Sunday, January 07, 2024

The New year’s perspective

Yes I’ve noticed I’ve been writing more freely in other places. I also realize how much more I need to write. It’s gotten very clear to me. . . As the radio says now “hold on just a little bit longer”

"The system goes back-and-forth between talking and writing in hand writing and pen. Sometimes I get annoyed thinking, but I just don’t need to be doing anything. Sitting inside feeling cold hello but I was writing in my book when I went to get a cuppa coffee I felt the sunshine coming through the kitchen window. That’s so wonderful. So now I’m outside on the rocking chair in the sun Sitting in the sun and my pen isn’t working now or 

Allow2Create: Sunday, January 7, 2024Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I have been too excited and distracted. I know there is so much for me to do, I try to step up and do what's necessary. I still seem to loose touch and believe or do things that don't register or make any sense to me. I guess my whole life has been very fast and constant. Now I recognize how much I need to slow down and be present with my immediate challenges. Which may not be what they seem and can easily be something I’ve not done 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What do you think?
It really get annoying when I know you want me to write, and I’m not doing it the right way, so nothing works!
What have you learned to do with your self when nothing works?
I know! I need to pray. I need to get JESUS into


my mind, and heart, and Spirit!
How many times have you heard this? What is your excuse now?  You have so many tools and abilities that you are tripping over them. You recognize and feel these everywhere and REPEATEDLY hear how much you need to slow down and take your time reading and sharing at a deeper level. BUT SLOWLY.  You still are running people over.
I know. I’m sorry. And I guess this was important for me to learn. Just like recognizing how much more I need to write. And write slowly with a pen and paper. Or I guess typing now, as it also forces me to be “SLOW” and careful. No typos’ and not hitting the wrong keys, even as I hit the wrong keys over and over and then the words change before my eyes making them correct most of the time .
 What did you come here to write about now?
I know, I need to more carefully examine what I was writing and reviewing with Dick. . . .
Thank you Dear Jesus for this wonderful sunshine today. Thank you for this clean porch where I can sit and write with ease. Thank YOU JESUS for all these gifts and pleasures of mankind that you have given me so freely. Please help me to respect and honor all those who you send to me to share in this space and beauty. 
What did you do about this?
 Yes, I know I removed all the airbnb listings except for the one that Dawn and I did for her clients to get the space they needed for healing. I know we had listed the space in the $3000 or $30,000 range, but I didn’t put it up that high. . . Yes I WILL!
Again We are helping things to shift at so many levels. . . That This whole life is a PLAN. And yes you need to be sure to post the picture you just snapped. Again you have asked for all these tools, and you were very specific and very demanding about every detail that you have at hand now. YES Now, you have them all, so now you must use. Them. . . .We couldn’t love you anymore, take a look at the cross. . . Anymore. Anymore than WE do right now. . .
 I get it. I know. I wrote a note to Leslie now too. Just like a heads-up . . . Like I’m so grateful to be alone again. I wondered around greeting all my plants and checking to see if everyone was ok. I still or ALWAYS will have sooooo much to do. But it’s good to know I don’t need to do anything now, or not in any rush at all. Funny, I was looking up the Mass times at St Pauls thinking how I missed the morning times helping an ABB guest get out. And as it turned out the St Raphael’s Mass tonight is earlier than St Pauls. . . So I’m happy about tht, adn really even laugh to myself about it.
What were you working on?
Yes, I know I need to finish with my lessons this morning and speak with you more about it all.Ahh, “discernment” that has always been my problem with the ABB. I knew Jesus only sends me Angels, but then I forgot that this means respecting where “they are” and understanding or listening for their challenges, BEFORE I bury them with all the spontaneous solutions I can see everywhere.
We have explained this to you before, that you have been able to see and understand things at a different level than most people. Not many have asked for this deeper insight that you have. You wanted to understand how things worked and why we were not more present and active with everyone. As you know, true Love only comes with a conscious choice. Having the ability to choose and not choose, understand and explore, or not are all necessary elements to bring Love to Agape Love where we are. 
 I get it, and it bring me back to understanding my discernment and deeper need for discernment. It’s more than who I bring into my space and what things I allow to happen on my property. I always recognize my responsibility to share what I’ve been given. But then I don’t always see and know that I need to honor these gifts and respect my limitations, as well as respecting how others might see and interpret my gifts and abilities.
What did you experience now?

 I was outside putting seeds into my bird feeder and one of my neighbors walked by “Happy New Year.” Yes, feeling the love and joy of having such wonderful neighbors is knew for me now. It’s recognizing the fruits of the spirit. Not just the joy and love of connection. Speaking a bout the perfect sunny day and the vibrant rainfall we has yesterday that we really needed. But then also knowing that I am here in the right place at the right time to do and share whatever it is that I’ve been gifted. 
We have again been very specific and very focus with this insight for you. . . 
 I know it’s about learning what’s real about my own discernment. What can I do now. What do i need to do now. How can I take more responsibility and control of myself to honor God and all I’ve been given?
What can we share?
 I guess it’s more about gettin ready and gettin serious about this “new life” that I’m stepping into. I’m able to bike to work, and I can do this starting tomorrow, or tonight by biking to church. Taking responsibility begins with my own exercises and responsibilities at home. I have so much I can do or not do. I want to be at ease, and this means making my space suitable for me and what I need. What do I really need moving into my own space and my own experience before me. I need to be slow and careful about my job and stay very clear and focused about my own professional experiences and world before me. 
We are here to help?
 I know. . . Thanks you so much, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Friday, December 29, 2023

Another Life begins: 12/29/23

Another Life:

Then now i and stepping into this new vision of myself in a split second decision. . . . and I'm Twelve again, it is my time again to be young, and i'm all excited to find my first job, first girlfriend, first life experience in the Divinity of Jesus Loving this very moment.  I've read the words in red, preparing a place to be said. 


