courses I have before me are so much in tune

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What has happened here again is that you have come full circle with everything in your life. As you see in other areas of your life, this experience of writing, is more clear and powerful with every new word. You have more tools to share this work and more ease than ever before. And again, you must stop and recognize you have exactly what you asked for. And again you must slow down and take each step slowly and carefully.

I am truly back with Your Word!

We have told you again and again about this. And now you are ready to take this more seriously, slowly and carefully, stop trying to rush everything, stay slow and steady!

I understand how important it is now, more than ever, to share more of your Word! It really gets stronger and more focused all the time as I see each word shifting before my eyes.

We have been telling you over and over again. And still you try to rush through things with no thought and no prayer. You have learned about the power and focus you can access and wield with careful conscious prayers and the triple colloquy..You have even come to recognize the mystical power and dynamics of your past experiences. Clearly you have really been able to step beyond all limitations and beyond the fears and struggles that keep people trapped all the time.  And now you are leveling  up this vibration to teach more people to grow and share in this love. 

I know this Word with you is really awesome. I have been trying to accept and step into all that is before me. Like these new classes I need to prepare for January. I was struggling to review and listen to all the BS the previous instructor put into the videos for each week. Suddenly I took the video transcripts and put them into the ChatGPT and asked for the key points required for the class. I mean 45 minutes of gossip about jobs and cats was too hard to review and understand. Wow a clear specific summary was very fast and easy to read and understand to replace the lectures. 

Yes, using these AI apps to edit and revise my work is really the latest toy I have. Update and clarify this letter and it removes my sarcasm and makes my letters more professional and focused. That’s the AI assistant I really have needed all my life. To avoid sending emails that are rude and strong, and clarify my blogs with all the details that I skip!

What we said applies here too. You have asked for this, and it has all come together very clearly and focused for you. Once again, slow and steady, where your focused attention and careful prayer will reveal all these tools and opportunities before you. Yes, the regular exercises and bicycle rides are necessary. You have spent several years learning about how important it is for you to maintain a regular routine and process in you days. Again having time to read, write, study and prayer all adds up to a healthy sound life and experience. 

Wow, I have Your Word here again, so strong and focused! I am so grateful.

What happened today was very important as you listened, to sit in public and write the deeper truths that you knew and felt!

Yes, I sat and shared your Word trying to write in my book.  It was really wicked powerful for me!

What happened was really significant. You were able to read the beginning of the older journal book that you had found (dated may 2025 above), where your prayers and writings were very clear and specific, asking for everything that you have now. Your prayers were so specific and detailed that you are stunned now to see them completly!

Yes, you returned to an old journal that you haven’t used in six months, only to find the prayers and guidance you were seeking in your struggles. Very clear and strong in the struggles, your prayers were filled with truth and sincerity. Now these readings are all revealed and fulfilled in the current moment you are in. You were even able to sit back and see how your first course completed for January, is more in tune and aligned with your actual passion and desires, than anything you could ever imagine . . . 

Just like, your powerful dreams this week. You have woken again and again just in time for Prayerline, only to recognize you were in a deep passion at another place and time. We share so much with you and you need to try to record your dreams and get whatever you can written down. 

I know it’s always about Your Word! I’m really a bit perplexed.  I mean totally dumbfounded to see and know how much things have shifted completely. The courses I have before me are so much in tune with everything I AM! 

What it really is changes so fast. Each moment a higher vibration, more power, more focus, faster, faster . . . It always works exactly as you need. Fearless, confident and ready are you with this clarity and comfort. Are you ready to do it all. Ready to step in stronger than ever before. And it's all here at your finger tips, doing exactly everything you could ever dream. . . TRUTH, clarity and action, it's all about the follow through. We have it all together at once full and clear to be easy as pie. Whatelse could you ask for? 

You need to post your Prayerline prayers with your current prayers, now here are all in bold, as you have used every time online now. And more important is getting people barefoot in The Spirit and seeing the flux trio corresponding to the 3 loops of light you always speak of, Heart, Tree and Earth!

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for Being with US now, as we know when two or more come together in Your Name, That you are with us. We are so grateful to share this time together WITH YOU! In this Word, I pray for Your love and healing to reach Emily & Brent; Chris & Claudia, Kevin & Kay, Dick & Sherri, Jim & Lora, Leslie & Larry, Todd & Marcy, Lisette & Frank; Mike & Jesse, Dan & Julie, Bill & Bonnie, Carol & Mary, Alex, Brandon, Andy, John, John, John, John, John.

Heavenly Father we ask you to stretch out Your hand of supernatural healing to touch all your children now. Jesus, had compassion and healed everyone who came to him, bringing them health and nourishment. You see exactly what is wrong, and nothing is hidden from you. Touch every area that needs healing. Give them ALL the wisdom and guidance they need to fulfill your passion in us. If there is any need for forgiveness of sin, we ask for that forgiveness. Father, we ask you to raise up your healing wings of protection to surround us, to keep US ALL safe and protected in your love and power. Command your angels concerning US so WE won’t even cast a foot against a stone. and 

Please dearest love lord Jesus fill us all with your word and action to fulfill Heaven on Earth for the glory of Father, Son and Holy Spirit In the name of Jesus Christ 

And Our Father, who art in heaven

Hallowed be thy name,

Thy Kingdon Come,

Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven,

Give us this day, our Daily Bread

and forgive us our trespasses 

as we Forgive those who trespass against us

and lead us not into temptation 

But deliver us from evil

For Thine is the Kingdom, the power and the Glory forever in the name of Jesus Christ we pray, amen.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

The triple colloquy

The triple colloquy, in which we speak about our sin or the sorrow we notice in the world, involves three movements.

