Thursday, December 14, 2006 I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!
Jounralled . . . wow....

And one time I thought of us delivering Christmas presents to my mom’s house. It was a dream or a little flash in my mind, thinking about my kids more than anything I guess. We parked at the Golf Club and walked over the grass to pile presents in their gazebo. It was like we sneaked into the back where no one would see us. Of course we were all happy and playing, goofing around across the grass where all our life is a big game and full of fun and love.

And Emily saw us and was jealous, suddenly wanting her real Daddy back playing with her, instead of this fake make-believe crap she’s been trying to raise. It was really funny, like she finally realized playing mom to a 45 year old spoiled brat was no fun at all. Even if she had all the candy and crap she ever wanted . . . . growing up with Family was about loving and sharing the joy and learning together . . . not just greed and control like she’s allowed into her life.

What does that feel like now?

It feels like the truth . . . It feels like the beginning of the end . . . It feels like I will see more things ending before my eyes than I ever thought possible. . . And I’m glad about it!

What else?

I Love you Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ. Thanks You for this New Grace and Love in my life. Help Us all to grow to see your Light and Path before us as we do all You need to bring the Glory of Father, Son and Holy Ghosts. Amen!

Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

You could be in a long-term phase of heightened optimism, yet are less certain today. Even so, you want to be an agent of positive change. Look to your peers in order to see hope for the future. Understand that the promise of a butterfly is contained in the death and transformation of a caterpillar. Be willing to eliminate your attachment to the present moment so you are free to create what's ahead.

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

Your inclination today is to take care of everyone, but they are not relying on you as much as you imagine. You can jump in to help as long as you don't overextend your energy. If you do take on too much, hidden resentments can magnify into outbursts of anger, bringing about undesirable results. First, examine your motivation to rescue your coworkers and then act in a balanced manner

Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)

You have some real work in front of you today and you might as well get started. It probably won't be as bad as you expected once you actually begin. Even if you need to temporarily let go of what you would rather be doing, there is still potential for creativity. Keep in mind that it doesn't matter if you don't feel inspired. You have more to share than you realize.