It’s Love itself, coming in to me from all directions.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!!

We have really given you a lot, and essentially asked for a lot more!

. . . . I know. But I guess what is significant is that this is really nothing new. What is new for me is recognizing how much more engaged YOU ARE.

Yes, I know that is really nothing new either. What's new here is my understanding of this. I know there really is a lot going on, and a lot more is coming. And I guess I've always known it was about You, and about how You are ready to return home.

What if the return home is really something that you have seen already too. You have seen the lightning shifting matter to energy and then back again from energy to matter. This transition has been obvious to you. So what if this were the plan for moving forward. Can you see or imagine the time and space where . . . . . You personally are able to create these changes. 

I know You have said or suggested this before. And my own ability is intimidating enough already, but to create the space and time for this, implies to me that many people will be able to do this, not just me. People shifting energy to matter just feels like You are asking for trouble. You have made it clear to me about my own abilities to feel and experience things beyond the Mysteries of Creation. And now you want to leapfrog from here to another level much beyond us.

What you have been asking is about Our returning to the place of love and sharing with you as our people, as our family, as our cohabitation for our experience together. What if this really requires some significant changes in the energy and matter configuration you have become accustomed to?

It’s all good. I know that whatever is required next is something we are preparing for now. I recognize how major shifts bring so much change and growth everywhere for everyone. That is simply part of this experience. And we always have to grow and change to simply be engaged in this experience itself.

What if there was really a lot more here that was essentially waiting for you. Like your experience with the wings and chestbone, are only the beginning, where you need to master these experiences into a higher level. Once these mysteries are mastered then you will have another more powerful experience to master.

I guess this sounds like standard procedure. Like those who have much given, much is expected. So similarly, I have been able to do more and more here again at a church event: FAST: Faith and Action for Strength Together. We have thirtytwo people from our church here . . . 21st year this FAST organization has been together here working for Justice. As I wrote this from something Fr. Curtis said, as he is one of the leaders here.

I brought my iPad thinking I would have the time to work again. I have it again now meeting Tim for breakfast at Trip’s. Yes I got a message from John who moved into Winter Park and was looking for Tim’s phone number. I shared what I had, and asked that he share whatever he finds. Later that afternoon John sent me his reply from Tim who I called Immediately.

Yes Immediately! Funny he spoke about us meeting in 1999 in North Carolina. WOW, what Memories! I was actually trying to send Dick my SEEL work, and decided to copy it to Tim. I mean Tim and John were there in one of the strongest experiences I ever had. Ok maybe just the strongest experience that I could understand and see with another person sharing their experiences.  I mean, most experiences were never discussed or disclosed to me. Like Kim’s story of the new roof that she shared over lunch with Chris and Claudia. That made my head spin, since I never knew what happened or why. 

Sitting with Tim this morning talking about this at Trip’s Diner was just a big blessing. He told me how he and the others who witnessed things in NC had all gone to the Baltimore Hotel after the conference and discussed how they had all received this message from God.  It was a challenge for them, as they had all witnessed the message, and all knew it was for them. But then were challenged to understand why. Like what was it all about and what for?

I told him now, that it is important to see how we have been brought together now to understand and experience something more. That the mystical experience, that I am and We witness, is something that is coming through to us more than ever. I mean it is very clear to me that I’m getting prepared for something more. And now this moment as I type this sitting at a table outside the diner writing these words on the new iPad keyboard I was filled with goosebumps. 

Yes I went back to use one of the new iPads. I gave Zach the new one with the cracked screen. And my usual iPad has the Otterbox falling apart now, so I figured it was time to use this new one instead. Wow, easy peasy. 

Yes I had made a copy of my ”why statement” here again to edit, pray, and think about during the FAST meeting last night, and I realize I haven't done anything more with it.

WHY: TO BE Implementing integrity through being and experience which is shared openly for the Glory of God.

