Mon Jan 31, 2005 12:27 pm

Hi Dr. Jonoska,
I agree with you completely... I still have a lot of research to do, and I'm always finding new articles: http://stars2man.blogspot.com/

I might have found just the place and person to help out with this Dr. Litman, thou he already gave me so much to review it might take me a while to discuss this further with him. Interesting enough during his lecture he mentioned how computer math models are used for sequencing. So they have a road map through the Genome, but still no idea what the genes do.

Dr. Litman also stated that the Human Genes are drastically changing, but not mice genes, while dogs are too. Maybe we can make a math model of some changes and then create new defined changes and use the model to figure out what does what?

I will need to speak to Dr. Litman more about this, but it "feels" so familiar; like the movie that I volunteered to help with the premiere this weekend: http://indigothemovie.com/ Everything is connected and happens exactly as it must!

Thanks Again, I'll keep you informed...
eric

PS. Seedwiki was hit by lightning this morning, so they are trying to reset the server now!



-----Original Message-----
Date: Mon, 31 Jan 2005 10:02:14 -0500
Subject: Genome Websites

http://www.genome.gov/Pages/EducationKit/online.htm
http://www.genome.gov/Pages/EducationKit/download.html
http://www.genome.gov/Education/

Let me know if you have problems with these links.

Gary W. Litman, Ph.D.


----- Original Message -----
Subject: Re: Biomedical research experiment

HI Erik, the trip was great, thanks.

As I have mentioned before, i could help in preparing the proposal (to be sent somewhere) but I cannot take any part in this, nor have a lab to do this. Any agency that may support an experiment on humans will need clearance and some kind of insurance. So, at the moment I see many obstacles. I would suggest to try to find a person that actually uses the microarrays that you are suggesting and learn what they can do. Just pointing links to certain sites is far from scientific references. Although I have enjoyed talking to you about this subject, being a person without a lab and dealing with theoretical research only, for the experiment you may want to check with somebody who *can* actually help you in this.

Best, Natasha.



On Jan 15, 2005, at 3:18 PM, erix wrote:
Dr. Jonoska,
I hope you had a good trip and wonderful holidays.

I need to get more serious about starting this experiment. The more I search, the more I find Science scratching at the hidden doorways. How much more detail do I need to find before we can start the demonstration?

This week I met another Native Indian Elder who knew more about me than I did. She almost came along just to help me. The gap between religion and science is disappearing. Please tell me what else I need to do to begin this.

Thanks
eric

PS. Today I found this:
The Endocrine Regulation of Aging by Insulin-like Signals
http://www.sciencemag.org/cgi/content/full/299/5611/1346
which sounds like what I know and do already:
http://www.universal-tao.com/article/inner.html

http://seedwiki.com/wiki/stars2man/consciousness.html?wpid=166100

consciousness...

Central Dogma: "DNA makes RNA makes protein" is actually perfect as a start. We can be conscious of this without making any significant adverse changes to our systems. However, it is now necessary to know that we can make changes to this very easily and do so constantly.

As Einstein found searching for the Particle vs. the Wave, each time we decide to find something new we can find it. Quantum Mechanics shows particles may easily come and go. Life follows the same guidelines. DNA is a construct of our life experience. WE WILL CREATE IT, as we grow and experience. It's a recording, a physical information string representative of life. Our consciousness creates this life expressions.

"Consciousness creates" is a lot more serious and far reaching than we ever have thought of before. Simple experiments have shown how conscious thoughts such as depression have measurable effects on patients. Now we are learning that focused consciousness is also very easily measured and established.

Fundamentally we are conscious creatures. Our DNA represents this consciousness, and is an expression of this consciousness. We can therefore CHANGE our DNA with BECOMING CONSCIOUS of this fact. You reading this now, and seeing the conception of connecting your consciousness to your DNA will change the DNA inside of you this moment.

How you think of this and feel about these words before you on this website will directly affect how you change your DNA this moment. This is usually a small and insignificant change.

Serious changes are also possible, and measurable. We will be starting our first EXPERIMENTS shortly. Sign up now!

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6:38:01 PM
Ok so I copied this message for Natasha to Claire, Scott, Koehler and Litman. Then I stopped by to see Koehler after class. He asked me why I send him such long complicated messages that he can barely understand. He said he deleted it, since he’s got no time to deal with it. Then he asked me more about it. He wanted the condensed Reader Digest version. Wow, that was hard to say. And he almost had to pull it out of me. Well he did have to pull it out of me. So I told him that we can change our DNA with our minds and do it all the time.

I told him it’s a bit more complicated than just that but that I‘ve been teaching it for years and it’s really not simply a mind thing. I guess now it’s more of the Heart feeling and consciousness thing than anything else. So then I opened it up on his computer and he bookmarked this site: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MayanChant/message/156

Then said see ya next monday as i was leaving.... lol... COOL!!!!

