Moon in Cancer; long-term opposition Neptune and Saturn is exact tomorrow

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What do you mean?

You are JUST SO AWESOME!!! Everything here along Your WAY is just totally blissing me out... "life is just a fantasy can you live this fantasy" 7.58am with Aldo Nova on .977 the 80's channel . . .

What happened ???

I went out to visit Kurt and Steve to get some files. Dave called as I was speaking to Kurt so I suggested they get some music productions started. Then on the way home through Carrollwood I thought to visit Bruce or Shawn or someone . . . since I know I'll need some more cash soon. Turns out it was his first day off, as he's left off on his own again . . . still doing the same engineering things. But needing to start something new! He's finally doing more legal stuff and had another fight with Dr. Ho. Course I had to tell him about the last 7 miles of river I redid for Dave at Stonelake. . . giving Dr. Ho more headaches! Both of us laughing about the constant insanity there!!!

Yes, What DO YOU FEEL!!!???

Oh, it was just at total synchronicity. I was acting out my spontaneous insights. Visiting a few people as I went home, not wanting to interrupt anyone, lol. . . as it wasn't 5pm yet! Visiting Charlie, James and then Kathy . . . But just trusting the power and action of the NOW. It was like the Twilight Zone... lol... Oh it was TWILIGHT before I got home! lol... wow... "is it any wonder I'm not CRAZY!!! 8.18am... lol... I got too much time on my hands!!" .977 80's again with Styx . . . lol. . .

What was the FEELINGS!!!

I am filled with peace and gratitude for the Grace and Wonder of Your Way!!! It was just such a cool day, how everything flowed into perfection. Each moment building on the last. I started the day with a test in my negotiations class and then asked her about the paper outline due on the third. . . . 3/3 lol . . . naaa 3/6... yea! Monday 03/06/07 . . . lol . . . She said how she already knew what I was writing so I didn't need to give her anything . . . . aaaahhhh; relief!!!

Then the day ended when calling Kathy again. Sure I had seen her a few hours earlier, but after sending her Rowan's email and talking to Bruce I knew she would just bust out laughing with all the spontaneous synchronicity!!! I mean she NEEDED a laugh for sure!!! So sharing my love and joy was just incredible.

What DO YOU FEEL?

I'm really Grateful Dearest Lord Jesus Christ. I know I've been asking for all the struggles to end . . . and Just FINISH it all!!! I know I've always been ready to be totally free and open about everything I do and see. I know there is nothing stopping me from doing everything! I know there is nothing that can stop ME . . . You, US!!! lol... oh except me... lol... no more

8.40 you are the reason I live you are the reason I die... You're my angel... come and save us tonight...You're my angel... come and make it alright. . .You're my angel... come and take it all tonight .... You're my angel... come and save us tonight...come and save us tonight...come and save us tonight...come and save us tonight...

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Fill me with Your Strength, Power and Wisdom as I only Think, do and Achieve for the Glory of Father Son and Holy Ghosts!!!!! Amen!

Fwd: TUT... A Note from the Universe

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Date: Tue, 27 Feb 2007 04:04:11 -0500 (EST)
From: The Universe <theuniverse@tut.com>
To: stars2man@yahoo.com
Subject: TUT... A Note from the Universe

The great thing about change, Eric, is that it absolutely, positively, always means things are going to get even better. Even when you don't know how.      The Universe

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*Kiss on the stomach-----'lets have sex'
*Kiss on the Forehead ----'Forever you will be mine'
*Kiss on the Ear ---'I'm horny'
*Kiss on the Cheek ---'We're friends'
*Kiss on the Hand ---'I adore you'
*Kiss on the Neck ---'We belong together'
*Kiss on the Shoulder ---'I want you'
*Kiss on the Lips ---'I love you' OR 'I want you'
*Holding Hands ---'We can learn to love each other'
*Slap on the Butt ---'That's mine'
*Playing with the Ear ---'I can't live without you'
*Holding on tight ---'Don't let go'
*Looking into each other's Eyes ---'Don't leave me'
*Playing with Hair on Head ---'Tell me you love me'
*Arms around the Waist ---'I love you too much to let go'
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* Dont ask for a kiss, take one.
*If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love (or strong like). "

The Secret

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What's up?

I'm blissed out again!

What happened?

I guess it's really nothing knew. I've been staying true to my moment and acting out what I am.

What really happened?

I went out for lunch yesterday with Kathy again and we had a serious meeting. Guess we didn't eat much, but a lot came out. On the way home I was driving down Hillsborough and asked if she wanted to visit DJ. Great idea she said and so she called in. Course DJ had some free time before her next appointment so we drove in. We must have been there for a few hours. I bought a few things and sat in the sunshine out front.

I knew Kathy needed a lot, so I was in no rush. I gave Cheri the write up on the Chant for the Church Bulletin. So it feels like I finally got that right. Then we left and stopped for some more candles and went to my house to Chant. She wanted to do it all with me instead of just watching. Course I helped her sit down on the floor to watch and we soon realized she needed to be in a chair opposite me to DO IT!!!

It was really cool, and powerful going through just the healing sounds. She kept wanting to do them over and over. Smart Lady! Then we went through the whole ritual and we put all the power into healing her. She carries too much pain and anger about children and all that stuff. Wow, I could feel so much just breaking up in her. It was kinda neato, like I kept seeing this little girl coming out in front of me. She told me she always wanted a daughter, but it was more like SHE WAS this petite little girl again.

She said how she saw DJ coming there for the rituals too, making a video of it and all . . . lol . . . I'll believe that when I see it. . . lol . . . course I've seen that vision hundreds of times . . .

What are you feeling though?

I realized how much I could really do. I mean, I always knew I was a healer, wanting to make things right for mankind on Earth. I mean she asked about how I learned Reiki and I started telling her all about what I learned from my children. Thanks to Cathy and Neil, they got Reiki before me, even before the age of 10! She never realized how powerful they were. I mean I told her how I kept them connected to Christ from the very day they were born. And It was really just wonderful to talk and share about the bliss I had with them. Sure I was married, but my wife was totally clueless and never believed or experienced anything that the children and I shared.

Course they cured her cancer. But anyway what was really powerful was all the other conversations we had. I recounted all these questions they asked me and experiences we shared. I was stunned how I could repeat the words and feelings like it was yesterday. I mean I know they never really left me. They just needed to learn about the other side after knowing God and Love so much with me.

What did you realize?