Yes I Am back here again with my pen and iPad at home on my bed now, my first words to Tim at breakfast was how remarkable it was to have this time with him again, after twenty something years. I admitted how what I had just written and shared with my spiritual director was really on the side of mysticism. Course, he said that was really where he had always seen me, so it was nothing new to him. I really never understood or realized how much I impacted him directly.  And he was perplexed how I got from mysticism to Catholic. . . Seeing these as polar opposites!

What you found now was Scott who you introduced Tim to and literally started his business and his new life. 

I know it's always so much more and so powerful to experience and understand and I realize how much is really happening here. I was assaulted again tonight as I was doing the 40 Days of life protest against abortion. Some looney-tune drove up yelling at as, and I recorded him on video and sent it to the sponsor who reported it to the police. Yes so I did another police report.

Whatelse happened?

I got a notice from SPS about them following SPS rules, but really not doing anything as required with the Covid Forebearance. So I think I will report this to the state attorney!

What Jesus wants me to do right now, is Share how much he loves me! Jesus loves me so much, that he gives me everything I could ever imagine.  Because He loves it all…. so if i love him, it all comes to me, whether I’m ready for it or not.'red,red,red,’ 

Back to black. . . . I can share this moment with you because I love you so much. Please dearest Lord Jesus, fill my thoughts, words, and deeds with your Spirit so that all I share is from you for the glory of father son Holy Ghost. 

Save you Jesus . . . Jesus

Sharing the love of jesus, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What you need to do is reread Week of Prayer #15: The Call of Christ Jesus Our King, yes now and get your higlighter

The kingdom of God is the central experience in all the biblical traditions, with many layers of meaning to express God’s World Dream for us to live only in the Love and LIFE OF JESUS CHRIST through the HOLY SPIRIT! 

WOW, 

WOW, I know there is so much to this. Jesus woke me up before midnight. Then again after 2am.He told me to imagine this was my last time to talk to Dick and warn humanity. If this was my last day, what would I need to share. And I jumped up and went down stairs. Put a cup up, and pressed the on button on the coffee espresso maker, and went outside to pee. I watered a plant, came inside to hit the double brew button.

When I got back upstairs I grabbed my tripod and set my iPhone on it. Turned it on and started my day: BACK IN BED!

Yes I set up the camera in the bathroom pointing into my space. Then climbed back in bed to REPEAT MYSELF!  Yes I littering curled up with my pillows, snored, and then jumped up with the leg cramp. I made my bed, did my exercises, can down stairs, made the fruit bowl, and started my work on this blog.

If my life is this constant conversation with God. . . The more I write, and share the better.  Especially if it’s time for me to go. . . Forgiveness, it’s the same-old-same old. . . My ego my pride, all thrown into the fire, so I can be the Survivor. .  .

Wow, the Lords Prayer came on after this song. . . It’s weird as I’ve heard McDonalds commercials on the JoyFM too much so I’m on spiritFM now. . . Which is awesome to have the Mass there three times a day. And again I realize and see the Love and Divinity of Jesus Flowing through my whole world. 

Everything i experience is in the Love of Jesus!

We have always been here with you, as this experience you share is all we have in your fuller meaning and authentic joy sharing and ALLOWING your deepest and truest Desires to FLOW FREELY!

I just FLASHED into another place where I was building new systems and new designs. It was remarkable as I know how it will all work, since everything is in God and everything is connected. The guy with the Tree Farm getting the Olive Trees for the church can help me redesign the seawalls to move people and change everything in our society and culture by removing the cars, over night.  .  !

What you saw was a lot more than that. It was people communicating at a higher level, using all the technologies, and not hiding from each others. The secrets and hidden details impact everyone. When you are completely in Truth, Love flows with ease. When people hide, and possess in greed or insecurity they hurt everyone.

I just sent this to everyone. I realize that all the technology is connected already. And humanity just doesn’t know or understand yet. We are the only life, where every detail we share expands and grows everything for everyone. 