920-0863 tampa park support!! 1908 E patterson

Funny I remember Dr. Litman talking about how the DNA in people and Dogs is changing, bit not other animals like mice. So of course I feel how i talk and share with my Big Dog Bear here all the time. And so my next thought is that I bet cat's DNA is changing... or certainly Squirrels and Osprey since I talk and share with them all the time. Cat's too because they have social relationships with people. I'm sure hundreds of people talk to cats. Course I talk to Bear, Squirrels and osprey with the intention and knowledge that I can help them change their DNA, while most people do not talk to anyone about this. So how much is other DNA changing , who knows, But it would be fun and cool to find out…

Sunday, January 30, 2005 6:16:17 PM

Things are still really fast and crazy. I see more and more coming together all the time so it’s really kinda neat. I took Rima, Angela and Cathy with me to the Indigo Movie. Well I guess Cathy met us there, while I picked up Rima and Angela. I was missing a volunteer so I asked Cathy to help out. Course she about took over everything. I didn’t care, and tried to give her some strong direction and insight. But she always avoids taking directions from me, lol, course she was a great help anyway.

Interesting enough Rima met some of here friends there and they all were thrilled I invited them. As we were leaving Rima and I spoke a lot. She said it was obvious I was very connected and respected in this New Age group. I guess I'd seen this movie three times now and knew about some of the people who played in it. So then I told her I needed to learn the Ancient things from her. I'm already involved in all the rest a lot. But I need to be more grounded in the Old Traditions since I'm bringing the Old and the New together.

She understands me a lot more now. When she called me today she said we needed to get serious about what she has to make for me and start putting things together. So we plan to meet at the Psychic Cafe again.

Whatelse do I need to write about? Oh the patent Class at school is getting really cool. I got my team to agree to do one of Mike's other USF portfolios... we can't really do any research and background on me. So I started getting into the thick of it for the one we selected and found all the patents and such the professor has done before. So the team all came around me after class with everyone looking over my shoulder to see what I found on this laptop. Course I posted it all into another Yahoo group... sure why not!!

Then I realized I could do the same thing for the Strawberry farm group since I know one of the people in that group too. She's been in a few of my classes before and is now again, thou we have never worked on anything together... yet...

9:20:54 PM
Oh a note about the Scire Center now

ok so write me a piece of 'literature" for the 'about us" section (it s ok about tampa teachers and you) - and i'll put the signature there - after all you started it - it's your "baby".
Hum???

About Us…
Hi, I’m a Civil Engineer, yes that just means that I like to play in the dirt. Nothing too serious but it was an easy way to make a living. Course I soon realized I was more interested in Living than simply earning an income. So I PRAYED about having more time to explore and play.

It was not too much to ask for. I soon was self-employed and learning more about how better to use my time. Seemed like the answer to my Prayer was focused more on the “explore and play” part! I started to attend spiritual classes and volunteered to help out in some. Everywhere I went I was soon alone with or involved directly helping the people in change. Elders, Shamen and Swami’s from all about seemed to be attracted to me. I was always learning more and more. So I was gifted with the greatest of friends, which many became, as they came to Florida to visit me again. One of them soon told me that I should start “Eric’s Spiritual Center” since the space of my home I shared with so many of the visiting teachers was getting charged up by them.

Now Scire (mirror reverse erics => scire… lol..;-) is this vision that the teachers have shared with me. I’ve created this space for them to share and teach. They can sell materials online and schedule classes here in Tampa. Each of them have their own success stories and are wonderful and growing in the Light. Scire gives them another outlet to reach students. Please share this with your peers and recommend new teachers to us. We are all growing. Each Path is perfect as it is. There are lots of people on this journey and there are as many paths to the light as there are people.

We honor them all at Scire and seek to bring them all together!

About the engineering site - what i don t like is : the menu covers part pf the flood picture and i don't think it s in a good place there - but that is your decision.

Yes I know what you mean. But it only happens when you have the screen or display small. When you open it up to full size it all fits in perfectly. And really looks good. I kinda would like the menu to be on the boarder of an index page then opens to the center like this one: http://www.geocities.com/stars2man/Gods.htm... You can hit the stuff on the side menus and they open in the middle… so the menu’s are always there…. No big deal thou. It’s great as it is…

Thank You very much...

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Dr Mike:
Thanks you for letting me audit your class. I’m sorry I wasn’t clear and specific at our first meeting I never realized I hadn’t given you any of the details about my background and experience like I have with Steve and Scott.

I am a civil engineer and started to consult privately so I could develop patents. Personally I would enjoy the strawberry farming portfolio the most since I am building a prototype and am exploring similar concepts.

I’ve been involved in patent development at USF since the early 1980’s when I founded a student group to develop “Projects for Credit,” which has incorporated as a 501c3 STARS USA Inc. Every professor I’ve met has been instrumental in helping me to develop these ideals. For Example, my first MBA class was "Leadership & Teams" with Dr. Koehler where we completed a class project to “improve the patent process at USF.”

In your class another student worked with me doing Dr. Koehler’s project and knows about my other patents which they want to use in your class now. The first patent is a Bike Rack (Drawings) (US Patent). Dr. Koehler has asked to do the marketing for it, so I'm now simplifying it. The second patent is a Transit System (Drawings) (US Patent). Currently I am designing a bike path with the City of Tampa, which can easily be modified to be a test site for this "transit system.”

Originally the 501c3 was designed to own these patents to be independently funded. Our team would prefer to work on one of my patents since they could have direct access to the inventor and also these are simple easy to understand concepts. However, I have selected a portfolio from those you recommended for our team, and promised them I would present this to you.

