whether sweet or bitter, as part of God’s providence

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What this is about is sleep

I’m just tired. I got a lot done outside again. Filled and emptied four trash cans, and luckily before the trash was picked up! So I filled a few dumpsters just in time. I’ve made a lot of progress in the yard, and feel good about it. But still have so much to do!

What we are excited about is that you are stepping into all of it in faith and trust!  It is clear to you everything is exactly where it belongs. This heavy work and struggles are making you stronger! 

 Working moving foraged now again.. grabbing my tools and tasks in the church service, making the coffee, fixing the garden hose… uhg all for you Jesus! First Corinthians 3:13 and 14.. “each one’s work will become evident; for the day will show it because it is to be revealed with fire, and the fire itself will test the quality of each one’s work.”

‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭3‬:‭13‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/1co.3.13.NASB2020

What it means is stepping into this all more and more. . .

I need to get deeper into the triple colloquy prayer, seriously step more strongly into the grace of Saint Mary to lead me to Jesus and then to God …. In conversation . . . I recognize Saint Mary is with my Mom, or my Mom and Joyce, Dawn, Joni, , , hum, Kristen now too all these women who reached me at one time or another. Many reached me over and over again. And all Love is OF GOD, so it’s always together in the female aspects that I find them all. Yes Saint Mary welcomes them all, and each will share something unique and specific. Again I find more clarity and focus. I keep feeling I need to just load up my garage and container to empty my backyard of the junk I’ve collected. Then waddle down the garage and container little by little as I move through my courses and life ahead.

What has happened again with you is that you are always reaching for more, or always ready for more knowing things are sent to you, and knowing it’s the blessing you give that makes it all work together. 

It’s weird. On my iPadPro it’s the Logitech keyword again and I know it’s fast and easy to share. And I know that’s something I need to just do sometimes. I also know there is so much I need to get done and accept that it’s all perfect, and just trust what is.

We have you safe, its all exactly where you need to be.

I know full circle to the same place that I started.  I wonder what i wrote about back then. I have been able to go back and read some of my writing and it’s really never been anything special.

What about today!

I’m so glad I got things cleaned. Literally just finished as he arrived. Then he didn’t like anything I made and only stayed 30 minutes with little samples. Course as soon as he left I got some eggnog and rum. Just like my mom would make. And even too strong! Just made my second and realized I’m feeling sorry for myself.

I’ve still have too much to do outside and rally only a few days left before my insurance company closes or whatever! I’ve considered leaving this house. It’s too much and I’m all alone with everything. I mean it’s almost twice the size of what I had with my kids.

Wow, feeling sorry for myself again. Christopher is making turkey for his mom, paul, 2nd sister and her man.  Not that I would want to be there Leigh any of them. But feeling sorry for myself again. . . . Like I could have done something different to have him m more in my life now. 

Who else can s really in my life!?  I’ve gotten a few greetings and well wishes. Was kinda invited to a few places to eat. But still only want to sleep now really just feeling sorry for myself.

Exodus 90 November 28, 2025
The Secret of Joy: Philippians 4:8-13

Paul had entered into a spiritual maturity in which joy could not be extinguished, even amid constant suffering. What, then, is the “secret” he speaks of that allows him to face all things with peace and joy? His will has become entirely one with God’s. He accepts all that comes to him, whether sweet or bitter, as part of God’s providence. His joy is not rooted in what happens, but in who governs all that happens. As St. Alphonsus Liguori explains in Uniformity with God’s Will, “Indeed, what can be more satisfactory to a person than to experience the fulfillment of all his desires? This is the happy lot of the man who wills only what God wills, because everything that happens, save sin, happens through the will of God”

What this brings to you, is exactly what you asked for. The deeper confirmation that all you are guided to be is exactly what you need. Stay there in your truth and power. Your joy and peace are endless, fruits coming to you, you must equally remember self-control when you feel the desolation and despair of not having what you expected show up!

I’m still learning, growing and understanding more everyday. These Bible verses sent to me always align with me! I pray for Your Strength to stay true and clear in my works! Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to maintain my self control today doing all I need with you!

We have been very clear that all is good and moving in the right direction for you to get where you need to be. Trust and Flow in the Joy and Peace of knowing you are ready and will do everything just fine in the light of Jesus Christ!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

your Wisdom, Guidance and Strength.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Now again, I’ve been making progress. This picture here at right is the Eucharist that Andy set up for the LifeTeen Homeless retreat. I was really impressed with all that he had planned and setup. Course I set-out the firewood and got the cardboard boxes for them to live in for the night. Which really was only following his directions. Course then I did what I wanted and built a fire too big with the smoke and such where someone called out the fire department. 

Figures, I think it really just annoyed him, as I wasn’t paying attention to any boundaries and was completely irresponsible. Course as a Boy Scout I knew I could do it, or get away with it. This picture here is really great too. I’ve set my iphone camera to only take 4k, so everything is super high resolution. It really is a great picture. And then the setting was really cool too as Andy got spot-light to highlight the trees, and everything looked great out there.

I’m never sure what I need to do or where my place is. But really always try

Really try and even struggle to help and get things together that I know need to get done. I’ve been trying more and more to get so match done. Here at home too, where I’ve finally gotten down to fixing my well pump. It will be so great to have the real water flow I need to get my gardens green again and only have a week or two to get everything cleaned up and organized around this house. 

What’s incredible now more than ever is that you are listening and allowing more than ever. Still fearless, still charging in as soon as you set the target. Get Humble, hold back more and go slower. You still are pushing a little harder than they can handle.

I’m so very grateful, thank you, dearest Lord Jesus Christ, I’m so grateful for all your Wisdom, Guidance and Strength. Yes, and I laugh again about how incredible it is to have this technology to share this. Data transfer is easier and easier every day!

Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to understand and share all You bring through to me.

Yes, I’m literally laughing right now because I got myself a glass of wine to sit up and journal. I’m talking to my iPhone now. It’s such a different vibration a different feeling. I understand we’re getting ready to change, and we continue to!

Everything happens so fast. In the wonderful time we have together,,, I’m so grateful to have this experience with you! I pray we can share and understand more between us to grow together in love with each living being on earth. . . 👌😊💖

What You will remember more than ever is how much everything is connected! how much it matters every moment. That prayer and love that you know and share Changes everything for everyone!

I know that you have said this before. And I’ve always seen that light shining through. And we all have this experience deep inside us I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What you remember is really what’s important here because we’re all connected and everything’s connected so those details and experiences that you can share have impact on everything. The deeper more powerful love That has struggled to share is coming to fruition 

I flashed again. I saw another space in time for a second. I’m trying to remember what it was.