We allow as much as we can, and learn and grow to share more. So this mystical experience i have is helping everyone around me. The more I step into and do, the better it is for everyone, so each may have part with me in victory just as each has shared in the toil, as we in integrity fight injustice, as we labor for the oppressed and help the marginalized to step-up. . . As we strive for the best of us in greater service and generosity. . . We labor with Christ Jesus as our companion as His Yoke is comfortable and the burden light!

I’m really so excited to see so much come together before me. Each moment I see and experience so much more than I could really understand. It is really so strong and clear to me. Lol, listening to Mike Smidt on SpiritFM now. . . Talking about all Loving, Completely Good God, where all Creation is Good! 

What about this next phrase you are reading?

I get it. WHAT CHRIST CALL do i need to respond to? It’s Love itself, coming in to me from all directions. Seven Story Mountain by Thomas Merton - The Interior Castle by Teresa of Avila Discernment & Detachment - Dick. . . God’s Voice Within by Mark Thilbodeaux SJ.

I know it is all exactly where it needs to be. I know we are all moving closer to Jesus! I am so very grateful and humbled to be in this space and time to bring this forward.  It is really incredible as I step into more and more every moment.  And I realize it is all exactly where it needs to be and I am in the right place at the right time to do exactly whatever is needed for me to do. And beyond all this I don't need to understand anything but only need to trust and continue to more forward.  It really seems kinda weird sometimes, but I know it has always been sots weird any mysterious anyway.

And that's ok. I've been blessed all my life anyway, why would this moment be any different. And clearly I am always prepared for every task before me. And the challenges and conflicts I encounter, are always orchastrated exactly as needed. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to follow and learn all I need to do today for the glory of Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Amen.

and I know what I need to do

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!  I knew you would do this to me . . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, 

What do you expect, we were not going to let you run and hide again.

I . . Know, Now again I've spent my morning in exercises and meditations. I wrote up a lease for my new tenant and he wont have any cash until month end. He is busy working outside and sorta helps and hurts. When I came in with my signed lease agreement and no cash. I was literally crying, I don't want to eat, I don't want to work. I JUST DO NOT want to struggle anymore. I started grading papers this morning and discovered that I have only 4 days to be all done with this course.

How can I possibly get it all the done.

Yes tired and frustrated. . . . It’s stressful to see holes and problems that I can not address or find any resolution for.

I have started my next string of tasks and I know what I need to do, but struggle. I get annoyed and worried about tasks that don't fit. I need to do things and stumble and stumble. I want to cry out for help again Jesus. I pray for your help and guidance in getting everything done.

Yes, I feel totally lost today, I've only a week to get same model results and I still really have no clue...

We have always been with you and always pull you through these things that scare you. It’s a mystery how things happen and what you find before you. You have never really understood how things happen, but always trust and step into things so readily. You are ready you can do this all, no worries.

I get it, and felt so grateful today as lunch came up and Jim invited me to Mass, and then Bill checked in on me just as I sat next to Jim at St Anthony’s.  I told Jim how I witnessed the direct blessings of having such strong brotherly love and support show up completely randomly as I needed it more than ever.

What a wonderful experience for you to share with your peers.  Your witnessing of the power and presence of God in your day was joyfully accepted and understood. This wonderment you share is a joy for all.

I . . Get it, so I just wrote Todd and copied Keven, Jim, Mike, and Brian, about the wonderful experience I had with the Exodus Fraternity this morning. I realized how these guys were all deep in the same catholic studies. So I thought to share all the books and such that I’ve built online already.  And of course then I added another few pages to My SEEL work online which has been really interesting as well.

What you are learning is pulling all these different aspects together into a more powerful and coherent expression of yourself. You haven’t had community before, to step into this place of love and sharing what you have is a great blessing for all.  You have always been able to do, share, and step-into places that others would never consider or understand. Getting beyond the culture and the machine has been your operand. You are doing it more from the inside instead of fighting from the outside.