Please provide our group with the insight and direction which is most consistent with your mission in this class; also recognize my commitment and dedication to completing these tasks whether USF or Seedco is involved or not. I will arrive early to class Friday or would be happy to stop by your office before it if you would prefer.

Thank you

Eric R Weaver
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/professional.htm

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Dear Neighbor;
Our neighborhood has been impacted more by the results of the hurricane cleanup than the hurricanes themselves. Many of you helped complete a petition to the City of Tampa to change this, see attached.

Thank you all. Tampa has responded and agreed to create a new City Park for us. To start the City will layout a trail for us using the existing pile of mulch. We have already defined the trail location which will be about 100 feet inside the property line around this entire property. This will designate this area for this public purpose so in the future we can get tax dollars to upgrade and maintain it as a City Park.

Please mark up this map with trail changes or locations for possible new trees and return to me ASAP. We hope to have the area fenced off and signs posted with specific entrances within the coming year.

Finally for future park dedications; what would you like most:
Please circle numbers return THE MAP PAGE:

1 = Not really 10 = would love here
1. Mountain Bike Trails 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
2. Dog Runs 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
3. Jogging track 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
4. Nature Trails 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
5. Restore Wetlands 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Please provide me with any other ideas, recommendations, and feel free to visit me to sign the original petition to show your support. The best thing for all of us is that we all understand, and ALL AGREE. Only by working together can we get the support of the City to enhance our neighborhood.

Thank you

Eric R Weaver
2008 E Patterson St. 813-237-3705

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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
11:30 AM
So I’ve been trying to figure out how to deal with Mike and his patent development class. I wrote him an email and sent it to Scott who thought it was junk. He was very clear and strong about it too. So I rewrote it... and sent it out again to Scott and copied it to a few other teachers.... Claire, Koehler, Sharon, Natasha and Dr. Katz.

I worked and worked on it for a while too. And then edited what Jason had written that I copied and set up on the wiki.

I guess my point with all this was that I finally wrote:
I AM HERE ON A MISSION FOR GOD!!
Which Scott promptly told me to CUT!!! But it was still good to get it out and copied...

Wow, it took me so long to write that now. But as I came into USF I could feel everyone already knew what I did. I was really weird, like I could feel now I had affected people. It was like everyone knew what I did or like all consciousness had shifted and felt the impact of my email!!!

9:17:31 PM
Stopped in the Outback to eat now, and they found me a plug for this laptop! Wow what a week. Wow what a new year. I guess the first month isn’t over yet. But wow, so much has happened.

Lol... I just read everything I wrote this month wow. This is really intense and I know I need to go post it on the BLOG too.

It’s funny I was worried about the email to Scott this morning. And also last night I wrote one to David and Koehler and copied them to Scott as well. I had plans to go visit Rima and bring here the feathers she saw at the Café. When I called her at 6pm she forgot she rescheduled some other plans and told me we could meet at 7pm. So I went to the library and wrote these messages.

I had spoken to David again and told him about feeling energy with his hands like I told the Berkley Professor at Elliott's house in Sonoma, CA. David was very clear and strong in his reply saying how the hands technique could be changed to be an experiment. Course it was never intended to be an experiment, but only a viable method for the professor to feel what is real. So responding to David opened the door for me to say more to everyone I like to copy again.

So last night I gave everyone a taste of how they could test and feel what is real, and then this morning I copied them all on the Mike letter before the final edits above. I felt really weird about it and then realized it was very strong and clear as it should be. I also realized that I need to be clear and confident about how it impacts people.

I know these things are very strong and clear for very specific effects and to honor and respect that is important for me to accept and understand. It’s like moving energy is what I need to do, so I need to respect and honor what I do. AND STAY CONFIDENT in it all as well.

What do you think this is all about?

lol… well I know it’s all about coming into Your Power. There is a lot that I need to do and some I understand and some I don’t. So I need to respect and honor what You put before me so that I don’t diffuse the power You have intended.

Yes Son this is exactly what you need to keep in mind. Everything you are and everything that you do has been planned since time began. Trust it, No fears... It might be hard at times and challenging, but you know you can do it all with Love and ease...

lol... sure you always make things sound so easy.

What else have you been getting ready for. You’ve already worked and sacrificed for years...

Thursday, January 20, 2005 11:53:11 AM

The chant with Rima Sunday was very powerful. She told me she would only watch and not participate at all. While I was doing it I felt like I was only watching and doing it more for her than anything. We called Jiwan before we started, but never got through, which might have been better anyway.

It was a very powerful thing, and obviously something very clear to Rima. She really tried not to tell me too much about what she saw, thinking that I had no idea. But we chatted for hours after it all was over. She even read my county case and such. Evidently we have a lot more in common and relate to each other at a number of very deep levels.

So Jason left too. Actually he just packed up and disappeared, no word of good-bye, thank you or anything. So I’ve spent all week struggling to get into my systems, laptops and such. It’s really been a pain in the ass, and a major headache, and I’m thinking of calling my insurance company.

