Saturday, December 27, 2025

courses I have before me are so much in tune

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What has happened here again is that you have come full circle with everything in your life. As you see in other areas of your life, this experience of writing, is more clear and powerful with every new word. You have more tools to share this work and more ease than ever before. And again, you must stop and recognize you have exactly what you asked for. And again you must slow down and take each step slowly and carefully.
I am truly back with Your Word!
We have told you again and again about this. And now you are ready to take this more seriously, slowly and carefully, stop trying to rush everything, stay slow and steady!
I understand how important it is now, more than ever, to share more of your Word! It really gets stronger and more focused all the time as I see each word shifting before my eyes.
We have been telling you over and over again. And still you try to rush through things with no thought and no prayer. You have learned about the power and focus you can access and wield with careful conscious prayers and the triple colloquy..You have even come to recognize the mystical power and dynamics of your past experiences. Clearly you have really been able to step beyond all limitations and beyond the fears and struggles that keep people trapped all the time.  And now you are leveling  up this vibration to teach more people to grow and share in this love. 
I know this Word with you is really awesome. I have been trying to accept and step into all that is before me. Like these new classes I need to prepare for January. I was struggling to review and listen to all the BS the previous instructor put into the videos for each week. Suddenly I took the video transcripts and put them into the ChatGPT and asked for the key points required for the class. I mean 45 minutes of gossip about jobs and cats was too hard to review and understand. Wow a clear specific summary was very fast and easy to read and understand to replace the lectures. 

Yes, using these AI apps to edit and revise my work is really the latest toy I have. Update and clarify this letter and it removes my sarcasm and makes my letters more professional and focused. That’s the AI assistant I really have needed all my life. To avoid sending emails that are rude and strong, and clarify my blogs with all the details that I skip!
What we said applies here too. You have asked for this, and it has all come together very clearly and focused for you. Once again, slow and steady, where your focused attention and careful prayer will reveal all these tools and opportunities before you. Yes, the regular exercises and bicycle rides are necessary. You have spent several years learning about how important it is for you to maintain a regular routine and process in you days. Again having time to read, write, study and prayer all adds up to a healthy sound life and experience. 
Wow, I have Your Word here again, so strong and focused! I am so grateful.
What happened today was very important as you listened, to sit in public and write the deeper truths that you knew and felt!
Yes, I sat and shared your Word trying to write in my book.  It was really wicked powerful for me!
What happened was really significant. You were able to read the beginning of the older journal book that you had found (dated may 2025 above), where your prayers and writings were very clear and specific, asking for everything that you have now. Your prayers were so specific and detailed that you are stunned now to see them completly!
Yes, you returned to an old journal that you haven’t used in six months, only to find the prayers and guidance you were seeking in your struggles. Very clear and strong in the struggles, your prayers were filled with truth and sincerity. Now these readings are all revealed and fulfilled in the current moment you are in. You were even able to sit back and see how your first course completed for January, is more in tune and aligned with your actual passion and desires, than anything you could ever imagine . . . 
Just like, your powerful dreams this week. You have woken again and again just in time for Prayerline, only to recognize you were in a deep passion at another place and time. We share so much with you and you need to try to record your dreams and get whatever you can written down. 
I know it’s always about Your Word! I’m really a bit perplexed.  I mean totally dumbfounded to see and know how much things have shifted completely. The courses I have before me are so much in tune with everything I AM! 
What it really is changes so fast. Each moment a higher vibration, more power, more focus, faster, faster . . . It always works exactly as you need. Fearless, confident and ready are you with this clarity and comfort. Are you ready to do it all. Ready to step in stronger than ever before. And it's all here at your finger tips, doing exactly everything you could ever dream. . . TRUTH, clarity and action, it's all about the follow through. We have it all together at once full and clear to be easy as pie. Whatelse could you ask for? 
You need to post your Prayerline prayers with your current prayers, now here are all in bold, as you have used every time online now. And more important is getting people barefoot in The Spirit and seeing the flux trio corresponding to the 3 loops of light you always speak of, Heart, Tree and Earth!
Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for Being with US now, as we know when two or more come together in Your Name, That you are with us. We are so grateful to share this time together WITH YOU! In this Word, I pray for Your love and healing to reach Emily & Brent; Chris & Claudia, Kevin & Kay, Dick & Sherri, Jim & Lora, Leslie & Larry, Todd & Marcy, Lisette & Frank; Mike & Jesse, Dan & Julie, Bill & Bonnie, Carol & Mary, Alex, Brandon, Andy, John, John, John, John, John.

Heavenly Father we ask you to stretch out Your hand of supernatural healing to touch all your children now. Jesus, had compassion and healed everyone who came to him, bringing them health and nourishment. You see exactly what is wrong, and nothing is hidden from you. Touch every area that needs healing. Give them ALL the wisdom and guidance they need to fulfill your passion in us. If there is any need for forgiveness of sin, we ask for that forgiveness. Father, we ask you to raise up your healing wings of protection to surround us, to keep US ALL safe and protected in your love and power. Command your angels concerning US so WE won’t even cast a foot against a stone. and 

Please dearest love lord Jesus fill us all with your word and action to fulfill Heaven on Earth for the glory of Father, Son and Holy Spirit In the name of Jesus Christ 
And Our Father, who art in heaven

Hallowed be thy name,

Thy Kingdon Come,

Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven,

Give us this day, our Daily Bread

and forgive us our trespasses 

as we Forgive those who trespass against us

and lead us not into temptation 

But deliver us from evil

For Thine is the Kingdom, the power and the Glory forever in the name of Jesus Christ we pray, amen.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Friday, December 19, 2025

The triple colloquy

The triple colloquy, in which we speak about our sin or the sorrow we notice in the world, involves three movements.

First, I stand with our Mother Mary. I share with her whatever is on my heart. Maybe it is pain in my life, a sinful tendency that I cannot overcome, or suffering in another person. I speak to Mary openly, freely, and honestly. I listen for what she says to me.