Very Refined and Very focused, methodical, structures . . . and i'm still in the same place, where jesus has so much for me to do. And it's about the one same LIFE that we created here in USA, doing it right here, right now, just right. EVERY DETAIL. All of it perfect and clear as we planned a million years ago. NOW WE"VE LEARNED, that Jesus Christ has won!  All I need You provide, fighting a battle that you already won. . . WE KNOW, we know what we're doing, we're already done. Humble, considerate, slow, and peaceful. Love filled as its always how this World must be. World has lost it's grip on me . . . as I already know how this story ends. . . Finding joy, in the ONE SALVATION, one doorway, one Way leading to life. 

And this life I've experienced is all the power and focus i've already done: Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, and then my vibrations get really high and powerful where I walk through walls and rebuild cities.

All Grace to the Holy Spirit!  It's Jesus Christ BY NAME!!!

we are all starting over again. And this experience I need is Something I was missing after doing so for so long. Everything is about getting back into the experience and joy of life. I'm a child again building my first. I.??? Please!

7:38:35 fri dec 29. . . Thank you Jesus, no body loves me like you do.  Oh, what a song to sing. And I seem to have gotten in pretty good. . . Yes, I biked to work today and got some really cool stuff done.  Then I got a few phone calls. Carol invited me out for New Years as her guest to a puerto rican party. . . and I knew I was twelve again. . . 

and so everything I could ever imagine appeared before my eyes. and the Hunger in my Hurt, adn fire in my soul, Love is the reason, to keep on believing. . . it's the reason, it's the reason, Love is the Reason. . . He's the reason in my madness, closer in the air I breath


Saturday, December 2, 2023

Re: Sea Scouts

Hey Christopher,

Saturday, December 23, 2023

now4u2: Merry Christmas 2023: The New Life begins '

now4u2Saturday, December 23, 2023

Merry Christmas 2023: The New Life begins '

Yes, I’m doing Merry Christmas cards again. I remember doing Calligraphy with my mom, and then with my children. I’m not sure when, but I remember my kids commenting on my script and how much they liked it. So I’ve started writing here to get my ideas and spelling correct before writing cards to my children.
I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season. I have been blessed joining Saint Raphael’s Catholic Church and recognize that it’s been the Men’s Fraternity that I needed in my life, since I never had
Stepping into this new Community will bring new priorities and new challenges as I step from the old to the new.
Thank You for sharing The Way of Your Word with Jesus Christ.
Where did you start.
I had to write my children first, as I wanted to send them ArchAngels in the mail. And I got out my Calligraphy pens knowing the joy and love I can share with them. Feeling my Mom and the love we shared writing so carefully.  I also realize I need to dress for work and get out now. I was awake at 4:04am again, and was slow to get up out of bed. I needed to write cards for Kevin and Todd too, I brought them angel statues last night, but never gave them, so I did their cards now. It’s really remarkable how things change and shift for me every day.
We have been trying to get you started in a new life. 
I know I need to send the LENT booklets to all my family. . . I guess that’s next for me. I’ve really been perplexed again. I’ve got time and freedom, and I’m really not sure or clear about what I need to do or not do.
Guess it’s really about stepping into a new family again. I’ve got a good work team and I’ve got a good opportunity to create some changes in the systems that is really necessary. It’s nothing like what I imagined would happen with Covid, or the 2nd dose of that hasn’t hit yet. Nor do I think it’s coming anytime soon. I really feel like there is more than I know happening as usual.  Off my on again.
I accept my place and power as usual, and I think there is a lot more happening. It’s always important for me to just focus on my place and do my part, whatever that means. Of course, I’m always perplexed by what I do and shift around me, moving into the very simple easy steps before me. But they shift things that I recognize later. And I seem to try to get credit or recognition for these changes I see around me. . . yes more things I need to let-go of.
I think it’s been my life, that my mom hid me from others and I was able to do what I needed to do, without anyone knowing. It’s been my blessing and my burden. Of course I’m hidden, how else could I shift so many things without anyone knowing. I realize and see how much more people are watched and tracked all around us. I still seem to be invisible. 
Doing something new. It’s just my lot in life. And I see how I’ve been given more than I could imagine. It’s been such a wonderful gift all around me. I wonder how, or why, it seems that I must fight to keep all I’ve been given. I understand that I’ve always been breaking into something new, and I accept that role and responsibility.
I know, and it's funny how distracted i can get!
We don’t care about this format, you are getting distracted again trying to fix it perfect.  Once again doing so much more than anyone could ask, or expect, or want. . . this is where it begins, where all the worry ends, where I say I don't need to have control. . . All of it is chaos, and all I offer is the white flag of surrender. what a total blessing and experience to have now.
I know, it is like i have been writing on paper for so long. It becomes ritualistic! I loved the experience and excitement of ending in a prayer by drawing out the BIGG Beautiful colored Name of Jesus. I know it’s about Honoring God, not getting lost into these details. But when I can have clarity and ease, everything can gets done quickly and easily. As I get lost in these details and it pulls me away from the whole purpose and goal of sharing Your Love. . . 
We have been bringing more to you all the time. The power and place you are in will become more clear to you are you go. Remember when everything seemed to end for you 9/11/17 but then you started over accepting, OR ASKING, to start over again as an intern beginning fresh and clean. You are approaching this again now, more and more every day. 
. . . 
I know! I must get to sleep at 830.
We need to have it all in stone. . . 
I know! I then get up, make bed, toke, work out, chime bells,
With very detail you get more focused and powerful. . . 
I know! I bike, chant, plant, swim!
We are sure it's time now. . . 
I know! then I pray and share in church.
We . . . are happy to see where you've gone.
I know! it's a beautiful communion returning to the divinity You created here for us to love and share with You in the Glory of Father, Sons, and Holy Ghosts. . . Amen 

