Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Dr Mike:
Thanks you for letting me audit your class. I’m sorry I wasn’t clear and specific at our first meeting I never realized I hadn’t given you any of the details about my background and experience like I have with Steve and Scott.

I am a civil engineer and started to consult privately so I could develop patents. Personally I would enjoy the strawberry farming portfolio the most since I am building a prototype and am exploring similar concepts.

I’ve been involved in patent development at USF since the early 1980’s when I founded a student group to develop “Projects for Credit,” which has incorporated as a 501c3 STARS USA Inc. Every professor I’ve met has been instrumental in helping me to develop these ideals. For Example, my first MBA class was "Leadership & Teams" with Dr. Koehler where we completed a class project to “improve the patent process at USF.”

In your class another student worked with me doing Dr. Koehler’s project and knows about my other patents which they want to use in your class now. The first patent is a Bike Rack (Drawings) (US Patent). Dr. Koehler has asked to do the marketing for it, so I'm now simplifying it. The second patent is a Transit System (Drawings) (US Patent). Currently I am designing a bike path with the City of Tampa, which can easily be modified to be a test site for this "transit system.”

Originally the 501c3 was designed to own these patents to be independently funded. Our team would prefer to work on one of my patents since they could have direct access to the inventor and also these are simple easy to understand concepts. However, I have selected a portfolio from those you recommended for our team, and promised them I would present this to you.

Please provide our group with the insight and direction which is most consistent with your mission in this class; also recognize my commitment and dedication to completing these tasks whether USF or Seedco is involved or not. I will arrive early to class Friday or would be happy to stop by your office before it if you would prefer.

Thank you

Eric R Weaver
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/professional.htm

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Dear Neighbor;
Our neighborhood has been impacted more by the results of the hurricane cleanup than the hurricanes themselves. Many of you helped complete a petition to the City of Tampa to change this, see attached.

Thank you all. Tampa has responded and agreed to create a new City Park for us. To start the City will layout a trail for us using the existing pile of mulch. We have already defined the trail location which will be about 100 feet inside the property line around this entire property. This will designate this area for this public purpose so in the future we can get tax dollars to upgrade and maintain it as a City Park.

Please mark up this map with trail changes or locations for possible new trees and return to me ASAP. We hope to have the area fenced off and signs posted with specific entrances within the coming year.

Finally for future park dedications; what would you like most:
Please circle numbers return THE MAP PAGE:

1 = Not really 10 = would love here
1. Mountain Bike Trails 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
2. Dog Runs 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
3. Jogging track 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
4. Nature Trails 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
5. Restore Wetlands 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Please provide me with any other ideas, recommendations, and feel free to visit me to sign the original petition to show your support. The best thing for all of us is that we all understand, and ALL AGREE. Only by working together can we get the support of the City to enhance our neighborhood.

Thank you

Eric R Weaver
2008 E Patterson St. 813-237-3705

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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
11:30 AM
So I’ve been trying to figure out how to deal with Mike and his patent development class. I wrote him an email and sent it to Scott who thought it was junk. He was very clear and strong about it too. So I rewrote it... and sent it out again to Scott and copied it to a few other teachers.... Claire, Koehler, Sharon, Natasha and Dr. Katz.

I worked and worked on it for a while too. And then edited what Jason had written that I copied and set up on the wiki.

I guess my point with all this was that I finally wrote:
I AM HERE ON A MISSION FOR GOD!!
Which Scott promptly told me to CUT!!! But it was still good to get it out and copied...

Wow, it took me so long to write that now. But as I came into USF I could feel everyone already knew what I did. I was really weird, like I could feel now I had affected people. It was like everyone knew what I did or like all consciousness had shifted and felt the impact of my email!!!

9:17:31 PM
Stopped in the Outback to eat now, and they found me a plug for this laptop! Wow what a week. Wow what a new year. I guess the first month isn’t over yet. But wow, so much has happened.

Lol... I just read everything I wrote this month wow. This is really intense and I know I need to go post it on the BLOG too.

It’s funny I was worried about the email to Scott this morning. And also last night I wrote one to David and Koehler and copied them to Scott as well. I had plans to go visit Rima and bring here the feathers she saw at the Café. When I called her at 6pm she forgot she rescheduled some other plans and told me we could meet at 7pm. So I went to the library and wrote these messages.

I had spoken to David again and told him about feeling energy with his hands like I told the Berkley Professor at Elliott's house in Sonoma, CA. David was very clear and strong in his reply saying how the hands technique could be changed to be an experiment. Course it was never intended to be an experiment, but only a viable method for the professor to feel what is real. So responding to David opened the door for me to say more to everyone I like to copy again.

So last night I gave everyone a taste of how they could test and feel what is real, and then this morning I copied them all on the Mike letter before the final edits above. I felt really weird about it and then realized it was very strong and clear as it should be. I also realized that I need to be clear and confident about how it impacts people.

I know these things are very strong and clear for very specific effects and to honor and respect that is important for me to accept and understand. It’s like moving energy is what I need to do, so I need to respect and honor what I do. AND STAY CONFIDENT in it all as well.

What do you think this is all about?

lol… well I know it’s all about coming into Your Power. There is a lot that I need to do and some I understand and some I don’t. So I need to respect and honor what You put before me so that I don’t diffuse the power You have intended.

Yes Son this is exactly what you need to keep in mind. Everything you are and everything that you do has been planned since time began. Trust it, No fears... It might be hard at times and challenging, but you know you can do it all with Love and ease...

lol... sure you always make things sound so easy.

What else have you been getting ready for. You’ve already worked and sacrificed for years...

Thursday, January 20, 2005 11:53:11 AM

The chant with Rima Sunday was very powerful. She told me she would only watch and not participate at all. While I was doing it I felt like I was only watching and doing it more for her than anything. We called Jiwan before we started, but never got through, which might have been better anyway.

It was a very powerful thing, and obviously something very clear to Rima. She really tried not to tell me too much about what she saw, thinking that I had no idea. But we chatted for hours after it all was over. She even read my county case and such. Evidently we have a lot more in common and relate to each other at a number of very deep levels.

So Jason left too. Actually he just packed up and disappeared, no word of good-bye, thank you or anything. So I’ve spent all week struggling to get into my systems, laptops and such. It’s really been a pain in the ass, and a major headache, and I’m thinking of calling my insurance company.

Saturday, January 15, 2005 11:59:22 AM

So Rima decided it was time for me to visit her at her house and then to visit my house and share in the chant with me. She asked me to stop in and see her again at the Psychic Café on Thursday night so I invited Jason again and decided to bring a box of feathers. She said it was a dead night so we can chat a lot. Jason was busy so I went alone. Everytime Rima and I meet it really is spontaneous and enlightening. They seemed to get really busy after I got there, but we were still able to chat a bit. She told me her daughter would be coming in too, and I wanted to hang long enough to meet her but had to get home early enough to sleep before 8am class with Mike the next day.
This morning I decided to speak more to Jiwan about the chant. After I went through her Yoga class I realized I couldn’t really teach it to the depth that she taught it. So I thought I would speak to her more about it. Then I realized her hubby Greg was an engineer who might be interested in doing more work with me. And Marta, Jason and Larry have asked me to get into more engineering work so it might be a good place to bring Greg in too.
So this morning as I got ready to go I grabbed an engineering brochure for Greg and the Mayan chant stuff for Jiwan. Interesting enough, after the tia chi class last week, Greg and I spoke about the energy and moving energy more than Jiwan and I spoke about it. So after the class this morning we were chatting again and I asked if they could join me for coffee at the little beagle shop down the road.
Greg wasn’t interested in starting anything new, and was comfortable at the engineering firm he is at. But he wanted to keep my resume and brochure to pass around his office. Jiwan was very interested in the Chant and all the Kundalini that was used to prepare for it. She even wanted to start a class at USF. I told her we might be able to set something up now, but to do the research project I was looking at, it would be a lot more detailed and cumbersome. She kept everything I had for her to see too, and also wanted to see the links and websites I was working on.

Friday, January 07, 2005 11:37:35 to Friday, January 14, 2005

All this really neat interesting stuff keeps happening to me. I’ve known for a while that I needed to get into something more traditional for my chant, like I was missing something that I needed to express it more. So I asked Mary at the Indian shop about it, and she told me she knew just the thing and wanted me to meet one of the Indian artists who bring her things to sell. Then I had to show here the Aztec Crane Dancer on the Indian Florida Park Sites map that she had in her store. She told me she would schedule a time for me to meet this artist.

Yesterday Mary scheduled it so I could meet Rima at her shop. Now Rima knows exactly what this is all about and starts telling me how it’s more Ancient Mayan instead of Aztec.

“better is one day in your courts, better is one day in your house, better is one day in your courts, than thousands elsewhere” 11:54:51 Better is One Day By Petra

Time… to share more of what this is all about.

What you need to do is follow through with everything that this is about!