Then, I imagine walking shoulder-to-shoulder with Mary to go and see her son, Jesus. I often imagine Mary carrying what I shared with her to her son as a way of symbolically turning over my heart. Together the three of us continue our heart-to-heart conversation, with me speaking honestly and openly to Jesus as I would a friend. I wait and listen to what he might offer me.

Finally, the three of us walk together to stand before God the Father. Often, Jesus is carrying what is in my heart now to God. I imagine God sitting on a throne surrounded by angels and saints, and Jesus, Mary, and I are standing before the throne. As I receive God’s gaze upon me, I share my heart with God. As I do, I pray these three questions:

What have I done for Christ?
What am I doing for Christ?
What ought I do for Christ?

Just as I did with Mary and Jesus, I share and then pause to listen, paying attention to what God says with the same attentiveness I would give a dear loved one. There is comfort in the colloquy as my heart meets their hearts. The love that surrounds me and the love I feel for them opens me to healing, to mercy, and to love. This openness and softening of my heart help me hear the call to action.

This gift of intimate conversation with Mary, with Jesus, and with God the Father is available to each one of us. How might this prayer tool help you in your relationship with God? Where is your heart seeking to meet the heart of Mary, of Jesus, or of God, and to hear the response? I invite you to listen for God in colloquy, in the intimate conversation of heart meeting heart today.

Monday, December 08, 2025

high school and asking for God’s Perspective

Ok I’ve been required to share this page out of my journal.

I’ve been told my journal is in another language. Let’s call this “Rafi-speak.” So Rafi-speak is an abbreviated version of a conversation with my guardian angels using symbols, lines and many missing words and mis-spellings that have developed through countless years on this blog. Thus, I’ve been asked to translate this blog Journal into a viable “Story,” that someone else could actually understand.  This is my task now in rewriting this journal entry into a viable story. I will use all that is provided and expand from there:

6:48:05am 6/22/2025.
I was attending The SGC Training Part 2. When Asil Tterb arrived to lead the class, we joyful greeted each other immediately. And again I asked her about videotaping her instructors. She said emphatically that the SGC corporation had strict rules against any video taping.  Of course, I randomly turned on my video and recorded us chatting a bit. And then showed it to her 6/18/2025 7:55am, when I recorded a 10 second random encounter.

Then I explained to Asil this private confidential recording can be a great asset for her to improve her classes and to lead her instructors to better and better programs for the kids. I made it very clear that all the recording would be given to her and no one else. Unless she wanted me to share or use otherwise. That it was really something I wanted to do to help her grow her classes and understand what her instructors were doing and how to improve everything.

After chatting a bit, she decided that I was right about it being a great help, but she didn’t want me recording anything of her again and only record the instructors who all heard and understood what we were doing and agreed.  So Asil, Ellehcim, and Eissej all agreed I could record them. No students and no one else. But only record the exact lessons provided by these instructors.

The very first recording of an Instructor was Eissej with a bible reading 6/18/25 0:07am.  There are over 50 video clips, everything from a really short, pop-up-clip to a 15 minute full lesson. When I wrote this 6:48:05am 6/22/2025 entry, it is obviously rushed and sloppy. So this translation is starting with saying how “Asil, Ellehcim, and Eissej asked me to videotape,“ so there was only one class left later in Saturday afternoon. Yes, record nothing private, but only these ladies and only what they wanted. No students and no one else. But only record the exact lessons provided by the instructors. Oh and of course (ie. no videos of Asil, while she came into Caverly Hall to tell me Eissej was starting the last lesson in the Atrium).

"But it decided that no one wants the videos and asked me to stop."
Time it’s interruption

  • I brushed him off, essentially "ignoring him."
  • As countless "narcissists" have told me to do or not do whatever all of my life . . 
So it went and told Asil.
  • “Who said she stated” Eissej had started, and nothing else. . . Which it “translated:”
  • into “Asil NEVER said to do video”
This means that it got loud and demanding claiming I had no permission to videotape in the Atrium. 

Of course, I’d already done dozens of video in the same room, the same space, with the exact same people.  The last thing I was going to do was ruin Eissej‘s final presentation with arguing with satan at this time. 


When it showed up with ego authorized by his “translation” above, he became strong and belligerent about me “NO VIDEO” . . . Which “freaked out Eissej,” seen here at left so I stopped and packed-up and went home immediately.

“Wow another person lost in the Matrix

Was essentially my last comment about this craziness. I mean the narcissists who is always in control is convinced their view and knowledge is always correct. . . ie. lost in the Matrix, it is really the same psycho-drama I’ve witnessed and stood against all of my life.

As the voice crying in the dessert, I’ve always seen these “leaders” exploiting all the sheeple who want to stay “culturally Proper” and accepted in their community. Lol, I guess that’s why I’ve never been part of a community very long. I can always see the truth, I guess after my death in high school and asking for God’s Perspective sorta put me against the Matrix and the American Machine all my life. . . .lol. . . Oh yes, I’ve always beat the machine!  That’s my Job!

So Dan M, Jim C. and Lisette S. need to get this translation of my journal. 
Next, I will work on the translation of these other blog posts, in these two more links below. 

Friday, November 28, 2025

whether sweet or bitter, as part of God’s providence

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What this is about is sleep
I’m just tired. I got a lot done outside again. Filled and emptied four trash cans, and luckily before the trash was picked up! So I filled a few dumpsters just in time. I’ve made a lot of progress in the yard, and feel good about it. But still have so much to do!
What we are excited about is that you are stepping into all of it in faith and trust!  It is clear to you everything is exactly where it belongs. This heavy work and struggles are making you stronger! 
 Working moving foraged now again.. grabbing my tools and tasks in the church service, making the coffee, fixing the garden hose… uhg all for you Jesus! First Corinthians 3:13 and 14.. “each one’s work will become evident; for the day will show it because it is to be revealed with fire, and the fire itself will test the quality of each one’s work.”
‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭3‬:‭13‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/1co.3.13.NASB2020
What it means is stepping into this all more and more. . .

