now4u2: time to miss my nummies

now4u2: time to miss my nummies: I guess I'm finally getting to the wire again! and it's nhoj who is leading my research now Hired me: 6/28/2005 = = 8 years, 4 months, 19.8256534722241days ago so to have his lead on this is really a gift. And I know everything will come around exactly a I needs to. I'm lucky again.

What about letting it flow more from your gut. you know you are really terrified as you get closer and closer to the things you have seen and dreamed all of your life.  and again you see more coming out of no where than ever before.  it's all as you need, and know . . .

It's not necessary to worry about anything 

and know . . .you are free. you need to remember that you created it all, so everything is ready to happen exactly the way you planned.  you don't need to know or remember any of this.  you just need to be real about it and follow it through.  of course it's a challenge.  when have you ever worked at something that was easy for you?  No one works hard on the easy stuff.  everyone knows that.  So things pile in-front of you so you do more.  You learn priorities, and boundaries, and skills!  it's the dance we are all in.  Except you already know the results. And you can't escape it.  there is no other alternative

It's always a challenge.  except I'm not sure what's next

It's time for you to write 

and we are here for you.  nothing will be surprising.  it will be challenging . . . surprises and learning can be challenging. But you flow in the love and spirit of the moment without judgement.  accepting things that happen and being real about it.  trust the flow is only part of it.  You also grow in the flow.  You accept and propel things in the same form.

It's time to sleep

and you should be fine now. . .

It's weird, i never know what to expect

and it's better that way, acting in truth in spontaneous, it's easy to stay honest when you have no agenda, you are here to fill your place, and your place is created this moment that you express yourself.  Allow it to be full and clear.  Not anything you don't want to do.  it's always in passion and truth that you grow, so you stay there and we are all happy.  Nothing opens up any better than that.  Allow it to be and flow with that joy

sound like the endless carrot right out of reach! But this time it's different, as it's really going to work out right. I can see so much more, so clearly. . . Thank you for your Love and Light, Dearest Lord Jesus Christ! Amen.