Please Chris read this slowly

WHEN you hear your own voice speaking, you better understand what's going on here. Just like the Rosary cards you made to find SEEing it, HEARing it, and SAYing it, was ideal for clearer focus!  And you cannot understand unless you connect to the truth. And it's all connected and it's all One Truth. And the more gossip and bullsh-t you get lost in, then the less truth you have. You can't have God's Holy Truth inside of you if you are half filled with crap. I mean, if you're all full of bullsh-t, then you don't have any connection to the truth at all. And you think you do, but the concept of God is Holy, and this Holy Vibration can only be reached when you are sinless and holy.  Not left and right at the same time, only one or the other simple physics.

You can't communicate with God directly until you're sinless and holy. And that's why there are saints and ancestors. That's why you connect to all these other spirits because they're all at different levels of consciousness . . . Or levels of “Holiness,” and they can guide you to Jesus, but you can't get to God without Jesus, because Jesus is the One who forgives sins. 

And there's no way in the world you're going to be able to get rid of every f-cking sin, and your life, because you know, I just swore, so I just sinned.

Everybody sins all the time, and it's just not physically possible to get away from all the sin without Jesus, because Jesus died on the cross for us. And so everything about our spirituality is really based on Jesus, because without Jesus, we can't be sinless. And then, when we're sinless, totally sinless, then we can have that experience of Divinity with God, and God wants to share everything with us. He's created everything with us, and He wants to share it all with us. And He can't do it unless we're sinless, and He may want men to be women and women to be men, dogs to talk and cats to sing, and everything else that we can imagine as real or necessary.  Its all real, it's all Possible. . . cause YOU TO, are in the image of God, so YOU Create too!

But it's not going to happen until you're totally sinless and totally in Christ. and trust that He will do it, and don't expect some arrogant man to be able to do what God's supposed to do. And asking a man to create what God only has designed, what God has created on earth. I mean, that's the problem that we have with all the GMOs. Mankind has gotten in there trying to change things that they shouldn't be changing. And when you hybridize, when you grow two plants together, then you're telling God: “hey God, these two plants would be great to mix together, because I can get something better for us to share.” Then God says, oh, cool, let's mix this bee and that bee, or this flower and that flower and let's make some different kind of flowers. Why? Because God is participating and He's the spark of creation.

If we try to spark creation on our own, then we end up with zombies because it doesn't have any God in it. And the only way to get God in it is to have God participate in the creation and holy shit, 

I can't believe I'm saying all this, and I'm finally recording who I am because nobody ever listens and nobody ever understands. And part of my challenge right now is to accept. So now I accepted that I needed to talk out loud because I could understand the difference in the the difference in the vibration and that's part of who I am, is recognizing that there's a difference in the vibration. And see, I've got 33 minutes to get to church so I can go the long way really slowly and share this with you, Jesus, and I can't believe that you're doing this with me. And it's just so weird because we've been playing this game forever, and look at that gorgeous girl. Damn, she's hot. Look at that. And there's that kayak that I borrowed. And they still have the fence there. Oh, I want to pick up the fence. I got to reach out to that guy. I wonder if you finally got his website together. And so I'm going down. I'm taking my bike path into church and it's funny because I start going the same speed that I go on my bike instead of driving like a maniac, like I do all the time. Like right now I'm passing Bonnie's house, and she's still owns it.

You can tell because I don't know, there's something about the air about it that you can tell that she's still there. or still owns it. She hasn't been able to figure it out because she's so lost in space. Well, everybody gets arrogant and thinks they know everything and nobody trusts anybody anymore. There's no truth, there's no confidence, there's no commitment. You know, people want to control, control, control, and it's about Jesus controlling. And allowing Jesus to control. Okay, I’m shifting into, that is so cool, because I recognized that your spirit was coming into me. And that's part of why I need to allow your love to flow. And that's what the radio does for me, because I hear the music and the music is so strong. It goes right through my bones because that's what she's all things You can can do all things are Oh, I love you, Jesus. Of course. I can only do all things with you, and that's why my life is so incredible, because I let you take over all the time. So that's what this talking out loud is about is recognizing that I can understand that different voices. And if I'm connected to my ancestors and my mom and different saints, they say, Michael, how you doing out there? You're spinning that sword and shield, aren't you?

What' you don't feel safe on Brighthouse? 

Come on, come on, spin it faster. spin it fast! Oh, wow, you clipped that one.

 Oh, that's funny. 

No, I just, I couldn't help it. I know you didn't clip it. I know I exaggerated again. This was so funny because I'm cruising along and I saw one of my palm branches that I always pick up in the morning for my mangroves. And it was a Palm branches that are laying on the ground that I always pick up. And I was like, oh, spinning sword and his shield. He caught the palm branch because, I mean,

that's what happens with mysticism, it is when you call in the spirits, they take more authority and that more authority is so important because you allow it to speak through you, and you can allow it to talk and you can share that divinity with other people because now you understand how it works. And the truth is that Holy Spirit is always there all the time with everybody, and it's the different spirits that they don't understand. They think their consciousness is actually their own. And it's a million different voices all time, all day long. And sometimes it's the same voice and sometimes it's a million different voices, and it's so bizarre because nobody has a clue. They're just totally lost in space, and you recognize this, and you talk to who you need, like you found another counselor yesterday that you need to reach out to because you saw his name and saw what he does and you can write him a note and tell him that this is the experience of God and you want to explore it with him and do research on it. 