I need to get deeper into the triple colloquy prayer, seriously step more strongly into the grace of Saint Mary to lead me to Jesus and then to God …. In conversation . . . I recognize Saint Mary is with my Mom, or my Mom and Joyce, Dawn, Joni, , , hum, Kristen now too all these women who reached me at one time or another. Many reached me over and over again. And all Love is OF GOD, so it’s always together in the female aspects that I find them all. Yes Saint Mary welcomes them all, and each will share something unique and specific. Again I find more clarity and focus. I keep feeling I need to just load up my garage and container to empty my backyard of the junk I’ve collected. Then waddle down the garage and container little by little as I move through my courses and life ahead.

What has happened again with you is that you are always reaching for more, or always ready for more knowing things are sent to you, and knowing it’s the blessing you give that makes it all work together. 
It’s weird. On my iPadPro it’s the Logitech keyword again and I know it’s fast and easy to share. And I know that’s something I need to just do sometimes. I also know there is so much I need to get done and accept that it’s all perfect, and just trust what is.
We have you safe, its all exactly where you need to be.
I know full circle to the same place that I started.  I wonder what i wrote about back then. I have been able to go back and read some of my writing and it’s really never been anything special.
What about today!
I’m so glad I got things cleaned. Literally just finished as he arrived. Then he didn’t like anything I made and only stayed 30 minutes with little samples. Course as soon as he left I got some eggnog and rum. Just like my mom would make. And even too strong! Just made my second and realized I’m feeling sorry for myself.

I’ve still have too much to do outside and rally only a few days left before my insurance company closes or whatever! I’ve considered leaving this house. It’s too much and I’m all alone with everything. I mean it’s almost twice the size of what I had with my kids.

Wow, feeling sorry for myself again. Christopher is making turkey for his mom, paul, 2nd sister and her man.  Not that I would want to be there Leigh any of them. But feeling sorry for myself again. . . . Like I could have done something different to have him m more in my life now. 

Who else can s really in my life!?  I’ve gotten a few greetings and well wishes. Was kinda invited to a few places to eat. But still only want to sleep now really just feeling sorry for myself.

Exodus 90 November 28, 2025
The Secret of Joy: Philippians 4:8-13
Paul had entered into a spiritual maturity in which joy could not be extinguished, even amid constant suffering. What, then, is the “secret” he speaks of that allows him to face all things with peace and joy? His will has become entirely one with God’s. He accepts all that comes to him, whether sweet or bitter, as part of God’s providence. His joy is not rooted in what happens, but in who governs all that happens. As St. Alphonsus Liguori explains in Uniformity with God’s Will, “Indeed, what can be more satisfactory to a person than to experience the fulfillment of all his desires? This is the happy lot of the man who wills only what God wills, because everything that happens, save sin, happens through the will of God”
What this brings to you, is exactly what you asked for. The deeper confirmation that all you are guided to be is exactly what you need. Stay there in your truth and power. Your joy and peace are endless, fruits coming to you, you must equally remember self-control when you feel the desolation and despair of not having what you expected show up!
I’m still learning, growing and understanding more everyday. These Bible verses sent to me always align with me! I pray for Your Strength to stay true and clear in my works! Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to maintain my self control today doing all I need with you!
We have been very clear that all is good and moving in the right direction for you to get where you need to be. Trust and Flow in the Joy and Peace of knowing you are ready and will do everything just fine in the light of Jesus Christ!
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Wednesday, November 19, 2025

your Wisdom, Guidance and Strength.

Now again, I’ve been making progress. This picture here at right is the Eucharist that Andy set up for the LifeTeen Homeless retreat. I was really impressed with all that he had planned and setup. Course I set-out the firewood and got the cardboard boxes for them to live in for the night. Which really was only following his directions. Course then I did what I wanted and built a fire too big with the smoke and such where someone called out the fire department. 

Figures, I think it really just annoyed him, as I wasn’t paying attention to any boundaries and was completely irresponsible. Course as a Boy Scout I knew I could do it, or get away with it. This picture here is really great too. I’ve set my iphone camera to only take 4k, so everything is super high resolution. It really is a great picture. And then the setting was really cool too as Andy got spot-light to highlight the trees, and everything looked great out there.

I’m never sure what I need to do or where my place is. But really always try
Really try and even struggle to help and get things together that I know need to get done. I’ve been trying more and more to get so match done. Here at home too, where I’ve finally gotten down to fixing my well pump. It will be so great to have the real water flow I need to get my gardens green again and only have a week or two to get everything cleaned up and organized around this house. 
What’s incredible now more than ever is that you are listening and allowing more than ever. Still fearless, still charging in as soon as you set the target. Get Humble, hold back more and go slower. You still are pushing a little harder than they can handle.
I’m so very grateful, thank you, dearest Lord Jesus Christ, I’m so grateful for all your Wisdom, Guidance and Strength. Yes, and I laugh again about how incredible it is to have this technology to share this. Data transfer is easier and easier every day!

Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to understand and share all You bring through to me.

Yes, I’m literally laughing right now because I got myself a glass of wine to sit up and journal. I’m talking to my iPhone now. It’s such a different vibration a different feeling. I understand we’re getting ready to change, and we continue to!

Everything happens so fast. In the wonderful time we have together,,, I’m so grateful to have this experience with you! I pray we can share and understand more between us to grow together in love with each living being on earth. . . 👌😊💖
What You will remember more than ever is how much everything is connected! how much it matters every moment. That prayer and love that you know and share Changes everything for everyone!
I know that you have said this before. And I’ve always seen that light shining through. And we all have this experience deep inside us I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,
What you remember is really what’s important here because we’re all connected and everything’s connected so those details and experiences that you can share have impact on everything. The deeper more powerful love That has struggled to share is coming to fruition 
I flashed again. I saw another space in time for a second. I’m trying to remember what it was.
Whatever you say is true will be in your lifetime 
I  really struggle when you get me deep with you. It’s weird as I feel guilty when I party and enjoy my time with you…. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

blunt and direct saying it

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word. I have no idea what could be next as I continue to push more and more everyday. It's really remarkable how much comes together and how crazy things get. I love how much You have opened up to me Dear Jesus. Now after 5pm and I stop and get a beer to sit and relax to get myself into Spirit again. I love this time we have together. I am listening to the Dick Audio Clip with SEEL Week 2 as I read and write here now.


