It’s Love itself, coming in to me from all directions.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!!

We have really given you a lot, and essentially asked for a lot more!

. . . . I know. But I guess what is significant is that this is really nothing new. What is new for me is recognizing how much more engaged YOU ARE.

Yes, I know that is really nothing new either. What's new here is my understanding of this. I know there really is a lot going on, and a lot more is coming. And I guess I've always known it was about You, and about how You are ready to return home.

What if the return home is really something that you have seen already too. You have seen the lightning shifting matter to energy and then back again from energy to matter. This transition has been obvious to you. So what if this were the plan for moving forward. Can you see or imagine the time and space where . . . . . You personally are able to create these changes. 

I know You have said or suggested this before. And my own ability is intimidating enough already, but to create the space and time for this, implies to me that many people will be able to do this, not just me. People shifting energy to matter just feels like You are asking for trouble. You have made it clear to me about my own abilities to feel and experience things beyond the Mysteries of Creation. And now you want to leapfrog from here to another level much beyond us.

What you have been asking is about Our returning to the place of love and sharing with you as our people, as our family, as our cohabitation for our experience together. What if this really requires some significant changes in the energy and matter configuration you have become accustomed to?

It’s all good. I know that whatever is required next is something we are preparing for now. I recognize how major shifts bring so much change and growth everywhere for everyone. That is simply part of this experience. And we always have to grow and change to simply be engaged in this experience itself.

What if there was really a lot more here that was essentially waiting for you. Like your experience with the wings and chestbone, are only the beginning, where you need to master these experiences into a higher level. Once these mysteries are mastered then you will have another more powerful experience to master.

I guess this sounds like standard procedure. Like those who have much given, much is expected. So similarly, I have been able to do more and more here again at a church event: FAST: Faith and Action for Strength Together. We have thirtytwo people from our church here . . . 21st year this FAST organization has been together here working for Justice. As I wrote this from something Fr. Curtis said, as he is one of the leaders here.

I brought my iPad thinking I would have the time to work again. I have it again now meeting Tim for breakfast at Trip’s. Yes I got a message from John who moved into Winter Park and was looking for Tim’s phone number. I shared what I had, and asked that he share whatever he finds. Later that afternoon John sent me his reply from Tim who I called Immediately.

Yes Immediately! Funny he spoke about us meeting in 1999 in North Carolina. WOW, what Memories! I was actually trying to send Dick my SEEL work, and decided to copy it to Tim. I mean Tim and John were there in one of the strongest experiences I ever had. Ok maybe just the strongest experience that I could understand and see with another person sharing their experiences.  I mean, most experiences were never discussed or disclosed to me. Like Kim’s story of the new roof that she shared over lunch with Chris and Claudia. That made my head spin, since I never knew what happened or why. 

Sitting with Tim this morning talking about this at Trip’s Diner was just a big blessing. He told me how he and the others who witnessed things in NC had all gone to the Baltimore Hotel after the conference and discussed how they had all received this message from God.  It was a challenge for them, as they had all witnessed the message, and all knew it was for them. But then were challenged to understand why. Like what was it all about and what for?

I told him now, that it is important to see how we have been brought together now to understand and experience something more. That the mystical experience, that I am and We witness, is something that is coming through to us more than ever. I mean it is very clear to me that I’m getting prepared for something more. And now this moment as I type this sitting at a table outside the diner writing these words on the new iPad keyboard I was filled with goosebumps. 

Yes I went back to use one of the new iPads. I gave Zach the new one with the cracked screen. And my usual iPad has the Otterbox falling apart now, so I figured it was time to use this new one instead. Wow, easy peasy. 

Yes I had made a copy of my ”why statement” here again to edit, pray, and think about during the FAST meeting last night, and I realize I haven't done anything more with it.

WHY: TO BE Implementing integrity through being and experience which is shared openly for the Glory of God.

Yes I Am back here again with my pen and iPad at home on my bed now, my first words to Tim at breakfast was how remarkable it was to have this time with him again, after twenty something years. I admitted how what I had just written and shared with my spiritual director was really on the side of mysticism. Course, he said that was really where he had always seen me, so it was nothing new to him. I really never understood or realized how much I impacted him directly.  And he was perplexed how I got from mysticism to Catholic. . . Seeing these as polar opposites!

What you found now was Scott who you introduced Tim to and literally started his business and his new life. 

I know it's always so much more and so powerful to experience and understand and I realize how much is really happening here. I was assaulted again tonight as I was doing the 40 Days of life protest against abortion. Some looney-tune drove up yelling at as, and I recorded him on video and sent it to the sponsor who reported it to the police. Yes so I did another police report.

Whatelse happened?

I got a notice from SPS about them following SPS rules, but really not doing anything as required with the Covid Forebearance. So I think I will report this to the state attorney!