Saturday, January 15, 2005 11:59:22 AM

So Rima decided it was time for me to visit her at her house and then to visit my house and share in the chant with me. She asked me to stop in and see her again at the Psychic Café on Thursday night so I invited Jason again and decided to bring a box of feathers. She said it was a dead night so we can chat a lot. Jason was busy so I went alone. Everytime Rima and I meet it really is spontaneous and enlightening. They seemed to get really busy after I got there, but we were still able to chat a bit. She told me her daughter would be coming in too, and I wanted to hang long enough to meet her but had to get home early enough to sleep before 8am class with Mike the next day.
This morning I decided to speak more to Jiwan about the chant. After I went through her Yoga class I realized I couldn’t really teach it to the depth that she taught it. So I thought I would speak to her more about it. Then I realized her hubby Greg was an engineer who might be interested in doing more work with me. And Marta, Jason and Larry have asked me to get into more engineering work so it might be a good place to bring Greg in too.
So this morning as I got ready to go I grabbed an engineering brochure for Greg and the Mayan chant stuff for Jiwan. Interesting enough, after the tia chi class last week, Greg and I spoke about the energy and moving energy more than Jiwan and I spoke about it. So after the class this morning we were chatting again and I asked if they could join me for coffee at the little beagle shop down the road.
Greg wasn’t interested in starting anything new, and was comfortable at the engineering firm he is at. But he wanted to keep my resume and brochure to pass around his office. Jiwan was very interested in the Chant and all the Kundalini that was used to prepare for it. She even wanted to start a class at USF. I told her we might be able to set something up now, but to do the research project I was looking at, it would be a lot more detailed and cumbersome. She kept everything I had for her to see too, and also wanted to see the links and websites I was working on.

Friday, January 07, 2005 11:37:35 to Friday, January 14, 2005

All this really neat interesting stuff keeps happening to me. I’ve known for a while that I needed to get into something more traditional for my chant, like I was missing something that I needed to express it more. So I asked Mary at the Indian shop about it, and she told me she knew just the thing and wanted me to meet one of the Indian artists who bring her things to sell. Then I had to show here the Aztec Crane Dancer on the Indian Florida Park Sites map that she had in her store. She told me she would schedule a time for me to meet this artist.

Yesterday Mary scheduled it so I could meet Rima at her shop. Now Rima knows exactly what this is all about and starts telling me how it’s more Ancient Mayan instead of Aztec.

“better is one day in your courts, better is one day in your house, better is one day in your courts, than thousands elsewhere” 11:54:51 Better is One Day By Petra

Time… to share more of what this is all about.

What you need to do is follow through with everything that this is about!

Time… to write Aumrak again.

Dearest AumRak,
I’m so sorry I missed you on the trip to Seattle. But when I arrived to video tape the Day out of Time Conference the Mayan New Year celebration was ongoing in Ashland. Wow, the music and people, all the traditions coming together there for me at once. Then I was invited to a children’s summer camp to tape some more, and I couldn’t leave. The time is now, we need to get busy!!!

Yesterday I visited the local Indian Craft Shop scheduled to meet another artist about adding some ritual clothing to the CHANT. She already knew more about it than I could ever explain. She’s an elder, a feather worker, skilled in bringing this art into expression for many elder dancers all over the country. Then she tells me it’s time to go further south and she invited me to join her on a 36 hour Ferry trip to visit the ruins in the Yucatan (Progresso???)
Of course I immediately thought of you!

Then she tells me about the ancient ruins and traditional dance for the snake with the disk and the cross? Some snake that sheds it’s skin only on the summer solstice. Is this a good time to visit? Can you tell me anything about this snake? Maybe give me a name and a picture.

I’d also love to visit you and feel Rima and you might have a great deal to share. She’s looking for sun feathers to make some regalia for me. Can we purchase some from you? Are there a lot of resources like this around you? And if we do visit, what resources would be best to bring down for you?

I look forward to speaking to you more about these opportunities. Interesting enough she just asked me about my stars, so I thought you might like to see this too, as attached.
Namaste
eric
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/resume/eric-chart.gif

What else did Rima tell you about all of this?

Time… she said it was time to come out. She already said how I would be out there in front of a great number of people. It’s like something that I need to do and talk about more. It really kinda makes me nervous.

What is there to fear, you know this is something that has been developing for a really long time.

Time again… everything here is about the time. I know there is always so very much here for me to do, just like I know I need to take a break and have some lunch. I thought Dan would be here by now. It’s really very weird how all these things are happening so very fast. I guess I knew it would be like this. And I knew there was a great deal to do and say about it.

What happened next?

So Rima and I spoke about designs and layouts. Soon another lady was coming by, as people came and went from the store. And Rima turned to say something about great Yogi… Jiwan turned to greet her with a big hug. Rima had made her a piece at another time. They chatted for a while… lol… or I guess Jiwan just sat down and joined our conversation. We talked about the snake and chant and regalia and all, Rima repeating everything again for her benefit. Then Jiwan spoke about a Kundalini Yoga Class she’s teaching in New Tampa. She spoke of one student who had some incredible art work that she shared.