What it means is to step out and explore where you skills and abilities are so much stronger than you have come to understand. There is a great deal happening here in your world and you have been prepared to do a great deal more. Where you have learned to “Pray” as to consciously raise the heart and mind to God, To Consciously ATTEND to the Highest Good of God.
I’m so spoiled to recognize everything that Jesus has done is getting me ready for mysticism. What’s mysticism all about, as I’m reviewing the last conversation with my Spiritual Director. He was saying how it makes us more humble and needs to be savored where it’s about BEing instead of DOing. It really Embodies Loving Service about “TO BE” in order to let God Flow through us and allow this acceptance of what needs to be done. It’s about going where the Spiritual Freedom can Blossom, and avoiding the crazy toxic people all around us. Decrement is about recognizing where we need to spend our time, and practice detachment to step away from the toxic headaches. Detachment, Holy Indifference, step away and transcend it to reach Spiritual Freedom.
What mysticism really is for you will be so much more than you have dreamed. You have seen and experienced so many things that no one has ever done on Earth. Yes, you read about actions of Jesus, but you have done these things completely independent of others in a timeframe where so few believe or even understand. You have done so many things that you never even recognized. Like the one day with the Hurricane where you remember and recognize what happened. You have never shared that with anyone. Even the man who saw it happen couldn’t question or challenge you in anything at all after witnessing what happened!
Consider that for a moment. He was there when you changed everything. Your demands were loud and clear, where the results were instant. Remember the story of Jesus in the boat where the storm threatened them all.  He was asleep, where the storm was completely irrelevant to him. In your experience you had a direct responsibility and benefit, when the storm hit and you simply wouldn’t tolerate it. The direct emotional power you demonstrated is important to understand and consider. 
Similarly, as Dick mentioned about how we deal with toxic people is critical. You recognized how your own choices and desires to Garden were valid and justifiable.  Fighting satan over a garden box is really a deadend effort. As you learned and experienced, stepping aside and loving them anyway was clearly the best option for everyone involved. PLEASE notice how you discerned this, how you prayed about it, and how you even asked for guidance, without making any spontaneous emotional reactions. Everything about this experience was really ideal for your learning and growing NOW. As you were in the active process of questioning yourself at this very moment as well instead of the emotional reaction that is too easy to fall into.
I need to be conscious in Christ Jesus and NOT reacting emotionally, but CHOOSING a response in Prayer . . . . How am I modeling Jesus, where it’s more about what to do than what I say.  Putting it into practice and the ability to articulate it. Nurturing my talents and abilities to really be the hands and feet of Jesus Christ in all my experiences. This came up again when I received notice of the new classes I am teaching.

.. I see so much in this again, with this morning prayer with theJoyFM talking about first Corinthians. Recognizing how Christ really already lives inside of me, so it’s really easy to stay in this spirit of love in God’s Grace. I mean it’s always a choice to feel and listen instead or just reacting emotionally.
What about all the direction you received today. 
It was really clear how strong this message was today. I saw many of the same ideas repeated over and over again. The message provided a warning about listening to God. How foolish are those who choose to ignore Jesus, or pretend there is no one else out there.
What about this one catches you? 
I guess to speak about all the love and glory in all creation really always coincides with understanding the Creator as well. I never could understand anything else. I always felt sorry for the people who would listen to the lies in this culture filled with the greed and controls of satan. I mean everything we hear and see lies about such a very present and obvious experience.

Yes, it is a very real and valid experience to see and know the love and beauty of God everywhere and all around us. But to connect to it and understand seemingly has been completely “programmed” out of us where everything has to be a strong solid emotional experience or it’s not valid. What a dreadful lie, that there is no fundamental truths anymore. And more pathetic than ever this lie is so obvious in life where the smallest littlest things always have the greatest impact on us. 

I mean, really think about it, that tiny fragment, little lost scrap of wadded-up paper in the dirt on the garage floor from someone you Love and Respect - - - Sharing something wonderful and endearing is so much more valuable than the whole Garage filled with tools, bikes, cars and such:
What is really so remarkable about this little scrap of paper that you found on the floor in the Garage was how much effort went into getting it there. You will someday be able to pick-it-up and “FEEL” the light energy and vibration that it carries as it travelled and you will “SEE” this paper from it’s very creation, to the garage and the very moment you found it. And you will really laugh and enjoy the mission that this scrap of wadded-up-paper took to get there into your hands.
I get it, more and more clarity and focus are coming through to me every day. 
What happened today 9:54am 1/14/2025:
I was confronted again, where it was clear satan was tying to attack me. I said: "Begone satan," I know I had to say "get behind me satan," and to be blunt and direct saying it, where others would hear. I actually held the door open for Roy, knowing how I’d been directed what I needed to say. Roy had gone through quickly, so I was alone when attacked . . . "Begone satan," it was weird as he couldn't respond. As I entered the church for mass, I saw him gossiping with the other "leaders." As he passed me I said outloud for all to hear "I see you are busy with your gossiping." Again he stopped and stared at me like he had when I said "begone"  . . . and again I missed the opportunity to say "get behind me satan."
What was said in Mass was there for you too, as you repeated outloud “Lord, when your glory appears, my joy will be full.” And again in the Gospel Luke 19:11-28 as you have been given 10,000 gold coins and again are directed to share what you heard.
It was weird as the Exodus Fraternity assembled. The Video was ready to go. But instead the speaker enjoyed hearing his own voice and joked and distracted everyone, babbling in his “word salad” again. I know I need to ask if we could watch the video instead of listening to him!
What was next is what you need to share.
I know, so he sat next to me. And was the last in the circle to speak. He was happy to brag again, about doing the level two class with the kids.  Describing again how his “Mr Roger’s” persona brings the kids to attention! Delighted and gleeful in his control and perversion . . . . Wow, was I anxious to get out of there. And as weird as it was, Fr. Claudius needed to speak with me, and we planned to meet again. And then as I went out to water the trees, I spoke to Fr. Curtis a bit. And again Fr. Curtis came around me as I worked fixing hoses to water the trees. 
What did we tell you then. . . 
I know you asked me to step back into the office to tell Fr. Curtis to expect new gossip, since satan was confronting me again . . . . And so I did exactly that, just as Wanda was driving up . . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Monday, November 03, 2025

