I’m not afraid of anything. Thank You Jesus Christ!

What are you doing now?

I'm totally blown away. My meeting with JJ went like clock-work. It was really weird. Not only does he understand everything, but he had a lot of insight and inspiration deep into things. He brought out things I could never undersatnd. It was realy a great meeting and seems to be leading into more than I could ever really imagine.

Go on...

During dinner he asked about the dependent and independent variables for my research and also for clear definitions of different terms and phrases I used. Like what does it mean to "Fulfill God's Promise?" does this involve acts of man, spiritual enlightenment or something else? He gave me additional research sources and issues to look up. In all this excitement I gave him all the details of my research and the chant brochure I made for Harmony.

Get serious, you're just starting to say whats important...

It was really a great meeting, and he gave me a few challenges to get things together that I never considered. Evidently there is some serious scientific research into what miracles are and how they occur and such. Also there is a lot of study on sanctification, conversion and higher realms. But what is important is to define how my research fills the gaps in the science and what issues will it resolve. ... lol... wow...

What does that mean?

Well the "Fulfillment of Your Promise' is all about me getting to the solution of mankind. Today I went to my group and the video was going so i went through it all for them. It was really weird. I really told them the whole story and all the details about school and the "Prodigals Son" story and everything. wow was that weird. It kinda blew them away and left them sorta dumbfounded. Which was really kinda funny too. Like when I spoke to JJ I told him about writing it all down. Like I told the group. Everything had to be recorded. And withh JJ how the Newkome years are all in my safe. LOL.... it was funny, just as a matter of fact, of course Newkome did what I told him to do. He did everything I said... Just like Reagan, Clinton and the Bushes did....

Why does that matter?

I don't really care if anyone believe me or not. I can prove it all. It's all written down it's all in stone already. They can try to stop me and try to copy, but no one anywhere can do it all as well as I can. I even told him abotu the patent search and how I could get the patent and make things work in ways that no one has ever considered before. It's like a dream...

I feel like a made scientist who can build things magically. Suddenly things appear out of thin air and fall into place exactly like I need them too.... lol.. wow...

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

I’m not afraid of anything. Thank You Jesus Christ!

What are you doing now?

Ok I'm scared... I'm really terrified.... big time... JJ just asked me out to dinner. For weeks we've been talking about how we needed to go out and chat for a while and review what I'm doing and where I'm going. So he just asked me now about Dinner...

Wow...
Cecile asked me about the same things today too. We've gotten closer and closer to talking about this and it's very strange for me... BIG TIME

Please lead and Guide me Christ Jesus... Amen
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Dear Eric, Here is your horoscope for Saturday, September 24:

I’m not afraid of anything. Thank You Jesus Christ!

What are you doing now? Dear Eric, Here is your horoscope for Saturday, September 24: Deadlines loom, but there's nothing absolutely pressing that demands your attention, no matter what some Chicken Little-esque acquaintance of yours is saying. Take your time when it comes to deciding about sensitive matters.

I've finally gotten myself set.... Last week i said everything that i needed to say to christopher. He's a smart kid he's on his own, he can figure it all out... lol... wow what a relief that is ... I've been stressing myself out way too much over his crap. He made the choices, why do I have to suffer for them....

this is only part of it Son get into more details

I'm in my office in the BSN building at school. Yes i rode my bike in again. That's always great. Last week I was really kinda sick. Missed biking every day, missed the yoga center too... ;-( Then I fell behind on this office work and my own school work as well. So Friday I got back focused on what i needed to do. I came in here and caught up on everything that John had for me. It was a lot too. I was here until after 10pm last night.

But it felt really good to get it all out of my way. This morning when i came in I had to get something out of the library for him, since it was already closed last night. It was kinda funny, when I was getting on my bike to return the books to the library tha I copied for him... he was walking in. We chatted a bit and he asked me to check a few other things.... no big deal of course.

So why did you come in today?

I really came in with the feeling that i could write up a patent. I've been trying to search for methods and procedures that would get me in the right frame of mind. But i'm not sure if that is helping me much at all or not. i start and stop, look here and there, distracted again and look some more... it's weird.