Saturday, December 09, 2023

5:21:08 dec 10, 2023
everything has shifted again. Jesus is getting wicked kewl! I need to do again!
and i've toked again each morning. I realized that it was part of my weekend experiences. Something I was missing after doing so for so long. Everything is about getting back into the experience and joy of life. I'm a child again building my first. I've got my video together and have recorded my exercising with Rob my Physical Therapist. . . 

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4:21PM 12/9/23 Too much noise in here, you can not hear anything 

What happened to professional services for business owners.???
Please!

Ok so it doesn’t work yet, and I’m not getting any help with anything. I’s really getting annoying too. I guess I’m going too fast and trying to do too much again. I picked up a guy to stay as an ABB guest and stopped at a few places to get things set. It’s really a pain in the ass, but I think I have a good guy here. 

I kinda got freaked out again. This time and eleven year old attorney had lost his parents. What would show-up for me. I mean, my son got lost by an attorney before 11. I mean, how could I ask for the years of my son that were gone? Could I ever beg God, Jesus, Mother Mary or even Saint John!

PLEASE SAINT JOHN,
FATHER of our love Jesus Christ.
Please give me back the next year after my son was ten. He got lost, lying to the judge. He had to, saved their lives! The boogie-man got them . . . Oh yes the snake had tricked them. But there is no way I could ever pray for them. Jesus had them. I couldn’t add my will or desire; by “praying for them,” I had to accept GOD’s WILL BE DONE!

SO I had to stop praying. Never really learned anyway. But they chose to leave me. SO BE IT. So how could I possible pray for the times and experiences we missed?

Then at the Men’s Fraternity, someone said a boy found his mother hung herself. . .  And his dad was gone too. So he has no one with him now. What a remarkable experience if this opened up for me. 

How can I BE EFFECTIVE for GOD’s Work, with another child? How can I do this again? How awesome would it be to pray and grow and share with another child. . . . Lol, who plays baseball. I mean

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
What
I I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

https://now4u2.blogspot.com/2023/12/12223-1112am-anotherlife-r-us.html 

Thursday, December 7, 2023

12/2/23 11:12AM AnotherLife R Us 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! I know I’ve been blessed all my life. I don’t need to explain or prove this, but am always giving examples. I can’t explain how many times I’ve seen the Grace of God in my life. Nor can I count the number of times others that I am with have seen this grace and beauty.
We want you to get more personal and direct. All the conditions you demanded in NJ when you returned home need to be rescinded. Yes this is a rescindment reconciliation.
I get it, You require the very formal, “witnessed sacrament” bringing back the focus and direction that you wanted from the beginning. This again feels really powerful and overpowering !
What you need to recognize now, is that writing these words above reminded you of the experience you had with Kimberly, who told your son and daughter-in-law-to-be about your experiences with God’s Grace replacing your roof in Seminole Heights. This joy and realization, where you never noticed how God’s Grace was fundamentally who you are, has impacted many lives already this morning. You wrote to Kimberly and John and several others as you were inspired. This is our power and focus with getting you to write. 
I get it. I know that writing has always been the place where I find comfort and ease in sharing with You. And I also realize how much you have been asking me to step beyond this. Like finding the fancy Apple Pen for the iPad Pro. I mean it’s been years since I lost