Time… to write Aumrak again.

Dearest AumRak,
I’m so sorry I missed you on the trip to Seattle. But when I arrived to video tape the Day out of Time Conference the Mayan New Year celebration was ongoing in Ashland. Wow, the music and people, all the traditions coming together there for me at once. Then I was invited to a children’s summer camp to tape some more, and I couldn’t leave. The time is now, we need to get busy!!!

Yesterday I visited the local Indian Craft Shop scheduled to meet another artist about adding some ritual clothing to the CHANT. She already knew more about it than I could ever explain. She’s an elder, a feather worker, skilled in bringing this art into expression for many elder dancers all over the country. Then she tells me it’s time to go further south and she invited me to join her on a 36 hour Ferry trip to visit the ruins in the Yucatan (Progresso???)
Of course I immediately thought of you!

Then she tells me about the ancient ruins and traditional dance for the snake with the disk and the cross? Some snake that sheds it’s skin only on the summer solstice. Is this a good time to visit? Can you tell me anything about this snake? Maybe give me a name and a picture.

I’d also love to visit you and feel Rima and you might have a great deal to share. She’s looking for sun feathers to make some regalia for me. Can we purchase some from you? Are there a lot of resources like this around you? And if we do visit, what resources would be best to bring down for you?

I look forward to speaking to you more about these opportunities. Interesting enough she just asked me about my stars, so I thought you might like to see this too, as attached.
Namaste
eric
http://home.tampabay.rr.com/engineer/resume/eric-chart.gif

What else did Rima tell you about all of this?

Time… she said it was time to come out. She already said how I would be out there in front of a great number of people. It’s like something that I need to do and talk about more. It really kinda makes me nervous.

What is there to fear, you know this is something that has been developing for a really long time.

Time again… everything here is about the time. I know there is always so very much here for me to do, just like I know I need to take a break and have some lunch. I thought Dan would be here by now. It’s really very weird how all these things are happening so very fast. I guess I knew it would be like this. And I knew there was a great deal to do and say about it.

What happened next?

So Rima and I spoke about designs and layouts. Soon another lady was coming by, as people came and went from the store. And Rima turned to say something about great Yogi… Jiwan turned to greet her with a big hug. Rima had made her a piece at another time. They chatted for a while… lol… or I guess Jiwan just sat down and joined our conversation. We talked about the snake and chant and regalia and all, Rima repeating everything again for her benefit. Then Jiwan spoke about a Kundalini Yoga Class she’s teaching in New Tampa. She spoke of one student who had some incredible art work that she shared.

Interesting enough Rima spoke about how she had come to Tampa to be with her children and showed me pictures of two beautiful daughters in their 30’s. Then Jiwan gave me a flyer for her classes and said how the student I needed to meet was their Wednesday mornings. This made me feel like I was wearing a sign across my forehead about seeking a new wife.

I guess I knew everything is connected and has to happen all at once.

So Rima invited me to the Psychic Café down in Ybor City where she was working from 6-11pm that night giving readings. I left Mary a deposit for the work Rima was doing and went home. I missed Dan by 30 minutes or so when I got home so I hung out, read my Crick DNA book, and chatted a bit online.

Jason went and worked for Trace yesterday, but when he got home I asked if he wanted to join me for a drink at the Psychic Café. He sounded a lot better, worked hard all day, but happy about making progress. So we went to see Rima.

21:01:22 hum cool 9:01:38 PM… lol… I called Rima after I wrote this up. It was kinda neat and interesting. Soon after Jiwan called too, about a tia chi class at USF tomorrow morning. We’ll try to meet at 7am.

What else do you need to do?

lol… I guess I need to finish my Crick DNA book.


Monday, January 10, 2005
10:04:53 PM
So I know there is a great deal going on and I can barely keep up with everything that I see each moment. And I know you are with me and involved with everything loving Lord Jesus Christ!!!

Tuesday, January 11, 2005
01:49:29
Uh oh, I can see this is going to be one crazy fast year. It’s going to be gone before you know it. Jason has got both of my laptops cooking for me. And he’s set on getting the server up and STARS moving like wild!

5:25:45 PM
Yea I was up really late last night working on stuff… cleaning up laptops and ghosting them. So Jason is working again, and is seeing a lot of opportunities with Trace and others here in town now. He’s also got a long list of things to do for me and STARS. And he’s not slacking off of it very much either. Or at least not anymore. He did give me my cd/website to finish. I really wanted it all done tomorrow so I could take it to Claire at her retirement party. But I’m not going to be able to get it all done. I stayed up too late last night and really burnt myself out.

I guess this is about what I wanted and where I needed to be. It’s not very easy, but it’s very clear and strong. I know things are all coming along as they need to, and I just need to relax and go along with it all. It’s a struggle but I’m sure it’ll be perfect.

I Love You Dearest Lord Jesus Christ


Friday, January 14, 2005
1:14:40 PM
We just lost the power here in my house. Pisses me off a bit, but we’ll survive. Teco 223-0800 I guess I really have a lot to do here but it’s going slow. I need to start reading some books and doing some homework. But I really just want to go to sleep. I jumped up early this morning to get to a class with Mike, and wanted to catch him for his office hours. But he was out of town. So I never saw him at all. I sat through his class that Steve ran anyway. And I know I could have and should have done a lot more in there, asking questions and such, but I never did.

1/3/2005 4:27:04 PM

I’m really getting burnt out on all this BS I have here in my house. It is annoying and not getting me anywhere. I need to write up some proposals/contracts for the people living here. And give some times for actions and deadlines. Like now I’ve got two lazy people that are not doing anything but serving themselves. I spoke to Scott briefly about it and he gave me some clear ideas and actions to deal with them.

I never made it to USF today like I wanted to. But I guess I wrote out everything I needed to about it for Scott. I still want to send it to people on campus which would be kinda cool I guess. It was kinda funny, he called me just when I was wondering what he would say to me about what I wrote. Of course I really wanted to ask him about the stuff with Dan and Jason.
I’m really so tired of the struggle and working on all these things all by myself it seems is just getting old.

I’ve tried to have people come into my house to help and work with me and so far it’s been more of a head ache than anything at all. I guess Cathy and Kids got a lot out of it. But since then it’s been more trouble than it is worth.

So I need to write what I’ve invested and put out here for these people and what they have done in return. What a pain in the ass. Why can’t people be honest and responsible? If I help them, feed them and give them things they need, why can’t I get a reasonable return for it? You would thing people had more integrity than this. It’s just annoying to have to do everything myself over and over again.


Tuesday, January 4, 2005
cool.
I’m curious what you thought about my Research and such… This is related to it too: http://stars2man.blogspot.com/

I talked to Dan Briefly and he's cleaning up his room, getting civilized and working around here again. Jason hasn't yet...

Course Jason is frustrated that I don't worship his PC workings. But he did this laptop last week and still there is something that changes the date every day so it’s a day ahead and 15 minutes behind? Course I’ve worked on PC’s forever so making changes to what I like, freaks him too?? Lol… all things come in time, maybe he’ll get on the ball soon???
Thanks for you help yesterday….

7:34 PM
I’m tired and frustrated still and I know I can do better but I’m tired. It’s unnerving to have these people in my house now? I’m always hearing Dan gossiping and Jason can’t seem to get anything done … except whining about things. And to think I’m paying for this? I’m really tired of paying for things too.

I wanna go to school and then I don’t want to go. I guess I know I could create change and create something new. But there is no where for me to start. I guess everything I read about the DNA research tells me how I can pull this all together. Or at least how much there is coming together on it at the same time. It’s just so annoying to see that I brought this into my house and it’s just stressful.

This is an ACT of GOD...18.08.08

I hate seeing more and more of what they do to keep control people in the USA... But I guess that’s what I’m here for. That’s what the CD is all about too.

What did you learn?

Time… it is time for me to go inside!

What do you want to share about this experience that you have brought to us? You knew why you came here. The Indians are coming in out of the woods. So are you ready to go inside now? Are you ready to design and build something new?

Time… this time Jesus I need to see something. I mean I never cared about seeing the spirits that watch me all the time and I don’t care about the cameras. It’s just that I know I need to share more that people can see. What do you want me to do now?

What do you think son? This is your own creation. How much can you really share? Do you think you are ready to do even more? Do you think you can handle it?

Time… it’s time for me to come to terms with this. And my very first thing I need to know is that I can do anything that you want me to do. And I guess this means facing everything you have placed before me. And my first thought is really that you asked me to BLOG this creation as it happens while now I’m not sure I can do it anyway. But now inside I’ve got no music and no Blog, while a moment ago as I sat outside I had it all? That’s weird; you would think the wireless network would be stronger inside.

What is this all about, you have concrete all around, you know and several walls between you and the router now, before it was only a sad sorry roof, which we’ve told you to replace countless times. So now you have the roof to do, the trail to do and the computers to do. Do you think you will be able to get all of this done at once?