more and more everyday

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What is remarkable is how much you step into all the time, you rarely question or challenge the circumstances that you fall into. And readily accept and move into whatever appears before you. This is never easy! While you have been very successful.
I guess I should be happy that this is appealing for you! I really wish I could have more peace and ease as I do and step into more and more everyday. I try to do whatever I'm supposed to do, but really have no idea what could be next most of the time!
What is happening here is really important as you step into more connections with others. You have noticed how more Spiritual People are coming into your space and time. You honor this, and accept it. This is more present and real for you everyday. The place and purpose before you is stronger than ever, and you are getting more set into a simple routine. This is really important and fundamental to the changes we are bringing.
I know the details are not for me. I know I have a multitude of tasks before me. I also realize it’s just important that I keep up and trust what comes to me and allow Your Spirit to Flow as easily as possible. 
We have been very pleased as you are questioning and challenging everything sent to you less and less every day. You easily stepped into things today, like Kalina asked to cut coconuts and you immediately stepped into it with her. These actions you take really show your love and shares the Grace and Love of God!
I also recognize how there is so much more around me that I’ve not addressed yet. I’m struggling with the mess in my house and yard!
What is important here is to stop procrastinating and make it a priority to get out and get a few hours done everyday. You get the time to pray and exercise, so make it a priority to address all these other things you know need to be addressed.
I get it and I can easily enough!  Or I should be able to easily enough. It’s really annoying and intimidating to have so much mess all around to deal with. I know it’s really my own doing and I’ve got the time and insight to do more every day. There really is no reason for me not to have my shit together. 
WE have been giving you all sorts else to do. Everyday you have another task, another job, another responsibility put in front of you. Remember you asked for this and readily say you can do anything and step into what seems impossible with great success.
I get it, so can we get some limits here or at least some support and better direction for priorities and support.
Life doesn’t always go the way we want. Even when making plans according to God’s instructions, we may run into delays and obstacles. Frustration over these hindrances can lead to discouragement and even hopelessness.
I get more and more still and recognize it is really incredible to step out every day knowing there is more and more around the corner. I hope and pray to get ahead a bit and not get so much more to do. I know I do and I accept that moving into things as I can! Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Thursday, October 30, 2025

It’s Love itself, coming in to me from all directions.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!!

We have really given you a lot, and essentially asked for a lot more!
. . . . I know. But I guess what is significant is that this is really nothing new. What is new for me is recognizing how much more engaged YOU ARE.

Yes, I know that is really nothing new either. What's new here is my understanding of this. I know there really is a lot going on, and a lot more is coming. And I guess I've always known it was about You, and about how You are ready to return home.
What if the return home is really something that you have seen already too. You have seen the lightning shifting matter to energy and then back again from energy to matter. This transition has been obvious to you. So what if this were the plan for moving forward. Can you see or imagine the time and space where . . . . . You personally are able to create these changes
I know You have said or suggested this before. And my own ability is intimidating enough already, but to create the space and time for this, implies to me that many people will be able to do this, not just me. People shifting energy to matter just feels like You are asking for trouble. You have made it clear to me about my own abilities to feel and experience things beyond the Mysteries of Creation. And now you want to leapfrog from here to another level much beyond us.
What you have been asking is about Our returning to the place of love and sharing with you as our people, as our family, as our cohabitation for our experience together. What if this really requires some significant changes in the energy and matter configuration you have become accustomed to?
It’s all good. I know that whatever is required next is something we are preparing for now. I recognize how major shifts bring so much change and growth everywhere for everyone. That is simply part of this experience. And we always have to grow and change to simply be engaged in this experience itself.
What if there was really a lot more here that was essentially waiting for you. Like your experience with the wings and chestbone, are only the beginning, where you need to master these experiences into a higher level. Once these mysteries are mastered then you will have another more powerful experience to master.
I guess this sounds like standard procedure. Like those who have much given, much is expected. So similarly, I have been able to do more and more here again at a church event: FAST: Faith and Action for Strength Together. We have thirtytwo people from our church here . . . 21st year this FAST organization has been together here working for Justice. As I wrote this from something Fr. Curtis said, as he is one of the leaders here.

I brought my iPad thinking I would have the time to work again. I have it again now meeting Tim for breakfast at Trip’s. Yes I got a message from John who moved into Winter Park and was looking for Tim’s phone number. I shared what I had, and asked that he share whatever he finds. Later that afternoon John sent me his reply from Tim who I called Immediately.

Yes Immediately! Funny he spoke about us meeting in 1999 in North Carolina. WOW, what Memories! I was actually trying to send Dick my SEEL work, and decided to copy it to Tim. I mean Tim and John were there in one of the strongest experiences I ever had. Ok maybe just the strongest experience that I could understand and see with another person sharing their experiences.  I mean, most experiences were never discussed or disclosed to me. Like Kim’s story of the new roof that she shared over lunch with Chris and Claudia. That made my head spin, since I never knew what happened or why. 

Sitting with Tim this morning talking about this at Trip’s Diner was just a big blessing. He told me how he and the others who witnessed things in NC had all gone to the Baltimore Hotel after the conference and discussed how they had all received this message from God.  It was a challenge for them, as they had all witnessed the message, and all knew it was for them. But then were challenged to understand why. Like what was it all about and what for?

I told him now, that it is important to see how we have been brought together now to understand and experience something more. That the mystical experience, that I am and We witness, is something that is coming through to us more than ever. I mean it is very clear to me that I’m getting prepared for something more. And now this moment as I type this sitting at a table outside the diner writing these words on the new iPad keyboard I was filled with goosebumps. 