Whatever you say is true will be in your lifetime 

I  really struggle when you get me deep with you. It’s weird as I feel guilty when I party and enjoy my time with you…. I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

blunt and direct saying it

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word. I have no idea what could be next as I continue to push more and more everyday. It's really remarkable how much comes together and how crazy things get. I love how much You have opened up to me Dear Jesus. Now after 5pm and I stop and get a beer to sit and relax to get myself into Spirit again. I love this time we have together. I am listening to the Dick Audio Clip with SEEL Week 2 as I read and write here now.

What it means is to step out and explore where you skills and abilities are so much stronger than you have come to understand. There is a great deal happening here in your world and you have been prepared to do a great deal more. Where you have learned to “Pray” as to consciously raise the heart and mind to God, To Consciously ATTEND to the Highest Good of God.

I’m so spoiled to recognize everything that Jesus has done is getting me ready for mysticism. What’s mysticism all about, as I’m reviewing the last conversation with my Spiritual Director. He was saying how it makes us more humble and needs to be savored where it’s about BEing instead of DOing. It really Embodies Loving Service about “TO BE” in order to let God Flow through us and allow this acceptance of what needs to be done. It’s about going where the Spiritual Freedom can Blossom, and avoiding the crazy toxic people all around us. Decrement is about recognizing where we need to spend our time, and practice detachment to step away from the toxic headaches. Detachment, Holy Indifference, step away and transcend it to reach Spiritual Freedom.

What mysticism really is for you will be so much more than you have dreamed. You have seen and experienced so many things that no one has ever done on Earth. Yes, you read about actions of Jesus, but you have done these things completely independent of others in a timeframe where so few believe or even understand. You have done so many things that you never even recognized. Like the one day with the Hurricane where you remember and recognize what happened. You have never shared that with anyone. Even the man who saw it happen couldn’t question or challenge you in anything at all after witnessing what happened!

Consider that for a moment. He was there when you changed everything. Your demands were loud and clear, where the results were instant. Remember the story of Jesus in the boat where the storm threatened them all.  He was asleep, where the storm was completely irrelevant to him. In your experience you had a direct responsibility and benefit, when the storm hit and you simply wouldn’t tolerate it. The direct emotional power you demonstrated is important to understand and consider. 

Similarly, as Dick mentioned about how we deal with toxic people is critical. You recognized how your own choices and desires to Garden were valid and justifiable.  Fighting satan over a garden box is really a deadend effort. As you learned and experienced, stepping aside and loving them anyway was clearly the best option for everyone involved. PLEASE notice how you discerned this, how you prayed about it, and how you even asked for guidance, without making any spontaneous emotional reactions. Everything about this experience was really ideal for your learning and growing NOW. As you were in the active process of questioning yourself at this very moment as well instead of the emotional reaction that is too easy to fall into.

I need to be conscious in Christ Jesus and NOT reacting emotionally, but CHOOSING a response in Prayer . . . . How am I modeling Jesus, where it’s more about what to do than what I say.  Putting it into practice and the ability to articulate it. Nurturing my talents and abilities to really be the hands and feet of Jesus Christ in all my experiences. This came up again when I received notice of the new classes I am teaching.

.. I see so much in this again, with this morning prayer with theJoyFM talking about first Corinthians. Recognizing how Christ really already lives inside of me, so it’s really easy to stay in this spirit of love in God’s Grace. I mean it’s always a choice to feel and listen instead or just reacting emotionally.

What about all the direction you received today. 

It was really clear how strong this message was today. I saw many of the same ideas repeated over and over again. The message provided a warning about listening to God. How foolish are those who choose to ignore Jesus, or pretend there is no one else out there.

What about this one catches you? 

I guess to speak about all the love and glory in all creation really always coincides with understanding the Creator as well. I never could understand anything else. I always felt sorry for the people who would listen to the lies in this culture filled with the greed and controls of satan. I mean everything we hear and see lies about such a very present and obvious experience.

Yes, it is a very real and valid experience to see and know the love and beauty of God everywhere and all around us. But to connect to it and understand seemingly has been completely “programmed” out of us where everything has to be a strong solid emotional experience or it’s not valid. What a dreadful lie, that there is no fundamental truths anymore. And more pathetic than ever this lie is so obvious in life where the smallest littlest things always have the greatest impact on us. 

I mean, really think about it, that tiny fragment, little lost scrap of wadded-up paper in the dirt on the garage floor from someone you Love and Respect - - - Sharing something wonderful and endearing is so much more valuable than the whole Garage filled with tools, bikes, cars and such:

What is really so remarkable about this little scrap of paper that you found on the floor in the Garage was how much effort went into getting it there. You will someday be able to pick-it-up and “FEEL” the light energy and vibration that it carries as it travelled and you will “SEE” this paper from it’s very creation, to the garage and the very moment you found it. And you will really laugh and enjoy the mission that this scrap of wadded-up-paper took to get there into your hands.

I get it, more and more clarity and focus are coming through to me every day. 

What happened today 9:54am 1/14/2025:

I was confronted again, where it was clear satan was tying to attack me. I said: "Begone satan," I know I had to say "get behind me satan," and to be blunt and direct saying it, where others would hear. I actually held the door open for Roy, knowing how I’d been directed what I needed to say. Roy had gone through quickly, so I was alone when attacked . . . "Begone satan," it was weird as he couldn't respond. As I entered the church for mass, I saw him gossiping with the other "leaders." As he passed me I said outloud for all to hear "I see you are busy with your gossiping." Again he stopped and stared at me like he had when I said "begone"  . . . and again I missed the opportunity to say "get behind me satan."

What was said in Mass was there for you too, as you repeated outloud “Lord, when your glory appears, my joy will be full.” And again in the Gospel Luke 19:11-28 as you have been given 10,000 gold coins and again are directed to share what you heard.

It was weird as the Exodus Fraternity assembled. The Video was ready to go. But instead the speaker enjoyed hearing his own voice and joked and distracted everyone, babbling in his “word salad” again. I know I need to ask if we could watch the video instead of listening to him!

What was next is what you need to share.

I know, so he sat next to me. And was the last in the circle to speak. He was happy to brag again, about doing the level two class with the kids.  Describing again how his “Mr Roger’s” persona brings the kids to attention! Delighted and gleeful in his control and perversion . . . . Wow, was I anxious to get out of there. And as weird as it was, Fr. Claudius needed to speak with me, and we planned to meet again. And then as I went out to water the trees, I spoke to Fr. Curtis a bit. And again Fr. Curtis came around me as I worked fixing hoses to water the trees. 

What did we tell you then. . . 

I know you asked me to step back into the office to tell Fr. Curtis to expect new gossip, since satan was confronting me again . . . . And so I did exactly that, just as Wanda was driving up . . .  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

more and more everyday

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What is remarkable is how much you step into all the time, you rarely question or challenge the circumstances that you fall into. And readily accept and move into whatever appears before you. This is never easy! While you have been very successful.