Time… I’m running out of time now? I thought you said it could take forever and really didn’t matter.

What we said is that forever is determined by this. Your time is up to You. If your world doesn’t do what the Earth needs, the Earth will do it instead… cleaning and clearing is easy for it, you’ve seen this again since Christmas. A New child is born.

Time… is running out.

What is important is that you do as much as you can in the little time you have left.

Time… never means very much to me.

What did you learn today?

Well, Jason and Scott talked a bit on the phone and I stopped by his office. We walked up stairs and they worked in the office for a while. And then we went to Hooters. I asked Scott more about my hat and visiting Mike as we were walking in. And so we talked about this during lunch. They both got a steak sandwich and I only got a small salad, not sure who was paying for anything. They said I looked like a tourist. That’s what Dan said too… lol… but I like this hat, and know it has something to do with my leadership research and everything else I need to do at USF.

So as we sat down I mentioned how Jason had come in with me too. So Scott asked him about the conversation we had.

“What Conversation?” said Jason; “Mike only got in 6 words… and there was no introduction for me.”

“Introductions, Eric can’t even introduce himself;” responded Scott….

So they went on talking about shop and business deals and working together, laughing about my incompetence. Oh yes, women always talk about how pretty they each look, and men-talk it’s how stupid you are. I guess I likely said a few words. Lol... nothing knew to me, usually when I get people together, I just watch anyway. I mentioned a bit about visiting Newkome.... I think they were teasing me about my “meetings” again... I recalled how I said about visiting Dr. Newkome for several years. Lol... Just like Claire and Olga. I would walk in a see him and I said how funny it was with his assistant hated me since I’d take up all his time.

“Oh, no not this again” said Scott... “more useless meetings he never did anything with you.”

Funny, what I remember Claire saying now, was how busy Newkome was, his schedule was always full, and his time was priceless, running several labs, patents, started the Research Foundation and DSR for USF too. All I needed to say to Scott and Jason was how I had a private consultant, Newkome was convinced I couldn’t do anything, but here now I’ve done ALL of what he said I couldn’t do... Dr Newkome simply helped me understand how; you see I just got the coolest instructor... lol... just like Jason, Scott and Dan must be included in that now I guess…

WOW, now I see how the transit system is within reach too. Lol... the one thing Newkome could never even comprehend, though I think he signed my disclosure anyway... lol... he kept saying it was not even possible, if he could see this now! I wonder what he would say?

21.04.05=> 20:50:28 laptop??? Hum, changed it again... “Just like Abraham laid Isaac on the sacrificial bar, and I will surrender it all... if sacrifice is required, then let all my kingdoms fall...” I surrender all By Clay Crosse and now Falling Down by Bebo Norman on CmRadio… 21.06.56 official... lol... 21:08:12 wow did it... lol... Got the time right on this laptop again.

So the hat is what looked really bad. Baseball hats are in style while my Crater Lake hat is out? I noticed in Hooters a bunch of men wearing baseball caps. All were clean saved with crew-cuts too. Well I guess one or two had little mustaches. Scott has a beard too, so he wouldn’t point out mine, but certainly he was convinced the hat was out. And to visit Mike it was important that I looked really sharp and professional to impress him.

What is this all about?

The time had come to use this “look,” this attitude to create and change our culture. I know how easy I can affect people, hat or no hat. Like everyone saw me walk in at Hooters. Course they all thought I was a tourist I’m sure. But moving energy is a bit more complicated that just “attracting attention”... I mean if I’m going to do this Leadership Research and really get people to understand what this life is all about.

WOW, is that what I need to do?

What have you done all of you life?

I have affected people!!! 22:33:36 Time... Holy Spirit by Among Thorns CMRadio.Net … Please Holy Spirit TAKE CONTROL... Please Holy Spirit in Love with Jesus Christ in me to share with you.

Holy Spirit is what this is all about. It’s not fast and easy but it lasts forever. You are going to need to finish writing this…

Time is seriously messed up on this Laptop. Jason reformatted it to install windows 2000 without any XP or Sony shit. The time is different again… lol…. 23,20,53 =>laptop 23:07:16 But it’s a lot faster and easier to use without XP…

What about this attention?

Time to finish this is guess. It’s not attracting attention that is significant, but it is absorbing their energy. When people focus on me they give me control over their energy. That’s what the Celestine Prophesy is about. I can dance or react to bring more focus to me as I walk into a bar. Just like if I yelled in the bar, everyone would turn to look at me. It’s nothing special we all focus on the things around us, that’s human nature.

What’s the research Son?

This time it feels like a lot more than just doing this chant?
Here With Me By MercyMe

What are you going to do tomorrow?

GO TO USF.... UGH!!!

Sunday, January 02, 2005 5:03:55 PM

Wow what a trip that was. The thing out with Cathy was neat... They started with Three ohms and then the 1008 names for Sai, on a DVD. Jason made it almost to 300, and walked out to get some wine coolers. He came back about dinner time, then stayed through the rest it with us.

What happened next?

So we got home and Dan and Sammy Jo were asleep already in their rooms. And Jason and I sat up writing on the PC's. He still wanted to go out and away from everyone and I knew I needed to write and focus more on what I need to do here. So I thought of taking the hammocks to a park where we could camp out and I'd read and work there.

Saturday when he awoke we went out to Honeymoon Island. We just got back now.

What are you avoiding? You are now finally out in your hammock; Bear under your feet and music playing out your window. "Have you ever listened? Have you ever listened? Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out" 5:10:20 PM

time... it's always a time. The USA time http://www.time.gov/ is 17.10.50 now! 5:10:59 PM... Wow that 2nd time was from this laptop, i just reset it again. Everytime I start it, it has the time and date off. I always wonder what kinda freaky thing they got running on this laptop now. I know you get me to publish across the universe. I mean I can still feel the repercussions over and over again for everything I type... even now that I'm outside sitting up in my hammock listening to some CD Jason made for our trip.

Lol... he didn't like the idea of camping out at some state park that was closing at 5:45pm. Thought it was crazy that I asked for him to pay before we got there and it was 2pm already when we arrived. We had ridden the bikes out to one end of the island and ridden back to the truck. At this moment we were sitting in the truck listening to these cd's munching and he decided he could find a perfect place to park, party, camp or whatever. Funny I was feeling how people would all leave soon and we'd have the place for ourselves.... Lol... feeling, dreaming; how we could set up the hammocks up in the trees far away, but up high enough for me to see my truck... lol... 2 sets of binoculars now in there ... lol...

Ok fine you drive.... And we left. Ugh, he's driven a lot of Chevy trucks so he had to see what this one could do! Yes, sure try the gas and breaks, but now 3 strikes and your out. Ever wanna drive this again, now's your chance to show me how well you treat my truck.

I freaked a few times when I went off the road, but realized I never sit on that side anyway. But when we were coming up to the traffic circle in Clearwater Beach, I asked him if he ever had driven round a "Traffic Circle." No biggie he said. But then I did freak and barely got in and out without hitting someone or getting honked at. We got out where we got in and I got him to pull into a parking lot before he finally freaked and told me to leave him alone and let him drive.

So I explained the circle and where he had to turn to go soemwhere. He siad the thing was pointless but we just followed the coast south, stopped at the beach once, and visited the Shaman's House (he moved out now). I said at least a thousand times about the endless construction and condo's; I really hadn't seen so much change in months. Nor have I been out there in months. It was funny when we first left my house he wanted to go to Wal-Mart and I just "felt" we would pass three of them.

He said I didn't know where I was going. So I took him to the first Wal-Mart down on Waters and Dale Mabry ... then we passed a Wal-Mart Community Center in Town and Country, a hundred Walgreen's at least, the CVS buying all the Eckerd's too... lol... Then seeing another "Wal-Mart Supercenter" was likely the first time he told me to shut-up about the construction. Sorry, I'm an engineer, I do all this stuff, it's cool to see and look at what others are building... Lol...

I'm not sure if we passed a third Supercenter... lol.. likely 2 or 3 more with all that we drove.... but we ended up pulling into Fort Desoto Park and renting a camping space there. Finally rest up in my Hammock!

What did you learn from this?

This time was weird... I started out exactly like the Witch visiting. Trusting the instinct and grabbing what I wanted for a cooler. Rachel and I never biked, but we just walked to the beaches. Lol... it was funny last night as we drove through Clearwater I told Jason how I'd slept under those trees in the dunes once with another visitor; and had a state van another time. Course never mentioned Randy and Lewis, or the van lol... to anyone before... Lol.. Whitches, Gurus, Shaman, Doctors, and Swami's visiting me for just this ... lol... "spontanousness"

When we came back up I-275 I called Scott, knowing we would pass him and asked what was up. Jason said he might leave Monday to work somewhere; since he needed to get paid, but hadn't asked anyone for money yet. We were driving past Scott and I could stop if they wanted me to. So then Scott spoke to Jason and we stopped. Going for a ride again, I'm always just there watching... lol... nothing new for me... as I walked up to Scott I remembered that I had my CA hat on again and remembered Jason told me how I wore it to visit Mike, so I told Scott that I had seen Mike "this way" too.

