Wednesday, November 27, 2024

Yes, chanting “I love You Lord Jesus, Thank You Lord Jesus.”

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What a perfect way to start your day. You are listening very well, and following this moment. God can Direct your steps, as so much is beyond your knowledge and experience. 
I get this Word from You! YOU Got me typing early today. This last weekend, I finally started cleaning up after the three hurricanes, or two Hurricanes and a tropical storm Debbie, Helene, and Michel. I started in the front wanting to setup my “free table,” to put plants and produce on. So I had to move dirt and mulch and all sorts. I had dug a trench along the sidewalk for one of those big tree logs. I actually have three now, where I got the last one from across the street here, but only a stump in front. When I was cleaning up I went down the street and picked up the big stump to put in the corner with my address on it. As crazy as it is, I had new numbers for my house since Larry painted my porch. I was able to put the old numbers he took down back up. So the new numbers fit great on my new log out front now. I still have to paint the street name of something else there too. 
What we have been preparing for you is certainly going to surprise you. It’s been a long time coming, but you will be very surprised about how it has All comes together, as you are listening to Jonathan Roomie talking about being the Garden in sorrow, knowing what Judas had done.
Yes I got a notice about the Season 5 Trailer out for the Chosen Series. WOW, and another interview opened up on YouTube after where Jonathan was filming the establishment of the Eucharist. Then after a week filming the Last Supper, he had to speak at the Conference of the Eucharistic Revival. . . Seeing his filming schedule in March, when he’s speaking schedule was right after the filming. . . . WOW, Knowing how God Designs and Plans everything for sharing His Word! Jonathan was speaking about getting to the rehearsal and seeing the wonder of God, “if your eyes are open and ears are attentive,” you can serve too, and he’s even started selling his own t-shirt worn to the conference:  “If it’s a symbol the hell with it” . . . https://www.jonathanroumie.com/ for the t-shirt.
What have you been feeling now that you are getting focused for your HolyDay with us. 
I love Your Word! To get clearer with my focus on You. Now again I am listening to this speech he did at the Revival, “the TV Jesus talking about the Real Jesus.๐Ÿ˜‡” And I got up this morning as the sun was breaking the horizon. When I looked at my iPhone the weather app showed the sun would be up in a minute. I could hear the rain outside, and wanted to see what was happening. Yes, I know this is my holiday to be Thankful with Jesus and my new church community. “Who ever drinks my blood and eats my flesh will have me inside them to live forever.”

And it’s really strong and focused this morning, typing on my new keyboard. I keep trying to get into my office, but it’s a big wreck. I’ve tried to clean over and over again. It’s weird. Like now thinking about cleaning my yard. I started with trying to make a path to my container to put away my tools. I had a truck full of tools to help with the hurricane floods. I piled them all in my wheelbarrow, but my back gate is all broken up, so I couldn’t take them back to the container. So I wheeled them around to my side/bike gate. Course the wheelbarrow doesn’t fit into that gate. . . So it was sitting there full of tools for a few weeks.

Yes, so last weekend was the first time I started cleaning up from the Hurricanes, which means getting that pile of tools put away. So I cleared a path through my backyard thinking I would carry back each tool. When I got to the side gate, I noticed that steal frames I had set there for a tool rack. Oh, great build another tool rack? YES! ๐Ÿ˜‡So that’s where I started. Found a 4x4 from a neighbors fence piled at the street. Cut and attached the 4x4s to the steel frame, added four swivel wheels, and my steel rack was ready for tools. It was wicked-cool how the pieces all fit together perfectly, Jesus always has these designs where random pieces fit together like magic. Of course, I could roll it out to the wheelbarrow, load it up, and wheel it back. . . Thin enough to wheel my tools down the bike path to the backyard too.

