stronger sense of things before me

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you have been working on is very important. As you heard from Dick on Thursday the high points and priorities that you discern here are significant and long reaching. Stepping back from the immediate experience to see the bigger picture will be important for you as you step into it more.

I have still been getting a stronger sense of things before me. Not only the shifts that come across our nation but all the other changes and desires I've had all my life. Of course, it is intimidating to see so much coming together at once, or even something as simple as RFK posting a video of my Mom's Sermon. Yes, I know these are all as dumbfounding as meeting the NASA guy who ran the Cray Computers and had been intimate with my Dream letter to Reagan . . . 

What happened now?

I listened to Your Word, and pulled out my coconut wine that is now in the Fridge. I took the mold outside and used my steel mixer to create new soil and set it between my papayas on the side. Yes I know I still need to plant some seeds. Oh yes, and then I found some mail out front. And that included a refund letter for my student loans. Yes I know, it was really weird as I flashed to getting everything refunded. Yes, some crazy number I couldn't have imagined, sorta like the ABB and House stuff all coming out perfectly. What would I do then? What a crazy thought, as doing my morning sunyoga today, Ed walked by and we chatted a bit about the Hurricanes flooding all his properties. So the 5 acres in Gulfport are for sale now, and he gave me the agent who was selling for him. 

I visited Mike for lunch last week and then called a Salt Creek land owner. I guess I had heard on the news that another parcel was purchased in Salt Creek. Oh it's all places that could build the water transit systems. What was more remarkable than anything was right now, I flashed to seeing the Gulfport property with all these boardwalks through the wetlands, going around all the property, they were all moving sidewalks, pumping water around. So now as I stop to think about it again, I remember asking Jesus for a regular life again . . . What is too funny about that, is the perfect regular life that FLASHED in my head was biking and kayaking around with Emily, Christopher, and Kathy.

What’s wrong with that? 

I  know it’s the normal American Dream, of a happy wife and children, all playing in God's beauty together, sharing in Your Word!  

What do you think you should be doing in Eden anyway? Are we all about love and relationship. Sharing and growing in the beauty and love of a Garden always needs a family. 

I know and recognize my place here to do and share as You have gifted me through Your Word!

What a nice new keyboard you found. We think you might really like it, even if it’s a bit noisy, yes you have “arrow keys” now, where you need to remember to save, since you can go crazy typing and shift into the auto-mode. . . Just remember to click the update button too. 

I was struggling with the pen and everything yesterday, and so I typed into Craigslist to see if I could find anything to replace this dead iPad keyboard. So I clicked on computer parts and there on the very top of the list was this Logitech iPad multi-keyboard. Dang, what’s a multi-key? I never heard of that before. So it’s a Bluetooth keyboard, completely separated, and it’s got his little dial/switch on it to go from my laptop, to my iPad, to my desktop. So You are making it all easier and easier for me, so I can’t complain anymore. Yes, the noisy keys are really no big deal, and it almost sounds nice, or familiar to me. I Guess this means, that You want me to start writing more, and get more serious about everything You have given to me.

Yes, I know this is about reviewing the SEEL 101 week, and getting more focused on what was the key and priority there. Wow, I love this keyboard already, the stupid "stuck on my last word," vanished with the arrow key.  I just need to remember this all goes to sleep when I stop to eat and drink my beer. So Craigslist got me to Dunedin, and I wanted to go by Kathy’s house, that looked empty. Of course, just a day ago I spoke about “FAMILY,” which at the level of DREAMS would be Emily, Christopher and Kathy. And it’s so funny to even say this, as I have FLASHED to walking into Saint Raphael’s with Kathy holding onto my arm. And of course, just the thought of that, was so thrilling and exciting for me. I mean, it’s like stepping into what FEELS RIGHT, or feels like where I belong or where I want to be?

Ok, I confess, being focused on only Jesus is wicked cool, and I honor and respect this moment I have with YOU, as I know it’s all about growing and understanding this more. But I realize that it’s more about EDEN, than it is about just me. I mean, I’ve been very close to You forever, and I see that You are really trying to get me to step deeper into my passion and recognize that I can change and create everything that I’ve ever thought of.  Yes, I know I grew up in the woods, and my mom was deep in the medicine power of a long tradition and she did everything in her power to get me to where I could DO THIS FOR YOU!!!!

6:49pm 11/17/2024

Ok, this new keyboard already has a few benefits. Of course, the arrow-keys are great. But now I turned on my iPad, and turned on the keyboard and started typing and it was going already. I didn’t have to connect anything or reset anything. I just started it and it worked. And After eating some yummy stone crabs and getting my coconut porter, , , yes the place I stopped in Dunedin had the 3-Daughters Coconut Porter that I bought in my growlers last month. YUMMY! . . . Anyway, after dinner and writing I drove back past Kathy’s old house. . . I couldn’t help myself, I needed to get this picture. . .   

2:09:17 11/18/2024

I'm frustrated again. Trying to get my MacBook to work right, and it's only working in Mojave and not Sonoma. . . they both boot ok, but Sonoma wont find the wifi or get the screens set right. I'm running out of storage space on this machine too. So I'm not sure what I can do next. I stop here to write thinking it will help settle me down a bit. I'm not sure yet, as I really have too much to do, and really don't feel comfortable with anything.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.