Monday, December 08, 2025

high school and asking for God’s Perspective

Ok I’ve been required to share this page out of my journal.

I’ve been told my journal is in another language. Let’s call this “Rafi-speak.” So Rafi-speak is an abbreviated version of a conversation with my guardian angels using symbols, lines and many missing words and mis-spellings that have developed through this blog. Thus, I’ve been asked to translate this blog Journal into a viable “Story,” that someone else could actually understand.  This is my task now in rewriting this journal entry into a viable story. I will use all that is provided and expand from there:

6:48:05am 6/22/2025.
I was attending The SGC Training Part 2. When Asil Tterb arrived to lead the class, we joyful greeted each other immediately. And again I asked her about videotaping her instructors. She said emphatically that the SGC corporation had strict rules against any video taping.  Of course, I randomly turned on my video and recorded us chatting a bit. And then showed it to her 6/18/2025 7:55am, when I recorded a 10 second random encounter.

Then I explained to Asil this private confidential recording can be a great asset for her to improve her classes and to lead her instructors to better and better programs for the kids. I made it very clear that all the recording would be given to her and no one else. Unless she wanted me to share or use otherwise. That it was really something I wanted to do to help her grow her classes and understand what her instructors were doing and how to improve everything.

After chatting a bit, she decided that I was right about it being a great help, but she didn’t want me recording anything of her again and only record the instructors who all heard and understood what we were doing and agreed.  So Asil, Ellehcim, and Eissej all agreed I could record them. No students and no one else. But only record the exact lessons provided by the instructors.

The very first recording of an Instructor was Eissej with a bible reading 6/18/25 0:07am.  There are over 50 video clips, everything from a really short, pops-clip to a 15 minute full lesson. When I wrote this 6:48:05am 6/22/2025 entry, it is obviously rushed and sloppy. So this translation is starting with saying how “ Asil, Ellehcim, and Eissej asked me to videotape,“ so there was only one class left later in Saturday afternoon. Yes, record nothing private, but only these ladies and only what they wanted. No students and no one else. But only record the exact lessons provided by the instructors. Oh and of course (ie. no videos of Lisa, while she came into Caverly Hall to tell me Eissej was starting the last lesson in the Atrium).

“But it decided that no one wants the videos and asked me to stop.
Time it’s interruption

  • I brushed him off, essentially “ignoring him.”
  • As countless “narcissists” have told me to do or not do whatever
So it went and told Asil.
  • “Who said she stated” Eissej had started, and nothing else. . . Which it “translated:”
  • “Who NEVER said to video”
This means that it got loud and demanding claiming I had no pace to videotape in the Atrium while Asil was in Caverly. 

Of course, I’d already done dozens of video in the same room, the same space, with the exact same people.  The last thing I was going to do was ruin Eissej‘s final presentation with arguing with satan at this time. 


When it showed up with ego authorized by his “translation” above, he became strong and belligerent about me “NO VIDEO” . . . Which “freaked out Eissej, so I stopped and left immediately.

“Wow another person lost in the Matrix”

Was essentially my last comment about this craziness. I mean the narcissists who is always in control is convinced their view and knowledge is always correct. . . ie. lost in the Matrix, is really the same psycho-drama I’ve witnessed and stood against all of my life.

The voice crying in the dessert, I’ve always seen these “leaders” exploiting all the sheeple who want to stay “culturally Proper” and accepted in their community. Lol, I guess that’s why I’ve never been part of a community very long. I can always see the truth, I guess after my death in high school and asking for God’s Perspective sorta put me against the Matrix and the American Machine all my life. . . .lol. . . Oh yes, I’ve always beat the machine!  That’s my Job!

So Dan M, Jim C. and Lisette need to get this translation of my journal. 
Next I will work on the translation of other blog posts: 
https://journal2mygod.blogspot.com/#:~:text=What%20happened%20today,behind%20me%20satan.%22
What happened today 9:54am 1/14/2025:
I was confronted again, where it was clear satan was tying to attack me. I said: "Begone satan," I know I had to say "get behind me satan," and to be blunt and direct saying it, where others would hear. I actually held the door open for Roy, knowing how I’d been directed what I needed to say. Roy had gone through quickly, so I was alone when attacked . . . "Begone satan," it was weird as he couldn't respond. As I entered the church for mass, I saw him gossiping with the other "leaders." As he passed me I said outloud for all to hear "I see you are busy with your gossiping." Again he stopped and stared at me like he had when I said "begone"  . . . and again I missed the opportunity to say "get behind me satan."

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