Of course, I fumbled around searching for tools and screws and such. Which means I had to clean and sort in the garage and a few other places too. Yes, chanting “I love You Lord Jesus, Thank You Lord Jesus.” So the rack was done and I moved all the garden tools from the wheelbarrow there. Then the wheelbarrow was empty and I started moving dirt and mulch. I filled in all along the fence there with the passion fruit and bananas trees to plant something new. Got the front all set and clean, put in my free table and reset all the free farmer space. Monday afternoon as I was tired and finishing up all the front, I found my hammock and put it up too. 

Yes, break time. I got a Nuts.com order delivered too. It was actually a gift from Sharon and dad! It was a surprise, as I had a made an order the night before, and was ready to get my nuts. It was all organics and  Sharon picked out many of my favorites. Funny, the day before I was leaving Rolling Oats with a bag of onions, ginger and turmeric thinking I should have bought some plantain chips too, since I’ve now got the onions and all to make my mom’s fish salad. So when I opened Sharon’s gift box and found two bags of Plantain Chips I laughed and Thanked Jesus♥️๐Ÿ˜‡.

Yes, Break time is something Jesus reminds me about, like “stop and Eat son”. . . Which Kim would tell me too, when we were married. So I had a glass of wine and a bowl of chips and dried fruit heading out to my hammock. Of course, the bougainvillea that I had just moved, was now set in a perfect place to hold my wine glass as I climbed in the Hammock . . . . And I noticed the sun breaking through to trees to shine full in my face. WOW, Jesus is always taken great care of me. . . . Funnier still, when my bowl and glass were about empty the sun slipped behind the neighbor’s roof, and I figured it was time to get back to work. . . Of course to carry my cross. . . 
What about your focus for today, Our Holy Day we have to share together.
I know, I never finished where you had me started. And Hearing the Word always catches my attention! Like no food today. I’m going to fast until the Eucharist tomorrow at church. And I’ve got a turkey to make tomorrow too. So this morning I got my iPad, and MacBook ready to write, grade school work, and whatever else I need to do here. Oh and cleaning up I’m sure, because I know You want me on my Mac Pro upstairs in my office sooner or later . . . . part of the process before me . . . 

Yes, I could see how I was motivated to clean up outside. I had to empty my truck to move Kevin’s daughter. Then cleanup the tools so I could get my front yard clear for sharing plants and produce again from this Garden of Eden. I keep knowing I need to sell something, so that I can get the urban agriculture exemptions on my property taxes. And that’s where the Mac Pro comes in for updating my websites and posting ABB classes about farming, mangroves, and all the other student projects You want me to create. So cleaning up goes from out front, to inside, as I move slowly along, where people see me and my space. 

I realize my motivations were always about hospitality. So checking my experiences and challenges this last week cleaning, gets me honest perspective to finished the house! People can walk down my side bike path to get to a Bonfire. People can also get Papaya, and Potatoes out front. And the benches and hammock are welcoming. I even setup a granite seat next to the tree for me to sit for the sunrise leaning against the tree. I actually put that together a few weeks back, not ready to bike down to the coast for the sunrise, I wanted to sit there in front of my house for the sunrise. I actually used it too!
What about this HOLY Time you are anticipating. 
I know only tea and coffee to honor Your Word! Cleaning up is going all through the house and upstairs to clean the www next. And so it’s all a process and a blessing taking each step of the way clearly and slowly. 
What about now? Witness a profound moment of faith and traditions, Abraham raising his knife to Issac; Jehovah Jira, to Trust God the Love Provides our needs . . . His provision wont look like we expect. Praise the Father Praise the Son King of Kings with Hillsong Worship. 
I know stop to find my pipe again, as your Word is even coming through to me in the Exodus Extras! As I wrote this I FLASHED back to high school again. What could I have discovered? I was . . . Or I have always discovered different things in my life, and now again I’m using the iPad tools to share and write some new discoveries. Like the bike ride yesterday, I just posted talking into the phone as I was biking, and I realized I never really did what i said at the very beginning. I watched the video and I was swinging the camera all around pointing at stuff, not holding the mic to my mouth to get a real sound recording  like in the picture i drew in High School.

