Thursday, October 28, 2004 5:48:45 PM

So I'm really not doing any better with anything. Ok so it’s not that bad. I tried to talk to Vicky today. She acted nervous, but was polite and very distant. I then tried to go to the networking thing they scheduled for MBA students. But I knew half the teachers there, so I left as it started. It took me over 10 minutes to convince myself to go into the meeting. I sat and read their handouts and then just left. I did run into the French girl, I had met the first week of school. We talked about her getting into the grove. She’s got a bike.... now... daa perfect chance to share more with her, but still lost in space.

“I'm getting into you, because you gotta be essential to survive, when you looked at me.” Getting into you by Relient K. CMRadio.Net

Write about what happened last night

So last night I drove into Clearwater and followed the signs to a parking garage. I took my bike off, camera, journal and road into town. I rode straight down to the coastline and then north up to the park. But there was construction at the crossing to the park. So I had to go back around to the next block. So I found the park, looked in a bit, and then decided that I had to get my lawn chair. It was a short trip there so I can go back to my truck for it.

The construction and such got me all mixed up and I couldn’t find the parking garage. So I rode and rode and rode, lost in downtown Clearwater and along the coastline. I kept going round in circles checking every block. I was lost, and felt embarrassed wanting to ask for directions. But just felt sure that God had me riding long for something.... maybe I needed the exercise, but I was sure He had me doing this for some reason. I noticed all these fabulous mansions and such from all the Scientologist. Then I realized I was in the area the Scientologist owned, and there were a lot of yuppies running about, like prep school kids. So I asked one if he knew where the pierce street garage was. He looked off and said he had no idea....

He seemed overly concerned about something, or nervous. And I remembered how the other kids I’d seen were sorta running about like sneaking and rushing too. So I found the garage the very next block over.... Got my chair, put the journal back and stuck some paper in my camera case. Then I started back to the park. I saw the same guy again walking up the street; so I stopped to tell him where the garage was.... then I asked where Coachman Park was.... Just to see if he would give me good directions....

“Oh you know, over there”

This is not something to be afraid of. This is something we have all worked on for a long hard time.... “when I call him Jesus all things are possible... whenever I call on Jesus to come and rescue me. This is all you ever need to do.” CMRadio.net

Yes I understand that. So last night when that really pretty lady came over and danced for me... lol. Course she was actually dancing with her daughter (?) and her daughter was pushing her over to me. I was dancing in my seat clapping with the music. She resisted her daughter, and got more and more powerful into the dance reaching and spinning. All I wanted to do was dance with her, and I could feel their desire for it; but I wouldn’t get up. Her daughter gave up after a bit and she went spinning down to dance behind the crowd infront of me.

“This is when the universe would be shaped by your hand, every day you will be my God... for you are worthy, for you are ever lasting.” Everlasting by George Rowe

I know I was there to bring up the energy. And so I just sat there and grooved to the music. Wow, I hadn’t really thought about this all until now. But the Scientologist were all freaking out because they saw me ride my bike by a hundred times. I mean that freaked me out too, I was convinced it was happening for some reason? But I was still really nervous about riding until late at night, thinking the cops would get me. Evidently they knew about the energy that was coming through this night.

So when I found the park again with my chair on my back, I rode right past the main entrance. There were a bunch of vendor booths and such with people all around. They had a section of the park all roped off and charged $10 to get in. So I rode down the side walk looking at the field in front with all these people, blankets and chairs before the stage in a half circle. By then I got to the other side of the park... where I found another entrance and a cute girl asking about the music and volume for the hotel next door.

Daaa.!!!! She was really cute too, and asking again and again... trying to get all the details of the nights event schedule. Course I never thought it was a perfect time to meet someone??? I was just standing there on top of my bike waiting for them to finish. She got what she needed and thanked the lady and headed off to the hotel.

I asked if there were any bike parking spaces around. She said I could bring my bike with me if I wanted. So I gave her $10 and rode my bike in. I went along the grass to the north corner opposite the vendors in the south. I turned a bit and heard the lady on the microphone giving yoga instructions to connect everyone to their chakras. So I dropped my bike and swung the chair off my back to stand up on the grass then leaned against it, next to me bike.

I pushed deep into the heart chakra facing the peach moon rising to the east. And heard Wendy behind me on stage facing it as well, speak of loves dreams and fulfillment coming there right before our eyes. She went through the throat, third eye and crown chakra’s with me, and then spoke about a lot more.

It was so powerful and intense..... I felt like I was lifting the whole universe up to the moon. So I went through the complete cycle that I start with the chant. She and everyone, I guess; pushed the light up from our hearts, to 3^rd eye and to crown, and stopped. So I had to bring it back down into the earth and pull it up again into heaven.

So many things she said where in line with what I was doing. It was really very intense too. I couldn’t believe it. I finished, opened the chair and sat down; then I noticed that everyone was in front of me. Left hand to the moon, right hand to the stage, a tent in the middle with the little sound booth between it and the stage with everyone filled in around it. Little kids were running and playing under the tent. The vendors were about as far from the tent as I was, on opposite sides.

This is good son, you needed to get there and feel it again. It’s important for you to get into this energy and feel what is going on with the people. When you wrote this again you could feel into it a lot more than you had before. But you were very short on the feeling.

Well, it was a live internet broadcast again, along with the harmonic concordance. I guess it was the Harmonic Concordance II. www.worldpuja.org/EVENTS/events.html Phil had told me about it. And he was scheduled to be there too. He called up the broadcast and was there over the phone. Several people there spoke on the broadcast as well. It was pretty neat.

This is just the beginning. You need to get more serious about a lot of things before it will go anywhere at all. No worries, be happy. Everything will be exactly as it needs to be.

Are you kidding, there is so much going on here that I can’t keep up with it all. It’s really crazy.... I better get to sleep. It was sponsored by a “community” called Yalaha http://www.yalahafoundation.org