Zest2Zeal : Message: Re: [Abes_Kids] E=Mc2---Eric's post

Zest2Zeal : Message: Re: [Abes_Kids] E=Mc2---Eric's post

From: Eric To: abes_kids@mylist.net  Cc: ZEAL ; Sss   Subject: Re: [Abes_Kids] E=Mc2---Eric's post I'm sorry to bother you all . . . But, I NEEDED THIS TO BE CLEAR, it is a "responsibility thing" you know ;-/ . . I will now link together all the fragments of the multiple posts I've made this last month so everyone can easily follow my logic. I always see everything connected very deeply, which is obvious to me, but difficult to share sometimes.  Like the fish trying to explain water to another fish.  No use to share something intimate and personal if no one can follow my logic (yes, I am blogging again now, as I write I learn more to clarify this ;-) THUS: We are Here NOW, To experience NOW! Not to search, nor to wonder. There is nothing out there. No Secrets, but our own. No one needs to teach us anything! Or Equally true, everyone can teach us something!   As We are ONE with it all already. It’s all recorded in our bones and can be expressed in our DNA by our individual conscious choices. We're all just waiting to WAKE-UP and accept our Now and LIVE IT!!! All the solutions are written in the physical body's "bone mass" our own DNA, which has evolved on Earth since the first atom split. Live your truth with us Now! We need you! Every single one = ONE! Any method can get you Here, all methods and religions have some element of truth in them, maybe I could share a New method that feels good for you - - - just ask me, I've tried too many ;-D))) and it's so fun to play the third person writing now, when I'm really only talking to myself . . . . which is why I still write, and dream, and laugh at it all . . . I've been there, done that, but no matter, we will all end up in the same place anyway - - - that's the Big Bang! This power is bubbling up from deep inside all or us, whether we find it through an experience of "ayahuasca," or another vision quest to bring us to the "why or how of life" we each seek to understand, or maybe by searching through the Ayurvedic Astrology or other symbols in life! Like the Rabbit and Turtle stories below . . .  There is a whole discipline with teachers and guru's about Animals symbols, explore Shamanism or look at Animal Speak.  Everything crossing your path can teach your something.  Each and everything in our environment will teach us when we are open to allow it.  Trust what shows up for you, TRUST YOUR NOW, and Live it!  This is also true as we discussed with Tarot or I-Ching or other symbols we can use to guide us through into this moment. Each has a place and time, like reading the numerology messages hidden within the dates and times of our emails below or the power in the letters, sounds and vibrations as "in Qabalah, the positively existent Small Face is always both male and female. Vast Face is referred to in gender neutral terms . . . " sharing layers and layers of symbols and mysteries to guide us. Now, I wonder if that's what my mom was doing bringing me back to the Mayan quetzalcoatl. The winged serpent god, linking Spirit and Earth, as the new manifestation for the end of time where we come to embrace our Spiral Spiritual Energy that WE ARE.   Like these E=mc2 math symbols below that I found in death, where if you don't remember your calculus, the curved lines are integrals representing the "area" created below the curve created by the equation E=mc2 from t=0 to infinity . . . thus these symbols here define the volume created by spinning in three directions to represent the total Energy as it transforms to Matter over the change of energy, space and time . . . thus, essentially this equation represents all that is ==> THE THREE SPIRALS OF CREATION; FATHER, SON and HOLY GHOST; SUN, MOON, and STARS; AIR, WATER and EARTH; KALI, SHAKTI and SHIVA: Now, we can each use the understanding of this equation to release our inner power and connect with each other through our conscious intentions!  The same Spiral is Our DNA, we ARE All Spirit, we are all this same Spiral. Seeing the Equation is a secret KEY unlocking our power. The action of community visualizing this spiral symmetry removes all resistance between us to allow this evolutionary spiral energy to unfold.  Like the NATURAL growth of a Flower, it is not forced or pulled open, it spirals up as it grows up to the light. This begins with understanding the equation, like the turtle story below. We each are in this same place and time to fulfill something that only we can do together. Here, and NOW, in Tampa 3.36 pm 7/4/2013 as I write I try again to share my now with you. There is only Our One Life, One Consciousness, One Big U in Universe . . . because there is only one self, to become awake is to awaken everyone ;-) Since the Beauty of Bliss is "self-organized" in Nature . . . where we are! Finally, the one thing that I've learned or understood from Ground Zero . . . and in all my explorations . . . is that I am HERE NOW. And I am here Now for a REASON. And wasting my time trying to be anywhere else is just fooling myself and avoiding my responsibilities HERE and NOW!!! Not that exploring all these things isn't valid and helpful for us to understand ourselves more . . . . But honestly if we focused on NOW with as much energy and power that people put into TV and News this world wouldn't have any wars, hunger or sickness!!! An HTML attachment was scrubbed... Thank You Joanna and Yssion, I have found that "Community" is essential for us. Both for our own personal growth and also for the current evolution of the Planet = GOD experience! However we choose to define it. Much of the discussion this month has been worth sharing and rereading . . . . which I now add together to share with some friends, since knowledge tends to vibrate up with more of us connecting to it. As there is Only Spirit or God, with everything else we see and experience as only a temporary "tool" to Know Our Oneself! Community is about moving as One Spirit, going in One Direction. People are now learning to swarm like bees or fly like a flock or a school like fish . . . This comes with Trusting their Truth inside, beyond anything external. There is nothing to think about. Thinking keeps us in separateness, creating limited experiences, which keeps us in the illusions of the mind and the ego away from the Spiritual Life we each long for . . . the Truth is spiraling inside us already, it is our Kundalini . . . . or our DNA unlocked with the KEY;-) We can learn and share this in STORIES: http://mylist.net/archives/abes_kids/2013-July/003827.html - rabbit http://mylist.net/archives/abes_kids/2013-July/003822.html - turtle