WHAT? You look like you've come back from camping, all scruffy and not like a professional visiting one of his friends....

Wow, 5:38:17 PM ok this time is off again???
http://www.time.gov/timezone.cgi?Eastern/d/-5/java 17.54.44 => 17:41:32 laptop

So What? The point is?

It is time... This is an ACT of GOD... THIS IS THE TIME... and all these people have been invited to help and watch me do this ... this is no vacation, I'm no tour guide, you're all here to work... I just need to do this for you! So Watch THIS!!!

"your trying to build a prison... my bitch here in Hollywood 17:52:31 next CD Jason made on the player now...

time... official is now 18.08.08... wow building a prison with drug control where they make drugs illegal and then plant drugs on anyone with integrity so the corruption can control everything...

Saturday, January 01, 2005 1054am

11.31pm So are you ready to write yet... Oh you want me to reread what last we wrote?
Oh, yes like the whole universe feeling each and every key stroke too.

Son you need to remember that this whole place is all about wanting to feel the experience. You that are only in 3D are making the discoveries, and setting the place for all of us to come visit. The entire universe, galaxies, time, space, existence is all hanging in this moment between these keys your type on the laptop before you. Again time stands still wanting you to be free with everything that you see and know. There is no time, there is no loss, everything is here for you in a moment.

You asked for the journal to the galaxy. You wanted this sitting on the hallway heater of high school looking out the window dreaming, journaling for lunch. Now describe your space!

well right now.. 11.44 "I'm ... Flying away on a wing and prayer, who could it be, believe it or not it's just me... club977.com "just like the light of a new day, it hit me out of the blue... Making all of my wishes come true... Believe it or not I'm walking on air flying away on a wing and prayer, who could it be, believe it or not it's just me... This is too good to be true, look at me, falling for you..." SO I'm sitting on my stack of pillows in my room. The window next to me is open. And I've been teasing Bear out there all morning. He's outside in the yard, really being good about not digging up all the mulch I put out yesterday. But I never have this window open and he can't see me. Every time I call to him he looks up to the kitchen window where I usually am.

So it's really great now, enjoying the cool breeze and seeing all the nice stuff outside I did yesterday. After my discussion with Dan and Jason ... Dan racked up all the leaves in the back yard and filled in Bear's holes. Jason had bathed Bear the day before. So yesterday I covered all the ground with mulch, redid the compost filling up all the plant pots I could find with these little plants. The Aloe in the front was all root-bound in one pot. So I brought it out back with all the other empty pots I could find. Then I filled them all up. It was such a cool experience, everything I did was directed by them. Like the little plants connected to the earth reaching out to me.... Giving me ideas and instructions about arrangements and such.

I mean, the individual plants would respond directly as I trimmed and cleaned them for a new pot. And then like the whole earth connected with all the plants; would encourage me as I mixed the compost and set up the pots with old bathroom tiles cover with leaves in the bottom. I got the old iron tub Dan pulled out sitting in the backyard by the pond. I layed old carpet in the bottom then put a layer of tile and filled it with Bears poop and leaves. All year everytime I racked up the leaves, like Dan had just recently, I would put them all into the tub.

So now the compost was full of worms and even some little seeds sprouting. I felt to remove the carpet and tile in the bottom of the tub for some reason too. But after all the pots and plants were set I scooped up all the Bear poop I could find around the yard. Put the poop and all the fruit and veggies scraps into the bottom of the tub. I got some scoops of leaves from the pile Dan made around the chopping block and filled up the tub. Covered it with plastic and layed a board on top. Something else I remember now as I type this got You. I remember feeling like I could use my own poop too. It was like using my own waste, with the dog and food waste to create my food.

Then I knew it was like the something with the capitalism scam for doctors, how creating our own food creates better health and less need for them. And they need to pay for their boats and condos and houses and all with the lawyers... LOL...

1/1/2005 1:06am

Happy New years!
Cathy took us out to a Sai Baba Bhajan in Clearwater, FL. We went there before with the little people and watched a few old traditional Indian belly dancers. This time I invited Scott, Dan and Jason. I'm all shaggy now with my hair getting long and not shaved since school ended that no one recognized me anyway. Cathy didn't like it, and Sammy Jo said it was weird; but I laugh.

I need to get outside and chant or something now. Only Jason came with Cathy and I to the Bhajan. And he's now across the desk from me on his laptop... Reading work from Trace. We took Trace out to Hooters and they really connected well; Old Souls meeting again to pickup from where they left off... lol... I love getting people together it's always like that, lol… just my job here I guess. Reminds me of the Swami and the Shaman. ;-) Oh yes need to get the Ambassadors Video to Jason for the CD too… ugh…

And I wanna go outside with my laptop onto my hammock... LOL... Not sure if I should or not. Funny as I wrote this the power flickered with it in here. Guess I need to get out more?

Jason said how that might be what freaks the laptop anyway... Power fluttering. And I felt, "just you wait and see the power here" ... LOL... But I never said a word just wanting to write it here for you... Thank you Loving Lord Jesus Christ for sharing your Wisdom and Love with me here. I know I can feel this as I type with you. Like the whole world is feeling every key stroke, as I talk of sharing this experience with you...

Wednesday, December 29, 2004 8:33:39 PM

So the year is almost over. Wow what a crazy year this has been. And I’m really not sure if it’s going to get more crazy or less crazy really soon? I’m getting into a lot of really cool things and I know I will have a lot to do and more than I understand for sure. But it’s annoying and stressful to being working 10 to 18 hours a day and have people sitting around here watching TV and goofing off all the time. I guess it’s their choice, but there is no reason to allow it if they should be doing work. And why should I let them waste this opportunity given to them to be successful and productive enough to get independent again. Dan has been going on and on about all the work he did in my house. As if I owed him something more for it? We kinda had a fight when I got home from CA, and he’s not worked since because I insulted him.

Sure he did a good job and we agreed he could stay here for an hour of work per day. But now he’s convinced that since my house is worth so much more now that our original agreement isn’t valid anymore. He chose to work over time like crazy to get everything done quickly and I should give him more in kind. I guess if my house is worth so much more, then maybe I should be charging more for people to stay here. But it was his choice, so he needed to learn from his business decision, he never asked to change our agreement. I mean I’ve had Guru’s and Shaman, and Swami’s and Doctors all staying here. Each one came for their own reasons, but each one also learned a lot from me and shared a lot. Seems to me like God sends people here for their our growth… more so than mine…

Yea, Cathy was nice to have around and Dan has been great too. But everyone who has come here did it for a reason and had specific requirements related to it. I mean Dan and Jason are giving me an hour/day towards the patents and projects I have to build. I guess I couldn’t stay outside designing and helping Dan with my patents last year so he decided to do more inside. I really needed to spend $5,000 on the new roof instead of the bathroom, carpet and tile, but Dan is 6’-3” and over 200lbs so getting him to do the roof wouldn’t be too bright. Especially since I must test another design there that I’ve still not completed, so tile work was easy for him to do since he finished my office.

Course I still haven’t had any of my patents finished and tested yet that he started almost 2 years ago. So I told Jason I needed to get them both together to layout the program here. I was getting serious annoyed by the TV on all the time. Like listening to violent crap late at night hurts!!! The hour/day is great, and Dan has done well with it except recently, and Keith wants to come here too, so I wanted everything clear with us working together. Course I’ve had doctors drive south for 8 hours to teach classes here that they get $500-$10,000 for, and then give me the same classes for free. Then I’ve been paid $200-$350/hr for giving classes too. I told Jason that the day we met. I started the conversation saying how I’d be billing him $250 for the first hour since it was essentially discussing his career if he had called me instead of me calling him.

He was cool and understood. So when I asked him to go to work with me rebuilding all my technology he was excited and really moving fast. Now he’s stopped thou? I mean he barely talked to me at all today, and even went out on Dan’s bike instead of asking me for the key to my bike that he used last time. Course he wanted to leave and go back to his uncle’s house too. But his uncle won’t let him back???

Great so I’ve invested several of my days, movies, food, and even got him contacts so he could see and work here, but now he’s trying to go before anything is finished. Worse still his uncle won’t let him back, so I wonder what else there is that I don’t know about this guy. I guess it’s really not my business but now that I think of it Christmas just passed and he got one phone call and called no one. I mean, I’ve intentionally avoided people and still got a pile of cards, calls and emails. Yea I guess he’s online all the time, but still it’s weird.

