Sun in Aquarius

Zest2Zeal : Message: Fwd: Astrology – Sun in Aquarius:
FEBRUARY 4 – Asteroid Ceres in Gemini turns direct.

Like Vesta, Ceres’ retrograde phase began in October 31, 2012. Ceres represents the Divine Mother aspect of the universal feminine. Combined with Venus square Saturn on February 10, the sensitive awakening of feminine is at hand. Notice more acute feeling awareness in your body and the ability to let go into and be empowered by this flowing force.
FEBRUARY 9-10 – Aquarius New Moon and Chinese New Year of the Snake - 11:21 PM PST, 7:21 AM GMT. and Venus squares Saturn.

Individuality and interdependence are the themes of the Aquarian New Moon. Under the influence of the Capricorn archetype we learn self-discipline and develop integrity – qualities that are needed as we move to the Aquarian arena.

What a trip?

 Explain?

Well again I'm in a place of power and control?  I got what i asked for and then a check shows up in the mail?   Or actually it was a statement for a retirement plan i didn't know that I had.  Hum, what else could that pay for.  It's all just numbers on paper anyway.  Some numbers for me and some for them.  changing all the time. . . but also always adding to 3, or 9;-)

it's really the power of the planet coming through to you again.  Everyone is playing a different tune now?  Your place and position is coming out more and more.  The truth of this fabric you ride is so far beyond anything you dreamed.  And you are still terrified of letting the full expression flow.  It's never been anything else.  you always go on a fanatic at the last possible moment.  It's your place of power, inspiration flows.  turned on the music and the vibration tunes up more.

What?  i still don't understand why the challenges are more than ever?

Everything you do is connected to everyone else, exactly as intended!  we know that everything affects you so much and each day there is more and more that you do. . . it is interesting how you pull things off so easily.  but you are also getting ready to do so much more beyond any ones thoughts or feelings.  it's that feeling about things you are afraid to talk about.

What??

Everything is connected?   So again you are intimidated by the flow before you.  it's all exactly as you planned and dreamed from the beginning.  you are in the very same place you always are, set to build and lead and do things that only you can do.

3.56am this is really interesting I guess.  the radio shuts off after a while and then I hear the same commercial again.  What's interesting is how I keep writing and get another restart into another phase where things just click??   I get distracted and lose touch, but then remember where i wrote something that fits in perfect for where I am now.

 What are you doing now?

I'm ready to go to bed??

 Explain?

5.52am What I need is a little love nap with my goddess.  Then I will be able to rock and roll again!