It was so strong how You came through Dear Jesus. As I told her these things, I was sorta stunned by my answers to their questions. Like how did I know that? Kathy said it was the Holy Spirit flowing through me. I knew that, and I guess that's really the truth about everything I do. As I could feel it all again at the moment she was asking. Like when Emily first told me she could "make people do things" . . . I asked her about "free will" and she knew all about that. And so then I reminded her that it was a "gift from God" that she was taking away from these other people around her. She admitted it. But then suddenly realized that this was not a place for her, and said "I understand, thank you daddy!"

Evidently she has since decided that it was fun to control people, teachers, parents, cops and judges even as I've seen . . . lol . . . Not my problem I guess, she knew the truth and made the choice to use her power that way. That will only bring her some incredible lessons I'm sure. But as I recounted this story to Kathy, the reply to Emily's question was so clear and specific, coming from the Truth of Source again . . .

Yes, so what did you realize?

Funny I usually try not to go there at all . . . but I realized how much Love and Joy there is there in Your Truth. I know who I am and what I want. Nothing has ever been so clear to me. And I'm in the place I can Be and Do it all . . . lol . . . as if that is anything new for me. So I have no need to avoid the Love and Joy I shared with Emily or anyone else. They choose to avoid the true Bliss I KNOW and shared. I can still be joyful and thrilled that I had the experience. And these memories are as real and true in me as if they happened yesterday. I love these PEOPLE and AM Sincerely Grateful for ALL WE SHARED!!!! Just like Oprah said on her show... lol...

I mean I can stay in this feeling so easily forever!!! Then as I did last night, I can share my love and joy again very easily with whoever is near me . . . . bringing healing and peace to anyone who is open for it. I got Kathy home after 8pm and her mom was tired and in bed already. But she was soon happy and chatting with us as we were both glowing. Ginny even said how she could get to my ritual space and share it all with us soon. She had seen another doctor the day before of course. And they were still trying to find the cancer inside of her. I know that will be gone soon too . . . I just know it!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank You for sharing Your Joy and Peace with me. Please help us all to stay centered on Your Bliss and only see and experience this truth with you for the Glory of Father, Son and Holy Spirit!!! Amen!

"The Secret" in this 5 minute audio clip

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

TUT... A Note from the Universe
Just act normal, Eric.

If you let just anyone know about your awareness of the legions in the unseen doing your biding, or the population shifts now being sparked by your very words, or the circumstances and events presently being crafted by your thoughts, you just might create the illusion that you're from a not-so-distant parallel star system, possessing mysterious powers, favored by fate, here to save the world.

And, man-oh-man, you do not want that to happen.

Eric, just act normal -
The Universe


Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ®
© www.tut.com ®

Not everyone is ready to know what you know, Eric. And that's OK.

I know i know. . . lol. . . so much power, so much stuff to do. I'm glad to let things go and move on with whatever I need to do next. But this seems to get bigger and bigger all the time. Here I was giving things up to God; while He seems to be giving me more and more each moment.

What did say . . . "the strong are always challenged!!!! It Keeps us pure! . . . "

I know so the challenges never end. Course they go in cycles like a sine wave. So as I hit the bottom with the most difficult challenges ahead I know soon I'll be hitting the top with the most pleasurable challenges yet to come. I guess it's really good to know that each time is getting longer and longer on the high side and less and less on the low side. . .

Yes, and as the challenges get stronger and the purity gets clearer. Bringing more and more power each moment . . . which is another challenge. Can you keep your mind clear and pure . . . only seeing and focused on the Truth and Love you see growing in your life

I can do anything. Funny I visited our teacher yesterday and Solomon was there. He got up to leave saying how I have been there for all time . . . teasing me how I was 4 hundred years old. Our teacher laughed of course and said how all that mattered is that I kept my hair, and I would always look younger than I really was. . . . Only made me laugh too. Funny I thought of teaching him how to get his hair back. Now I remember Dan saying how his hair was getting darker . . . lol . . .

What else did you feel now?

I know there's another close person who has cancer now. . . already doing all the drugs and surgery. I was feeling how we could clear that with prayers if we were clear and focused on it. I mean when "Two or more gather in Your Name" we could do anything with clarity and power. Funny how I've usually only feel the purity and clarity for doing this from children. Most people seem too lost in their own issues to even notice or feel the power and purity they can BE!

What do you feel about this now?

I guess I know how powerful the purity can be. And this power is what can clear the poisons people collect from this culture and society. . . and it would just be so easy to start using it and changing the world if we could just stay in Your Love and forget all the BS this stupid world tries to tell us and make us do . . .

What do you need to do?

Oh I know I need to teach Mikey how to do this. He's pure, lost in space, but pure about it . . . lol . . . course you wonder how the pure could be so lost? Like Emily and Christopher, they simple deny they are lost and compromise the truth for some made up fantasy about what purity really means. . . Or assuming Truth & Purity can be replaced with some carnal thing that "feels good" so many people get lost in their own feeling . . . ego speak . . . lost in some "concept of self" instead of opening the true self deeper inside. But I guess that's one of the biggest challenges. . . explains why I need to give them Up to God, that's a challenge they need on their own, my helping or not it is still theirs. . . .

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

USF Wiki?

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What do you feel now?

I'm starting to think it's time to get locked up again. I'm all over the place doing too many things again and missing the biggest opportunities that I have at hand. I need to start working on a few papers and patents ... hum?

What do you think should come first?

I guess I better get busy on the papers. Or at least on the reading involved there. I need to read a new article every day at least. Course I've got hundreds I've collected already and I need to bring them all together right now. I guess the MBA will be done soon and I can do what I want to . . . continue with another degree, start more on grants and research, another patent and business. . .

What do you think will bring the most progress towards the changes you want to see?

I guess getting more published. Wow, I guess I'm starting to sound like John. getting the ideas out is more important than anything. . .

What happened Friday?

It was Dr. Nord's reading group again. And I finally spoke up. They were talking about home-owners associations and such so I had to tell them a bit more about what they were all about. Really just a legal structure to maintain the ponds for the developer to sub-divide all the property and get out with as little costs and liability as possible. lol... Yea deed restrictions to protect land-owners again. But the owners can do anything they want... I told them all how the Association can be a new City or New Indian Nation if all the residents filed the right forms... All BS, easy stuff... lol...

Course then one was on the Children's Board who has been talking about using a WIKI to generate new policies. . . PERFECT!!!! I want to help them do that. So one prof asked me to make a WIKI for the reading Group. . . COOL Idea!!!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Happy Chinese New Year!

Happy Chinese New Year! We're excited to ring in the Year of the Fire Pig -- an event that happens only once every 600 years. This is the kind of year that brings greater opportunities for growth, expansion, prosperity and more. So, let’s ditch that mutt of a Red Fire Dog year and harness the Fire Pig’s unique energy for success in the new lunar year.