Is this what you are seeking when we speak about the next 50 years for me. It’s making more sense all the time as I see the different pieces coming together. I still get confused and struggle whenever I have no clue what I’m doing or why. I seem to get more clarity with each day of trusting my experiences, and stepping into whatever is before me. I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What is really happening here is you are recognizing and learning about who you are and why you came here.  You have always known you were on a “mission” and always knew you were protected and guided, because somehow you couldn’t escape your task since no one else could do it for you. You had committed to BE and DO and have spent your whole life preparing for this. And yes, you are getting closer and closer every day.

I know, it’s kinda interesting how you said this now. I’ve been getting so very strong into so many different things. I really noticed how each day that I follow the guidance more closely, the stronger a clearer the events get in my life. Things have been really remarkable how things just come together and happen. It’s really just a wonder to see and witness what this life is bringing to me.

What you wrote and published now needs to be carried forward:

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to fill my life with Your Holy Spirit to carry me forward to Achieve all that I need to complete for YOUR GLORY. . . . Amen.

following more of the beauty and love of God

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

You have been is faithful with what you are given, so you will be given so much more to understand. . . When YOU TREASURE the WORD of God in YOUR LIFE, all else comes with ease. As the days are lengthened to meet the Life of God, filled with this Joy

“Do not let kindness and truth leave you; Bind them around your neck, Write them on the tablet of your heart. Honor the Lord from your wealth, And from the first of all your produce;”‭‭ Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭3‬, ‭9‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/pro.3.9.NASB2020

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart And do not lean on your own understanding.”  ‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭5‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/pro.3.5.NASB2020 

I am here for you Jesus. I know that it’s always all about you. It’s about a long and happy life filled with the Fruit of Gods Word! I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Proverbs 3, two verses are critical. KEEP KINDNESS AND TRUTH!!!!

“In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; Fear the Lord and turn away from evil.”

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭6‬-‭7‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬

Discernment is Choosing Love over Fear! 

Evangelism by attraction vs promotion is really about sharing more love.

Function out of love, not fear, attracts interest where it is easy to share.

An answer without a question is seen as manipulation 

Make a friend, be a friend, bring a friend to Christ. => faith, trust & mystery begins with asking about their lives. What was great for you this week?

Saint Ignatius of Loyola's step-by-step process for discernment of spirits is based on his 

Spiritual Exercises. He provides different rules for those in different spiritual states. The fundamental process involves three steps: Become Aware, Understand, and Take Action.

Discern LOVE next

Step 1: Become aware
The first step is to recognize and pay attention to the "motions of the soul," which are your interior movements, including thoughts, emotions, desires, feelings, and inclinations. This is an exercise in prayerful self-awareness. Ignatius suggests practices such as the daily Examen to help you review your day and notice these inner stirrings. 

Step 2: Understand and reflect
Once you are aware of these interior motions, you must analyze them to understand their origin. The crucial aspect of Ignatian discernment for those growing in holiness is distinguishing between two primary states of the soul: 

• Spiritual consolation: This is a movement of the soul that increases faith, hope, and charity. It brings a sense of peace, courage, and closeness to God. It can also include tears of compassion or an increase in spiritual fervor.
• Spiritual desolation: This is the opposite of consolation. It is a movement that brings darkness, anxiety, sadness, and discouragement. It can also lead to a lack of faith, hope, and love, and a feeling of separation from God.

Ignatius taught that these different movements come from different sources: 

• The good spirit (God) uses consolation to encourage and strengthen those who are striving to serve God.
• The evil spirit (the enemy of human nature) uses desolation to put up obstacles, create confusion, and discourage the person from moving forward in their spiritual life.
  