Yes I went back to use one of the new iPads. I gave Zach the new one with the cracked screen. And my usual iPad has the Otterbox falling apart now, so I figured it was time to use this new one instead. Wow, easy peasy. 

Yes I had made a copy of my ”why statement” here again to edit, pray, and think about during the FAST meeting last night, and I realize I haven't done anything more with it.

WHY: TO BE Implementing integrity through being and experience which is shared openly for the Glory of God.


Yes I Am back here again with my pen and iPad at home on my bed now, my first words to Tim at breakfast was how remarkable it was to have this time with him again, after twenty something years. I admitted how what I had just written and shared with my spiritual director was really on the side of mysticism. Course, he said that was really where he had always seen me, so it was nothing new to him. I really never understood or realized how much I impacted him directly.  And he was perplexed how I got from mysticism to Catholic. . . Seeing these as polar opposites!
What you found now was Scott who you introduced Tim to and literally started his business and his new life. 
I know it's always so much more and so powerful to experience and understand and I realize how much is really happening here. I was assaulted again tonight as I was doing the 40 Days of life protest against abortion. Some looney-tune drove up yelling at as, and I recorded him on video and sent it to the sponsor who reported it to the police. Yes so I did another police report.
Whatelse happened?
I got a notice from SPS about them following SPS rules, but really not doing anything as required with the Covid Forebearance. So I think I will report this to the state attorney!
What Jesus wants me to do right now, is Share how much he loves me! Jesus loves me so much, that he gives me everything I could ever imagine.  Because He loves it all…. so if i love him, it all comes to me, whether I’m ready for it or not.'red,red,red,’ 
Back to black. . . . I can share this moment with you because I love you so much. Please dearest Lord Jesus, fill my thoughts, words, and deeds with your Spirit so that all I share is from you for the glory of father son Holy Ghost. 

Save you Jesus . . . Jesus
Sharing the love of jesus, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,
What you need to do is reread Week of Prayer #15: The Call of Christ Jesus Our King, yes now and get your higlighter
The kingdom of God is the central experience in all the biblical traditions, with many layers of meaning to express God’s World Dream for us to live only in the Love and LIFE OF JESUS CHRIST through the HOLY SPIRIT! 
WOW, 

WOW, I know there is so much to this. Jesus woke me up before midnight. Then again after 2am.He told me to imagine this was my last time to talk to Dick and warn humanity. If this was my last day, what would I need to share. And I jumped up and went down stairs. Put a cup up, and pressed the on button on the coffee espresso maker, and went outside to pee. I watered a plant, came inside to hit the double brew button.
When I got back upstairs I grabbed my tripod and set my iPhone on it. Turned it on and started my day: BACK IN BED!

Yes I set up the camera in the bathroom pointing into my space. Then climbed back in bed to REPEAT MYSELF!  Yes I littering curled up with my pillows, snored, and then jumped up with the leg cramp. I made my bed, did my exercises, can down stairs, made the fruit bowl, and started my work on this blog.

If my life is this constant conversation with God. . . The more I write, and share the better.  Especially if it’s time for me to go. . . Forgiveness, it’s the same-old-same old. . . My ego my pride, all thrown into the fire, so I can be the Survivor. .  .

Wow, the Lords Prayer came on after this song. . . It’s weird as I’ve heard McDonalds commercials on the JoyFM too much so I’m on spiritFM now. . . Which is awesome to have the Mass there three times a day. And again I realize and see the Love and Divinity of Jesus Flowing through my whole world. 

Everything i experience is in the Love of Jesus!
We have always been here with you, as this experience you share is all we have in your fuller meaning and authentic joy sharing and ALLOWING your deepest and truest Desires to FLOW FREELY!
I just FLASHED into another place where I was building new systems and new designs. It was remarkable as I know how it will all work, since everything is in God and everything is connected. The guy with the Tree Farm getting the Olive Trees for the church can help me redesign the seawalls to move people and change everything in our society and culture by removing the cars, over night.  .  !
What you saw was a lot more than that. It was people communicating at a higher level, using all the technologies, and not hiding from each others. The secrets and hidden details impact everyone. When you are completely in Truth, Love flows with ease. When people hide, and possess in greed or insecurity they hurt everyone.
I just sent this to everyone. I realize that all the technology is connected already. And humanity just doesn’t know or understand yet. We are the only life, where every detail we share expands and grows everything for everyone. 

We allow as much as we can, and learn and grow to share more. So this mystical experience i have is helping everyone around me. The more I step into and do, the better it is for everyone, so each may have part with me in victory just as each has shared in the toil, as we in integrity fight injustice, as we labor for the oppressed and help the marginalized to step-up. . . As we strive for the best of us in greater service and generosity. . . We labor with Christ Jesus as our companion as His Yoke is comfortable and the burden light!
I’m really so excited to see so much come together before me. Each moment I see and experience so much more than I could really understand. It is really so strong and clear to me. Lol, listening to Mike Smidt on SpiritFM now. . . Talking about all Loving, Completely Good God, where all Creation is Good! 
What about this next phrase you are reading?
I get it. WHAT CHRIST CALL do i need to respond to? It’s Love itself, coming in to me from all directions. Seven Story Mountain by Thomas Merton - The Interior Castle by Teresa of Avila Discernment & Detachment - Dick. . . God’s Voice Within by Mark Thilbodeaux SJ.

I know it is all exactly where it needs to be. I know we are all moving closer to Jesus! I am so very grateful and humbled to be in this space and time to bring this forward.  It is really incredible as I step into more and more every moment.  And I realize it is all exactly where it needs to be and I am in the right place at the right time to do exactly whatever is needed for me to do. And beyond all this I don't need to understand anything but only need to trust and continue to more forward.  It really seems kinda weird sometimes, but I know it has always been sots weird any mysterious anyway.

And that's ok. I've been blessed all my life anyway, why would this moment be any different. And clearly I am always prepared for every task before me. And the challenges and conflicts I encounter, are always orchastrated exactly as needed. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to follow and learn all I need to do today for the glory of Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Amen.