Beginning as always with the Aquarian New Moon (February 18th this year), Chinese New Year signals a time for fresh starts according to our planet’s lunar calendar. It's a perfect time to invoke the power of ancient divination -- in particular, the Chinese oracle known as the I-Ching -- which is not only an oracle system but a source-book for martial arts, feng shui and Chinese medicine.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What do you feel?

It is all about power. I'm totally pumped up again and all over the place. I see so much to do all the time, and wonder where the priorities should be. 9.03am

What do you really feel with it...??

Joy, happiness, pleasure, lol . . . perplexity

Billy Squire "everyone wants you" .977 the Eighties channel 9.08am

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

V-Day thing

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What Happened now?

Kathy and Ginni invited me over for dinner and a movie again last night. I fixed their PC and reset some lamps and such too . . . no big deal. It was another silly love story, can't remember the title now. So anyway it was nice and relaxing. Kathy laughed about the Yoga thing and played mom about my eating. . . or not eating!

Course then she asked all about the V-Day thing. She already knew I was blissed out making something the day before. So she was anxious to hear about a reply. She was almost disgusted that nothing resulted, and didn't want to focus anything there. She was also kinda stunned how I only focused on the Bliss I chose to experience . . . I mean everyone chooses to find the Bliss or the sorrow in anything and everything. Sharing my bliss is really easy, thou I never seem to find people ready for it . . . lol . . . course now I'm not sure what to think, and really wont since it's not very clear, while the bliss I know and feel IS!!!

What else did you feel there?

I guess the lie about cancer again. Like I get pumped up and want to share the energy . . . then I always start to feel how we could cure it all . . . and maybe that's why I'm here. Then doctors pump us all full of drugs and wonder why we all get so sick! They had a new social worker/nurse come in who was thrilled how they are cutting back on the prescriptions they take. That's so crazy for me. I can't even take a vitamin every day. Oh and I remember when some quack told me I needed some asthma medication that I would use the rest of my life. Yea sure, whatever. Got the stupid prescription and used it twice maybe . . . and never again.

It's really sick how many people program their bodies to NEED so many things. I guess it's just like smoking cigarettes or anything else. Sure we can convince our bodies to take drugs, and using some drug will make the body lazy, why should it think and work to resolve issues if some drug does it faster. Like working and resolving things makes the body stronger, and no doctor or pharmaceutical company wants that to happen.

What else?

I get reminded about the Red Tantra stuff and how lost our culture and civilization is about all the power we already have. Programmed to waste and discard the things that are best for us, so we will buy some artificial version they package and sell us. I'm surprised this race survives at all . . . lol . . . like I could ever leave here anyway . . . lol . . . thou if the all die off it might be a little boring for me! lol!!!!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Way of Your Word! 10:59 PM

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word! 10:59 PM

What happened tonight?

I went to Yoga again. Last night it was 3 hours of Kundalini with Jiwan . . . it was really wonderful. Barbara from USF was there and the last lady to Chant with me at church said she was talking to Jiwan about me as I walked in. Really cool power of course.

What about tonight?

I got right in front and the whole room filled up again . . . lol . . . We were doing all these high circles and rounds with the arms like the Chant. . . So I was flying. It was just awesome. New feelings and vibrations more powerful than ever. . . like physically another dimension that was strong and obvious inside of me. I was feeling and exploring it too.

And then I was on the floor with her waking me up from a long night! Some Dream, off somewhere again!!!

I looked around the room where everyone was standing in some position . . . looking at me!

She told me to stay there, or sit up, and went to get me a cup of water. I told everyone they were a few moves behind me . . . so everyone started cracking up, laughing and all. When she came back in she said something about the comedian waiting out for a little bit. . .

But it was really weird. I know I need to ask her about the movements we did so I can find out what I was doing.

What now?

11.21pm chant time again

12.35am What happened?

Wow, such power, and clarity. I figured it out. It was like another tube of light opened up. I could feel this shift up through the top of my head. I felt it before in class today too, like something new opened up, and so now it's still there . . . OH YEA i REMEMBER, when the Kundalini gets going you can grow and connect to more and more. Like I can still feel my tongue pulsating to the roof of my mouth from the chanting in Jiwan's class last night. . .

That's just so cool she's really doing what she loves there. I'm so glad she came over to the Treehouse, and she's not teaching at Namaste' anymore . . . figures . . . I told her the owners at the Sushi place are always asking about her too. "where's teacher?" . . . lol . . . she said it's been about a year since I was in her class. . . Then I gave her a card for my class . . .

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. 1.16am er;-)

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

TUT... A Note from the Universe Think that it's fun, Eric, that you're guided, and all is well. That there's time, that life is easy, and that the best is yet to come.

Think that the reasons that elude you will one day catch up, that the lessons that have stumped you will one day bring joy, and the sorrows that have crippled you will soon give you wings.

Think that you're important, that you cannot fail, and that happiness always returns.

And think that you're beautiful, Eric.

I do.

The Universe

I know you do . . . and I do too. Some one recently asked me how I know, who taught me and what books have a read. It's really funny. I've not found a book that told me something new. Most only repackage things I already know. It's really good to find them too because my "I've been there and done that" is kinda hard to leave as a footnote. Especially as I would use it nearly everywhere.

Then most teachers I meet, just show up. Find me or respond to my naive innocent questions. And really they only remind me of things I already know. Oh now I remember!!!

When this all started and I realized God was in everything, that everything was made of Love and designed to help us find Love . . . that's when I decided that my DNA and Braincells would spontaneously start waking up. All of them! I mean they are all mine, inside of me. And I'm in charge. So my cells began to wake up with each breath I take. The message I send to my body to breath and beat my heart, had a new message added to them = = = WAKE UP!

That's when I learned that everything that ever happened in Earth is locked in out DNA. The knowledge is all there already. Like the DNA represents this secret book, the Ancient Scroll of Knowledge locked away and hidden inside each and everyone of us.

Which of course is really cool and powerful. lol . . . Like I know there is a bacteria or something here on Earth to eat and consume every element or substance in existence. So I simply told myself that I wanted all the toxins I have ever eaten or bring into my body to be collected and removed from my system . . . I always wondered how much of this could be measured by a doctor in a lab or something. . .

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Can there be TOO MUCH power?

wow. . . it bring tears to my eyes and the vibrations through my feet increase

Chi Gong??? - alt.philosophy.taoism | Google Groups: "To WRITE here and NOW, and help lead and teach another instantly, is so incredible....
Like THIS WORD, now can Change Lives EVERYWHERE.... LOL.. even into another galaxy... It's really neat. Like God alive and living through me NOW ... And living through you to share this with me NOW!!! We've really just begun on this new journey.... It's so much more than we've ever dreamed... "

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WOW... I must have started this with the millennium. . . Oh like "I really started anything" lol. . .