Now, the next random event: Quinton Sherman called about making an offer for my house. I’ve told everyone $1.1M or don’t bother me. So now I have a guest coming Friday. Which means double time on the house cleanup of course. It’s really remarkable Word for me to hear and share! As I FLASHED to seeing the house clean and ready!
When it’s raining and it’s pouring, you take a stone, you make it still, when I’m weary, He knows everything I need . . . Jesus save me 1:47:43pm 11/27/2023 on TheJoyFM.com “we the kingdom”
I Love You Jesus, I am so grateful for all You have created here for me. As I read this name and realized he was a local resident taking advantage of the circumstances… “Honestly we think we just need Jesus, have we all gone Mad!”. . . . 2:13pm I’m running back to You, I’ve been rescued. . . So I’ve FLASHED off somewhere again. 2.2million house value, where I can build and do it again, everywhere. 
And again now I’m more clear than ever, giving me this random phone call and I Flashed to a new space. 

This text here was from the phone transcripts: 
That You created from the beauty and blessing, the call from this number is Quentin

Is that your first name or your last name?

My first name my last name is Sherman

Oh, OK. Cool. Talk to you soon. Then Friday is only a couple days away yeah OK.

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What might surprise you is how accurate it can get reading your text. Especially as you use it more . . . 
I get it, you want to see Your Word everywhere. . . ! That’s what they are doing in the Chosen. This next season is coming out with Easter. And it’s going to get slammed. Watching the video of this intention: https://youtu.be/oecURNSCXys?si=9fSUo83tNTc6Sj4e&t=60 
Now, tune into your heart, 
and know that the truths of your experience is ALL in your heart. 
so I invite you if you resonated with this to just breathe into your heart go deep into that golden chamber that is who you are, the essential being in you. . . . . and being in a moment of gratitude or being alive and awake and in truth . . . .  with your own good faith in this moment, , , , the word on the street for me right now, is to find my stillness . . .  and to stay in my own lane . . .  I hope that's helpful to you and you have a lovely holiday. Thank you.

What a blessing to see and share into a new vision you never have seen…
I’ve been learning more with these Words, tools, experiences ! Wow, look what I just posted: and greater is he who lives inside of me, then he who lives in the World… did Joy Fm Radio and I FLASHED to another business restoring the wetlands in Shore Acres, where all the houses just got flooded. I get a call or two every day where someone wants to buy my house! I say $1.1 million and they hang up. Except now with Quinton, who lives here in Saint Pete too, so my house value just doubled because I found investor. Who can understand what I’m doing.

Wow 5:43:52pm 11/27/23 now and the sun is going down and I’m ready to sleep! So when I FLASHED to a new house, I saw the bunk room filled the college students. Fearlessly challenged with projects and goals All around them!
GOD IS MORE THAN JUST A FEELING, YOU ARE MY HEALING, your healing! 5:46:17
I know I still hear Your Word, and need to make the beds, sort the sheets, vacuum, mop, and write the wonderful experiences that you share with me more and more every moment… “Lord nothing is better than you, Lord there’s nothing better than you, nothing better than you.” Love I I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.



Friday, November 22, 2024

Providence of being Provided

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!


Yes, I know You make this easier and easier for me to share and talk with You. And I know that’s what I’m here for. I've really not been doing very much worth talking about. Yes, the Men's Fraternity this morning and now helping Kevin’s daughter move into a Tampa apartment. Easy-Peezy stuff, seems like no big deal . . . Yes, I drove over to Tampa and got off the highway at Fowler Ave. Of course, I had a big smile, seeing all old places I've been and lived before. Ok, I admit yesterday I tried to find my oldest Journal and read about getting my little motorcycle with Jack. Now wasn’t that a long time ago. But it was really cool reading how Jack took care of me.