I guess I should be happy that this is appealing for you! I really wish I could have more peace and ease as I do and step into more and more everyday. I try to do whatever I'm supposed to do, but really have no idea what could be next most of the time!

What is happening here is really important as you step into more connections with others. You have noticed how more Spiritual People are coming into your space and time. You honor this, and accept it. This is more present and real for you everyday. The place and purpose before you is stronger than ever, and you are getting more set into a simple routine. This is really important and fundamental to the changes we are bringing.

I know the details are not for me. I know I have a multitude of tasks before me. I also realize it’s just important that I keep up and trust what comes to me and allow Your Spirit to Flow as easily as possible. 

We have been very pleased as you are questioning and challenging everything sent to you less and less every day. You easily stepped into things today, like Kalina asked to cut coconuts and you immediately stepped into it with her. These actions you take really show your love and shares the Grace and Love of God!

I also recognize how there is so much more around me that I’ve not addressed yet. I’m struggling with the mess in my house and yard!

What is important here is to stop procrastinating and make it a priority to get out and get a few hours done everyday. You get the time to pray and exercise, so make it a priority to address all these other things you know need to be addressed.

I get it and I can easily enough!  Or I should be able to easily enough. It’s really annoying and intimidating to have so much mess all around to deal with. I know it’s really my own doing and I’ve got the time and insight to do more every day. There really is no reason for me not to have my shit together. 

WE have been giving you all sorts else to do. Everyday you have another task, another job, another responsibility put in front of you. Remember you asked for this and readily say you can do anything and step into what seems impossible with great success.

I get it, so can we get some limits here or at least some support and better direction for priorities and support.

Life doesn’t always go the way we want. Even when making plans according to God’s instructions, we may run into delays and obstacles. Frustration over these hindrances can lead to discouragement and even hopelessness.

I get more and more still and recognize it is really incredible to step out every day knowing there is more and more around the corner. I hope and pray to get ahead a bit and not get so much more to do. I know I do and I accept that moving into things as I can! Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,  I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

It’s Love itself, coming in to me from all directions.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!!

We have really given you a lot, and essentially asked for a lot more!

. . . . I know. But I guess what is significant is that this is really nothing new. What is new for me is recognizing how much more engaged YOU ARE.

Yes, I know that is really nothing new either. What's new here is my understanding of this. I know there really is a lot going on, and a lot more is coming. And I guess I've always known it was about You, and about how You are ready to return home.

What if the return home is really something that you have seen already too. You have seen the lightning shifting matter to energy and then back again from energy to matter. This transition has been obvious to you. So what if this were the plan for moving forward. Can you see or imagine the time and space where . . . . . You personally are able to create these changes. 

I know You have said or suggested this before. And my own ability is intimidating enough already, but to create the space and time for this, implies to me that many people will be able to do this, not just me. People shifting energy to matter just feels like You are asking for trouble. You have made it clear to me about my own abilities to feel and experience things beyond the Mysteries of Creation. And now you want to leapfrog from here to another level much beyond us.

What you have been asking is about Our returning to the place of love and sharing with you as our people, as our family, as our cohabitation for our experience together. What if this really requires some significant changes in the energy and matter configuration you have become accustomed to?

It’s all good. I know that whatever is required next is something we are preparing for now. I recognize how major shifts bring so much change and growth everywhere for everyone. That is simply part of this experience. And we always have to grow and change to simply be engaged in this experience itself.

What if there was really a lot more here that was essentially waiting for you. Like your experience with the wings and chestbone, are only the beginning, where you need to master these experiences into a higher level. Once these mysteries are mastered then you will have another more powerful experience to master.

I guess this sounds like standard procedure. Like those who have much given, much is expected. So similarly, I have been able to do more and more here again at a church event: FAST: Faith and Action for Strength Together. We have thirtytwo people from our church here . . . 21st year this FAST organization has been together here working for Justice. As I wrote this from something Fr. Curtis said, as he is one of the leaders here.

I brought my iPad thinking I would have the time to work again. I have it again now meeting Tim for breakfast at Trip’s. Yes I got a message from John who moved into Winter Park and was looking for Tim’s phone number. I shared what I had, and asked that he share whatever he finds. Later that afternoon John sent me his reply from Tim who I called Immediately.

Yes Immediately! Funny he spoke about us meeting in 1999 in North Carolina. WOW, what Memories! I was actually trying to send Dick my SEEL work, and decided to copy it to Tim. I mean Tim and John were there in one of the strongest experiences I ever had. Ok maybe just the strongest experience that I could understand and see with another person sharing their experiences.  I mean, most experiences were never discussed or disclosed to me. Like Kim’s story of the new roof that she shared over lunch with Chris and Claudia. That made my head spin, since I never knew what happened or why. 

Sitting with Tim this morning talking about this at Trip’s Diner was just a big blessing. He told me how he and the others who witnessed things in NC had all gone to the Baltimore Hotel after the conference and discussed how they had all received this message from God.  It was a challenge for them, as they had all witnessed the message, and all knew it was for them. But then were challenged to understand why. Like what was it all about and what for?

I told him now, that it is important to see how we have been brought together now to understand and experience something more. That the mystical experience, that I am and We witness, is something that is coming through to us more than ever. I mean it is very clear to me that I’m getting prepared for something more. And now this moment as I type this sitting at a table outside the diner writing these words on the new iPad keyboard I was filled with goosebumps. 

Yes I went back to use one of the new iPads. I gave Zach the new one with the cracked screen. And my usual iPad has the Otterbox falling apart now, so I figured it was time to use this new one instead. Wow, easy peasy. 

Yes I had made a copy of my ”why statement” here again to edit, pray, and think about during the FAST meeting last night, and I realize I haven't done anything more with it.

WHY: TO BE Implementing integrity through being and experience which is shared openly for the Glory of God.

Yes I Am back here again with my pen and iPad at home on my bed now, my first words to Tim at breakfast was how remarkable it was to have this time with him again, after twenty something years. I admitted how what I had just written and shared with my spiritual director was really on the side of mysticism. Course, he said that was really where he had always seen me, so it was nothing new to him. I really never understood or realized how much I impacted him directly.  And he was perplexed how I got from mysticism to Catholic. . . Seeing these as polar opposites!

What you found now was Scott who you introduced Tim to and literally started his business and his new life. 

I know it's always so much more and so powerful to experience and understand and I realize how much is really happening here. I was assaulted again tonight as I was doing the 40 Days of life protest against abortion. Some looney-tune drove up yelling at as, and I recorded him on video and sent it to the sponsor who reported it to the police. Yes so I did another police report.

Whatelse happened?

I got a notice from SPS about them following SPS rules, but really not doing anything as required with the Covid Forebearance. So I think I will report this to the state attorney!

