hanna Ave.
Tampa, FL 33674

EarthFirst Technologies Inc. (EFTI) is a publicly-traded company engaged in the research, development, and commercialization of technologies that environmentally neutralize solid and liquid waste through processes that derive the production of alternative sources of fuel and other commercially valuable by-products.

For further information about EFTI, please visit our website: http://earthfirsttech.com/about.shtml

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Date:Fri, 22 Apr 2005 11:58:43 -0700 (PDT)
From:"Eric" stars2man@yahoo.com
Subject:RE: Strategic Market Assessment for New Technologies course
To:"Dr. Jerry

FYI...
Oh and if you have any better ideas about classes, I'd love to hear about it...
thanks
er;-)

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Jason Pehur (09:15:39 PM) (22/04/2005): PO Box 35, Smith River CA 95531

Jason told me tonight that he moved his Aerest web site to my server, and also is routing his email through it too. So then I got onto it and it was all locked up again. Passwords and unreadable drive space all over. Wonderful! Here we go again; what didn’t I learn about this the first time? I mean, I’ve got too many things to do already, I don’t need to worry about getting porn on my site. $30,000 in a weekend scam and the stars DNA is doomed forever... lol... URL, 'dns' something like that...

so i really blew a fuse with JASON, simply said no more secrets or it's off again, for good this time... i mean three strikes and your out. Ugh... good night!

I kinda got pissed... my first question to him was "no SPAM"... but if he's hiding things again, i can't just be stupid!!! But you know he does have mail and such there, so just porting his site might take a while.... i should have known he would be on it for a while... like how could I see FTP anyway??? He's busy streaming videos and breaking a hundred other laws on my server too I'm sure. Guess Honesty just doesn't register at all for some people. If he sees how he can get away with some thing, then does as much as possible, what a snake!

Thursday,April21,2005_10:26:59AM

Thursday, April 21, 2005
10:26:59 AM
I've been trying to keep up with everything. And I've not been too happy with it. I guess I've been successful and making progress in the right direction so I shouldn't been so judgmental. Today in group I'm supposed to confront my fear about Christopher and tell everyone exactly how I feel about it all. I'm not sure what to do or how to do it. I did meet Rima for lunch yesterday. She's getting ready to leave on her trip to the Sacred Gatherings and sounds really ready to rock 'n roll. She feels it will be life changing and get her ready for everything we are supposed to do. That's really trip since I'm still not sure what I need to do .

What do you mean son, you are here and ready. The things before you are very clear and strong. There nothing out of reach and most everything is getting easier for you.

What about Christopher?

What you need to do will become very clear to you today. Its ok, trust!

Friday, May 23, 2003 6:33 AM
Re: Fw: PLEASE READ this all... MY KIDS ARE GETTING IT AGAIN!!!

Dear Eric, You may need to let go and let God. I can't believe Emily on her own could feel this way but it will come back to her sometime in some way. I know how I felt when Rudi left and the children never understood their father. I never did or said anything because I knew he would show his own colors in the end and he did and does to this day. Love Joyce

Thursday, June 19, 2003 6:12 AM
Re: Prison vs. Work

I am glad you have the children again. Leave the state and they will put you in prison for sure. To find their hearts you need to be understanding, loving and gentle. No heavy duty chores but some fun. Forget what Emily has done and pick up the pieces of your heart. Not easy but you don't want to loose them either. That was my one goal never to loose my children's respect or love for me. And Kristel has hurt me plenty over the years. Love Joyce

Thursday, June 19, 2003 4:01 PM
Re: Prison vs. Work

Eric I guess I think you are to hard on them and treat them like they are adults. I know how hurt you have been by Emily but if you told me you were going to cut my hair---I would dislike you. They don't need to be payed for everything they do and I would guess Emily is still not telling the whole truth but used that example. You look at things in a spiritual way and they are not in that place. They have their own journey as you have yours. Always being the tough dad reminds me of your dad. Where is every act an act of love? You now have a chance to show the children what a great father you are without Cathy and the fights. I would enjoy having them, doing chores, having fun, watch movies together with popcorn, let them walk the dog, go for a hike, I don't know but show your sweet side. Kristel and Tyna and the new boy are going to there cabin. then with a camper going for a few days and then the children are going to a horse camp. Shanna is visiting. Do the children have friends? Let them enjoy life. That is what children should do. Your punishment only will back fire and they will love you less. Love Joyce