Saturday, November 18, 2023

experience is something they all understand

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What you are hearing now is important for you
I know, it’s about Trusting God! And this is a critical place for me now. I’ve been back working a regular job. Wow, 6-8 hours every day in an office down the road. It’s close by, so that’s great. It’s work I understand and I’m good at it. I’ve been trying to get my regular exercise and related habits together with it all as well. It’s really about creating a new life experience, as regular exercises and all before work is something I've never done before.
What is important is to trust and wait on God. We need you to step into all the tasks you have and move into these things with anticipation and action.  Stay in this power and know how you are always taken care of and always filled with love and direction.
I know things are changing, and a lot is shifting behind the scenes! I’ve always known Your Time is coming, and I can lite my lamp and hold still in your spirit, all as you require. 
We have been busy getting a lot of things ready and much more will be coming along that you have prepared for.
I’m just tired. Not sure what I’m doing and always busy cleaning, fixing, and catching up!
We need you to take your time with this. The sacraments before you will open up a lot more for you. This will be profound and empowering. It’s not easy, but certainly necessary. Again it’s about priorities and goals in your life and responsibilities. You love the work before you, and that experience of love and joy in action is ideal for you.
I’m confused about what's next and what I need to do.
It’s about living in Christ. Not doing and acting as you perceive is ideal. BE who it is that you are the Image of. Become fully the Being the Word beyond hearing and acting.
I get it. And somehow the story of the prodigal son has come up over and over again. It was the focus of Father Jonathan’s closing to the Men’s Welcome Retreat and I knew it was my focus in the confessions that were to follow. Then it was in my face during the welcome meeting Monday and in the SEEL meeting Wednesday. 
What you did and experienced was so much beyond the understanding your peers get from reading the story in the Bible. The death experience is something they all understand, but you stepping away from a Suzuki GT 500 that was split in two by a guy-wire is something else. Your experience and expressions of it are beyond remarkable. The position you took at the time of realization was very powerful as well. The requirements for the sacrament of reconciliation will bring these choices and experiences to a new level. 
I’m not sure what that means, nor do I think I really want to know just yet. I realize that there is still a lot going on here and it’s challenging to step into it.
You know what to do, simply finish your notes, create your PDF, and send it in. What happens next is not any concern. As usual, you are ready and prepared, whether is be the GT 500 at 100mph or the Yolo bike at 30mph, each prepared you for more. 
I get it, I’m slowing down. Spending the day reading in prayers again tomorrow. 
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Sunday, October 08, 2023

Starting a new life now!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What are you doing now
It’s all about loving you Jesus☝👌👍💗💖💕💔💓💞💛💜💚💦💧💨   I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, , , , , , 

I hear on the radio:  It’s honey from the rock. How sweet it is, to trust in you Jesus at www.TheJOYFM.com. I’ve been designing and creating all day. Everything I see, I’m flashing into new visions of creation, filled with images of the current experiences morphed into a new reality. Like my battery died on my bike as I stopped to read a sign about “Farm Fresh” olive oils! Wow, I had to walk inside to meet the farmer, find a brochure or something.  NOT! They have lots of beautiful olive wood pieces and everything. Course no plug for my bike there!?  I started pedaling home and thinking I’d stop at the next coffee shop, and I came up to a nice little tea shop. 

They let me park my bike inside to charge it, but only had tables and seating outside, so I plugged in my bike and bought some tea to sit and read outside. It was really wonderful and remarkable to have such a sweet lady taking care of me. And I loved the little shop filled with all kinds of goodies. They even had a bunch of art, and speciality items from local artists.

8:08am 10/12/23 Your Word! Now here with me => at this time, seeing my daughter’s birthdate on her daughter picture. Wow, I gave the Chancellor my original presentation books. Which she told me she couldn’t see without the 3x reading glasses. But then when she told me about the Socratic Method used by the Romans, I told her about the SWMM dude who posted a drainage video. Yes, men talk about Romans everyday. And how I replied to him to get the Roman drainage onto video.

I guess my point here and now, is that I gave her all my original presentation books, which she promised to keep in private and NOT COPY! Then she corrected “sacratic” on my iPhone, where I had written it wrong in a text message to myself. And so I noticed she had contacts in, and likely could read everything very easily and wanted these originals knowing how the legal system works . . . Or commented about not seeing anything for some other reason.
What are you doing now!
I Love you Jesus, and I know I’m here for a reason, and know that sharing Your Word, as powerful and crazy as it gets, is really the only thing that I can do. And I guess, the books are really irrelevant, since I am always doing and sharing exactly what I need to for the Glory of GOD! As I out them together I realized that it was only for her, and she would find and read what she needed.
What you are doing now is allowing the Spirit to Flow more easily. And you recognize that You really have a very unique and strong Relationship that so few can understand or address. And again now, as you write these words, you feel the Light and Energy tingling through your body. And it’s easy for you to imagine what could be next, and you suddenly are able to FLASH into so many images and experiences. Beyond your own understanding. 
It’s Your Word, and I know I needed to share whatever she was ready for me to receive. It’s very clear to me that I sent some serious waves into the universe, that will be reverberating for years again. It’s funny, like the letter to President Reagan that I thought no one had ever seen. And then as it turned out, the retired Cray Server Administrator from NASA, told me how many times they tried to do what I described.
What you feel now is also new. The idea that they even tried to build it exactly as you described is certainly not what happened. But they never could get it right, adding pieces and controls that made it limited and unable to function properly. Of course, as you write these words before you, the vibrations and images you see and feel reveal so much more than any words could ever describe.
It is all Your Word, Your Life, You Body that I’m sharing and caring for in Your Glory!
Yes, you are doing this now, and again shared these deeper messages and truth with your children and family. . . https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/a-healthy-body
What they pick up and do is not something you can change or address.
I’m not sure if they ever read or reply to anything I share with them. And it’s always such a trip to see where I go and what happens to me next. Everything is always so coherent and powerful for me. I’m always seeing so much coming together.

Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for your strength and guidance in these tasks you have set before me. I Clearly remember Your Word in each step I took. Stopping me to reorder and set things in the sequence you required. I know all things will come in Your Peace and Glory. Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to complete all that you have set before me for Your Glory, Amen.

Monday, October 17, 2022

Dr. Rafe | LinkedIn

I was clicking through pages and read over this and just smiled, so happy. I know things are crazy for me, or always have been. I'm not sure why I concern myself with anything. "endless Majesty, where the Love takes us by the hand" TheJoyFm.com 91.5 3.59.17 7-23-2022

and again it feels like I'm doing something totally new.

Dr. Rafael | LinkedIn
This opportunity brought me to more seriously explore who I AM, and what this means. This came with many significant changes including flowing from Tampa to the Euclid Saint Paul's neighborhood in Saint Petersburg.

The job Started 9/24/19
What is PRE-DEVELOPMENT?
What’s Proper?

Moved into St. Pete home on 12/13/2019
13 weeks in their office,
Sent Home with COVID on 3/13/2020

Covid Stopped the world, for me to FLOW right off: Finished job 4/24/20. If can jump-off and escape the Matrix of lies and do what is important and real for me.

AND NOW 10/17/22 3:01am I FOUND IT! I awake with dreams and thoughts about my class today. And I am deep into my class and what I need to do and why. It's really always so remarkable. I awake randomly and then notice the time. And just the numbers on the clock sing to me about my next task before me. My PrayerLine volunteer hour starts at 4am, so I need to get up anyway. I guess I have time to get hot coffee, fruit, and yogurt I always need to be writing.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! Yes, writing is a GOD experience for me. I've never been a writer, I've never cared about education. I grew-up in the woods. All this cultural BS was useless crap to keep us busy and preoccupied with trivial useless crap so that we would never connect to Woods or Earth, or anything that was important in life. Then we could be controlled as cogs in the Matrix. Lost of the truth and our power, all we could do is follow along and do what we are told. We have no truth, so no purpose, and no value, or respect for life; so we become useless consumers perpetuating the Matrix, feeding the machine as just another cog.
What about this writing you have become now?
Yes, I've become God in this story! I know how much power is in the WORD. This Story and Details that only God knows now. Mankind is all lost to truth, and twisted up in trying to find purpose and be something useful or productive. It's so funny to realize how much people are lost from their power. Yesterday, I called a dear friend about priorities for my next class. I knew what I needed to do. But I really didn't know how, and I wanted her to show me, teach me, lead me. She laughed, saying how she would love to share her Magic. Telling me about https://disneyplusoriginals.disney.com/show/super-natural
What they are finally learning is what it means when you say that you grew up in the woods. It's like the Indigenous have always known how we are connected, and belong here to Love and Tend all the beauty and Divinity all around us.
Yes, I know everything is all connected already! Except us, who are lied to from birth, to fit into the matrix and become a useless cog to someone else's greed machine.
We have told you, how this is the task before you. To lead and guide people to their deeper passion and truth inside of them.
I know! it's really what I've always done for everyone. Some people learn and grow, some people think they know better and get lost down their own rabbit hole. It's always such a surprise how people show up. How they come and go. How they know or learn. It's always a blessing for me. Like today, someone called the Prayerline for me to pray for their brothers Mark and Chris. Of course, we all need to pray for Mark and Chris. 

I need to pray for them every day. And also Emily, Diana, Scobey and Jen; and of course Sharon, Scott and Christie too. Brent and Maddie! I have them all on a messenger app on my iphone. I've sent them teaching and prayers and so much I can't track anymore. I'm sure they all think i'm crazy. Or at least they always thought I was.
What is remarkable about this, it how much everyone has felt this. It is a deeper truth everyone knows already. It's also terrifying to many.
I don't get it! How could something so natural and real be so terrifying and upsetting to people?
We have already told you about all the greed and control everywhere. People have been programmed to understand and experience the TV, and cell phone. They spend their whole lives learning to live through things that are not real. They fear the real things because they have never experienced these things. They are afraid of real emotions and real experiences. They want be directed how to think and what to feel.  Real feeling and real emotions are terrifying and unsettling.
This is where I need to go with my class today! What is a real experience of real passion that set your life where it is now.
What a good place to start.
I Know, You are the BEST! I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Wednesday, December 22, 2021

movie sitting in Mat Resu

Crazy movie, I am now sitting at Matrix Resurrections Sundail IMAX AMC in St Petersburg, Florida. . . . And the whole movie was a parody in the machine. Mr Anderson was playing the job routine writing his own video games now. Course, his own projects about how this movie became another world for so many people. And almost plays on the ideas about how much people are still lost in this other world, never knowing, or realizing how much they can make and remake this world we are on.

What is most bizarre is how desperate they are to hold onto this dying world. Like the Coke Ads they use to start the movie trailers.  Now trying desperately, to catch the next wave of kids, into some theme park version of everything, just like I grew up with, even now a new Buzz Lightyear movie

The next trailer is Sandra Bullock writing romance novels that turns real about The Lost City. And then it chokes. Like the film breaks, and they are back doing the Coke Commercial again, by “accident.” What a crock of shit, really just twisted techniques of brainwashing everyone.