Interesting enough Rima spoke about how she had come to Tampa to be with her children and showed me pictures of two beautiful daughters in their 30’s. Then Jiwan gave me a flyer for her classes and said how the student I needed to meet was their Wednesday mornings. This made me feel like I was wearing a sign across my forehead about seeking a new wife.

I guess I knew everything is connected and has to happen all at once.

So Rima invited me to the Psychic Café down in Ybor City where she was working from 6-11pm that night giving readings. I left Mary a deposit for the work Rima was doing and went home. I missed Dan by 30 minutes or so when I got home so I hung out, read my Crick DNA book, and chatted a bit online.

Jason went and worked for Trace yesterday, but when he got home I asked if he wanted to join me for a drink at the Psychic Café. He sounded a lot better, worked hard all day, but happy about making progress. So we went to see Rima.

21:01:22 hum cool 9:01:38 PM… lol… I called Rima after I wrote this up. It was kinda neat and interesting. Soon after Jiwan called too, about a tia chi class at USF tomorrow morning. We’ll try to meet at 7am.

What else do you need to do?

lol… I guess I need to finish my Crick DNA book.


Monday, January 10, 2005
10:04:53 PM
So I know there is a great deal going on and I can barely keep up with everything that I see each moment. And I know you are with me and involved with everything loving Lord Jesus Christ!!!

Tuesday, January 11, 2005
01:49:29
Uh oh, I can see this is going to be one crazy fast year. It’s going to be gone before you know it. Jason has got both of my laptops cooking for me. And he’s set on getting the server up and STARS moving like wild!

5:25:45 PM
Yea I was up really late last night working on stuff… cleaning up laptops and ghosting them. So Jason is working again, and is seeing a lot of opportunities with Trace and others here in town now. He’s also got a long list of things to do for me and STARS. And he’s not slacking off of it very much either. Or at least not anymore. He did give me my cd/website to finish. I really wanted it all done tomorrow so I could take it to Claire at her retirement party. But I’m not going to be able to get it all done. I stayed up too late last night and really burnt myself out.

I guess this is about what I wanted and where I needed to be. It’s not very easy, but it’s very clear and strong. I know things are all coming along as they need to, and I just need to relax and go along with it all. It’s a struggle but I’m sure it’ll be perfect.

I Love You Dearest Lord Jesus Christ


Friday, January 14, 2005
1:14:40 PM
We just lost the power here in my house. Pisses me off a bit, but we’ll survive. Teco 223-0800 I guess I really have a lot to do here but it’s going slow. I need to start reading some books and doing some homework. But I really just want to go to sleep. I jumped up early this morning to get to a class with Mike, and wanted to catch him for his office hours. But he was out of town. So I never saw him at all. I sat through his class that Steve ran anyway. And I know I could have and should have done a lot more in there, asking questions and such, but I never did.

1/3/2005 4:27:04 PM

I’m really getting burnt out on all this BS I have here in my house. It is annoying and not getting me anywhere. I need to write up some proposals/contracts for the people living here. And give some times for actions and deadlines. Like now I’ve got two lazy people that are not doing anything but serving themselves. I spoke to Scott briefly about it and he gave me some clear ideas and actions to deal with them.

I never made it to USF today like I wanted to. But I guess I wrote out everything I needed to about it for Scott. I still want to send it to people on campus which would be kinda cool I guess. It was kinda funny, he called me just when I was wondering what he would say to me about what I wrote. Of course I really wanted to ask him about the stuff with Dan and Jason.
I’m really so tired of the struggle and working on all these things all by myself it seems is just getting old.

I’ve tried to have people come into my house to help and work with me and so far it’s been more of a head ache than anything at all. I guess Cathy and Kids got a lot out of it. But since then it’s been more trouble than it is worth.

So I need to write what I’ve invested and put out here for these people and what they have done in return. What a pain in the ass. Why can’t people be honest and responsible? If I help them, feed them and give them things they need, why can’t I get a reasonable return for it? You would thing people had more integrity than this. It’s just annoying to have to do everything myself over and over again.


Tuesday, January 4, 2005
cool.
I’m curious what you thought about my Research and such… This is related to it too: http://stars2man.blogspot.com/

I talked to Dan Briefly and he's cleaning up his room, getting civilized and working around here again. Jason hasn't yet...

Course Jason is frustrated that I don't worship his PC workings. But he did this laptop last week and still there is something that changes the date every day so it’s a day ahead and 15 minutes behind? Course I’ve worked on PC’s forever so making changes to what I like, freaks him too?? Lol… all things come in time, maybe he’ll get on the ball soon???
Thanks for you help yesterday….

7:34 PM
I’m tired and frustrated still and I know I can do better but I’m tired. It’s unnerving to have these people in my house now? I’m always hearing Dan gossiping and Jason can’t seem to get anything done … except whining about things. And to think I’m paying for this? I’m really tired of paying for things too.

I wanna go to school and then I don’t want to go. I guess I know I could create change and create something new. But there is no where for me to start. I guess everything I read about the DNA research tells me how I can pull this all together. Or at least how much there is coming together on it at the same time. It’s just so annoying to see that I brought this into my house and it’s just stressful.

This is an ACT of GOD...18.08.08

I hate seeing more and more of what they do to keep control people in the USA... But I guess that’s what I’m here for. That’s what the CD is all about too.