So I’m waiting in my truck outside the gate of where she is moving, I got her bed and some shelves in the back of my truck. Yes, I planned it so I could go straight to class at 3pm. Course it's now 2:55pm, and Kevin forgot to sign the lease for his daughter, so she can't get in yet. She asked me to empty my truck and leave it all next to her car, but No way. . . I wouldn't burden anyone daughter like that!
What more time gives you is here with us.  
I know, this feels like where Cathy lived after she left my house. It's not the safest area off 15th and Fowler, but it is close to USF and all sorts she could benefit from. As remarkable is it was, when I got back into my truck to race to class, I got a message from the teacher, saying she was running late too. Yes timed at 3:03pm. So I laughed, smiled and snapped a screenshot to send to Kevin. Then to my surprise I got a call from Father Curtis as I approached the Highway to Clearwater. He wants to meet tomorrow, about something, though I have no idea what. I thought I would wear slacks, shirt and tie, but the decided on just jeans. I'm still not sure what it could be about. I've volunteered and offered to help with everything at the Church from sorting books, to business management, and planting mangroves.

I know I still have so much to do. Rob stopped in this morning to give me more exercises, saying again how I am doing pretty good already.
What are you doing now 8:25am 11/22/24
I’ve spent the last day in bed and feel that way again now. I’ve been trying to spend more time in prayer. I feel like the Word is just always with me. I wonder and explore and search always feeling so much at ease. I needed to go back to my 101 SEEL week to figure out where the focus was . . . as my new assignment. Of course, the Providence of being Provided For is just my lot in life. I ALWAYS HAVE A SENSE OF SHARING WITH JESUS. How can I question something so obvious and powerful? Especially when I have Father Curtis gifting me beyond recognition!
What did you ask for?
I am always seeking peace and joy and to do what YOU have set before me. I search in the Word for what this really means, and how to understand and express it fully. I always have confirmation that I’m in the right place at the right time doing what I need to do . . . but I still question and wonder about it. Sure I can see the synchronicity and obvious benefits that come to me daily, but I realize that IS my own perceptions, that can be tainted by my selfishness or ego as well. I guess this might be why I write things out all the time. I mean, 10:03:33am seeing the same story over and over again confirming my moments here with Jesus. . . . wow, it's really just intimidating sometime?   What could Jesus want from me?  How could I possibly express Love and Joy better than anyone else, or suitable for this experience.

Yesterday, when I got up and my head spun, I tried to do things that Rob laid out for me. And it seemed to spin my head more than ever. As crazy as I sounds, it was almost like I knocked a screw loose, where my spins were going both ways at once, and I was sitting in the middle just feeling this chaos. That’s why I decided I just lay in bed and rest. I’m not sure about getting up now even. I’m actually just talking to my iPhone now. Not even trying to type, but knowing I can talk through pretty clearly. I know I have grades to do, but I really don’t know where to start. I guess that means coffee and fruit to get moving.
What Is important is that you trust your experience, and trust what you’re given, and step into it Responsibly! 
I know, I had planned to visit Matt, after Fr Curtis, and sent him a text, only to get rescheduled till Monday.  I know Matt got a response from his Motion to Dismiss, and again it almost feels like he staged this to fall into place, and I just need to trust and move along. I get this feeling with the Word all the time!
What we open for you is very easy, follow as our yoke is easy . . . Matthew 11:28-30 
I know, and I try to stay focused and do whatever you set before me. Like I ordered all my organics from Nuts.com and still have to mix my seeds to make the best breakfast ever. I was stunned to make these orders at all, cause I didn't think I had any valid credit left. I did get paid by SPC, and filled out the W2 to do engineering for Mike. It's all good, I trust in the Word!
We have a lot ahead of you, and taking the time to move into things SLOWLY in peace and Joy is important. 
St Michael before me, 
St Michael behind me, 
St Michael to my right, 
St Michael to my left, 
St Michael above, 
St Michael below, 
St Michael, St Michael, wherever I go . . .