Yes, then show the full trailer again with the Junior Buzz just getting started. Disney Pixar Lightyear movie and then Nicolas Cage playing a movie about himself not having any movies to do. 

Oh, and then back to Sandra doing the lost city again … again the same theme of an author's story turning into reality where she was kidnapped by someone trying to find the lost treasure in her fictional romance novel. . . and to top it off, Mrs Wang is dealing with multidimensional multiverse about things no one understands until they die.  Yes, she is simply shifting from one dimension to the next, randomly throughout her day.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!  But why all this, like we should know by now that if we can think it, then its exists. . . somewhere. So chasing Sandra for the treasure, makes perfect sense since she's catching the same visions of the one place, now hungry to get found.
What about using the movies to introduce ideas that people can’t consider or even understand “Everything, Everywhere all at once”  you need to tell everyone to shut-off the TV, use only Google, and just listen to us; https://apps.apple.com/us/app/the-joy-fm-florida/id528252707 you were there at the very beginning when Claire made that partnership with them. Yes, you helped her start everything, creating the foundations for the complete system.
yea, I guess so, but I’m really not sure what I’m doing here again. I know I watched the the first Matrix 3x, and then next two movies were a whole day planned carefully, 3x each in the theater.  So maybe this one three times now.  Oh yes, and a advertisements for the new Harry Potter Movie too. . . they are really desperate to catch the Millennial frequencies still about them saving the world, as things “are not quite what they appear”

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ for giving me the time and space of peace and bliss to share with you… And a new Batman, where “fear is a tool” so each trailer bringing more and more ideas out into people’s hearts and minds over and over again.

And really what is this all about. . . ONENESS, On truth connecting us all: https://youtu.be/44ddtR0XDVU that brings deeper understanding to here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_-JgeyMWZCw

Wednesday, December 01, 2021

Mother Earth Delegation will have time

EMAIL REPLIES TO THE INDIGENOUS Grandmother Vision Keeper of the Center for Sacred Studies

Great Grandmother Luisah Teish,

Thank you so very much for the clear specific responses to these questions regarding the "man-of-knowledge."  Clearly, there is a strong tradition and many stories about this time we are now entering, and the impacts and transitions before us. I am so glad you explained this from your own tradition and heritage. 

However, for continued research into this, I need the EXACT spelling of each word you used, which language it originated, and the tribe and traditions that are associated with it.  Like, with these Quechua Terms shown here posted at right; each level of detail is critical now, more than ever.

Once again, THANK YOU Grandmother Teish so much for sharing your knowledge and experience about this. I would welcome further insights from the other Grandmothers. Maja-Jingki:Burra commented it's about deep listening and getting off-the-fence to get real about what's here and our own responsibility to move forward.

This leads me to the next question about the “man-of-knowledge.” I am sure there are a great many signs and symbols that will demonstrate his return. Much as the Dalai Lama is found in each of His Incarnations, as skilled elders know what to look for.  Additionally, I am sure these symbols will be recognized by those with similar experience and knowledge.  Thus, my next question is whether the ancestors told about this "humanity-of-knowledge" coming together as a new Tribe, maybe a Leadership Council, or some other NEW form required to shepherd the populations into this New Transition of Earth.

I am sure there are equally, men and women of knowledge coming into Being now, so I'm curious if there are specific symbols and actions they will be focused on so they begin to find each other?

Thanks again for you Love and Light Dear Grandmother Teish.

Each link below is to the full video. You can start them over at the beginning if you want to see the whole session . . . . 

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Making sure you receive the messages from the Earth and the Ancestors, where the Head, Heart and Hands are in accord.

This comes with deep, deep listening, and we all need to get on the same page, with KNOWING all the History of mankind on the ground and stepping up to the truth. Time is precious, we need to give all we know, and also continue to learn. . . and relearn things to move into the truth. More information is coming through to all. Know what real-life is and what dead-men on paper are.

It's about relationship and deep listening. . . Take your shoes off, stand on the ground, hold you hands up and "Be the Highway" for the energy between the Earth and the Heavens. . . feel this move through you!


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From: Rafael Rivera
Subject: Mother Earth Delegation will have time for Q&A.
Date: September 15, 2021 at 10:37:11 AM EDT
To: Center for Sacred Studies
How will the Man of Knowledge help with Our Transitions?

ONLY NOW, knowledge confirmed in experience allows complete Passion Expression for Earth's Evolution!

As you noted here IN THIS ZOOM QA MEETING:
https://youtu.be/IOgwWKIHnNc?t=5627


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Yes maybe like the Christian "Prayer unceasingly", focused on Light coming down from Ancestors to our Crown, Third Eye and Throat Chakras = = > to Listen, Understand and Speak ==> 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

Listen, Learn, and Lecture
See, Sense, and Speak
Mind, Meaning, and Mentioned
Attentive, Acknowledge and Articulate
. . . what terms did you use?
Head, Heart, and Hands


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      Tuesday, November 30, 2021

      Like a mountain range in the forest

      Another totally crazy dream. This time I was in like some kind of amusement park and it was filled with all these places that were set up like a mountain range in the forest and it was almost like a zoo or some thing. And I was like climbing through it and trying not to be found. Sounds like hiding from the instructor hiding from the teacher, again like back in the woods of NJ when I was a kid. . . 