I invited him to a meeting with me at USF, and all he could say after it was that it was pathetic, no agenda, no plan, nothing accomplished. And he had no interest in helping me to get things going or resolved about it. Funny thing, today I was alone all day and called a few people about it all. Lol... I wonder, it feels like that meeting was purely for his benefit? Lol... I mean I went to see Mike again, so it was almost a no brainer for me. Course then I’ve also gotten Equan over and taken Jason to meet Trace, Tim and Scott... Lol... feels like my evaluation team, all these people who will put Jason to work and push him to his limits.

Wow, that’s exactly what I do here... I never noticed, I always push people to their limits. Like someone comes as they approach suicide and gets turned around burnt into a new thing. Wow, and I remember the Guru and Swami both were pushed to extremes. I better get more conscious about this. If I’m not comfortable and feel something needs to be changed or worked on I need to come out and say it right away.

Son, you went to school to get out and socialize more. You really need to learn a lot of things and get clear and strong into you instincts. We’ve put people in your house to get you going. You won’t get out to learn, so now you’ll get it all at home. Now you know you will need to get stronger, remember what you had to learn from Cathy. There are too many things to do and not enough time to get it all done if you goof off or miss opportunities.

time... you always tell me about time. Then you tell me to go the long way about and not look at any of the short cuts.

What do you think is happening out there in this world around you?

Well around me it’s great; I’m very busy, got some more help and maybe will be getting more relaxed about it. I mean, last night I started the meeting with Jason and Dan by saying we had to go outside. Then I asked for their copies of my house keys. Dan told me that was kinda rude and seems like a control tactic. I understand what he means now, but I was really only trying to make them realize that I’m really doing them both a big favor. And it’s simply not right to expect me to pay for this house, the food, and clean up after them too. This is not a resort or a vaction this is a JOB!!! If they see how quickly this comfy house can leave them out, they might respect and honor it more.

Yes, I’ve been giving them a hard time about leaving dishes or anything laying around and even said I would trash anything I found. I guess I need to stick to this. I mean Keith will be here soon and I remember what his house and apartment looked like. I mean when Dan first got here the very first thing I said was that I couldn’t guarantee how long he could stay because my kids could be back here tomorrow. Now if Chris looked at his room he would turn and run!

What have you told them about this?

Well I guess I told them that I can’t deal with the stress anymore. If they want to stay here they will need to do their fair share of house cleaning and buy food and such to share. Jason said for sure as soon as he gets some money, but then when he asked for directions to give Scott who was coming to get him he said he needed to get money for a passport. So I still really have no clue what’s going on here. Except that I’m really tired and need to crash out ... Thank You loving Lord Jesus Christ for your Grace Love and Wisdom, please fill my days with your light for Your Glory Amen.

Monday, December 27, 2004 9:35:51 PM

I Love You Dearest Lord Jesus Christ, thank you for this time and moment together; I guess I really need to get busy. There is really no reason not to be finishing up all sorts of research and such for what I need to do

What are you working on now?

I’m really not sure any more. I guess I need to go to USF and visit some teachers and see about starting some projects for my next term. I guess I should talk to Sharon & Jerry about things first. I could really do some cool projects
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11:03:38 PM
So I’m really beat now. I could be asleep in no time

Sunday, December 26, 2004 10.46am

Yes son, you are right, and each time you read this, you add to it, feel it and expand it more and more. This is very important and wonderful. What do you feel inside?

It's, ugh, wow, it’s so much, so fast. Every moment I see more and more synchronicity. Living the same fantasy WE created over and over again. I know there is so much here to do… lol... 8:11:55 AM on the pc is 11:09 on my clock radio, as I read and write here. Each time I start I go back and reread that last page, adding, updating, and clarifying. It becomes clearer and stronger every moment. So now I need to again, as I start back here again… I Love You Dearest Lord Jesus Christ you are just so very AWESOME for me to experience and know here and now.

What do you really feel inside?

I guess I really feel and see this wonderful flow and clarity. Everything that I could imagine is here again at my finger tips. I know what you planned from the very beginning. It’s really wonderful and I know how to stay in touch with you more than ever now. I can feel it in my fingers. Everything is so clear and connected and strong. There is just too much here to see and do. And I also feel like I have all the time in the world. It’s like I am rushed a bit, and know I can do so very much and then I have the time I need to do it. Each time I read this over I get more done with it. I know it’s done. It feels good now. I also know I have a hundred other things to do.

What do you need to do now?

I’m not sure? Do I need to write more about this experience with Jason and such? What about reading / revising the chapter two story? It needs to be readable too. I can do it… wow, I always say how I can do anything… lol… wow so much to do so little time…

What are you waiting for…

Sunday, December 25, 2004 7.35PM

So this has been a really powerful and incredible year, ending with a BANG. I know there is a lot more happening every moment than I can deal with. I’m getting clearer about it all every instant. I’m nervous about the money again, but know in Faith that I am free from it. Of-course I wanna go to the casino down the street… lol… I know how much I can control all these things. But I know I‘ve not written in weeks… lol… or days I mean. And I feel there is still so much to say and explain for you. The day I went to meet Skalkos I chanted that early morning and felt the whole scenario open right before my eyes like an incredible infinite lotus of light. The whole concept of moving the energy and the people all fell together into a perfect union. It feels like I’ve not written enough about this yet, or defined it all clearly enough so I want to get into it again in much more detail.

I knew I could start right then, Skalkos knows all my history already. Where better to start a DNA- consciousness experiment? She even laughed about how Claire was my next afternoon chat to share my life with. I met Skalkos almost weekly for so long when I first started school ,just like now with Claire. Then I knew it all could be done very easily and professionally with all these people I’ve known and worked with here. Skalkos could help make the psychological research clear and secure. Claire could get all the politicians supporting it. Pam & Pat could take it across the country and world! I just needed to compile the whole story. WE could change the American culture as an experiment in the university. It would happen so fast and easy. I would simply do the Shamanic religious expression that I’ve known for so long. They all have shared in some aspect of it already. So the public classes could allow everyone to feel it and know it. We ARE Heaven on Earth! BOOM!

Skalkos knows all this already. From the very start I told her that “I was on a Mission from God!” She saw all the perfect synchronicity with Newkome and Walbolt long ago! She would always say how it wasn’t God’s work, but my own efforts that made things happen. Now to do it again with Claire, Scott and Mike; changing everything is not too far out of reach at all. Now even Jason has magically appeared in perfect timing to complete this CD, and recreate the infrastructure. He’s redoing all my machines and getting my network here running smoothly. Like this laptop really hums now! That chant the day I saw Skalkos helped me realize I had to get this done now. Copy it to Claire too, wow and Lawrence, Jason, Keith, Chuck, Tim, Trace, Dan the whole team is returning together again. I knew it was all coming out; no one could stop it!

What are you doing?

It’s kinda a struggle for me to explain this all. I know this is the thing we have been working for since the very beginning of time and I know there is nothing here that can stop us…. Oh, except us… lol… That's just too cool. We know what we can do, and this mission and purpose is just falling into place perfectly. So we are approaching this total freedom and fulfillment that only Your Love in Christ Jesus could make possible. That Perfect PATH, that leading into truth; The Way of Jesus Christ. It was so clear and open for us all ever since You came here to share it all. Thank you Loving Lord Jesus Christ!!!

What do you want your life to be, what peptides are you sending to yourself. You’ve been seeing this again and again inside of you anyway. You know all about moving energy. Now that you know these words of science and see how they are understanding things that you do already.

What are you waiting for?

I just know it all will be coming out exactly as we need it to, so to hold on to any fear is really a mistake. I know I can be clearer and freer with another attitude and different expectations once I allow Your Spirit to flow through me always. I must not worry about it. I know I need to get out of this house to share more freely with others. And I know Jason could help me very easily almost anytime that I want to. But I can’t seem to get out. There is just too much to do all the time.

Monday

Wow, I need to write more about this CD... But now this river model is almost done. Well done enough to submit. I still will end up redoing a few things. I think I can get the calibration tighter. Yes oh that's what I need to do...

So after I Chanted Thursday morning and filled with these visions, I realized what I had to do with all this in my hands.... Publish it and share it all to those around me who I can => CD! Explain it all so clearly so everyone can understand and participate. Then I saw myself doing this chant for these same ladies that I know, and they FELT it enough to be CLEAR. So they were ready to stand up and make this changes in our culture that I need to create... LOL... The old Mayan Shaman, from another place and time showing up now to PROVE IT out in the open for everyone to see and share in!!

And I felt how most women in politics are lost in the Ego; chocking the life out of what's left of us here.... Man's extreme greed and chaos for years has already exploited and destroyed so much. All the children are seeing this and now get lost in the selfishness more and more. More consumer's, more greed, more people lost in the pursuit of "the american dream;" more lost sheep!

Not only had women lost control of their bodies, lost the battle of the sexes; but now they let doctors regulate their cycles and children with hormones... LOL... Ugh, just like the cattle producing the county's milk supply! Doctors and lawyers are controlling everything for the greed of giant anonymous corporations.

