I am actively perplexed by my own experience and challenges. I really never have a serious challenge or conflict as I am actively enjoying myself all the time. Like now, again handwriting onto my iPad, and I tend to laugh and enjoy how well this will understand my chicken scratch.... And my random frustrations are completely comical!
Like, I recall witting earlier today about a nightmare. I was outside relaxing on my hammock. I like try to get concerned and stressed earlier, when in fact I'm completely comfortable and spoiled beyond recognition, and allow a moment to explore.
Today, I tried to give myself some work to do. I was out early to create a concrete pad for the garden, for the shed and well pump… Of course, I had never done this before, but it was no big deal and relatively easy. So again as I write now I am almost trying to make it some big deal when it's really never an issue at all. Almost like my MV lessons, where I feel I have fallen behind. But when I go in there, and redo each class and they are vaguely familiar, as I have done them all already? Like doing Jeffrey Allen’s new class is more often a reminder on things I’ve always done, which is wicked-cool a some techniques and images vary. Both Vishen and Jeffrey use the movie screen image in the head, while my Unity Patent she’s just a picture on the wall, which still feels easier and more real for me!
Again, this really is no surprise as I get to do things over, and over again anyway. Like how could there ever be any challenges for me, as I have designed and created so much of this myself anyway. I mean, I stop my writing to refill my wine glass and get more chocolates inside. Well, I have all these delightful dark chocolates and I need to finish my almond butter dip that I made with my cocoa nibs and my seed mix. Yes, so I need to eat a bunch of chocolates, like what a bummer! 👌👍💘
Maybe that's what brings me inside from my hammock . . . More wine and cocoa? Yes, so I also feel I need to paint, or clean, or fix something. And I did this concrete pad already today, and my wrist hurts, so I feel that I need to relax and play it cool for a bit.
Of course, this is totally preposterous, since all I do is relax and play it cool. I really don't do much else these days!
Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
We do have more to share with you and it is very important for you to relax and chill. As you know there are a great many forces acting on your Planet trying to prevent and limit your success. As you know the natural evolution of Earth is regarded as Sacred. Thus, none are able to interfere, restrict, and limit you own growth and expression that remains in the natural evolution. However, failure, and destruction is probable for many, as countless civilizations have tried and failed there. Your success will greatly limit the repopulation of your space, so everyone around you will try to twist and deceive you instead of support and allow you to grow and succeed. So many still watch TV and actually believe the propaganda poisons sent out to everyone. Course many will also buy the boxes of poisons sold as food.
I get to start all over again writing here, as the iPad locked-up again. And I realize this is all happening to me over and over again, as if I have no clue what I’m doing. Yes, it’s always the same power, and focus, where I am always in my own space flying so much higher than I could ever imagine. . . . And simply blast the electronics around me! AGAIN!
We are so happy that you take this seriously as you are sitting in a pub sipping wine, stopping to write and get out your pen so we can share so much more… it's really important that you continue I take this seriously. The experience of phasing through your divinity is what all of this is about. No one has been as free and clear about all of this as you have. Taking the time to allow this expression is really priceless, and you have barely started. Yes, once or twice to the flapper-club and now once to another pub with live music outside.
Ok, I know you have said this before. So why am I still waiting to get paid for any of this? I mean, if its important to you, make it real for me. . . How long do you have to stress me out and drag this out. Yes, every day I learn more and get stronger, but to keep me in the dark, wondering and stressed how this will progress. Remember, I came here to beat the machine, and getting cash was ground zero on this. . . . Or not. I guess that’s really what it’s about. If I’m doing all this to shift everyday, then it is more critical than just getting this keyboard working right … I know each piece, and each aspect is more critical now than ever. Like to have me typing the real experience and adding the photos is just weird. . .
We are really happy about your work and effort. Being real about your responsibility is what this is really about. You know only so much and allowing us to come through to you here and now, helps so very much to clear and make things stronger so this is really important.