      I get worried and insecure, feeling alone here. So I volunteered on this Prayer and Crisis Line: http://www.prayerandcrisisreferral.org after calling them once. I was so happy with how I felt, and what they did for me, that I knew it was something I could offer for someone else.  They really have a great setup and lots to help people and help the volunteers learn to listen, understand and pray for others. Last time I did it, my phone went crazy, ringing from the moment my-schedule started until the end when my time was up. Now i'm already 5 minutes in and nothing has rung in yet.  They have a little web app to track how it all works, and make recommendations for a prayer.

      Wow

      Dear Heavenly Father,

      We praise you and thank you that you are Our God, who provides all our needs, according to your riches and glory. We thank you that you love us and because we set our love upon you, you hear us and answer us. We humbly bring Rafé before your throne room of grace.

      Father, we are concerned about Rafé and we ask you to provide him with a good employer. Thank you that you order his footsteps and that you provide him with uncommon favor. Send your angels to arrange uncommon favor for him according to your will. Give him the ambition to lead a quiet life, to mind his own business. Father let his daily life win the respect of outsiders and enable him never to be dependent on anyone but you. Bless him to be diligent and fully satisfied. That his storehouse would be overflowing.
      Father, we are concerned about Rafé finances and we ask to you to help him. Let none of his debts be outstanding. Help him not to be fearful or discouraged, but to be strong and confident. Give him wisdom in spending and saving. Make his household prosperous that he may honor you with tithing. Father, you dress the lilies of the field and feed the birds. You say we are much more valuable. Therefore, help him to rest and trust in your loving provision. In your love, lavish your blessing upon him.

      Father, we need your tender mercy and compassion to provide for Rafé. We thank you for hearing our prayer concerning him. May your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. In Jesus name we pray, who by the shedding of His precious blood washed away our sins and gives victory to all believers in Him, amen.

      I've been in tears again today. I have work to do and rely on someone else for data, which means I'm incomplete and not able to complete things as needed. But I know all things will come around and be clear and easy for all. I just need to continue and work on what's in front of me. All things are good, and all things will come around to be clear and clean.

      Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
      What you do, will make more sense as things move forward and shift. There is a lot moving and shifting all around you. Do not judge, or second-guess, just accept and move forward. It's all good.
      I'm confused about everything at my hands, but am really trying to keep up and stay focused.   I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

      Saturday, November 27, 2021

      missing letters and many seen together

      I’m really not sure how you expect me to keep up with this, but I understand the technology is all in my hands, and I understand that I am the one that is supposed to do it all, but I don’t know how I can possibly keep up with everything happening. Of course, I know it was “me” demanding for everything happening fast, that created this, because that’s what I’m here for and that’s what it’s all about. So if I Gotta do it all by myself then please make the change fast. Wow, this is gonna be fun!

      Wow, you would think this would be easy for me. Like how writing is getting easier and easier for me. I can really almost scribble, with missing letters and many run all together as I write faster, and faster. And then I remember specifically asking for a little pop-up keyboard, so I could add commas or capitals as I would want randomly in my writing. It's really great to get my scribbles translated, but to also do spelling corrections and make it all perfect and readable is really cool, beyond any desires.

      Of course, I'm still breaking machines too. As my new job tried to get my Windows machine licensed and legal and it required several hours of Microsoft technical support. And it's still not right or completed now.
      What is wicked cool is that I'm back with AutoCAD and they have changed several things that i always complained about. Of Course, No one can understand or accept how much of that I helped to create.

      But like knowing the physics of the very first spark that continues to run through us all the time. Who cares if I know and understand this at such a higher level than anyone. Like so what, who cares, and why should I waste my time babbling about it all.

      Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
      What you are doing is sharing the experience at a deeper level. Recognize how few will understand and even fewer will be able to follow this with you. 
      I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

      Tuesday, November 16, 2021

      experience as it all shows up

      Who would think that I would be here now dealing with so many things that no one really has any clue about.  We all know and accept the immediate experience as it all shows up. Or we all need to. Again I have been totally perplexed.

      Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
      We have been very happy how you have progressed, it's very clear how much more things are coming together.  Like when you visited the apple store.  Got into a discussion on fixing your contacts and emails and you flashed back to the high school TRS-80 running ms-dos to debate about the capacity and challenge with this technology. Each debate would end in the same exact place, where you were convinced that the tech would never reach this capacity to function to our needs. . . . But he knew he could do it.
      You have since been convinced that you were speaking with Steve Jobs, since it has become obvious how much you wanted and pushed what he has now created to meet your needs.  And you are here ready to sleep but know how perplexed everything is and still must prepare for the next tasks before you. . . . And you are fine, and will continue to create and achieve to much more than so many will understand for years to come.. 
      It is always such a big surprise! I never know what to expert, but then I am always ready for everything.  I guess that is my real experience. Writing, thinking, feeling, and wondering whatever could be next… It's totally beyond my own understanding, as usual.
       It’s Never you. . . . ' there is so much more happening in this multiverse that no one can understand. 