Wow, I've written this a thousand times

I've seen and explained the same perversions over and over again... And now my children are lost in this. These women who are in charge have lost their souls to man's greed and materialism instead of upholding Family and Truth in the Love of their hearts. They have forced my children to become lost in the worst perversion this corruption creates in our culture... The very worst:

Psychological violence is what the human need to control others leads to when taken to the extreme. The parents dominate girls totally. And from her point of view she has no choice but to lash out violently. It is the only way she can gain some control for herself. Unfortunately, when she grows up, because of this early trauma, she will think she has to seize control and dominate others with the same intensity. This characteristic will be deeply ingrained and will make her just as dominating as her parents are now, especially when she is around people who are vulnerable, such as children. This same trauma no doubt happened to her parents before her. They have to dominatenow because of the way their parents dominated them. That's the means through which psychological violence is passed down from one generation to another.

Now we all see this, and recognize it as our own. I can prove it all, I have documented the corruption in our schools, in the town and city, in the county and state... the disease is everywhere. I can show how our actions and materialism pursuits destroy the earth, and how the children all see this and grow to fight and exploit as the ideal that we teach them! The corruption is everywhere. That's all documented and provable too... So all the systems are false and destroyable with just observing the truth...

THEN CHRIST JESUS You have also created the solution and all of our systems can be linked and monitored with simple TRANSPARENCY... we can know and direct it all in truth... no more expecting others to care for our troubles we must learn to do it oursleves....

No proof necessary, you can look and see whatever we do. No more Lies, no more deceptions... Remove the drugs from our bodies, return to real food to make our bodies and minds clear. LOL... WHY? Because then YOU TOO will be able to connect to Heaven and Earth to Share the Experience of GOD = LOVE now... Not later, Heaven ON Earth NOW!!! lol, this is easy stuff I will show you!!

this is a webpage tooo... lol...

oh this is a trip to open a webpage now, writing directly online again? And I realize what that really means to me! I've collected pictures of the oddest things precisely for this. Little scraps to piece together a fantasy ... lol.... knew this was coming, lol... trusted my instincts in creating the desire for what i needed to express myself. This Is Your Love Jesus that I NEED to Express!

Now i need to pull in documents from other places. I need another Web Tool! MAKE it so i can import pages from other groups/archives so I can update them and expand on them. That would be a neat tool... especially if i could change it everywhere. Yea, keeping archives like wiki's do too... lol... so others can update it too.... like so many groups are full of old dead crap messages we sent before we knew anything... lol... so now we need to update and correct them... or at least link to the updates! I am still the engineer combining resources again.

This is exactly what you asked for. What did yo think would come? 11.55pm Landslide By Seven Places "I will trust you Jesus I'll be Brave" 11.56pm "I'm not unhappy that i take the train today..." Day by Day By Point of Grace

WOW this is really freeing... like all this energy is flowing out of me into this keyboard... and I see in my mind how it's all electronics... countless little points of light moving about. Here a quantum, then there... each at the same time, back and forth over again ad infinitum.....

lol... more more more, so i send my own electrons through this WORD to You NOW! LOVE; SMILE 0;->)))==<

"Show my devotions, I want to fall in love with you, I want to fall in you with you" Love song for a Savior by Jars of Clay

Each electron i send to you now carries a vibration. And that vibration I add to it is my Knowledge, Direction, and control for the little beam. I send my direction, my prayer, my point of understanding in these rays to you here. Each Word, Each Feeling.... coming through for you now as you read this word....

You know it, you feel it.... It's not about me, it's all about you... CMRadio.net There's no sweeter name i know!!!... lol.... Jesus, I am Yearning here for you!!! 12.21pm everything i am wants to BE LIKE YOU!!!!

Everything you are Son Everything by Seven Place 12.22pm

So cool... thanks Man, this is really going to be awesome. Typing Live, sharing this Energy online? with You? You are so cool about this... I Love You Lord Jesus Christ!"

You are Son; this is just barely beginning. You were so very clear and strong today that you have no idea, you need to tell Claire about the restaurant. www.CMRadio.net I want to know you by Sonicflood

Oh shit, I mean... we walked in for lunch and the place was packed in seconds. So i knew that happens to me anywhere I go, and I realized how it was a viable example that she can understand about how consciousness is all connected. I then realized how I emailed her this morning about reservations for lunch at our usual place on campus. And how i knew just suggesting the concept was sending energy for everyone to go there. So when i arrived early, Barbara had already called for reservations and it was full already.

That's something i tested while riding my motorcycle. I could focus on taking one route home, until i raced off on my bike and suddenly turn to go the other direction, to find it empty. It was so neat how I could feel the difference when i shifted.... like the weight of hundreds was off of me.... aaaa freee....

WOW, Now I remember how i'd give the kids a Weekender with our options circled for fun! They would pick the ones we wanted and then think about the others to shift the crowds. I remember how Emily really knew what she wanted, no traffic, but big crowds at the art shows!

So I saw Skalkos today and asked her to join my research committee to prove how consciousness changes DNA. Wow, and I know realize why. She was right i need to confide in someone to say the entire story. However, she has ethical disclosure issues. Lol... which i can wave with a signature.... hum? and then the security is assured for all the other participants too. hum? ;-/

Course Skalkos knew Claire and visa versa. Evidently the counseling center is now well established for conflict resolution techniques; development and used administration wide. Claire was stunned to hear I saw Skalkos weekly for years before the center became popular... Skalkos related completly to her both having me as a visitor weekly. Claire and i met at lunch, while Skalkos would NEVER join me for lunch... lol.... but each watched me progress for years at USF.

Connecting little points of light. WOW, so for lunch i told Claire how i presented my case to Skalkos... saying how i needed to get all these women together to witness the Full Chant. Then they could experience it and understand how much energy we can move. I mean, demonstrations are always most effective.

But Claire wasn't convinced, so i said how this wonderful "Ro" witch popped over for a holiday weekend. I told her "Understanding it was only by experience," how better to start a class. So Ro came in after 12 hours changing flights from London. And we started with the Cypress Rd Beach 5 minutes from the airport, where I showed her the Chant concepts. She liked the beach. So then in Clearwater hours later, I explained it in more detail showing her again.... then a third time at my house.

Morning i was ready for the whole Chant. So i showed her in the space (lol... web... LOL!!!) set her in the EAST, pointed out the circle, gave her some drums and went to prepare. When i returned i cast a circle into the one she did while i was gone. Then chanted ALL OUT! Moving the energy to connect Heaven and Earth though our vortex. So we shared this incredible vision of a civilization of Love in mothering children. She was playing with the kids in the garden while i was running off with my love.

We shared the same visions, so i asked who she was speaking to, and she asked if I'd seen her mom.

Mom? I said, I thought it was GrandMom...

Yes that's right, how did you know!!!!

Hey Ro, this is the garden here, remember you flew over last night?

So then she asked me more about what I saw, and as i began to explore the visions, which opened like a white lotus with her inquiry. And I began to describe details about the gardens and experiences teaching the children and their traditions.... eeek!! She STOPPED ME in moments recognizing I knew too much already... and then just asked me HOW?

So I then explained how we each are a temple of God. I'm Doing this Shamonic Dance Ritual in Prayer of Love for Jesus Christ. I just am acting as I was created for and the flash that passes through me i witness as a Gift of God for her. She had witnessed the Love of God that was there for her. She shared in this expression of the Divine, so she could take what she wants of it.

I move so much energy so I have learned to pass it on since it all expands and returns to me applified, so to explore it further is to Honor God even more! SO PLEASE ASK ME MORE!!!

So next Claire Tells me about a Great Aunt who passed recently. Her mom's sister who was deep into the Indian Traditions of their family. No one else in the family would face it, or accept it... Except her Daughter ALSO NAMED RO like the London RO Witch deep into the traditions with her GRANDMOTHER, not Mom.... just liek Claire's daughter who was very close with her Great Aunt!!!

WOW, another Lady connected to this same path. Maybe I need to see her daughter to help me convince her to demonstrate this Chant! Course i made a CD to define the context and everything for Skalkos, which I need to recreate and copy for Claire and her Daughter, ugh and others!!! lol....

Oh and I need to explain how the songs are on a radio, just another business. The NOW this experience I've created for you is Locked in time with these songs!! And they flow into YOU while you share in it by reading my words. Check the songs words... read the LIGHT FOR YOU!!! Search out this vision I've shared as a gift to you!

All GOD's people say, WE LOVE YOU, WE LOVE YOU LORD!!! We Love you.,,, and we pray www.CMRadio.net The beauty of Simplicity by Telecast 1.44 it's in the business rocords, royalties are paid based on the songs played.. it's all recorded... NOW

I love you Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ, thanks for sharing here with me amen

What do you really want to happen now?

What do you really want to happen now?