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What is incredible with this is that you are pulling together the critical KEY elements to make the change you have been asking for all along.   Your boss read this and understood more deeply than you know.  You are not even sure what you are doing at times, and clearly make the right moves to bring the right things together regardless.  It is about leadership.  You said again today to him how important it is for New Leaders to stay true to their own individual passions.  
Understanding your skill and ability is KEY to what you do.  There is so much that passes people by.  And you simply trudge along in your truth and never miss a beat.  You trust who you are and you make it clear and direct to others.  This is where you belong, there is no reason or need for anything more.  It is coming together as you need it to.  You are very clear about your needs and have been praying and honoring your power and focus better and better each day.  You have asked for specific clarity and support.  You are sincere and direct where you need to be.  This is something that resonates from where you are and with what you do.  There is nothing more that we can ask for.  Staying in your power and your focus will support and enhance everything that we need.  Just like you always direct others to stay in their passion and truth.  You are doing so more and more.  This is who you are . . . . this is what we need.  Changing the world is about passion and clarity.  If you are there and ask for the support you need to be fully there in your NOW!  Know it will always come to you in ease and peace.

I wrote a bunch and edited a bunch!  It is kinda weird.  New people coming into my space.  Like old friends coming back.  It's really remarkable how these things come together and make life so inspirational and divine.  I wonder too much and trust more and more each day.  It is really an interesting dynamic where I feel nervous and insecure one minute and all powerful the next.

What happened last night?

I was reading all day again!  And one moment I thought about my 3d-phd and remembered how it was all set up perfect and ready to go.  Then we had to go on vacation and the last signature I needed was missing.  So I left all the forms in the mail box and went on vacation.  What kinda freaked me out was that when it all got stopped by the one naive idiot it also stopped my financial aid.  I could have only been half-way through my funding, but instead it all stopped.  Like the next day I was short for cash in my classes.  That was literally a $100,000 shortfall.  That suddenly changed everything for me. . . for my wife, for my home, all the students working with me, all the projects and businesses I was working on everything stopped over one naive selfish idiot!

Suddenly, I needed to get a regular job just to stay a float?  All the dreams and plans and projects got canned because of one arrogant ego who was too naive to even ask me!  A blind woman, lost in the greed of patriarchy of course.  But wow, I never realized how much that changed everything.  And I'm still struggling now.  Not yet making close to what I need . . . I mean the student aid essentially doubled my income and now it's gone, where I can not even make ends meet.  So that has doubled the stress on my wife and life.  It has short-circuited all the projects and patents I was working on and doubled my workload.

Of course that makes her liable.  The naive ego essentially stepped out of place and changed my future.

What that is, is the 2nd misfit ego that becomes liable in the chaos that you will resolve when the time is right.  As with your children, so suits are more about getting attention to the things that need to change, not the right or wrong - - but the truth about growth and evolution.  Remember this is all something that no one else can do.  Remember the prodigal son given everything to waste.  You've been there and done that already, now it's about giving everything back.  Carrying all these things to where they can be read and seen and understood.  It's the Hero's Story of struggle and survival that people resonate with so well.  How can you change anything without a powerful story that can make the headlines across the globe.  And seeing them over and over again will create a vibration for change that you asked for.  Changing creation is now about evolving from here to where you want to be in Love and Truth.  You can never understand all the dynamics that make this possible.  But you can carry the days and times of challenge and accept that your time will come.  

I guess so!

What else did you do?

I read and revised the top of this and also edited many of the links!  It was kinda interesting how they all fit together and reflected each other.  Like a indra's web of ideas and teachings all supporting each other and opening more levels and evolving into another place beyond comprehension.

What is remarkable to us, is how you seem to be so humble when you designed and created all of this yourself.  Not just the fall or the revisions and new life, but the steps and places where you need to learn and grow.  It's all been mapped and staged in your heart and soul over and over again . . . like your wife's dream what happened with that?

It was awesome!  We talked about planning to meet and talk about our goals and visions for the future.  We had a plan and place to get this done.  And when the exact moment came she started with the dream she had just woken up from.  She and her Goddess Sister were invited to India to present the newest Matriarchy expression for the next generation where they were treated and directed around the Ashrams to lead them all.  Not just a new business or new culture, but the evolving expression of the Divinity that everyone was dreaming of.

The power in this was how much she felt and understood the place and meaning behind it all.  She could see the faces and energy of all the people who watched and came out there to help her.  They were guided and helped at every turn, and she was peering deep into their souls and fulfilling spiritual desires and truths that have been growing for generations.  Suddenly the people were ready to fulfill their place.  No need to struggle or fight.  People came to trust the Maternity of Family.  This divine expression of Shiva came out where everyone could feel it and see it alive in the room.  No judgement, no fear.  People recognized the Truth and were ready to enact it.  And then the Art and Creativity of the moment became the driver of change for complete communities.  Everyone returned to family where they could see their kinship to everyone and everything.  

I hope she will write it all out some more.
Of course now I wonder if my children had a dream on July 4th?  Independence day for Am Erica. . . for my day ;-) I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Amen.