First, I stand with our Mother Mary. I share with her whatever is on my heart. Maybe it is pain in my life, a sinful tendency that I cannot overcome, or suffering in another person. I speak to Mary openly, freely, and honestly. I listen for what she says to me.

Then, I imagine walking shoulder-to-shoulder with Mary to go and see her son, Jesus. I often imagine Mary carrying what I shared with her to her son as a way of symbolically turning over my heart. Together the three of us continue our heart-to-heart conversation, with me speaking honestly and openly to Jesus as I would a friend. I wait and listen to what he might offer me.

Finally, the three of us walk together to stand before God the Father. Often, Jesus is carrying what is in my heart now to God. I imagine God sitting on a throne surrounded by angels and saints, and Jesus, Mary, and I are standing before the throne. As I receive God’s gaze upon me, I share my heart with God. As I do, I pray these three questions:

What have I done for Christ?
What am I doing for Christ?
What ought I do for Christ?

Just as I did with Mary and Jesus, I share and then pause to listen, paying attention to what God says with the same attentiveness I would give a dear loved one. There is comfort in the colloquy as my heart meets their hearts. The love that surrounds me and the love I feel for them opens me to healing, to mercy, and to love. This openness and softening of my heart help me hear the call to action.

This gift of intimate conversation with Mary, with Jesus, and with God the Father is available to each one of us. How might this prayer tool help you in your relationship with God? Where is your heart seeking to meet the heart of Mary, of Jesus, or of God, and to hear the response? I invite you to listen for God in colloquy, in the intimate conversation of heart meeting heart today.

high school and asking for God’s Perspective

Ok I’ve been required to share this page out of my journal.

I’ve been told my journal is in another language. Let’s call this “Rafi-speak.” So Rafi-speak is an abbreviated version of a conversation with my guardian angels using symbols, lines and many missing words and mis-spellings that have developed through countless years on this blog. Thus, I’ve been asked to translate this blog Journal into a viable “Story,” that someone else could actually understand.  This is my task now in rewriting this journal entry into a viable story. I will use all that is provided and expand from there:

6:48:05am 6/22/2025.

I was attending The SGC Training Part 2. When Asil Tterb arrived to lead the class, we joyful greeted each other immediately. And again I asked her about videotaping her instructors. She said emphatically that the SGC corporation had strict rules against any video taping.  Of course, I randomly turned on my video and recorded us chatting a bit. And then showed it to her 6/18/2025 7:55am, when I recorded a 10 second random encounter.

Then I explained to Asil this private confidential recording can be a great asset for her to improve her classes and to lead her instructors to better and better programs for the kids. I made it very clear that all the recording would be given to her and no one else. Unless she wanted me to share or use otherwise. That it was really something I wanted to do to help her grow her classes and understand what her instructors were doing and how to improve everything.

After chatting a bit, she decided that I was right about it being a great help, but she didn’t want me recording anything of her again and only record the instructors who all heard and understood what we were doing and agreed.  So Asil, Ellehcim, and Eissej all agreed I could record them. No students and no one else. But only record the exact lessons provided by these instructors.

The very first recording of an Instructor was Eissej with a bible reading 6/18/25 0:07am.  There are over 50 video clips, everything from a really short, pop-up-clip to a 15 minute full lesson. When I wrote this 6:48:05am 6/22/2025 entry, it is obviously rushed and sloppy. So this translation is starting with saying how “Asil, Ellehcim, and Eissej asked me to videotape,“ so there was only one class left later in Saturday afternoon. Yes, record nothing private, but only these ladies and only what they wanted. No students and no one else. But only record the exact lessons provided by the instructors. Oh and of course (ie. no videos of Asil, while she came into Caverly Hall to tell me Eissej was starting the last lesson in the Atrium).

"But it decided that no one wants the videos and asked me to stop."

Time it’s interruption

• I brushed him off, essentially "ignoring him."
• As countless "narcissists" have told me to do or not do whatever all of my life . . 

So it went and told Asil.

• “Who said she stated” Eissej had started, and nothing else. . . Which it “translated:”
• into “Asil NEVER said to do video”

This means that it got loud and demanding claiming I had no permission to videotape in the Atrium. 

Of course, I’d already done dozens of video in the same room, the same space, with the exact same people.  The last thing I was going to do was ruin Eissej‘s final presentation with arguing with satan at this time. 

When it showed up with ego authorized by his “translation” above, he became strong and belligerent about me “NO VIDEO” . . . Which “freaked out Eissej,” seen here at left so I stopped and packed-up and went home immediately.

“Wow another person lost in the Matrix”

Was essentially my last comment about this craziness. I mean the narcissists who is always in control is convinced their view and knowledge is always correct. . . ie. lost in the Matrix, it is really the same psycho-drama I’ve witnessed and stood against all of my life.

As the voice crying in the dessert, I’ve always seen these “leaders” exploiting all the sheeple who want to stay “culturally Proper” and accepted in their community. Lol, I guess that’s why I’ve never been part of a community very long. I can always see the truth, I guess after my death in high school and asking for God’s Perspective sorta put me against the Matrix and the American Machine all my life. . . .lol. . . Oh yes, I’ve always beat the machine!  That’s my Job!

So Dan M, Jim C. and Lisette S. need to get this translation of my journal. 

Next, I will work on the translation of these other blog posts, in these two more links below. 

1. https://journal2mygod.blogspot.com/#:~:text=What%20happened%20today,behind%20me%20satan.%22
2. https://journals2mygod.blogspot.com/2025/09/fulfilling-all-that-men-and-family-are.html?m=1#:~:text=As%20crazy%20as,the%20children%E2%80%99s%20names.%C2%A0