I love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ; thank you so very much for everything that you have given to me. Please keep us safe. Bring us what we need and guide us all into Your Love and Grace for the Glory of God. Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ
Please let me sleep, guide me tomorrow to say Your words and do Your deeds! amen!


Thursday, December 09, 2004
2:07:22 PM
This is too much I'm just going to laugh. I know I asked for all of this and I know I can deal with anything. It's just so funny to see this all happening so quick. Like the last time I journalled in the library, i felt like people were reading over my shoulder. And now I Know they all can read it as quickly as I post it.

Ugh and I know i need to post what I hand wrote this morning... Ugh, always so much to do and never enough time... I love You Lord Jesus

Visions of linking new projects

12/09/04 10.49am
Oh wow what a trip this is. I awoke at 3.03am, and got up at 3.07am. i knew i would never get back to sleep, so i went out to chant...

Wow it was so very clear what to do. Every step and every motion i made was very clear and defined. First took Bear outside, came back and then got right into a Yoga position on the floor. I actually didn't do it all, but soon was up in my chair with my drum. i did the sounds and chanted full out!

i went through it all rather quickly too. But i got a lot of sensations moving all the energy around. Not so much the breathing and the sounds, but just real pwoer moving. Like i could feel so much more, very clear and specific. Ans when i pushed it all up back from the Earth and pulled this incredible vision through my crown to Heaven.... WOW.... I Felt like i was offering them up to God, like a tithe, and then felt it come down into like a gift back into my heart to hold... Thank You Lord Jesus; I Love YOU!

Monday, December 06, 2004 11:13:45 PM

Date:Mon, 6 Dec 2004 20:21:00 -0800 (PST)
From:"Eric" To:"Chuck"
Subject: hey dude
Hey Chuck,

This is weird... really weird.I'm reading my OLD Journal.... from 1987

Two days before I met Dan Walbolt for the very first time.... I was praying and playing my God talk stuff as I always did. And so here as I wrote the songs from the radio....

"so now, Walbolt will likely tell me we’re only a student group and must do it on our own.... who knows it will likely all come through, but I'm ready to deal with the worst."

It’s just kinda freaky reading this now, since it about happened that way.
I guess I should write about how things I do now will come out too?

Thanks Buddy!
Peace and love to you and yours!
erw
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So I'm still reading my journal. And the section I just read is the same as my day today. So I need to write it here. (red is corrections added now)

• 5/25/87 5.35pm So I’ve gone through the last year of old newspaper clippings that I’ve collected.... Organized, trimmed and cut them all up. Filled up a bag of trash and put a bunch into a RAS presentation book. For my meeting tomorrow. I organized it all good I think. Starts out with the local development and goes into all the problems it causes; polluting rivers, killing wildlife and destroying children with all the social pressures, and obvious perversion and exploitation. Then I go into the mess in the government and HRS and how little they do.
• And then comes RAS and USF on the scene with all kinds of clippings about USF architecture and 2 clippings about RAS (ARCE). Then I go into clippings about kids and nature and projects, developing productions and the rich rewards from it and then I got my projects.
• 5/26/87 9.23pm Met with Bryan Burgess and Mr. Walbolt for an hour today.
• 9.45pm I see Dr. Skalkos again tomorrow.... I’ve always thought she would witness my passing.... like I feel she’ll see and know my growth. Like when I pass into newness of life.
• Like the gap I need to bridge is within myself.... and everyone has the same gap between
  conscious and unconscious, between knowledge and belief, between right brain and left brain.... between intellect and intuition BETWEEN MAN AND God.
• And when I bridge it I'll finally be able to succeed as I must and need to. I've known Skalkos would be here to witness this.
• 5/26/87 10.37pm Chuck called and I told him a little about the meeting with Walbolt. He’s really psyched now. I just gave him an idea of the meeting and what I want to do about it. Boy does he seem really positive... I could use the strength too... I guess I really have a lot to talk to Skalkos about. Wow a lot is really happening. I got a solid opportunity and position to make my stand and I'm getting the solid support I need.

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Date:Mon, 6 Dec 2004 22:00:45 -0800 (PST)
From:"Eric" To:hyp
Subject:Re: Tao in the Library today

Hi Hyp,
Very cool stuff, I've got three books to read now. And I finished my finals today... aaahhh some free time finally. Yes still lots going on though, finding current research articles all afternoon today again.

I certainly would enjoy a coffee break too. It's kinda hard to find anyone who can freely talk about this stuff. The Taoist are almost secretive, and the mix into the neurosciences is kinda a rare conversation!

I’ve got a meeting this morning till after lunch. Then nothing planned till Thursday 10-5pm, but then its weekend for me, so just pick a time you can take a coffee break. I like to bike around campus, so I'm rarely more than 10 minutes away from anything.

Hope your finals all go good, and we’ll chat again soon....
c-ya
eric

--- hyp wrote:
> Hi Eric,
>
> Sorry for the delay...lots going on. I did well
> on my final, thanks for asking.
>
> How do you like the books so far? I haven't had
> a chance to check out the link you sent me but,
> I will when I get a spare moment. I am by no
> means an expert on this topic but like you I'm
> interested. I would like to get together for
> some coffee and conversation but will be tied
> up for the next week. Let me know when you're
> available and we will coordinate a time.
>
> Hope all is well.
>
> Hyp
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What do you really want to happen now?

It’s really weird for you to ask me that now. As I was reading through my journal I realized how it was describing the exact same thing that I did today. I mean I did the exact same thing all over again. And what’s really freaky is that the same names are in my journal, now as before. I mean Keith wrote me this week saying Bruce’s Birthday was 12/5 and his daughter’s is on 12/8.

There in my journal 5/87 I'm meeting Bruce who’s building the New USF Art Museum, bidding to build an overpass to the VA Hospital on 30th, and looking at my crazy designs. While Keith is fighting with me about RAS but Chuck is excited about my proposals to Newkome. And my journals are now talking about building the dreams I’ve recently seen in the Tampa River Walk, USF PhD program, Pasco/Greenways and http://www.seedco.org/ this week.

“something deep, something holy, something real that I can not explain, a love so beautiful, I can not turn away, God has Shown me a love so beautiful, I can not turn away, I can not turn away” I Cannot Turn Away by Jamie Slocum 12/7/2004 1:45:40 AM

It is really too intense to even write about. I mean there is just so much energy pumping through my body now. So I'm reading about this passion and desire as I created a new world in school... while then I lose a lover, an Expo Video, and have to start over it seems writing basic proposals for the university bureaucrats. So Skalkos asks why I don’t mourn the loses.

“I have a vision a hope a dream, that’s The Way, that’s The Way, that’s The Way it is With Love;” The Way it is With Love by Natalie Grant.

What else could you expect son?

This is what we’ve been telling you all along.

Do you think you are ready yet?

It’s really funny because I know I never mourn, like I wrote in 1987 people are always with me and I feel like they will return some day. So as I was reading about losing a lover and thinking, dreaming about intimacy.... even feeling them from a distance and recalling explaining the telepathy with Valerie.... lol.... and now the teleporting with Kathy. Wow, it’s funny Skalkos never heard about Kathy, just Valerie and Maryanne her twin... lol. And so as I reading this old journal and I stop to check my email and there was a reply for the cute girl with the stone into nueropsychology... "Tao in the Library today"

wow another email now?

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----- Original Message -----
From: "erw" To: "Eric Weaver"
Sent: Tuesday, December 07, 2004 3:54 AM
Subject: Re: Hi there

Hey rick... lol...I always wanted to do that... Say that out loud fast "hey rick," it sounds like "ERIC"... lol... someone would yell that down the hall to me long ago, sorta saying hello and my name at the same time.

Yes sorry about the membership on The Changers group. It's a free Yahoo thing, bunch of files there, easy, so I use it a lot: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/USF-ethics/files/Forests/. I can let you use an ID or email you the final 10 MB original ppt.

With the research we did it turned into how Big Brother Business was exploiting the environment everywhere. Ending with a http://www.congress.org/ link to stop the 2005 Omnibus Budget SCAM http://thomas.loc.gov/home/omni2005/ where the Old Growth gets chopped with countless other porkers.

mindboggling for sure!
I certainly understand the KIDS FIRST thing. Congrates... enjoy every second with them? 2-3?

However, here in Florida we got Brother Bush running all the state offices too, so the anti-BB-BSing message is building up quick. Howard Zinn just visited too http://www.usforacle.com/vnews/display.v/ART/2004/12/01/41adca4e9753f?in_archive=1

If you have any spontaneous ideas for a few non-profits http://www.pascowildlife.com/ http://www.starsusa.org/ that would be cool. Course after seeing some of what you've done, I'm kinda embarrassed to say this, but look at the stars history at the bottom of that page to see who helps do that.

Are you still interested in an anti-BB-BSing message?
We might be able to bring in something to make it a paying gig.