From: "Joyce"
Sent: Monday, July 21, 2003 6:43 AM

Good Morning Eric. I am glad you were able to find the book. Thanks for the information on how to find out on old books. Useful information I am sorry the trip ended the way it did. Emily has surely been brained washed. She will understand one day what she has done. It is hard when you're young to know the depth of relationships. As for truth we can only have our own. We need not mirror the world. Love Joyce

Sent: Saturday, October 25, 2003 6:46 AM
Subject: Re: hi there; CONFIDENTIAL! rsvp

Cathy really cared about you but on her terms. She will always make God help her to see you her way. The children have made a choice and if is not there's will try to come back to you. As they get older they will want to know who you are. Now they are too young to understand and being convinced by their family. I guess you have to look at your past and see what in it that created the feelings that made your daughter so angry with you. None of us stand alone. We carry baggage and pass it on to our children. I see my mistakes with mine as I was. I have asked for their forgiveness but it does not change for them the personality I set up in them. I know you will do the best you can and make the right decision. Love Joyce

Sent: Sunday, October 26, 2003 7:34 AM
Subject: Re: hi there; CONFIDENTIAL! rsvp

Hi Eric. I love you too. I am so sorry with all you are going through. Sometimes it is part of the Karma we have built from another life time. You have had many challenges and things are not the way they seem in the big picture. All part of the challenges we face in this physical world. They seem unfair on an emotional level but there is strength in the belief that out sights are on learning and creating the God within us. Keep the room open maybe this spring around our birthday. Kristel will be here in March and I in November there so I will be free then. Love Joyce

Sent: Tuesday, October 28, 2003 4:01 PM
Subject: Re: ok, I guess this is it... don't know what else to do... or Not interested in fighting just to be lied to again

I think it is good for you to write it down but not send it to Chris. It helps to see things on paper to see how we feel. I would be hurt as a child to receive this letter. You sounded hurt, angry and blamed everyone but yourself. Life doesn't work that way no matter how we would like it to be. Have you ever ask the children why they feel the way they do about you? And do you listen??? I remember a fight with Kristel once and listened to what she was saying about me. I learned then what the fight was about. If you told Chris you loved him and enjoyed being with him and you thought he was a neat kid and if he ever wanted to come and live with you---how you would welcome him. The door would always be open. That is all I would want to hear. The past is gone today is all there is. Love Joyce

Sent: Sunday, November 21, 2004 6:59 AM
Subject: Re: Christmas

Eric, I am so sorry about all of this and it is hard to understand since I only know part of the story. I will never understand how Emily could feel the way she does. I do know you loved the children very much. Sometime they will be grown and understand more and feel guilty for there actions. I hope then you will be there for them in love so they will want a relationship with you. That maybe your only hope. Sheryl had to release her father because he never showed love. Now she accepts whatever he gives and she is healthier for it. Much love Joyce

2:22:17 PM
Ok, I went and found what Joyce wrote me about my kids. It's kinda comforting. But I know its about letting them make their own mistakes. It is their choice and I got them ready for whatever it is that they came here to do for Jesus. I thought or hoped they wouldn't run off on their own until later in life. But I had sooner myself. They need to do what they want to do. I can not judge them. I know they need a responsible adult in their lives, and they had one for long enough to know right from wrong. I've taught them that, and they know Jesus Christ, so they can make it to where they need in His Spirit when they are ready to. And there is nothing I can do about it. I'm not going to waste any more of my time or money if they are only going to lie and scam with me. I just don't need it.

Joel Osteen http://www.joelosteen.com/

Pray For Christopher Allen Weaver to return to his walk with the Lord, and stand tall in the truth of his heart Monday...and lead his sister Emily Maria Weaver (and mom) away from sin for the glory of Jesus Christ

I Thessalonians 5:16-18Be Joyful always; pray continually; giving thanks in all circumstances, for this is the will for you in Christ Jesus.


Dear Friend,
Thank you for sharing your prayer request with us. We consider it an honor to pray for you. Please know that Joel and Victoria receive a copy of each request and pray corporately for those things that concern you. In addition, our prayer partners pray for your needs on an individual and personal basis.

