greatest of all human inventions

Another Life: the greatest of all human inventions is the creative process, how we bring forth new realities. Understanding the creative process is the foundation of genuine mastery in all fields.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What do you need to write about?

I am still totally perplexed by everything!  Friday was my day off so I got to sit home and read and write all day.  But Thursday I got to go out for lunch with my bosses and the last thing I said was to stay in your passion - - You are a respected leader where everyone values your integrity!  Of course we all know the complete system is designed to reduce Truth and Integrity into the basest forms of greed and selfishness, ever since they designed "Burrocrats" (aka bureaucrat = pronounced burro-crat = burro, a small donkey and the Greek suffix -kratia or kratos - means "power" or "rule." Burrocrats: "Jackass rules").  I said to avoid their funny games, stay in your truth, stay in your passion!

But then we had another meeting with an outside guest. . . And we spoke about the Jewel in the Crown of the university where others are coming in to be led as well. Of course they were all excited about bringing in the local leaders and I knew our guest could do better.  So of course when I walked her out I suggested she might want to do just that - - bring together all the other community and banking leaders to make a powerful team.

First, in every setting, from working teams to organizations to larger social systems, there is much more going on than meets the eye.  “learning from the future as it emerges” is vital to innovation.  Learning from the future involves intuition.  It involves embracing high levels of ambiguity, uncertainty, and willingness to fail.  It involves opening ourselves to the unthinkable and sometimes attempting to do the impossible.  But the fears and risks are balanced by feeling ourselves part of something important that is emerging that will truly make a difference.  Look at the problems we each face, and learn to recognize that they arise from systematic blind spots in our thinking and ways of doing things. "We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them." said Albert Einstein

You must be prepared to undertake your own journey of sensing, presencing, and realizing.  It is only through this listening that we will unlock our collective capacity to create the world anew. . .

Something else I shared had the Preface written by Ram Dass - - - saying to “search for a more conscious balance, a simplicity of living that allows the integration of inner and outer, material and spiritual, masculine and feminine, personal and social, and all of the other polarities that now divide our lives.” I totally agree with him about how the next steps of evolution require all that has been developed previously . . . which is precisely why I need to get it together with my technology. . . (blogging in Ubuntu now, Sony searching a book, while the HP plays music. . . )  It’s not so much the next new gadget, but the connection to the next steps of the culture and understanding the truth that befalls us “It is a movement that arises from the recognition that our task is not only to be here, in the NOW; it is also to now be HERE."

can't fight this feeling any more... forgotten what I'm fighting for, It's all about understanding the truth.  every one has an aspect of truth ready and present.  What we're doing is bringing it together. . . everything I need, you are so beautiful to me. . you are so beautiful to me. . can't you see...    What are you left with now?

I guess it's making more sense to me all the time!  Like how the events came together and then are followed by specific emails and actions that I must also address and complete.  I am thrilled watching how things happen and how I seemingly can watch them all without any effort or struggle.

What did you flash to now?

I was feeling how I said to Emily that I really thought they were gone and I was finished.  First Ten Years with them was all I got. . . gone now.   Like nothing could surpass the bliss and joy that I felt raising my two little people.  And there was really nothing better than that experience, so why try doing any better?  I mean there was no point to it!  If I was supposed to design the city of the future, then I had done it already.  Heck, I even had patents approved for it all already, so if everything was to change, it should have already. . . I mean I did everything I could already. . . it's outta my hands

What were you feeling about now?

I remember a few weeks ago, I was struggling with my bike lock.  I never could get it open and started leaving my bike unlocked at school!  But now I needed to lock it to my truck so I had to find a lock that worked.  So I found half of an old Wal-Mart lock and was trying to find the rest of it.  I look all around my office and in the truck and going back and forth getting frustrated looking in the back of the truck and everywhere else I could think of. . .

So I thought to look in the basket of shoes by the door. "FUCK YOU, why should I look there!"  I was pissed and annoyed.  But after cursing "out load" I went and looked in the basket anyway. . . and I found it!

Of course you never mention how this was speaking to us. We've been together since why back when, sometimes i never wanna see you again... but ur still the one... still the one...

So you jump  to writing songs again instead of adding that your bike was soon stolen.  You carried in on your truck to the shop to get it fixed.  First time you had a decent ride in months. . . or years.  and Not one week later it was stolen.  You tried to say you were not focused on security as you should have been.  We say something different but you've not taken the time to ask and connect and understand.

Now here again you noticed that the new Ubuntu connections you are using has all the features you wanted and asked for.  Yelling at Google and annoyed by then because you can not get what you want. . BUT DO YOU ASK? 

Why did you write that now?

I am searching around for pieces of the portable air-conditioner we bought to keep the house mold-free last year.  Of course I cannot find it and get up every few minutes to look in some new odd place that I think of.

I guess this fits right into everything else I've been learning!

Like being "here NOW", and connecting to the "inner and outer" while knowing that the real truth that we seek and intend is what evolves in the moment.  Not some plan or goal, but the present moment and the real truth and power we are and find in this moment.  I was explaining last week how we are in our BEST when we "blossom" from our own truth.  Where we find something deep inside and bring it forth to share with others. . .

What are you waiting for then?

I'm still stuck in some struggle!  And I'm not clear why?  Sometimes I feel like I am trying to do too much?  other times I wonder if I'm thinking too much about the projects instead of acting on them

What about asking for what you want?

I want to stop worrying!  Debt free and working, teaching, inspiring the best and brightest into their next big passion.  I want my kids back, and my lover back.  I'm tired of feeling that I need to be doing everything myself.  I want to be comfortable and build whatever crazy awesome designs I have to build.  I want this to start with getting my Home and family secure again.  That's really a fundamental for all people and family.  And community is only built from people and family.

What about getting your ritual going again?  Or getting up early and exercising?  Are you willing to do what it takes to get you body and mind centered and focused on the truth you want to see and experience.  How many months have you had all these pc's in your office.  And only now have you gotten them started to where they need to be.  Cleaning and moving things is a complicated task.  And nothing will be done on any of them until you get them done yourself.  It's like you tell all the students what to do all the time, but then you don't do any of it yourself.  Like focused on only one aspect and not following through with your own passion . .

How can you expect anyone else to grow and succeed in their passions when you are not...   You trying to help and lead and guide is fine, but the action and follow through on your own is equally as important.  STOP WAITING for something for someone.  For anything out there anywhere.  Forget all them.  you know you place and you know your power.  It is very easy for you to grow and evolve so far beyond all these limitation you like to complain about.

Then you tell everyone about it all being connected and everything effects everything.  But still you do not take it seriously enough to follow through in your own truth and passion.    This power that you are is so fundamental to everything.  Recognize that you ARE HERE NOW!  Stop trying to get rewarded or recognized for what you already did.  Instead do more, start now, get something done.  If you want to make videos or tv shows, or site plans or blogs. . . OR ALL OF THEM. .

Stop your dreaming and planning and get busy.  AND STOP worrying about anyone else.  Everyone is great and fine on there own.  This is your time to be YOU. . . WHO are you really?

I guess so...!

What about posting this and going to bed now...  You can get these machines working again tomorrow

I know,  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.  Thank you!