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From: 'e'
Date: Fri, 01 Jun 2001 02:35:29 GMT
Local: Fri, Jun 1 2001 6:35 am
Subject: Chi Gong???

Have you done Chi Gong??? Like really moved the energy?? Pumped your
micro-orbit till it hurt??? I do all these chants and motions, and it's
burning out my knees... like my legs aren't fat enough??? Or I'm not down
far enough in the samurai positions???...

Ok, I start at the Wu Chi position and the power in my hands swells into big
balls of light,

So I go through the standing forms. like I push these balls of light
through my body. Starting at my crown pulling it down into my ears, then
the throat, heart, solar plexus, groin, knees ankles, toes. Then draw a
round heart on the earth and cupping my hands together pull up again.....
It's like pulling up this Great Serpent of energy up from the earth. . .
pulling it up into the energies of heavens as I stand"

another post

Ok, I start at the Wu Chi position and the power in my hands swells into big
balls of light,

So then I go through the standing forms. It feels like I am pushing these
balls of light through my body. Starting at my crown pulling it down into
my ears, then the throat, heart, solar plexus, groin, knees ankles, toes.
then round a heart on the earth and cupping my hands and pull up again.....
It feels like I'm pulling up the Great Serpent of energy that lives around
the earth.. . pulling it up into the energies of heavens and dumping them
into my groin, deep down again into the Earth ... to connect Heaven and
Earth enacting the Temple of God!

Lol... it's like melding through me and through out... I can even see these
balls of light at times... squeezing through my systems changing colors ...
So when I pass it though my legs.... The knees are like a bottleneck.... and
the back of my knees are getting sour??? I mean like open sours on the
back of my knees?

IT'S really weird ... I never am sick, hurt, nothing, never!!!

But when my left knee got this sour I thought I had a rash or something...
from too much stress. But now as I do the positions more and more the right
knee is getting the same burn hole... ???

HELP???

What's going on???

DO you have any clue???

The symptoms are basically a sharp pain under my left knee and also the
right knee but not as strong. The pain is like an itch/rash that evolved
into an open pussy round sour over an inch across at the worse in the soft
skin 2 inches above the bend under my knee. It's healed over mostly now as
I've stopped the meditation. I did it yesterday and under both knees I
still feel the sparks flow now at times. It was very powerful and painful
last night, especially under my left knee.... and now feels like a big welt
pulsating sparks with any meditation at all.... i.e. even without the
Qigong standing forms.

I have no lower back pain and nothing hurt anywhere else... Though I do get
the same spark/rash feeling on my neck under my chin at the soft skin above
my chest at times. I do feel the sparks under my feet during the meditation
but feel nothing afterwards except under the knees. I never have headaches,
no pains, sickness, never even a broken bone, nothing else, zippo. I usually sleep
like a baby... and have no other symptoms at all.

I was born 5/16/84 in CA. Died at 16 after a mean accident in NJ - 110mph -cops
- stolen motorcycle - Bank job - explosives - first minor in felony trial - Prodigal Son
- and now live in The Spirit of Jesus Christ as a child in Tampa Florida.
Making as God leads me to:

http://www.starsusa.org/ = God's first job for me . . . lol
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/professional.htm = my professional life
http://www.geocities.com/stars2man/Gods.htm = God's works again
http://www.starsusa.org/EricRWeaver.htm = compiled play ground
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4286187773&code=10835080&mode=invite&cmp=EMC-IS_other&creative=album-invite
= photo's of Bear and I teaching the chant in the back yard

I can write out a detailed description of the Qigong/Reiki meditation for
you if you like.....and I'm always inspired to recite some Lightworker Chant
as I do it:
I am light within without;
I am light is all about.
Fill Me, Free Me, Verify ME;
Seal me, heal me, glorify Me.
Until transfigured they describe me,
I AM shining like the sun,
I AM shining like the SON.

I do this chant every night at about 3am as I hold each motion of
the Qigong/Reiki standing forms for a minute or two. I hope this
is enough information for you. Please feel free to ask as you need.

Thank You very much
God Bless You
Eric;-)

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Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

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I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Crazy power....

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What do you mean?

It is really just crazy. People are just showing up to share and inspire me more and more all the time. I mean like getting articles "A Princeton Lab on ESP Plans to Close Its Doors" in my mail box here at school from other professors.

What about last night?

I guess it wasn't a surprise to wake up to chant again. But I guess I'm finding that I'm Chanting more and more. Like on Sunday, when I pulled into the church someone was already there. Didn't even know her, but she recognized me from the Treehouse and asked if I knew anything about a meditation planned for the morning. Well it was planned for just her I guess. . .

She loved it too. It's so neat to see people understand and connect to the power so easily. I can tell when they already know what it is or remember parts of it. She really laughed about it and wanted me to really do it instead of only teaching her. . . maybe next time, if I don't have to teach someone else. . . lol. . .

Interesting enough DJ came in just as we were starting the good part. She's never witnessed it all or anything so I asked her to join us. No luck of course, but I tried. Well she's seen it but never heard me teach anything or explain it at all.

What do you feel about this?

I guess I know she needs me to teach a lot of things. Like once she tried to teach the Reiki people how to do the pentagram . . . no one had a clue what she was doing and she never tried it again. Course to really do all the Rituals right, we really need to start with this. I've also noticed other aspects of what I do and teach showing up in her messages. Course it's all connected anyway, so of course there are many aspects everywhere.

What else did you feel about this. . .

Oh i was trying to tell her something, but she listens to whoever she wants to listen to. I mean I really just shared what I saw, but she wouldn't hear anything of it. . . The world says, blessed are the confident, those strong within, the self-reliant, those who believe in themselves. Jesus says, You are blessed if you have learned to rely only on God, not to be filled with yourself, and not to push yourself forward, to receive the praise of people. You are blessed if you gladly take the servant’s role, because God your Master will raise you up to a place of honour.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

EMMET FOX HOME PAGE

EMMET FOX HOME PAGE: "Emmet Fox (1886-1951)

One of the most influential New Thought authors of the 20th Century

Emmet Fox was born in Ireland on July 30, 1886, was educated in England, pursued his spiritual career mostly in the United States, and died in France on August 13, 1951.