What Jesus wants me to do right now, is Share how much he loves me! Jesus loves me so much, that he gives me everything I could ever imagine.  Because He loves it all…. so if i love him, it all comes to me, whether I’m ready for it or not.'red,red,red,’ 

Back to black. . . . I can share this moment with you because I love you so much. Please dearest Lord Jesus, fill my thoughts, words, and deeds with your Spirit so that all I share is from you for the glory of father son Holy Ghost. 

Save you Jesus . . . Jesus

Sharing the love of jesus, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What you need to do is reread Week of Prayer #15: The Call of Christ Jesus Our King, yes now and get your higlighter

The kingdom of God is the central experience in all the biblical traditions, with many layers of meaning to express God’s World Dream for us to live only in the Love and LIFE OF JESUS CHRIST through the HOLY SPIRIT! 

WOW, 

WOW, I know there is so much to this. Jesus woke me up before midnight. Then again after 2am.He told me to imagine this was my last time to talk to Dick and warn humanity. If this was my last day, what would I need to share. And I jumped up and went down stairs. Put a cup up, and pressed the on button on the coffee espresso maker, and went outside to pee. I watered a plant, came inside to hit the double brew button.

When I got back upstairs I grabbed my tripod and set my iPhone on it. Turned it on and started my day: BACK IN BED!

Yes I set up the camera in the bathroom pointing into my space. Then climbed back in bed to REPEAT MYSELF!  Yes I littering curled up with my pillows, snored, and then jumped up with the leg cramp. I made my bed, did my exercises, can down stairs, made the fruit bowl, and started my work on this blog.

If my life is this constant conversation with God. . . The more I write, and share the better.  Especially if it’s time for me to go. . . Forgiveness, it’s the same-old-same old. . . My ego my pride, all thrown into the fire, so I can be the Survivor. .  .

Wow, the Lords Prayer came on after this song. . . It’s weird as I’ve heard McDonalds commercials on the JoyFM too much so I’m on spiritFM now. . . Which is awesome to have the Mass there three times a day. And again I realize and see the Love and Divinity of Jesus Flowing through my whole world. 

Everything i experience is in the Love of Jesus!

We have always been here with you, as this experience you share is all we have in your fuller meaning and authentic joy sharing and ALLOWING your deepest and truest Desires to FLOW FREELY!

I just FLASHED into another place where I was building new systems and new designs. It was remarkable as I know how it will all work, since everything is in God and everything is connected. The guy with the Tree Farm getting the Olive Trees for the church can help me redesign the seawalls to move people and change everything in our society and culture by removing the cars, over night.  .  !

What you saw was a lot more than that. It was people communicating at a higher level, using all the technologies, and not hiding from each others. The secrets and hidden details impact everyone. When you are completely in Truth, Love flows with ease. When people hide, and possess in greed or insecurity they hurt everyone.

I just sent this to everyone. I realize that all the technology is connected already. And humanity just doesn’t know or understand yet. We are the only life, where every detail we share expands and grows everything for everyone. 

We allow as much as we can, and learn and grow to share more. So this mystical experience i have is helping everyone around me. The more I step into and do, the better it is for everyone, so each may have part with me in victory just as each has shared in the toil, as we in integrity fight injustice, as we labor for the oppressed and help the marginalized to step-up. . . As we strive for the best of us in greater service and generosity. . . We labor with Christ Jesus as our companion as His Yoke is comfortable and the burden light!

I’m really so excited to see so much come together before me. Each moment I see and experience so much more than I could really understand. It is really so strong and clear to me. Lol, listening to Mike Smidt on SpiritFM now. . . Talking about all Loving, Completely Good God, where all Creation is Good! 

What about this next phrase you are reading?

I get it. WHAT CHRIST CALL do i need to respond to? It’s Love itself, coming in to me from all directions. Seven Story Mountain by Thomas Merton - The Interior Castle by Teresa of Avila Discernment & Detachment - Dick. . . God’s Voice Within by Mark Thilbodeaux SJ.

I know it is all exactly where it needs to be. I know we are all moving closer to Jesus! I am so very grateful and humbled to be in this space and time to bring this forward.  It is really incredible as I step into more and more every moment.  And I realize it is all exactly where it needs to be and I am in the right place at the right time to do exactly whatever is needed for me to do. And beyond all this I don't need to understand anything but only need to trust and continue to more forward.  It really seems kinda weird sometimes, but I know it has always been sots weird any mysterious anyway.

And that's ok. I've been blessed all my life anyway, why would this moment be any different. And clearly I am always prepared for every task before me. And the challenges and conflicts I encounter, are always orchastrated exactly as needed. Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to follow and learn all I need to do today for the glory of Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Amen.

and I know what I need to do

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!  I knew you would do this to me . . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, 

What do you expect, we were not going to let you run and hide again.

I . . Know, Now again I've spent my morning in exercises and meditations. I wrote up a lease for my new tenant and he wont have any cash until month end. He is busy working outside and sorta helps and hurts. When I came in with my signed lease agreement and no cash. I was literally crying, I don't want to eat, I don't want to work. I JUST DO NOT want to struggle anymore. I started grading papers this morning and discovered that I have only 4 days to be all done with this course.

How can I possibly get it all the done.

Yes tired and frustrated. . . . It’s stressful to see holes and problems that I can not address or find any resolution for.

I have started my next string of tasks and I know what I need to do, but struggle. I get annoyed and worried about tasks that don't fit. I need to do things and stumble and stumble. I want to cry out for help again Jesus. I pray for your help and guidance in getting everything done.

Yes, I feel totally lost today, I've only a week to get same model results and I still really have no clue...

We have always been with you and always pull you through these things that scare you. It’s a mystery how things happen and what you find before you. You have never really understood how things happen, but always trust and step into things so readily. You are ready you can do this all, no worries.

I get it, and felt so grateful today as lunch came up and Jim invited me to Mass, and then Bill checked in on me just as I sat next to Jim at St Anthony’s.  I told Jim how I witnessed the direct blessings of having such strong brotherly love and support show up completely randomly as I needed it more than ever.

What a wonderful experience for you to share with your peers.  Your witnessing of the power and presence of God in your day was joyfully accepted and understood. This wonderment you share is a joy for all.

I . . Get it, so I just wrote Todd and copied Keven, Jim, Mike, and Brian, about the wonderful experience I had with the Exodus Fraternity this morning. I realized how these guys were all deep in the same catholic studies. So I thought to share all the books and such that I’ve built online already.  And of course then I added another few pages to My SEEL work online which has been really interesting as well.

What you are learning is pulling all these different aspects together into a more powerful and coherent expression of yourself. You haven’t had community before, to step into this place of love and sharing what you have is a great blessing for all.  You have always been able to do, share, and step-into places that others would never consider or understand. Getting beyond the culture and the machine has been your operand. You are doing it more from the inside instead of fighting from the outside.