Friday, October 10, 2025

and I know what I need to do

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!  I knew you would do this to me . . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, 

What do you expect, we were not going to let you run and hide again.
I . . Know, Now again I've spent my morning in exercises and meditations. I wrote up a lease for my new tenant and he wont have any cash until month end. He is busy working outside and sorta helps and hurts. When I came in with my signed lease agreement and no cash. I was literally crying, I don't want to eat, I don't want to work. I JUST DO NOT want to struggle anymore. I started grading papers this morning and discovered that I have only 4 days to be all done with this course.

How can I possibly get it all the done.

Yes tired and frustrated. . . . It’s stressful to see holes and problems that I can not address or find any resolution for.

I have started my next string of tasks and I know what I need to do, but struggle. I get annoyed and worried about tasks that don't fit. I need to do things and stumble and stumble. I want to cry out for help again Jesus. I pray for your help and guidance in getting everything done.

Yes, I feel totally lost today, I've only a week to get same model results and I still really have no clue...

We have always been with you and always pull you through these things that scare you. It’s a mystery how things happen and what you find before you. You have never really understood how things happen, but always trust and step into things so readily. You are ready you can do this all, no worries.
I get it, and felt so grateful today as lunch came up and Jim invited me to Mass, and then Bill checked in on me just as I sat next to Jim at St Anthony’s.  I told Jim how I witnessed the direct blessings of having such strong brotherly love and support show up completely randomly as I needed it more than ever.
What a wonderful experience for you to share with your peers.  Your witnessing of the power and presence of God in your day was joyfully accepted and understood. This wonderment you share is a joy for all.
I . . Get it, so I just wrote Todd and copied Keven, Jim, Mike, and Brian, about the wonderful experience I had with the Exodus Fraternity this morning. I realized how these guys were all deep in the same catholic studies. So I thought to share all the books and such that I’ve built online already.  And of course then I added another few pages to My SEEL work online which has been really interesting as well.
What you are learning is pulling all these different aspects together into a more powerful and coherent expression of yourself. You haven’t had community before, to step into this place of love and sharing what you have is a great blessing for all.  You have always been able to do, share, and step-into places that others would never consider or understand. Getting beyond the culture and the machine has been your operand. You are doing it more from the inside instead of fighting from the outside.
Is this what you are seeking when we speak about the next 50 years for me. It’s making more sense all the time as I see the different pieces coming together. I still get confused and struggle whenever I have no clue what I’m doing or why. I seem to get more clarity with each day of trusting my experiences, and stepping into whatever is before me. I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,
What is really happening here is you are recognizing and learning about who you are and why you came here.  You have always known you were on a “mission” and always knew you were protected and guided, because somehow you couldn’t escape your task since no one else could do it for you. You had committed to BE and DO and have spent your whole life preparing for this. And yes, you are getting closer and closer every day.
I know, it’s kinda interesting how you said this now. I’ve been getting so very strong into so many different things. I really noticed how each day that I follow the guidance more closely, the stronger a clearer the events get in my life. Things have been really remarkable how things just come together and happen. It’s really just a wonder to see and witness what this life is bringing to me.
What you wrote and published now needs to be carried forward:
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to fill my life with Your Holy Spirit to carry me forward to Achieve all that I need to complete for YOUR GLORY. . . . Amen.

Saturday, October 04, 2025

following more of the beauty and love of God

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

You have been is faithful with what you are given, so you will be given so much more to understand. . . When YOU TREASURE the WORD of God in YOUR LIFE, all else comes with ease. As the days are lengthened to meet the Life of God, filled with this Joy
Do not let kindness and truth leave you; Bind them around your neck, Write them on the tablet of your heart. Honor the Lord from your wealth, And from the first of all your produce;”‭‭ Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭3‬, ‭9‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/pro.3.9.NASB2020

Trust in the Lord with all your heart And do not lean on your own understanding.”  ‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭5‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/pro.3.5.NASB2020 

I am here for you Jesus. I know that it’s always all about you. It’s about a long and happy life filled with the Fruit of Gods Word! I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Proverbs 3, two verses are critical. KEEP KINDNESS AND TRUTH!!!!

“In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; Fear the Lord and turn away from evil.”


Discernment is Choosing Love over Fear! 
Evangelism by attraction vs promotion is really about sharing more love.
Function out of love, not fear, attracts interest where it is easy to share.
An answer without a question is seen as manipulation 
Make a friend, be a friend, bring a friend to Christ. => faith, trust & mystery begins with asking about their lives. What was great for you this week?

Saint Ignatius of Loyola's step-by-step process for discernment of spirits is based on his 
Spiritual ExercisesHe provides different rules for those in different spiritual states. The fundamental process involves three steps: Become Aware, Understand, and Take Action.
Discern LOVE next
Step 1: Become aware
The first step is to recognize and pay attention to the "motions of the soul," which are your interior movements, including thoughts, emotions, desires, feelings, and inclinations. This is an exercise in prayerful self-awareness. Ignatius suggests practices such as the daily Examen to help you review your day and notice these inner stirrings. 

Step 2: Understand and reflect
Once you are aware of these interior motions, you must analyze them to understand their origin. The crucial aspect of Ignatian discernment for those growing in holiness is distinguishing between two primary states of the soul: 
  • Spiritual consolation: This is a movement of the soul that increases faith, hope, and charity. It brings a sense of peace, courage, and closeness to God. It can also include tears of compassion or an increase in spiritual fervor.
  • Spiritual desolation: This is the opposite of consolation. It is a movement that brings darkness, anxiety, sadness, and discouragement. It can also lead to a lack of faith, hope, and love, and a feeling of separation from God.
Ignatius taught that these different movements come from different sources: 
  • The good spirit (God) uses consolation to encourage and strengthen those who are striving to serve God.
  • The evil spirit (the enemy of human nature) uses desolation to put up obstacles, create confusion, and discourage the person from moving forward in their spiritual life.