What did you learn?

Time… it is time for me to go inside!

What do you want to share about this experience that you have brought to us? You knew why you came here. The Indians are coming in out of the woods. So are you ready to go inside now? Are you ready to design and build something new?

Time… this time Jesus I need to see something. I mean I never cared about seeing the spirits that watch me all the time and I don’t care about the cameras. It’s just that I know I need to share more that people can see. What do you want me to do now?

What do you think son? This is your own creation. How much can you really share? Do you think you are ready to do even more? Do you think you can handle it?

Time… it’s time for me to come to terms with this. And my very first thing I need to know is that I can do anything that you want me to do. And I guess this means facing everything you have placed before me. And my first thought is really that you asked me to BLOG this creation as it happens while now I’m not sure I can do it anyway. But now inside I’ve got no music and no Blog, while a moment ago as I sat outside I had it all? That’s weird; you would think the wireless network would be stronger inside.

What is this all about, you have concrete all around, you know and several walls between you and the router now, before it was only a sad sorry roof, which we’ve told you to replace countless times. So now you have the roof to do, the trail to do and the computers to do. Do you think you will be able to get all of this done at once?

Time… I’m running out of time now? I thought you said it could take forever and really didn’t matter.

What we said is that forever is determined by this. Your time is up to You. If your world doesn’t do what the Earth needs, the Earth will do it instead… cleaning and clearing is easy for it, you’ve seen this again since Christmas. A New child is born.

Time… is running out.

What is important is that you do as much as you can in the little time you have left.

Time… never means very much to me.

What did you learn today?

Well, Jason and Scott talked a bit on the phone and I stopped by his office. We walked up stairs and they worked in the office for a while. And then we went to Hooters. I asked Scott more about my hat and visiting Mike as we were walking in. And so we talked about this during lunch. They both got a steak sandwich and I only got a small salad, not sure who was paying for anything. They said I looked like a tourist. That’s what Dan said too… lol… but I like this hat, and know it has something to do with my leadership research and everything else I need to do at USF.

So as we sat down I mentioned how Jason had come in with me too. So Scott asked him about the conversation we had.

“What Conversation?” said Jason; “Mike only got in 6 words… and there was no introduction for me.”

“Introductions, Eric can’t even introduce himself;” responded Scott….

So they went on talking about shop and business deals and working together, laughing about my incompetence. Oh yes, women always talk about how pretty they each look, and men-talk it’s how stupid you are. I guess I likely said a few words. Lol... nothing knew to me, usually when I get people together, I just watch anyway. I mentioned a bit about visiting Newkome.... I think they were teasing me about my “meetings” again... I recalled how I said about visiting Dr. Newkome for several years. Lol... Just like Claire and Olga. I would walk in a see him and I said how funny it was with his assistant hated me since I’d take up all his time.

“Oh, no not this again” said Scott... “more useless meetings he never did anything with you.”

Funny, what I remember Claire saying now, was how busy Newkome was, his schedule was always full, and his time was priceless, running several labs, patents, started the Research Foundation and DSR for USF too. All I needed to say to Scott and Jason was how I had a private consultant, Newkome was convinced I couldn’t do anything, but here now I’ve done ALL of what he said I couldn’t do... Dr Newkome simply helped me understand how; you see I just got the coolest instructor... lol... just like Jason, Scott and Dan must be included in that now I guess…

WOW, now I see how the transit system is within reach too. Lol... the one thing Newkome could never even comprehend, though I think he signed my disclosure anyway... lol... he kept saying it was not even possible, if he could see this now! I wonder what he would say?

21.04.05=> 20:50:28 laptop??? Hum, changed it again... “Just like Abraham laid Isaac on the sacrificial bar, and I will surrender it all... if sacrifice is required, then let all my kingdoms fall...” I surrender all By Clay Crosse and now Falling Down by Bebo Norman on CmRadio… 21.06.56 official... lol... 21:08:12 wow did it... lol... Got the time right on this laptop again.

So the hat is what looked really bad. Baseball hats are in style while my Crater Lake hat is out? I noticed in Hooters a bunch of men wearing baseball caps. All were clean saved with crew-cuts too. Well I guess one or two had little mustaches. Scott has a beard too, so he wouldn’t point out mine, but certainly he was convinced the hat was out. And to visit Mike it was important that I looked really sharp and professional to impress him.

What is this all about?

The time had come to use this “look,” this attitude to create and change our culture. I know how easy I can affect people, hat or no hat. Like everyone saw me walk in at Hooters. Course they all thought I was a tourist I’m sure. But moving energy is a bit more complicated that just “attracting attention”... I mean if I’m going to do this Leadership Research and really get people to understand what this life is all about.

WOW, is that what I need to do?

What have you done all of you life?

I have affected people!!! 22:33:36 Time... Holy Spirit by Among Thorns CMRadio.Net … Please Holy Spirit TAKE CONTROL... Please Holy Spirit in Love with Jesus Christ in me to share with you.

Holy Spirit is what this is all about. It’s not fast and easy but it lasts forever. You are going to need to finish writing this…

Time is seriously messed up on this Laptop. Jason reformatted it to install windows 2000 without any XP or Sony shit. The time is different again… lol…. 23,20,53 =>laptop 23:07:16 But it’s a lot faster and easier to use without XP…

What about this attention?