      11/15/2021 8:36 pm. I forgot… follow our dreams is really what it is all about … And again, I know everything is exactly what I need to learn and understand. . . I need to get a guarantee of $6000/mouth so I can be sure I can pay my mortgage!
      you. . . . Are sharing and being The truth that you are, deep in an experience, this is what you’re here to share, no one else needs to know, here this year you will become so much more. You are ready to step beyond all the dreams and fantasies that so many see. . . . You got the hand and you got the Lord.. 
      It is remarkable… Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to achieve all that I am here to be and achieve… 
      . . . . No others need to know, no others can interfere, it’s all exactly the way that you planned from the very beginning. And so it is …. Bliss, Joy, Love,  what else is there, what else is needed? Do you really think this is something anyone else could understand or ever relate too. 
      It is really some thing that i always wonder about - It's too much power too much understanding that No one could ever understand. And again, I scribble such random ideas so fast that i wonder how could this be possible.
      you. . . . Yes you are here only to do what is best and fastest for you. Again it is shifting the Power of the universe beyond all understandings. So the Big Bang continues to expand as you press these ideas and feelings to higher and higher states so far beyond normal comprehension. 
      I’m listening to this song and I’m hanging out, and I realized I need to talk about it because it was there ready for me to talk about. The first time, last time, we have ever met.. But I know the reason why and ok i know… And I can feel it coming in the air at night, oh lord

      . you. . . . Are ready again for so much more and you never need to question or wonder what could be next, as you are always ready and surprised,  and somehow prepared. This is the gift from your mother. She knew who you are and why you came through. She struggled to Keep you safe and allow You to grow and be exactly as you wanted. Yes all the crazy things you did and experienced were really necessary to bring you to these moments you have now . . . 
      It was weird yesterday as I came into the spaces of my ancestors and i knew what was happening all around.
      you. . . . were alone and still understood saw and felt things from history and antiquity. More importantly, you stepped into your space, and you did your Ritual, with the Lord’s Prayer and all the power and glory you bring forth all the time.  No one was there, no one could see you, none could understand, and still you knew your place and preformed as a magician from afar, accepting this place and acting as needed.
      It is so hard to understand this, and I realize how I found and spoke to the little bats that were watching and protecting the space. Knowing somehow the ancient guardians would be pleased…
      you always see and understand things so much deeper. No one needs to see, no one needs to verify, nothing needs to be discussed, or explained.  That power and focus of the deeper knowing is what is golden and divine in everything that you do. You simply accept your place and act as no other, none, or few can see, and much less will understand . . . But you are ready, stand up and take your place. No one can stop you.
      It is really almost insane and weird to consider this, and what it really means. There are so many layers and pieces I can not understand but I know this life is all I need, and I know I’m not going anywhere, but will continue in Your Love and Divinity.

      I Love You  Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

      Monday, November 08, 2021

      Fwd: STARS projects with us

      Ykcin and Einalem,

      If Gnilrets decides to do STARS Projects, I will set him up as an officer and he's in-charge.  My son and the AI-Professor at Patel who now lives off-the-grid 30 minutes north of USF are the only other board members for STARS USA Inc. I will setup your son as an APPLE TEACHER beginning with this PDF attached . . . ONCE again, we are always doing BETA. 

      What does "doing beta testing" mean. Well, if this Apple PDF is not perfect, we change it and modify it to make it work right. That's really what everything is about with reforming public education and the western societies:
      Yes, that's a picture of my son Christopher reading and writing at age 3, as he was putting together MACS, in a project at the ERCCD child center at USF.

      See more PDF's here:
      http://www.starsusa.org/stars/projects.htm

      We are able to do "project for credit" in ANY SCHOOL system!

      and I TRIED TO
      Oh sorry. I built the first website in 1989. We've had it live ever since, and added, expanded, redone it, over and over, always keeping the original on the server. I can give you a directory as there are hundreds of dead links, but it's really all there still, somewhere!

      God Bless you all!
      Love U guys,
      eric


      PS. The Just4Now copied blog email post is a private BLOG I can setup for us to edit and use for tracking the work developed with Gnilrets from this email ;-) yes, I've had hundreds of blogs!  It's great to edit and comment on things there to track it all in one place. . . 

      Friday, November 05, 2021

      real crazy dream this time

      Wow what a real crazy dream this time. I was taking my kittens to get a bath. And so I had to pick up my two kittens and take them with me to this garage resort place. It was like this tiny building with 1000 little nooks and crannies and at first they have all bathrooms everywhere. At this particular time that I went into it they had rented out all the space as office space so there were 40 offices that I had to climb through before I got to the bathrooms at the end and the bathrooms are a little cubby holes just like all the offices  and everybody was looking at me because I was carrying these kittens and the kittens were so cute. 

      So I got there and the kids were just bouncing around like crazy I want to soon as I got into the shower and I sat down I realize the kids fell asleep next to me . They were all worn out after the trip getting in there. It was funny because one of the guys that were taking care of the shower room. It is a big cat and I said he man you got any suggestions. It was really kind of incredible because it was so detailed and so complicated. Like the very beginning when it was time for me to get ready to go  the kittens were running all over the place and I couldn’t get them still and it took me a while to find them both. And you know they were in and out of the house and everything else.

      Interceding we can only asked God to do for another if we can ask God for two to do it through ourselves. Where you intercede and be the change that others need to be influenced by almighty god!


      Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
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      I I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.