Everything is weird.... wow...
really wow...

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

I’m not afraid of anything. Thank You Jesus Christ!

What are you doing now?

I always sotra felt and knew how everything would happen at once. Wow, why does it have to be so much and so complicated... Of course it comes down on me after a Hurricane smashes New Orleans.... lol... and while we study a new book in church: "God is Closer Than You Think"

wow...

I’m not afraid of anything. Thank You Jesus Christ!

What are you doing now?

I finally got a call from Dan. He's avoided the courts and not done anything about resolving things between us even ignoring the court summons. He called this morning trying to get more crap from me while he's not picked up all his crap in my yard. Last thing I'm going to do is try and find or sort out his crap when there's piles all around my house that he's not touched in years.

So I called the courts. I've been trying for weeks to get through and finally did. Of course the lady's pc died so it took her a while anyway. Finally she told me I missed the hearing friday and i needed to refile it again. Super. So I called the other numbers and never got through to anyone on any of the other cases. I got a paper about another hearing next week, but nothing more. So I need to find out what's going on.

This morning I told Dan to follow what the court ordered. If he wants anything from me he needs to follow their guidelines or return to everything we agreed to and make it right. He said he wouldn't deal with me anymore and would let the courts do it. Whatever, waste more time for everyone. Ok whatever not my problem... some people need to suffer a lot more than most before they can get responsible about their own lives....

6.03pm on 9/3/05... wow
I'm not afraid of anything. Thank You Jesus Christ!

What happened now?

I got to share a lot more don't i. in the first week of school i got three names an email and two phone numbers from three sweet ladies. It was kinda odd. I've exchanged emails and chats w/ 2; while 2 involved mosi...??? Thinking to take one today even? Just now as i was thinking to shower to chant and all since i was finally alone here in my house.... then i got a message from one about going out tonight. So i planned to pick her up at 6pm and go downtown. Just as i was about to leave, i sent her another note and she called it off? Good thing i checked. She said she would call me later???

What did u do?

I guess i was all dressed up with no place to go, so i figured i'd get serious about spending some time here with You.

Why is that important?

I know there are a lot of things changing here in this world and many of them are in my hands. Which I've given to you, since you created my life and saved it.... So now You've given me everything

Why is that ?

I accepted what You asked of me.

What you really need to be saying is how there is so much more clarity and power in your actions as you listen and share in whatever we bring to you. You have more control and power in this truth. You understand it fully. The understanding is what sets you free. There is so much power in freedom. You are doing what you want with what you feel. But you are open to the feeling you have with me.... The Voice of The Living God, Jesus Christ.

I ... uhg, wow, is that what this is all about

What do you think son. you are not watching the weather, but you feel it. like you feel the warrior king going into battle. It's all things that you feel and understand. you've been there, you've done that. You are in control of it now. What are you here to do? Do you think you are ready? What are you afraid of?

I Love You Dearest Lord Jesus Christ!!!! I know you are with me. And you share and lead my every step... Though we walk through the valley of death, i will fear no evils for you ARE WITH me now... as always... 6.26pm. wow live journalling. like it's connected instantly. i feel them checking keystrokes vs. charaters.... lol.... This Time Around by EAST TO WEST 6.27pm.

So i know we've been here a hundred million times. Each one a unique experience, a singular learning which we all shared. Each of us still carry that same vibration in our own DNA. 6.31 like a Diamond In The Rough by Jennifer Knapp lol.... CMradio.Net - The Best Mix... The same elections moving in all our DNA, so we are all connected this way. When we understand this we gain a better control over it and affect others more. we attract things to us by what we do. we create the vibration and others join in. Integral over time, space, energy for e=mc^2 creates the consciousness of eternity that we can all share and know!

What about how you fill with the vibration on the radio as you type these letters felt the world over. All creation awaits this next moment 6.23 Rainy Day by Big Dismal.... which we all wonder about feeling how the truth is already in us. And you, YOU THERE on Earth share and understand a LOVE found no other place in all existance. Yes there, you there, inside of you the Love Rains down on me.... i can see you in the clouds on a rainy day, wont you come and save the world, wont you come and save the world, wont you come and save the world, for you and ME! i can see you in the clouds on a rainy day, wont you come and save the world,

I am really perplexed by all this stuff.

