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8:52 AM Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

I woke up at 2:11am to chant... and finished at 4:04am. WOW! So much power and focus, clear and strong. I only half slept again, turning over to see really cool numbers the rest of the night. Like a whole new world opened up to me again. OK, it's really nothing new at all. But it certainly was a lot more and a lot clearer than ever. All sorts of pieces fit together in a new way. Different pieces, players and such all together in new better ways than I have seen before. Wow! It's kinda cool . . .

There is a New Moon in Aries in your mysterious twelfth house on Tuesday, eric. This gives you two weeks in which to use affirmations or visualizations to program your subconscious mind to bring you the results you desire. If there is something you want to achieve or attract, this is your golden opportunity to do so. But you need to keep up your work of impressing the subconscious mind every day to get the desired effect. Another great piece of news is that Saturn will turn direct on Thursday, which brings some relief to your situation at home. You may have felt you were batting against a tide that never let up. But from later this week onward, life will gradually take a new turn and you may find it easier to take the right kind of action or to resolve matters more efficiently. The Sun trines Pluto on Thursday, which could bring insights into your joint financial situation as well as some ideas about how to transform your experience around this issue. Mercury in your twelfth house reveals that you are more connected to your instincts. But on Saturday, you may find yourself wondering whether to take a risk or be very cautious.

I'm really in for it again I just know it.

I have been sorta frustrated with a few things. Like Harmony got my Sunday morning Chant meditation into the bulletin only twice? Gee wiz . . . 6 months helping out and that was the best they could do. Course I did chant with Mike 2 or three times which was really cool . . . (gave him a book about it too). Said how each gets only what they are ready for. Then I had a lot of other really powerful encounters with people, one or two at a time. But DJ got all up-tight about the videos and then got something else scheduled during my quiet Sunday mornings . . . Course dropped the Chant from the Bulletin by then anyway. . .

Sure I get the hint!

Like what could she be afraid of. This morning I went in again by 9am. I was surprised about all the cars there, but remembered the other class they started, which was also promoted while my only students asked me or found it themselves. I got a few things ready and found that they were doing no more videos. Last week I set up her camera on my tripod . . . made sure it was all done right, but not much more, no even a "thank you" anymore . . .

I waited around until after 10am when my morning Chant meditation was supposed to end. Felt how doing it all live on the web could get $100/ subscriptions and getting Dave's extra PC could do live switching on three cameras too. Funny I gave Mike the only offering I got after one of his workshops . . . lol . . . Then I thought to share it with Rev Sheila and ask to get a good word into DJ who still refuses to do it with me . . . . ??

I felt the tension in the place and really was not interested in being there anymore. Grabbed my sign and such and left. Pam was driving in when I left. I thought of asking her to chant with me again too, but using the energy to win at a casino is not what I want to associate with anyway.

What are you complaining about?

I guess I just needed to get it all out of my system. I finished The Power of Now again. I read part of it before and after finishing A New Earth decided to read it all over again. Oh that's it; again about being present and not getting caught up in the ego, or other people's ego's . . . lol . . . Funny I thought of asking DJ what she was afraid of and then thought about all the women gossiping there. I really started at church again to find a woman anyway, and so tomorrow I see Lyn and Kathy. I guess that's the cream of the crop from there, so why bother trying to do more for them . . . lol . . . wonder how long it will last.

Oh it was really raining hard this morning too, so I guess it was really important to get that all out of my system; got a good clearing . . . ahhh . . . Not my problem anymore.

What else then?

I know next week will be a trip. Yesterday I did the presentation in Venture Funding on my Bike Rack and they really drilled me with questions. I was pissed that the video didn't work right . . . but in the end half the class wanted to invest in my business themselves anyway. I was just happy to get it all done, and was really disappointed with the report and such which I had to duck-tape together at the last minute. The class and teacher loved it all, so that's done.

That was last week. . . What else?

Oh at the symposium I got to speak to a few people about research and such. John said they were going over it all with the Dean on Tuesday, so he suggested I wait until then. Course that's when I see Shawn and I should also see Maya, figures, all this talk about Chants and I'm speaking to her about a PhD . . . lol . . .

What else did you FEEL?

I was thinking about lunch on Monday and getting an outline together about everything. I mean changing the world is fun, if you know what you are doing. Having a helping hand can make it all the better too. She said she would go over the engineering business thing, but I guess I'm more interested in everything else. Course that was tailored more for her anyway, but things change all the time.

What would you like to see change?

I know I need to get serious about this again as I noticed from the first email I had posted above.

Dear Eric, Here is your horoscope Sunday, April 15:
Ideas are flowing now and if you've got somebody equally inspired to bounce 'em off, even better. A group of inspirational people might be the best kind of fun -- the more hearts and minds, the merrier.

Course then I get another one now. I need to stop thinking about these things. . . Or I guess they are only affirming what I think anyway. Yea mind-map time I guess . . .

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.