We are standing with you in prayer and believing that no weapon formed against you will prosper (Isaiah 54:17). Our God is Jehovah Rapha, the One who heals; Jehovah Jireh, our provider; Jehovah Shalom, our peace; El-Shaddai, the God who is sufficient for the needs of His people. No matter what concerns you today, Jesus Christ is able to do exceedingly and abundantly more than you can ask or imagine (Ephesians 3:20).

Although it is impossible to respond to each request personally, be confident that we are fervently praying for you. Be encouraged and stand strong in the Lord. Be confident that regardless of your current circumstances... that "with God all things are possible" (Matthew 19:26).

Thank you again for giving us the privilege to pray for your needs.
Believing God's best for you,
Joel Osteen Ministries

Isaiah 54:17 No instrument of war which is formed against you will be of any use; and every tongue which says evil against you will be judged false. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness comes from me, says the Lord.

Matthew 19:26 Jesus looked at them and said, "With men this is impossible, but with God everything is possible."

Pray For Christopher Allen Weaver to return to his walk with the Lord Jesus Christ, and stand tall in the truth of his heart Monday 4/25 to the court counselor Dr. Mark Prange... and lead his sister Emily Maria Weaver (and mom) away from the sins of materialism for the Glory of Jesus Christ! Amen

8:25:31 PM
So I sent in the letter to Steve. And I've really not done anything else. I got home and called Joyce. She was so nice to speak to. She couldn't believe what was up with my kids. She knows they are loved, just like she knows how I have taken care of them, and gotten them ready for everything they are lost in now. It's my own challenge of youth all over again.

Today in the group they really confronted me. I sounded so hopeless. And it was really my fear of losing my son. I need to be honest and true about it all. I know how much I love him and I know that he knows this. So I guess I just need to tell him and make it very clear and honest so he really knows what is real not just whatever other version he's been buried in.

What do you really want now?

Jesus, I want my children to be free of the sins of mankind by the Grace of Jesus Christ. I want them safe in the true love of God. I want them here with me to bring the world and it's corruption to fulfillment in Your Truth and Power. I want Your Glory Fulfilled in their freedom from sin.

What do you think you could do with them?

Jesus I know I could get all the scouts working on the digital-divide to build and rebuild computers for everyone. . . . My kids could run the Earth Scouts and save the planet. The city would give us land, the schools would give us portables and every company would give us equipment, staff time, extra inventory, and cash to rebuild social services for everyone.

What would you do?

I would just keep people going to God! It's not hard to direct people into Your Light. I can share a lot of Your Power with everyone. Isn't that why You want me to get this Chant out for everyone. It's all about You getting Your Earth back!!!.... not by power or destruction, but by Love and Human Conscious CHOICE! It is our Own Choice to Honor and Love YOU above all things that will make this all possible. Nothing will be possible without Our Choice of Love!

What if the kids are not ready?

Please Lord Jesus, I know You can do anything. You know how much Love we can Share together. You know how powerful I get in sharing Your Love. So You KNOW WE CAN do it. You know that this Love You have and Share with ME is what You want for EVERYONE!!! But Please Lord Jesus Let YOUR WILL be done for the Glory of God! So if these little people are not ready to move on then You direct them for what is Best.... but Please let me Love again. I work too much and I'm tired of doing it all alone. Yes You are with me, but I'm still Human too.
Please Let All thangs for your Glory Dear Lord Jesus CHRIST, yes!! Let I can still do anything with you, just open the doors and i will follow! Amen.

Please Let All things be Done for your Glory Dear Lord Jesus CHRIST, yes!! Your Will Be Done. . . . . I can still do anything with you, just open the doors and I will follow! Amen.8:25:31 PM

Mon,18Apr2005_15:27:39

Date: Mon, 18 Apr 2005 15:27:39 -0700 (PDT)
From: Eric
Subject: PSA's on the Radio for Jesus
To: abby@spiritfm905.com
CC: comments@CMRadio.Net, press@CMRadio.Net, contact@spiritfm905.com

I love the stories you tell about finding Jesus and getting clear on priorities. Like falling in the whole and reading an elevator book instead of asking Jesus for help... These are great! It seems very similar to http://cmradio.net which I listen to in the office all the time. It's great to have this on the Radio when I'm driving here in Tampa...

Is there somewhere I can get print copies of any of these stories?

Finally, I wonder if you might have anything about people like us who ALREADY found Jesus? Like a wonderful PSA about going the extra mile or successfully enjoying the Love of Jesus in ACTION. All the PSA's seem to talk down to people, not really bad or anything, but the message is still:

"WAKE UP, FOLLOW JESUS OR ELSE"

I know it is still very important to get this message out there. But once in a while can we try to produce a little clip where someone IS FOLLOWING JESUS, and experiences the Glory of the Spirit. Something that us strong and steady followers can smile about? lol... or cry about?

Like maybe something about this program http://www.daretodance.org that we are doing here http://www.ttumc.net ... or some other little story. You might be surprised how many who listen are very clear and just need to hear how The Faith will always carry us through... like some little booster PSA clip to fill us with His Strength and keep us GOING for Jesus Christ!

THANKS!!!

eric

PS. Your programs are GREAT, and I love the billboards.... BUT you forgot to put your WEBSITE on it!!!!

Friday,April15,2005_8:44:18PM

Friday, April 15, 2005
8:44:18 PM
Wow so much so fast. It’s really neat. Everyone I meet and talk with are soon telling me that they can’t keep up. I sence their pwoer and focus and everything opens up to them... hum, unless they struggle with me and then the doors slam shut? Weird? It’s really exactly what I needed. Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ Please continue to lead and guide me to Your Fulfillment; all for the Glory of Fathers Sons and Holy Ghosts. Amen.

22:52:22
I couldn’t help it the number looked so cool I had to pick ‘em... So I ran all around a lot today and needed to write more about the crazy day. I sent a lot of serious emails. I’m nervous about a few, but know I need to do more still. Like I need to write Dr. Palmer, thank him for the day and repeat a bit of what I said to him this morning. I found out they have gone to the Unitarian Church by USF for years. So I made some serious recommendations to them, getting a local condo, putting the patent into STARS, helping me to develop my own patents.

I wanted to write him; and I felt I should copy an email I sent to Heidi, about how the Ego is a lead into Greed and control. How it starts with little things, like a fiefdom, and grows off itself. It’s all about EGO, it’s an energy that feeds off everything that is good. I called her out to lunch and she was running to her lab again. I asked her out for dinner, and she admitted someone was taking her out already. So I said that I hope he takes good care of her. And she said it was good they have drinks. Course no alcohol allowed when I took her out. But I said it was good for her to get out and relax.... really wasn't sure how good yet?

Then I asked her if the cell phone I lent her was available since I was passing by her office on the way home. She said she could stick it into her mail box. Great so I stopped in. And I got there before she left. She was very short with me, and I could feel the “off attitude” as it was over the phone and has been for a while. Just as we parted ways both walking out in different directions I told her to watch out for the EGO for it leads into greed.... she didn't really respond so I thought to write her about it and get Palmer's opinion too.

So I just wrote Palmer, not Heidi at all yet. I really wanted to ask him if he could tell me what I should write to her. But forgot about it. It’s really weird, I’ve been talking about this Earth Charter all day. Dr. West and I spoke about it too a bit. After Heidi said no lunch, I was still hungry and called Sharon. She told me about meeting Gro Harlem Brundtland at a reception, and saying “Earth Charter” to see her eyes sparkle.

Then I spoke to Jan and she was at the same reception too. She told me how Gro started the Earth Charter. Wow! I tried to take out Anne to talk about all of this before I visited Heidi. Then I saw Scott and Rima for dinner too. Busy busy busy. Tired now.

Thursday,April14,2005_9:39:21AM

Thursday, April 14, 2005
9:39:21 AM
So I showed up early for the undergraduate PR and Ad class. And some senior VP guy is here talking about this stuff... “your in the communication business... WHAT IS THE MESSAGE?” Leverage business connections to whole new business opportunity => use advertising together with PR. Working for www.evos.com started with "Leo Burnett Advertising Agency" Chicago and then McDonalds to hire Max Cooper PR firm to focus on kids => the all “American Band.” Vertical message, focused and everywhere.

Communication business requires good ideas, Big IDEAS! Cause top of mind AWARENESS => we have to be sensible but controversial.

Weird wild world here. I’m going crazy with so many things. Like I went to the Ad class today intending to speak to the pretty Spanish girl. She wasn’t there. But now in the library I’m sitting next to the girl with the Mac, who I spoke to once before. She might not recognize me now, which is kinda funny. I have too much to do to finish my classes and I’m tired of it all....

Sunday,April10,2005_5:02:37PM

Sunday, April 10, 2005
5:02:37 PM
WOOOOW... Hayley just left. She writes a lot too, does poems. Which really sounds like so much more than I do...

What are you talking about Son, you know exactly where you inspiration comes from and know exactly what to do about it. So many people have no clue. You are writing to teach people how easy it can be. Remember Kathy, she learned to write and talk with us in an afternoon. Like Hayley said today, so many things are coming together Son, No Fears, Just do it

lol… yes like today. Hayley arrived at about 2:30PM. I was cutting fruit up for us and my weekly fruit salad. So I gave her the DNA paper to read and went back to my fruit. She had One Correction that was very wonderful, saying the Judeo-Christian stuff kinda doesn’t fit, since it is really the “Love of Jesus Christ” that makes this all possible. I was really thrilled to hear that from her, more than even her just helping out with this stuff.

What does that mean?

You know it was great to know I was working with someone who really knew You, like I do! And doing my work for You is great, and it comes a lot easier when I can work with someone who understands. So I called her last night before I called Rima. I asked where she wanted to start and what she thought about all of this. She told me she wanted to go very slow and understand all the details.

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Thank you So very Much Ms Hayley!!! I really can’t wait until our next chat... I read and write always, so email is very easy. I also like to break out from USF for Sushi and will tell you the time and date for the Indian Lunch downtown ASAP.

THANK YOU so very much, and I’m sure we’ll both have fun watching this all change and grow... I started to write as above, but the full posting will be up soon here: http://journal2mygod.blogspot.com/ No Fear now, it is so Easy to share anything with you now... THANKS!!! And please join this http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MayanChant/ when you are ready to post questions about the practice... I’m so glad to keep that separate from the USF deal. And know the more we do directly the better....

AND WOW, I’m THRILLED to create the USF deal with you!!! Let’s Just Do IT!!!

THANKS AGAIN, Like I Truly appreciate and Honor your Holiness which you carry so well!!!
Namasate
Eri;-)
PS. This was supposed to be an intro letter with the attachment you got printed today.... I should ask for real support and labs I guess???

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7:14:42 PM
I had to write her again. I want to call her but she already stayed here later than she had planned. It was really neato... she knew or had heard about nearly everything that I shared with her. And I really shared a lot. I’ve never told anyone the details she’s gotten. I mean, not even Laura or Tim who witnessed some of the things I told her today. It was really neato. I mean she saw the meditation space and looked around at the books and artifacts everywhere. She seemed to really enjoy it too.... lol, she asked a bit about the kids too.

After a while we were both sitting in the circle and I started asking her about Yoga and body exercise. I told her to mirror me and we started doing little things. I could really feel her energy and she was very clear and strong.

Uh oh, forgot... I said how we were now it this sacred space and everything must be true and honest in perfect clarity here. She agreed. So I told her how since we met I was completely excited about sharing with a Goddess, and I could love her and get very close to her in a heart-beat. She repeated “Goddess” almost laughing, but certainly understood and respected what I meant. Like I’m on a Mission From God, and I can’t have anything ambiguous or unclear, especially in this circle. If we were to be lovers that’s fine, and I can’t wait; but for now, in this circle we are only in Spirit, and I can’t have this loose end floating about....

I told her we could do anything with this if she liked, and I was filled with anticipation. But I would NEVER cross that line without her help and initiation. I was very clear that the power and focus in Spirit had to come first, and I would always be centered and focused there.... NO MATTER what it looked like, or what I did... anything she felt, even from my Erotic Tantric Chant would always be only for Spirit and Truth... and nothing would be directed to intimacy with her until she crossed that bridge herself.

She liked how I said that. She never seemed concerned about it, and almost was flattered. She mentioned she was with someone and wanted to keep this with me all in Spirit too. She knew we had a lot to do and seemingly plans to get very serious about this research and learning all that I do. I was kinda flattered too with the respect and understanding she showed in the Spirit. Sure disappointed about exploring our chemistry together, but even more excited to have someone as clear and strong in the purpose of God as I am.

Wow, the energy shifted so much. We were both so much more relaxed and comfortable. So as we started to talk about Yoga and moving the energy of the Gods, it was so clear. I could feel and sense her complete understanding at every step. It was really kinda cool how smooth it went. I’ve never gone through it in so much detail and such. Like the “wings sweeping the Earth... and all the gamma radiation coming together;” I just NEVER said this out loud before. I mean, countless eons of light and such have hit the Earth since time began and we were mixing it with some alchemical mystical ritual that was just opening up to us more each moment of sharing in the Divinity there.
Wow...

11:13:55 PM Really wow, I read this over a bunch of times, and have edited the DNA paper twice already... I also responded to a reply from Hayley already too. But know there is a lot else that I need to do.

Saturday,April09,2005_1:13:31PM

Saturday, April 09, 2005
1:13:31 PM
So I’ve read and revised the DNA thing two or three more times now. Rima is done with the regalia and I need to get serious about moving this stuff out there. Of course I’m nervous about it all still. But I guess I also have a lot of other work to do too. Lol.... if I can find it all.

Friday,April08,2005_4:01:11PM

Friday, April 08, 2005
4:01:11 PM
It’s really been a crazy couple of weeks here. I noticed that I got an email from Hayley every time that I considered talking to another girl. I noticed a sweet pretty Spanish girl looking at me, smiling and we chatted a bit almost by accident. I could feel her intentions were more than anything I could expect or wonder about. And I decided it was time to do something about it.

The very time that I set out to meet her I got an email from Hayley, and it included her phone number. Of course I called Hayley that moment, left a message and then responded to her email as well. She called me back the next morning. She even woke me up, thinking it was a call from another student working on a class project with her. We chatted a bit and I told her to call me back when she had more time to meet or talk.

She woke me before 7am and I ran around all day long. By 4pm I was tired and hungry. Rima had called to tell me she was finished with my regalia. So I decided to take her out to dinner, and figured Scott would enjoy it too. So I called him first and he was ready. I called Rima a few times and never got her so I drove out to see her anyway on the way to eat with Scott. And she was out with her kids; with her car and her daughter’s car there in the driveway. I called Scott who was ready to eat anyway so we did. Then I went home and was ready to crash. Rima soon called to say they all went to a movie and she would have preferred joining us. I soon crashed on my bed, and then Hayley called. We chatted a bit and so I finally asked her if she would like to meet for coffee.

And she did. Wow! So I raced back downtown to see her at Starbucks. We chatted for a few hours. She’s really a very cute girl, and really wonderful to talk and share with. She was very strong about how I needed to get serious about my research and pursue it fully. She even offered to edit and revise things that I wrote. I was really thrilled. We soon were inside with my laptop on, reading and talking. A few other things came out too. Like I noticed she knew about the Mother Mary things that Rima talks about. Finally I said how she needed to chant with me and Rima. She was thrilled and plans to come over Sunday at 1pm for this too. Wow!

On my drive home I stopped to see Rima. She is about done with making my things, wow. We went outside and sat and chatted for a few hours. She told me she couldn’t share in the chant with me and Hayley and that I must follow it through with Hayley anyway. She was very strong about it too. If I was real about what I was doing then I should not fear or hide what I need to do. She spent a lot of time making this very clear to me. She seems to know how much I needed to express and how strong it must be for people to witness. She also was very clear about how I do it.

If I'm afraid to share it “all out” with one person; what right do I have to share it with anyone?

She really said a lot about it and I know she is really exactly right. It’s my responsibility, my gift to share for God. I know I can’t be a wimp about sharing things with her or with anyone. If God lets this come together for one girl or another I need to be honest and honor it to the fullest. It’s not fair or realistic to anyone if I hide and stay fearful about this or anything. It really is only hurting me, not anyone else at all.

That is really true too. She’s been very clear how she feels the plastic interferes, but than also knows that’s where I am at, so it must be like that for a reason, and I must honor it.

8:47:01 PM
Ugh, have I been working on stuff. Only the DNA stuff tonight, but ugly ugh am I tired. Thank you dearest loving Lord Jesus Christ for making this all Possible for me; and I know I can do it all and I know it will all happen as only God could Provide. Help make every moment I do something a greater effort for the Glory of Fathers Sons and Holy Ghosts! Amen.

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Hello,
I am actively seeking a to develop an experiment to show how many ancient practices and rituals can be used to change the expression of DNA. This needs to be done to bring science into the control of mankind.

The attached file is a summary of this active work which I have posted for you to easily edit here: http://www.seedwiki.com/wiki/stars2man/dna_consiousness_theory
Please know that I am already teaching this http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MayanChant/ and recognize my responsibility to make to it more active and available to the general community.

This requires that I obtain financial support, develop an analysis of the process, publish scientifically, and show how this process can be used to change the expression of DNA.

Any and all insights, directions and tasks from you will be honored and undertaken as necessary.

I look forward to your reply
Thank you
eric

CC: listed in order of contact:
Natasha Jonoska, Ph.D. http://www.math.usf.edu/~jonoska/
Gary Litman, Ph.D. http://hsc.usf.edu/com/iop/cancer/litman.html
Heidi Kay, Ph.D. http://publichealth.usf.edu/gh/hkay/index.html
Ann C. DeBaldo, Ph.D. http://hsc.usf.edu/publichealth/gh/adebaldo/index.htm
lJun Tan, M.D., Ph.D. http://www.hsc.usf.edu/PSYCH/Faculty/staff_tan.html

Draft

Hello,

I am actively seeking a to develop an experiment to show how many ancient practices and rituals can be used to change the expression of DNA. This needs to be done to bring mankind into the control of science.

The attached file is a summary of this active work which I have posted for you to easily edit here: http://www.seedwiki.com/wiki/stars2man/dna_consiousness_theory Please know that I am already teaching this http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MayanChant/ and recognize my responsibility to make to it more active and available to the general community.

This requires that I obtain financial support, develop an analysis of the process, publish scientifically, and show how this process can be used to change the expression of DNA.

Any and all insights, directions and tasks from you will be honored and undertaken as necessary.
I look forward to your reply

Thank you
Eric


CC: listed in order of contact: Natasha Jonoska, Ph.D. http://www.math.usf.edu/~jonoska/
Gary Litman, Ph.D. http://hsc.usf.edu/com/iop/cancer/litman.html
Heidi Kay, Ph.D. http://publichealth.usf.edu/gh/hkay/index.html
Ann C. DeBaldo, Ph.D. http://hsc.usf.edu/publichealth/gh/adebaldo/index.html
Jun Tan, M.D., Ph.D. http://www.hsc.usf.edu/PSYCH/Faculty/staff_tan.html

Wednesday,April06,2005_2:54:44PM

Wednesday, April 06, 2005
2:54:44 PM
I'm meeting with Sandra and Anne working on this patent project for Dr. Fountain again. We are scheduled to meet over in his office in 30 minutes or so. I’m not doing much with it, but really have a lot to do along those lines. We’ll wait and see what the teachers have to say about the last presentation that we did. I get so nervous and rush through things really quick. Which might be good sometimes, but then not so good either.

Saturday,April02,2005_2:50:55PM

Saturday, April 02, 2005
2:50:55 PM
Trying to study again... barely getting started at all now... maybe I’ll do something?

So anyway I got an invoice from the Dr. Seems like he saw Christopher the 24th, and a week later they scheduled for me to see him on 4/25... a month later. Course all it does is stress me out some more. Like I need anymore stress in my life, well I guess I’m all about changing the world, so a little stress to get it done might not be so bad. Especially since things have been really wonderful lately. I mean there is a so much going in the right direction that I can’t imagine things going sour. I just need to stay true and strong in my faith about all that I need to do.

Please Loving Lord Jesus Christ fill me with your Strength Love and Wisdom, so I can make it all happen as You Dream of, for the Glory of Fathers Sons and Holy Ghosts.... Amen!

5:27:47 PM
So I got a little done, not much really, and not what I needed to do. I really know I need to decide that Chris will be ready to close out this weird stuff he’s been lost in, or should I say I need to decide he will resolve it all for himself instead of letting Emily and Paul drag him into the toilet.