Is this what you are seeking when we speak about the next 50 years for me. It’s making more sense all the time as I see the different pieces coming together. I still get confused and struggle whenever I have no clue what I’m doing or why. I seem to get more clarity with each day of trusting my experiences, and stepping into whatever is before me. I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

What is really happening here is you are recognizing and learning about who you are and why you came here.  You have always known you were on a “mission” and always knew you were protected and guided, because somehow you couldn’t escape your task since no one else could do it for you. You had committed to BE and DO and have spent your whole life preparing for this. And yes, you are getting closer and closer every day.

I know, it’s kinda interesting how you said this now. I’ve been getting so very strong into so many different things. I really noticed how each day that I follow the guidance more closely, the stronger a clearer the events get in my life. Things have been really remarkable how things just come together and happen. It’s really just a wonder to see and witness what this life is bringing to me.

What you wrote and published now needs to be carried forward:

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to fill my life with Your Holy Spirit to carry me forward to Achieve all that I need to complete for YOUR GLORY. . . . Amen.

following more of the beauty and love of God

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

You have been is faithful with what you are given, so you will be given so much more to understand. . . When YOU TREASURE the WORD of God in YOUR LIFE, all else comes with ease. As the days are lengthened to meet the Life of God, filled with this Joy

“Do not let kindness and truth leave you; Bind them around your neck, Write them on the tablet of your heart. Honor the Lord from your wealth, And from the first of all your produce;”‭‭ Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭3‬, ‭9‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/pro.3.9.NASB2020

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart And do not lean on your own understanding.”  ‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭5‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/2692/pro.3.5.NASB2020 

I am here for you Jesus. I know that it’s always all about you. It’s about a long and happy life filled with the Fruit of Gods Word! I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Proverbs 3, two verses are critical. KEEP KINDNESS AND TRUTH!!!!

“In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; Fear the Lord and turn away from evil.”

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭6‬-‭7‬ ‭NASB2020‬‬

Discernment is Choosing Love over Fear! 

Evangelism by attraction vs promotion is really about sharing more love.

Function out of love, not fear, attracts interest where it is easy to share.

An answer without a question is seen as manipulation 

Make a friend, be a friend, bring a friend to Christ. => faith, trust & mystery begins with asking about their lives. What was great for you this week?

Saint Ignatius of Loyola's step-by-step process for discernment of spirits is based on his 

Spiritual Exercises. He provides different rules for those in different spiritual states. The fundamental process involves three steps: Become Aware, Understand, and Take Action.

Discern LOVE next

Step 1: Become aware
The first step is to recognize and pay attention to the "motions of the soul," which are your interior movements, including thoughts, emotions, desires, feelings, and inclinations. This is an exercise in prayerful self-awareness. Ignatius suggests practices such as the daily Examen to help you review your day and notice these inner stirrings. 

Step 2: Understand and reflect
Once you are aware of these interior motions, you must analyze them to understand their origin. The crucial aspect of Ignatian discernment for those growing in holiness is distinguishing between two primary states of the soul: 

• Spiritual consolation: This is a movement of the soul that increases faith, hope, and charity. It brings a sense of peace, courage, and closeness to God. It can also include tears of compassion or an increase in spiritual fervor.
• Spiritual desolation: This is the opposite of consolation. It is a movement that brings darkness, anxiety, sadness, and discouragement. It can also lead to a lack of faith, hope, and love, and a feeling of separation from God.

Ignatius taught that these different movements come from different sources: 

• The good spirit (God) uses consolation to encourage and strengthen those who are striving to serve God.
• The evil spirit (the enemy of human nature) uses desolation to put up obstacles, create confusion, and discourage the person from moving forward in their spiritual life.
  
  
  

Step 3: Take action
Based on your understanding of the movements, you must take the appropriate action: 

• Accept and live according to what is from the good spirit. Embrace the feelings of peace, courage, and love that come from God.
• Reject and remove what is not of God. When experiencing spiritual desolation, resist the temptations that arise from it. Do not make any major decisions while in a state of desolation. Instead, persevere in prayer and spiritual practices.  RENOUNCE satan IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST and COMMAND THE spirit of satan TO LEAVE IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!

Important considerations for those growing in holiness:Ignatius developed additional rules specifically for those who are actively working to overcome sin and grow closer to God. For these individuals, the good and evil spirits operate in a different manner than they do for those moving away from God: 

• How the evil spirit works: The evil spirit will attempt to sow doubt, anxiety, and discouragement. It might remind you of past sins or point out imperfections to cause you to lose hope and quit trying. The evil spirit's temptations can also be disguised as something good and subtle, leading you to compromise your commitment to holiness.
• How the good spirit works: The good spirit will bring courage, strength, and consolation. It will affirm your efforts and help you to persist in your good works, removing obstacles and giving you quiet and peace.

Summary of the process for those growing in holiness

1. Become attentive: Notice the interior movements within your soul.
2. Characterize the movement: Does it feel like consolation (peace, joy, growth in faith) or desolation (anxiety, sadness, discouragement)?
3. Identify the source: If it's consolation, assume it is from the good spirit. If it's desolation, be on guard against the evil spirit's temptations.
4. Respond appropriately: Welcome consolation and use it to strengthen your resolve. Resist desolation, and do not make decisions based on it.
5. Seek counsel: If still in doubt, Ignatius advises seeking the wisdom of a spiritual director or wise counselor.

What you have felt now in this is very important please write specifically about this feeling above. Chapter 14, adolescent 151, storing up Gratitude, Dry Spells, and Dessert 

Experiences….

GRATITUDE We all want to be Happy? Be Grateful.Br. David Steindl-Rast, OSB, NY Monk in 90s, review week five, principals and foundation: WHY STATEMENT, Lexio Divinia, divine reading, read slow, deliberately, words of phrase that sparkles. Spark of God… Divine Listening….

These Experiences…. That You are engaged with, opens more for you all the time. . . . You see so much clarity and focus all the time. And again, you are getting the support and guidance that you need to step into a new higher place. Each new insight, realization, and understanding shifts your whole world and your experience into a higher level. Yes, you have seen this before and understand how much your responsibility shifts and grows. Now as you grow, learn, and share more this increased understanding and respect for your own personal place and responsibility shifts before you. You are finding more ease and comfort as you progress and grow into these activities that you really delight in. 

I know and see so much GRATITUDE. I try to love and share my own kindness and joy around me all the time. Each new experience I have is about sharing the love and joy I have with You, and all that comes is new creative and inspiring opportunities. I really have been trying to accept BEING twelve again and having that young ambitious attitude to stepout and do more all the time. I'm learning to trust more and step more freely into events and opportunities. Each day I'm speaking more with Jesus, my saints and guardians, and each day I'm doing and following more of the

beauty and love of God. I know it is really about trust and acceptance, knowing I have the Grace and support of Jesus to act and step more clearly and consciously into all the experiences and opportunities set before me.

