Jul 12, 2006 Transiting Mercury Conjunct Natal Moon

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
8.11am INTIMATE CONVERSATIONS
Get in there and relate what you feel. Use descriptive, emotionally charged words. Delete logic. How else will they understand? Presenting thoughts about feelings in an emotionally charged conversation leads to unnecessary pushing to the deepest depths of feelings. These pushes create bruises. Bruises force sharp and hurtful words forward. The simple solution is to state feelings as feelings, and thoughts as thoughts. Corral all your feelings to the conscious mind. Make notes before critical emotional showdowns. Know what the emotion feels like before describing it.

What are you waiting for?

I sometimes get nervous because i know anyone could read this. Then I also know that only those who need it will ever find it or take the time.

What's the big deal...

I guess i'm still hiding from all that I feel. Like yesterday Beth and I went biking around. We went down the hill from her house around a corner and right into Patterson Park. She had never been there, and immediately went right for the tree. . . . I would have followed her right up too, like we were both in 3rd grade again. It was just really so cool. Told her about the old rope swing, and we sat and chatted for a while.

She's ready to do a lot more professionally. I guess I've told her about the open house at the treehouse, the Sacred Gatehring and Virato's Visit . . . never mentioned Everett's but before about Neil. . . so she's all into meeting CathyLMT and Jiwan about setting up workshops.

Where are you going with this. . . .

I guess it's someone trying to get real about who they are and what they are doing. I told her about the Team Building thing that Suzi went over for me, and what she thought. I guess it's really all the things that I need to do and think about too. I got a call from Kim about Stonelake. And I realized how I created the job and work I wanted. And how she was in the same place.

Whatelse?

I guess Suzi, and Cathy are too. . . . lol. . . all wanting the make the business more secure and lucerative. 8.33am

She called now wondering about taking the dogs out in the feild. . . lol... sounds great, let's go!

1pm What do you really feel about where this all started?

Intimate Conversations . . . Sure we always have powerful intense conversations. What would be the point of anything else. But this is exactly why we are having them. We are ready to do and have more. And there is no reason why we can't hve it all. We want family and business and to change the world and make it all better for everyone. It's not a big deal. WE CAN, there is no reason to limit or hold back. We have all our dreams... all the little toys we want and like...

What do you feel... get in there and relate what you really feel.

I always feel like we need to do it now. Like anything we hold back on is a mistake. If we have the inspiration and we feel the light and power then we need to respond and be fully in it. Wow that's pushing it a lot isn't it.

Whatelse would you be doing? Isn't that what you are here for, so what if it's challenging and almost overbearing. You've spent millions of years getting ready for this. And nothing will stop you . . . . EXCEPT YOURSELF!!! Do you want to make things happen. The next opportunity might not be for millions of years. Sure time means nothing to you and you can come here until you get it right. Sure there is always a choice. Right or wrong choices, never matter since you get to the same place anyway....

But WHEN will you have Learned all these lessons already?

When will you Make the Right Choice, so you can build and create instead of experience another lesson. It's always your choice, and you will always come back here again and again, until you get it right and go on somewhere else. Are you ready for something else. What would be your top ten now? Do you need a white picket fence or just the children? Do you need them both or do you need to lead and teach others? Will you lead by doing, or just dream about it . . . while you do something else . . . it's always your choice, just like choosing to share or not share things. You have the gifts to share, so what if not everyone is ready. . . . remember they will only see what they are ready for and if something scares them. . . let them run and hide until they are ready. Everyone comes when they are ready, you can only show the way... Just like that's all we can do for you...

I know, Please fill me with your Guidence and Strength so I may continue in Your Way for Your Fulfillment . . . Thanks! I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Amen 1.19pm