Step 3: Take action
Based on your understanding of the movements, you must take the appropriate action: 
  • Accept and live according to what is from the good spirit. Embrace the feelings of peace, courage, and love that come from God.
  • Reject and remove what is not of God. When experiencing spiritual desolation, resist the temptations that arise from it. Do not make any major decisions while in a state of desolation. Instead, persevere in prayer and spiritual practices.  RENOUNCE satan IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST and COMMAND THE spirit of satan TO LEAVE IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!
Important considerations for those growing in holiness:Ignatius developed additional rules specifically for those who are actively working to overcome sin and grow closer to God. For these individuals, the good and evil spirits operate in a different manner than they do for those moving away from God: 
  • How the evil spirit works: The evil spirit will attempt to sow doubt, anxiety, and discouragement. It might remind you of past sins or point out imperfections to cause you to lose hope and quit trying. The evil spirit's temptations can also be disguised as something good and subtle, leading you to compromise your commitment to holiness.
  • How the good spirit works: The good spirit will bring courage, strength, and consolation. It will affirm your efforts and help you to persist in your good works, removing obstacles and giving you quiet and peace.
Summary of the process for those growing in holiness
  1. Become attentive: Notice the interior movements within your soul.
  2. Characterize the movement: Does it feel like consolation (peace, joy, growth in faith) or desolation (anxiety, sadness, discouragement)?
  3. Identify the source: If it's consolation, assume it is from the good spirit. If it's desolation, be on guard against the evil spirit's temptations.
  4. Respond appropriately: Welcome consolation and use it to strengthen your resolve. Resist desolation, and do not make decisions based on it.
  5. Seek counsel: If still in doubt, Ignatius advises seeking the wisdom of a spiritual director or wise counselor.
What you have felt now in this is very important please write specifically about this feeling above. Chapter 14, adolescent 151, storing up Gratitude, Dry Spells, and Dessert 
Experiences….
GRATITUDE We all want to be Happy? Be Grateful.Br. David Steindl-Rast, OSB, NY Monk in 90s, review week five, principals and foundation: WHY STATEMENT, Lexio Divinia, divine reading, read slow, deliberately, words of phrase that sparkles. Spark of God… Divine Listening….
These Experiences…. That You are engaged with, opens more for you all the time. . . . You see so much clarity and focus all the time. And again, you are getting the support and guidance that you need to step into a new higher place. Each new insight, realization, and understanding shifts your whole world and your experience into a higher level. Yes, you have seen this before and understand how much your responsibility shifts and grows. Now as you grow, learn, and share more this increased understanding and respect for your own personal place and responsibility shifts before you. You are finding more ease and comfort as you progress and grow into these activities that you really delight in. 
I know and see so much GRATITUDE. I try to love and share my own kindness and joy around me all the time. Each new experience I have is about sharing the love and joy I have with You, and all that comes is new creative and inspiring opportunities. I really have been trying to accept BEING twelve again and having that young ambitious attitude to stepout and do more all the time. I'm learning to trust more and step more freely into events and opportunities. Each day I'm speaking more with Jesus, my saints and guardians, and each day I'm doing and following more of the
beauty and love of God. I know it is really about trust and acceptance, knowing I have the Grace and support of Jesus to act and step more clearly and consciously into all the experiences and opportunities set before me.
Yes your experiences…. All are about your love and power in Christ Jesus. Each day you allow your love to grow and evolve before you. Fearlessly you share and understand more that is before you and each day we send you new and exciting opportunities for you to enjoy and
 share in the Joy and the love that you are graced with! 
GRATITUDE: Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to step into more each day…
Experiences…. Really include all the challenges you have before you. Again you are always pressed to do so much more and really have no bearing or understanding as to what is really happening or where it is all going. Trying to be twelve and stay in joy as you bike and listen to us is really wonderful, but it is not clear to where it's going. You get a feeling about school and so much more but still have some serious gaps in your understanding 
GRATITUDE means that have faith and trust that all things will come around and be the best for everyone...

Wednesday, July 09, 2025

giant word correctly the first time

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !
What are you learning?
I guess I’ve learned how to renounce evil and command it to leave! I have been doing it more for myself and realize I can do more and more for others as well. I've created so much here that fills me with Joy and love that I struggle to understand and express. I know I have so much love and joy here to share.
What about your son? 
I guess he already decided what was important for him before he ever mentioned anything to me.. I feel I must have missed some lessons on puberty and dating. But I never even saw him as a teenage kid. Wow that's weird. He had left when he was nine years old, thinking he knew what was best for him. And then I didn't even see him for ten years. So now I wonder il he was 19 when I saw him again or older. Not that his last year as a teen would be appropriate to speak about puberty and dating. But honestly I seem to remember getting them some book on sex! Like maybe even the exact same book my mom got me!
What do you feel about it now?

I guess you have been very clear and strong giving me more and more to share with my son on really the same issues. As crazy as it might seem, I posted pieces from the men's group immediately. And then stayed after to hear another father with 30-something kids running away from the Church as well. I really find this remarkable as the more I get into this church the more I find deeper and stronger truths. I mean the spirit and power I find focused here is really wonderful. And daily I wonder if this world will totally flip to bring Jesus more fully into control or not. Every day people speak about Revelations and the Second Coming of Christ as the symbols are everywhere. Sure I know You Are already here but the real experience of Eden, where You can walk and share more directly with everyone again in peace and love is really what it's all about now.

But What have you seen, shared, and felt before about the hurricanes and transitions coming?!
I know, I was reading my Old journals yesterday and passed a page where I spoke about the big spiral the size of the Gulf of Mexico cutting a new gorge through the middle of the Country.
 
What about St. Pete?
I know, I've also felt before how nothing else would survive! That always felt so preposterous! Wow, and I spelled that giant word correctly the first time, how weird is that. And then I also have felt the Fountain of Youth is here, and that “first spark in the mud.” And so where else would we expect to find the Garden of Eden. . . . Wow hit this link and how weird is that!!!!!
What do you think about all this synchronicity?
I guess it's more intense than ever!  Always challenged and wondering what I'm here for and what could Christ want with crazy old me, breaking all the rules and getting away with murder. . . . LOL, or really everything possible except murder, as I've never been able to hurt a fly.
We know!
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.