Then visualize His Sword and Shield spinning around you; creating a ball of light protecting you ! ! ! !  
I posted this to Dan, we met for Coffee at Black Crow and he wanted to learn this. So I also posted it to Lissette's group, saying my Blessing this week was having this meeting with Dan to share my Mom's Teachings. . . 

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Exodus readings.
“Do not throw your pearls to swine” (Matthew 7:6). But there is also a negative dimension to shame, which the sociologist Brenรฉ Brown defines as “feeling unworthy of love and belonging.” The positive dimension of shame recognizes that others are not ready to enter into a communion of persons with me. They need to prove they are trustworthy first. The negative dimension of shame says that I am not worthy to enter into a communion of persons, and this leads to the most destructive condition—isolation. Learning to overcome the negative voice of shame in order to be vulnerable and form a communion with trustworthy persons is now our path of healing and salvation.

This is the experience of revealing to someone the most vulnerable secret in our life. We feel that the person who has seen that deepest place in me knows me better than anyone, even the person I have spent far more time with. When our groups can be safe for the most vulnerable parts of our hearts to be shared, we will have deep and healing relationships—a true communion of persons.

Saturday, November 16, 2024

stronger sense of things before me

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What you have been working on is very important. As you heard from Dick on Thursday the high points and priorities that you discern here are significant and long reaching. Stepping back from the immediate experience to see the bigger picture will be important for you as you step into it more.
I have still been getting a stronger sense of things before me. Not only the shifts that come across our nation but all the other changes and desires I've had all my life. Of course, it is intimidating to see so much coming together at once, or even something as simple as RFK posting a video of my Mom's Sermon. Yes, I know these are all as dumbfounding as meeting the NASA guy who ran the Cray Computers and had been intimate with my Dream letter to Reagan . . . 
What happened now?
I listened to Your Word, and pulled out my coconut wine that is now in the Fridge. I took the mold outside and used my steel mixer to create new soil and set it between my papayas on the side. Yes I know I still need to plant some seeds. Oh yes, and then I found some mail out front. And that included a refund letter for my student loans. Yes I know, it was really weird as I flashed to getting everything refunded. Yes, some crazy number I couldn't have imagined, sorta like the ABB and House stuff all coming out perfectly. What would I do then? What a crazy thought, as doing my morning sunyoga today, Ed walked by and we chatted a bit about the Hurricanes flooding all his properties. So the 5 acres in Gulfport are for sale now, and he gave me the agent who was selling for him. 

I visited Mike for lunch last week and then called a Salt Creek land owner. I guess I had heard on the news that another parcel was purchased in Salt Creek. Oh it's all places that could build the water transit systems. What was more remarkable than anything was right now, I flashed to seeing the Gulfport property with all these boardwalks through the wetlands, going around all the property, they were all moving sidewalks, pumping water around. So now as I stop to think about it again, I remember asking Jesus for a regular life again . . . What is too funny about that, is the perfect regular life that FLASHED in my head was biking and kayaking around with Emily, Christopher, and Kathy.
What’s wrong with that? 
I  know it’s the normal American Dream, of a happy wife and children, all playing in God's beauty together, sharing in Your Word!  
What do you think you should be doing in Eden anyway? Are we all about love and relationship. Sharing and growing in the beauty and love of a Garden always needs a family. 
I know and recognize my place here to do and share as You have gifted me through Your Word!
What a nice new keyboard you found. We think you might really like it, even if it’s a bit noisy, yes you have “arrow keys” now, where you need to remember to save, since you can go crazy typing and shift into the auto-mode. . . Just remember to click the update button too. 
I was struggling with the pen and everything yesterday, and so I typed into Craigslist to see if I could find anything to replace this dead iPad keyboard. So I clicked on computer parts and there on the very top of the list was this Logitech iPad multi-keyboard. Dang, what’s a multi-key? I never heard of that before. So it’s a Bluetooth keyboard, completely separated, and it’s got his little dial/switch on it to go from my laptop, to my iPad, to my desktop. So You are making it all easier and easier for me, so I can’t complain anymore. Yes, the noisy keys are really no big deal, and it almost sounds nice, or familiar to me. I Guess this means, that You want me to start writing more, and get more serious about everything You have given to me.