What do you think. is there anything here that you are not going to be able to do. I mean it's all been created by your own desires and needs. This is your life. You have chosen to live with ME, so it's a lot more than you will ever fully understand, but it is ALL yours.

I know and i think i'm ready but i'm not sure i can handle it all at once... lol... ok that sounded really wimpy. LOL >;-)=== But i'm really ready for anything in Your Light...
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. amen

1.51pm I’m not afraid of anything. Thank You Jesus Christ!

What are you doing now?

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. And It's really wonderful to know you are here with me. It's kinda weird. The first week of classes is done and I know it will be some incredible year. There is really so very much going on here. That i don't know where to start. It's funny, now because i can feel how some people read this? I mean i know I'm here to teach and open more up.... lol...

I'm standing here on the edge of the great unknown... and I know your are here every step of the way, Oh Lord"

Your Hand by Corey Emerson CMRadio.Net 1.57pm Spinnin' Around by Jump5....
I given it up for Jesus By Mylon LeFevre & Broken Heart2.03 Acceptable by Charmaine

I rented a car for Keith so he could go south to Napels and visit with his mom, dad & daughter. Both he and Andrew packed up and took off about an hour ago now. I've been busy reading the NIH rules for people research and the IRB Reviews. This is actually exactly what Dr. Klasko told me to do. He also told me to see Dr. Paul Sanberg, Co-Founder, Saneron-CCEL Therapeutics, Inc. who is going to be the Dean for their new Integrated Medicine College... lol.. who is coming to my SMA Class on September 30th. Wow do i have a lot to do before then. It's like everything is happening exactly as it needs to... eeek...

Of Course everything is connected and prefect beyond my understanding. I know i need to shower and chop some vegtables. I already chopped a lot of fruit. My first pineapple from my front yard.... lol.... "it's so pretty in simplicity, Lord I love You!!!" The Beauty Of Simplicity by Telecast "and ALL GOD's People Say... we Love You, We Love you Lord...we Love You, We Love you Lord...we Love You, We Love you Lord...we Love You, We Love you Lord...we Love You, We Love you Lord...we Love You, We Love you Lord...we Love You, We Love you Lord...we Love You, We Love you Lord...we Love You, We Love you Lord...

So I feel how I need to pull this together. The research I'm doing is about mankind and the power of consciousness. While my experience and activity I am having is all about the Power of Consciousness, and this WRITING is the POWER OF CONSCIOUSNESS....

Wherever god is that's where i wantta be, not where i used to be

So I wrote about hurricanes and Africa

What?

I saw this coming and I knew it was coming. I also realized that the New Orleans thing is barely a warning. I spoke to Amir about it too. Said I heard it was 7 storms smashing things this year. She asked me who i heard it from. I thought Sylvia Brown told her? She laughed saying she never follows anything Sylvia says nor repeats it to anyone...

What do you think?

I guess it's all stuff I really knew already! And there is nothing there for me to question. That really makes me nervious. Very Nervious! And it's kinda nerve wrecking a bit too, because I know and have seen a lot more than I could ever express in words. Like the shocker in the courtroom and all the other reall wild things that will happen....

Like What?

Like will I finally go out on a date? Am i ready to? I'm never sure about these things? I mean they either happen or they don't. It's kind of a struggle for me. I'm not much into playing little games and pretending to "be someone".... lol.... like that makes any difference at all to anyone. I mean it's really just a joke. Isn't dating all about getting to know someone? And if everyone plays little games "pretending to be" someone they think is better or whatever, then you get to know someone who really is not. Not anyone, nothing at all..... lol... but a wanna be...

What are you going to do about it?

I'm really not sure? It's going to be an interesting night I'm sure. I'm really not sure what to think about it, or what to do... except i need to shower and such. Then stop in the Center to feed the cat and drop off a plant or two... what else?

I'm really not sure? We'll see... I'm nervious of course... but that's what this life is all about isn't it? what a weird place to be and WOW, isn't everything here really kinda weird....