7:52:17 AM
Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
I was way pumped up and buzzing all night again. The Rituals went on for hours too, a few times full of passion and sensations vivid with images and feelings of someone very close to me. It was almost like a routine, normal and natural as we have hundreds of times . . . which left me feeling her staying with me more than ever.
I still feel her with me now though not as intimate, more like just sharing my space with another. It feels very comfortable and natural and as I write now about it I noticed Ciera too. Lyn is likely getting ready to rush around with Ciera again. They always feel like they are doing and doing instead of just being and loving together.
That’s really cool to feel now, as I remember with my children it was always being present in the moment and loving it as it was. I mean even when I would put them to work . . . we would BE with it and go through it together. That feels right and wholesome. It also feels like what Lyn and Ciera need from me and is exactly what we will have and share.
I keep reading so much, as I continue to prepare to rewrite my paper. It feels like it will be shifting a great deal, but that’s ok I guess.
Of course I’m full of anticipation to see Lyn alone again. That is likely why I’ve been reading so much, so that I would be distracted with other feeling and thoughts instead of staying focused on her. It’s only
I keep feeling her leaning over to kiss me hello on the cheek and stopping her to check her out a bit more. It’s really been a long time since we were close and we’ve still not spent very much time alone where we were free and unrushed. We’ve had lunch and such, but it’s always a rush, things to do, places to be and not just free. It’s nothing like just sitting and relaxing alone. I know that will change soon. I know because she called me to help her after 2 months. I know because of what we have shared. I know she had to clear a lot out and she just never thought another man would fit in so well.
I know it is really a dream and fantasy that we both have been sharing for months and years. And it’s really something that we are ready for, which means we’ll really be flying into another world soon. Not so much changing but really so much more coming out and expressing. The love and joy or the universe will flow through us like never before. It’s like the wind or the waves, so easy and peaceful . . . I can just feel it already!
Thank you loving Lord Jesus Christ!!! Amen.
I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.
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