Yes, I know this is about reviewing the SEEL 101 week, and getting more focused on what was the key and priority there. Wow, I love this keyboard already, the stupid "stuck on my last word," vanished with the arrow key.  I just need to remember this all goes to sleep when I stop to eat and drink my beer. So Craigslist got me to Dunedin, and I wanted to go by Kathy’s house, that looked empty. Of course, just a day ago I spoke about “FAMILY,” which at the level of DREAMS would be Emily, Christopher and Kathy. And it’s so funny to even say this, as I have FLASHED to walking into Saint Raphael’s with Kathy holding onto my arm. And of course, just the thought of that, was so thrilling and exciting for me. I mean, it’s like stepping into what FEELS RIGHT, or feels like where I belong or where I want to be?

Ok, I confess, being focused on only Jesus is wicked cool, and I honor and respect this moment I have with YOU, as I know it’s all about growing and understanding this more. But I realize that it’s more about EDEN, than it is about just me. I mean, I’ve been very close to You forever, and I see that You are really trying to get me to step deeper into my passion and recognize that I can change and create everything that I’ve ever thought of.  Yes, I know I grew up in the woods, and my mom was deep in the medicine power of a long tradition and she did everything in her power to get me to where I could DO THIS FOR YOU!!!!

6:49pm 11/17/2024

Ok, this new keyboard already has a few benefits. Of course, the arrow-keys are great. But now I turned on my iPad, and turned on the keyboard and started typing and it was going already. I didn’t have to connect anything or reset anything. I just started it and it worked. And After eating some yummy stone crabs and getting my coconut porter, , , yes the place I stopped in Dunedin had the 3-Daughters Coconut Porter that I bought in my growlers last month. YUMMY! . . . Anyway, after dinner and writing I drove back past Kathy’s old house. . . I couldn’t help myself, I needed to get this picture. . .   

2:09:17 11/18/2024
I'm frustrated again. Trying to get my MacBook to work right, and it's only working in Mojave and not Sonoma. . . they both boot ok, but Sonoma wont find the wifi or get the screens set right. I'm running out of storage space on this machine too. So I'm not sure what I can do next. I stop here to write thinking it will help settle me down a bit. I'm not sure yet, as I really have too much to do, and really don't feel comfortable with anything.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Wednesday, November 13, 2024

Send someone to help me grow

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Wow. . I'm doing more with my pen again.
Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What you are doing now is trusting and relying on God for everything you’re doing, good job!
The Word is the way things are going. https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/the-power-of-the-holy-spirit-in-the-life-of-the-believer-pt-1
  1. Doing the work of God
  2. The branch living in the vine. . . In the Word! 
  3. Being the Life of God!
Where Ephesians Chapter 6 recommends the Armor of the Lord, girdle, breastplate, shoe, shield, helmet, and sword, Like the Jesuits who are known as contemplatives in action. It takes practice, holding your intention to be close to God and everything that you do.
I find myself doing the same thing again. Honoring my guest in the house, and suggesting we are together to help change the world. Rob dropped in and we spoke a lot about what’s changing in the world. What did God really intend for me. And I really get a sense that all I do is at the ten scale, where I am in bliss, Always in comfort, enjoying the bliss that I am liven in the Word! So sharing with Rob inspired us both because we understand where things are shifting all around us.
What did you hear now?
I am in the right place, at the right time again and I really get the sense that this whole world is shifting where Eden is closer that ever.
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I  Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.