His father, who died before Fox was ten, was a physician and member of Parliament. Fox attended Stamford Hill Jesuit college near London, and became an electrical engineer. However, he early discovered that he had healing power, and from the time of his late teens studied New Thought. He came to know the prominent New Thought writer Thomas Troward.

Fox attended the London meeting at which the International New Thought Alliance was organized in 1914. He gave his first New Thought talk in Mortimer Hall in London in 1928. Soon he went to the United States, and in 1931 was selected to become the successor to the James Murray as the minister of New York's Church of the Healing Christ. Fox became immensely popular, and spoke to audiences in some of the largest halls in the city. He was ordained in the Divine Science branch of New Thought.

While Emmet Fox lived he addressed some of the largest audiences ever gathered to hear one man's thoughts on the religious meaning of life. His books and pamphlets have been distributed to over three million people and it can be conservatively estimated that they have come into the hands of ten million.

Fox's secretary was the mother of one of the men who worked with Alcoholics Anonymous co-founder Bill Wilson, and partly as a result of this connection early AA groups often went to hear Fox. His writing, especially "The Sermon on the Mount," became popular in AA.

The influence of Emmet Fox in the spread of New Thought ideas and emphases lies not simply in the large number of his readers, but in the fact that he is so widely read my ministers of all denominations. A check in large denominational bookstores in various cities from time to time has revealed that Emmet Fox's books are in constant demand; and these are the stores in which ministers chiefly buy their books. They do not, of course, read it as New Thought, but they buy it and read it. There is nothing sectarian, certainly, in the titles "The Sermon on the Mount" and "The Ten Commandments," nor is there anything about them outwardly to indicate that they are New Thought, and nearly half a century after his death, the writings of Emmet Fox remain influential.

A website dedicated to Emmet Fox can be found here"

Oh COOL stuff...

Scientific prayer or spiritual treatment is really the lifting of your consciousness above the level where you have met your problem. If only you can rise high enough in thought, the problem will the solve itself. This is really the only problem you have - to raise in consciousness. The more "difficult," which means the more deeply rooted in your thoughts, is the problem concerned, the higher you will have to rise. What is called a small trouble, will yield to a slight raise in consciousness. What is called a serious difficulty, will require a relatively higher rise. What is called a terrible danger or hopeless problem, will require a considerable rise in consciousness to overcome it - but that is the only difference.

Do not waste time trying to straighten out your own or other people's problems by manipulating thought - that gets you nowhere - but raise your consciousness, and the action of God will do the rest.

Jesus healed sick people and reformed many sinners by raising his consciousness above the picture they presented. He controlled the wind and the waves in the same way. He raised the dead because he was able to get as high in consciousness as is necessary to do this.

To raise your consciousness you must positively withdraw your attention from the picture for the time being (The Golden Key) and then concentrate gently upon spiritual truth. You may do this by reading the Bible or any spiritual book that appeals to you, by going over any hymn or poem that helps you in this way, or by the use of one or more affirmations, just as you like.

I know many people who have secured the necessary elevation of consciousness by browsing at random through the Bible. A man I know was saved in a terrible shipwreck by quickly reading the 91st psalm. Another man healed himself of a supposedly hopeless disease by working on the one affirmation, "God Is Love," until he was able to realize something of what that greatest of all statements must really mean.

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Fwd: TUT... A Note from the Universe

Chanted again 3.01-4.44am...

She came in again. . . . the power just blew everything out again....

what a trip!

The Universe <theuniverse@tut.com> wrote:

Date: Fri, 9 Feb 2007 03:50:13 -0500 (EST)
To: stars2man@yahoo.com
Subject: TUT... A Note from the Universe

TUT... A Note from the Universe

The long and short of it goes something like this... When one stops looking for the quick and easy way, Eric, and just deals with what's already on their plate, the quick and easy way soon finds them. Oh-wee-oh, The Universe

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Actually, Eric, what could be quicker than beginning with where you are, or easier than starting with what you've got? Oh my, the wonder of it all... The Books Infinite Possibilities The Village Shop E*Cards Tell a Friend Home

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So every time I chant I know that people are with me. In the Cave or whatever. I tell people that whenever they watch it they get more connected to the truth. So they connect with me and the Rituals, and they are there every time I do it . . . So it's really cool; it's really all about power and understanding. It's the knowledge that is the power, like the understanding itself is a generator which I use to connect and bring all these people and powers together in truth. . . Experiencing the Wisdom of Creation here and now. . .

So anyway . . .
Sometimes I'll flash into a vision, some fantasy I've seen a hundred times, like up in the Cave or tending the Gardens with all the children. Yea so this is all about me and my power in ritual tonight, no full moon or anything else to do; and I know I need to fall in Love again; like pump up my real power from the source. So I flash off, really trying not to connect to anyone, but just goofing around like I always do loving someone. You know just playing around laughing and glowing . . . like taking care of someone and making sure everything is like a total bliss. Guess everything is empowering, I suck up the energy from everywhere just loving the moment like a shopping spree sharing the joy in loving someone . . . Total BLISS!

But this time suddenly I notice there is someone taking care of me at the store . . .

Oh, Who is that?

And I see this BIG smile . . . . . Oh look who snuck in again!
FLASH and it was all up in Light like this big rush of light right up through me into the universe that opens up to the Joy and Wisdom that makes Knowledge move into Power and Creation.

Oh Ok GOD, so we're visiting the Pleiadies again! Sure of course it's all about divinity and connecting Heaven and Earth = = Mating Father God and Mother Earth. . . weee funn, like what else am I here for... SO BE IT!!!

Then I flash into another vision . . . like first arriving in NJ in the 1960's. . . wow, acres of farms and woods all around. Everything is about power and focus and control. And I'm just this BIG MAGNET. Dad's out of Annapolis now with an engineering degree, who better to help pollute the world following orders like a programmed Nazi for the Petrol Moguls in NY. Whatever, I had 3 acres of woods behind my house, then another 2 - 20 acre farms and a few thousands more acres of woods next to the first school I ever attended. . . literally all out my back door. typical!!!!

Who cares about the mess out there, took them years to get near my woods, and I'm in my space, let those fools get lost in the pollution and greed, not my problem. EVERYONE is watching TV, starting with the 5pm news everything is clear for me to do whatever I want, no one out, no one ever notices me anyway . . . Oh but then there's Mikey next door. . . Cool little kid lost in all the same shit like everyone else.

But I can play that game too, I know some stupid commercial jingle so I can use the same scam as all the rest of them use. . .

Hey Mikey, come here and try this . . . you know Mikey, he hates everything. Yea If Mikey likes it EVERYONE will like it . . . yea so let's see what Mikey thinks . . . naa he hates everything, let's see . . . Oh my gosh He LIKES IT!!! Mikey Likes IT!!! WOOOW . . .

