Who me?

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! 9:22 AM

Today's Outlook for Wednesday May 02, 2007
The intense Scorpio Full Moon at 6:09 am EDT represents a culmination of an emotional cycle. Our feelings are stronger and our dreams are more real. The best application of this Full Moon is to delve into the tough issues, even if we are afraid of what we cannot see lurking in the shadows. The Sun's conjunction to interactive Mercury suggests that communication is crucial to transforming our fear into acceptance by choosing awareness over denial.

I finished the book. Really cool. Then I realized how I've written a book here online these last four years in college, learning all kinds of cool things I could do. . . So Dr. Villoldo at the end of his book listed a few editors at Hay House so I searched for an email and found a 1-800 phone number. Ok, fine, so I called and spoke to one. . . lol. . . then wrote her . . . yes of course the American Machine of greed and control only allows writers through "Agents" and lawyers . . . everyone has to get their cut, who cares about helping, teaching or leading people from their lost confusion as only food to the machine. . .

Wow did that sound really callous and arrogant, of course people care, why else would they be publishing these types of books . . .

What else did you feel?

I wanted to write Dr Villoldo about helping me with my research. Of course realizing all this is about the American Machine that is the nasty dragon I'm here to slay. . . not as much fun as flying them to slay other places. . . lol . . . but I guess we all have our cross to bare.

What are you feeling though?

I ache still. . . lol . . . yea I know, your asking about more than broken bones . . . lol . . . well of course I see my work cut out for me, and see my place as clear as ever. I know I've made this place and task myself, as well as I know I've made the solutions at my finger tips as well. . . . lol . . . . I guess somethings never change . .~10am

Oh but "feeling," I feel good and wow. . . . i mean really wow!!! it's 1:37am now . . . Kathy knocked at my door bringing me lunch just then ... and she now left after we chanted and flew all over doing all sorts of crazy stuff all day!!!!

What did you do now?

I read over the last three screens of blog by hitting the older button at the bottom. . .

What time is it now?

Holy shit 3.09am . . . wow! I already chanted with Kathy too, really powerful with the full moon. . . tons came out as we were chatting all day, dr's office again, dinner, movie . . . . WOW what a trip to read this other world here in the blog after the bizarre day with Kathy. . . we are really going on a wild ride now . . . hope everything wont collapse with all this focus here!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.