Time to finish this is guess. It’s not attracting attention that is significant, but it is absorbing their energy. When people focus on me they give me control over their energy. That’s what the Celestine Prophesy is about. I can dance or react to bring more focus to me as I walk into a bar. Just like if I yelled in the bar, everyone would turn to look at me. It’s nothing special we all focus on the things around us, that’s human nature.

What’s the research Son?

This time it feels like a lot more than just doing this chant?
Here With Me By MercyMe

What are you going to do tomorrow?

GO TO USF.... UGH!!!

Sunday, January 02, 2005 5:03:55 PM

Wow what a trip that was. The thing out with Cathy was neat... They started with Three ohms and then the 1008 names for Sai, on a DVD. Jason made it almost to 300, and walked out to get some wine coolers. He came back about dinner time, then stayed through the rest it with us.

What happened next?

So we got home and Dan and Sammy Jo were asleep already in their rooms. And Jason and I sat up writing on the PC's. He still wanted to go out and away from everyone and I knew I needed to write and focus more on what I need to do here. So I thought of taking the hammocks to a park where we could camp out and I'd read and work there.

Saturday when he awoke we went out to Honeymoon Island. We just got back now.

What are you avoiding? You are now finally out in your hammock; Bear under your feet and music playing out your window. "Have you ever listened? Have you ever listened? Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out" 5:10:20 PM

time... it's always a time. The USA time http://www.time.gov/ is 17.10.50 now! 5:10:59 PM... Wow that 2nd time was from this laptop, i just reset it again. Everytime I start it, it has the time and date off. I always wonder what kinda freaky thing they got running on this laptop now. I know you get me to publish across the universe. I mean I can still feel the repercussions over and over again for everything I type... even now that I'm outside sitting up in my hammock listening to some CD Jason made for our trip.

Lol... he didn't like the idea of camping out at some state park that was closing at 5:45pm. Thought it was crazy that I asked for him to pay before we got there and it was 2pm already when we arrived. We had ridden the bikes out to one end of the island and ridden back to the truck. At this moment we were sitting in the truck listening to these cd's munching and he decided he could find a perfect place to park, party, camp or whatever. Funny I was feeling how people would all leave soon and we'd have the place for ourselves.... Lol... feeling, dreaming; how we could set up the hammocks up in the trees far away, but up high enough for me to see my truck... lol... 2 sets of binoculars now in there ... lol...

Ok fine you drive.... And we left. Ugh, he's driven a lot of Chevy trucks so he had to see what this one could do! Yes, sure try the gas and breaks, but now 3 strikes and your out. Ever wanna drive this again, now's your chance to show me how well you treat my truck.

I freaked a few times when I went off the road, but realized I never sit on that side anyway. But when we were coming up to the traffic circle in Clearwater Beach, I asked him if he ever had driven round a "Traffic Circle." No biggie he said. But then I did freak and barely got in and out without hitting someone or getting honked at. We got out where we got in and I got him to pull into a parking lot before he finally freaked and told me to leave him alone and let him drive.

So I explained the circle and where he had to turn to go soemwhere. He siad the thing was pointless but we just followed the coast south, stopped at the beach once, and visited the Shaman's House (he moved out now). I said at least a thousand times about the endless construction and condo's; I really hadn't seen so much change in months. Nor have I been out there in months. It was funny when we first left my house he wanted to go to Wal-Mart and I just "felt" we would pass three of them.

He said I didn't know where I was going. So I took him to the first Wal-Mart down on Waters and Dale Mabry ... then we passed a Wal-Mart Community Center in Town and Country, a hundred Walgreen's at least, the CVS buying all the Eckerd's too... lol... Then seeing another "Wal-Mart Supercenter" was likely the first time he told me to shut-up about the construction. Sorry, I'm an engineer, I do all this stuff, it's cool to see and look at what others are building... Lol...

I'm not sure if we passed a third Supercenter... lol.. likely 2 or 3 more with all that we drove.... but we ended up pulling into Fort Desoto Park and renting a camping space there. Finally rest up in my Hammock!

What did you learn from this?

This time was weird... I started out exactly like the Witch visiting. Trusting the instinct and grabbing what I wanted for a cooler. Rachel and I never biked, but we just walked to the beaches. Lol... it was funny last night as we drove through Clearwater I told Jason how I'd slept under those trees in the dunes once with another visitor; and had a state van another time. Course never mentioned Randy and Lewis, or the van lol... to anyone before... Lol.. Whitches, Gurus, Shaman, Doctors, and Swami's visiting me for just this ... lol... "spontanousness"

When we came back up I-275 I called Scott, knowing we would pass him and asked what was up. Jason said he might leave Monday to work somewhere; since he needed to get paid, but hadn't asked anyone for money yet. We were driving past Scott and I could stop if they wanted me to. So then Scott spoke to Jason and we stopped. Going for a ride again, I'm always just there watching... lol... nothing new for me... as I walked up to Scott I remembered that I had my CA hat on again and remembered Jason told me how I wore it to visit Mike, so I told Scott that I had seen Mike "this way" too.