Holy shit. That's incredible. I didn't even think of that. Oh, my God, okay, so so what happened there? I noticed that it shifted from a different voice to a different voice,

because that was you taking over instead of allowing us to keep talking. You leaned to recognized that when the spirit is coming through you. And you really ned to hold on to it, because every time something comes through to you, it is really a big, big effort on their part. For St. Michael to be here chopping ducks,

don't chop the ducks, please?

 No, they're baby ducks. Okay, so for you to say Saint Michael for him to come through here to you and have that experience of moving matter, it takes him away from everywhere else, because he could be everywhere all at once, but you take him away. To do something that strong and that focused, takes attention, takes practice, takes, you know, takes effort and for a saint to put effort into shifting something is so rare. Think about how many saints there are. Each one of them had one or two experiences of real Divinity!

That is so funny that I'm still biking and saying good morning to everybody because they all recognize me with my shaggy beard. And it's so funny because I've always looked at that house, and now it's gone. I should have taken the water purifier. I wonder if he's pulled it out yet, because once they start, because the demolition, then it's theirs, and I can get in there if I want to. Oh, that is so funny. I didn't even think about that. But I guess I got my truck, so guess where I'm going after after my experience here with church. So I'm going all the way to the garden because I got plants and tools and stuff in the back again. And so now I interrupted the spirit that was talking to me. So I want to talk to my mom. Hey Mom, what are you doing? Oh, what?

See that shifting to your mom, that's being selfish. You need to recognize that when a spirit is connected with you, you need to honor that spirit as much as you can and allow it to continue and share what it needs to share. And your mom is busy. You got children, remember? 

Oh, that's so funny. So, so thank you, Lord Jesus. I love you. Thank you, Lord Jesus. I love you. Thank you, St. Joseph. I love you. Thank you. St. Mary, I love you. Thank you, Lord Jesus. I love you. Thank you, St. Mary. I love you. Thank you, Lord Jesus. I love you. Thank you, Mary. I love you. Thank you, so, Jesus. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. Love you, Lord, Jesus. Thank you, Lord, Jesus. Thankular Lord Jesus. I love you, Lord, Jesus. Thank you, Lord, Jesus. I Love you though Jesus. Thank you, Lord, Jesus. I love you know Jesus. Take Jesus. Jesus, sick. Praise you, Lord Jesus. I praise you, Lord Jesus. Thank you. St. Mary. Thank you. St. Joseph. I love you, St. Joseph. I love you, St. Mary. And praise you, Lord Jesus. I praise you, Lord Jesus. I love you, Lord Jesus. So I'm almost at church now and I've been talking to my phone for 10 minutes and I guess I've got to build the transcript and put it on my blog today. So that's a today thing, and I've got to figure out when you've spoken when I spoke and separate that. Oh, shit. Why did you do that to me? Do you want me to put names on it?

Because say, Michael came through, because you asked for St. Michael. 

And you want me to, oh, Jesus, please. I can do anything you want me to, Jesus, You know that, but it's the more you give me to do, the harder it is for me to do anything, because I get lost. I do, you know?

 It's the fluoride. 

Is that what it is? “Morning. . . “ Oh, it's so funny. Yeah, see, people are walking in the church already. There's one or two people that get here early like me, and it's all good. Jesus. It's all good, it's all good. Now I go back to the garden in the back. Crying through the So now I've got a do my. I got to restore everything on my nonprofit again and I got to start doing volunteer work again and I got to start it all right now because. I'm not going anywhere. Okay, so I' selling my business and building it over again. So I'm going to buy a new house somewhere and do exactly the same thing?

Yeah, because that's not going to stay there. That's going to move. That's part of your program. It's moving yourself around and recognizing that you can go anywhere, and that's what Jesus wants you to do. He wants you to go everywhere. You have so much love to share, and it's just beautiful to be able to share who you are, and that's part of the challenge that you're up against is recognizing that It's about sharing who you are . . . . And that's why you're here. That's why you're doing this, cause you're the only one that can do it. And it's got to get done. And you have that responsibility, and you understand what it is. You just got to stay in it. It's not gonna be easy, but it's part of your responsibility, because it's the love of Jesus, that you carry. It's to be able to share the synchronicity, at so many different levels that people have no consciousness of. You that is it. 

So, I got to get to all the people in church. That was, uh, the new music guy that just pulled in.

What about this experience was really strong for you?.

I totally understand why you always ask me to record things. I could really feel the different vibrations and get the sense or attitude of each spirt that came to me. It wasn't just my own feelings but also what I heard and felt with each word. I'm not really sure if I was close on what I said up there vs. what Spirit or who is next speaking to me, and I really did experience the distinction in each phrase.

What is next for you now? 

I guess I need to be more careful and jump when I need to record something. I also noticed how much came to me when I was taking it more serious. It always feels a little weird!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What else happened today.

It was Proverbs 8:27-31 

"When the Lord established the heavens I was there,

when he marked out the vault over the face of the deep;
when he made firm the skies above,
when he fixed fast the foundations of the earth;
when he set for the sea its limit,
so that the waters should not transgress his command;
then was I beside him as his craftsman,
and I was his delight day by day,
playing before him all the while,
playing on the surface of his earth;
and I found delight in the human race."

What resonated here for you? 

I guess it was the delight of sharing with God during creation and then also living in earth to play in this wonderful creation. . .

What’s the big deal?? 

It’s how this was described that made me feel it was my own story. I realize that everything I experience and feel n ow is about reminding me about who I am and what is before me.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.