WHY!

Thank You Jesus Christ for Creating The Way of Your Word!

What do you think?

It sucks, You've been hounding me to write out what I feel today and I wrote for 30 minutes and then the blog lost it. What's the fucken' point here. You want to rehash everything all over again? Like the first time I wasn't clear enough for you?

What you need to learn is not that easy, and those you share with can get a lot from this if you are careful with it. This is all about your own desires and power. If you are clear and focused it will happen exactly as you envision, YES Exactly! If you allow doubts and past events to resurface, then you will live those again until you let them stay in the past.

I've been seeing the same visions for over 20 years. I see them grow and evolve, but for the most part they are the same as always.

What did you see when you were reading your journal last week. Did these visions change with Ginny? What happened there? Was that what you wanted? Did you want it so bad that it had to happen to you again? Do you see what's happening here? She was looking for guidance and help, but you tried to please her instead of staying where you belong in your own truth.

I didn't do anything like that now!

What did you feel, what did you really want to do? You were ready to make it anything she wanted. That's not who you are, that's not what you are here for. Remember the dreams and visions that you've even called nightmares because you couldn't understand them all. You are closer to them than ever before. Are you going to watch them pass you by again?

I am tired of that. You always make it out like I fuck things up.

No one else can do what you are doing. There is no one else there who could "fuck it up." If you are serious about making something happen, then you need to be honest with yourself and stay true to what you want NO DOUBTS. Recreating the same problems for yourself will continue to happen until you decide you want to create something else. Everything is always at your finger tips.

I know so last night I had dreams about throwing balls of light, is that what you want me to do?

What you need to do is stop fighting who you are and what you want. If the dreams last night were important you should have written them down.

I prayed and focused and was clear about what I wanted. I said exactly what was important to me.

Yes, but your doubted. You allowed for freedom. Everytime you build up so much energy so strong and clear, but you were a wimp about it by not keeping your specific direction and control there. Freedom has no place if it's you own creation.

I'm sorry, I'm not going to start telling people what to do.

What do you do all day long. You are a leader, you are always telling people what to do, every moment you are doing that.

Yes, but I'm not going to climb into their heads and tell them what to do.

Why do you let them climb into you head then? You open up your whole life and spill it all out before them. Pump up so much energy that everyone around can feel it. Then you simply let someone else come in and take the prize. You have no idea how easy it is for others to be exploited and conned. Nothing comes near you since you are moving so much energy all the time, but others are not so lucky.

I know so I eat up all the forces around me, like candy. But then I give so much power to people that they get lost as demons hunt them down.

That is something you are not very conscious of. Just because you can eat them up like candy does not mean that everyone else can. People can be very foolish and easily fall prey to deceptions and the easy, comfortable old ways that reduce their minds to mud instead of evolve their hearts further. If you are going to send light and power to people you need to make it strong with clear directions attached.

I don't know where that's going too far though. I remember telling Emily how she can not tell people what to do because they have free will and that's a Gift that You gave to them and that's not for anyone to take away.

What did you give to us? Are you there to usurp people's free will for your own selfish desires OR are you doing the Will of God!!

I know but. . .

What do you doubt for? Have Faith in Your Convictions! Your best student has taught you well. So practice what you preach. If you want to make some things happen. Then you need to make them Clear in your HEART! And if you eat demons for dinner then you can stop worrying about some selfish insecurities that normal men have. These are not your concerns you have Higher tasks and duties at hand. Stop worrying about the details, simply decide this is what will BE and watch it all fall into line.

I can't tell people what to do!

What are you crazy, everyday that you don't, the TV or worse will tell them. You are there precisely to tell people what to do and make things right. That's what you set out to do. Stop this freewill crap, it's a farce most all the people around are locked into psycho-programming they can barely understand now, while your direction and demands are lightyears ahead of their dreams even if they want to avoid being "told what to do."

I need to practice what I preach though

What are you talking about; Emily wasn't 10 years old yet. At age 10 a child certainly should not be making people do things. She was not able to understand things fully, and certainly has not realized her own freewill beyond which she could conceive of giving it to Christ as you have. If you must Practice, then only Practice as Christ Jesus, since there are not many others who have lost the ego and let the spirit flow so easily. You are living a complete fantasy of your own choosing and limiting yourself is simply STUPID!!!

I'm not stupid.

What about being a "WIMP," sounds really STUPID to us. Sure talk to the President and Mayor about billions to invest, but play stupid wimpy shit with your own personal stability. Come on kid, you know better than that. Remember practice what you preach... If you want to rebuild society your own house needs to be in order first.

I guess so.

What you desire and want for yourself is not asking too much of anyone. And you know that there are angels lined up to take what another can not see. But remember not all can see and deal with the power you eat and throw like bubble gum. If you are going to empower people or share light, make the purpose and place very clear and strong. And you did that with Emily, she knew clearly where her bounds were. You made them very clear to her, she made the conscious choice to step beyond the safe limits you placed around her. Those with Power will make mistakes too. And You are strong and sure enough to forgive them.

I know, thank you. Please stay and love them all! Guide us and help us to fulfill Your Dreams for the Glory of Father, Son and Holy Ghost! Amen.

I Love You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ.