AUTOBIOGRAPHY IN FIVE CHAPTERS

AUTOBIOGRAPHY IN FIVE CHAPTERS
Portia Nelson

1) I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in.
I am lost...
I am hopeless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

2) I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I'm in the same place.
But it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

3) I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in...it's a habit
My eyes are open; I know where I am;
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.

4) I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

5) I walk down another street.

We are here to learn from our mistakes, and then warn others not to make the same ones...

Peace, love& blessings to all,

Angela

now4u2: Are You Trying To Figure Out The “How”?

Are You Trying To Figure Out The “How”?: "It was the beginning of September my dog Peaches headed for her favorite tree and I followed. I stood under the bare branches in the quiet hush of the rain. The drops of water hanging on the branches like jewels caught my attention.

They were so beautiful I started to cry. It was easy to cry most all the time but then something happened. With each droplet that fell to the ground, a tiny question with an answer on the other side surfaced.

There was nothing I could do to lose Jag… it said. He couldn’t be gone. It wasn’t possible. The only place he’s ever lived is inside you. And now you believe he’s gone? Some piece is missing? Let him back in…. it said.

As I opened that inner door another quiet message rose up… If there is one person in the entire world for each us… and that one is inside…there is nothing you can do to lose it. It has nothing to do with anyone else. It was so clear.

And the next message surfaced. I can’t be half of something. That’s not possible. Half of something is always looking for the other half, which means the other is half too. And it kept going and going for I don’t know how long. *It* was talking. The voice inside… X, the Life force."

There was no weight he had to carry. Nothing in me that needed to be fulfilled. What had become clear was he couldn’t possibly fulfill my needs - only I could do that.

He was confused at first.

I discovered it only takes one open mind to have a perfect relationship. I didn’t need anything from him. That was the first time in our relationship that was actually true."

1 comments:

wow timing is everything. reading this today gives me such comfort and forgiveness. I never really need anyone. It's nice to share and love, but i always do this. And always can. Wanting one or another is sorta defeating the purpose. recognizing we are all one anyway whether that other takes the form of one person or not is irrelevant... Hum, I've learned this before!!

November 28, 2008 11:40 AM

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END THE FED!

"Let me Issue and Control the Money and I care not Who Writes the Laws" - Baron v. Rothschild International Money Lender "There is going to be a crash of UNPRECEDENTED proprtions. A crash like we have never seen before. In times of Economic Crises wealth is not destroyed. It is merely Transferred. We are about to see the biggest transfer of wealth in Recorded History from the majority to a Select Few."  - Larry Bates. Professor of Economics, Bank President, Author of "The New Economic Disorder", Member of the Tennessee House of Representatives Mainstream Media has not reported on this. Most Americans do not know this History and background. The Federal Reserve Bank was created out of a consortium of PRIVATE INTERNATIONAL super wealthy bankers back in 1913. Its Mission: To Replace the US Treasury with a Private Bank and to charge the US Government and the Citizens of the United States interest to borrow its own money! The Federal Reserve Bank is Nether a Federal Agency. Nor does it have reserves. It is a PRIVATE - FOR PROFIT CORPORATION. Prior to the creation of the Fed the money supply was created and managed by the US Government Treasury as authorized to Congress and the Constitution of the United States of America. The Federal Reserve grabbed control of the US Treasury in a secret vote that was rammed through when most of Congress was away on holidays - by just 3 members of the Senate! What the Fed does is to create money through debt. In other words every time a loan is made the Private Bank misnamed the 'Federal Reserve" is a private bank. It was a way for a group of super wealthy elite International bankers of America and Europe (Rockefellers, Rothschilds, Melon, Carnegie etc) to enslave (that is a strong word - but true - by their own admission) to enslave the American Public through debt amd the Banking system! The American Revolution was fought precisely to free the United States from the slavery of debt brought upon them by private bankers (the British Central Bank / Bank of England). - Benjamin Franklin This was the REAL CAUSE of the American Revolution. Freedom from indebtedness and fiscal enslavement. For this reason the Founding Fathers specifically said that the US Government alone is responsible for issuing money. And that the Government shall not transfer its authority to any third party! Learn how to protect your family and keep yourself afloat in the trying times that are predicted to lie ahead. But you must educate yourself now! See these educational videos and be an informed citizen http://endthefed.us/av.php On November 22nd, rallies in 39 cities will commence at Federal Bank locations throughout America. There is one message: END THE FED. See the website for times in your city http://www.endthefed.us/ Every Fed Bank. Every Fed Office. Thirty-Nine Cities. One Purpose. END THE FED! Boston Philadelphia NewYorkCity Washington,D.C. Buffalo Cleveland Cincinnati Pittsburgh Richmond Baltimore Charlotte Atlanta Birmingham Jacksonville Miami Nashville NewOrleans Chicago Detroit St.Louis LittleRock Louisville Memphis Minneapolis Helena KansasCity Denver Oklahoma City Omaha Dallas El Paso Houston San Antonio San Francisco Los Angeles Phoenix Portland SaltLakeCity Seattle The End Begins November 22nd We also note that November 22, 2008 is the 45th anniversary of the assasination of President John Fitzgerald Kennedy who tried to End the Fed's monopoly on the creation of money Endorsed by (partial list): Chuck Baldwin Presidential Candidate Gov. Jesse Ventura Former Governor of Minnesota G. Edward Griffin "The Creature from Jekyll Island" Documenting the Secret Meeting on Jekyll Island whereby the decision to create the Fed and the IRS was taken by elite wealthy individuals (Bankers) Gary Franchi RestoretheRepublic.com Adam Kokesh Darrell Castle Vice Presidential Candidate for the Constitution Party Cindy Sheehan CindyForCongress.org Sen. Mike Gravel Yvonne Schick Libertarian for US Senate Carol Brouillet Greenparty for US Senate Kevin Barrett for Congress Felix Raymond Montez for Minnesota District 59A – House of Representatives Paul Conroy www.conroyforcongress.com Joe Bannister Ted Anderson President Genesis Communications Network &Midas Resources Inc. William Lewis "Washington, You're Fired" Katherine Albrechet "Spy Chips" Raymond D. Powell Co-Founder, Restore The Republic Radio Co-Founder, Revolution March 2009

Our Destiny

by Mary Mageau -

Our Destiny - Humanity is experiencing a great awakening as we currently enter this time of transformation. Many of us are searching for deeper meaning in our lives as we change jobs, end old relationships, begin new ones, relocate to new places and dream bold, creative new dreams. All around us we witness to the fact that ordinary people are now asking questions, demanding answers and requesting greater accountability from our governments, churches and large institutions that hold power over us. And what is the driving force behind these world wide events? This scenario for change that is occurring everywhere is being driven by the waves of light that are continually bombarding our solar system and the earth plane. And in the near future all who choose to fully participate in the new raising of consciousness will be transmuted into higher dimensional bodies of light.

Our entire Milky Way galaxy makes one complete revolution around its central sun and this great cycle, known as the solar precession, takes approximately 26,000 years to complete. We also know that early Egyptian astronomers were able to forecast past and future solar precession dates from records they left in the pyramid of Giza. Within this great precession cycle is a 2,000 year period when our solar system passes through a band of extremely high energy. This band has been referred to as the Photon Belt. It is a period of intense light that we have now entered and which will bring all life forms within it into a new and higher vibration. This photon light energy has the capacity to lift all of life into a higher frequency dimension. It carries the seeds for the potential enlightenment of all beings as the atomic structures within the very cells of our bodies, are tuning themselves to match the rising frequencies. We are shifting from a third dimensional carbon based body (that is from one that matches the vibratory rate and direction of atomic spin characterized by the electrons that make up carbon) to a fifth or higher dimensional crystalline body (that is to one that matches the atomic spin and frequency of crystal). So too the bodies of animals, plant life and all upon and within the earth are making this transition with us, as is our entire galaxy.

Our light bodies are also being activated as these new energies recalibrate our dormant DNA strands that contain the blueprint of ourselves as divine and fully conscious beings. Currently most of humanity has only two functioning strands of DNA, intertwined into a double helix. This portion of our DNA structure contains information pertaining to our biology - such as our individual features and the genetic information passed on through our family lines, eg: a paternal grandfather' s tendency toward arthritis, or a mother's genes for musical talent. These two strands also hold the genetic codes for our physical evolution. But there is another part of our DNA structure that has to do with the spiritual component of the human being, one that science has not presently considered. If one is persuaded that the human being consists of a soul imbedded within a biological body, then it should logically follow that the genetic links within each individual would also contain spiritual information. And if this is so what has become of it?

The Manipulation of Our DNA

Many of these spiritual elements were deliberately turned off in our ancient history because there was a struggle to control this aspect of a human being. Very dark energy extraterrestrial forces, who were also genetic engineers, desired to keep the development of humankind firmly under their control. They achieved this through the use of genetic manipulation to produce fear and domination. This event occurred in Atlantis, over 200,000 years ago, when the human DNA molecule was breached. When these dark forces unravelled and reprogrammed our DNA, they were able to shut down and isolate many of its strands and human DNA was reduced to only a double helix. The disconnection of our original DNA manipulation resulted in a 'veil' being placed between our five physical senses and our spiritual awareness. However there was a promise given from the higher realms. At some time in our future we would be allowed to develop again according to the divine blueprint of the original plan.

In the meantime humanity had to undergo a long and painful period of spiritual development. Those guiding our spiritual heritage have sent representatives to assist us to elevate our thoughts and desires, so as to grow spiritually and regain our lost abilities. These advanced souls include the prophets, Jesus Christ, Muhammed, the Buddha and many others.

The fully conscious human being has twelve strands of functional DNA. Beyond our double helix are ten additional dormant soul strands. When these are finally activated we will experience a total expansion of our consciousness and fully access our light bodies. Originally there were over 2,000 particles in our DNA that allowed these higher spiritual abilities to function. All strands are not positioned within the physical part of our biology either, as many reside on the plane inhabited by our higher mind. Our individual souls are so much greater than what we can perceive with our five physical senses, because these more lofty abilities are not all found within our physical bodies. Instead they are accessed on a higher spiritual plane or vibration and not in the denser physical levels of gasses and solids.

The recoding of our DNA is happening automatically as we all begin to transition the photon belt. Presently our solar sun steps down these powerful energies as they emanate from the centre of the universe. And like the workings of a giant clock, the planets have found the positions that allow these higher and finer energies to reach us. On the surface of our Earth many energy vortexes and star gates are being opened by awakened humans who gather during important events: eclipses, equinoxes, solstices etc. to anchor and ground the incoming energies. The source of this mighty and uplifting energy that is pouring downwards to us comes from "All That Is," the Great Creator.

Activating Our Light Bodies

Already some individuals have moved beyond their double helix by working upward toward the full twelve strands that mark their next level of achievement. Many of them are assisting others to recode and activate their added DNA strands. Individuals can also begin to help themselves to turn on the inactive aspects of their DNA in order to experience a higher state of consciousness. Adopting greater compassion and unconditional love in our daily lives begins the reclaiming of the light codes needed for our advancement. These codes cover a wide range of spiritual abilities that cluster around peace, unity, cooperation, integrity, truthfulness and cultivating a sense of beauty. Others influence our abilities toward achieving telepathy, stronger intuition, physic gifts and an immortal physical body.

The latter code will allow us, in future, to inhabit a body of light that will look youthful and beautiful and will not deteriorate or die. The light body can be regenerated so that injuries and scars are changed through the consciousness that controls and inhabits these bodies. When we can conceive of living in a body halfway between the physical realm and light, where it does not decay but instead becomes a shimmering mass - that is the blueprint for the immortal physical body that will come into being. This light body is the reconciliation between the soul and the dense physical body, between the physical and the spiritual. It is the fully energetic, perfect container for our evolving souls as it allows for the total use of all our spiritual skills and abilities. This light body is our true destiny.

Tools for Light Body Activation

The portal between the physical body and the realms of energy and light is the body's endocrine or hormonal system. Through this portal, transmissions from our light bodies are mediated into physical chemical messages. These then enter the blood stream as hormones, which regulate the life force energy distribution and functioning of our physical bodies. Light energy from higher dimensions first enters the body at the pineal gland. This small gland located in the brain is the crucial portal for the reception of higher vibrations of light. It is shaped somewhat like a pineapple and has a lens covering its front. Our pituitary gland, or master gland, then directs the light energy to the various ductless glands of the endocrine system throughout the body.

A good way to balance the physical body and to activate the light body is to work with the breath and the energy of the thymus gland or 'high heart.' Within the heart charka, energy emissions are experienced in their essence as unconditional love. Because the heart charka also acts as the master chakra for the lungs, the act of breathing also serves to activate the thymus. When you breathe deeply, as in meditation, the heart energy flows smoothly to produce that sense of calm and relaxation. And when you breathe while focusing on the heart charka, you will flood your system with the light energy of unconditional love. The thymus is a ductless gland associated with the functioning of the heart chakra and also has much to do with telepathy. It is available to anyone that knows what it is and how to open it. It is located in the middle of the chest above the heart. To open your thymus, look at your chest area just above the heart and take several gentle, focused breaths directed at that space. You will notice that you are breathing differently than you were a few moments before.

To activate the thymus gland first remove your wrist watch, jewellery, and glasses. Hold the back straight, your head looking straight ahead and your feet flat on the floor. Place your hands on your knees, open with the palms facing down on your knees. Close your eyes. Visualize your throat centre as a high blue and spinning rapidly. Then picture your heart centre as high green spinning less quickly than your throat chakra. As they both spin a little faster see them expanding. Continue until they are large enough to touch one another. When they touch the spin ceases. When this happens raise the palms of your hands upward to cover these two centres of your body. It doesn't matter which hand is which just so one is over the throat centre and one over the heart centre. Slide your hands together then flatten them together, parallel to the thymus centre. Keep them tightly together and say aloud, 'Separate... Spin' Then it is done.

Finish the activation by tapping firmly on that area of the chest. It does not have to be hard, but tap until it becomes tender. Then let it rest and tap the area once again. You have opened a portal here at the thymus that will allow you to receive certain information. This portal also lets all higher entities know that you are working for the light. It is your beacon that people and other entities can identify you by. It is your 'signature' as this gland in your body is the one that marks you as an individual.

There are also many different breathing practices in the yoga tradition and these are collectively referred to as pranayama. Prana is the vital life force that animates each living cell in our bodies. The yoga tradition states that when prana flows unimpeded, the body radiates health and the mind remains sound. Conversely when prana is blocked, the result can lead to sickness, disease and depression. Pranayama will aid one in returning balance to the body, clarity to the mind and will help to relieve stress.

Once it has been opened it identifies your auric field in the same manner as it marks your body.

Nadi Sudi - Alternate Nostril Breathing

Take in a deep gentle breath, close your right nostril with your thumb or index finger, pause briefly then exhale slowly through the left nostril. Inhale through the left nostril, close it with your finger, pause for a moment, open your right nostril and then exhale through the right nostril. Inhale right, switch then exhale left. The pattern is to exhale, inhale then switch nostrils. Nadi Sudi calms the nervous system, balances the creative and logical aspects of the mind and is a short and simple breathing technique to use for stress relief.

Now you can understand why it is so important to assist your body in this transition as it re-wires and activates your spiritual endocrine system. It will achieve balance all the more quickly if you co-operate and allow the process by first slowing down and then consciously work toward this balance. To feel balanced, healthy and harmonious on both the inner and outer levels should be the aim, as you move into the full use of your wonderful New Earth crystalline light body. Your light body will produce, by sympathetic vibration or resonance, a crystalline state in the human body through its water matrix. Your body is 70 to 80 percent water and this water will begin to vibrate in crystalline forms. Once this happens, the physical body will receive and transmit more and more light. *You will indeed become radiant and more luminous.

· Breathe properly, breathe deeply and breathe to feed your body.

· Drink more and more water, day after day.

· Meditate as much and as often as you can. In these coming times the only way you will be able to maintain your centre and stay out of chaos, is to meditate.

*Get yourself to the point where even in a crowded, chaotic room you will be the calm waters felt in that room. The only way you can become a tool for the Creator to use, is to be in your centre, to be calm and at peace. Only then can you attract to yourselves those that need you and those that you need. Chaos never attracts. It only repels. Understand this and discipline yourself to achieve this.

*Then all will happen as divinely ordained.



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KRYON -2008 - Santiago Chile - Ocotober 2008

KRYON -2008 - Santiago Chile - Ocotober 2008: "LIVE KRYON CHANNELLING
The Shift is Here

This live channelling was Given in Santiago, Chile
October 20, 2008

To help the reader, this channelling has been rechannelled [by Lee and Kryon] and added onto to provide even clearer understanding. Often what happens live has implied energy within it, which carries a kind of communication that the printed page does not. In addition, this channelling was also given in Spanish, so many of the short sentences have been altered to make it more readable. So enjoy this enhanced message given in Santiago Chile in October 2008."

Creating you!

Don't you usually act as if you believed that mistakes and failure are bad?
(Please answer out loud.)
When you make a mistake or fail do you experience it as a learning opportunity, or do you beat yourself up?
Doesn't it feel uncomfortable when you make a mistake? Mistakes and failure are bad).
(Say out loud.)
Please type "Mistakes and failure are bad," in the space provided on your computer as soon as I stop speaking.
Does "Mistakes and failure are bad" now seem like it's not the truth, but just a truth?
(Please answer out loud)
Didn't it seem as if you could see "Mistakes find failure are bad"?
Did you really see "Mistakes and failure are bad"?
Is it clear now that you never really saw Mistakes and failure are bad? (Please answer out loud.)
If you never really saw "Mistakes and failure are bad," what did you see?
Can you get that the events had no meaning before you gave them one?
(Please answer out loud.)
What might you automatically think?
(Please answer this question out loud.)
What you just said is the meaning you gave to the event.
So if meaning is in your mind is there any meaning inherent in your parents behavior ... or in any other events for that matter? (Please answer out loud)
Is it real now that the events had no meaning until you attributed one to them?
(Please answer out loud)
If you never saw "Mistakes and failure are bad" out there in the world, where has it been all these years?
What did make you feel Mistakes and failure are bad?
You felt that only because that's the meaning you had already given to your parents' behavior.
As you imagine this scene giving it this other meaning, does it still feel as if your parents' behavior and comments are making you feet that "mistakes and failure are bad"?
Is it real that your feelings tell you nothing about mistakes and failure?
Mistakes and failure are bad.
(Please say out loud.)
Is it the truth? Does it still feel like the truth?
(Please answer out loud.)
We form beliefs to give meaning to events that have no real meaning
BREATHE
Mistakes and failure are bad. (Please say out loud.)
WHAT DOES IT FEEL LIKE IF YOU FEEL NOTHING TO THE WORDS THE BELIEF
IS GONE
DID YOU E\TR REALLY SEE THIS BELIEF??? WAS IT REAL??
Please answer my questions out loud.
MUST MAKE IT REAL
I create my beliefs.
(PLEASE SAY OUT LOUD)
My beliefs determine my life.
(PLEASE SAY OUT LOUD)
The meanings you give to meaningless events are the beliefs about yourself and life that ultimately determine what you do and feel.
I create my Beliefs.
My Beliefs determine what I do and feel. Therefore, I create my life and I can change it.
(PLEASE SAY OUT LOUD)
You still have a sense of yourself, don't you?
If you aren't the beliefs you thought you were, then who are you really?
Is it real to you now that you are the belief creator and not merely the creation which is the sum total of your beliefs?
You're not your beliefs you're the creator of your beliefs.
You're not your life you're the creator of your life.
3 WAY'S TO KNOW:
FIRST, cognitively, by understanding it.
SECOND, experientially, by experiencing it.
THIRD, by distinguishing or creating it.
You distinguished yourself as the creator from the creation you thought you were.
What's possible - right now?
What limitations do you experience ~ right now?
Is there anything missing - right now?
What's your experience of yourself as the creator- right now?
You distinguished yourself as the creator of your life.
And when you moke it real for yourself that who you really are is consciousness, you will no longer be at the effect of whatever had been upsetting you. It is feels like your Self is observing the creation having upsetting thoughts and feelings.
First, you can change your creation by changing the beliefs that make up the creation.
Second, the "Who am I really?" process you just did enables you to distinguish yourself as the creator of the creation.

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NMBeing : Message: NMB #144 Aquarius -- the Collective Heart

NMBeing : Message: NMB #144 Aquarius -- the Collective Heart: #144AQUARIUSLesson

Dear Friends,

Sat Nam! Uranus impacted my life by surprising me with 14 days of high fever.
I spent the last 22 days 'doing nothing.' However, being brought to my knees by
the Universal force which is obviously more powerful than my limited ego gave me
time (1) to let go, (2) to accept things exactly they way the are and (3) to be
grateful for my life. I didn't get any regular work done during this time,
which explains why the Aquarius NMBeing is so late. But gratefully, here we
are! Blessings, Guru Rattana :+)

NEW MILLENNIUM BEING
#144 AQUARIUS LESSONS
WAKE UP TO THE COLLECTIVE HEART
By Guru Rattana, Ph.D.

SUMMARY
This newsletter is divided into 3 sections.

PART I - CURRENT ASTROLOGICAL INFLUENCES
PART II - MOVING INTO THE AQUARIAN AGE - UNDERSTANDING THE AQUARIUS ARCHETYPE
PART III - DEEPENING YOUR SPIRITUAL PRACTICE

The last section gives guidelines for using your practice of Kundalini yoga and
meditation to deal with current energies and to profit from the awakening
Aquarian energy.

"This issue offers an in depth analysis of Aquarius and Uranus and how to shift"

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I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.