  
  

Step 3: Take action
Based on your understanding of the movements, you must take the appropriate action: 

• Accept and live according to what is from the good spirit. Embrace the feelings of peace, courage, and love that come from God.
• Reject and remove what is not of God. When experiencing spiritual desolation, resist the temptations that arise from it. Do not make any major decisions while in a state of desolation. Instead, persevere in prayer and spiritual practices.  RENOUNCE satan IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST and COMMAND THE spirit of satan TO LEAVE IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!

Important considerations for those growing in holiness:Ignatius developed additional rules specifically for those who are actively working to overcome sin and grow closer to God. For these individuals, the good and evil spirits operate in a different manner than they do for those moving away from God: 

• How the evil spirit works: The evil spirit will attempt to sow doubt, anxiety, and discouragement. It might remind you of past sins or point out imperfections to cause you to lose hope and quit trying. The evil spirit's temptations can also be disguised as something good and subtle, leading you to compromise your commitment to holiness.
• How the good spirit works: The good spirit will bring courage, strength, and consolation. It will affirm your efforts and help you to persist in your good works, removing obstacles and giving you quiet and peace.

Summary of the process for those growing in holiness

1. Become attentive: Notice the interior movements within your soul.
2. Characterize the movement: Does it feel like consolation (peace, joy, growth in faith) or desolation (anxiety, sadness, discouragement)?
3. Identify the source: If it's consolation, assume it is from the good spirit. If it's desolation, be on guard against the evil spirit's temptations.
4. Respond appropriately: Welcome consolation and use it to strengthen your resolve. Resist desolation, and do not make decisions based on it.
5. Seek counsel: If still in doubt, Ignatius advises seeking the wisdom of a spiritual director or wise counselor.

What you have felt now in this is very important please write specifically about this feeling above. Chapter 14, adolescent 151, storing up Gratitude, Dry Spells, and Dessert 

Experiences….

GRATITUDE We all want to be Happy? Be Grateful.Br. David Steindl-Rast, OSB, NY Monk in 90s, review week five, principals and foundation: WHY STATEMENT, Lexio Divinia, divine reading, read slow, deliberately, words of phrase that sparkles. Spark of God… Divine Listening….

These Experiences…. That You are engaged with, opens more for you all the time. . . . You see so much clarity and focus all the time. And again, you are getting the support and guidance that you need to step into a new higher place. Each new insight, realization, and understanding shifts your whole world and your experience into a higher level. Yes, you have seen this before and understand how much your responsibility shifts and grows. Now as you grow, learn, and share more this increased understanding and respect for your own personal place and responsibility shifts before you. You are finding more ease and comfort as you progress and grow into these activities that you really delight in. 

I know and see so much GRATITUDE. I try to love and share my own kindness and joy around me all the time. Each new experience I have is about sharing the love and joy I have with You, and all that comes is new creative and inspiring opportunities. I really have been trying to accept BEING twelve again and having that young ambitious attitude to stepout and do more all the time. I'm learning to trust more and step more freely into events and opportunities. Each day I'm speaking more with Jesus, my saints and guardians, and each day I'm doing and following more of the

beauty and love of God. I know it is really about trust and acceptance, knowing I have the Grace and support of Jesus to act and step more clearly and consciously into all the experiences and opportunities set before me.

Yes your experiences…. All are about your love and power in Christ Jesus. Each day you allow your love to grow and evolve before you. Fearlessly you share and understand more that is before you and each day we send you new and exciting opportunities for you to enjoy and

 share in the Joy and the love that you are graced with! 

GRATITUDE: Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to step into more each day…

Experiences…. Really include all the challenges you have before you. Again you are always pressed to do so much more and really have no bearing or understanding as to what is really happening or where it is all going. Trying to be twelve and stay in joy as you bike and listen to us is really wonderful, but it is not clear to where it's going. You get a feeling about school and so much more but still have some serious gaps in your understanding 

GRATITUDE means that have faith and trust that all things will come around and be the best for everyone...