OH THAT's IT!!!! Same story over and over again and again until we get it right!!!!
Uh OH. . . Hang on tight, this is going to be a wild ride

"Free free set them free. . . free free set them free... set them free. . free free set them free. . . free free set them Free... set them free. . free free set them Free. . . free free set them free... set them freee. . Sting & Police › If You Love Somebody Set Them Free

Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ!!! Let Your Will BE DONE!!! Amen!

Here we go again . . . . really hang on this time . . . use some muscles. . . lol. .

Today's Outlook for
Friday February 09, 2007
Yesterday | TODAY | Tomorrow

The magnetic Scorpio Moon increases the intensity of our passions and compels us to express them. Sometimes this depth is challenging, for exploring the shadows of our inner worlds can dredge up old pain. Today, however, the Moon forms harmonious aspects with Mercury, Uranus, Venus and Mars, creating an easy flow between us and everyone else. Additionally, lovely Venus squares excessive Jupiter, encouraging us to take each experience to the max.

	The World What has traditionally been known as the World card points to the presiding intelligence, called "Sophia," or ... more » Deck: Lovers Path Daily Tarot Reading using this deck

Make it happen!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you do?

I posted a bunch again from the journal. All that's left there is the good stuff . . . lol . . . lots of that, 23 pages . . . course I'm not up to read all that yet. Yea, I always have to reread stuff when I post it, thou I really didn't read it all this time . . . I've been spending too much time here and I know that's changing again really quickly.

Why?

I guess it's obvious with everything else I see these days. Like Kathy dropped in last night to Chant with me. She had never seen it all, so as I started I began telling her what I do teaching at church. Course then she wanted to do it with me. Oh ok sure. It was funny, certain positions she knew before I told her, describing them in ways I never heard either. Of Course I know this has been done since the beginning of life on Earth, so we all have it inside us somewhere. The confirmations are still neat . . .

What else?

It ran from 9 to 12 and I did more until 1am after she left. Wow so much power moving again it took me a while to get it all out. It was kinda funny, when I teach this I tell people about the gift from God at the end, while when someone comes over it's a gift for them so I always put it into Healing them or a Vision or something. So as I ended the Chant, we both put it into healing her . . . she knew it too. Wow cleared all this out, "what about the rest" . . . Oh wait and see... lol

What does this make you feel?

I know I'm just starting . . . Dave called before I started asking about his Video Machine, lol, so I need to send him a bit now . . .

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Pow

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What did you do?

I awoke at 11.57, got up at 12am Affirmed only Your thoughts Words and Deeds coming to me for the Glory of Father, Son and Holy Spirit; did a quick chant, no regalia, no sounds, no Yoga . . . Affirmation, Prayer, Chant and Let there Be the fulfillment of Let There Be, Let There BE Wisdom a blaze within in my Heart to this fulfillment In Praise and Gratitude Amen!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

8:49:23 AM

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What

It's been two weeks since Lyn cut me off. I've posted some of this Journal, but still have 30 pages here. It brings up too much to read and post, so I'm not sure about it. She still comes through the ethers to me even though I've done everything I can to stop that. I still get reminders and little things about Ciera and such that attach us together again. I know this is all total BS to appease her mother. But then I also know she will totally clear out this crap she has focused on her ex; whether it is all greed, materialism, or just ego, which will allow her to open things up for us really strong.

I realize this was really a smart move on her part. Asking me nicely to cut her off and let her deal with things would not have been any better. Though I'm sure she knows she can get me back whenever she gets ready; lol . . . unless of course someone else beats her to it.

But then I look at her picture (which I DON'T) and see the blond Pleiadian I drew after High School. It's nearly impossible for me to keep this lady out of me, since she's always been there . . . as Lyn or someone else I'll never know. But to try and erase part of me, or let go of something that is inside of me is like impossible. When she comes in and I know I need to stay free of her energy . . . I raise it up and send it into Christ, which really changes it just a little bit. Like I can feel a more angelic presence and a higher consciousness, but it still has the air and essence of Lyn.

Then I wonder why I resist her at all. I mean I've almost given up with cutting the chord that keeps her essence there in the background. I wont talk with her anymore and avoid the erotic encounters though I can’t feel or think anything remotely exciting without her showing up. Yes erotic with her again, whether I want to or not. Funny the other night after meeting Cyn again I was in bed thinking and feeling. I thought I'd bring Cyn's energy into me instead. It worked for a while, except Lyn soon showed up . . . "let me show you how this is done!"

It was really almost funny, like the two ladies were taking turns learning Tantric moves that I taught Lyn before. Course teaching Lyn, is just my spontaneous action, remembering something we obviously had shared before.

What does all this make your feel?

I guess it's kinda annoying. I feel like everything she's doing is easy old news kinda stuff, but then I realize it's her experience and something she needs to do herself. Regardless of how I feel or think about it. I know it's really the best thing for her, maybe not for Ciera, but the long run benefits of having Lyn clear will make everything better for all of us.

What if there is no more US there at all?

I kinda wonder about that some times too. It really doesn't seem possible at all, but anything is possible. And though it might be hard to imagine someone beyond Lyn, as I send her energy higher there is someone there. Then I remember the lady at Publix whose golden hair flew in the wind and sunshine . . . she never felt like a person, but maybe a messenger or something. But I guess anything really is possible, and if Lyn and Ciera have other things to do first, then I'll have to let them go. Or I have let them go.

What else do you feel?

I guess I know things are all as they must be. Kathy just wrote me, asking to cheer me up. Suzi wrote too, sent a funny card that made me smile. I told Kathy some of what I've written here. Like how Lyn still comes into me. Like now I can feel her working and busy, but as I think of her she feels me, and smiles. Not a strong connection as we played with before, but something clear and true that we both recognize as real and necessary. I guess it's really almost weird and all. I mean I've waited all my life for some lady somewhere. I always think that will make things better for me. Then I was fool enough to marry the one who was there at the right time. Nothing else worth anything about her, but I guess timing is everything.

What other things are you timing?

I don't know? I need to get busy on a few things; a lot of things.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

First Site or Bite this time?

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

Date: Mon, 5 Feb 2007 03:42:34 -0500 (EST)
From: The Universe
Subject: TUT... A Note from the Universe
Not everyone's ready to open the throttle up all the way. Put the pedal to the metal. Skinny-dip into the sea of infinite possibilities.

And that's perfectly all right, Eric. Because there's nothing you're "supposed" to be doing with your life. No one is judged based upon how much turf they cover, how many mountains they climb, or how many deals they close. And because even one small drop from the sea, is as infinite as all of the oceans combined.