Yes your experiences…. All are about your love and power in Christ Jesus. Each day you allow your love to grow and evolve before you. Fearlessly you share and understand more that is before you and each day we send you new and exciting opportunities for you to enjoy and

 share in the Joy and the love that you are graced with! 

GRATITUDE: Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to step into more each day…

Experiences…. Really include all the challenges you have before you. Again you are always pressed to do so much more and really have no bearing or understanding as to what is really happening or where it is all going. Trying to be twelve and stay in joy as you bike and listen to us is really wonderful, but it is not clear to where it's going. You get a feeling about school and so much more but still have some serious gaps in your understanding 

GRATITUDE means that have faith and trust that all things will come around and be the best for everyone...

giant word correctly the first time

 

 

 

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What are you learning?

I guess I’ve learned how to renounce evil and command it to leave! I have been doing it more for myself and realize I can do more and more for others as well. I've created so much here that fills me with Joy and love that I struggle to understand and express. I know I have so much love and joy here to share.

What about your son? 

I guess he already decided what was important for him before he ever mentioned anything to me.. I feel I must have missed some lessons on puberty and dating. But I never even saw him as a teenage kid. Wow that's weird. He had left when he was nine years old, thinking he knew what was best for him. And then I didn't even see him for ten years. So now I wonder il he was 19 when I saw him again or older. Not that his last year as a teen would be appropriate to speak about puberty and dating. But honestly I seem to remember getting them some book on sex! Like maybe even the exact same book my mom got me!

What do you feel about it now?

I guess you have been very clear and strong giving me more and more to share with my son on really the same issues. As crazy as it might seem, I posted pieces from the men's group immediately. And then stayed after to hear another father with 30-something kids running away from the Church as well. I really find this remarkable as the more I get into this church the more I find deeper and stronger truths. I mean the spirit and power I find focused here is really wonderful. And daily I wonder if this world will totally flip to bring Jesus more fully into control or not. Every day people speak about Revelations and the Second Coming of Christ as the symbols are everywhere. Sure I know You Are already here but the real experience of Eden, where You can walk and share more directly with everyone again in peace and love is really what it's all about now.

But What have you seen, shared, and felt before about the hurricanes and transitions coming?!

I know, I was reading my Old journals yesterday and passed a page where I spoke about the big spiral the size of the Gulf of Mexico cutting a new gorge through the middle of the Country.

 
What about St. Pete?

I know, I've also felt before how nothing else would survive! That always felt so preposterous! Wow, and I spelled that giant word correctly the first time, how weird is that. And then I also have felt the Fountain of Youth is here, and that “first spark in the mud.” And so where else would we expect to find the Garden of Eden. . . . Wow hit this link and how weird is that!!!!!

What do you think about all this synchronicity?

I guess it's more intense than ever!  Always challenged and wondering what I'm here for and what could Christ want with crazy old me, breaking all the rules and getting away with murder. . . . LOL, or really everything possible except murder, as I've never been able to hurt a fly.

We know!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

hidden deep down inside . . . about my mom. Yes, “About my Mom?

VORTEX4LOVE: But again stepping into God’s Wisdom and Glory to recognize that there is something about my past that I buried. And instead of finding and forgiving some karma, I’ve been caught into these obstacles of Doubt and Fear. 

This is really so powerful for me, as I realize now how my dad will be here .. tomorrow and my son has lost it yesterday. And now again in my space and time the random experience of sharing God’s Beauty and Love, in His Son dying to share and teach whatever could be next for me. And suddenly, I have this typo “Ely,” and see my mother name? 

Of course, I couldn’t erase or correct this. . . Why is my mom showing up for me now? Could it be to understand  more about why I feel lost in doubt and fear about some karma I have hidden deep down inside . . . about my mom. Yes, “About my Mom?”

Yes, I know I’ve not addressed this yet. And I wonder what it is that I need to explore. I just hit some key and reloaded this page and lost everything I wrote for the last hour. I wonder if this means I was going in the wrong direction. Or maybe there was something else that I need to do and focus on. 

What about recognizing that you are a target and daily there are more and more after you. 

I get it! I’m not sure if that is anything new at all. I guess I need to remember the Saint Michael Prayers that protected me for years. And so this piece about my mom brings me back to when she asked me to get rosaries for all her grandkids. I think I included all her kids too.  But I guess I likely did not get anything for Scobey and Mark, as I remember thinking that they would likely prevent anything from me getting to their kids anyway. Course I might have anyway, since each brother would get several of the same packages from me at once . . . So if they opened their own they would know what it was and let them through to the kids?!?!?!?!  Course I have no idea!

What about your sister?

I know, so when my dad visited last month for one of mark’s kids graduating from high school. They always take everyone out to eat, where my siblings try to get the most expensive drinks as quickly and as many as possible. Anyway, I was sitting next to my sister and actually had a normal conversation. Wow, don’t remember that ever before. And Of course it’s always my fault focused on drama and issues instead of just sports and gossip. Wow, I never could talk about useless sports and gossip even with my own family, or anyone I guess. 

What about your son?

Oh yes, connecting with my mom about the rosary might really be about prayers for Chris. We’ve talked about starting a real conversation online through the email. And I asked him if we could include my dad. He needs my dad to hear about what’s up anyway. And I think my dad might be more interested in a real conversation if Chris is engaged too. We’ve done this before. Or tried to. I’m not sure about it, as neither of them agreed to anything yet. I guess that’s what I thought about my sister. I’ve been wanting to talk more with people on the phone. I mean, I’ve always talked a lot on the phone. I’m good at it. So I might as well step into it again.

What do you feel now?

I guess I have worked on my website again and feel like I've made some progress. It looks better and now is opening correctly on my iPhone. I guess I really impressed myself as another realtor called to buy my house. So I said the house was at $1.2m and adding the business it was $2.2m together, giving him the links that he could open up and see directly.  I mean the guy even complimented me and asked what STARS was all about.

As odd as it seems, I kinda like the unique and special name we have now on the company.

What about your son?

I am really intimidated about this discussion and challenge before me. The changes he is pursuing are really dramatic and he’s seeking my support and agreement, which really doesn't feel right at all. As his father I will listen and support anything he does, whether I agree or not. But I always will be honest and share the truth about my experience too. 

 

Where does this bring you now?? 

I have started working on this several times and do not really feel that I have made much progress. I recognize I really have a lot to address and a lot to do. I feel like I have really been avoiding things. Yea I am intimidated still and really have too much ahead of me.

What about this really feels right for you.?

I guess I really feel good about spending more time with you. I know I have always had this experience with you, like when I race off on my bike and I feel this sense of freedom. The freedom and beauty I experience on my bike is always so wonderful and divine in nature.