WHAT? You look like you've come back from camping, all scruffy and not like a professional visiting one of his friends....

Wow, 5:38:17 PM ok this time is off again???
http://www.time.gov/timezone.cgi?Eastern/d/-5/java 17.54.44 => 17:41:32 laptop

So What? The point is?

It is time... This is an ACT of GOD... THIS IS THE TIME... and all these people have been invited to help and watch me do this ... this is no vacation, I'm no tour guide, you're all here to work... I just need to do this for you! So Watch THIS!!!

"your trying to build a prison... my bitch here in Hollywood 17:52:31 next CD Jason made on the player now...

time... official is now 18.08.08... wow building a prison with drug control where they make drugs illegal and then plant drugs on anyone with integrity so the corruption can control everything...

Saturday, January 01, 2005 1054am

11.31pm So are you ready to write yet... Oh you want me to reread what last we wrote?
Oh, yes like the whole universe feeling each and every key stroke too.

Son you need to remember that this whole place is all about wanting to feel the experience. You that are only in 3D are making the discoveries, and setting the place for all of us to come visit. The entire universe, galaxies, time, space, existence is all hanging in this moment between these keys your type on the laptop before you. Again time stands still wanting you to be free with everything that you see and know. There is no time, there is no loss, everything is here for you in a moment.

You asked for the journal to the galaxy. You wanted this sitting on the hallway heater of high school looking out the window dreaming, journaling for lunch. Now describe your space!

well right now.. 11.44 "I'm ... Flying away on a wing and prayer, who could it be, believe it or not it's just me... club977.com "just like the light of a new day, it hit me out of the blue... Making all of my wishes come true... Believe it or not I'm walking on air flying away on a wing and prayer, who could it be, believe it or not it's just me... This is too good to be true, look at me, falling for you..." SO I'm sitting on my stack of pillows in my room. The window next to me is open. And I've been teasing Bear out there all morning. He's outside in the yard, really being good about not digging up all the mulch I put out yesterday. But I never have this window open and he can't see me. Every time I call to him he looks up to the kitchen window where I usually am.

So it's really great now, enjoying the cool breeze and seeing all the nice stuff outside I did yesterday. After my discussion with Dan and Jason ... Dan racked up all the leaves in the back yard and filled in Bear's holes. Jason had bathed Bear the day before. So yesterday I covered all the ground with mulch, redid the compost filling up all the plant pots I could find with these little plants. The Aloe in the front was all root-bound in one pot. So I brought it out back with all the other empty pots I could find. Then I filled them all up. It was such a cool experience, everything I did was directed by them. Like the little plants connected to the earth reaching out to me.... Giving me ideas and instructions about arrangements and such.

I mean, the individual plants would respond directly as I trimmed and cleaned them for a new pot. And then like the whole earth connected with all the plants; would encourage me as I mixed the compost and set up the pots with old bathroom tiles cover with leaves in the bottom. I got the old iron tub Dan pulled out sitting in the backyard by the pond. I layed old carpet in the bottom then put a layer of tile and filled it with Bears poop and leaves. All year everytime I racked up the leaves, like Dan had just recently, I would put them all into the tub.

So now the compost was full of worms and even some little seeds sprouting. I felt to remove the carpet and tile in the bottom of the tub for some reason too. But after all the pots and plants were set I scooped up all the Bear poop I could find around the yard. Put the poop and all the fruit and veggies scraps into the bottom of the tub. I got some scoops of leaves from the pile Dan made around the chopping block and filled up the tub. Covered it with plastic and layed a board on top. Something else I remember now as I type this got You. I remember feeling like I could use my own poop too. It was like using my own waste, with the dog and food waste to create my food.

Then I knew it was like the something with the capitalism scam for doctors, how creating our own food creates better health and less need for them. And they need to pay for their boats and condos and houses and all with the lawyers... LOL...

1/1/2005 1:06am

Happy New years!
Cathy took us out to a Sai Baba Bhajan in Clearwater, FL. We went there before with the little people and watched a few old traditional Indian belly dancers. This time I invited Scott, Dan and Jason. I'm all shaggy now with my hair getting long and not shaved since school ended that no one recognized me anyway. Cathy didn't like it, and Sammy Jo said it was weird; but I laugh.

I need to get outside and chant or something now. Only Jason came with Cathy and I to the Bhajan. And he's now across the desk from me on his laptop... Reading work from Trace. We took Trace out to Hooters and they really connected well; Old Souls meeting again to pickup from where they left off... lol... I love getting people together it's always like that, lol… just my job here I guess. Reminds me of the Swami and the Shaman. ;-) Oh yes need to get the Ambassadors Video to Jason for the CD too… ugh…

And I wanna go outside with my laptop onto my hammock... LOL... Not sure if I should or not. Funny as I wrote this the power flickered with it in here. Guess I need to get out more?

Jason said how that might be what freaks the laptop anyway... Power fluttering. And I felt, "just you wait and see the power here" ... LOL... But I never said a word just wanting to write it here for you... Thank you Loving Lord Jesus Christ for sharing your Wisdom and Love with me here. I know I can feel this as I type with you. Like the whole world is feeling every key stroke, as I talk of sharing this experience with you...