Whatever your heart desires -
The Universe

Thoughts become things... choose the good ones! ®
© www.tut.com ®

Kind of perked up when you read skinny-dip, didn't you, Eric?

I got the feeling You are trying to tell me something again . . .

Today's Outlook for
Monday February 05, 2007
Yesterday | TODAY | Tomorrow

Today's earthy Virgo Moon strengthens our analytical capabilities, enabling us to find efficient solutions to our current problems. But there is a limit to what can be gained by paying attention to details, especially if we miss the overall picture. We can be irritable today if everything isn't in perfect order, even if it is out of our control. The Moon enters gracious Libra at 9:15 pm, shifting our concerns into the realm of relationships.

	The Star

The Star card helps us to remember our exalted origins and our attraction to a Higher Union. This card could also be called the "Celestial Mandate" -- that which refers us back to our reason for being, our mission in this lifetime.

I know I know... I bet this is all about more Power . . . lol . . . I am starting to feel like the battery charger here. Oh like last night after the movie I was flying too high. When I went to leave I hugged Ginny and Kathy, and the power that I sent into them was palpable. I wrote DJ about making movies when I got home . . . then when I got into bed I knew I'd be awake soon to Chant. When I looked at the clock again and saw 12.01am I got up right then. Chanted until 1.24am, or at least that was the time I saw getting into bed again.

I saw us in the cave again. This time I felt every word I said teaching at 930am in Harmony. more details, more clarity . . . new words to say next time. When I lifted up the Chalice to my third eye . . . bringing the baby up from the Earth, it was like the fire that erupted the top of the mountain . . . That's what they all were waiting for. Wow, I wasn't just the camp fire keeping them all warn up there . . . I was the vortex, the portal, the gatekeeper opening all of Heaven to the Love of the One.

Dear Eric, Here is your single's love horoscope for Monday, February 5: You've got a special knack when it comes to matters of the heart at the moment, so assess your situation and make a move (or two!). While you're at it, why not give a friend some love advice or play Cupid, too?

Oh sure, I get it . . .

The Doors of Perception: The Cosmos is trying to help you see life in a new way, eric. It does this by introducing you to new people who have very different ideas from your own. Mercury, Venus, and Uranus are in Pisces and your social zone. This week you may not have much control over who you get to meet, as mysterious forces seem to have already planned this for you. Those you need to get to know may happen to bump into you in the strangest of places, and the timing may be so perfect that you couldn't have worked it out better yourself. Venus conjuncts Uranus on Wednesday, which may coincide with one such meeting when a conversation could begin a whole new chapter of your life, or perhaps at least your love life. So stay alert and don't be too judgmental, as that could cut off a fruitful relationship before it has a chance to begin. The Sun conjuncts Neptune in your career zone on Thursday, making that a great day for brainstorming and appreciating the spiritual side of business ethics. It could also be one of those days when confusion and mixed messages prevent you from moving ahead. Take it all with a grain of salt and close your ears to gossip. You'll know the truth soon enough!

I need more power still . . . I need to be in Love again!

What have you been asking for ??

I know been asking for this one for years. Hundreds of years it feels like . . . Guess Your going to give it to me whether I'm ready or not . . . Oh I should have known all my natal planets are smashing into Mars and Mercury again . . .

HOLD ON!!!

Jan 24, 2007 Transiting Mars Trine Natal Uranus CREATIVE SOLUTIONS
Jan 25, 2007 Transiting Mars Trine Natal Mars ENERGY FLOWS WELL
Jan 27, 2007 Transiting Mars Trine Natal Jupiter CREATIVITY WITHOUT LIMITS
Jan 30, 2007 Transiting Mercury Square Natal Sun CLARIFY YOURSELF
Jan 31, 2007 Transiting Venus Trine Natal Venus YOU'VE GOT GRACE AND STYLE
Feb 01, 2007 Transiting Mars Trine Natal Pluto YOU'RE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK
Feb 04, 2007 Transiting Mercury Trine Natal Venus RELATIONSHIP TALK
Feb 05, 2007 Transiting Mercury Conjunct Natal Saturn FOCUS THE MIND
Feb 06, 2007 Transiting Mercury Opposed Natal Uranus A SHARPLY DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE: Your brilliant notions may profoundly alter the status quo. Like a lightning bolt you blast away anyway. Even a simple remark can provoke strong responses. Ordinary perceptions are being shaken now. Relationships require open-mindedness to overcome the limits of rigid thinking. Communication may be suddenly cut off, or take a radical new direction. We all need to remember that there is more than one way of seeing things and more than one right answer to every question.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Please lead me to this fulfillment, in the Glory of God Our Father Son and Holy Ghost...
AMEN.

Movie night

Wild movie tonight . . . .
WAYYYY too much power!!!
I got to stop doing things like this...

The illusionist, of course another Love Story. After the Kate and Leopold last time telling it all to me again. . . I should have expected this . . . . .

But what really freaked me out was reading the Newspaper on the table... eeek!!! No transformer this time . . .
But I better get busy!!!

MAJOR TORNADO SWEEPS THROUGH CENTRAL FLORIDA: "MAJOR TORNADO SWEEPS THROUGH CENTRAL FLORIDA
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Published: Feb 3, 2007

Grace Tota awoke about 3 a.m. and sat straight up in bed. She and three family members had spent the night at a local club rocking out to Elvis impersonators, drinking, dancing and later playing gin rummy at her home until 2 a.m. Then they almost died.

Awakened by the wind outside, Tota turned on the television and heard the blare of warnings. She ran to her sister's room and the two ran down the hall to where a relative and his wife slept.

Now the wind was roaring.

The relative, Quinto Musso, opened his eyes just in time to see a bedroom window explode. Tiny shards of glass blew through Tota's and her sister's thin nightgowns.

The wind plowed the women into the shag carpet. Musso tried to cover them with his body. Two bedroom doors blew off as the wind vacuumed Musso up in the air and 20 feet down the hallway. He slammed into every doorjamb on the way. His wife, Mary, rolled under the bed.

Then it stopped. But only for the people in The Villages, in Lake County.

The tornado and predawn thunderstorms tore through Lake, Volusia, Sumter and Seminole counties, killing at least 19 people, emergency officials say. With wind up to 165 miles per hour, it was the second deadliest tornado event in Florida history. The weather system left about 1,850 buildings splintered, smashed or batteredalong a 40-mile stretch. Volusia County reported a preliminary estimate of $80 million in damage involving 500 properties.

At least five vehicle crashes occurred within a quarter mile of one another near Interstate 4's New Smyrna Beach exit, closing the highway for about three hours.