Maybe even tie in www.Seedco.org
www.computermentors.org
http://www.yeaprograms.org/ with my MBA..... into
http://stars.dyndns.info/homestead/files/prod01.htm <= my son..... http://stars.dyndns.info/homestead/comp1.html <= with my dauther.....
to make it all a paying gig for me too!

wow now my mind is blown away ... overload for sure.
Thanks for the Reply

More power to the EWs....

er;-)

----- Original Message -----
Sent: Monday, December 06, 2004 12:17 AM
Subject: Re: Hi there

Yo, Eric, what's up? Thanks for the note.

I think what you're doing with the powerpoint deck is great. It's a huge problem right now in the Northwest, and mindboggling that it's even happening in the first place.

I'm not sure what I can do to help. I run a struggling marketing firm and that pretty much takes up all my free time. I have the skills to get an anti-logging message across but not the budget to create an awareness campaign to help change public opinion. Hopefully someone with deeper pockets does....if they were out there, I'd love to work on a gig like that.

I couldn't get into your "The Changers" group on Yahoo... evidently I have to be a member?

I appreciate the kind words. If you know of an organization that wants to do a campaign about clear-cutting, I'd love to help. But it'd have to be a paying gig at this point. Gots to feeds the kids! :)

More power to the EWs....
- ew
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channeling gilbert gottfried, all day, every day.
http://www.ericweaver.com/

Sunday, December 05, 2004 6:27:27 PM

Sunday, December 05, 2004 6:27:27 PM

What you did was good son, no worries, be happy!

It’s all going to bust apart soon isn’t it?

What have you been asking for? Do you think you are ready?

I guess nothing would happen if I wasn’t ready. And the way things are all coming together very slowly and clearly, it seem like this is all exactly as it needs to be.

What else would you expect?

Am I finally going to get into my fantasy

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From: erw To: eric Cc: eric
Sent: Sunday, December 05, 2004 12:04 AM
Subject: Hi there

Hey Eric,
I occasionally search for our name to see what comes up first, since I've written so much.

When I searched today and found your sites I was pleasantly impressed. I like your work. You are very skilled at websites and marketing, which I'm just starting to look at now in an MBA. Care to help?

I was born in CA and Visited Vallejo for the first time this summer as I drove up to Portland. Wonderful area, so my last class project is about how the forests are getting destroyed in the Northwest: http://stars.dyndns.info/download/presentation1.ppt

This is a cut version you can get to easily. But if you want to look at the whole thing it is here: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/thechangers/files/Forests/

Thanks for reading this note. It's great to see the name doing so well...
Maybe you can help out with this!
There is really so much more I need to DO!

Sincerely
Eric
http://profiles.yahoo.com/stars2man
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Wow this is really cool. 5/1/87 4.03pm Dr. Skalkos surmised that after my accident I abandoned my own instinctive identity, actions and selfhood. I learned to adapt to other peoples’ attitudes because they were safe..... She said that now I need to regain some of my traits that I abandoned.

What do you think about this?

It’s really kinda funny to think about it now. I'm in the same place again trying to do what we talked about years ago.... wow 17.6 years ago. I'm getting closer and closer to freely following my instincts all the time. And again I'm in the place and position to change everything that there is.

Saturday, December 04, 2004 12:08:08 PM

I'm not really sure what is happening, or what this is all about. But I know I'm more in control of it all than ever.

Post all this to your blog. I thought you were going to start doing all this typing right into your blog?

I guess maybe I can sooner or later, but not yet. I'm still kinda slow and distracted about all of this. Now I really have to study for a test Monday anyway.

7:48:09 PM
Picture 19 dated 4/6/87 10.53pm. I am talking about sharing with Skalkos for the first time!!! She understands how much I deal with the subliminal.... Wow, this is really intense:

• “what I need to know is why or where am I going and how will I get there”

That’s really cool to see this written here again I knew I had to read this journal again. I saw it sitting here and felt it calling my name.

What do you mean?

Its like the energy, or magnetism of the information called to me.... I mean the information that I had sitting on the edge of my dresser these past months since my summer vacation reminded me. Wow, it has been that long, I didn’t know that. So I'm going to see her again next week.

• “I know I can’t tell everyone everything and I know I need to tell them more or else they won’t listen or will lose interest. I know there must be a happy medium and I know I must find my content point where I can be open and honest about myself without being threatening or obtuse”

This is Faith By Andrew Carlton I love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ ... I love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ I love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ “This is what it means to chose your way” CMRadio.net.... wow, I wrote a prayer after the bit above.

• “I love You Lord Jesus Christ, Please Lead and Guide me to Achieve Your Love and Glory for us All. Thank you Lord Jesus Christ amen!”
• 4/14/87 12.08pm I need to stand up for what I'm doing, what’s my game plan? I need to write a game plan

Funky listening to the helicopter and Christian Rock songs while reading these Classic Rock songs I had written before. It’s really a trip doing this now.

• 4/17/87 3.42pm. Lol... 4.32pm “I'm scared I can’t tell her about anything, not what I know and feel so never what I experience. Like I don’t, can’t, just couldn’t even start to dream what could happen with USF. I hate to set limits.... but I'm not allowing full expression ((of myself)).
• 4/18/87 12.11am Lol...11.29pm “I have to learn to be comfortable with who I am”
• 4/18/87 11.55pm It’s like I’ve been a leader all my life.... now I just need to get set with myself.... find a place and attitude that is really me. I need to get the confidence to express myself fully and grow to dominate situations.... I have to come to ground with myself and dominate my own needs and desires.

Lord I Believe in You By Crystal Lewis

• 4/19/87 10.05am like everything I do affects me and my life. I know how things affect me so I've dreamed with Jesus so I could learn how to do HIS WILL as I am.
• 10.22am “highway in the light, I've found my chosen road”

The Closer I get to the Cross by: Palisade CMRadio.Net "The face of God has made me Whole, Jesus Take my life...." Lay it Down By David Bush What do you really need to talk about?

Am I asking you or are you asking me?

Son this is all about you. What are you going to do with all that you read and understand again here.

It is just really weird to read this all over again and see what I'm doing right here before my eyes.

What do you need to do to get ready for tomorrow?

I guess I'm really just nervous about seeing Dr. Skalkos now. I mean she already knows everything there is to know about me. Everything. She knows the stories about Maryanne and all the STARS – RAS stuff that Keith wants to return to town to complete. NOW, LOL..... then she knows about so very much more. And she was really working to help me out. It’s kinda freaky now that I see I'm really in the exact same place I was back then.

Thursday, December 02, 2004 5:59:02 PM

So I saw Natasha and Claire today, and even got a voice mail from Olga. There seems to be a great deal coming together here again. It’s really interesting how fast it all is. I was really skeptical about going out to eat now, but I ended up talking myself into it though I'm still not clear or sure about it, as I sit in Outback waiting for my order.

What do you think this is all about?

It really is kinda hard to follow completely I always feel and know that I need to do a lot and that I will do whatever you put before me. It certainly is almost magical how this all happens to me. But I know it needs to be like this. It always is like this.

What else would you prefer?

It would be great if it was all over already. But I know it’s not the finished thing that makes it, it’s all the process to get there. The process is almost more fun than anything else. And I guess I can see more of this process coming together that ever before. Both Claire and Natasha had recently seen things to add to my list of things to read and do. It’s always kinda freaky to see so many things coming together so quickly.

What do you want to see?

I guess I would really like to see my kids return home safely. See all my patents get built and done successful, and see You come into your own here.

What you mean is clear, but what you say isn’t. It’s interesting to see how your written words change as you take more time to think about it all. Why don’t you try a bit more clarity?

I guess I miss my kids more than anything, but I know that having my kids and being successful is meaningless without you. So I know that meeting the things here that can bring you freedom is the best and most important thing to do. I guess I can see how these things are all related and intertwined, so it’s very important for me to do what I know is most important. So I can stay focused, as I know this will make things clearer and easier for everyone.

What?

I can get this stuff done. I know I can. It’s very easy and simple. And I know it can get it all together as quickly as you need. Well maybe, but certainly quick enough?

What you are doing is fine, trust it all and just be!

Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ You are the best.... I love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ

Wednesday, December 01, 2004 2:47:45 PM

I'm in the library, watching the cute girls again. I came in here to do some research and I really have tons and tons to do. Where to start is always my issue...

So a really cute girl came in and sat in the next chair. She had a stone set in the middle of her forehead, and was clearly not Indian. So I asked about it wondering if she was Buddhist. She said she avoided practicing any one religion but liked the stone and had several of different colors and styles.

8pm

We chatted a few more times and she finally asked me about what I was researching. I was hesitant at first but finally said I was exploring DNA and consciousness theories. Then she tells me she is getting into nueropsychology and gave me a few books to read. She had a French final to go to at 6pm. I was hoping she would make it back here, but it doesn’t look like it now. She did give me her email address and name so we do plan to chat again some more.

Course that is so cool. I just love it. Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ You are the best.... I love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