What The sacrifice acceptable to God is a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart.. . the tragedy of false repentance–a spiritual counterfeit that prioritizes human approval over divine reconciliation. True penitence requires a clear conscience and inner transformation, not merely external words or rituals performed for show. Consider how the vice of vainglory can manifest itself in modern masculinity. When we craft careful admissions of fault that subtly highlight our strengths, that is the humble-brag of vainglory. When we confess sins in ways that maintain our image as good fathers, successful professionals, or strong leaders, that is pride in respect of persons rather than penitence… True freedom–that uncommon freedom we seek–comes only through genuine repentance that values God’s love over human opinion and admiration. It requires the courage to let our carefully constructed self-image die, trusting that what God raises up will be far greater than what we tried to preserve.

Merciful Father, you see through all pretense to the truth of our hearts. Forgive me for offering false repentance that seeks to preserve my reputation while avoiding true transformation. Grant me the grace to orient my life fully toward you, caring more for your approval than human praise. Break through my vainglory and self-deception. Give me a heart that seeks genuine contrition over impression management, authentic transformation over religious performance. Help me to embrace the freedom that comes from honest confession and true surrender. I ask this through Christ our Lord, who humbled himself unto death, caring nothing for worldly honor but everything for obedience to your will. Amen.

What saved means: John 5:13 FAITH! Nothing more!  https://www.intouch.org/listen/radio/saved-and-sure-part-1

2 Peter 3 Whoever calls onto Jesus will be saved! Ephesians 2:8-9 all saved by grace through faith.  All from Grace in Love of God.  Foundation of salvation in atoning death of Jesus Christ. God demonstrated Grace by saving us in atonement of Jesus Christ . . . What is essential John 3:16, 36, 5:24, 6:35, 7:37-38, 8:24, . . . All about saved by faith in Christ Jesus! I accept and receive John 1:11  salvation is believing and receiving Jesus not doing. 

I know I need to do so much each day. It’s such a challenge everyday.

You do have a lot more to address every day. It’s important to follow through with all you have started. 

I really try hard to keep up but everyday it seems to get more and more crazy to address. 

you are exactly where you need to be. It’s not even started yet. You have seen signs, and symbols, but it’s still a ways off. . . The changes are coming and. You know more than any as you have been ready an moving for a while now.

I know and I do trust, accept, and wait still. I know it’s all about taking my time and being patient. Meetings, running around, more chaos every day. I never know which way is up. That’s really annoying. Dealing with my son, my church, my house, my gardens, my neighbors, attorneys, and more and more each day. You know I just want to run and hide. And that changes with every beam of light you send into me. Wow, what a blessing.

Please Chris read this slowly

WHEN you hear your own voice speaking, you better understand what's going on here. Just like the Rosary cards you made to find SEEing it, HEARing it, and SAYing it, was ideal for clearer focus!  And you cannot understand unless you connect to the truth. And it's all connected and it's all One Truth. And the more gossip and bullsh-t you get lost in, then the less truth you have. You can't have God's Holy Truth inside of you if you are half filled with crap. I mean, if you're all full of bullsh-t, then you don't have any connection to the truth at all. And you think you do, but the concept of God is Holy, and this Holy Vibration can only be reached when you are sinless and holy.  Not left and right at the same time, only one or the other simple physics.

You can't communicate with God directly until you're sinless and holy. And that's why there are saints and ancestors. That's why you connect to all these other spirits because they're all at different levels of consciousness . . . Or levels of “Holiness,” and they can guide you to Jesus, but you can't get to God without Jesus, because Jesus is the One who forgives sins. 

And there's no way in the world you're going to be able to get rid of every f-cking sin, and your life, because you know, I just swore, so I just sinned.

Everybody sins all the time, and it's just not physically possible to get away from all the sin without Jesus, because Jesus died on the cross for us. And so everything about our spirituality is really based on Jesus, because without Jesus, we can't be sinless. And then, when we're sinless, totally sinless, then we can have that experience of Divinity with God, and God wants to share everything with us. He's created everything with us, and He wants to share it all with us. And He can't do it unless we're sinless, and He may want men to be women and women to be men, dogs to talk and cats to sing, and everything else that we can imagine as real or necessary.  Its all real, it's all Possible. . . cause YOU TO, are in the image of God, so YOU Create too!

But it's not going to happen until you're totally sinless and totally in Christ. and trust that He will do it, and don't expect some arrogant man to be able to do what God's supposed to do. And asking a man to create what God only has designed, what God has created on earth. I mean, that's the problem that we have with all the GMOs. Mankind has gotten in there trying to change things that they shouldn't be changing. And when you hybridize, when you grow two plants together, then you're telling God: “hey God, these two plants would be great to mix together, because I can get something better for us to share.” Then God says, oh, cool, let's mix this bee and that bee, or this flower and that flower and let's make some different kind of flowers. Why? Because God is participating and He's the spark of creation.

If we try to spark creation on our own, then we end up with zombies because it doesn't have any God in it. And the only way to get God in it is to have God participate in the creation and holy shit, 

I can't believe I'm saying all this, and I'm finally recording who I am because nobody ever listens and nobody ever understands. And part of my challenge right now is to accept. So now I accepted that I needed to talk out loud because I could understand the difference in the the difference in the vibration and that's part of who I am, is recognizing that there's a difference in the vibration. And see, I've got 33 minutes to get to church so I can go the long way really slowly and share this with you, Jesus, and I can't believe that you're doing this with me. And it's just so weird because we've been playing this game forever, and look at that gorgeous girl. Damn, she's hot. Look at that. And there's that kayak that I borrowed. And they still have the fence there. Oh, I want to pick up the fence. I got to reach out to that guy. I wonder if you finally got his website together. And so I'm going down. I'm taking my bike path into church and it's funny because I start going the same speed that I go on my bike instead of driving like a maniac, like I do all the time. Like right now I'm passing Bonnie's house, and she's still owns it.

You can tell because I don't know, there's something about the air about it that you can tell that she's still there. or still owns it. She hasn't been able to figure it out because she's so lost in space. Well, everybody gets arrogant and thinks they know everything and nobody trusts anybody anymore. There's no truth, there's no confidence, there's no commitment. You know, people want to control, control, control, and it's about Jesus controlling. And allowing Jesus to control. Okay, I’m shifting into, that is so cool, because I recognized that your spirit was coming into me. And that's part of why I need to allow your love to flow. And that's what the radio does for me, because I hear the music and the music is so strong. It goes right through my bones because that's what she's all things You can can do all things are Oh, I love you, Jesus. Of course. I can only do all things with you, and that's why my life is so incredible, because I let you take over all the time. So that's what this talking out loud is about is recognizing that I can understand that different voices. And if I'm connected to my ancestors and my mom and different saints, they say, Michael, how you doing out there? You're spinning that sword and shield, aren't you?