In one case, a tractor-trailer was lifted up and landed on another semi, pinning the driver in his cab, said Kim Miller, a spokeswoman for the Florida Highway Patrol. The driver did not suffer life-threatening injuries, she said.

The damage was widespread, but Lake County took the hardest hit, said emergency operations director Jerry Smith. "This is basically the worst disaster to hit Lake County."

Among the dead were a male freshman from Umatilla High School, David Downing, and his parents, Carla and Donald Downing of the Paisley area. David, 15, was one of triplets.

His sister Heather was the only one in the family's trailer on Friday morning to survive the tornado. She suffered a broken pelvis and was in stable condition at an Orlando hospital, her aunt Eileen Humphrey said. The third triplet, Kayla, was staying at a relative's home near the family's trailer and was not injured.

At a mobile home park in Lady Lake, Marie Magana said her daughter, Brittany May, 17, died when an oak tree crashed into her room at the height of the storm. Friday afternoon, Magana picked Brittany's porcelain dolls and award ribbons for horseback riding out of the rubble where her bedroom had been.

A 7-year-old boy from the Paisley area also was confirmed dead, though not identified.

As it grew dark across the area, authorities with rescue dogs searched for people trapped in debris. Shelters opened to serve the newly homeless. At least 7,800 homes still were without power.

Officials in Lake and Volusia counties ordered dusk-to-dawn curfews in heavily damaged areas to prevent looting and injuries to residents trying to sift through wreckage in the dark.

Gov. Charlie Crist declared a state of emergency for the four counties. He said the state and its storm-weary residents would persevere, as they did after the hurricanes of 2004 and 2005.

"This is the Florida way," Crist said of the rescue and recovery effort.

Dealing with his first natural disaster since taking office a month ago, Crist canceled education and budget events to tour the region.

"It looks like a bomb went off on some of these homes, and it breaks your heart to see that," Crist told reporters after the helicopter landed at Lake Mack, near Paisley in eastern Lake County.

The Federal Emergency Management Agency said it was processing the state's application for emergency assistance. The Florida National Guard mustered 8,000 soldiers and awaited orders to distribute food, water and first aid.

Hitting The Villages just after 3 a.m., the tornado damaged the home of 70-year-old Noelie Bertoniere.

Bertoniere moved in less than a year ago after losing her New Orleans home to Hurricane Katrina. And in a way, this disaster was worse than Katrina.

"In this one I lost something that I didn't lose the last time - every picture, every slide I ever owned," she said. She later found only a few of the slides. She still hasn't found any pictures of her mother.

The worst of the storm hit between 3 and 4 a.m., jolting people from sleep with a noise some compared to a jumbo jet. Though a tornado watch had been posted for many Florida counties late Thursday, the National Weather Service issued warnings just minutes before the twister struck in the middle of the night, when hardly anyone was watching or listening for the warnings, said meteorologist Dave Sharp of the weather service's Melbourne office.

"The most dangerous tornado scenario is a threat for killer tornadoes at night, and that was the case," Sharp said.

Few communities in the region have warning sirens. Unlike many tornado-prone areas, few Florida homes have basements because of the high water table, so the best shelter is a closet or interior room.

Vern Huber, 87, of Lady Lake, said his weather radio alarm went off around 3:30 a.m. and he and his wife, Louedna, 81, huddled in the hall and put pillows from the couch on top of themselves.

"It was a deafening roar," Huber said.

Nearby, the Church of God in Lady Lake was being demolished. The 31-year-old steel-reinforced structure was built to withstand 150 mph winds, but the tornado tore it apart, leaving its pews, altar and Bibles in a jumbled mess.

In Paisley, on the eastern edge of Lake County, Saul Castro, 42, said he heard the tornado sometime after 3 a.m"

Sunday

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What do you feel?

It's crazy... the power is really intense. I'm still waking up at 3am or just before, have been all week. Like tonight, or last night . . . I popped up at 2.45am just in time. I had some weird erotic dream again too. I try not to pay any attention anymore, too much else to deal with.

Like What?

I felt like there would be a few people to Chant at church this morning. . . and there was. Certainly not who I thought. But Lisa said how she's wanted to again and again and just never woke up in time. She pulled into the parking lot just as I did today. When I started I said how it's really just a gift that I share with whoever God sends to me. And she laughed knowing how she had to be ready for it . . .

Course they both were buzzing after it all . . . It's so funny whenever I try to explain this to people it's like I need to speak another language or something. Oh no great master or shaman taught me . . . . lol . . . nope not one, but dozens that showed up over the years that brought me whatever it was that I needed to make it happen . . . everything happens that way . . . Even the message this morning was about the same things. Like Hello people we are all here in this together and if you are here then you are here to share and heal and grow. Choose to listen and grow or simply experience the same things over and over until you do listen and grow. . .

What else?

I guess Dave and Laura called again too. . . funny how I get their messages in pairs all the time. Dave has the Video Toaster all set for me use . . . Perfect, time to start making videos. . . This is kinda funny too. Yesterday I visited the Gasperilla Video folks and talked with them for a while. The Director showed up too, to thank us for volunteering . . . Course one other person who showed up right after me, was in Church this morning too. Really Weird!

What NOW?

My hands are vibrating. . . like the palms are just pounding out this energy. I wonder what that means?

What else do you need to do?

I guess Kathy called this morning . . . She needs some help tonight with her mom and asked if I could drop in for a movie and pizza. She knows I never do anything but school work and such, so she tried to get me out to relax and do something for myself. She's a good friend, I've been reading and writing all day again and know I need to escape too.

What else have you been feeling?

Oh when I came home from Church . . . lol. . . Course Rev DJ had another guest there, Cathy Bolton. I finally remembered that I met her a Twyman's thing in Orlando, and her psychic friend tuned into me. Always connecting . . . my job is never done! So anyway as I got home there was this cute little girl who now lives across the street. She might be 3 or 4 long dark hair , cute little smile and she was singing about friends as I drove up. Singing to herself in the street. She got out of the street of course, even though I pulled into my driveway before I got to her. She looked so cute and happy, even though she was alone. I guess I know why now, since they have a bunch of cars there now. . . so I guess they had family come in from out of town.

I remember when they first moved in last year, talking to the mom. They lived across town and were so happy to get into town now since they have three of four children all in gifted programs and magnet schools. Mom's taxi service every day not so far a drive now . . . I've spoken to another one of her sons who might be 5 tops. Very cute kids . . . always biking around and playing out in front of the house with other neighborhood kids . . . that always makes me smile so much!

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thank YOU!!!