just the conscious choice you made

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I know I've not done this type of writing in a while. I'm back on my MacBook computer typing, and the autocorrect isn't working. I realize I had restored my MacBook to the original operating system I had when I purchased this. So it doesn't have any of the new features that I have become accustomed to with all the upgrades. It really doesn't matter, but I can see it will get annoying for me to edit out the typos that once would autocorrect.

What do you need to write about?

I did my Welcome Witness presentation late night Saturday August 24, and I was really tired and out of it! I skipped sections and added only a little bit. I was really disappointed, as I really just read it and never really presented anything at all.  I was thrilled by the comments I got, only three; but it was still nice to get some positive feedback. One person asked for more details, and another said how he would use something I said.

I guess that was the most important thing anyway. 

What if that one person who is now using the Word was enough to change and shift millions of others? What if that was the only one that really mattered? What if that was what we were reaching for all along, and you got through where no one else had been able to.

Thanks, that's a nice thought and it makes sense to me. I'm never sure what I'm doing and really struggle sometimes!

Yes, but when you listen and follow, you really are always surprised and usually surpassing things we set before you. It's important that you continue to listen and stay focused. It's very easy to get distracted, and you continue to waste your time. These things you do are always necessary and important, especially when you do not understand or see what it is all about.

I get it, I'm trying and it's not easy but certainly important.

12:35:50 8/27/2024

Yes, I start writing and get distracted into other tasks that I need to do. It's really annoying as I seemingly have too much to do and nothing seems to be working. Yes, I've got wifi again and I can write on my MacBook, but I'm still not making any money and have no idea where or when I'll be paid anything to make things work.

We have stayed with you through all of this, and are here now. 

I know and I try to pray and share with you now, and it's just frustrating, as I don't feel like I'm getting anywhere!

What about remembering we are always taking care of you. You know nothing can stop you, or hurt you. You do recognize that you will always come out ahead. It's just the normal thing that happens with you. 

I see it and can accept where I am, and what I can do. It really always seems so weird and stressful. And I know deep inside I am always at peace and love where I really can laugh at any stress and insecurity that comforts me. But when I am alone it become very easy to say and write these things with you but I do know I'm beyond it all. And the stress or fears are completely imagined, or simply laughable.

What is remarkable is that you are always able to move on and avoid so many of these issues completely. Like when you stopped smoking in high school or drinking in college. It was just the conscious choice, that you made that this was a waste of your time and energy, so you simply would not allow it anymore. You still have the same tendencies, and could be drunk or stoned in a second. When you bought your new house, you even bought all the liquor bottles you loved in your youth, but have not opened a single one of them. 

This is about your power in spirit. You have known you could move and change things. You and known you prayers are powerful, and beyond your own understanding. This is why you never ask for anything. You have gotten too much. And asking is too easy . . . Maybe it's really time for you to ask for things a lot stronger and clearer than ever before. 

I know you have always teased me about changing the world!

What about baby steps, like asking for your Welcome Witness to impact people. You saw the same story in the press the next day. Maybe all the Witness Team and guests saw it too. And if they saw the clarity of your health story repeated, they might come to see the truth in Saint Michael or using the WORD!

I get it . . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Please fill the last Weekend Witness attendees with Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to find and experience all Your Deeper Truths that I shared and experienced for the Glory of Father, Son and Holy Ghosts, Amen.

because I knew I hadn’t seen

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you need to do is write about your latest transition.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. I’ve been trying to, and will get this done.

Wow, same dream again time out in the woods and the big bonfire and all around here are these people and I noticed that some of them dress kind of funny and I recognize some clowns and it’s the celebration of the meal, a big dinner for the clowns and it’s kind of somber, you know I’m sad because you know the clown is like alone, or often a lonely person, because all they do in life is play, and pretend all day long to be happy and joyful. That’s just what they do, just pretend and so at the end of the day, when they can rest, they build a big fire and they serve food and the clowns come in at the end of the day and they sit alone and have their food. And each sits in peace cause they pretend all day and now they can finally have the peace and I was recognizing that they were coming back from their workday and more and more were coming in and I saw different ones that I recognized, and I went to where they were coming into the circle, you know the big area that people would sit by the bonfire and the people cooking in the middle. And it looks like this big aluminum thing where you’re making the food or big kettle, you know a kitchen thing right next to the bonfire and a rise of chairs around for people to sit. I walked over where there and there was a line of people coming in and I was like the owner welcoming the clowns in, at the end of the day. I wanted to go over and say hello to the guy, Because I knew him and his wife and of course they recognize me and they were like, oh welcome back, we look forward to having your children and your clowns come and join us and it was kind of weird because I was already inside and already sitting with you and now sitting there watching the people coming in and and I need to Go greet them because I knew I hadn’t seen them in a while.