What Jesus wants me to do right now, is Share how much he loves me! Jesus loves me so much, that he gives me everything I could ever imagine.  Because He loves it all…. so if i love him, it all comes to me, whether I’m ready for it or not.'red,red,red,’ 

Back to black. . . . I can share this moment with you because I love you so much. Please dearest Lord Jesus, fill my thoughts, words, and deeds with your Spirit so that all I share is from you for the glory of father son Holy Ghost. 

Save you Jesus . . . Jesus

Sharing the love of jesus, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What you need to do is reread Week of Prayer #15: The Call of Christ Jesus Our King, yes now and get your higlighter

The kingdom of God is the central experience in all the biblical traditions, with many layers of meaning to express God’s World Dream for us to live only in the Love and LIFE OF JESUS CHRIST through the HOLY SPIRIT! 

WOW, 

WOW, I know there is so much to this. Jesus woke me up before midnight. Then again after 2am.He told me to imagine this was my last time to talk to Dick and warn humanity. If this was my last day, what would I need to share. And I jumped up and went down stairs. Put a cup up, and pressed the on button on the coffee espresso maker, and went outside to pee. I watered a plant, came inside to hit the double brew button.

When I got back upstairs I grabbed my tripod and set my iPhone on it. Turned it on and started my day: BACK IN BED!

Yes I set up the camera in the bathroom pointing into my space. Then climbed back in bed to REPEAT MYSELF!  Yes I littering curled up with my pillows, snored, and then jumped up with the leg cramp. I made my bed, did my exercises, can down stairs, made the fruit bowl, and started my work on this blog.

If my life is this constant conversation with God. . . The more I write, and share the better.  Especially if it’s time for me to go. . . Forgiveness, it’s the same-old-same old. . . My ego my pride, all thrown into the fire, so I can be the Survivor. .  .

Wow, the Lords Prayer came on after this song. . . It’s weird as I’ve heard McDonalds commercials on the JoyFM too much so I’m on spiritFM now. . . Which is awesome to have the Mass there three times a day. And again I realize and see the Love and Divinity of Jesus Flowing through my whole world. 

Everything i experience is in the Love of Jesus!

We have always been here with you, as this experience you share is all we have in your fuller meaning and authentic joy sharing and ALLOWING your deepest and truest Desires to FLOW FREELY!

I just FLASHED into another place where I was building new systems and new designs. It was remarkable as I know how it will all work, since everything is in God and everything is connected. The guy with the Tree Farm getting the Olive Trees for the church can help me redesign the seawalls to move people and change everything in our society and culture by removing the cars, over night.  .  !

What you saw was a lot more than that. It was people communicating at a higher level, using all the technologies, and not hiding from each others. The secrets and hidden details impact everyone. When you are completely in Truth, Love flows with ease. When people hide, and possess in greed or insecurity they hurt everyone.

I just sent this to everyone. I realize that all the technology is connected already. And humanity just doesn’t know or understand yet. We are the only life, where every detail we share expands and grows everything for everyone. 

We allow as much as we can, and learn and grow to share more. So this mystical experience i have is helping everyone around me. The more I step into and do, the better it is for everyone, so each may have part with me in victory just as each has shared in the toil, as we in integrity fight injustice, as we labor for the oppressed and help the marginalized to step-up. . . As we strive for the best of us in greater service and generosity. . . We labor with Christ Jesus as our companion as His Yoke is comfortable and the burden light!

I’m really so excited to see so much come together before me. Each moment I see and experience so much more than I could really understand. It is really so strong and clear to me. Lol, listening to Mike Smidt on SpiritFM now. . . Talking about all Loving, Completely Good God, where all Creation is Good! 

What about this next phrase you are reading?

I get it. WHAT CHRIST CALL do i need to respond to? It’s Love itself, coming in to me from all directions. Seven Story Mountain by Thomas Merton - The Interior Castle by Teresa of Avila Discernment & Detachment - Dick. . . God’s Voice Within by Mark Thilbodeaux SJ.

I know it is all exactly where it needs to be. I know we are all moving closer to Jesus! I am so very grateful and humbled to be in this space and time to bring this forward.  It is really incredible as I step into more and more every moment.  And I realize it is all exactly where it needs to be and I am in the right place at the right time to do exactly whatever is needed for me to do. And beyond all this I don't need to understand anything but only need to trust and continue to more forward.  It really seems kinda weird sometimes, but I know it has always been sots weird any mysterious anyway.

And that's ok. I've been blessed all my life anyway, why would this moment be any different. And clearly I am always prepared for every task before me. And the challenges and conflicts I encounter, are always orchastrated exactly as needed. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to follow and learn all I need to do today for the glory of Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Amen.