I know, so I’m in the flapper club now. I like this place so much better, but the other place has a meat & cheese board, and $4 wine glasses. My one drink here will cost the same as the two I had over there. And I need to try the board of goodies. I think I saw the manager pulling cigarette butts from the flower planters outside. At least when I saw the same guy inside he was sitting at a table with his Mac going. That’s usually the owner or manager, like the Lux at Mermaids, always there with his laptop.
Yes, We have been waiting a really long time for you to step this up as only you can do. Did. You notice the musician thanked you for visiting as you were leaving in the middle of his song. You did notice the couple next to you was sitting at the pub down the street when you first walked in. And you know this was really all designed for you, or by you. Have you ever considered what the rest of the world thinks when we are here dancing and celebrating in your seat, when they all have another lock-down. Yes, it is a big lie, and another deception; with the machine running on the same program out of control never really knowing where it is going or what it is doing. It’s past time for us to come back and help you build and reset all the dreams that started it all.
And you know when you made all those copies of your journal for the last few books, they went from listening to us to only expanding and just embellishing your work to meet a page count and make their profits. These expressions are so much different then the power and experience that is real for you now.
I get it and understand there is so much more for me to do than I could ever really understand, and I know this experience that I can create going out and starting a moment of divinity with you simply pumps up the whole space so much more than I could ever understand. And I know that’s really not the point. The point is more about me getting back into my own personal bliss, and loving my experience from day to day, as I fearlessly move from space to space, getting full and strong into my Spirit and pumping up the power more than ever . . .
What’s really funny, is that I bought a mixed drink tonight at this flapper-club, and I have already gone to the restroom and filled it up with water. I remember when I was the dancing party fool my first time in college, and getting only one drink a night, where I would refill my glass over and over again. It was just to pretend to have a drink, and of course I’ve always been able to get just one drink and experience the drunk-routine after a hundred, as if either element was ever real for me.
What you need to remember is that most people during high school, did not have a big gallon bottle of vodka in their closet with the single-shot pump on top and then the big couch covered with fur. Yes that was a sofa bed too, and it was the last item you sold from the garage sale. Sure you put the fur onto it yourself, but still that hippie experience you created in high school was another thing that you college peers never had done or understood before. You need to get this into context, like hanging in the flapper-club, you might be surprised how many times you’ve lived this before. It is something that you are, and that really feels so right and easy for you as you created this countless times. No one understands, but no one else built these and fought lifetimes to keep them alive . . . That feeling and experience of gold and jewels with a limitless supply of goodies delivered directly to you . . . . Is very much like the Egyptians, Viking, Athenians, and Paladins who all got lost there with too much drinking and celebrations.
I guess, if this is my experience and I realize that I have done this all before, and know how to stay in control, or at least limited and sensible. I guess, being raised with a family of the open bottle might help me too. Drinks before dinner, and then wine with dinner, is a bit much. And having lived this from birth again now makes it easier than ever to see this for what it is and step beyond it.
We have always had this challenge with you. People like the feel good, and the drugs and elements around you that allow this are everywhere. Good Ritual and exercise make you feel good, just as the pill or drink can do so. Switching from one to the other is much too easy for peoples who struggle to recognize their own opposer and purpose. Creating the space of Bliss and Joy in Eden has always been a balancing act between vices. Staying grounded and connected to your own source will be the deciding factor. .
And you noticed this as you rubbed your nose and centered your energy in the space where you belonged. Charging up this energy and vibrations is your gift. knowing that you affect everything is something that so few will relate and understand. But you can make this clear to all as you move and groove into this next dimension of Divinity that you know so well.
I get it, so talking to the trees and plants around me . . . Smiling at the dogs passing by and never noticing the people, really just seems so weird . . . lol . . . Or seems typical for me . . . Thank You Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, Please lend Your Strength, Love, & Wisdom to achieve all before me.