What' you don't feel safe on Brighthouse? 

Come on, come on, spin it faster. spin it fast! Oh, wow, you clipped that one.

 Oh, that's funny. 

No, I just, I couldn't help it. I know you didn't clip it. I know I exaggerated again. This was so funny because I'm cruising along and I saw one of my palm branches that I always pick up in the morning for my mangroves. And it was a Palm branches that are laying on the ground that I always pick up. And I was like, oh, spinning sword and his shield. He caught the palm branch because, I mean,

that's what happens with mysticism, it is when you call in the spirits, they take more authority and that more authority is so important because you allow it to speak through you, and you can allow it to talk and you can share that divinity with other people because now you understand how it works. And the truth is that Holy Spirit is always there all the time with everybody, and it's the different spirits that they don't understand. They think their consciousness is actually their own. And it's a million different voices all time, all day long. And sometimes it's the same voice and sometimes it's a million different voices, and it's so bizarre because nobody has a clue. They're just totally lost in space, and you recognize this, and you talk to who you need, like you found another counselor yesterday that you need to reach out to because you saw his name and saw what he does and you can write him a note and tell him that this is the experience of God and you want to explore it with him and do research on it. 

Holy shit. That's incredible. I didn't even think of that. Oh, my God, okay, so so what happened there? I noticed that it shifted from a different voice to a different voice,

because that was you taking over instead of allowing us to keep talking. You leaned to recognized that when the spirit is coming through you. And you really ned to hold on to it, because every time something comes through to you, it is really a big, big effort on their part. For St. Michael to be here chopping ducks,

don't chop the ducks, please?

 No, they're baby ducks. Okay, so for you to say Saint Michael for him to come through here to you and have that experience of moving matter, it takes him away from everywhere else, because he could be everywhere all at once, but you take him away. To do something that strong and that focused, takes attention, takes practice, takes, you know, takes effort and for a saint to put effort into shifting something is so rare. Think about how many saints there are. Each one of them had one or two experiences of real Divinity!

That is so funny that I'm still biking and saying good morning to everybody because they all recognize me with my shaggy beard. And it's so funny because I've always looked at that house, and now it's gone. I should have taken the water purifier. I wonder if he's pulled it out yet, because once they start, because the demolition, then it's theirs, and I can get in there if I want to. Oh, that is so funny. I didn't even think about that. But I guess I got my truck, so guess where I'm going after after my experience here with church. So I'm going all the way to the garden because I got plants and tools and stuff in the back again. And so now I interrupted the spirit that was talking to me. So I want to talk to my mom. Hey Mom, what are you doing? Oh, what?

See that shifting to your mom, that's being selfish. You need to recognize that when a spirit is connected with you, you need to honor that spirit as much as you can and allow it to continue and share what it needs to share. And your mom is busy. You got children, remember? 

Oh, that's so funny. So, so thank you, Lord Jesus. I love you. Thank you, Lord Jesus. I love you. Thank you, St. Joseph. I love you. Thank you. St. Mary, I love you. Thank you, Lord Jesus. I love you. Thank you, St. Mary. I love you. Thank you, Lord Jesus. I love you. Thank you, Mary. I love you. Thank you, so, Jesus. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. Love you, Lord, Jesus. Thank you, Lord, Jesus. Thankular Lord Jesus. I love you, Lord, Jesus. Thank you, Lord, Jesus. I Love you though Jesus. Thank you, Lord, Jesus. I love you know Jesus. Take Jesus. Jesus, sick. Praise you, Lord Jesus. I praise you, Lord Jesus. Thank you. St. Mary. Thank you. St. Joseph. I love you, St. Joseph. I love you, St. Mary. And praise you, Lord Jesus. I praise you, Lord Jesus. I love you, Lord Jesus. So I'm almost at church now and I've been talking to my phone for 10 minutes and I guess I've got to build the transcript and put it on my blog today. So that's a today thing, and I've got to figure out when you've spoken when I spoke and separate that. Oh, shit. Why did you do that to me? Do you want me to put names on it?

Because say, Michael came through, because you asked for St. Michael. 

And you want me to, oh, Jesus, please. I can do anything you want me to, Jesus, You know that, but it's the more you give me to do, the harder it is for me to do anything, because I get lost. I do, you know?

 It's the fluoride. 

Is that what it is? “Morning. . . “ Oh, it's so funny. Yeah, see, people are walking in the church already. There's one or two people that get here early like me, and it's all good. Jesus. It's all good, it's all good. Now I go back to the garden in the back. Crying through the So now I've got a do my. I got to restore everything on my nonprofit again and I got to start doing volunteer work again and I got to start it all right now because. I'm not going anywhere. Okay, so I' selling my business and building it over again. So I'm going to buy a new house somewhere and do exactly the same thing?

Yeah, because that's not going to stay there. That's going to move. That's part of your program. It's moving yourself around and recognizing that you can go anywhere, and that's what Jesus wants you to do. He wants you to go everywhere. You have so much love to share, and it's just beautiful to be able to share who you are, and that's part of the challenge that you're up against is recognizing that It's about sharing who you are . . . . And that's why you're here. That's why you're doing this, cause you're the only one that can do it. And it's got to get done. And you have that responsibility, and you understand what it is. You just got to stay in it. It's not gonna be easy, but it's part of your responsibility, because it's the love of Jesus, that you carry. It's to be able to share the synchronicity, at so many different levels that people have no consciousness of. You that is it. 

So, I got to get to all the people in church. That was, uh, the new music guy that just pulled in.

What about this experience was really strong for you?.

I totally understand why you always ask me to record things. I could really feel the different vibrations and get the sense or attitude of each spirt that came to me. It wasn't just my own feelings but also what I heard and felt with each word. I'm not really sure if I was close on what I said up there vs. what Spirit or who is next speaking to me, and I really did experience the distinction in each phrase.

What is next for you now? 

I guess I need to be more careful and jump when I need to record something. I also noticed how much came to me when I was taking it more serious. It always feels a little weird!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word !

What else happened today.

It was Proverbs 8:27-31 

"When the Lord established the heavens I was there,

when he marked out the vault over the face of the deep;
when he made firm the skies above,
when he fixed fast the foundations of the earth;
when he set for the sea its limit,
so that the waters should not transgress his command;
then was I beside him as his craftsman,
and I was his delight day by day,
playing before him all the while,
playing on the surface of his earth;
and I found delight in the human race."

What resonated here for you? 

I guess it was the delight of sharing with God during creation and then also living in earth to play in this wonderful creation. . .

What’s the big deal?? 

It’s how this was described that made me feel it was my own story. I realize that everything I experience and feel n ow is about reminding me about who I am and what is before me.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.